May 7, 2025

(no music) Whisper Wednesday | LMBYTS #1347 | 7th May 2025

(no music) Whisper Wednesday | LMBYTS #1347 | 7th May 2025
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Hello, and welcome to Jasonnewland dot com. My name, my

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name is Jason Newland. It really is.

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Hello.

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So but bam bam, this is Whisper Wednesday. Wednesday whispers

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Whisper Wednesday one of them. There will be a little

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bit of background from Vinsta, but outside of that should

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be fairly quiet because it's four fifty two in the A.

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So I'm just gonna look at the stance because I've

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not been long up. Let's have look. Okay, yesterday was

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a good day. That's nice.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, today, while it's too early, but yesterday it was

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okay days and that's nice. I say, let's see how

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many of those this is money thing. I now look

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to see how many people are streaming or downloaded on

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my website. Just kind of interested. I'm just interested, that's all.

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It's not my fault. Okay, so all my recordings are

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on my website. I've died, did I say? Only listen

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when you can safely close your eyes, because I can't remember.

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Vinnie had a lampone last night. It's now.

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I think he's he in the bone.

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But he woke me up a few hours ago and

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went into the garden and spray honestly, there's one of those,

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like those compost sprayers in the fields. So I'm kissing

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the lamb does not suit his mom, But I'm kissing

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the bones fine because he dogs like bones, don't they

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We'll see, Oh, I'd have to go out of the

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garden and see it does anything to pick up he

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doesn't like to do. He only know he does wieis

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when he's in the garden anyway, So it's really weird.

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I was watching this video on YouTube a couple of

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nights ago, and it was about a blow called Peter,

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I think Peter.

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Graham from Downstairs at the King's Head, which is a

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comedy club still running, and it's.

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Where is it? I should know when there many times

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not twigging them, it's not Strom down downstairs at the

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King's Head, Crouch and crouch end, that's it. And downstairs

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at the King's Head and seven comes going to the website.

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Welcome to Downstairs at the King's Heard or seats face

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the stage. If we are busy, you may have to

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share a table. We are still operated with more space

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between tables. Okay, it's interesting. So they got like what's

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on and Sunday in the afternoon forty seven the jazz,

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so it's not jazz jazz. And I think they used

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to have Ronnie Golden on the Thursday, the eighth of May,

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which is tomorrow, the legendary Comedy try Out Night, up

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to sixteen new and established acts, compared this week by

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Eric and McElroy. I used to go there on a Thursday,

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I did. I went there on a Saturday, well, probably

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loads of times. But I think did I do a

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gig on a Saturday night there? I don't know. I

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think I did a loose track. So while we got

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Friday Night, Saturday Spring Day, Gordon Southern, Otis Cannaloni, Victor Daniels,

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my gold a leg Wow Saturday seventy for making Mark

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Thomas blimey. If I was closer, i'd go and i'd

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definitely well. I like to think that I would tickets

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of fifteen pounds now to get used to be about

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three or four pounds. I think a five pound maybe less.

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That was the nineties, baby, the nineties, anywhay else watching

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this bloke about us, I'll see if it's the club.

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Let's see if I've got a.

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We are the best known. We are perhaps best known

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as one of the oldest comedy clubs in Britain specialize

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in bringing great entertainment in a friendly and intimate environment.

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Founded in nineteen eighty one by Peter Graham, did I

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say that at the beginning and Hugh Thomas. We now

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present shows throughout the week, the Champion the best of

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the new comedy, music of all persuasions, the spoken word,

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magic and dance. A favor of audience and performance, the

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venue prides itself on creating the right ambience for each

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and then and providing unbeatable value for money. With a

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capacity of one hundred persons, the club posts an excellent

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live pa system. I remember that it was a good

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I used to like that place. It was it was

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intimate and on a Thursday night.

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I mean, you think that had a.

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Hundred people, they were never going to be making huge

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amounts of money from that. If they're charging now fifteen

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pounds per person, so it's one five hundred pounds. If

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they capacity, then they have to pay out. They're probably

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paying out most of that for the acts on the night.

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So my guess is they're doing it for the love

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of it, which is amazing. I think I don't know

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why I started talking about that crouch end. I remember

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going there and can you have any making a loud noise?

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He got that bone.

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But basically, I was being harassed by these phone calls

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and not harassed by a lot of phone calls missed

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and he and it got my curiosities. I went around

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to a neighbor to find out what it was. It's

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just something they wanted me to do for them, okay.

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And in the meantime when I was there, she kept

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mentioning that she thought Vinnie was fat, which was mildly annoying.

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She kept going on about it. It's like, do you

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want me to do you a favor? Stop calling my

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little boy fat stomach? So okay, I was thinking about that.

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So I got no messages to read out. I got

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nothing on Oh yeah, YouTube, let's have a look if

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I didn't want to listen, okay, I got one more subscriber.

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Yeah wow, actually had.

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A couple of listens. That's nice. It's very slow. It's

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very slow in the world of YouTube for me, but okay, sorry,

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I don't mind. It's I'm happy as long as Vinnie's

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making as much noise as he can. That's how I am.

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So I need to make a couple of these public public.

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So this is yesterday's recording, which was Trivia Tuesday pigeons.

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That was why I focused on last night or yesterday afternoon,

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whichever it was, pigeons. And so look what's in the news. Okay,

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So if I get rid of the YouTube the YouTube,

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where else can I look at the stats for my website? Pigeons.

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I don't know why I'm enjoying saying the word pigeons.

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So today, okay, so people are visiting not already, That's good.

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It's the most popular pages today. Podcast. The hip nicis

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a sleeping deeply podcasts hip naicis for sleeping deeply podcast.

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Hip naicis for sleeping deeply. Wow, No Monday's boring objects?

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Oh say, it's not a tab? What it is? It's

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because I copied. Wow, that's the last sound Vinny even

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I I mean, I know I can hear it's on here.

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I mean he's actually registering on the the Richter scale

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of my recording equipment, because generally the green light only

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comes on. I'm looking at it now, so I'm talking

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to you. I'm trying to like, look at it. It's

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it comes on when I speak yeah, wait a minute,

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and wait for him to go to make a big

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old crack. Okay, I want to see if I'm just

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pretty sure. The thing is I might have like going

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yeah at the same time that he did the big

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old crack, thinking that it had registered it and noticed

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it the green light came on. But it might have

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been me that caused the green light to come on.

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But he's taking his time now. I would never do

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anything that I want him to do. I think it's

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because I'm not talking. Yeah, when I'm not talking, it

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does it bit quiet because there's nothing roomed to disturb it. Right,

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that's how my neck staring, the kind of really distortioning

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my neck in order to say that green lights will stop.

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I'm now obsessed. I can't stop it. I just want

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to keep looking. Oh right. So I got referred from

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Instagram begin Instagram, so I don't know quite what's going

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on analytics analytics yesterday. I don't normally get stuff from Instagram,

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which is weird. The last twelve months, of how many

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I've had from Instagram four not many? Is it.

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The view from Duck duckgo.

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YouTube, yandex whatever. It's anything to do with Spandex, Facebook, Google,

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and Direct thirty one contact So out of thirty thirty

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one people in the last twelve months. To be fair,

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when I say twelve months, I'm talking from January, So

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since January this year January February March April, four months.

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The most popular landing most popular pages is the home page, podcasts, playlists,

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let Me Boy, you to Sleep, contact form as well

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most of the top entry entry pages, podcasts, recordings, exit pages. Okay,

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I wonder what the yeah, I wonder what the the

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countries are. Hm, it's not showing all of them for

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some reason. I don't know why. But the United Kingdom

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is the top, United States the States. In fact, the

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United Kingdom and the United States are kind of equal

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with the another. The people visiting the website. The United

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Kingdoms slightly above Australia third, Canada four, swits Ierland is fifth.

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Spain is nineteen h fIF six seventeen. See that was

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a lowed one. It just did then, but I don't

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know if it registered. But you'll hear it. Who yes,

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I caught it. Kah wow, So yeah, he's I think

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I should have hidden the old bones because after his

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garden spraying earlier on. I don't know the weird thing

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about it is. By anyway, I don't want to focus

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on that. This move on unless if I've got any messages,

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any any emails. I think Ben, he's made so much noise,

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he's disturbed the neighbors downstairs. Have I got any messages

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from the website? Nope, nope, nope, nope. Okay, Well, have

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I got him a normal email? Accounts habitat, don't know

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what that is. Voucher shop, No thanks, that's weird, sound

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Uber consider your cravings as satisfied. No thank you, Uberates,

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That's what I think. So I got paid today. I

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don't know if I'm going to get paid again, which

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is a really very weird situation to be it. I'll

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explain it to you and explained so. It says it

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on the third of June. So I've been moved over

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to universal credit. It says this is an universal credit

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service dot CoV dot UK. On the third of June.

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We will tell you how much you're going to get.

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You will be paid any money you're entitled to before

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a PM on the seventh of June twenty twenty five.

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It's now the seventh of May now on the phone,

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they told me my last payment will be this next

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one from the ESA. I didn't realize I was going

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to have to wait till the seventh, is a whole

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month before I next get paid. Wow. It does say

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you can apply for an advanced payment if you need

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to borrow money before the first payment. You must apply

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before the thirty first of May. Check your payments. That's

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that a luk. How we calculate your payment? You get

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a standard amount each month. You said you're single. It

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says it's likely your payment were made of the following housing.

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You said that you pay your rent. That's four fifty

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a month. Health, you set your helph, effect you at

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work or revenge you from working. You might need to

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have an as this before we can consider if you

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get extra money for this. So I think if I

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say it's interesting, I'm overstaying it. But it's definitely got

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my focus. Oh dear, So there you go. So I

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won't know until the third of June what they're going

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to pay me, and then I don't get paid till

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the seventh of June, which is exactly a month from now.

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How and you know what, I don't think they're even

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paying the rent now, so I'm going to be behind

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on the rent. What is I supposed to do for

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a month? I don't want to apply for an advanced

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payment because then that just reduces the amount of money

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I get because they take they take over ten months

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or whatever. It's just getting into more days. If I

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borrow a two hundred pound, I know, it's only twenty

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pound a month, but I don't want to start off

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like that. I mean, technically a body need to borrow

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a grand, which means I'm automatically stay, you know, pay

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an hour one hundred pounds a month. After the next

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ten months, I'm just gonna have to find a way

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to get by. This is weird.

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It's been a long time since I've had to kind.

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Of do these things. I mean, it always happens at

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the beginning of a claim. I've never had it happen

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during a claim during you know, I don't know, it's

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just seems weird. It's like going backwards almost, you know

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what I mean, It's gonna be a whole month. I've

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got to get by on just one payment, which is

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technically enough to get me through two weeks kind of

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one ye would have to get me through two weeks,

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but it's gonna have to get me through a month.

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Although the essay is supposed to be sending me, they

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should send me written confirmation about my payments, let me

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know that it's the last one again, and let me

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know that they've stopped paying the rent and stuff. Nah

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oh oh oh. I had some weird dreams last night.

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It's very strange. I was with I don't know where

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I was bo.

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I was in this situation.

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Where we all I was if some men and we

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were all getting dogs. But there was a big dog

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and a little dog, and I don't know what it is,

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but they helped me out and I promised to give

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one damn pound, which I did, but they left me.

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I didn't have any other money in my wallet. I

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think maybe five pound, so I gave a damn pound

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game mark. I said thank you, and then the two

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other men I said to them, I are you drink?

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I think they said more than one, you are only two.

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We giggled, but I can't remember what it is they

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did to help me out. It had something to do

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with a wicked witch. I think FI needs a toilet.

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I know it's okay. This is something to drink of water.

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I think that's what you call a refill blind me.

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I don't know what it was the dream was about,

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but there was one part of the dream when my

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dad didn't want me to speak in time with my

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mum because we're the same age. It was very strange.

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This was like a separate part of the dream. So

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he didn't and he was back to you know, when

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he was a big, strong He still is big and strong,

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but when he was younger, when I was little and

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he was it was weird. He just didn't want me

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talking to his wife because me and I were the

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same age, which that's that wasn't reality, So very strange.

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So I was sneaking around talking to her because we

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wanted to talk to each other because I was her son.

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It's weird, weird old dreams. I don't remember what else.

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I know one thing though, I think I prefer when

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Vinnie's in bed.

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When I do these recordings. It's done nothing that makes

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this make as much noise as he can. So now

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it's jumped onto the setting. He's just been acting a

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bit weird overnight and today, like every day I've known him,

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really to be honest year and a half. It was

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not quite a year and a half. It was.

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What month is it now?

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So at the end, wow, yeah, it is literally a

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year two and a half years now that I've had him.

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I said a year and a half to night. Two

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and a half years. So I got him in two

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thousand and twenty two, twenty two December, I think, yeah,

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twoenty twenty two December around about this time of the month.

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And there that's December December two thy twenty three, two

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thousand and twenty four, and then up to now, which

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is deceventh of May. So it's two and a half years,

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two and a half years. Where do the time go?

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The birds are very active outside, m M. I didn't

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do let Me Buy Your Pain Away recording yesterday, although

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I was reading or listening to an audio book about

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chronic pain.

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It's actually a really good book. It's let me tell

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you all about it. I'll just tell you the name

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of it.

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It's called The Way Out Here, Chronic Pain, The Way

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out Avan Gordon. It's God, this makes so much. He's

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a fugitive in his and he's always likes creaking. I

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don't know, m hm, why you squeaking? Why? I just

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really like that he's distracted by the fly. Right the

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way out. The revolutionary, scientifically proven approached to the chronic

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pain audio book four Hours fifty minutes by Alan Gordon

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Alon Siev narrated by Alan Gordon and Alon Siev, brought

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to you by Penguin. Rewire your brain, end your pain

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from back pain to migraines. I've write this and skietka

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more to one point two billion people worldwide. Blah blah blah.

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This is the revolutionary message from psychotherapist Alan Gordon, who,

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frustrated by the lack of effective treatment for his own

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debilitating situation, developed a highly successful approach to eliminate symptoms

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without surgery or medication, offering a viable and drug free

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alternative to existing and other methods. Based on the premise

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that the pain starts in the brain, not the body.

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Gordon's pain reprocess in Therapy PRT enables you to rewire

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your neuron circuits and turn off stuck pain signals. In

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a groundbreak and study, PRT helped ninety eight percent of

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patients u stair paint levels than sixty six percent were

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completely cured. What's more, these dramatic changes held up over time.

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In the way out.

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Cordon provides an easy to follow a guide to ending

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what is really doing? Okay, as soon as I say

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his name, it starts.

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It's just staring at me.

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He's ripping up some tinfoil, I'm in attacked by a fly,

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and he's squeaking. I really, I don't know why he's

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making such a fuss. So if he needs to go

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in the garden, which I think he does, he needs

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to just come down off the chair and tell me

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he needs to go in the garden. But he's not.

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He's just staring at me from behind. And I'm somehow

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supposed to know, although technically because I'm mentioning it, but

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just show that I do know that he's staring at me,

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So you could argue that he's doing the right thing.

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There's gotta be some way of communicating with a dog,

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and just he seems to do the same thing and

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make the same sound, whether he wants something to eat,

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or he wants a treat, or he wants to go out,

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or he wants to play. I'm hearing a buzzing sound

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almost like this.

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A lot of flies or a lot of.

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Piece or something. Now I know there's not a lot

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of flies in my flat. I know there's not a

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lot of flies and downstairs either, so maybe it's in

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the last maybe there's a horn it's nest or something

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up there. I had that once in one of the

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places I used to live. It's about two thousand and seven.

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So I'm sitting at my desk. I don't know if.

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I'm making a recording, but I'm back.

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Then, and I mean now, I know I'm making a

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recording now, But back in two thousand and seven, I

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was sitting at my desk and maybe working on my

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website or I don't know, but it's where I used

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to sit when I did the videos and the recordings

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back then. This thing, huge thing fell on my shoulder

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and I was a hornet, and I was like, Wow,

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where had the heck did that come from? I thought it, honestly,

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I thought had fallen out of my ear. I was like,

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how the white what was that doing in my ear?

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How I did I not notice it? But it turned

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out that there was a there was a hole in

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the ceiling right in the corner, and one of the

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people I lived there went and did a little a

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little bit of research in the loft, and yeah, it

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was a huge unit's nest there. That's the whole story.

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I don't know if it's worth the wait. I'm not sure.

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I quite like that room in a way, I quite

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like living in the house. Until the last bit. I'd

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say most of the time, I myself was fairly okay

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place to live. I definitely worked on my my book collection.

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It's such a book collection, and there's no reason why

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I couldn't have.

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Built it out here. But I had such really, I.

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Had expert supperb a superb library of books on the

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hypnosis and psychology and psychotherapy and counseling and philosophy. I mean, honestly,

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loads and loads I.

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Must have had over a thousand books.

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And it was I loved my books. Now I've got

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I have five, No, I've I've got a couple of

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hundred books. Now. I don't know that you'll count them

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as have a look. I'm going to try and count

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flap years. Try and count the books one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen,

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twenty twenty one, twenty two, twenty three, twenty four, twenty five,

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twenty six, twenty seven, twenty eight, twenty nine, thirty, thirty one,

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thirty two, thirty three, thirty four, thirty five, thirty six,

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thirty seven, thirty eight, thirty nine, forty, forty one, forty two,

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forty three, forty four, forty five, forty six, forty seven,

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forty eight, forty nine, fifty fifty, fifty two three, fifty four,

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fifty five, fifty six, fifty seven, fifty eight, fifty nine, sixty,

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sixty one, sixty two, sixty three, sixty four, sixty five,

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sixty six, sixty seven, sixty eight, sixty nine, seventy, seventy one,

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seventy two, three four, seventy five, seventy six, seventy seven,

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seventy eight, seventy nine, eighty, eighty one, eighty two, eighty three,

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eighty four, eighty five, eighty six, eighty seven, eighty eight,

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eighty nine, one hundred, one hundred, one hundred two, one

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hundred three, one hundred four, one hundred five, one hundred

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and six, one hundred seven, one hundred eight, one hundred nine,

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two one undred, ten eleven or thirty forty sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen,

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one hundred, twenty under twenty one until twenty two under

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twenty three and twenty four, one hundred, twenty five under

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twenty six under twenty seven undil twenty eight, undred, twenty nine,

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undred thirty until thirty one, under thirty two until thirty three,

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hundred thirty four until thirty five under thirty six, hundred

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thirty seven, hundred thirty eight, hundred thirty nine, one hundred, forty,

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hundred forty, one hundred forty two, hundred forty three, one

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hundred forty four, one hundred forty five, one hundred and

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forty six, one hundred and forty seven, roughly about one

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hundred and fifty books on hypnosis. That's quite a few,

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I suppose, but I've got the books, so thats one

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hundred and fifty. Let's look at how many other books

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I've got, some books on self help and various books

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I seven like one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight,

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nineteen eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty,

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twenty one, two, twenty three, twenty four, twenty five, twenty six,

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twenty seven, twenty eight, twenty nine, thirty thirty one, thirty two,

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thirty three, thirty four, thirty five, thirty six, thirty seven,

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thirty eight, thirty nine, forty, forty one, forty two, forty three,

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forty four, forty five, forty six, forty seven, forty eight,

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forty nine, fifty fifty one, fifty two, fifty three, fifty four,

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fifty five, fifty six, fifty seven, fifty eight, fifty nine, sixty,

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sixty one and sixty two, sixty three, sixty four, sixty five,

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sixty six, sixty seven, sixty eight, sixty nine, seventy, seventy one,

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seventy two, seventy three, seventy four, seventy five, seventy six,

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seventy seven, seventy eight, seventy nine, eighty, eighty one, eighty two,

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eighty three, eighty four, eighty five, eighty six, sixty seven,

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eighty eight, eighty nine, one hundred, one hundred one and

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two hundred three.

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I don't hounds in count, so I say, one hundred

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and fifty. I can staff and starts one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nineteen, even, twelve, thirteen, fourteen,

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fifty sixteen.

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Seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty, twenty one, twenty two, twenty three,

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twenty four, twenty five, so I go on twenty as

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a twenty pershlf two four six, eighteen twelve, fourteen, sixteen,

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eighteen twenty twenty twenty four, so probably two hundred and

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fifty books, which is was a much smaller amount than

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a thousand. My aim when I moved in here was

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to get one book a week on here places, just

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you know, from Emerson, just one book a week, or

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maybe one book a month even and just built up

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the library again.

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And I stuck to that for a while, and.

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Then then I didn't. Yeah, I'm still looking at the bookcase.

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I don't know why.

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When I've finished the topic, I'm finished talking about the bookcase,

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but I feel like I'm physically kind of stuck here,

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not rever, but just.

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I can't remember if I twirled my chair to the

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right or to the left.

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And you may think, well, what does it really matter,

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but there is you know, there's a reason for that,

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because if I twiled it from the left, then that's

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the best way to twile it back, because if I

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tilted to the right, and originally I'm t I twirled

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it from the left, I might actually bang the microphone.

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Finisious heard a neighbor open the door, so he's normally

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in bed at this time in the day. If he

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starts barking, me and him are gonna fall out, because

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it's not six o'clock.

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It's a bit too early to be happening barking.

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Half six is five, but not six five past six,

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that's okay, not six o'clock though. It's not six o'clock though,

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But if what I'm gonna turn my thing around, BlimE,

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it is nearly is quarter to six. I'm sure I

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woke up at four o'clock. Is that all had time gone?

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I don't know.

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So this has been and recording of absolutely nothing. I've

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talked about silch and I don't know. I still managed

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to talk about something, but I don't know what it was.

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Just it was one of those I suppose it was

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just the boring recording. Yay, boring recording at Ryan's don't

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it anyway. I'm going to go, thank you for listening.

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Remember to be kind to yourself because you do deserve

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to be happy. Be gentle with yourself. You deserve to

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feel safe. Lots of love.

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Bye,