Aug. 5, 2025

(no music) Whisper Tuesday | LMBYTS #1406 | Jason Newland | 5th August 2025

(no music) Whisper Tuesday | LMBYTS #1406 | Jason Newland | 5th August 2025
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Hello, and welcome to Jasonnewland dot com. My name's Jason Newland.

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Please only listen when you can faithfully close your eyes.

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This is whisper Tuesday. Let me boy to sleep. Hello, Hello,

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how you doing? Why so itchy back? Still getting feedback

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from the whisper sound quality I've tried to improve. The

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problem is with the whisper.

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It's.

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It's weird. The better the microphone is, the harder it

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is to pick up the whispers for some reason. And

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then once the whisper is done, I have to increase

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the volume otherwise you won't be able to hear it,

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which kind of I don't know. We'll see. So last

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night I sorted through my book because I had or

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my books stacked. I did I say, I only listen

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when you can safety close your eyes. Of course, this

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being a whisper recorded by the way, if you don't no, okay, yes,

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So I had all my books stacked on the windowsill.

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It was just a temporary thing, partly because I'm tidying up,

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and also I've hear my help block out some of

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that noise from over the fence. But what it did

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is it seemed it did block out some noise, but

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the air seemed very that the stifling in air, there

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was no air flow. It might also be because I've

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been moving books arounds and they were dusty. So what

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I've done is I have separated all the books and

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on my bookcase is the only books I have are

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hypnosis books. How many hypnosis books do I have? One, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighty, nineteen, twenty,

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twenty one, two, twenty three, twenty four, twenty five, twenty six,

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twenty seven, eight, twenty nine, thirty, thirty one, thirty two,

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thirty three, thirty four, thirty five, thirty six, thirty seven,

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thirty eight, thirty nine, forty, forty one, forty two, forty three,

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forty four, forty five, forty six, forty seven, forty eight,

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forty nine, fifty fifty one, fifty two, fifty three, fifty four,

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fifty five, fifty six, fifty seven, fifty eight, fifty nine, sixty,

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sixty one, sixty two, sixty three, sixty four, sixty five.

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Sixty six, six seven, and sixty eight, sixty.

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Nine, seventy seventy one, seventy two, seventy three, seventy four,

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seventy five, seventy six, seventy seven, seventy eight, seventy nine, eighty,

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eighty one, eighty two, eighty three, eighty four, eighty five,

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eighty six, eighty seven, eighty eight, eighty nine, ninety, ninety one,

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ninety two, ninety three, ninety four, ninety five, ninety six,

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ninety seven, ninety eight, ninety nine. Let's Turn My Head

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Round one hundred one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen.

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Fifteen, sixteen, seventeen.

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Eighteen, nineteen, twenty, twenty one, twenty two, twenty three, twenty four,

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twenty five, twenty six, twenty seven, twenty eight, twenty nine, thirty,

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thirty one, thirty two, thirty three, thirty four, thirty five,

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thirty six, thirty seven, thirty eight, thirty nine, forty, forty one,

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forty two, forty three, forty four, forty five, forty six,

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forty seven, forty eight, forty nine, fifty two, one hundredty two,

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fifty three, fifty four, five, fifty six, forty seven, fifty eight,

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fifty nine, sixty six one, sixty three, sixty three, sixty four,

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sixty five, seven sixty eight, six nine, seventy seventy one.

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I might have miscounted, but roughly. Oh no, there's another. Okay,

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there's more than that on the other bookcase. There's three bookcases.

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I can't see that one because my head doesn't see

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round corners one two. It's just under two hundred books.

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I've gone hypnosis and now my neck is all stiff.

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It's sad and forty thirty years ago, I would never

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mentioned that when I woke up, I'd have a stiff

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neck every morning. It's almost like parts of my body

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of just transfer third. Should I relax it? Benny's internally

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shaken a little bit? Are you cold? Vinny? Are you're cold?

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He woke me up.

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I don't know if he woke me up, but he

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kind of woke up at the same time as me.

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I was having some very strange dreams, very strange, well,

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a very strange dream. There was this one I was

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in this I don't know what it was. I really

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don't know what it was, but I was. I had

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Vinny with me, Yeah I did. I had Vinny. And

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as he does, he's contents of running off and in

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dreams he just does the same thing. And he was

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getting excited. I was in the street and he was

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getting excited to see a lady complete stranger, and exactly

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that's what he does. He gets excited over people, and

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then we go around. She walks off and goes around

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the corner. He's all excited and he wraps right away

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around the van that she said. I don't know how

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long the lead must have been, but it was super

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long for some reason, and she starts the van, which

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was weird. There was another scene in this dream where

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I'm in the pub and it's the old pub where

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my landlady in the landlord used to drink. I've had

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that dream a few times when I'm kind of was

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trying to avoid them just from awkwardness, and there was

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someone there that it was weird, okay, something. I am

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in this conversation with somebody and they're laughing and then

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I say something that they don't like, and I'm completely

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kind of blocked out of the friendship group. And it

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turned out that there was one particular person who I

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thought I was friends with who's telling everyone, you know,

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basically controlling the environment. Very strange. I mean, that's not

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that's not real life for me. I suppose it has

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been in certain situations, not for quite a while, and

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usually it would not be something that i'd brow up with. Yeah,

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it was weird, like clearing up food from the floor.

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I don't know why, very strange the whole thing. I

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was very tired when I went to bed last night,

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really tired. It was, I don't know really, I think

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it was sort of moving about and doing the sorting

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out the books. I got a little bit of a

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sweat on or create a little bit of a puddle.

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And yeah, I was physically tired when I went to bed,

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which doesn't happen too often. Right now, I'm feeling physically hungry.

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Oh yes, a little bit hungry, my dear.

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Mhm h.

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Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Yeah, A bit about about.

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So today I'm gonna probably continue with my little tidy

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up and just a little bit each day. I need

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to figure a way to soundproof that window, though, but

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not permanently, just when I need it to be soundproofed.

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So I'm thinking of doing is getting some curtains and

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putting them on those It's just basically putting them like

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layer after layer after layer. The thickness of the window

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sill inside the window sill of the window, and because

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you know, the windows not just flat, it's but it's flat,

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but the window goes out a little bit. I suppose,

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like a little bit of a bay window kind of

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but maybe not. No, it's not no, it's not a

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bay window. But there's room. There's a window sill on

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the inside. So I can maybe get one, two, three,

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four or five thick curns and just lay them, and

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I might do the job. I look into it. I mean,

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I could just try and get some really thick curtains

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for the outside, but I'm thinking I might need a

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bit more than that, because I don't need not after

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kind of soundproofing the whole time, just when I'm making recordings,

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and occasionally if it gets a little bit too squeaky

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out there but too screaming. So much of this massive

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storm that we're supposed to have in didn't get it

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in this area. Had a bit of wind, not me,

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but the weather. It was a bit windy. It'll be windy, now,

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was it? Of course the weather. The newspeople were giving

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it a name, Tiffany or Barbara or whatever. I don't

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know why why we need to have names for the weather. Yeah,

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it's very un British to be doing stuff like that.

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MH. Given a name to weather.

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Oh it's storm Daniel. It's what's the name Daniels, Dusty Daniels.

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I don't know. I just don't really understand why way way, way,

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way a way, what might do? Because I might just

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do this recording and uploaded just one version the volume

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is without increasing the volume in editing HM, which means

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I'll only be one version of the recording, or maybe

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due to two versions, one with music one without. I

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don't know. So I woke up a bit late to

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than normal, and it's about six o'clock, I think on

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the dot one minute past six in the morning, and

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I'm thinking about getting my table out of the storage

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room and put it over where the No. That wouldn't

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work finished as head dance. No, I'm just thinking I

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could put it over there where the no. I don't

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mean that work. I don't know, So be on the

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left hand side of the room where the bookcases are.

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The problem with that is I would struggle to get

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my chair behind it. Mind you, I'm kind of a

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getting to the point where I don't want to sit

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at those tables anymore near the near the TV. So

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perhaps I could just add that chair permanently behind the

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table by two years now, Yeah, I do not do

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sit at that table when I do editing. So maybe

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because I got two desks with the TV on, I'm

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starting to think that maybe I should move that TV

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up onto the wall, get a bracket and move onto

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the wall, which would free some space, and maybe I

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could get rid of the desks, but probably not. I

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think it's an okay set up as it is. I

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think it's all right. Actually, yeah, it's okay. I'm feeling

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quite relaxed. I'm just glad it's still light at six

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in the morning. I feel like the summer is just,

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I don't know, gone, because now we're in August. We

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have nice days in augusta never I do wonder why

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the school holidays don't start till the end of July

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and go through to August, because really, June and July

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are the best months of summer. If we have a

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good summer, June and July usually the months where the

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summer is most summery like a lot if people like August,

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things start to cool down. It's cooler in the morning,

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cooler in the evening, starting to get darker in the evening,

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it's getting lighter later in the morning. You know, things

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are starting to kind of bitter better. Moving towards autumn slowly,

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but and it will be Christmas. I mean this time

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of year, what is it sat the kids go back

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to school in September.

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Then there's.

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Halloween end of October, Bonfire Night beginning of November, in

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Christmas in December, and then it's January again, another new year,

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two thousand and twenty six, I do believe. And of

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course there's this month when I turned fifty five, I

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was twenty year older at the end of the month.

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Didn't bother me when I was in my twenties above,

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when I was in my late twenties, going from twenty

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nine to thirty, Yeah, that wasn't I wasn't doing cartwheels,

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That's all I'm saying. Yeah, I don't think I am. Yeah,

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is this something about which is weird now to say

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it out loud, But turning thirty it seemed.

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Old back then.

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Now I realize nearly twenty five years.

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Later, twenty five years yours, nearly half my life later.

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In fact, Yeah, I realized thirty was incredibly young. Really,

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I wasn't old. I was never old at thirty. I

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just felt it. There is a degree of being treated

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differently that might just been in my mind. But I

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didn't feel the same as I did in my twenties.

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But I know one thing, I definitely did not feel

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like I'm in my fifties kind of. Even sometimes I

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say my age, and I might ask myself my age,

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and I say to myself, oh, I'm forty five, forty four,

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and then I remember and I say, wait a minute, No,

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you're not. I said, yes, I am. No I'm not.

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Yes you are. I wait a minute, I'm fifty four.

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Wow.

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Just doesn't necessarily sound correct, even though it is correct precise.

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So I'm kind of thinking planning five years ahead. What

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do I want to do with the next five.

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Years of my life?

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How do I want to spend that time? How can

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I help the most amount of people. There's gotta be

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a way. They just must, they must, they must, they

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must be away to I mean, technically, they just carry

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on as I am. But I'm not satisfied at what

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I've done or what I'm doing. I want to do more.

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I want to reach more people and hopefully help more people.

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I'm just not sure how so there, m I haven't

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really said much, have I? Thirty minutes of me talking

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and I've not really said anything. It's a skill and

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yess skilly, skilly skilled skill, my tim, He's gurgling.

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For thirty fairly worthy.

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Finny seems fairly happy where he's never satisfied. He always

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wants more, always wants something.

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But that's okay. I don't need him to send me.

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Thank you cards, you know, dear daddy, Thank you for

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letting me eat and sleep on your bed. No, I

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don't think that go down very well. Thank you for

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taking me into the sad In park every day, walking

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in the same place every day. It's so boring, but

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thank you. Maybe thank you for all those facts. It's

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been a pleasure. Maybe not