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(no music) Thin Legs | LMBYTS #1416 | Jason Newland | 20th August 2025

(no music) Thin Legs | LMBYTS #1416 | Jason Newland | 20th August 2025
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Hello, Hello, ha ha ha Hello, helloo boo boo, Hello,

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and welcome to Jason new Land dot com. Yeah, my

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name's Jason Newland. This is let me bore you to sleep. Welcome, Welcome,

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I hope you well. Please remember to only listen to

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this when you can faithfully close your eyes. Yep, it

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is what is it? It's Wednesday, the twentieth of August

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two thousand and twenty five, and here we are. Here

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we are again. We're doing another recording. Oh, there's the

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twentieth in six days time, laddies and gentlemen, I will

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be fifty five years old, fifty five fifty really fifty

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five fifty five year Oh. I'd like to say thank

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you for those of you who have sent in some

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questions for this coming QUNA Friday, and just to let

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you know that this coming Q and A Friday will

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be lasting around seventeen hours because there's so many questions.

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I've gone from one question with last week, so I

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didn't do the recording to about five million. Yeah it's good.

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I mean I can't not that I can't. I can't

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always make one question last a long time. I mean

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I could you know you could ask me what color

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is my ceiling? And I could spend three hours talking

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about that if I wanted to, But I don't want to.

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I don't. That would be boring for me. In fact,

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I wonder what colored ceiling is. I really need to

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look up some bit more often. Oh oh yeah, I never, never,

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never realized the ceiling was there. It spreads from one

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side of the room to the other. It covers the it.

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That's why I don't get wet when it rains. Oh

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so often wondered about that. How come I get wet

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when I'm outside, but when I'm indoors, I don't. I've

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got a ceiling. This Look at the wind out the window.

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Oh I wonder if I've got a roof as well.

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I've clearly woken up in a very strange mood. What

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did I dream about? What did I dream about? I can't.

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I definitely had some dreams, because I do genuinely have dreams. Yeah,

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there was this one bit of the dream where someone

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was saying to me, Oh, if you look that way,

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and you look that way, it's a tunnel and it's

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flowing one way. There's a big tunnel flowing one way,

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and there's oh yeah, and we had to. Yeah, there

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was like a we had to leave where we was.

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We didn't have to, but we kind of had to

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get out of where we was and had a choice

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to go. Let mess if I've got this right to

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travel in one direction which everyone else was, which was forward.

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This is weird. It's a weird Everyone was traveling forward

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and I've decided to stick around to stay back because

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I didn't feel quite prepared enough to go where everyone

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else was going. M But then that this is weird.

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I just remembered, Wow, I do have dreams. I was

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with Andre, the original Andrea Irish Andre, who was my

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best friend in the nineties. Well, one of my close

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friends I had. I do have other friends, but it

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was one of my closest friends in the nineties. And

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I had keV as well. I had I. I had

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two friends in the nineties. Now I had Duncan as

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well as my He was my bestie like for years. Anyway, Duncan,

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I know you listen, and I can hear you listening

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to me, and I know that you still love me

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and I still love you. But it doesn't matter as

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long as we know that the love is there, Mister Duncan,

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that's all it really matters. We fell out over something petty.

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It was one of those silly things. For some reason,

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he just set fire to his house. I burned his

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house down. For some reason. He found that unforgivable. Some

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people are so petty. I'm joking. Of course I didn't

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do that. So yes and me and Andre we're there

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in a kind of going out partying, and for some reason,

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I am wanting to look good or not good, but

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as good as I'm going to look, you know, I

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do the best with what I have. I don't know.

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They say you can't polish a third but I at

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least you can stick a hat on it and dress

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it up, maybe put a bit of makeup, you know,

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just you know what I mean. It's like, that's what

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I did with myself. Try to make myself at least

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look presentable back then sometimes if I could, if I

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was able, But you know, in the dream, I was

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a little bit more tidier, a little bit more together,

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a little bit more. Don't want to use the word fashionable,

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because that hasn't never happened, But not that I've never

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used the word fashion vegetable, but I've never been fashionable,

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not through choice. Have you know, I say, nor through choice?

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And I wasn't born. The first words I said when

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I was a baby was it was not I don't

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ever want to fit in. I want to make sure

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I never fit in with my peers. I want to

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be unfashionable forever. I never want to have sex. Ever. No,

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that wasn't you know, it wasn't on purpose. I wasn't purposely,

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you know, being unfashionable just so I could always avoid

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any kind of pleasure. No, I just don't know. I

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suppose my mind is not gone that way. Well, there's

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been a few occasions when I've made the effort. Three occasions.

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I mean, I did buy some clothes on Oh yeah,

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I bought some clothes. Yeah, but in nineteen eighty it

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is a long time ago. Nineteen eighty six, I had

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a bit of a little fashionable period because I just

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left school and I had a girlfriend, and I bought

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some boots, and I think that might have helped me

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get a girlfriend, But it probably didn't because I can't

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imagine anyone being impressed by boots. But then that just

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makes me think about my lack of fashionable in missness,

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because if I was fashionable, perhaps would realize that boots

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are amazing and they're really an incredible aphrodisiac. But I

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don't know if that's true because I'm not fashionable ish.

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I'm not, No, I'm not. No. It's weird really, because

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I will if I see someone, if I see a

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female that I like, Yeah, if I meet a complete

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stranger who I think is nice. I mean, she literally

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can be wearing a T shirt with Tomato catch up

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stains on it and gravy stains and twigs in her hair.

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I don't know why she'd have twigs in her hair.

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Maybe she'd be rolling around in a pile of twigs.

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I don't know how it would work. But and she

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could be wearing walking around with her like a jet pack.

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Why would she be wearing a jet pack? I don't know.

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But again, none of these situations really would be They're

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all a bit strange. Possibly, but I'd still fancy her.

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If I liked her, I wouldn't think, Oh, this tamato

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ketchup on her left breast, I'm not happy with that.

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He's just not taking care of herself. I just don't know.

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You see, I just said the word booby there see

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no one noticed it. Wouldn't bother me. It just wouldn't

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bother me, because stuff like that doesn't I'm not saying that,

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you know, my ideal date is someone that spills food

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all over themselves when they eat. That's not That's not

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what I'm saying. It's not what I'm saying at all.

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Although I do myself personally have a tendency of being

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a bit clumsy when it comes to eating. So yeah,

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but then I find it's quite funny. Seeing someone spill

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food all over them is quite funny. It's apparently it's

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not a turn on for everyone, but it's funny anyway,

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you know, if nothing else. In the past, I've been

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quite a funny date. Not purposefully funny, you know, quite

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often accidental, but it's still it's still quite a funny date.

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It's maybe not one to remember, but maybe one to remember.

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It can't be both, really, can it. We could be.

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It depends on the situation. There's certain things I remember

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and then I don't remember them, and then I do again.

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That's called getting old. I suppose, hm hmm. Some with

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andre and no I just imagine, you know, I'm I

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don't think any woman has ever been on a date

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with me in a restaurant and I'm just spilling food

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all over myself and a waitress's whispered in her ear

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or we've got to keeper there. Probably hasn't happened some

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with Andrea and we were going out to a club

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or to a pub, something like that, and I have

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to get changed. I needed to have a shower. So

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he went out and I was just going to meet

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up with him, and I was counting this cash. So

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I had cash in my wallet and I was working

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out how much I've got and how much I can

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spend on what. I don't know why, but yeah, that's

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what I was doing. And then I went out. It

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was a very boring dream that was almost pointless, wasn't it.

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It's so oh, tell me about what you dreamt last night. Oh,

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you won't believe it. I had an amazing dream last night.

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What was it? Well, I was in a field, okay,

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and I was riding this horse. Yeah yeah, And I said,

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riding a horse in the field. And then what happened? Nothing?

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Just riding along. Was it a big horse? I don't

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know what? Did it look like a horse? I mean,

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was it a black horse? Was it a white horse?

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I said, how am I supposed to know? Well, didn't

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you look at it? I said, no, that it for

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off looking down. I only just learned to look up.

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I didn't realize that there's ceiling up there. Often wondered,

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you know, well, I don't get wet when it's raining,

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And she said, but you already said that earlier in

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the podcast. I said, I know, I'm not saying it again.

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She said it wasn't a particularly funny choke the first time,

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and I said, well, you know what I beg to differ.

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I think it was both surreal and kind of cute.

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Quite a cute joke, the idea that I never knew

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that there was ever something above me because I never

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looked up. Yeah, I was curious enough to wonder why

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I didn't get wet when it rained when I was indoors,

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but I did when I was outdoors, So curious in

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my mind, but not curious to physically move my head

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up and you know, use me eyes. None of that

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makes sense. There's no reason why it should make sense.

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Oh yeah, this is something as well. So there was

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this like a countdown situation where everyone had to leave

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this area. Some people I didn't go with anyone. And

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I was thinking, oh, because I was more kind of,

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you know, do my own thing. Yeah, And I started thinking,

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if I had left with everybody else, I'd have actually

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had a little adventure with them. I'd have got to

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know some people. I'd perhaps had a laugh, we could

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have helped, helped each other out, you know, and that

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maybe you would have been a better way to do it.

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But then I thought, nobe, if I do, it's solitary.

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I couldn't look out for myself. I'm not going to

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be held back. I won't be responsible for anyone else.

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No one will be responsible for me. Blah blah, blah

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blah blah. And I did. It was weird. It was

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very strange. I'm not dreamt the night before that I

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was in a pub and I was sweeping around the

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outside of the pub. I want to say sweeping. I

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wasn't searching for bugs, you know, like in the CIA.

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I don't mean that kind of sweeping. I mean literally

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with a broom. I was sweeping the rubbish around the

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outside of this pub and there's people there drinking and

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hanging out. And as I think about it, I think

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it's the same pub that I've seen in my dreams before,

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and it's not one that I've ever been in. Although

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some people are in there, some people that I haven't

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seen for a long time are in there, but I've

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never been in there. And this is puban, it's kind

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of it's an okay pub Actually, it's all right. It

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does make me wonder this whole dream world, because I mean,

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it might just be I mean maybe when I was younger.

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Maybe younger people have different dreams every night, but I

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think at my age I just run out of ideas.

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Maybe my dream world keeps going back to old, old

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dreams and like mixed match of different things. Because after

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so many thousands of years, there's there's no more new

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there's no more new dreams. It's gonna have to sort

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of rehash some of the old ones. I don't know,

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maybe maybe and I did. I met up with Andre

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and we went out. It was weird because I said

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to him, oh, I had a dream. Yeah, this is weird.

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I said to him, this is totally didn't dream. This

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is true. I said, you know what, Andrea, I had

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a really weird dream the other day a while back,

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I found out that you was still alive. And we

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hung out of each other and it was really weird.

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But we didn't get on anymore because it had been

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such a long time. We didn't really have anything in common.

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You were doing your thing. I was doing my thing,

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and know neither us for any longer into wrestling each other,

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and it just did I was never into wrestling. Well

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he did. He did that once. He just like trying

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to wrestle me. He's like, what are you doing? The

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first time I went to Ireland and I get there

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and he decides he wants to have a wrestle. Was like, no,

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it's really weird. It's like it's it's almost like he

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stood like a sumo wrestler. It didn't have a sumo

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wrestler's body. He was very slim like me, but it

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was like he was going to have a proper sumo fight,

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like what you're doing. And I think he was. I

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don't know if he was trying to get dominance or

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something sort of it's just sort of like, this is

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my country. You're in my country now, bless him. Yeah,

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Ireland is nice. I liked Island. You know, that's the

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parts of me wish I'd stayed there. And is that

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anything if you stay things generally work out, I'm saying,

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like anything, but in my life things generally work out,

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not necessarily. Well, I think everything's worked out as far

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as I'm here doing this, but you know, not necessarily

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in a way that I had anticipated or hoped for.

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If I'd have stayed in Ireland back in ninety ninety four,

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I may be married, I may be a grandfather by now.

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You know, I might have who knows, I might have

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really flourished. I'm not quite sure how, but I might

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have done. You know, there was very limited jobs where

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I was living. When I say that, I mean limited.

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There was you know what I mean, like anywhere there's

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off licenses and there's plenty of them, and shops T

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T shops, you know, supermarkets, things like that. I suppose

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I'm not sure about big supermarkets, but they've got the

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regular things. But the main two employers in the area

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was a dry cleaning dry cleaning launderette dry cleaning place

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and an abatois. Those were the two main like big employers,

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and I didn't fancy either. And when I said I

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didn't fancy work in either place, it that's marginally marginally

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an understatement. It was more as I would never, never

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work somewhere like that. I couldn't. It's just it. I

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just couldn't do it. I couldn't morally emotionally dry cleaning

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Peter's clothes all day. I couldn't. I couldn't do it.

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That's against all my principles. And now the real reason

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is I actually worked in dry cleanness because I did

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lots of different jobs over the years and it was

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too hot for me. It was so hot, and dry

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cleaner just all tablecloths and stuff for restaurants, the local restaurants,

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and there was just never ended. Tablecloth after tablecloth after tablecloth.

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It's like, wow, yeah, yesterday, what did I do yesterday?

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I know, I made two recordings, one in the morning,

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like now, just got out of bed. See, I've got

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a different I don't have a different brain. That would

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be kind of a bit silly to say I've got

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a different brain when I wake up, but I do

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seem to have a different type of mind set, a

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different type of attitude, different type of mood when I

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first get out of bed. I'm not sure why, but

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I've always been like this. It's like I don't know,

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it's yeah, I'll hm hm hm hmm. Yeah. I always

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always been like this, just just different when I wake up,

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different to how I am during the rest of the

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day or later in the day, like a different person

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in some ways. It's just weird. I think I'm very calm,

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not that I'm not come most of the time ish,

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but much calmer, much more stable first thing in the morning,

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more stable, but just more you know, chilled out. But

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at the same time, there's a sharpness, there's a h yeah,

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I don't know. I'm not quite sure how to explain

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it in a way that I would understand. Just feels

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a bit different. It's quite a good start to the

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day in some ways, especially if I had you know,

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I've had a nice, big night of dreaming. But I'm

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trying to remember some of the dreams I had. I

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can't remember. No, I can't remember any other dreams. So yeah,

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not a lot happened yesterday. I so I did the

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thing in the morning, made a recording. I didn't feel

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very well mid morning, like about eleven, and I went

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to bed, and then I feel I felt a bit

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better in the afternoon, but I felt really yeah, I

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just didn't. My mood changed. It was very strange and yeah,

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I felt really but then yeah, I felt a bit

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better after having a nap. Oh yeah. I ordered some

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food groceries to be delivered, but I forgot the hot

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the hot dog buns. So what did some sausages? And

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is going to have them in a role, you know,

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nice ottle treat? Celebrate it being Tuesday as it was? Was?

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What was yesterday? It was Tuesday? Yeah, I did it.

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Trivia Tuesday last night or yesterday afternoon? Yeah, Trivia Tuesday.

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I talked about Teddy Bears. Teddy Bears. If you haven't

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listened to it, I wouldn't bother, to be honest, it's

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very boring.

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And I was very tired last night.

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I was very tired. I went I had to go

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to bed, but I also did some laundry, so I

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had to hang that up. And what else could I do.

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I've actually got some rubbish to put out, but I

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can't be bothered. I'll do that later. I'm pretty sure

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I went out somewhere, but I didn't other than to

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take Vinnie out for a walk. I took him out

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three times yesterday. Oh yeah, in the evening where it

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wasn't evening evening, it was about late afternoon, five six

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o'clock something like that, I realized I'd run out of

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tea bags and I forgot to order any. With the

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groceries shopping, and I, oh, really the one thing, well

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not the only thing I needed, But technically I could

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have got through till today without getting any groceries. It's

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just the tea bags I needed the most of all.

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So I asked the neighbor to borrow some tea bags,

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and she said, what do you want them for? And

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then we both laughed. So, yeah, I was a nice

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ice breaker. I mean technically, you know, known for a

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couple of years, but she saw that always had a

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problem with ice. So I managed to break through the ice. Yeah,

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I've been locking a front door for ages. I don't

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know how I got there. You're right. That was a

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weird thing to say. Yeah, I don't know. You're right. No,

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I agree, made no sense, made no sense whatsoever. What

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do you mean she's got ice in the front door.

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That doesn't what's that about? I don't understand. No, I

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don't worry. I don't either. I don't evil or understand.

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So Wednesday, the twentieth of August two thousand and twenty five, Wow,

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two thousand and twenty five, forty years ago, I was

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a karate man the TV show. The TV channels keep

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showing the Karate Kid movies for some reason. So I'm

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guessing the the time span because probably forty years. Maybe

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after a certain amount of time, they don't have to

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pay any kind of money to the film studio or

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whatever when they play the movies. Maybe that's it. After

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forty years, they can play certain movie as many times

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as they want, happen to pay any kind of repeat fee,

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thinking the gig, and that's why they just keep showing it.

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I'm guessing it's the same with Frasier and Cheers. Perhaps

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after a certain period, the TV channels in this country

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don't have to pay anything for Cheers or Frasier, which

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is why they play it over and over again every day.

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I'm not complaining because I love both those shows, but

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perhaps that's why it's on kind of almost it's on

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a loop years and years and years. In fact, I

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can't remember the last time that Fraser was not on

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mid morning on Channel four. Yeah, I can't remember a

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time when honestly, I realized I was just about to

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repeat the sentence, but I want you to know how

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serious I'm hitting, how important this is. We're talking about Frasier,

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the television show. I do think that's possibly for timing

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for the one Lion is one of the greatest sitcoms. Yeah,

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and maybe it's the characters, but then you're probably going

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to You're going to get that anyway, aren't you. But

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it just didn't seem like a It's not like any

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sitcom I've ever seen before. And even though it's from

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the writers of Cheers, I didn't really find it to

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be much like Cheers at all. In fact, I remember

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when Cheers finished and the newspapers were speculating will there

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be a follow up TV show? And if there is,

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is it a cast off? Or I don't really call it,

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but because I know a lot of TV shows have

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done it. Happy Days did itly what the sitcoms had?

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Other TV shows come from it. George and Mildred was

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originally in Man about the House. There was the Landlord

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and Landlady. They had their own TV show, which I

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think was much funnier, think to myself, Happy Days, Happy Days.

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Happy Day Days didn't didn't they do one with Chocchi? Mm?

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They did it with The Living Dead recently, they're Walking Dead,

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soded Walking Dead. And suddenly all these shows popped up

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out of nowhere, three different shows, it's like, and they'm

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all starring different stars from the show and for continuity,

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which I find quite important when it comes to TV shows.

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I didn't know which one to watch first, so I

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ended up not watching any of them, well bits of them,

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as I wasn't sure if any of it was going

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to fit together with each other. I don't know. I'm

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trying to think what else. I was going to read

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the newspapers, but that hasn't happened. Might as we'll close

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that up. No, I prefer not to look at a

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computer screen when I first get out of bed. Oh yeah,

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these uh these track suit bottoms I got on Monday.

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I hadn't tried them on when I got home. I thought, well,

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I'll just wait. You know, I wear them, but I'll

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just wait. I wasn't in a hurry. I wasn't that excited,

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to be honest. It was just something to cover me

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bum up, wasn't it. It's not, you know, just tracksuit BOTMBS. Yeah,

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I've never I don't think there's really been an item

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of clothing that I've purchased, and I'm like, all, can't

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wait to get home so I can try it on.

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And I don't think so. Maybe my trolly hat because

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I bought a tropy hat when I was about sixteen. Yeah,

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I wanted to be like my brother, my oldest brother.

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He had a trillby hat. Still don't know what trophy means,

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but he had one. I thought he looked cool because

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he's my older brother. And I bought the trophy hat.

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I mean I might I say sixteen, I might have

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been fifteen, and yeah, probably was fifteen. Actually the problem

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I had is it kept blowing away because I lived

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on the seaside town or in a seaside town, very windy,

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and the hat kept blowing away, blowing, and I'd be

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sent down the street and you know, cars would be

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honking their horns, showing out the window, look is that

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your hat, and then laughing hysterically driving off. Another car

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driver would stop say HOYI if you lost something, mate,

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and drive off, and another put another driver pulled up

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that says, hey, do you know where the Saints biece

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is from? Here? Got a little bit lost? And I said, ah,

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very funny. Yeah, And I was carried on chasing me hat.

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Eventually I found it on didn't find it, I could

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see where it was. I caught it and I put

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it back in my hair, my head, on my hand,

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my head. I think the problem was it was too

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large for my head. And it's not my fault, is it.

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I think the problem is I was wearing a Trilby

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hat and I was just wearing normal clothes, you know.

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I mean I don't personally think it went very well

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together with the well the other clothes I wore when

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I was in a chip shop. Yeah, the white coat

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and all that stuff, dor Wellington boots. I think we're

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in a sure we had didn't really fit, didn't fit

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so very well. I do sometimes amaze. We'll not amaze myself,

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but I feel a little bit amazed that I actually

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did that kind of job for two years. Not it's

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not about the job. It's just that I was able

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to hold a full time job for two years from

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the age of fifteen to seventeen. And it wasn't an

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easy job. It was quite long hours, quite unsociable hours,

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and there was you know, all those people to deal with,

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especially when I was busy. Oh and it got busy,

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you know, lunchtimes, really busy, and it was just I

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don't know how I managed. I really don't. And I

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did manage, but I don't know how. I think the

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only good thing about working there is when someone from

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school came in, like a friend that I hadn't seen

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for ages. That would be nice. Yeah, it was nice

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working with the girls that were there, because it wasn't

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it was for some reason, it's only waitresses. There was

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one boy who just did his name was and he

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was he was super fashionable and he was basically just

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doing what I was doing, but part time because he

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was still at school. But other than him and my

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boss who is male, and another friar who was male

465
00:52:46.400 --> 00:52:54.079
who came in a couple of nights a week, everyone

466
00:52:54.119 --> 00:52:58.480
else was female. So the other boss or you know,

467
00:52:58.639 --> 00:53:02.039
was female. Because the there was a married couple that

468
00:53:02.199 --> 00:53:08.400
run the place or that own the place, and all

469
00:53:08.480 --> 00:53:14.320
the waitresses you know, as a couple of adults, and

470
00:53:14.400 --> 00:53:21.559
then weekends it would be you know, young young females

471
00:53:23.599 --> 00:53:31.800
you know, around my age. So so that was that

472
00:53:31.880 --> 00:53:36.960
was quite nice, kind of sort of trying to get

473
00:53:37.000 --> 00:53:48.440
to know females, which was never my It wasn't my

474
00:53:48.679 --> 00:54:01.840
strongest attribute. Hmmm. I did kind of fall in love

475
00:54:01.880 --> 00:54:05.960
with someone. I was fall in love all the time

476
00:54:06.960 --> 00:54:12.599
back then, in love with the idea of being in

477
00:54:12.639 --> 00:54:20.039
love maybe or just really horny. I mean as a teenager,

478
00:54:20.159 --> 00:54:28.800
I just wanted to you know, I wanted something. That's

479
00:54:28.880 --> 00:54:32.320
all I wanted. There was nothing else of importance to me,

480
00:54:35.440 --> 00:54:39.400
you know that that was it, that was the most

481
00:54:39.400 --> 00:54:44.400
important thing back then. And I didn't I wasn't very

482
00:54:44.440 --> 00:54:52.559
successful at all. Yeah, very much, very much had a

483
00:54:52.599 --> 00:55:06.960
relationship with myself for those couple of years. Well, I

484
00:55:07.000 --> 00:55:27.719
didn't know this is over time. I'm half asleep now

485
00:55:27.840 --> 00:55:31.000
and I just said over time. But I got no

486
00:55:31.119 --> 00:55:34.880
idea what's coming next?

487
00:55:39.840 --> 00:55:40.440
O God?

488
00:55:44.000 --> 00:55:46.880
And have my breakfast in a minute. Yeah yeah, yeah,

489
00:55:46.960 --> 00:55:52.400
yam yam ye. So these trousers, see I'm completely forgotten

490
00:55:52.400 --> 00:56:00.360
whilst talking about these tracksuit trousers or pants maybe mm hm.

491
00:56:02.320 --> 00:56:10.920
They're fairly tight, so I've got a medium. Luckily, they're

492
00:56:11.000 --> 00:56:20.480
just the right size mm hmm, you know, around the waist,

493
00:56:20.920 --> 00:56:27.480
just perfect. There's a little bit of giveness, a little

494
00:56:27.480 --> 00:56:35.480
bit of give, tiny not a lot, but it's not uncomfortable.

495
00:56:39.039 --> 00:56:49.519
And I was relieved because I was gonna send. I

496
00:56:49.599 --> 00:56:51.239
just didn't want to. I didn't want them to be

497
00:56:51.280 --> 00:56:53.280
too tight. I didn't want them to be too loose.

498
00:56:54.639 --> 00:56:56.320
Do you want to fall an over fall and over

499
00:56:56.480 --> 00:57:01.679
fallen down or getting stuck? You know? So I tried

500
00:57:01.719 --> 00:57:04.599
them on yesterday. I had a shower first tried them on,

501
00:57:05.679 --> 00:57:09.320
and yeah, they're not as easy to put on as

502
00:57:09.360 --> 00:57:13.519
the normal pairs I wear, because they're very baggy and loose.

503
00:57:16.079 --> 00:57:21.400
But the thing that was surprising is and it surprised

504
00:57:21.440 --> 00:57:24.920
my neighbor. When I went to get my tea bags,

505
00:57:26.199 --> 00:57:31.199
they just assumed I had big legs, big fat legs,

506
00:57:33.519 --> 00:57:39.360
but I don't. I have quite a slim nice I

507
00:57:39.360 --> 00:57:43.159
don't have nice legs, but my legs are okay, and

508
00:57:43.199 --> 00:57:49.199
they're not They're not big, they're not fat. And you

509
00:57:49.280 --> 00:57:54.360
can see with these because they cling, they cling, They

510
00:57:54.440 --> 00:58:00.880
clinging to the leg these uh track suit bobs instead

511
00:58:00.880 --> 00:58:04.599
of just hanging down really loose like the other stuff

512
00:58:04.639 --> 00:58:09.039
that I would normally wear. And they couldn't believe it.

513
00:58:10.000 --> 00:58:14.559
They were a gasp, they fell over and they didn't

514
00:58:14.599 --> 00:58:23.239
none of that stuff happened. And they said, your legs

515
00:58:23.239 --> 00:58:25.360
are so skinny. I said, oh no, no, don't use

516
00:58:25.360 --> 00:58:29.239
the word skinny. Don't like that. My legs are not skinny,

517
00:58:29.280 --> 00:58:36.480
they just they just slimmer. I hold my weight on

518
00:58:36.559 --> 00:58:48.639
an upper body. My lower body is fairly slim. I

519
00:58:48.719 --> 00:58:54.119
still got strong legs. It's just they. I think if

520
00:58:54.119 --> 00:58:58.039
it's someone that they must have just assumed that I

521
00:58:58.880 --> 00:59:02.360
had just like my legs were wobbling when I walked

522
00:59:02.440 --> 00:59:08.480
or something. I don't know, but you know, I've been

523
00:59:08.559 --> 00:59:19.800
walking my whole life. Yeah, I suppose, technically I don't

524
00:59:23.639 --> 00:59:41.039
mm hmmm technically something. M I started thinking about something

525
00:59:41.039 --> 00:59:45.239
else in my mind and I have forgotten what I

526
00:59:45.280 --> 01:00:00.400
was talking about. Yeah, m wagging wheels now small fair

527
01:00:00.920 --> 01:00:14.719
no m m. I'm starting to drift off a bit now,

528
01:00:18.000 --> 01:00:23.039
which means it's possibly time to go and get myself

529
01:00:23.159 --> 01:00:29.039
some breakfast. Yes, yes, yes, a nice bowl of ready

530
01:00:29.159 --> 01:00:41.239
breck and today twin stay. Yeah. I have a few

531
01:00:41.320 --> 01:00:50.960
things that I'm needing to do ultimately. Yeah, I need

532
01:00:50.960 --> 01:01:05.400
to get it done so well, So thank you for listening.

533
01:01:06.639 --> 01:01:11.280
Remember to be kind to yourself because you do deserve

534
01:01:11.719 --> 01:01:20.000
to be happy and be gentle with yourself. You deserve

535
01:01:20.199 --> 01:01:32.679
to feel safe. Lots of love. Bye,