May 12, 2025

(no music) More Chatty Vs Less Chatty| LMBYTS #1352 | 12th May 2025

(no music) More Chatty Vs Less Chatty| LMBYTS #1352 | 12th May 2025
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Hello, and welcome to Jasonnewland dot com. My name is

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Jason new Land. This is let me buoy you to

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sleep or for short, l m B l B l

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m B white Yes. I remember the white yes, but

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let me be l m B Y yes, l n

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B Y yes. The reason why I remember the white

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yes because I used to be on the Whites scheme

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while less School, which is the youth training scheme. It

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was supposed to replace apprenticeships, to make it a little

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bit easier for people to have an apprenticeship because I

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don't know, it's just it was kind of that thing.

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But a lot of employers took advantage of it the

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scheme because it was it gave people an opportunity by employees.

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Not all, but some employers got people on the Whits

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scheme and they paid them like twenty seven pounds a

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week for the first year and thirty five pound a

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week for the second year with one day at college.

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So the person would end up with a qualification at

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the end of it, but at the same time they'd

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be getting paid an out and it wouldn't be the

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same level really of qualification. I would say, as I

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suppose it would be as an apprenticeship because if you

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was a yts with an electrician or with a plumber

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all that stuff, so you're going to have the same

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experience as someone that's on an apprentice scheme. So it's

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kind of the same thing. I worked in a chip shop. Now,

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the training to work in a chip shop was there

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wasn't a lot of training. Really, it didn't take two

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years of training to fry fish and chips. You know,

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there was. I mean, it's not something I could just

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walk into and know how to do it with all

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getting a fish ready and getting you know, all that stuff.

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I couldn't just walk in and know what to do.

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But I'm pretty certain after about a month, maybe two months,

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maybe three months, even full time, I would be pretty

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much insistent in every aspect of that job. Not need

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in two years. So yeah, let it go, Jojo, I

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can't so please only listen when you can safely close

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your eyes. So so let me boy the sleep. I'm

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not making a video of this. The reason why, here's

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the reason I did a video yesterday, which was Sunday Papers.

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I'm probably not going to do this Sunday Papers anymore

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because I've got rid of the app I can't afford

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the app to read off the papers. So I did

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a I did a video, made a video. It was

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in six parts. Because of the interruptions, I had kept

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keep stop put it in starting it, so instead of

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just having it play all the way through and then

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having to find a way to edit it, it's much

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easier if I just stop every time there's an interruption,

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makes it easier to edit in a video. I ended

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up talking for nearly two hours, and I'll just give

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you an idea. There's fourteen hours left of uploading to YouTube.

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This was without all the hours it took to upload

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it onto the server and to get it to a

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point where I could edit it and then process it.

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I started all this last night and I've been doing

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it since six o'clock this morning. It's now half past twelve. Admittedly,

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I don't have to do much with it. It's now uploaded.

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I ain't gonta touch it. Just make sure that I

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don't close the the iPad while it's uploading. But it's

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a proper FAF, it really is. It's just like I know,

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maybe what I'll do is the occasional video and the

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rest of the time I'll just upload recordings, the the

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just the standard recordings to YouTube, the audios. I don't know.

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So I have made a few changes. Oh yes, So

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what I've done is I wasn't gonna get rid of

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my website completely, but I've decided to keep it. I'm

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given a fair bit of thought and I decided to

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keep it. So I used to the amount I'm paying

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out now, which is good according to this, got two

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nine hundred episodes on my website. It's quite a lot.

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It's quite a lot. Where is it? So I've got

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so I'm paying twenty two dollars a month. I don't

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know if that includes tax, but it allows me to

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have fifty podcasts per site. It also allows me to

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I don't need fifty. I did have about one hundred

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and fifty before, so I've deleted those and those are

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the ones where it was broken into fifty so playlists.

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So I've had to kind of get rid of the playlists.

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So I have updated my website that this morning. Why

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i'd started doing it yesterday. So the website's pretty much

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the same. So you've got contact, Facebook group link, YouTube link,

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PayPal link, reviews. There's a link to the podcasts, so

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that's all the same, is what it was before, requested recordings,

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Q and a Friday, Let Me Buoy to Sleep, pain Away,

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which is a let Me boy a pain Away, Whisper

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for the whisper recording, smoking, boring objects, stress and panic.

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So there's a few links there. At the top of

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the page, there's a list of all the different podcasts

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which are in my carousel. So one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen,

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so it's thirteen podcasts. Apart from that, just the same

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is what it was before before, but it just doesn't

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have playlists anymore. I've also changed because I was talking

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about this before, because the I'm being happy with the

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stats for some reason. When I've got when I've got

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linked to SoundCloud, everything linked to SoundCloud, I get way

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way more downloads than what I do otherwise. So what

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I've done ven he's trying to chase a fly. We

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are getting bombarded with flies right now, really a lot

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of flies. And I was having my breakfast earlier. I

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put the bowl down. I don't know what I was doing.

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I think I might be scratching my knee or something.

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And I looked over at the bowl and there was

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a fly on one of my breakfast cereal bits. I've

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got rid of the breakfast cereal bit chucked to Vinnie.

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He didn't want it. I'm not eating it. Flies be

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night fair enough, which is weird considering what I've seen

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him eat off the floor when we've been out. But

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there's nothing he won't eat off the floor. I mean,

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it's grim, but I try and give him a nice

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fresh packet of dog food anyway. So what I've done

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is I have moved my podcasts to SoundCloud. So this

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is the hypnosis of sleeping deeply in Brackets adjass on

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New Land. So that's the the for that one. I've

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also got to let me boy to sleep now. I

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did this yesterday in the evening, I think, and I

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ended up with over ten thousand downloads yesterday today so

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far today, so far, so far today, I've had just

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under two thousand on that podcast. So I'm kind of

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quite happy with the way that's going. And I'm just

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going to move over to the other website, the other SoundCloud.

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It's a lovely day outside today. I've not been able

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to go out and you might think why is that JJ, Well,

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let me tell you the builders sot my neighbors builders.

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I was supposed to let them in today. The neighbor

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gave me the key to let them in, and I

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haven't turned up, and there was supposed to be at

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eight o'clock. It's now twelve thirty five, and I don't

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know what to do. I mean, they should have been

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here by now, shouldn't they. If they were coming, they

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probably would have been here. So what I'll do if

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they haven't turned up by the time I finished this recording,

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which will be I don't know one thirty or one whatever,

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Well I'll go out then because I'm not sticking around

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is Honestly, it's such a lovely day. I should be

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getting ready for the second WLK of the day, but

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I took him in the garden right let me boy

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to sleep has now got connected as well, So yesterday

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last night I had three thousand, six hundred and fifty plays,

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and today's so far one thoy ninety four plays, So

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the stats just rose and I don't know, it's weird.

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And I also had nine hundred plays on spreaker as well,

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so it's quite quite a big day. Bearing in mind

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the best I've had for ages was probably about five

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six thousand for the whole lot, which is probably the

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best I've had in a year. So yeah, However, I've

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not got rid of Speaker. The podcast on my website

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are a podcast on Spreaker. So when you go to

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my website and you click on the Stop Smoking for example,

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there's the recordings from that are on Spreaker on there,

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or if you go to the Bedtime Story Times, that's

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the podcast on Spreaker. I've deleted this lot of stuff

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from Spreaker that I don't need anymore with the Hope

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because I've actually canceled Spreaker, but I want to downgrade

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it to a lower price because that's the only way

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I can do it. They won't let me. They can

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let me up there, let me upgrade, they don't want

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to let me downgrade. Won't let me downgrade for some reason.

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So I've had to cancel and then when it comes

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to an end, I can then rejoin and you know,

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to a smaller price. So it runs down the second

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of June, so I'm going to try and get it

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back down to. Yeah, twenty dollars a month still seems

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quite a lot, to be fair, I'd like to get

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it down to less ten do we'll see ten dollars

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a month fifty so it might end up being twenty

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dollars a month. So hey, it's I mean for the website,

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I suppose it just it's better than fifty five dollars,

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isn't it. I suppose. So that's it. That's just not

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very exciting information. Maybe I think it's rather exciting. So yeah,

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I'm quite pleased in a way because just the recordings,

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I'm getting more downloads than I would normally get for

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each recording, which is nice. And yeah, it's just nice

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nice to have that. I mean, look, Jason just on

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new Land or no, what's that weird picture? Oh it's me,

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it's my face, just a new Land. So for example,

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I've only what was it about three hours ago, maybe

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two hours ago, three hours ago, two hours ago I uploaded, Yeah,

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I managed to upload the recordings to SoundCloud because I

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was Yeah, I was finally able to get the audio

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and make a podcast. And for one of the podcast

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episodes of the Yesterday's I've already had like two hundred

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and ninety seven plays just from one, which is just

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way more than I would get in three hours or

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two hours so yeah, or marks sound like I'm going

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on a bit, but I just you know, then he's

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definitely drinking a lot more recently. I've noticed something about him.

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When he can see that we're about to go out,

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he runs to his bowl and drinks as much as

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he can. So it's like, I've got to have a

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little refill, make sure I've got enough we wei to

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last me for the whole journey. Because he likes to spray,

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doesn't he all over the place bless. So I don't

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know if I've got any messages an he massages so

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SoundCloud SoundCloud YouTube. I don't know what's going on YouTube.

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It's just weird. I think I did get a message

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on YouTube. Someone posted I missed when you speak to

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the camera, and then I'm going to try to sleep

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to that now. So this was This was from Saturday's recording.

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I missed when you speak to the camera. I know

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it's I know, it's probably it's more you hear that's

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the old plane. I don't know why. I remember my

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dad came around. I think it was like a couple

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of months into me moving here, and I was moaning

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about the plane, and he said, oh, I love the

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sound that sounds lovely. I love that sound. I said, like, yeah,

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you're here for an hour, listen to it all day,

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then tell me you like it ten years and it's

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like it starts. I'm just moaning, and I just moaning.

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That doesn't bother me. Actually, I don't care. Why did

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you mention it? Then? Who knows. Let's see if I've

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got any messages. Let's go to fake book. See what's

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on there? What onn there? My friend, you have access

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to a new message on okay? So let's have a

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look at that new message on oh okay? That was

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from coroner a corona coroner? Is it coroner or Corina?

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I don't know. I don't know anyone. I don't know.

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I don't like mispronouncing people's names by accident. I prefer

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to do it on purpose, you know. It's like it's

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more fun that way. But if I do it accidentally,

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it's like, Oh, I'm sure I had a message. Maybe

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it's on the group they got I've got a I've

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got a group, Jason Newland's boring group. Let's have a look.

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Let's save a luck so so so so so so

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so Jackie sent a message yesterday or posted something no

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an hour ago. Sorry not yesterday. Hi Jason, I've been

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really missing you. Just talking and chatting, maybe about mundane subjects,

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but it never feels that way. Plus it gets one's

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visual imagination going. Maybe that's why it works so well

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for getting a to sleep. To be honest, I feel

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like I'm listening to a lesson or a lecture when

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I just hear all these facts listed, and I really

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missed the human element, which is you. I hope you understand.

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So I don't know, I mean, I thank you for

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the message the post. I don't know. I don't know.

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I think I'm try and please everyone, and it's very difficult.

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I got people that say they love the whisper Got,

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people say they love the Trivia Tuesday, they love the

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boring objects, all the Sunday papers, and different people like

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different things. And I suppose I was trying to add

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some kind of structure two a very unstructured podcast. I guess.

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I mean, I'm guessing you're talking about the let me

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boy to sleep, not the let me boil your pain away,

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because that's that is a very that's a separate, completely

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different thing to this Trivia Tuesday. I mean, it is

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a list of things, isn't it. Really? I suppose Monday's

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boring objects. I kind of just so I didn't. I

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forgot it's Monday. I can't bother to do a boring objects.

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I'm just going to chat and it's just hard. It's

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so if I asked I did this ages ago, like

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what what would you like? I put a list of

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the different podcasts, and I just got a different just

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different responses. And so that's why I kind of broke

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up the days. I thought, I do this this day,

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this end of the day, que A Friday, which is

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the only the really regular one that I've stuck to,

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and I will stick to qun A Friday because I

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enjoy doing it and it gives gives you a chance

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to ask me questions, and it's there's a degree of

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stability in that. I suppose regularity. Trivia Tuesday's I don't know.

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I just I don't know. I don't know. I do know.

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I mean, when I first started doing these recordings, Molly

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will tell you, because I think and anyone who's around

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back then. I mean, Jackie, you might have been around

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that then. I don't know, I lose track of I mean,

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there's so many people that sent me messages and reviews

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and like, you know back in two thy and twenty

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twenty nineteen, twenty twenty one that I've not heard of

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since the you know, it's I mean, I've literally got

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I've got stuff posted on my wall because I printed

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them out and just to kind of remind me that

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maybe I'm doing something worthwhile, you know, And it's it's, yeah,

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I don't know, it's I mean, you think, well, you

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don't think. But when I think back to two thousand

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and seven, between two thousand and seven and two thousand

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and ten, I had a completely different audience to probably

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what I've got now. And it wasn't just YouTube, it

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was podcasts as well, and I don't know if any

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of those people are still listening. And then I seem

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to have a different audience between twoy ten and two

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thousand and kind of fifteen or twoenty eighteen even it's

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kind of I say, twenty ten, two thousand and fourteen,

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that's kind of seemed to have a different audience. Thener

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between twenty fourteen twenty eighteen, that was very much podcast only,

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but it is I felt like I was a little

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bit in nowhere land really in a sense, kind of

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a bit. I was doing stuff, but I didn't have

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any particular kind of thing that I was focusing on.

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me Boy to Sleep, it was very much probably the

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first time I really felt i'd I don't maybe it

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sounds a bit cliched, like found my voice, but it

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seemed like this fitted me, this style of just talking,

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just chatting, as Jackie says, just chatting, and it took

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the pressure off, not kind of having to be all

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hypnotic and all that stuff. Because I love hypnosis, but

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there's different ways of doing it. And the way that

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I've progressed or regressed, depending on how you look at it.

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The way that I've changed over the years is I'm

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very so that's the thing. I'm trying to be more structured,

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but when in fact, I'm actually less structured than I

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used to be. I used to be very structured with

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the hypnosis techniques, with the hypnosis recordings. It's not that

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I'd work out what I was going to say before

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I said it because I didn't. But I would sometimes

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think of a technique so it looks be simple. For example,

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I don't know, like a melting marshmallow on a sunny day. Yeah,

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that kind of thing sort of, and I'd like, that's

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going to be the stress. That's going to be someone's stress,

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Like a marshmallow just melting slowly and I'm becoming all

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gooey and you can just watch it melt. As an example,

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or you know, with like chronic pain, I'll be focusing

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on think, okay, let's do a jigsaw puzzle. Let's imagine

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there's a jigsaw puzzle of that part of the body,

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that just that one part of the body, you know,

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or your knee or your wherever. And then just start

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to take a couple of pieces out, one piece out first.

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And so you know, i'd be in the coffee shop

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and I just write down these little ideas I had

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for future sessions, and then sometimes what i'd do and

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you know, this is going back a long time, twenty twelve,

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twenty eleven, thirteen, and I would decide or I'm going

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to do that, I'm gonna I'm going to focus on

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the clouds. You know. Imagine laying down on the grass

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looking up at the clouds, and the clouds form different

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words like relax and calm, peaceful, you know, just as

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an example, and so you know, I'd think, okay, I've

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got that written down. I'm just going to do that recording,

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and then I just talk and do that. But I

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would do it very structured. I do it very hypnotically,

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and do it in a kind of a process, you know,

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where I'd like, Okay, now we start off focusing on

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different parts of your body, and you don't need to

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you know, need to try and relax your shoulders. Just

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allow your shoulders to feel however they feel, and it's

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moved down. And then it was it was kind of

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the same thing every time. And there's a little bit.

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I know, the tedium is quite good for the listeners,

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I suppose, but the tedium I didn't enjoy the tedium

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of it. The repetition was a little bit boring for me.

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Not not boring, it's not the right word. Unstimulating. And

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when I when I'm doing something something I would classes

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maybe kind of a therapeutic recording, I need to be

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stimulated mentally to do it if it's going to be

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not meant not like like I'm on like I've eaten

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too much orange squash, too much, too much pop, and

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run around the garden yelling, waving a stick, pretending on viking.

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You know, obviously it's a long time ago. I mean

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at least three months. So but now i'd like, I

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started this to discover and this was what two thousand

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and twelve, two thousand, yet about two thy twelve times

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I started to discover a new way of doing things

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for me, and that's what lent, that's what led to this.

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So the new way of doing things for me was

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and I should do this in between counseling sessions. Not

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during the counseling session, of course that would be weird,

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but I should do it in between. So if I

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had sometimes i'd have a slot either there was no

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no one to see because I hadn't changed it over yet.

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hours in a row, and it'd be fifty minute hours,

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and then i'd have ten minutes, you know, between between clients.

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Sometimes it'd be an hour. Sometimes it'd be two hours

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during that period, and I'd have to be in a

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building because we couldn't we didn't do soul working. So

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if there was another counselor there, there always had to

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be another counselor, at least two councilors in the building

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in two different offices, just in case they were needed.

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So if I had a spare slot, which I did

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occasionally sometimes people didn't turn up as well, I would

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fill myself with my iPhone and I started a thing

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called Jason what is it called hypno chats, So I

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had that in my mind. I was just going to

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talk like this, you know, night, just talk about the day,

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talk about how I've got on, talk about what's going on,

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and then ease very very subtly, very very slowly, very

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into relaxation and hypnosis. And I did. I did a

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few of those. I think I did about thirty of those,

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and I enjoyed that more than the straight hypnosis sessions.

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It just it was more fun. But I suppose it's

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because I got to talk about myself, which is some

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would argue I look a bit artistical to want to

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talk about myself all the time, but hey, fair enough.

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There's worse things to be called. And I've heard lots

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of things that I've been called over the years. And

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are you just like listening to your own voice? Yeah?

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If you had a voice like mine, wouldn't you want

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to listen to it? Yeah? Baby, I don't know. It's

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just it got me thinking of thought, well, you know what, hmm,

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I like this, but I did put it on a

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back burner. I mean they were fairly popular ish on

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my YouTube channel, fairly yeah. And then I I mean

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twenty thirteen or was it twenty fourteen, is when I

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got rid of the YouTube channel, that YouTube channel, and

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then I focused really just on podcasts, and then I

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started doing a was it a hypnotic buffet? And I

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started doing thinking thinking out quietly, so instead of thinking

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out loud, thinking out quietly, and I would just not

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whisper but softly spoken, talk about how I was feeling,

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talk about what's going on in my life. And I

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quite enjoyed doing that. But also during that period, I

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was also doing Jason chats, where you could argue there's

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not a lot of difference between the jacent chats and these,

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although with the Jason chats, I would go a little

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bit more personal about my life. I'd talk about probably

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more serious things, more like real life stuff that was

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going on, which I don't really mention in the Let

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Me Boy to Sleep because it's supposed to be relaxing, relaxing.

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I've been watching The Wicked, and what I struggle with

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Wicked is it's new songs. Now. I realized it wouldn't

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be new songs if I'd listened to the album and

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watch the stage show or listen to you this being

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around for twenty years or whatever. But it's new songs,

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and I'm used to the Wizard of Us. We do

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see there was a wonderful Wizard of Us. And it's

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just I don't know. It's a good movie. It's really nice,

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and it's visually lovely and and the singing's great, of course,

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but I just I just kind of it's new and

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I've got to get used to new songs, because I'm

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not sure if Greece the Movie came out now, I'm

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not sure i'd like it. Now I realized Greece the

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Movie would be a very very outdated type of movie

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these days, and in fact, it wouldn't even get past

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the censors now would it. Probably it get banned, probably

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for because it's got naughty words, which is ironic considering

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some of the horror movies. But it wouldn't be. Yeah,

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it wouldn't be like probably classed as family entertainment for

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Sunday afternoon on Telly, although it is shown on Sunday afternoon.

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So maybe yeah. I just absolutely obliterated in my own

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thought pattern. There didn't I some of the shows that

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they show, like on some of these weird channels, obscure

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channels where they show old, old, old old shows from

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the seventies and the early eighties, sometimes from the sixties,

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and I always put a disclaimer these some of the

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ideas and the language pertends to outdated, very outdated how

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it used to be back then, and it kind of

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covers them, I suppose, because there is there's some of

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the languages. It's just the word in some of the

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wording would be very different to how it is to

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what you would get away with now in a a

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mainstream sitcom. But the thing is, one of the things

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about the British sitcoms is they would be so think

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about alf Garnet right till death to Us part and

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then Sickness and in health the same same program, but

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ones when they're younger and ones when they're older. I

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think one started in the sixties and then the other

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one carried onto the nineties. In during the nineties and

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his alf Garnet. It started off with him and his

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wife and his daughter and the son in law. I

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don't know if they were in the second the second

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show that they did, but eventually his wife passed and

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he moved into this flat or whatever, and there was

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a woman upstairs, and you know, but he was a

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biggot's that was the joke, really was that he was

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a bigot about pretty much everything. But it was also

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a coward he was also but he kind of he

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wasn't really as bad as what he made out, a

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friendly bigot, and it was kind of weird because it appealed.

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It was it appealed to different people. So his rants

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would be sexist, racist, homophobic, all that, everything you could

466
00:40:18.760 --> 00:40:22.440
think of. He would have a rent about it, and

467
00:40:22.480 --> 00:40:27.679
then they'd have other characters making fun of him for

468
00:40:27.960 --> 00:40:32.079
being how he was. So I think he had two

469
00:40:32.239 --> 00:40:36.599
different areas of people laughing those that were laughing at

470
00:40:36.599 --> 00:40:41.920
the things he was saying, thinking like because it was funny,

471
00:40:42.679 --> 00:40:45.400
and maybe there was people watching it who were racist

472
00:40:45.400 --> 00:40:49.760
and homophobic and whatever that were actually you know, laughing

473
00:40:49.800 --> 00:40:52.719
at that, and then other people laughing and the fact

474
00:40:52.760 --> 00:40:57.679
that he was just saying it like ridiculous, especially in

475
00:40:57.719 --> 00:41:00.320
some of the scenarios, and then you've got people laughing

476
00:41:00.400 --> 00:41:03.480
at him being made fun of. And they even did

477
00:41:03.480 --> 00:41:07.400
that in the sixties, making fun of his rants. So

478
00:41:10.159 --> 00:41:14.519
you did struggle to show that during the day. I

479
00:41:14.519 --> 00:41:16.679
think they sometimes show it at night, late at night

480
00:41:17.519 --> 00:41:21.639
on it suddenly these little channels. But and it was

481
00:41:21.800 --> 00:41:30.039
hugely popular, really popular, but it was it was very

482
00:41:30.159 --> 00:41:36.360
much It wasn't just one dimensional, you know. Even there

483
00:41:36.440 --> 00:41:42.280
was love Thy Neighbor about a a Caribbean couple moves

484
00:41:42.320 --> 00:41:46.719
in next to a couple of Londoners I think it

485
00:41:46.800 --> 00:41:54.360
was in London, Caucasian Londoners, and he starts off being

486
00:41:55.239 --> 00:41:59.480
racist to the Caribbean man. The woman becomes friends with

487
00:41:59.519 --> 00:42:03.760
the wife the other wife. He ends up being best

488
00:42:03.760 --> 00:42:05.880
friends with a bloke next door. They end up being

489
00:42:05.920 --> 00:42:09.800
best friends, but it starts off with him being basically bigoted,

490
00:42:11.840 --> 00:42:16.719
and then he ends up protecting and defending his friend

491
00:42:16.840 --> 00:42:21.719
from other bigots. So it's quite in a way, quite educational,

492
00:42:23.119 --> 00:42:25.920
but people got a chance to laugh at racist stuff.

493
00:42:27.559 --> 00:42:31.840
So it kind of catered for everyone, those that wanted

494
00:42:31.880 --> 00:42:36.039
to laugh at offensive stuff, but also those that wanted

495
00:42:36.079 --> 00:42:40.119
to laugh at people that were being like that, so

496
00:42:40.159 --> 00:42:42.840
it kind of it was both. And I heard this

497
00:42:43.000 --> 00:42:47.480
argument between comedians, some saying that half Garnet they laughed

498
00:42:47.480 --> 00:42:51.920
at alf Garnet because they were laughing at the racism.

499
00:42:52.119 --> 00:42:56.719
They were laughing at him. But I think the argument

500
00:42:56.760 --> 00:42:58.519
I saw two comedians and one saying no, they were

501
00:42:58.599 --> 00:43:01.519
laughing with him, that they find what he said funny,

502
00:43:02.119 --> 00:43:04.679
so they're racist. But then like, oh, but the other

503
00:43:04.719 --> 00:43:07.880
one is laughing but laughing at him for being like that.

504
00:43:09.000 --> 00:43:13.000
So it's very clever humor. But it wouldn't It would

505
00:43:13.119 --> 00:43:20.320
not go down so well these days. But they it

506
00:43:20.400 --> 00:43:24.480
was the clever the way they did it, because they

507
00:43:24.559 --> 00:43:28.719
made him look stupid, like half Garnet. He looked ridiculous

508
00:43:29.840 --> 00:43:34.239
pretty much every occasion. But the weird thing about it,

509
00:43:34.320 --> 00:43:38.880
he was spurting this stuff that the average person in

510
00:43:38.920 --> 00:43:44.639
the street possibly was spurting out in the pub, you know,

511
00:43:44.760 --> 00:43:48.480
a bit like today with you know, various things. I'm

512
00:43:48.480 --> 00:43:52.480
sure wherever you live, there's going to be those you

513
00:43:52.559 --> 00:43:56.159
hear the same thing. Because people that are like that,

514
00:43:56.159 --> 00:44:02.599
they're not they're not original, they don't have any kind

515
00:44:02.599 --> 00:44:06.679
of originality with what they say. They just regurgitate what

516
00:44:06.719 --> 00:44:11.280
they've heard other people say without any kind of research

517
00:44:11.760 --> 00:44:16.679
done at all. Well, I thought it in the paper. Yeah,

518
00:44:16.719 --> 00:44:19.239
I've seen a lot of things in the paper. And

519
00:44:19.280 --> 00:44:21.920
anyone over the age of ten years old that believes

520
00:44:22.000 --> 00:44:25.920
what's in the paper really needs to go back to school.

521
00:44:27.440 --> 00:44:29.599
I mean to be fair, if you're eleven years old,

522
00:44:29.719 --> 00:44:32.559
which you are over ten years old, and you believe it,

523
00:44:32.599 --> 00:44:34.239
you're going to be going back to school anyway, don't

524
00:44:34.239 --> 00:44:38.519
you because you're still at school. But yeah, oh I

525
00:44:38.519 --> 00:44:40.880
thought in the paper, so it must be true. I

526
00:44:40.920 --> 00:44:46.960
thought on the news on the Telly O care, Okay,

527
00:44:47.800 --> 00:44:51.239
it's weird. I tell what's really weird? Ai man Ai.

528
00:44:53.159 --> 00:45:00.719
There's a scam on Facebook where it's get what it is.

529
00:45:01.559 --> 00:45:05.760
I saw it on there and it was actually it

530
00:45:05.880 --> 00:45:14.719
looked so real, so real. It wasn't real, but it

531
00:45:14.760 --> 00:45:20.840
looked real, and they were offering something like a free

532
00:45:21.639 --> 00:45:28.239
was it a free laptop or something like that, and

533
00:45:28.280 --> 00:45:34.000
it wasn't. It just wasn't real, and I went, I

534
00:45:34.079 --> 00:45:36.320
clicked on it. I didn't get my laptop, That's what

535
00:45:36.360 --> 00:45:44.280
I'm saying. But it was that actually had like celebrities

536
00:45:44.440 --> 00:45:50.320
talking on here on this thing and it wasn't them,

537
00:45:51.239 --> 00:45:56.400
but it didn't half look like the celebrities that were

538
00:45:56.440 --> 00:46:02.079
supposed to be doing. And so it is. I'm kind

539
00:46:02.119 --> 00:46:05.960
of lucky when not lucky. I'm not into the fakery

540
00:46:06.800 --> 00:46:17.480
ia iaai stuff. It was just funny. Forty five billion

541
00:46:17.599 --> 00:46:20.880
found in Nigerian man's flat. He spent ten years trying

542
00:46:20.920 --> 00:46:23.119
to get rid of them, but no one answered his emails.

543
00:46:23.960 --> 00:46:30.920
That's funny. That's another one. I remember my friend he

544
00:46:31.039 --> 00:46:37.440
went onto he kind of got Facebook. He hadn't been

545
00:46:37.480 --> 00:46:40.920
on Facebook really for a long long time, so he

546
00:46:40.960 --> 00:46:43.519
went onto Facebook after years of not being on it,

547
00:46:44.360 --> 00:46:49.320
and he started seeing these really dumb posts that you

548
00:46:49.360 --> 00:46:53.480
can sometimes get and remember one he saw and it

549
00:46:53.559 --> 00:47:02.719
was like saying, you what was it? Something about? Oh yeah,

550
00:47:02.800 --> 00:47:07.599
if you if you don't if you don't repost this post,

551
00:47:08.039 --> 00:47:10.960
if you don't share this post, repost it, then you

552
00:47:11.000 --> 00:47:15.599
don't care about this disease or whatever this condition is,

553
00:47:15.639 --> 00:47:20.920
then you don't care. I know who will post it

554
00:47:20.960 --> 00:47:25.840
and who won't. And I remember my friend saying, yeah,

555
00:47:26.440 --> 00:47:28.480
how like and he was like agreeing with a post

556
00:47:28.599 --> 00:47:32.599
like yeah, they've got got a repost like no, this

557
00:47:32.800 --> 00:47:41.400
is just an old guilty thing. That's this. It doesn't

558
00:47:42.800 --> 00:47:44.960
I don't know what the words I've got for that

559
00:47:44.960 --> 00:47:55.320
that don't include expletives. I just find those posts just annoying, annoying.

560
00:47:57.239 --> 00:48:00.960
I know who will post this and who won't post it.

561
00:48:01.239 --> 00:48:08.440
Maybe it's after how many years has it been since

562
00:48:08.760 --> 00:48:15.679
Facebook's been going It's a long time. Or look the

563
00:48:15.719 --> 00:48:23.239
perfect jean stretchy jeans. There's so many adverts now, like

564
00:48:23.320 --> 00:48:26.199
the perfect T shirt doesn't matter if you've got a

565
00:48:26.239 --> 00:48:30.480
big belly, doesn't show in the T shirt. Now they've

566
00:48:30.519 --> 00:48:34.159
got jeans that are stretchy but they're tight fitting at

567
00:48:34.159 --> 00:48:37.000
the same time. And he got this right at the

568
00:48:37.000 --> 00:48:41.519
beginning of the video. He had this big, big tub

569
00:48:41.599 --> 00:48:45.639
of n't water, and he just pulled his jeans out

570
00:48:45.679 --> 00:48:47.280
and put it down there and you couldn't see where

571
00:48:47.320 --> 00:48:54.480
it was. And it actually says it, the perfect jean

572
00:48:54.920 --> 00:48:59.360
stretches so your nuts ain't crushed, makes your butt look

573
00:48:59.440 --> 00:49:06.320
great often than your stupid khakis. It's rude isn't it.

574
00:49:06.320 --> 00:49:11.800
It's a bit rude. I think what I am looking

575
00:49:11.800 --> 00:49:21.320
forward to if AI is the robots. I think robots

576
00:49:21.360 --> 00:49:30.519
would be cool. That would be interesting. Though. See, I

577
00:49:30.519 --> 00:49:33.960
don't see as many of those posts as I used

578
00:49:34.000 --> 00:49:41.400
to do, so this is something that I don't really understand.

579
00:49:42.079 --> 00:49:46.360
The girl that's in the Last of Us? Is it

580
00:49:46.440 --> 00:49:52.559
the Last of Us? Really mocking her appearance like online?

581
00:49:52.880 --> 00:50:01.679
And I so that was funny. Okay, sorry, No, I'm

582
00:50:01.719 --> 00:50:07.960
saying it's just bad. They shouldn't be doing it. That

583
00:50:08.159 --> 00:50:11.400
was bad. I shouldn't be laughing at that. The thing is,

584
00:50:11.639 --> 00:50:15.239
you'd laugh at it, it's not It could be anyone's

585
00:50:15.280 --> 00:50:17.920
face and it'd just be funny. It's like, it's so

586
00:50:18.000 --> 00:50:21.559
many jokes that you could just swap around, like, oh

587
00:50:21.800 --> 00:50:28.440
it's it's for example, it's a funny joke, but if

588
00:50:28.519 --> 00:50:33.000
you added the character as being Jewish, the joke's still

589
00:50:33.039 --> 00:50:34.920
going to be funny, but it's got nothing to do

590
00:50:35.000 --> 00:50:38.440
with being Jewish. But then you're like, oh, you're you're

591
00:50:39.079 --> 00:50:42.599
anti Jewish person because you laughed at that joke. Now,

592
00:50:42.679 --> 00:50:49.199
but if you'd had it being someone that delivers potatoes

593
00:50:49.760 --> 00:50:53.480
or someone that works in an off license or a dustman,

594
00:50:53.800 --> 00:50:56.679
or it would have just worked just the same, just

595
00:50:56.719 --> 00:51:00.400
as funny. So, you know, trying to get caught out

596
00:51:00.480 --> 00:51:05.599
by stuff like that. The best way to quickly speak

597
00:51:05.599 --> 00:51:10.480
a new language is with pim slur. But don't just

598
00:51:10.519 --> 00:51:12.559
take our word for it. So this is pim slur

599
00:51:12.679 --> 00:51:22.000
language programs. I don't know. Does anyone want to learn

600
00:51:22.039 --> 00:51:32.480
a new language? Anyone? I don't know. I don't know.

601
00:51:31.840 --> 00:51:39.880
I'd like because it won't be long, we won't need oops,

602
00:51:40.079 --> 00:51:43.039
we will not need to learn any languages, because all

603
00:51:43.039 --> 00:51:46.519
we need is an earpiece. That'll be it. You have

604
00:51:46.519 --> 00:51:49.639
an ear piece. I have an earpiece. In fact, we

605
00:51:49.639 --> 00:51:51.920
can already do it. It can already been done. There's

606
00:51:51.960 --> 00:51:55.039
actually a there's an app with an earpiece that you

607
00:51:55.079 --> 00:52:00.000
can converse with someone in another language. It's just in terms,

608
00:52:00.440 --> 00:52:05.039
that's all it does. So you speak I speak English,

609
00:52:05.079 --> 00:52:09.119
and then if you're German, for example, or French, you

610
00:52:09.159 --> 00:52:13.039
can hear in your ear what I've said in French

611
00:52:13.559 --> 00:52:23.320
or in German or in Jordie or whatever. Son he's

612
00:52:23.360 --> 00:52:26.760
hassling me. You've got food there, Look it's literally there.

613
00:52:26.880 --> 00:52:34.679
Look look there go. I can feed it too if

614
00:52:34.719 --> 00:52:37.239
you want, like a little baby. I would you feed

615
00:52:37.280 --> 00:52:40.920
it to you like a baby? There you go. See

616
00:52:40.960 --> 00:52:43.719
I try and give it to right and he turns

617
00:52:43.719 --> 00:52:46.840
his head away. Don't turn your head away. Look that's it.

618
00:52:46.960 --> 00:52:53.559
Look Oh nope, he won't touch it. What about this one?

619
00:52:53.599 --> 00:52:58.559
This is nice and fresh? There go, Look he won't

620
00:52:58.599 --> 00:53:01.920
he won't touch it. He's been off his food for

621
00:53:01.920 --> 00:53:06.440
a few days now. The elats dry food, so it's

622
00:53:06.480 --> 00:53:09.920
not like he's not eating. He'll eat dry food. He'll

623
00:53:09.960 --> 00:53:17.079
eat chicken, and I'll eat meat and whatever. He'll eat

624
00:53:17.119 --> 00:53:20.599
my food, but he will not eat dog food wet

625
00:53:20.639 --> 00:53:27.480
dog food at the moment unless he wants to. He

626
00:53:27.559 --> 00:53:39.400
doesn't do anything unless he wants to. In all fairness, yes,

627
00:53:39.440 --> 00:53:42.639
even the British folk writer thinks gen X is call

628
00:53:46.800 --> 00:53:51.320
That's another thing on Facebook. Everyone's sneering at every all

629
00:53:51.360 --> 00:53:57.360
the younger people. I don't know, like, but it's now

630
00:53:57.559 --> 00:54:03.320
all these everything's broken up into generations. Was it Generation X?

631
00:54:03.760 --> 00:54:06.239
You've got the baby boomers, which was my dad's said

632
00:54:06.280 --> 00:54:14.639
Generation Generation Z? Is it new gen? I don't know

633
00:54:14.679 --> 00:54:18.079
what generation I was because I was born in nineteen seventy,

634
00:54:18.320 --> 00:54:27.719
so I'm definitely not a baby boomer. I am cent.

635
00:54:28.480 --> 00:54:32.199
It wasn't there one. Stop staring at me, Vinnie, Please

636
00:54:32.239 --> 00:54:38.519
go away, stop staring. He just sits there stairs. I

637
00:54:38.599 --> 00:54:41.159
know you want to I know you want to do something.

638
00:54:41.239 --> 00:54:43.800
I know you haven't been able to go out, have

639
00:54:43.920 --> 00:54:49.559
we yet? You've been in the garden though. I think

640
00:54:49.599 --> 00:54:55.400
you might need to empty his mum. Vinny, you've been

641
00:54:55.440 --> 00:54:58.400
in a garden. You could. He won't go in the garden,

642
00:54:58.760 --> 00:55:02.199
mind you. The dog downstairs that's all over the path, lovely,

643
00:55:03.639 --> 00:55:06.119
he won't go in the garden, will you? Anny? You've

644
00:55:06.119 --> 00:55:06.840
done is a we wi.

645
00:55:10.000 --> 00:55:13.039
He's just staring him with his big brown.

646
00:55:12.800 --> 00:55:19.639
Eyes, looking so cute. You do look the cutest. You

647
00:55:19.719 --> 00:55:25.679
are so pretty, Innny. You know that you're so pretty

648
00:55:25.800 --> 00:55:31.760
that you know you are, don't you? Oh you're seeing

649
00:55:31.760 --> 00:55:35.360
the fly. He's been distracted. Good. I'm just trying to

650
00:55:35.360 --> 00:55:40.079
hear what other silly stuff is. This is weird because

651
00:55:42.280 --> 00:55:46.639
that's a bit rude. Someone's posted their updated their their

652
00:55:46.679 --> 00:55:54.320
profile picture and someone's laughed at it. Ah. Wow, that's

653
00:55:54.360 --> 00:56:03.800
a little bit rude. I probably wouldn't laugh at someone's

654
00:56:03.840 --> 00:56:08.559
profile picture generally. Although my profile picture is me when

655
00:56:08.599 --> 00:56:23.920
I was about ten years old. I don't know I'm

656
00:56:23.960 --> 00:56:26.920
just looking through this some of this. See that's another

657
00:56:26.960 --> 00:56:30.320
person a Holly lady girl or female called Holly used

658
00:56:30.320 --> 00:56:35.599
to listen to me loads but not heard heard from

659
00:56:35.599 --> 00:56:54.559
my still on my Facebook page. Ah oh well, So

660
00:56:54.679 --> 00:56:59.039
I feel like I've done most of what I need

661
00:56:59.079 --> 00:57:09.119
to do regarding all of the changes going to make,

662
00:57:13.880 --> 00:57:19.159
you know, on my website and stuff. I think that's done.

663
00:57:21.400 --> 00:57:29.800
But I think that'll do for now. It's just sometimes

664
00:57:29.840 --> 00:57:33.280
it's got to make changes, you know what I mean,

665
00:57:34.480 --> 00:57:40.599
got to make things a little bit different and what's

666
00:57:40.719 --> 00:57:49.880
better for people listening. It's yeah, I mean, I know

667
00:57:49.920 --> 00:57:55.840
I started this off talking about structure, and in a way,

668
00:57:55.880 --> 00:58:00.400
I suppose I kind of need some structure. I've been

669
00:58:00.440 --> 00:58:08.280
thinking about trying to trying to get out. I don't

670
00:58:08.320 --> 00:58:12.679
mean just walking said the wrong word. I don't mean

671
00:58:12.800 --> 00:58:27.440
just taking Vinny oat. But ideally I'd like to be

672
00:58:27.440 --> 00:58:34.800
able to go. Ideally, I'd like to walk for a

673
00:58:34.880 --> 00:58:38.960
good five or ten miles every day, get some food

674
00:58:39.199 --> 00:58:46.079
from the supermarket, come back and just it's on a

675
00:58:46.159 --> 00:58:48.400
daily basis, have that as a food that I'm going

676
00:58:48.480 --> 00:58:56.920
to eat. And the thing is it means leaving him

677
00:58:57.039 --> 00:59:01.400
here and he do not like being left here. He

678
00:59:01.480 --> 00:59:05.519
really do not at all all. No, no, no no,

679
00:59:08.920 --> 00:59:11.320
So that's something I need to think about. And also

680
00:59:11.960 --> 00:59:14.679
if I take him with me, I can't go anywhere

681
00:59:15.280 --> 00:59:18.440
other than just stay outside. I can't go into the

682
00:59:18.519 --> 00:59:22.039
supermarket market with him, which is a shame because if

683
00:59:22.079 --> 00:59:26.760
I could, i'd it's just be easier, it'd be nicer

684
00:59:28.760 --> 00:59:32.400
because he gets so much attention because he does he

685
00:59:33.440 --> 00:59:40.039
every time he sees. He loves humans way more than dogs,

686
00:59:40.119 --> 00:59:42.400
so he would just be going up to everyone sort

687
00:59:42.400 --> 00:59:47.280
of to say hello. Now I realized that, you know, realistically,

688
00:59:47.320 --> 00:59:52.760
if everybody took their dog to the supermarket, it could

689
00:59:52.840 --> 00:59:59.280
be a bit hectic. Yeah, it could be because you're

690
00:59:59.280 --> 01:00:02.639
going to get people walk in there with some people

691
01:00:02.679 --> 01:00:06.199
walking there with dogs that may be off the lead

692
01:00:06.440 --> 01:00:16.199
or that are not trained or maybe have problems. So yeah,

693
01:00:16.239 --> 01:00:20.360
there's always I suppose having that blanket ban. Other than

694
01:00:20.679 --> 01:00:26.239
blind dogs, you can pretty much. So I don't think

695
01:00:26.360 --> 01:00:32.639
in this country we don't have emotional what they called

696
01:00:32.840 --> 01:00:39.199
emotional support dogs. Emotional support dogs, we don't have them

697
01:00:39.199 --> 01:00:44.880
in this country. Or it's I mean, they're not they're not.

698
01:00:48.679 --> 01:00:55.360
They're not really classed as that as far as have

699
01:00:55.519 --> 01:00:59.800
been allowed into a supermarket. But I'm just checking this

700
01:00:59.840 --> 01:01:05.480
out up in the UK, emotional support dogs provide mental

701
01:01:05.599 --> 01:01:15.239
comfort to individuals. But okay, I mean he is my

702
01:01:15.679 --> 01:01:21.239
kind of my emotional support dog. But at the same

703
01:01:21.360 --> 01:01:31.760
time he is not highly trained, so he's very How

704
01:01:31.800 --> 01:01:34.559
to register one? How do if I could register him

705
01:01:34.559 --> 01:01:41.360
as my emotional support dog? Eligibility for emotional support animal

706
01:01:41.360 --> 01:01:44.519
in the UK. So it's not just a dog, so

707
01:01:44.559 --> 01:01:50.880
you could get a chicken or a donkey. So types

708
01:01:50.920 --> 01:01:54.159
of emotions of support animals, Rights and responsibilities for emotion

709
01:01:54.239 --> 01:02:00.400
of support animals, owners, housing, travel, public places, responsibility documentation.

710
01:02:03.800 --> 01:02:13.159
Oh see, in any case, I saw that any there

711
01:02:13.239 --> 01:02:17.280
are no specific types of animals that are designated as that.

712
01:02:19.159 --> 01:02:27.320
Although apparently horses are supposed to be really really therapeutic

713
01:02:29.039 --> 01:02:32.639
and I've never so I never touched a horse. That

714
01:02:32.719 --> 01:02:36.199
sounds weird, doesn't it, But I've never I have I

715
01:02:36.280 --> 01:02:40.360
have obviously I've touched horses. But we used to have

716
01:02:40.840 --> 01:02:44.079
like a little field behind around the corner from well

717
01:02:44.400 --> 01:02:46.039
where I lived, and then my nan and grand had

718
01:02:46.039 --> 01:02:48.639
moved in just around the corners to sail to them

719
01:02:50.039 --> 01:02:52.400
and feed them. As a kid, you know, there always

720
01:02:52.440 --> 01:02:57.679
saying don't don't have your hands. I think that My

721
01:02:57.760 --> 01:03:00.239
dad used to say to my brothers, hold your hands

722
01:03:00.280 --> 01:03:03.079
out flat so that the horse can just take it off.

723
01:03:03.119 --> 01:03:06.199
Otherwise we'll get your fingers. And he said that to

724
01:03:06.239 --> 01:03:07.880
me older brothers, and he said to me, you just

725
01:03:07.920 --> 01:03:10.599
do it you want, Jason, you can. You can give

726
01:03:10.599 --> 01:03:12.559
it to however you want. It's like, which I thought

727
01:03:12.559 --> 01:03:18.199
it was a bit rude. And as I got older,

728
01:03:18.239 --> 01:03:20.199
I used to go around there, even in my twenties,

729
01:03:20.239 --> 01:03:22.400
I'd go around there and say loo to the horses

730
01:03:23.679 --> 01:03:25.920
because it was just on the underpass. There was a

731
01:03:25.920 --> 01:03:28.360
little underpass or overpass what we want to call it,

732
01:03:28.719 --> 01:03:32.039
that was there because the new estate, new motorway, everything.

733
01:03:32.039 --> 01:03:38.960
When we moved in, it was all quite new. And yeah,

734
01:03:39.360 --> 01:03:42.480
I used to love going underneath. So it's the motorweight

735
01:03:42.559 --> 01:03:46.000
went over and the road that led into the countryside.

736
01:03:46.039 --> 01:03:49.440
So what is that? Is that an overpass or an underpass?

737
01:03:49.599 --> 01:03:54.840
I don't know. And it had concrete slabs and pillars

738
01:03:54.880 --> 01:03:57.480
and everything. And I used to go up to one

739
01:03:57.519 --> 01:04:00.840
side and just sit there. I did that when I

740
01:04:00.920 --> 01:04:04.320
was seven, all the way up till when I was

741
01:04:04.440 --> 01:04:08.039
twenty seven. Honestly, I did it, and I was still

742
01:04:08.159 --> 01:04:11.840
was still doing it in my thirties, probably thirty four

743
01:04:12.000 --> 01:04:16.280
thirty five, I was still going up there and just

744
01:04:16.320 --> 01:04:20.519
sitting in exactly the same place. There's never anyone there.

745
01:04:20.599 --> 01:04:24.199
I think once there was someone there and they didn't

746
01:04:24.239 --> 01:04:26.800
go up, but generally there was no one there. And

747
01:04:26.840 --> 01:04:31.119
I did it for thirty odd years, just going up

748
01:04:31.599 --> 01:04:36.119
and sitting on the right hand side. No one could

749
01:04:36.119 --> 01:04:38.960
really see me. I wasn't doing anything, just sitting there.

750
01:04:39.599 --> 01:04:42.800
Sometimes i'd lie down. It was a very quiet road,

751
01:04:42.840 --> 01:04:46.000
a country road, but the was a motorway that was

752
01:04:46.039 --> 01:04:54.519
going over because it was a bridge, and right behind

753
01:04:54.559 --> 01:04:56.760
me was that's where my nan and Grant had lived.

754
01:04:56.840 --> 01:04:59.119
You could literally if I went around, I could have

755
01:04:59.360 --> 01:05:07.519
jumped over the and got into the garden. And it's

756
01:05:07.559 --> 01:05:11.800
weird because if I went up there now, I probably

757
01:05:11.800 --> 01:05:16.519
wouldn't climb up there and do that because it might

758
01:05:16.559 --> 01:05:22.159
seem a weird thing to do at my age. If

759
01:05:22.199 --> 01:05:25.559
I got seen, would the police get called? There's an

760
01:05:25.559 --> 01:05:31.880
old man hovering hiding underneath the bridge. He's an ogre.

761
01:05:33.519 --> 01:05:36.559
It's weird, isn't that They used to class myself as

762
01:05:36.599 --> 01:05:40.440
being old? Really? When I was in my thirties, not

763
01:05:40.800 --> 01:05:46.639
too old to be doing that stuff, but now a

764
01:05:46.639 --> 01:05:54.360
few years later see emotional support. Animals do not have

765
01:05:54.400 --> 01:05:57.239
public access rights, which means they're not allowed in public

766
01:05:57.280 --> 01:06:01.559
spaces that do not allow pets, such as a restaurants

767
01:06:01.639 --> 01:06:06.920
or shops. I've looked online to see if there's any

768
01:06:06.960 --> 01:06:10.480
places that allow pets. I mean the local shops here do,

769
01:06:11.079 --> 01:06:13.679
or some of them. So the petro station allows him

770
01:06:13.719 --> 01:06:18.159
to go in the pet shop does obviously, I mean

771
01:06:18.360 --> 01:06:20.480
that'd be a bit ridiculous if the pet shop didn't

772
01:06:20.480 --> 01:06:27.079
allow dogs, and the pharmacy allows him to go in there.

773
01:06:28.519 --> 01:06:31.480
The sandwich shop, which some places don't today, but the

774
01:06:31.519 --> 01:06:35.639
sandwich shop lets me go in. But then everything's covered

775
01:06:35.679 --> 01:06:39.480
with plastic, so he literally is like a big screen,

776
01:06:40.079 --> 01:06:43.880
so Vinny, it wouldn't make any difference what was behind,

777
01:06:44.519 --> 01:06:47.559
and it's just a little space to stand as you

778
01:06:47.719 --> 01:06:57.320
order your food. And the I don't know what you

779
01:06:57.400 --> 01:07:01.880
call it, premiere whatever it is. It like a off

780
01:07:02.000 --> 01:07:07.079
license newsagents, groceries, one of those shops, like a happy

781
01:07:07.119 --> 01:07:12.000
shopper thing. They don't like animals, they'll not let dogs in.

782
01:07:12.960 --> 01:07:16.400
But sometimes if I'm in a bit of a if

783
01:07:16.440 --> 01:07:20.880
I want to go in there and get something. I'll

784
01:07:20.920 --> 01:07:23.320
just pick him up and walk in. There's something I

785
01:07:23.320 --> 01:07:25.239
need to get at the counter, I'll just pick him up,

786
01:07:26.239 --> 01:07:29.599
because if I put him outside, he will screen. It

787
01:07:29.679 --> 01:07:33.119
doesn't like being left outside, not even for a second.

788
01:07:35.800 --> 01:07:41.000
And I did go into the other petrol station, thinking, wor,

789
01:07:41.000 --> 01:07:45.239
it's a petrol station. My local petrol station's fine. But

790
01:07:45.400 --> 01:07:47.280
went into this other one, which is a little bit

791
01:07:47.320 --> 01:07:50.880
further up the bloke. I didn't even get one foot

792
01:07:50.920 --> 01:07:55.320
into the door. No dog's allowed, No dogs allowed. Rare

793
01:07:55.519 --> 01:08:01.920
Ver really had a little tantrum and leavry dog outside,

794
01:08:02.000 --> 01:08:07.199
tying him up outside. Luckily I was in a good mood,

795
01:08:08.480 --> 01:08:12.400
so you know, I let him off and I just

796
01:08:12.519 --> 01:08:15.840
you know, went somewhere else. It was like there was

797
01:08:15.960 --> 01:08:19.319
no need for that. BlimE me. It was like zero

798
01:08:19.439 --> 01:08:24.680
to one thousand miles an hour, and like, what on

799
01:08:24.760 --> 01:08:27.760
Earth's going on here? Not allowed? Not allowed?

800
01:08:29.039 --> 01:08:36.800
It's like, calm down, man, have you I felt I

801
01:08:37.000 --> 01:08:40.000
felt like going back, given have given him my website address.

802
01:08:40.039 --> 01:08:43.640
I said, look, I make relaxing recordings. Maybe it's worth

803
01:08:43.680 --> 01:08:49.119
having a little listen. It may help you. I sound

804
01:08:49.159 --> 01:08:52.920
a bit like a darling then didn't I that may

805
01:08:53.039 --> 01:08:59.880
help you, Yes, that might help you. Help you, help you?

806
01:09:00.039 --> 01:09:12.439
Oh so what forgot on this week? So Monday, for

807
01:09:12.479 --> 01:09:15.920
some reason, I felt in a fairly good mood today.

808
01:09:17.079 --> 01:09:21.039
I'm not going to moan about it. I just I've

809
01:09:21.079 --> 01:09:28.720
got I've got some stuff done. So I managed to

810
01:09:28.720 --> 01:09:30.640
get you know, I did quite a lot of changes

811
01:09:30.680 --> 01:09:36.399
and stuff done that and uploaded all that, and seeing

812
01:09:36.439 --> 01:09:41.760
the benefits of that as well, managed to reduce my

813
01:09:41.880 --> 01:09:44.239
outgoings a little bit. Not by a lot, but you

814
01:09:44.279 --> 01:09:49.479
know a bit. Also, I managed to get rid of

815
01:09:51.800 --> 01:09:57.520
Canva because I don't really need it anymore. I found

816
01:09:57.520 --> 01:09:59.920
a way of doing what I've been doing on Canva

817
01:10:00.119 --> 01:10:04.800
with a different way of doing it, so and that

818
01:10:04.920 --> 01:10:07.479
was like editing Suite. But I can now do it

819
01:10:07.479 --> 01:10:12.399
on chit chat GPT and I can get it to

820
01:10:12.399 --> 01:10:14.600
to save it as a file that I can upload

821
01:10:15.279 --> 01:10:19.199
direct me to the podcast. So yeah, that's all right.

822
01:10:19.279 --> 01:10:25.399
I'm quite quite pleased with that. I'll miss it a

823
01:10:25.399 --> 01:10:28.920
little bit, but I've been using it for many many years,

824
01:10:30.319 --> 01:10:33.640
many many years. Purchase history. Let's have a look how

825
01:10:33.680 --> 01:10:41.319
long have I been with Camber show more. But that's weird.

826
01:10:42.800 --> 01:10:45.560
Why does it not give me a date. I kin't

827
01:10:45.640 --> 01:10:51.239
have to open it up the date we're downloading your

828
01:10:51.279 --> 01:10:57.640
invoice to open the invoice, right, that's not true. Well

829
01:10:57.680 --> 01:10:59.800
it might be that the invoice is true, but that's

830
01:10:59.840 --> 01:11:03.359
not I've been with them longer than that. Seventeenth December

831
01:11:03.399 --> 01:11:13.039
twenty twenty two, and close this tab BlimE is not

832
01:11:13.159 --> 01:11:22.840
let me close it twenty twenty four. How weird? All

833
01:11:22.960 --> 01:11:31.600
dates twenty twenty, twenty eighteen, No nothing found. Twenty nineteen,

834
01:11:32.439 --> 01:11:38.319
nothing found, twenty twenty nothing found, Okay, twenty twenty one,

835
01:11:39.039 --> 01:11:47.720
nothing found, twenty twenty two. So according to this, so

836
01:11:47.800 --> 01:11:51.560
let's say, yeah, so according to I'll mind you, I

837
01:11:51.600 --> 01:11:55.199
was using it for free for ages and ages and ages,

838
01:11:56.359 --> 01:11:59.119
so yeah, probably using it for a few years before that,

839
01:11:59.760 --> 01:12:03.039
but just for free. And then I needed to use

840
01:12:03.399 --> 01:12:06.039
to do a bit more with it, so I had

841
01:12:06.439 --> 01:12:11.199
It was just seventeen December twoy twenty two, and I

842
01:12:11.279 --> 01:12:14.079
was paying. At that time, I page ten pounds ninety

843
01:12:14.159 --> 01:12:17.920
nine a month, so I've been paying that every month,

844
01:12:18.560 --> 01:12:23.760
but the price has gone up over time over time.

845
01:12:25.800 --> 01:12:34.600
As a twenty twenty five, the latest one was thirteen pounds.

846
01:12:34.680 --> 01:12:37.239
It's now thirteen pounds a month. So I managed to

847
01:12:37.279 --> 01:12:40.840
reduce that. So I got that off and I'm not

848
01:12:40.840 --> 01:12:45.760
going to be transcribing anything anytime soon as well, so

849
01:12:45.800 --> 01:12:47.560
I'm going to leave that for a while. So I

850
01:12:47.600 --> 01:12:51.560
got rid of that. That's twenty for a month. So

851
01:12:51.800 --> 01:12:55.840
just little bits and bobs, you know, little bibbs, little bobs,

852
01:12:56.920 --> 01:13:02.439
making a few little changes. I did think about trying

853
01:13:02.479 --> 01:13:07.920
to get back onto my university course because I feel

854
01:13:08.000 --> 01:13:10.640
kind of ready to do that now I can kind

855
01:13:10.640 --> 01:13:13.079
of maybe get on with that. So I had to

856
01:13:13.079 --> 01:13:19.079
pull out last year. But I don't know why I

857
01:13:19.239 --> 01:13:31.640
laugh at this, but the they flagged me that had

858
01:13:31.680 --> 01:13:39.520
a flag, a flag which says no, no, you're on

859
01:13:39.560 --> 01:13:43.159
our you're in our dangerous jore on our people. I

860
01:13:43.159 --> 01:13:47.359
don't know, not dangerous. But because of last year, they've

861
01:13:47.680 --> 01:13:51.079
you know, they've kind of I think they might have

862
01:13:51.079 --> 01:13:54.880
put a block on me. So it's probably going to

863
01:13:54.960 --> 01:14:02.319
be a phone call, a necessary phone call. Maybe we'll

864
01:14:02.359 --> 01:14:06.039
just see. But right now I think I have to

865
01:14:06.119 --> 01:14:13.239
take the vinsta it because he's being a little bit

866
01:14:14.520 --> 01:14:21.960
m that's anything.

867
01:14:24.600 --> 01:14:28.359
You do it now, go vin mm hmmm mmm.

868
01:14:30.800 --> 01:14:33.279
So you won't play along because you're listening that you

869
01:14:33.279 --> 01:14:36.319
won't play along, but I bet you as soon as

870
01:14:36.359 --> 01:14:41.039
I stop talking, he will start whining. So I'm going

871
01:14:41.119 --> 01:14:43.079
to do it. I'm going to pretend that I finished now,

872
01:14:44.079 --> 01:14:48.239
so I'm going to say thank you, and I would

873
01:14:48.279 --> 01:14:51.720
do the whole thing like thanks, thanks for listening. Remember

874
01:14:51.760 --> 01:14:54.600
to be kind to yourself because you do deserve to

875
01:14:54.600 --> 01:14:58.640
be happy, and also be gentle with yourself because you

876
01:14:58.760 --> 01:15:03.680
do deserve to feel SA and so thanks for listening.

877
01:15:03.960 --> 01:15:16.560
Lots of love. Bye. M hm hm hm wh what

878
01:15:19.079 --> 01:15:26.640
wh what is it You're going to make some noise

879
01:15:27.359 --> 01:15:31.039
but you're not. Of course I'm not. I was literally

880
01:15:31.079 --> 01:15:33.600
just listening to you. Why would I do it if

881
01:15:33.600 --> 01:15:41.720
you want me to do it? So I then, well

882
01:15:41.800 --> 01:15:43.640
I'm really going now see y