April 14, 2025

(no music) Mondays Boring Objects | Let me bore you to sleep #1328 | 14th April 2025

(no music) Mondays Boring Objects | Let me bore you to sleep #1328 | 14th April 2025
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Hello, and welcome to jasonnew Land dot com. My name's

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Jason Newland. Please only listen when you can safely close

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your eyes. This is let me boy to sleep. It

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is Monday's boring objects, so I'm just checking the stats

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for my website. So today's Monday, fourteenth of April two

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thy twenty five. Let me just see. I did have

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a message from Rich saying, Jason, thanks for all to

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helping put me to sleep your su boring thanks especially

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for the Sunday papers. I love that. One thing I noticed,

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and it may be unique to me, is the volume

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of your podcast seems low. I listen. I'm listening using

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a sleep mask. We'll built in speakers, and I turned

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down a volume with the advert but then I have

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to maximize the maximize the volume when you speak. That

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is yeah. I don't think it's just you. I think

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I've had that said before. It's weird because the recording

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equipment I got. I have tried to increase the volume

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this time, but sometimes in editing it doesn't sound so

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good when it's increased, like the background sound is a

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little bit distorted. And I tried to do it so

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there's no fuzz or buzz or anything like that, and

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I not've got Vinn in the background doing whatever he does,

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and there's I've got the window open, so the birds

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and maybe a bit of wind and possibly the neighbors.

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But it's the kind of the electronic, staticky sound that

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I don't want. Yeah, so it's quite a hard one

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to maneuver. And the adverts don't always play, and I

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know that they're only ever at the very very beginning,

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so they're not in the middle, and they're not at

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the end. But it's, you know, it's they don't play

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that often. But it's like, I don't know why why

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the adverts have to be louder than the actual recording.

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It's the same with TV as well asn't you know

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watch TV Suddenly adverts come on and wakes you up. Huh. So, yeah,

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I've tried to increase the volume, but it might increase

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the volume of the I don't know. I've tried to

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increase the volume anyway today and see if it comes

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out a bit better, and I'll leave it at this volume.

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Anything louder than this seems to be a bit distorted,

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and I don't want it to be distorted. Ironically, if

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I make a video of myself, the volume seems to

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be a bit louder naturally, But then I've got beyond

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camera and I don't want to be on camera. This

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is one of those things, you know. So thanks Rich,

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I'm just going to put them known there. I have

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addressed your post, your comment. I address this issue in

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latest in Today's Today's let me boy you to deep

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boring objects soon to be released, to be released. So yeah,

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it's there's always obstacles in a way of these things,

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like I want it to sound clear, but at the

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same time it's I don't want it to be too loud.

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I mean, you know that the volume can be changed

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on the side of the listener. I mean I I'd

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have to turn it up if I was listening as well.

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And I try and make it so the volume goes

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down as the recording goes along. If Yeah, it's a

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bit of a or constantly tinkering with it to make changes.

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And I'm generally near the microphone. I mean, sometimes I

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do move away from the microphone when I'm talking to Vinnie,

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and but most of the time kind of I'm not.

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The microphone is not in my mouth, which it used

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to be in the past. I said, the microphone are

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really close, constantly banging into it. So the microphones, I'm

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trying to measure it with my finger, so it's probably

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about forty inches away. Okay, maybe three inches away, but

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you know for me at our class, that's forty inches

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but it should be fairly close. Yeah, it's It's one

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of those things I try and make it sound okay

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or really do I really do I do it? What

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do we do? Oh? Just to let you know your

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payment is waiting, the amount of stuff I get rubbish emails.

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But today I've got my first, my first Q and

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a Friday question from my website. Excited. That's from Anne.

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I won't tell you what it is until Friday. So

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this is my new thing I've done on my website,

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Jasonnewland dot com. At the very top of the page,

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you know, when you've gone the homepage, above the newest recordings,

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there's a little form you can just fill in if

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you've got a question for the next Q and A Friday.

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There's also a page on its own which you can

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click on as well, which is a sub a look. Yeah,

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it's in the menu Q and A Friday Questions and

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then ask me anything Q and a Friday submission. So

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what I'm going to do is when I I'm going

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to store them in a folder on my email. When

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I've answered the question, I'll mark them down as answered.

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So however many questions I get between now and when

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I do the recording on Friday, that's the questions I

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will answer, and then I'll start again from scratch from

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then onwards until the next Friday. Also, I've got a

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YouTube channel. I've been uploading every single new recording that

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I do now, including all the different length ones. It's

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it's not going to go down hugely well with some

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people that subscribed, but I'm kind of thinking more of

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future subscribers because it's just that it's another place you

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can listen to all of my all my recordings, all

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my new recordings, so each recording six different versions. I

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just thought it would be useful for those that maybe

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for whatever reason, I want to listen on YouTube. So

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it gives it's more options, that's all. So yeah, so

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I'm a little bit behind on having them public. So

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the last one I got scheduled is for tomorrow at

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six o'clock, and that was yesterday's Sunday's papers. So yeah,

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the one I did do let me boil your Pain

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away earlier number twenty two, and that will be uploaded

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to YouTube. So this recording probably won't be on YouTube

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until probably like one o'clock in the morning on the sixteenth,

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so that would be what Wednesday. So it's a little

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bit of a lag. But what I'll catch up because

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you know, once once I stop making so many recordings

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every day and I have a break, maybe I'll go

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a few days without doing anything. It will then catch

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up with itself. And that is very likely to happen

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because it normally does. But you know, never know. Jackie

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also wrote me a comment saying, I so love and

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so appreciate how you can completely leave politics alone when

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you talk to us folks. It means a lot. And

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you know that we know that you know exactly what

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we know and how much we all are. Yeah, so

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we all kin'd of know what's going on in the world.

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But I don't need to talk about it, really do I.

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So thanks Jackie. I just I do leave politics out.

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I might do the occasional mention mention sometimes, but usually

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I will stick to my own country, you know, stick

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to what I know about, and I know a little

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bit about the politics in this country. I can't. I'm

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not going to be one of those people that gives

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a big commentary on another country's politics, just like nah,

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I don't do about my own country. But just I'm

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keeping well away from that. There's plenty and plenty of

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that online already that I don't need to be part

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of that. These recordings are really supposed to be. They're

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supposed to be relaxing and calm and peaceful. I've also

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got the Facebook group Jason Newland's Boring Group. I've had

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a couple of new members join recently. The latest one's

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rich and then yes the day Jonathan, So welcome Jonathan

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twenty hours ago joined. So welcome Jonathan to this group.

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And I'm sure Jonathan did. He posted a message on

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here what is it okay? Thank you Jason. Oh, Jason

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Newland hypnotist has gotten me through some rough times. Well thanks, Jonathan.

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I really appreciate that. It's nice to hear you know.

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It's i'd get i'd get a bit of feedback sometimes,

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but it's nice. It's I never get fed up with

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positive feedback. Ever, I'll be honest with you. It's always

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get a little bit of a buzz. It's one of

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my favorite. I mean, sometimes I'll be in a right

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little just a little bit of a grump, you know,

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maybe feeling sorry for myself, and I stick my phone,

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you know, look at me phone, look at the emails

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or on Facebook or something messages, and I'll see someone's

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posted a message and it's like, oh, one of the

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nicest messages I ever got. And I've had well, probably

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a thousands actually over the years. I mean I've been

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doing this for about seventy five years now. I got

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this message on what was that It wasn't an app,

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but it was like an email thing. And I'm talking

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like ninety and like two thousand and probably two thousand

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and nine, two thousand and eight, two thousand and nine.

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I forget what it was, but I had this message

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from this young lad. I don't know how young he was,

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but he sent me a message and he said, thank you. Oh,

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I just want to thank you. You don't know who

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I am, but my mum listened to you every day

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for the last three years of her life and it

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helped her a lot to get through what she was

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going through. Thank you and that was it. It's like, wow,

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I don't know who he was. I don't know who

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the mother was, but it was someone. It wasn't on Facebook.

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It was on a kind of another another way of

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communication online and it wasn't Grinder it it was I

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don't know where. I can't think MSN is that was? That?

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Was that a thing? MSNI? But that's just phenomenal. It's

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like wow, wow. So yeah, I've had some really lovely

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comments over the years, and I can never get enough

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of them. Really, I'm not saying this because yeah I am.

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I'm saying because I want more comments was about the same.

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I'm not saying because I want more, Yeah I do. Yeah,

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what if I saved Denny? Though? Have I saved Anny? New?

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Contact forms? Q and a Friday Archive? What's the archive?

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Catch No? Seventeen for Knife two thousand? I tell you

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what's I don't know if it's strange or not, but

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sometimes I get people that I've never never really spoken

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to before will contact me and say thank you. So

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I've got one here from Deborah, thank you for your services.

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I've been listening for several years and it's helped me

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get through a chronic illness. I love. I would love

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to hear by email if you're willing that you got

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this message. So I was like wow when that was

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seventeenth September twoy twenty four, and I've never heard from

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Deborah since, I don't think unless I have. In that case,

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I'm sorry. Salt by date, sat by date oldest on top.

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Let me have a see this only goes back to

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twenty twenty four, which makes me wonder. So if I

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get rid of some of these, Ah, well, have I

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got any messages on here? That's gonna bug me? Now.

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I must have gone through one of those periods and

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I just deleted all the stuff and now thinking, oh,

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I wish i'd kept it then I could have read

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it out. So I had a lovely, lovely, lovely interruption

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from Vinnie shouting very loudly. I've just found some website

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missag which is going back to twoenty nineteen. So let's

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have a look. This is from k It was sad Day,

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twenty first of September twenty nineteen. By the way, when

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I read a message out, I only I never include

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personal information. Okay, so just let you know that, Hi, Jason,

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just want to drop you a message to say, oh,

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thank you, the bore you to sleep. Podcasts are the

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only thing in twenty years that have helped me. I

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could write in a ramble on about why and how

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they help. I'm just I'm laughing at the rambling because

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why I do, isn't it. But in short, a number

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of hypnotists, professionals and meditation classes all just do not

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help me. And the more I'm told to or try

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to relact focus, the more I don't. For some stranger reason,

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your podcast just sent me to sleep. I stay asleep

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for at least an hour or so, which for me

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is outstanding. I have a number of medical conditions, so

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it's a huge deal for me to get some sleep. Vinnie,

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you start barking, and I am going to sing to you. Okay,

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you do not want that, No one wants that. To

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calm down, please, okay, right, and has a small token

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of my appreciation. I have found and ordered what I

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think will be a great addition to your new little

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library for the podcasts. I think I've got the right

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sort of thing that not only in Vinnie, what did

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I say to you? I will start singing Christmas carols

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to you, and you will not be happy because that

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door's closed, you can't get out. You'll be looking at

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the window. You will be thinking, oh, what's worse the

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fall from the window or listening to him singing? So

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come on, you don't want me to sing? Well, will we? Okay?

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Maybe Andre will even light the packaging. I don't mind

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you mentioned my name if you wish. So if it's

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the wrong sort of thing, please just enjoy it personally

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or pass it on to someone who can take some

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enjoyment from it. I'll do a testimony at some point.

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I just don't know how to condense how thankful I am.

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That's Kay forty two Romford Road, Ilford and Co. Seven

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nine four three telephone number I won seven oh three

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three five email address Kay at bing bong dot com. Wow,

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So yeah, thank you. That's lovely. That's a long time ago, though,

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I mean twenty nineteen. I don't even know if Kay's

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still listening. By the way, I was making up the

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address and stuff just in case because you didn't get it.

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The next one is from Dowing. I'm going to what

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are they down like that? Uh? Wow? But I hope

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I replied, Hi, I'm going through the agony of my

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son being in jail. The anxiety I felt has hit

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me like a train, and consequently and consequently am off work.

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I couldn't begin to get through the days about your

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podcasts sincere thanks dooring. Wow, So that was the fifth

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of the tenth, two thy nineteen. I know, I replied

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on the fifth of the tenth. It was sent that

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twenty six of the ninth. Why did I leave it

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so long to reply? I don't know. So I'm saying

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thank you to the people. But it's a long time

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ago two thirds, so hopefully everything's okay with you. This

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is Kerry, who was the first person from Okay, Okay, Kerry.

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I've been listening to your podcast every night again. This

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was from Saturday, twenty eighth of the ninth, twenty nineteen.

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Been listening to your podcast every night and they really

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help me fall asleep easily. I think your voice does strangely,

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does strangely hypnotize me. I've been listening to you for

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about eight months. Apart from the sleeping I also think

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your stress and anxiety podcasts is very smart and I

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agree with you, and I was wondering if I could

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request you to do a session on compulsive hand washing.

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I've had OCD for most of my life and I

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self manage it on my own without medication. However, some

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days are tough. I appreciate what you do for people

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like me who like alternative gramptees for sleeping and beating anxiety.

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And I hope that I did do that recording. I

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must have done. I wouldn't have ignored it. And she

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did send another message. Well, Hi, Jason. I listen to

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your podcasts every night and I find them really helpful

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in relaxing to me, in relaxing me to sleep. Thank

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you so much for what you do. I know we

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live so far away from each other, but hearing your

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voice each night makes me feel like we are somehow connected,

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carrying New York. So if you're still listening, thank you.

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Thank you for listening still. I mean, I don't know

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if the because I've been doing this for so long now,

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especially they'll let me bore you to sleep. Maybe the

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novelty has worn off a bit because it's now like

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seven years, over seven years, so I don't know. But

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if you are still listening, thank you. And if you're

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a new listener, thank you. Thank you for listening, because

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that's why I do it. That's why I do it,

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And this is Jason's boring Objects, Monday's born objects. So

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I'm going to talk about messages I've received. That's the

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boring objects I'm going to be talking about. I didn't

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know I was going to be doing that, but it

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seems like I am. Charlie send me a message. On

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the thirtieth of September twenty nineteen, Hi Jason, I just

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discovered more of your episodes on Spotify after a quick search. Previously,

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I thought you only had forty episodes there, so I'd

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listened to some multiple times while going to sleep over

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the moon. Anyway, thanks for doing what you do. I've

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always had problems sleeping. Sleeping pills work great, but not

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something to rely on. Your podcast is amazing. Just focusing

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on your voice makes me drift off and wake in

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the morning and wake in the morning amazed that I

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slept so easily, and at times they're rather funny. So

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thanks from very much from New Zealand. Thank you, Charlie.

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So that was thirty for September tw nineteen. So I

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got another message here, Hi Jason, Love you'll letting Me

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boy you to sleep podcasts. This is from Mary Still,

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a current regular listener. So BlimE me, Mary, you've been

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listening for years, years and years and years. They're so

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relaxing and very funny. Love hearing about Andre tonight. You're

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reading from Closer magazine, which was hilarious. Why did you

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spend one pound eighty five on it? And did you

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know that you're rubbish at geography? Ooh, I've noticed that.

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Keep up the good work, thank you. I've never been

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when I was at school. It's hard to believe I

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ever went to school, but I did not, just because

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it's so long ago, Like did they really have schools

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back in the days. But I'm so ignorant to most things.

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I really don't know much about stuff. I'll make it up.

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If I don't know what the answer is, I'll just

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either make it up or just look it up, mind you.

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I always thought like, oh, you know, see, this is

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the thing I'm there's a lot of like, yeah, ye

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moaning about about young people. Yeah yea yeah, young people

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they just always on the phone and phone in the

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schools just they can't you know, they don't use their

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brains anymore. Me when I was at school. We used

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to have an abacus and we count stuff on the

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ebocus Like, yeah, fair enough. That was then, and I

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didn't really have an up to date argument, an argument

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for like we're not up to date, but like as

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an example of something in the past. But apparently, oh

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who was it? Who was it? Oh? What? What's very famous?

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American famous? Who in court said he had people? Because

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a lot of the really successful. Oh no, I can't

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Benjamin Franklin. I think it might have been Benjamin Franklin

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been or I'm not a little bit I got a

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little bit of an issue of Benjamin. If I'm honest,

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I'll tell you in a minute. Benjamin Franklin was a writer,

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invests the scientist. No, I couldn't have been him. It

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might have been ed Wow, not Edwin, the light bulb

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man Edison. It might be an Edison. When he was asked, well,

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you don't how can you run a company or whatever?

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I don't know what it was. If you don't, you know,

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you had like six months in school and you don't

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know all these you kind of answer questions, basic questions.

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very famous a long, long time ago it was and

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but he said, I don't need I need to have

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that stuff in my head. I've got a hundred different

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people I can ask around me, so I don't need

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to hold stuff in my head like that. And I

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kind of feel the same way. A part of my

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don't have one hundred people to ask, And it's not

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really the reason why I don't have it in my

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head is because it just wouldn't stay. The only thing

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that stay in my head are things that I'm interested in,

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and even then it's questionable everyone will stay in my head.

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and I know that he was a huge, huge deal,

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you know, for the influential for his time in all

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kinds of things. There was a States learning ventor, scientist, writer.

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I've readden this off a screen by the way, diplomat, printer, publisher,

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and political philosopher. I if I put it in because

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I'm and he set hypnosis back right, So it's really interesting.

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I find how the connections between different people like Freud

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and hypnosis, NLP and hypnosis. So psychotherapy wouldn't even exist

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if it wasn't for hypnosis. It's just weird that just

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the whole thing so hypnosis. Okay, let's sadly look how

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Benjamin Franklin used hypnotic language. Note that's not the one

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I want. The Franklin Commission report. Franklin had a higher

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degree of person involvement with and more detailed opinion of mesmerism.

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Of mesmerism has been previously appreciated. So my understanding is

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that what's his name? Why does that look where Franklin? Right?

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It wasn't called the Franklin Commission? Was it? So measure

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Bendain Franklin, uh French friends. Mesmer was pretty much the

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pioneer of it. Was called mesmerism, animal magnetism, magnetism and

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then ended up being called hypnosis. And Benjamin Franklin and

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a few other people all got together and decided they

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were going to study it because he was almost mesmer

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was almost kind of like doing magic, and he was

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in high society, and they didn't like it. They didn't

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like that he was helped. I don't know what they

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didn't like, maybe that because they couldn't explain it. So

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they went into you know, all got together decided after

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studying it, and they made up the opinion if I'm correct,

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that it was just suggestion and people were just going

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along with it, or it was like a placebo. That's

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and there was nothing. I mean, to be fair, what

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he thought and what hypnosis is is completely different anyway,

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because you know, hypnotists now don't think it's animal magnetism

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or any kind of magnetism really. But because of that,

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I think it got banned again. I'm kind of partially

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making it up. I mean, I read a whole book

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on it once, but not hypnosis, but on mesmerism and

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all that stuff for a long time ago. I mean,

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how far back do you want to go? You know,

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it's good to know the roots and the what's the

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roots the foundations of particular science if you want to

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call it science. But it is amazing, you think that

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very much. Any therapist today, whether it's cognitive behavioral therapy,

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whether it's or whatever, originated from hypnosis. Because Food and

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his colleague, but she was his colleague, was doing hypnosis

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to someone and he got an app reaction and they

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didn't really know what a reactions was back then. And

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I think I don't know if it's the stories he

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was trying to hypnotize this lady and it wasn't working,

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so he just talked to her and just let her

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talk to him, and she had an app reaction where

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she kind of broke through some emotions and felt better

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for it. So he runs home to Freud, jumps in

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his arms and say, honey, I can't believe it. I

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think I've just discovered something. But it's okay if you

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take the credit. And Freud said, thanks Darlin, and yeah,

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Brewer was it? Brewer? Is that his name? And that's

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kind of also. Freud did do hypnosis himself, and there's

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lots of different theories why he stopped doing it. One

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was that one of his colleague, well not one of

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his patients, jumped on him in the middle of a

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session and that freaked him out a bit. Another one

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that is that he wasn't very good at it. Another

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theory is that because he wore denchers, he struggled to

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speak clearly enough for the people to hear. I mean,

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none of those might be true. I really don't know.

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I don't think it really matters, but he gave it

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up in favor of talking therapy, and to be fair

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from a financial perspective. It makes sense because a hypnosis

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session might last and might do a few sessions and

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it's done. But with the psychotherapy or psychoanalysis it can

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last decades. So there's a lot more money in it

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if you can not keep it going. I don't mean

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it in that way, but it's and you can go

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deeper and deeper with the I think it's just it's

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for me. I would prefer counseling or some kind of

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therapy if I wanted to deal with all aspects of

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my life, and I remember I did. I got some

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psychotherapy for the personality disorder, and a psychologist offered me

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a year's worth of psychotherapy. I said, can I have

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it all in one weekend? And she said no. We laughed,

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can you send it in the post? No, can't send

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it in the post. She didn't laugh at that one,

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and so we did it. We ended up doing about

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a year and a half. The problem was, so it

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was booked to start at the beginning of two thy fifteen.

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At the very end of twenty fourteen, I lost my name,

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so I ended up talking about First of all, I

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ended up talking about my name for months, and then

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I moved into this place, and there was there's a

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few family issues I was struggling with with the whole

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move and it, and as I was talking about that,

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so I kind of I'm not saying I wasted the sessions,

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but I think I possibly focused on the wrong things.

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Maybe not all the time, there was definitely some help,

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And yeah, I wish I could have continued it, because

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I mean, I was lucky to get it for as

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long as I got it, but it would have been

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nice to have been able to continue long term. I

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don't mean long term, but you know, for another thirty

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thirty years or something. That's all just till I'm ninety,

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and that'd be forty years now. I wouldn't be gonna

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BlimE me to be thirty five years and a few months.

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Oh man, ah, so yeah, you're not even married by

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the time I'm ninety. Do you to meet someone that actually, yeah,

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you I didn't meet in the love of your life

467
00:39:13.960 --> 00:39:20.519
when you're ninety, right, Hey, I mean, how do you

468
00:39:21.159 --> 00:39:22.960
I don't know, how would you have a conversation with them?

469
00:39:24.400 --> 00:39:27.360
It'd be just I don't know. I don't know if

470
00:39:28.000 --> 00:39:32.880
I've forgotten how to flirt anyway, But when I'm ninety.

471
00:39:33.039 --> 00:39:38.000
Well I even know. I mean, I have so little

472
00:39:38.000 --> 00:39:40.239
contact with humors. I wouldn't would even know how to

473
00:39:40.280 --> 00:39:45.760
talk to someone I'm ninety you know, she'd be going, yeah,

474
00:39:45.840 --> 00:39:49.119
I'm eighty five, you know, and be it just a

475
00:39:49.119 --> 00:39:55.480
conversation over and over again. Maybe. But by the time

476
00:39:55.639 --> 00:40:01.239
ninety the technology was so advanced that I reckon people

477
00:40:01.239 --> 00:40:03.039
will be able to live to about one hundred and fifty,

478
00:40:03.679 --> 00:40:09.039
if not longer. Oh yes, that's what I think. Oh yes,

479
00:40:09.119 --> 00:40:16.599
so yes, so yes. Anyway, so that's why how did

480
00:40:16.639 --> 00:40:23.679
I get talking about Mesmer and Franklin Benjamin Franklin. I

481
00:40:23.719 --> 00:40:29.159
don't understand. I don't know how I got there. I

482
00:40:29.280 --> 00:40:33.679
had I'm crap at geography robbershit that led me to

483
00:40:33.719 --> 00:40:43.239
talk about Benjamin Franklin. That is a bit strange. Yeah, yeah,

484
00:40:43.320 --> 00:40:51.599
geography wasn't really my thing. Wasn't really my thing. It was.

485
00:40:55.079 --> 00:40:57.199
I did do geography, I mean, I did go to

486
00:40:57.239 --> 00:41:04.559
the classes, but I don't really I mildly re collect

487
00:41:05.239 --> 00:41:12.159
some of the rivers. I mildly reconnect, reconnect, recollect some

488
00:41:12.239 --> 00:41:17.480
of the Yeah, probably some of the countries, you know,

489
00:41:17.559 --> 00:41:21.079
with colored colored in areas and different countries in it.

490
00:41:22.840 --> 00:41:25.960
And I actually thought the countries were that color, but

491
00:41:25.960 --> 00:41:30.599
it was just for the map. I kind of remember

492
00:41:32.400 --> 00:41:43.440
the mountains. But that's where geography history kind of mixed

493
00:41:43.440 --> 00:41:49.679
together a little bit. Because you've got the you kind

494
00:41:49.679 --> 00:41:52.519
of need to know both. They both fit together very

495
00:41:53.159 --> 00:41:56.360
very tightly, don't they, in a sense of you've got

496
00:41:56.360 --> 00:42:02.519
the history of somewhere, but then a geography. It makes

497
00:42:02.599 --> 00:42:07.400
more sense if if you're talking about or learning about,

498
00:42:10.719 --> 00:42:17.000
I don't know, Scotland, for example, you've got the geography

499
00:42:17.039 --> 00:42:20.159
of the place, but also it'd be good to have

500
00:42:20.400 --> 00:42:28.039
the history as well. Vinny, why are you whining? Why

501
00:42:28.039 --> 00:42:34.360
are you whining? Why were you whining? Darn in? He

502
00:42:34.480 --> 00:42:37.599
wants something I've got. I've got this. Do you want this?

503
00:42:39.280 --> 00:42:41.519
Do you want to? If I check it over there,

504
00:42:41.519 --> 00:42:47.320
you probably want it on you. Okay, ready, he wants it.

505
00:42:47.360 --> 00:42:52.039
If he can't have it us, have a look any more.

506
00:42:52.039 --> 00:43:12.159
Messages like no, okay, hmm, okay, nope, send items. How

507
00:43:12.199 --> 00:43:44.920
far back does that go for? What? Right? That's strange? Right? Okay,

508
00:43:45.159 --> 00:43:51.320
this is a message left on my website. Oh this

509
00:43:51.400 --> 00:43:54.480
is from someone called Leaf, so I don't get the

510
00:43:54.719 --> 00:44:10.280
original thing. Okay, Kara, Oh okay, I got one from

511
00:44:10.320 --> 00:44:17.199
Kara here I've fallen. Oh, this was from twenty twenty

512
00:44:17.199 --> 00:44:25.639
four to fifteen from March. I've fallen about five or

513
00:44:25.679 --> 00:44:30.159
more episodes behind on listening to your newest recordings. But

514
00:44:30.199 --> 00:44:31.760
I want to know. I want you to know that

515
00:44:31.800 --> 00:44:37.440
I'm recently listened to your episode titled Transcribing was deeply

516
00:44:37.559 --> 00:44:42.039
moved by the description of your current friendship situation. When

517
00:44:42.199 --> 00:44:50.599
was that Friday, twenty twenty four March. Oh yeah, yeah,

518
00:44:50.599 --> 00:44:54.079
I remember. Now I won't read the rest of it. Yeah,

519
00:44:54.159 --> 00:45:02.639
that was after my friend So yeah, okay, I'm miss

520
00:45:02.679 --> 00:45:07.079
ha gonna look see if there's any sense items, sen items,

521
00:45:08.599 --> 00:45:27.920
no subjects, no, no, no, what Oh okay, this is

522
00:45:28.000 --> 00:45:34.599
sent Nope, there's a lot of stuff from people. I

523
00:45:34.599 --> 00:45:38.239
can't read it. It's like personal, well personal, not personal, personal,

524
00:45:38.280 --> 00:45:48.840
but personal ish no subject I went to my doctors

525
00:45:48.880 --> 00:45:51.599
to have a prostate exam, and the doctor said to me,

526
00:45:52.119 --> 00:45:59.079
mister Newland, you don't have to hold it open. What

527
00:46:00.679 --> 00:46:09.480
me sending myself jokes? Okay, right, let's move them. I

528
00:46:09.519 --> 00:46:19.000
can't believe I read that out. Sorry, be gentle and

529
00:46:19.159 --> 00:46:26.599
kind with it, treat it with tender, loving care. Right now,

530
00:46:26.679 --> 00:46:31.559
I can't read that out last time I was. Last

531
00:46:31.559 --> 00:46:34.000
time I saw a leg like that, it was in

532
00:46:34.000 --> 00:46:38.360
a zoo. It's not a good chat up line. Why

533
00:46:38.440 --> 00:46:41.679
I even bothered? Why I think I must have read

534
00:46:41.719 --> 00:46:56.440
these into a thing, which is a bit silly. Yeah,

535
00:46:56.480 --> 00:47:04.960
So I want to get myself aation on those dictate

536
00:47:05.119 --> 00:47:11.960
they call dic dictaphones dictation dick recall. Do you know

537
00:47:12.000 --> 00:47:13.480
they used to I mean they used to have, like

538
00:47:13.800 --> 00:47:16.280
used to actually be little tape recorders. I used to

539
00:47:16.360 --> 00:47:19.360
have one years ago, nineteen ninety one. I used to

540
00:47:19.400 --> 00:47:23.599
record myself on stage. But you could also get bigger

541
00:47:23.639 --> 00:47:29.800
ones with the normal size tapes. But I would like

542
00:47:30.320 --> 00:47:32.880
if I can. I've also had a digital I've had

543
00:47:32.920 --> 00:47:35.920
a few digital ones over the years, but I want

544
00:47:35.960 --> 00:47:39.599
to get myself another one because I know I can

545
00:47:39.599 --> 00:47:41.159
do it on my phone, but I don't have I

546
00:47:41.199 --> 00:47:44.000
don't take my phone out with me all the time.

547
00:47:44.039 --> 00:47:46.360
I don't have it on me. Sometimes I'm using a

548
00:47:46.440 --> 00:47:49.000
data on the phone to upload something on my iPad

549
00:47:49.760 --> 00:47:55.199
because the phone data is actually quicker than the broadband.

550
00:47:56.079 --> 00:47:57.880
And then I can because what I was thinking, because

551
00:47:57.880 --> 00:48:00.840
on a Saturday, I do a Saturday summary. When I

552
00:48:00.920 --> 00:48:05.440
come to do this Saturday summer some of me. I

553
00:48:05.480 --> 00:48:09.159
can't remember a single thing that happened throughout the week.

554
00:48:10.559 --> 00:48:12.519
I mean last week, to be fair, it was just

555
00:48:12.599 --> 00:48:17.519
me making recordings and sleeping and pooping and eating. It

556
00:48:17.599 --> 00:48:20.760
was like it wasn't and taking him out. It weren't

557
00:48:20.760 --> 00:48:24.719
a lot going on last week. Except a lot going on,

558
00:48:25.360 --> 00:48:29.519
but not a lot to talk about. But like something

559
00:48:29.559 --> 00:48:35.280
happened today, I just remembered it. I've got a little

560
00:48:35.280 --> 00:48:39.920
fascination with birds of prey. I can't help it. I

561
00:48:40.000 --> 00:48:44.039
just do. I love birds generally, not a big fan

562
00:48:44.119 --> 00:48:48.119
of seagulls, but I had an incident with a seagull once.

563
00:48:51.159 --> 00:48:55.559
That's gonna get your mind going, isn't it. It's I

564
00:48:55.719 --> 00:49:02.119
just yeah, i'd see a seagull really behaved badly about

565
00:49:02.159 --> 00:49:05.599
twenty years ago. I mean, I know you can't. You can't,

566
00:49:05.760 --> 00:49:12.920
like you can't judge a whole race of birds just

567
00:49:12.960 --> 00:49:19.880
because of what one or two birds do. But there's

568
00:49:19.920 --> 00:49:25.599
something about like the sound they make where they're flying.

569
00:49:25.800 --> 00:49:32.360
It sounds like they're scared of heights, like just and

570
00:49:32.400 --> 00:49:38.159
they're so big, so big anyway. But I mean, I've

571
00:49:38.400 --> 00:49:40.320
not got an issue with big birds because I like

572
00:49:40.679 --> 00:49:47.440
I like a big bird, I think, and I don't

573
00:49:47.480 --> 00:49:52.400
think they're eagles because we don't really not really an

574
00:49:52.480 --> 00:49:55.599
eagle country. I think you have eagles in Scotland, but

575
00:49:55.599 --> 00:49:58.639
I don't think there's eagles here in the wild. There

576
00:49:58.719 --> 00:50:02.480
might be, and I was asking a friend, well, someone

577
00:50:02.519 --> 00:50:05.239
I know that it's a real big bird, lover. This

578
00:50:05.280 --> 00:50:09.039
is my friend's husband, and he said it might be

579
00:50:09.320 --> 00:50:19.159
a kestrel or something hawk. Okay, I'm going back. I

580
00:50:19.199 --> 00:50:21.039
need to go back because I'm talking about something that

581
00:50:21.039 --> 00:50:25.840
happened last year and then something happened today. Last year

582
00:50:25.880 --> 00:50:33.519
there was this bird that was so elegant, elegant and eloquent.

583
00:50:33.599 --> 00:50:35.880
I'm not quite sure that the differences between those words.

584
00:50:36.320 --> 00:50:46.599
They sound very similar, so majestic, beautiful in a way

585
00:50:46.639 --> 00:50:49.840
that I just can't I don't know. It's not that

586
00:50:49.920 --> 00:50:56.119
I want to fly. It is something about them that

587
00:50:56.519 --> 00:50:59.920
just I kind of just can't take my eyes off it.

588
00:51:01.760 --> 00:51:07.760
You know, it's it's a little bit I don't know.

589
00:51:08.320 --> 00:51:11.519
You know, if I took Vinnie out dressed as a pig,

590
00:51:12.280 --> 00:51:17.760
you know, with a little pig face and maybe Kermit

591
00:51:18.480 --> 00:51:22.760
like on his back, wobbling around, it would be you know,

592
00:51:22.840 --> 00:51:24.679
people would look. They wouldn't be able to not look,

593
00:51:24.719 --> 00:51:27.519
would they. And it's a little bit like that. I

594
00:51:27.559 --> 00:51:32.039
can't I'm not saying that the hawk looked like it

595
00:51:32.159 --> 00:51:35.000
wasn't dressed as a pig, and then kermit, it was

596
00:51:35.000 --> 00:51:38.800
nowhere to be seen. I think frogs would keep away

597
00:51:38.800 --> 00:51:43.039
from hawks, to be fair, mind, you'd think they keep

598
00:51:43.039 --> 00:51:44.920
away from pigs. I mean, it's not really a match,

599
00:51:45.000 --> 00:51:51.800
is it. You know it's this there's something a little

600
00:51:51.800 --> 00:51:57.719
bit suss about that relationship. But hey, perhaps I have

601
00:51:57.760 --> 00:52:00.199
to go back about forty years. It's a long time go.

602
00:52:01.880 --> 00:52:10.079
I think she's moved on. By the way, if you

603
00:52:10.400 --> 00:52:17.880
like really adults comedy movies and you like the Muppets,

604
00:52:19.800 --> 00:52:21.960
there's a there's a there's a movie you may not.

605
00:52:22.039 --> 00:52:25.119
You may have heard of it. You may vinny leave

606
00:52:25.159 --> 00:52:31.480
me alone, please mate. You don't need anything. I know

607
00:52:31.599 --> 00:52:34.320
you don't. You're hassling me. Do you need a toilet?

608
00:52:35.400 --> 00:52:36.800
If you need a weee we we can go to

609
00:52:36.840 --> 00:52:39.679
the toilet outside if you want. But I think you're

610
00:52:39.719 --> 00:52:43.639
hassling me just because I'm not giving you attention yet

611
00:52:43.639 --> 00:52:45.880
when I'm with you and not making a recording. You

612
00:52:45.920 --> 00:52:52.719
don't even want my attention. Do you that's distracted me? Now? Like,

613
00:52:52.880 --> 00:53:02.039
no idea? What I was talking about? What? What is it? What?

614
00:53:02.039 --> 00:53:06.079
What do you want? Vinn? He's just sitting on his bum,

615
00:53:06.239 --> 00:53:09.519
just staring at me. What do you want? You know?

616
00:53:09.639 --> 00:53:12.360
I did a recording earlier, let me boil your pain away?

617
00:53:12.480 --> 00:53:17.360
And he would not stop barking. Honestly, I had to

618
00:53:17.920 --> 00:53:23.519
to ages to edit. It wouldn't stop, would you. I

619
00:53:23.519 --> 00:53:26.519
don't know what you want, Vinnie? Right? I think I

620
00:53:26.559 --> 00:53:28.360
need to take him out to a toilet. I'll be

621
00:53:28.400 --> 00:53:33.840
back in a minute. You want to go toilet? A right?

622
00:53:34.039 --> 00:53:38.199
I am back from taking Vinnie into the garden for

623
00:53:38.320 --> 00:53:46.519
a were you we I don't think he even needed it, really,

624
00:53:46.639 --> 00:53:52.320
I think he was just humoring me. I don't really

625
00:53:52.320 --> 00:53:57.000
know what he wanted anyway. What I was talking about

626
00:53:57.199 --> 00:54:06.079
big birds and a Dick dictator Dick what they called

627
00:54:07.519 --> 00:54:13.039
dictor dicta recorders. I mean originally they were you know,

628
00:54:13.119 --> 00:54:17.760
it came from Edison with the Edison dicta thing. Let

629
00:54:17.760 --> 00:54:19.400
me have a look. I wonder what it kind of

630
00:54:19.400 --> 00:54:29.760
came up with that word Edison dickation machine. So Edison,

631
00:54:31.800 --> 00:54:37.039
the Edison dictating machine was a phonograph phonograph that could

632
00:54:37.039 --> 00:54:41.159
record and playback sound on wax cylinders. It was invented

633
00:54:41.159 --> 00:54:44.960
by Thomas Edison in eighteen eighty seven and was initially

634
00:54:45.039 --> 00:54:49.039
used as a dictation machine for offices. Later it became

635
00:54:49.119 --> 00:54:53.639
a popular form of entertainment, and Edison sold many recordings

636
00:54:53.639 --> 00:54:59.760
to the public. The Edison phonograph competed with the Columbia Dicta,

637
00:55:00.920 --> 00:55:11.159
which also used wax cylinders. Ah, okay, I wonder what

638
00:55:11.199 --> 00:55:16.159
it's called dick to phone, But anyway, I need one

639
00:55:16.159 --> 00:55:19.239
of them. I need to get small one, something small

640
00:55:19.320 --> 00:55:22.280
in my hand that I can carry around or just

641
00:55:22.360 --> 00:55:26.000
have in my pocket. When I have an idea or

642
00:55:26.039 --> 00:55:30.679
when something happens, just something. It doesn't have to be

643
00:55:31.000 --> 00:55:35.199
well ideally not exciting, unlikely to be exciting. I can

644
00:55:35.320 --> 00:55:39.280
just record it and then I can just have it

645
00:55:39.360 --> 00:55:49.199
all transcribed or something. At the end of the week.

646
00:55:49.599 --> 00:55:52.679
Then I know what I've done, just to remind me

647
00:55:52.760 --> 00:55:58.920
what I've done. And you know, yeah, I wasn't quite

648
00:55:58.920 --> 00:56:05.719
as exciting as I thought it was going to be. Okay,

649
00:56:05.960 --> 00:56:09.599
So so this is bird, a bird, a big bird

650
00:56:09.599 --> 00:56:12.559
of prey. I don't know how big the bird is

651
00:56:12.639 --> 00:56:19.840
because it's high up. But the wingspan is large, very elegant,

652
00:56:20.119 --> 00:56:28.360
beautiful thing. It's brown, like red brown, and I just well,

653
00:56:28.480 --> 00:56:31.440
I discovered them last year. I didn't discover them. I mean,

654
00:56:32.000 --> 00:56:34.239
they existed before I saw them with my own eyes,

655
00:56:35.280 --> 00:56:37.360
but I didn't see them till last year. And I

656
00:56:37.480 --> 00:56:40.039
saw it, and I say them, because there's two of them.

657
00:56:42.239 --> 00:56:44.000
There was one, and I thought, and it go to

658
00:56:44.039 --> 00:56:46.280
the right of me and go over the trees, to

659
00:56:46.320 --> 00:56:48.199
the right of me. Then I see it again to

660
00:56:48.239 --> 00:56:51.280
the left of me, coming over the trees, and like, wow,

661
00:56:51.840 --> 00:56:54.639
what kind of magic is this? It turned out it's

662
00:56:54.639 --> 00:56:59.599
two different birds. But I think they're they're married. I

663
00:56:59.639 --> 00:57:06.119
think so. I'd watched them so nicely, just gliding for

664
00:57:06.239 --> 00:57:11.480
around and flying and all that stuff, especially on a

665
00:57:12.079 --> 00:57:18.639
blue sky days it's lovely. Well, today I saw them.

666
00:57:18.719 --> 00:57:20.840
I think I saw this day for the first time

667
00:57:22.559 --> 00:57:25.519
this year. I might have seen them before, but I

668
00:57:25.559 --> 00:57:31.360
don't recall it. This time. Was it was different. I

669
00:57:31.360 --> 00:57:35.440
saw one being chased by a blackbird. I don't know

670
00:57:35.440 --> 00:57:37.360
if it was a black bird it was. I don't

671
00:57:37.400 --> 00:57:39.679
think it was. A crow, might have been a crow,

672
00:57:39.880 --> 00:57:41.760
might be in a wren, I don't know. I don't

673
00:57:41.800 --> 00:57:44.840
know that I know the different birds, but from a

674
00:57:44.880 --> 00:57:49.559
distance I couldn't see. It was a lot smaller than

675
00:57:49.840 --> 00:57:55.000
the hawk or whatever bird of prey it was. This

676
00:57:55.159 --> 00:57:58.400
bird was screeching at it, and I was chasing it,

677
00:57:58.519 --> 00:58:01.480
trying to get to it. The bird of prey was

678
00:58:01.519 --> 00:58:04.639
like moving around. It was like the opposite to what

679
00:58:04.679 --> 00:58:09.519
you'd maybe expect to see in the sky. Then he

680
00:58:09.559 --> 00:58:13.199
stopped staring at you, being out. You had your little

681
00:58:13.280 --> 00:58:18.639
to your e e e e e e t you've

682
00:58:18.760 --> 00:58:24.000
had your food. I don't know what else I can do.

683
00:58:24.280 --> 00:58:26.320
I know you will probably want to just settle down,

684
00:58:26.360 --> 00:58:29.599
don't you never cuddle and watch Telly and stuff. But

685
00:58:30.199 --> 00:58:34.039
give me a little while. I'm busy. I'm actually busy.

686
00:58:35.440 --> 00:58:40.039
I'm talking about something very interesting. I'm telling an exciting

687
00:58:40.199 --> 00:58:48.440
story about a big bird being chased by a little bird. Yeah,

688
00:58:48.480 --> 00:58:50.880
And I was like, wow, never seen that before in

689
00:58:50.880 --> 00:58:57.880
my life. And the big bird flew off, and the

690
00:58:57.920 --> 00:59:00.280
little bird like because he couldn't catch it, And bird

691
00:59:00.360 --> 00:59:05.239
just flew back its own way. Then another bird like

692
00:59:05.360 --> 00:59:07.440
the partner that I think the husband or the wife

693
00:59:07.639 --> 00:59:10.800
of can't tell from this distance, you know, can't see

694
00:59:10.840 --> 00:59:14.559
the the distinguishing marks. If you know what I mean,

695
00:59:16.079 --> 00:59:20.400
flew again towards the little bird, and a little bird

696
00:59:20.480 --> 00:59:26.320
turned and started chasing the other bird and it ran away.

697
00:59:26.880 --> 00:59:30.199
That was just weird. I don't know what the argument

698
00:59:30.280 --> 00:59:34.320
was over it was, but this little bird, and I thought,

699
00:59:34.400 --> 00:59:43.840
you know what, that's that's a gutsy bird. Considering I

700
00:59:43.920 --> 00:59:47.199
suppose in flight it has a I suppose on the

701
00:59:47.239 --> 00:59:49.519
ground it wouldn't probably have much chance because they have

702
00:59:49.519 --> 00:59:53.199
a bird is probably three times bigger than it. But

703
00:59:53.320 --> 00:59:58.199
in the sky, I suppose every bird's got a chance.

704
00:59:58.239 --> 01:00:02.519
I mean seagulls. I would say seagulls windspan is probably

705
01:00:02.519 --> 01:00:07.159
bigger than these birds. But some seagulls are huge and

706
01:00:07.239 --> 01:00:12.920
they absolute monsters. So yeah, it was weird just seeing

707
01:00:12.920 --> 01:00:16.000
a little bird chasing a big bird and then chasing

708
01:00:16.039 --> 01:00:20.440
the other big bird. And I don't know what it

709
01:00:20.480 --> 01:00:26.440
was about. And you can't ask them, can't you know,

710
01:00:27.199 --> 01:00:30.119
can't knock on his trees? The excuse me me? I

711
01:00:30.280 --> 01:00:32.159
just noticed earlier you was having a bit of a row,

712
01:00:32.599 --> 01:00:34.920
a bit of an argument. I just wondering what started it?

713
01:00:36.519 --> 01:00:41.079
You fancy a chat? You okay, you know, it's just weird,

714
01:00:42.519 --> 01:00:49.039
but it was fascinating to watch. But I still love

715
01:00:49.079 --> 01:00:54.039
the big birds. They're just there's something about them. It's

716
01:00:54.400 --> 01:01:02.000
relaxing to watch them just gliding through the sky. But

717
01:01:02.159 --> 01:01:09.559
as I find it relaxing, Yeah, it's nice. Well that's

718
01:01:09.599 --> 01:01:13.920
what happened today. That was just that was pretty much

719
01:01:13.920 --> 01:01:18.960
the highlight of the day. Why am I telling you that?

720
01:01:19.039 --> 01:01:22.199
I probably because I would have written that down or

721
01:01:22.760 --> 01:01:25.920
kept a log of that. So I'm just having to

722
01:01:25.920 --> 01:01:30.760
look see what other messages I've got. So these are

723
01:01:30.840 --> 01:01:43.320
just me replying, okay, all right, just seeing something I

724
01:01:43.320 --> 01:01:49.559
said to someone that's quite funny. Then he started barking again.

725
01:01:49.840 --> 01:01:52.000
I've not got much of this stuff, however, I am

726
01:01:52.039 --> 01:01:57.960
trying to get this out, and yeah, I'm not. I

727
01:01:58.000 --> 01:02:01.280
can't find. All I've got is reply eyes that I've

728
01:02:01.320 --> 01:02:13.519
sent to people, but I've not got the original messages. Oh,

729
01:02:14.119 --> 01:02:19.000
new contact formenttry okay, so let's have a look at

730
01:02:19.000 --> 01:02:23.559
that new contact form. Have I read these out before?

731
01:02:25.039 --> 01:02:29.079
I've not written that. I'll blimey. Sometimes I test I

732
01:02:29.239 --> 01:02:33.079
test the If I do a new form on my website,

733
01:02:33.119 --> 01:02:36.400
I test it and I send myself a naughty message.

734
01:02:36.719 --> 01:02:45.920
I nearly read that one out, all right. This was

735
01:02:46.039 --> 01:02:57.079
from first of first of July last year. What motivates

736
01:02:57.119 --> 01:02:59.760
you to do this sleep podcasts? How do you get

737
01:02:59.840 --> 01:03:01.800
back sleep if you wake up at middle of the night.

738
01:03:05.440 --> 01:03:11.480
I urinate that generally sometimes you know I shouldn't well.

739
01:03:11.480 --> 01:03:15.400
I don't think this is unnatural or anything, but I'm

740
01:03:15.400 --> 01:03:18.639
not going to talk about, you know, doing anything weird

741
01:03:18.679 --> 01:03:24.280
out the window. I sometimes I from when I'm asleep,

742
01:03:24.320 --> 01:03:27.639
I'm thinking about needing a wei, and in my dreams,

743
01:03:27.679 --> 01:03:29.719
I'm looking for somewhere to go for a wei. Then

744
01:03:29.760 --> 01:03:35.360
I wake up and I need it. No, I don't

745
01:03:35.360 --> 01:03:36.960
want it. There's nothing weird i'd need it, and I

746
01:03:37.119 --> 01:03:38.960
realized I need to get up and go for a webi.

747
01:03:39.880 --> 01:03:42.719
But then sometimes I'm there and Vinny's cuddled up to me,

748
01:03:43.119 --> 01:03:45.159
and I know that if I move, he'll move away

749
01:03:45.159 --> 01:03:47.519
and I'll wake him up. I don't want to disturb

750
01:03:48.760 --> 01:03:51.920
because I just like it, because he doesn't cuddle up

751
01:03:51.960 --> 01:03:58.159
to me when I'm awake. So some of these are

752
01:03:58.280 --> 01:04:02.480
questions for the Q and a Fryday. This is from ing.

753
01:04:02.920 --> 01:04:05.440
Thank you so much for efforts of a podcast. It's

754
01:04:05.440 --> 01:04:07.559
so effective that I can listen for a maximum of

755
01:04:07.599 --> 01:04:11.719
fifteen minutes. Last night, you once again saved me from

756
01:04:11.800 --> 01:04:14.679
lying awake half the night. I love hearing about Vinnie.

757
01:04:15.400 --> 01:04:18.519
I have a dog myself. This was from fifth of

758
01:04:18.719 --> 01:04:27.039
December last year. Thanks ing. I'm writing from Germany, from

759
01:04:27.119 --> 01:04:32.559
the borders triangles with the Netherlands and Belgium. I've been.

760
01:04:32.679 --> 01:04:35.639
I've never been to Germany, but I have been to

761
01:04:35.760 --> 01:04:45.159
Netherlands and Belgium. I went to Amsterdam and I that

762
01:04:45.320 --> 01:04:49.039
was two thousand and two. I think that was like

763
01:04:49.159 --> 01:04:56.079
November time. And I've been to Belgium I think three

764
01:04:56.280 --> 01:05:01.559
four times. All right, so some of these things, these

765
01:05:01.559 --> 01:05:07.679
are questions I had for Yeah, this's recently, so I

766
01:05:07.679 --> 01:05:17.119
probably read this out. This is uh okay, right, this

767
01:05:17.280 --> 01:05:22.199
is just a someone. It's like trying to sell something

768
01:05:22.239 --> 01:05:28.280
to me. This is some Carolina Carolina. Thank you. Your

769
01:05:28.320 --> 01:05:31.199
sleep podcasts helped me immensely. I'm going through a really

770
01:05:31.199 --> 01:05:33.800
difficult time at the moment. Could you recommend a recording

771
01:05:33.840 --> 01:05:36.599
to help me with low mood, lack of self esteem

772
01:05:36.639 --> 01:05:39.440
and helplessness. I don't speak to anyone for weeks and end,

773
01:05:40.119 --> 01:05:43.400
just no idea. How much comfort you bring, you bring

774
01:05:44.800 --> 01:05:50.480
and your company. Thank you? Did I do a recording

775
01:05:50.719 --> 01:05:59.800
for you? I did? BlimE me I actually did a

776
01:05:59.840 --> 01:06:03.760
real recording. Hi Carolina or Carolina, I'm still not sure

777
01:06:03.800 --> 01:06:06.719
which way to spell it. To say it rather thanks

778
01:06:06.760 --> 01:06:09.000
to your message, I'm glad my recordings are useful. I've

779
01:06:09.039 --> 01:06:12.679
made a recording based on your request. So I did

780
01:06:12.679 --> 01:06:17.719
a recording card and it's requested for Carolina, Hypnosis for

781
01:06:17.800 --> 01:06:21.559
low mood, self esteem and Helplessness. Third of February twenty

782
01:06:21.639 --> 01:06:25.920
twenty five. I wonder I've still got it. I wonder

783
01:06:25.960 --> 01:06:32.400
if it's on my podcast of requested I've got a

784
01:06:32.440 --> 01:06:41.239
podcast of requests, Requests, requests, whereas it requested recordings. Okay,

785
01:06:41.320 --> 01:06:45.599
let's go back pressed the wrong I touched the wrong button.

786
01:06:47.440 --> 01:06:50.719
I'm trying to find the right place. Okay, so this

787
01:06:50.840 --> 01:06:58.199
is really I don't seem to have it. Oh yes,

788
01:06:58.239 --> 01:07:03.800
I do, request with third February twenty twenty five, requested

789
01:07:04.559 --> 01:07:08.400
for Carolina. It's fifty two minutes thirty four seconds long.

790
01:07:09.480 --> 01:07:14.440
Oh cool? Have I got that podcast on my website? Though?

791
01:07:14.639 --> 01:07:18.480
That's the question that probably no one's asking, But I'm

792
01:07:18.480 --> 01:07:24.159
gonna ask it because I don't know reviews podcasts of Nope.

793
01:07:24.719 --> 01:07:29.039
So if I go to my podcast, I'm going to

794
01:07:29.119 --> 01:07:35.559
make that change right now, because I've done quite a

795
01:07:35.559 --> 01:07:39.920
few requests on that podcast. There are there are, there are,

796
01:07:39.960 --> 01:07:51.960
there are twenty seven episodes. Okay, so twenty seven, twenty six,

797
01:07:52.119 --> 01:07:57.719
twenty five is twenty five different requests that I've got.

798
01:07:57.920 --> 01:08:00.239
There's probably a few more that I need to add

799
01:08:00.000 --> 01:08:07.400
as well, So twenty five twenty five different requests over

800
01:08:07.440 --> 01:08:10.400
the years. So what I need to do is add

801
01:08:10.440 --> 01:08:14.320
that to my website and put it in the menu.

802
01:08:15.679 --> 01:08:18.640
So where is it? Where is it? Where is it?

803
01:08:18.720 --> 01:08:21.600
Where is it? Do do do? Do? Do? Do? Do? Do?

804
01:08:22.680 --> 01:08:25.520
Is hiding? That's because I haven't gotten I'm gone down.

805
01:08:26.439 --> 01:08:28.359
Need to go down. That's it, to the bottom of

806
01:08:28.439 --> 01:08:32.560
the thing. I wonder if I've got it in the

807
01:08:32.840 --> 01:08:42.840
pages section requests requests, requests, request requests, requested recordings. In fact,

808
01:08:42.960 --> 01:08:46.039
maybe I've got it in my podcasts. I might have

809
01:08:46.680 --> 01:08:55.479
possible in the lists requests requests, requests requests. No, So

810
01:08:55.560 --> 01:08:58.239
what I need to do is add that in there.

811
01:08:59.399 --> 01:09:08.960
So podcast settings, iss settings, copy and then post that

812
01:09:09.119 --> 01:09:16.039
add a podcast, post it in import podcast that should

813
01:09:16.199 --> 01:09:23.079
now be added in a next few seconds. Requested a

814
01:09:23.159 --> 01:09:24.560
bit at the bottom on it. So I need to

815
01:09:24.600 --> 01:09:30.000
go down again, Go down? Requested recordings. Now what I

816
01:09:30.039 --> 01:09:34.760
need to do is if I'll just copy that, go

817
01:09:34.840 --> 01:09:46.000
to pages, create a page, new page requested recordings, and

818
01:09:46.039 --> 01:09:53.520
then add okay, wait a second. Well I just had

819
01:09:53.520 --> 01:09:58.840
another interruption, this time from a neighbor phoning me want

820
01:09:58.920 --> 01:10:00.960
me to have a look at his So I went in,

821
01:10:01.560 --> 01:10:04.680
went in and look in his kitchen. It's really nice.

822
01:10:05.680 --> 01:10:07.800
They've done a lot of stuff, and all the cabinets

823
01:10:07.800 --> 01:10:16.960
are in, all the tilings on the walls. I think

824
01:10:17.000 --> 01:10:20.359
he needs all it needs to be done now, you know,

825
01:10:20.560 --> 01:10:24.199
the kitchen sinks all connected. I think all needs now

826
01:10:24.520 --> 01:10:30.279
is the flooring and the decorating. So I guess that

827
01:10:30.399 --> 01:10:33.119
the wall is going to be painted and then I

828
01:10:33.159 --> 01:10:39.560
have a new floor and that'll be it. So it

829
01:10:39.640 --> 01:10:41.479
might make it might be another two weeks though it's

830
01:10:41.479 --> 01:10:44.600
all completed. I can't no idea what I was talking

831
01:10:44.640 --> 01:10:54.159
about just then? What was that? What was I talking about? Podcasts? Podcasts?

832
01:10:56.000 --> 01:11:08.800
Podcast So I need to Oh, man, I genuinely don't know.

833
01:11:11.479 --> 01:11:14.880
I've forgotten how I do it. It's been so long

834
01:11:14.960 --> 01:11:20.840
since I did this, which is weird because it shouldn't

835
01:11:20.880 --> 01:11:24.119
really be that difficult. But it's been a few weeks

836
01:11:24.159 --> 01:11:28.279
since I did anything on here as far as like

837
01:11:28.399 --> 01:11:41.720
making it and this kind of page podcasts episodes, Maybe

838
01:11:41.840 --> 01:11:43.840
that's what it is. It's episodes. So if I get

839
01:11:43.920 --> 01:11:51.479
rid of that, add episodes, episodes, episodes, episodes, episodes episodes.

840
01:11:52.079 --> 01:11:57.640
So I click on that, which should allow me to

841
01:11:58.000 --> 01:12:05.800
be specific about what type of episodes I'm going to

842
01:12:05.880 --> 01:12:15.359
have in here. Let's have a look, does it or not? Oh?

843
01:12:15.439 --> 01:12:22.239
I know what I need to do. I know requested recordings,

844
01:12:23.760 --> 01:12:32.159
so episode sought by description. I remember now your podcast

845
01:12:32.239 --> 01:12:42.319
filter requested recordings. See if that works. Requested recordings, yes,

846
01:12:43.760 --> 01:12:50.000
I did it so requested recordings. No, that didn't work

847
01:12:51.000 --> 01:12:53.720
at all. So what I need to do is just

848
01:12:53.840 --> 01:13:00.119
update it. Go back to the pages, go back to

849
01:13:00.640 --> 01:13:05.359
go back to the podcast rather and find out what

850
01:13:05.520 --> 01:13:12.960
the what the thing is for that? Nope, go back.

851
01:13:14.399 --> 01:13:17.359
It would be more well, it might be more interesting

852
01:13:17.399 --> 01:13:23.239
if you could actually see, so edit podcast it is

853
01:13:23.319 --> 01:13:27.159
request requested recordings, but there was it's the slug they

854
01:13:27.199 --> 01:13:30.439
call it, but there's a dash in between. So if

855
01:13:30.479 --> 01:13:37.319
I go back to pages, edit requested recordings, click on that,

856
01:13:38.880 --> 01:13:44.239
go down and does it say slug? Does it say slug?

857
01:13:45.319 --> 01:13:56.840
Requested episode filter, episode category filter right. I think it's

858
01:13:56.920 --> 01:14:07.840
that that's should be. It is done it and yes,

859
01:14:08.159 --> 01:14:12.239
all the requested ones. So all of those recordings are

860
01:14:12.279 --> 01:14:16.880
now on that page, which is I would say, pretty

861
01:14:16.920 --> 01:14:21.199
pretty groovy. That's what I need to do. Now. Now

862
01:14:21.239 --> 01:14:29.319
that I've saved that, I'll go back to adding customize

863
01:14:30.560 --> 01:14:37.159
headings and navigation links. Add a new navigation add item

864
01:14:37.199 --> 01:14:46.039
requested recordings, Save and it's there. It's done, dunder Dondon Dundon.

865
01:14:50.199 --> 01:14:54.039
So go to Jasonnewland dot com requested recordings in the

866
01:14:54.079 --> 01:15:01.079
menu and pretty much all the requests recordings are on there.

867
01:15:04.319 --> 01:15:08.760
Uh uh, that's weird. But they're coming up very very

868
01:15:09.199 --> 01:15:12.159
Why did they come up like that? It's coming up,

869
01:15:12.199 --> 01:15:17.840
but it's almost the writings are very tiny. It might

870
01:15:17.920 --> 01:15:22.039
just be a a blip. Why is it doing that?

871
01:15:23.159 --> 01:15:28.039
I wasn't doing it before? Was not doing it before?

872
01:15:28.640 --> 01:15:39.319
Save all to go back requested recordings Edit. Yeah, that's

873
01:15:39.479 --> 01:15:43.359
very strange. I don't know what it's doing next. It's

874
01:15:43.359 --> 01:15:48.600
not doing it on my one. Let's go back. No,

875
01:15:49.439 --> 01:15:53.039
what is it doing that? There's no reason for that.

876
01:15:55.000 --> 01:15:59.760
It's working perfectly well on Let's see what's what's it

877
01:16:00.239 --> 01:16:06.159
on the phone. Let's go just on new land dot

878
01:16:06.199 --> 01:16:15.439
com menu requested recordings. Yeah, it's normal writing on there,

879
01:16:17.199 --> 01:16:22.600
that's really strange. But on my website on the laptop

880
01:16:22.680 --> 01:16:28.520
it's coming up is almost like I don't get it.

881
01:16:29.600 --> 01:16:32.920
I don't get it. Oh well, it might just be

882
01:16:33.039 --> 01:16:40.840
the the browser. That's very strange. So let's say how

883
01:16:40.840 --> 01:16:56.399
many Uh, all right, So that was Carolina Leah Okay,

884
01:16:56.600 --> 01:17:04.640
Kenneth Gnome. So I've got a message. This is the

885
01:17:04.800 --> 01:17:09.159
first of April twenty twenty five. Hello. You've been helping

886
01:17:09.199 --> 01:17:12.800
me relax during my struggles with staying asleep and I

887
01:17:12.880 --> 01:17:16.640
really really appreciate it. Heard the pushing out of the

888
01:17:16.680 --> 01:17:20.800
negative thinking sequence last night and it's so helpful. Couldos

889
01:17:20.920 --> 01:17:29.720
to you the long form we've the long form we

890
01:17:29.960 --> 01:17:33.119
adds only in the beginning makes such a difference. Yeah.

891
01:17:33.199 --> 01:17:36.199
So if there are ever any ads, even on YouTube,

892
01:17:36.319 --> 01:17:40.399
only the beginning, and your voice isn't forced in sound

893
01:17:40.439 --> 01:17:46.399
and relaxing like so many others. Seems like the only

894
01:17:46.520 --> 01:17:52.960
one out there like this. I like everything i'd heard

895
01:17:54.319 --> 01:17:59.600
except the message. Okay, there's one that she didn't like it.

896
01:18:00.720 --> 01:18:06.600
That's the thing. It's always something. It's quite hard. It's

897
01:18:06.720 --> 01:18:09.199
like a vague because I did a massage one. I

898
01:18:09.199 --> 01:18:14.520
don't even remember doing that, but that wasn't for everyone,

899
01:18:14.560 --> 01:18:21.760
and it's yeah, I try. I suppose that's why. That's

900
01:18:21.840 --> 01:18:25.520
part of the reason why I do so many different types

901
01:18:25.560 --> 01:18:31.600
of recordings. That was Vinny flapping his ears. I don't

902
01:18:31.600 --> 01:18:34.319
know why he had to make so much noise, consideringly

903
01:18:34.439 --> 01:18:36.079
so small. That was a lot of noise for a

904
01:18:36.079 --> 01:18:40.840
little dog. I got another one from Mary. Hello, Jason,

905
01:18:40.840 --> 01:18:43.159
I want to say thank you for your podcasts. I

906
01:18:43.239 --> 01:18:46.920
love to listen to them. You've been great lately, not

907
01:18:47.000 --> 01:18:49.399
that you weren't the great the whole time. Thank you

908
01:18:49.439 --> 01:18:55.600
so much. That's from seventh of April. So I just

909
01:18:55.760 --> 01:19:01.600
wonder where the where some of the other stuff is.

910
01:19:08.720 --> 01:19:12.800
So I'm looking through it, but I can't seem to

911
01:19:12.920 --> 01:19:23.199
find anything in the old Oh okay, here we go. Nope,

912
01:19:23.319 --> 01:19:32.000
that's not it, So I'll get rid of that. Nope,

913
01:19:33.560 --> 01:19:43.000
Moon Pigs, Service School, Francis. Yeah, I can't find I

914
01:19:43.039 --> 01:19:46.319
wonder where they all went. There was a there was

915
01:19:46.399 --> 01:19:52.159
a time, there was a time where I actually went

916
01:19:52.199 --> 01:19:56.560
through all the different emails. This is this is probably

917
01:19:59.399 --> 01:20:04.600
fourteen years ago, maybe fifteen years ago, maybe about twenty twelve. Time,

918
01:20:05.279 --> 01:20:10.840
and I went through all of the messages, all of

919
01:20:10.880 --> 01:20:18.399
the I wonder if I go onto my hard drive

920
01:20:18.520 --> 01:20:21.039
where I saved the hypnos and stuff, have I got

921
01:20:21.079 --> 01:20:30.680
anything like messages? What's the right word? True? No, tributes,

922
01:20:30.720 --> 01:20:47.680
that's not the right word. Is it customer messages? Nope?

923
01:20:48.760 --> 01:20:53.399
Let's just have a look YouTube. This is all the

924
01:20:53.399 --> 01:20:59.560
folders on my hard drive. Okay, back up nineteenth of

925
01:20:59.600 --> 01:21:03.640
April twenty twenty five. Then you've got thirteenth of February

926
01:21:03.720 --> 01:21:07.680
twenty twenty five. So these are just things that I

927
01:21:11.239 --> 01:21:13.760
Every time the computer gets a bit full, I try

928
01:21:13.800 --> 01:21:16.199
and back the stuff up. But I'm actually running out

929
01:21:16.199 --> 01:21:20.760
of space on there, so I'm gonna have to get

930
01:21:20.760 --> 01:21:25.560
another hard drive. It's it's amazing how much space all

931
01:21:25.600 --> 01:21:31.680
this stuff takes. YouTube vis YouTube images? Why is it free?

932
01:21:32.000 --> 01:21:37.640
That was my book? Shall we see? Is there anything

933
01:21:37.680 --> 01:21:47.439
on there? Why is it free? Introduction and acknowledgment? Okay,

934
01:21:48.960 --> 01:21:56.199
opening notepad? What did I write down? Well? Whatever it's in,

935
01:21:56.479 --> 01:22:03.079
it's in Chinese. I don't know why, probably because I

936
01:22:03.079 --> 01:22:07.640
don't know. It's weird. Why is it free? Why is it?

937
01:22:09.039 --> 01:22:13.680
Why is it done? There? Oh? I've got so we've

938
01:22:13.680 --> 01:22:21.199
got transcription doc and that's not coming up ever. Oh well,

939
01:22:23.039 --> 01:22:32.920
videos to be edited. Turboscribe PDFs trick La teumonia transcripts transcribed,

940
01:22:33.159 --> 01:22:40.199
transcribed to upload to Instagram, text doc what's in there?

941
01:22:41.520 --> 01:22:54.359
Text doc? Mum, what's that? I've got something, says Mumba.

942
01:22:54.399 --> 01:22:59.000
It's empty. Will you stop me? Arg's got some information

943
01:23:00.560 --> 01:23:10.319
that I was searching in the the records. So oh

944
01:23:10.399 --> 01:23:23.640
that's interesting. Yeah, I mean it's hard because I've got Yes,

945
01:23:23.800 --> 01:23:27.399
some of it doesn't make sense because I was trying

946
01:23:27.399 --> 01:23:30.319
to find so all I know is Tunbridge, Wells, Kent,

947
01:23:34.560 --> 01:23:46.479
born nineteen It wasn't nineteen sixteen, was it. But also

948
01:23:46.520 --> 01:23:49.640
I wasn't nineteen eighty five, so it wasn't that that

949
01:23:49.680 --> 01:23:56.039
person unless someone named after her, maybe a daughter, which

950
01:23:56.039 --> 01:24:04.720
would be my sister French sesca marriage nineteen sixty five,

951
01:24:04.800 --> 01:24:08.039
which is that's absolutely correct because I checked that that's

952
01:24:08.039 --> 01:24:18.800
when she married my dad. And then there's another one. Yes,

953
01:24:18.880 --> 01:24:21.640
it's not very good. I'm thinking. Here's what I'm thinking,

954
01:24:22.600 --> 01:24:28.680
our birth nineteen forty six, but my dad was born

955
01:24:28.720 --> 01:24:32.920
in I mean, it's possible she was born in nineteen

956
01:24:33.000 --> 01:24:42.039
forty six. But then it says Surrey Southeastern Surrey. But

957
01:24:42.680 --> 01:24:47.520
so it means she's the same age as my dad.

958
01:24:48.079 --> 01:24:52.159
That was Yeah, I'm not really sure. I don't know

959
01:24:52.159 --> 01:24:56.479
why I've said that information. So if you're out there

960
01:24:56.479 --> 01:25:02.039
and you might be my sister, say hello, requests notepad.

961
01:25:02.640 --> 01:25:11.239
It's going to come up and not good. Oh okay,

962
01:25:11.760 --> 01:25:17.079
it's all come up. Please make a paperwork organization. Video

963
01:25:17.600 --> 01:25:28.479
papers are everywhere. This was all right, okay, sir, I've

964
01:25:28.520 --> 01:25:32.800
listened to you. Wow, so this is some stuff that

965
01:25:32.840 --> 01:25:38.199
I've saved. Oh is it say? I don't know where

966
01:25:38.199 --> 01:25:42.760
this was from, sir. I have listened to your hypnosis

967
01:25:42.760 --> 01:25:46.359
sessions on self esteem. I found it very useful. I

968
01:25:46.479 --> 01:25:50.520
enjoyed the hypnosis session. I have learned self hypnosis from

969
01:25:50.560 --> 01:25:56.199
a hypnotist. I've taken past life hypnosis sessions too. I

970
01:25:56.239 --> 01:26:01.399
have a strange okay, so I'm not going to read

971
01:26:01.399 --> 01:26:03.000
the rest of that out, but it's just talking about

972
01:26:03.520 --> 01:26:11.000
an issue. Then there's another one from Taz. I think,

973
01:26:12.079 --> 01:26:14.159
Hi Jason. First of all, I just want to say

974
01:26:14.159 --> 01:26:17.079
thank you so much for your videos. They really do

975
01:26:17.159 --> 01:26:22.000
help me relax. Does it have a date for this?

976
01:26:24.319 --> 01:26:28.159
No date, I have no idea when this was put on.

977
01:26:28.239 --> 01:26:33.359
Here and help me through all the stuff. I really

978
01:26:33.359 --> 01:26:37.399
do appreciate your time and generosity in helping so many

979
01:26:37.479 --> 01:26:45.399
of us out. I have a request and okay, right,

980
01:26:45.520 --> 01:26:54.439
so I won't read all that out. So another one. Right,

981
01:26:54.560 --> 01:26:57.079
I'm going to see when this was from this when

982
01:26:57.119 --> 01:27:03.119
I made this folder, so look should have some information,

983
01:27:08.840 --> 01:27:13.319
like let's say, look, what is it open properties properties

984
01:27:14.960 --> 01:27:25.000
created sixteenth November twenty fourteen, so eleven years ago, well

985
01:27:25.560 --> 01:27:31.479
not quite eleven years ago, but yeah, sixteenth November twenty fourteen,

986
01:27:31.840 --> 01:27:37.760
So that's when I made that folder. Blimey, library pass?

987
01:27:38.000 --> 01:27:46.239
What's that library pass? What kind of library pass? So

988
01:27:46.239 --> 01:27:50.079
I've got these things said, but it's just a lot

989
01:27:50.119 --> 01:27:54.720
of stuff that doesn't make sense to me, and I

990
01:27:54.840 --> 01:28:04.479
don't Oh, this is interesting letter to how I live

991
01:28:04.520 --> 01:28:11.000
in a basement room. Wow, I'll read this out to you.

992
01:28:11.600 --> 01:28:13.800
This is what I said them to the House and department.

993
01:28:19.560 --> 01:28:23.159
Living in my present accommodation is causing me distress. I

994
01:28:23.239 --> 01:28:27.239
buy a polar effective disorder on medication. Also have a

995
01:28:27.239 --> 01:28:30.039
care worker for two hours a week and a social worker.

996
01:28:30.880 --> 01:28:33.039
I live in a basement room which has a kitchen.

997
01:28:33.319 --> 01:28:35.840
I share a bathroom which has a shower with two

998
01:28:35.840 --> 01:28:39.760
other residents. My mail is posted into the upstairs premises,

999
01:28:39.800 --> 01:28:41.720
which means I have to leave my home to collect

1000
01:28:41.760 --> 01:28:50.560
my post. In my lower moods, I can't leave my

1001
01:28:50.640 --> 01:28:52.520
room to get to the shared bathroom, and blah blah,

1002
01:28:52.560 --> 01:28:56.560
blah blah the extreme sometimes I don't know whatever. So

1003
01:28:56.680 --> 01:29:02.800
I'm not going to read all this stuff out. H Okay,

1004
01:29:02.920 --> 01:29:04.720
I'm not going to read it out because it's pretty

1005
01:29:05.720 --> 01:29:28.359
pretty personal. Oh wow, Okay, right, I'm not reading it out.

1006
01:29:28.359 --> 01:29:32.119
But that's quite powerful stuff. Actually, let's have a look

1007
01:29:32.119 --> 01:29:38.399
at the when that was made properties fourteenth of November

1008
01:29:38.439 --> 01:29:44.720
two thy fourteen. So bearing in mind I got flat

1009
01:29:44.840 --> 01:29:50.279
by April twenty fifteen, because we're literally coming up to

1010
01:29:51.199 --> 01:29:59.319
the ten year anniversary of me living here. Wow, I've

1011
01:29:59.319 --> 01:30:05.960
got another one called podcast ten podcast ideas, So properties

1012
01:30:05.960 --> 01:30:11.199
for this one. When was this one? Oh okay, this

1013
01:30:11.560 --> 01:30:15.640
was six of June twenty twenty three, so it's not

1014
01:30:15.720 --> 01:30:21.840
that old. Oh okay, this is podcast episodes or podcast ideas.

1015
01:30:22.600 --> 01:30:26.359
So I've these ones that I've just been going through

1016
01:30:26.840 --> 01:30:34.279
making up, you know. Ah, right, So I come out

1017
01:30:34.279 --> 01:30:37.520
of that was that was a blast from the past,

1018
01:30:37.720 --> 01:30:42.239
as it were, SRT file. What's an SRT file. I've

1019
01:30:42.279 --> 01:30:48.720
got no idea sleeping Sleepy boy objects with music, sleepy

1020
01:30:48.800 --> 01:30:53.000
Hypnosis done. MP threeze saved, let Me Boy to Sleep

1021
01:30:53.039 --> 01:30:57.720
with music requests Oh do do do do? Do doo do do?

1022
01:30:58.800 --> 01:31:02.119
So I've actually got a fold with requests all the

1023
01:31:02.159 --> 01:31:04.279
well not all of them, but some are a lot

1024
01:31:04.279 --> 01:31:09.520
of the requested audios. Then you've got relaxed sleep hypnosis

1025
01:31:09.600 --> 01:31:15.920
daily videos reduced size. MP three's random stuff. What's in

1026
01:31:15.960 --> 01:31:22.760
a random stuff file? I've got no idea what this

1027
01:31:22.800 --> 01:31:29.600
stuff is, Robin Gray, will you Nope, I don't know.

1028
01:31:30.560 --> 01:31:36.079
Random MP threes. So these are let me boy you

1029
01:31:36.159 --> 01:31:40.920
to sleep, loads of different things. So I'll come out

1030
01:31:40.920 --> 01:31:50.920
of there. Podcast's main pay podcast main image. Wow, there's

1031
01:31:50.920 --> 01:31:54.319
a lot of images there. Some of them are a

1032
01:31:54.319 --> 01:31:58.800
lot more Yeah, I need to change my image. It's

1033
01:31:58.800 --> 01:32:01.680
some of a lot more color or more standout is

1034
01:32:01.800 --> 01:32:10.520
than the ones I've currently got. Podcast images. Well, there's

1035
01:32:10.560 --> 01:32:12.239
a lot, you're saying, Wow, I don't know, like a

1036
01:32:12.239 --> 01:32:16.560
little kid opening presence at Christmas for the first time.

1037
01:32:18.079 --> 01:32:23.039
Seven hundred and twenty two podcast images. It's quite a lot.

1038
01:32:25.720 --> 01:32:27.680
When was that made? When did I make that? File?

1039
01:32:31.199 --> 01:32:35.479
Twenty ninth of June twenty twenty three. So then I've

1040
01:32:35.479 --> 01:32:42.079
got pictures. How many pictures are in there? Properties six

1041
01:32:42.159 --> 01:32:47.439
hundred and thirteen images, And that's just because so many

1042
01:32:47.439 --> 01:32:51.600
images are things that I've put together to make other images.

1043
01:32:51.840 --> 01:32:55.079
That makes sense. I've also got a camera roll, but

1044
01:32:55.159 --> 01:32:58.439
that's only got one video of me doing a recording

1045
01:33:01.119 --> 01:33:06.560
another videos anything there notes empty, so I can delete that.

1046
01:33:10.239 --> 01:33:12.800
Got a lot of Beatles album covers there for some reason.

1047
01:33:13.680 --> 01:33:22.399
Office eight XML Nope, nothing there. My songs folder is empty.

1048
01:33:23.840 --> 01:33:31.159
That's not a good sign. MP Threeze Milton ericson videos Luke.

1049
01:33:31.760 --> 01:33:39.039
What's in there? Our images of Luke always? Oh man,

1050
01:33:39.079 --> 01:33:47.039
it's a picture of him with Andre and Andre's buying

1051
01:33:47.119 --> 01:33:54.000
his tongue. Oh as a picture. So the picture of

1052
01:33:54.119 --> 01:34:01.560
Luke with Andre's head in his mouth, it looks like

1053
01:34:01.640 --> 01:34:06.000
his bity's not he's just playing. Andre loved him so much.

1054
01:34:07.479 --> 01:34:13.560
And then you've got a picture of Logan and Li

1055
01:34:13.760 --> 01:34:18.279
Vinnie together that might have been during a period when

1056
01:34:18.279 --> 01:34:21.880
I lived together. There's another one with Logi. Logi's on

1057
01:34:21.920 --> 01:34:26.000
the floor, probably asleep, and Vinnie's resting his head on

1058
01:34:27.600 --> 01:34:33.359
his neck. Oh. Then there's a picture of Luke and

1059
01:34:33.399 --> 01:34:39.199
logan together another one the same. Here's a picture of

1060
01:34:39.319 --> 01:34:44.720
Luke from Blimey. He's got his niece or his either

1061
01:34:44.720 --> 01:34:48.319
his niece or his nephew with him, and they're both

1062
01:34:48.560 --> 01:34:51.840
like pretty much nearly I think twenty five. I think

1063
01:34:51.840 --> 01:34:58.039
his niece is now, so he's well obviously really young. There.

1064
01:35:03.520 --> 01:35:05.800
And there's another one at the same kind of time

1065
01:35:06.560 --> 01:35:17.119
with his niece. Ah, okay, I don't normally look for

1066
01:35:17.159 --> 01:35:21.479
all this stuff. It's they just fold us with mainly

1067
01:35:21.600 --> 01:35:26.439
just you know, podcast stuff. Let me boil your pain away?

1068
01:35:26.640 --> 01:35:31.680
What's in there? All right? The first nine recordings got

1069
01:35:31.680 --> 01:35:36.039
more than that. Now. I haven't organized my stuff for ages.

1070
01:35:37.399 --> 01:35:40.479
Let me boil your pain or your let me bore you.

1071
01:35:40.800 --> 01:35:47.840
MP three's just one there, Kevin McLeod music images XX

1072
01:35:48.640 --> 01:35:53.119
not xx and as in xx, but just I've already

1073
01:35:53.159 --> 01:35:57.119
got an images folder, so I just did another added

1074
01:35:58.279 --> 01:36:02.119
what is this? Okay? So these are just more images

1075
01:36:02.199 --> 01:36:13.680
for the podcasts. There's quite a few. What PDFs? Okay?

1076
01:36:13.720 --> 01:36:18.800
So I've got some pdf books and stuff here, but

1077
01:36:18.880 --> 01:36:21.079
I don't will they open up? I don't know if

1078
01:36:21.079 --> 01:36:23.760
they're no, I don't know if they open up in here.

1079
01:36:24.800 --> 01:36:31.760
Oh they do groovy. So I've got some transcriptions. That's cool.

1080
01:36:35.000 --> 01:36:43.000
Whatever one is some look the Power to Influence. Yeah,

1081
01:36:43.000 --> 01:36:46.359
that's coming up. That's cool. I didn't realize that that's

1082
01:36:46.399 --> 01:36:49.760
coming up pretty good. Some of these are just photocopies

1083
01:36:49.760 --> 01:36:53.920
of books that I found online, so I've had come

1084
01:36:53.960 --> 01:37:02.199
out of there. I wonder how many excuse me, blimey,

1085
01:37:02.279 --> 01:37:10.960
how many images are there? Nine hundred and fifty six files? Blimey, blimey, blimey, blimey. Right,

1086
01:37:13.720 --> 01:37:19.279
iCloud backup, no video, so it's a stop smoking one

1087
01:37:19.319 --> 01:37:23.880
on that one. Then there's iCloud a number backup November

1088
01:37:24.560 --> 01:37:30.720
twoenty twenty three. There's quite a lot of stuff on there.

1089
01:37:31.359 --> 01:37:36.239
These are the let Me Boy, the sleep recordings. The

1090
01:37:36.319 --> 01:37:38.800
thing is when it's video or even if it's audio,

1091
01:37:39.640 --> 01:37:44.119
it's quite big. And that one's seven point nine to

1092
01:37:44.159 --> 01:37:57.000
eight gigabytes iCloud, another one iCloud photos. That's there's one.

1093
01:37:57.000 --> 01:38:01.119
There will be topless. Oh it's actually I did a

1094
01:38:01.159 --> 01:38:06.039
recording topless once. It wasn't completely topless, just you know,

1095
01:38:07.680 --> 01:38:12.279
partly it was in the summer. Yeah, there's a few.

1096
01:38:12.800 --> 01:38:18.960
Mostly it's pictures. Some pictures I've done together, two for

1097
01:38:19.880 --> 01:38:23.119
birthday cards. So I did a I did a picture

1098
01:38:23.239 --> 01:38:27.239
of it. I think it was my dad's. It was

1099
01:38:27.239 --> 01:38:31.079
my dad's birthday a couple of years ago. So there's

1100
01:38:31.119 --> 01:38:36.159
a picture of a really muscly man body. Then it's

1101
01:38:36.199 --> 01:38:40.560
it's my dad's head on there. So the muscly man's

1102
01:38:40.560 --> 01:38:44.800
holding a kid. My head's on the kid's head, so

1103
01:38:44.840 --> 01:38:48.199
it's a little toddler. My head's there looking up smiling,

1104
01:38:48.439 --> 01:38:54.119
my dad's smiling, and Vinnie's also in his arms as well,

1105
01:38:54.119 --> 01:38:57.880
poking out. So it's quite a cool picture. I would

1106
01:38:57.920 --> 01:39:01.000
show you a buck don't come. Can't post pictures of

1107
01:39:01.079 --> 01:39:04.520
family and stuff because they wouldn't like it. But I

1108
01:39:04.680 --> 01:39:07.840
was one of my better pictures. I think I did

1109
01:39:07.880 --> 01:39:13.000
one my brother didn't like, and I thought it was funny,

1110
01:39:13.039 --> 01:39:16.720
but he didn't find it funny, I don't think, and

1111
01:39:16.760 --> 01:39:20.960
I'm not sure if he's ever gonna he's ever gonna

1112
01:39:22.640 --> 01:39:26.479
forgive me. You know, it's a weird one. Basically it was.

1113
01:39:26.800 --> 01:39:28.800
I think it was for his birthday, and I think

1114
01:39:28.840 --> 01:39:32.840
it might have been last year or the year before.

1115
01:39:35.119 --> 01:39:38.119
And what I did is I must I should have

1116
01:39:38.159 --> 01:39:44.039
it on here somewhere. So many images of Vinnie and

1117
01:39:44.079 --> 01:39:53.479
little videos of Vinnie on it. Loads and loads Wow, blimey, blimey, blimey, blimey,

1118
01:39:54.399 --> 01:39:59.039
lots and lots and lots and lots. I'm talking lots.

1119
01:39:59.079 --> 01:40:01.319
I haven't got an image of my board patch. Why

1120
01:40:01.319 --> 01:40:05.119
would I even do that. I don't know. Loads of

1121
01:40:05.560 --> 01:40:10.560
little videos and images of Logi Vinny attacking my feet,

1122
01:40:11.079 --> 01:40:23.199
my shoes. God, there there's a lot there. There's him

1123
01:40:23.239 --> 01:40:28.159
on the bed, him in a tent. So basically I

1124
01:40:28.199 --> 01:40:31.560
can't find the picture that I did for my little brother.

1125
01:40:33.199 --> 01:40:37.840
But what it was was this I and the reason

1126
01:40:37.840 --> 01:40:39.600
I did it because I thought it would be funny.

1127
01:40:40.880 --> 01:40:47.039
It didn't quite get that reaction, so and it was.

1128
01:40:47.600 --> 01:40:51.720
It was basically in remembrance of what he used to do,

1129
01:40:52.000 --> 01:40:55.199
because he used to when he was a kid, when

1130
01:40:55.199 --> 01:41:00.560
he was little and he was potty training, he would

1131
01:41:00.600 --> 01:41:04.760
get excited when he'd gone potty and he had I

1132
01:41:04.800 --> 01:41:06.319
think it was a yellow one and he think he

1133
01:41:06.319 --> 01:41:08.239
had a blue one. I think he had two different partties,

1134
01:41:10.359 --> 01:41:13.520
definitely yellow one, and he'd bring it in to show us.

1135
01:41:13.800 --> 01:41:15.960
He'd be really excited, and that was a way of

1136
01:41:15.960 --> 01:41:19.640
getting into train to do it. Well. I remember more

1137
01:41:19.680 --> 01:41:22.079
than once he came in and put the party on

1138
01:41:22.119 --> 01:41:25.359
the table to show everyone while we were eating at dinner.

1139
01:41:26.920 --> 01:41:31.000
And it was funny. Yeah, a bit grim, but it

1140
01:41:31.079 --> 01:41:34.119
was funny. So what I did I did. I took

1141
01:41:34.119 --> 01:41:37.960
a picture that was of the family at the table.

1142
01:41:38.119 --> 01:41:40.680
I mean it wasn't from back then, but it was

1143
01:41:40.760 --> 01:41:43.359
like my dad and my name was at the table.

1144
01:41:43.439 --> 01:41:48.039
I think maybe I was at the table and I

1145
01:41:48.119 --> 01:41:50.560
put a picture. And I had a separate picture of

1146
01:41:50.640 --> 01:41:56.359
a little kid on a potty, and I put my

1147
01:41:56.760 --> 01:41:59.359
sitting on a potty that is, and I put a

1148
01:41:59.399 --> 01:42:03.199
picture of my little brother's head on the picture of

1149
01:42:03.199 --> 01:42:10.840
the kid, and and he was on the dinner table

1150
01:42:11.800 --> 01:42:14.840
sitting there. And I mean he might have had like

1151
01:42:14.880 --> 01:42:16.800
a nappy on, but it's still he was still sitting

1152
01:42:16.800 --> 01:42:21.760
on the party. I can't find it. I can't find it.

1153
01:42:22.239 --> 01:42:26.199
I wonder if it should be my moon Pig account.

1154
01:42:26.279 --> 01:42:30.880
If I come into moon Peg, moon Peg, where is

1155
01:42:30.920 --> 01:42:46.640
it moon Pig look? So count Oh, I have to

1156
01:42:46.720 --> 01:42:48.800
sign in or can do it for me? No, it's

1157
01:42:48.840 --> 01:42:56.439
gonna I can't be bothered. Yeah, I can't bother to signing. So, yeah,

1158
01:42:56.600 --> 01:43:00.479
I did that, and he didn't. I didn't expect him

1159
01:43:00.520 --> 01:43:04.479
to send me a long handred written letter thanking me,

1160
01:43:04.640 --> 01:43:13.199
but it didn't seem to be particularly impressed with it.

1161
01:43:14.520 --> 01:43:19.840
So yeah, I haven't really had much of a conversation

1162
01:43:19.920 --> 01:43:25.600
with him since that's unlike me to say the wrong

1163
01:43:25.720 --> 01:43:33.680
thing anyway. So I'm going to go back to the inbox,

1164
01:43:34.640 --> 01:43:47.760
change it back, change it by date. Okay, what our

1165
01:43:48.039 --> 01:43:52.439
newest on top? That's it good. I can't find any

1166
01:43:52.520 --> 01:43:55.000
more of those messages. They might be on the other

1167
01:43:55.079 --> 01:44:02.039
hard drive, like the older one, so I can't find

1168
01:44:04.319 --> 01:44:08.680
I can't find any more. I mean, there might be

1169
01:44:08.840 --> 01:44:13.720
some files on here, just randomly because I had a

1170
01:44:13.840 --> 01:44:18.600
note think it's like a notepage or notebook file from

1171
01:44:18.640 --> 01:44:21.920
an old computer. And it went on like for about

1172
01:44:23.119 --> 01:44:26.600
twenty pages with messages that people had sent me over

1173
01:44:26.600 --> 01:44:29.640
the years. This is back in about two thousand and

1174
01:44:29.680 --> 01:44:35.000
thirteen or twenty twelve. But somehow I managed to have

1175
01:44:35.159 --> 01:44:39.399
lost it. It might be somewhere. I might still have

1176
01:44:39.479 --> 01:44:46.920
it somewhere, but I don't seem to have it anywhere. No,

1177
01:44:48.680 --> 01:44:52.399
it's a shame. It'd be nice to just look at

1178
01:44:52.399 --> 01:44:57.479
it again, have a read of some of that stuff.

1179
01:45:01.279 --> 01:45:04.319
I mean, if if I didn't know all family pictures,

1180
01:45:04.479 --> 01:45:07.600
maybe it'll be on here the picture of my little brother.

1181
01:45:09.680 --> 01:45:18.640
Family pictures, Family Pictures. No, yeah, it's not. Oh, but

1182
01:45:18.760 --> 01:45:23.680
there is a picture I could see the picture that

1183
01:45:23.720 --> 01:45:33.119
I used for his picture. Yeah it was I don't know,

1184
01:45:33.439 --> 01:45:37.359
but I did it with the hope of making him laugh.

1185
01:45:38.479 --> 01:45:40.720
I thought would just be a nice little thing, but

1186
01:45:41.039 --> 01:45:46.399
it didn't seem to I don't know. He's got older.

1187
01:45:46.399 --> 01:45:48.640
He's a little bit more serious than perhaps he used

1188
01:45:48.640 --> 01:45:54.000
to be. But I'm not sure. Maybe before I was

1189
01:45:54.640 --> 01:46:00.159
being rude and I wasn't, I had been loving. It's

1190
01:46:00.199 --> 01:46:05.800
a difference. I still think it's funny, though, I tell

1191
01:46:05.840 --> 01:46:10.319
it's really weird. Right, there's a picture here, let's have

1192
01:46:10.359 --> 01:46:16.279
a look. Properties two thousand and seven, no. Twenty sixteen,

1193
01:46:17.880 --> 01:46:21.359
and it's my niece. It's basically in a high chair.

1194
01:46:22.600 --> 01:46:33.560
She's now about to leave school. I mean how it

1195
01:46:33.680 --> 01:46:37.479
just doesn't make sense, does not make sense at all.

1196
01:46:37.920 --> 01:46:45.640
Or did I say twenty thirteen, No, twenty sixteen. It

1197
01:46:45.720 --> 01:46:49.119
said it was created twenty sixteen, So I don't know.

1198
01:46:49.159 --> 01:46:53.159
If she's she wouldn't have been six in thatt I

1199
01:46:53.159 --> 01:47:02.279
think she's about sixteen now. Maybe it's I downloaded it

1200
01:47:02.319 --> 01:47:09.039
for Facebook on that day yeah, and that wasn't I

1201
01:47:09.039 --> 01:47:13.800
remember I had a video camera and it was Christmas

1202
01:47:13.880 --> 01:47:20.960
and it was like what two thousand and two thousand

1203
01:47:21.000 --> 01:47:26.800
and nine, probably maybe twoy ten, I'd say maybe twenty ten.

1204
01:47:27.479 --> 01:47:30.640
I had this video camera and I took it to

1205
01:47:30.760 --> 01:47:36.000
Christmas because I didn't have any They didn't have anything

1206
01:47:36.119 --> 01:47:38.560
keeping me at home. I was just living in rooms

1207
01:47:38.560 --> 01:47:42.880
and stuff, so I didn't have Andre, didn't have Vinnie,

1208
01:47:43.840 --> 01:47:50.399
didn't even a goldfish back then. And I filmed my

1209
01:47:50.560 --> 01:47:55.600
niece and she was having a complete I don't know

1210
01:47:55.640 --> 01:47:57.560
if it was a sugar rush or whatever, but she

1211
01:47:57.760 --> 01:48:02.520
was super excited and very very funny, and I feeled that,

1212
01:48:02.720 --> 01:48:08.760
but I didn't. I lost the footage. I don't even

1213
01:48:08.840 --> 01:48:12.640
I don't know how I lost the footage. It's a shame.

1214
01:48:13.600 --> 01:48:20.720
Oh I've got Facebook albums. I've got loads, loads and

1215
01:48:20.760 --> 01:48:30.640
loads and loads and loads. This is strange. Oh my goodness,

1216
01:48:32.199 --> 01:48:34.680
there's a video of me, and there's a picture of

1217
01:48:34.760 --> 01:48:49.359
me with people from the past. Wow, and my red

1218
01:48:49.399 --> 01:48:56.960
cardigan and I didn't have a gray beard. When was

1219
01:48:57.000 --> 01:49:03.880
that from? When was that from? It's a while, one

1220
01:49:03.960 --> 01:49:07.720
hundred percent, going back a while or so. But then

1221
01:49:08.479 --> 01:49:15.199
it's probably when did I download it from Facebook twenty

1222
01:49:15.239 --> 01:49:20.760
second of April twenty sixteen. That is that would make

1223
01:49:21.000 --> 01:49:26.319
that yeah, i'd be about rights when I took it.

1224
01:49:26.439 --> 01:49:39.840
Probably yeah, yeah, that that Yeah, that's just what it

1225
01:49:39.960 --> 01:49:42.800
might be. Is they took the picture and then I

1226
01:49:42.880 --> 01:50:00.000
just took it from there the Facebook page. Weird, weird, weird, weird.

1227
01:50:00.079 --> 01:50:17.319
Seeing this, I generally have not looked at these pictures

1228
01:50:19.560 --> 01:50:23.039
for probably ten years, over ten years, forgot they were

1229
01:50:23.079 --> 01:50:33.439
here big in this weird. And I've got jeans on.

1230
01:50:34.000 --> 01:50:38.399
I've not worn jeans in nearly ten years. I used

1231
01:50:38.399 --> 01:50:40.720
to wear trousers, I used to wear jeans. I was

1232
01:50:42.720 --> 01:50:45.720
I'm not not I say trendy. I've never been trendy.

1233
01:50:45.760 --> 01:50:51.039
But I've just been wearing tracky tracksuit bottoms for the

1234
01:50:51.159 --> 01:50:56.199
last six or seven years, pretty much, not the same pair,

1235
01:50:57.439 --> 01:51:01.000
but for for as long as I can remember, because

1236
01:51:01.000 --> 01:51:03.039
I've got about six or seven pairs of these, and

1237
01:51:03.039 --> 01:51:07.359
I just that's all. I've been wearing T shirts and

1238
01:51:07.520 --> 01:51:12.079
jumpers and stuff like that, sweattops. Back then, I was

1239
01:51:12.159 --> 01:51:17.119
still dressing. I still making a little bit of an effort.

1240
01:51:20.439 --> 01:51:24.079
It's so strange. My hair. I'm looking at my hair

1241
01:51:24.279 --> 01:51:32.680
isn't it weird. I'm looking at a photograph of what

1242
01:51:33.119 --> 01:51:35.159
used to be kind of I used to class as

1243
01:51:35.199 --> 01:51:38.560
part of my family when I was younger, Like my

1244
01:51:38.640 --> 01:51:42.680
god daughter, though I haven't seen her for absolutely years now.

1245
01:51:43.319 --> 01:51:46.880
They all kind of went their own way. But people

1246
01:51:46.920 --> 01:51:49.600
that I've known, like one of the people in there,

1247
01:51:49.640 --> 01:51:55.159
I've known since I was seventeen years old. And it's

1248
01:51:55.319 --> 01:51:59.760
really strange. Just all I'm focusing on is my hair,

1249
01:52:00.880 --> 01:52:04.840
my hairline, and how gray am I hardly any gray

1250
01:52:04.840 --> 01:52:09.960
at all? Even the beard a little bit of the side,

1251
01:52:10.640 --> 01:52:18.079
but not much gray. I think that's what you call

1252
01:52:23.039 --> 01:52:29.760
being fascinated with yourself. Maybe that was from twenty second

1253
01:52:29.800 --> 01:52:34.119
of April two thy sixteen. So I've got a picture

1254
01:52:34.119 --> 01:52:38.840
of my little brother here. Tell you what. He is

1255
01:52:39.560 --> 01:52:45.279
very handsome, my little brother. Is he kind of they

1256
01:52:45.960 --> 01:52:48.479
you know sometimes when the mix isn't quite right. I

1257
01:52:48.520 --> 01:52:51.159
think for me, between my dad and my mum, I

1258
01:52:51.199 --> 01:52:53.840
don't think the mix was. I don't know how they

1259
01:52:53.920 --> 01:53:00.720
ended up with me. But with him, it's like he

1260
01:53:00.800 --> 01:53:04.760
came out. He's just just a really good looking lad.

1261
01:53:06.279 --> 01:53:09.079
I say lad is now he is eight years younger

1262
01:53:09.079 --> 01:53:16.600
than me, So what does that making old. He's old. Now, no,

1263
01:53:16.760 --> 01:53:23.439
he's forty. I'm fifty four, so he's forty six. He'll

1264
01:53:23.479 --> 01:53:30.640
be forty seven the day before. I'm fifty five. So

1265
01:53:30.720 --> 01:53:34.960
that was from twenty second, So that can't be all

1266
01:53:35.039 --> 01:53:38.159
these things. Twenty second of April. This is the twenty

1267
01:53:38.159 --> 01:53:43.760
second of April, so no, it can't all be from

1268
01:53:43.760 --> 01:53:47.760
the same date that these were created properties twenty second

1269
01:53:47.800 --> 01:53:52.560
of April six to No. So basically this is when

1270
01:53:52.560 --> 01:53:58.960
I downloaded them from Facebook, because both these pictures are

1271
01:53:59.000 --> 01:54:11.000
completely different places. And it says taken all taken twenty

1272
01:54:11.039 --> 01:54:14.840
second of the fourth, twenty sixteen, and you have won.

1273
01:54:15.039 --> 01:54:20.760
Twenty second fourth twoenty sixteen, O six fifty five, six

1274
01:54:20.880 --> 01:54:26.760
fifty five. Now, admitly, I do get up early these days,

1275
01:54:27.720 --> 01:54:32.319
but back in two thousand and sixteen, I was not

1276
01:54:33.159 --> 01:54:38.920
up early in the morning. No, no, no, no, no no.

1277
01:54:40.199 --> 01:54:44.319
I found another picture there again twenty second of the fourth,

1278
01:54:44.359 --> 01:54:49.600
twenty sixteen, so we could be going back two thousand

1279
01:54:49.640 --> 01:54:57.760
and fifteen. Yeah, so I got no idea. It's just oh,

1280
01:54:57.800 --> 01:55:01.760
this is sad. There's a picture of the where I

1281
01:55:01.840 --> 01:55:05.199
used to live when I was a kid. There was

1282
01:55:05.239 --> 01:55:11.000
this area we sometimes had a pall in it like

1283
01:55:11.079 --> 01:55:13.359
with boats, and then they changed it and then it

1284
01:55:13.399 --> 01:55:16.600
became like a like a car rally thing and some

1285
01:55:16.680 --> 01:55:20.239
other stuff. And there's just a picture of this. It's

1286
01:55:20.319 --> 01:55:27.960
just all derelict. Oh, I'll bet that's is that twenty

1287
01:55:28.000 --> 01:55:33.199
six as well? Is it? I can't even find it now,

1288
01:55:33.319 --> 01:55:36.000
just come out of it? Where is it? It was literally

1289
01:55:36.119 --> 01:55:40.800
just on it. Oh there it is twenty second of

1290
01:55:40.840 --> 01:55:46.520
the fourth year. So all these pictures were downloaded, the

1291
01:55:46.560 --> 01:55:49.920
twenty seconds. So yeah, that's why the one with my niece,

1292
01:55:51.279 --> 01:55:54.760
even though it said a later date, it wasn't. It

1293
01:55:54.800 --> 01:56:01.359
was much earlier than that. Wow, Votal albums number four.

1294
01:56:02.399 --> 01:56:05.680
So I did quite a few pictures I must have

1295
01:56:05.800 --> 01:56:10.720
taken off of. Oh this is when I first moved in.

1296
01:56:11.079 --> 01:56:15.159
My brother and his wife came around and I was

1297
01:56:15.199 --> 01:56:19.720
holding Andre. She didn't like Andre, not did. She wasn't

1298
01:56:19.760 --> 01:56:24.760
a big fan of ferrets, so which is fine. I mean,

1299
01:56:24.840 --> 01:56:27.439
but he I wasn't even when I first met them.

1300
01:56:27.439 --> 01:56:33.279
I didn't know how beautiful they were, and this would

1301
01:56:33.319 --> 01:56:38.239
have been. I mean, it looks quite big there because

1302
01:56:38.239 --> 01:56:42.920
when I got him in November, he was a baby,

1303
01:56:43.319 --> 01:56:47.600
so he definitely Oh my brother is holding him. Oh,

1304
01:56:49.680 --> 01:56:57.640
so cute. There's another picture of me. Yeah, I loved Yeah,

1305
01:56:57.800 --> 01:57:00.720
I liked them, and pictures taken of me, and so

1306
01:57:00.800 --> 01:57:05.199
let's have a look. There's more pictures. This is number

1307
01:57:05.720 --> 01:57:11.680
it's a different one. Wow. So there's a picture. I've

1308
01:57:11.680 --> 01:57:15.439
got a picture of me. I can if anyone wants

1309
01:57:15.439 --> 01:57:20.399
to see this, I can post it. There's a picture

1310
01:57:20.399 --> 01:57:32.239
of me from probably nineteen ninety one. Yeah, nineteen ninety one,

1311
01:57:33.119 --> 01:57:37.039
because my hair wasn't even long yet. So I started

1312
01:57:37.039 --> 01:57:41.600
growing my hair about April nineteen ninety one, and it

1313
01:57:41.640 --> 01:57:43.239
took a while before it was long enough to be

1314
01:57:43.239 --> 01:57:47.840
in a Ponytael. So at this stage my hair was curly,

1315
01:57:48.760 --> 01:57:51.880
but I thick and curly, but not long. I've not

1316
01:57:51.920 --> 01:57:55.680
even got a beard. I've got possibly got a bit

1317
01:57:55.720 --> 01:58:03.640
of stubble and sitting on a one off. It says

1318
01:58:03.640 --> 01:58:06.920
when it was taken. I bet it doesn't it probably

1319
01:58:06.960 --> 01:58:11.279
wouldn't have that with it. No, taken on a twenty

1320
01:58:11.279 --> 01:58:14.199
second of the of February. No, it's twenty second of

1321
01:58:14.199 --> 01:58:20.840
April twenty sixteen, No nineteen ninety one, And there's an

1322
01:58:20.880 --> 01:58:26.279
image of me sitting next to Nick Gilty and another comedian.

1323
01:58:28.399 --> 01:58:30.159
There's two people on the end. Who are knew? But

1324
01:58:30.199 --> 01:58:32.399
I don't know if there were comedians or not. But

1325
01:58:32.439 --> 01:58:37.800
they were getting on really well. And this was posted

1326
01:58:37.840 --> 01:58:41.479
on Facebook. I think someone I know posted it or

1327
01:58:41.520 --> 01:58:48.800
someone I used to know, and I've got it. Looks

1328
01:58:48.800 --> 01:58:55.319
so moody, such a moody old get I was back then,

1329
01:58:55.680 --> 01:59:01.079
and I used to wear layers because I was really

1330
01:59:01.119 --> 01:59:04.119
self conscious about how skinny I was, so I used

1331
01:59:04.119 --> 01:59:07.800
to wear like more clothes to kind of Now I'm

1332
01:59:07.840 --> 01:59:15.960
the opposite. It's gone the other way blind wow, And

1333
01:59:16.000 --> 01:59:18.399
I wasn't drunk. I never used to drink alcol back then.

1334
01:59:21.399 --> 01:59:25.439
It's weird. That's the only picture I've got of me

1335
01:59:25.520 --> 01:59:30.039
when I was young. So what I'm going to do

1336
01:59:30.439 --> 01:59:39.319
is I'm going to copy that and I wonder if

1337
01:59:39.359 --> 01:59:41.880
I ever posted it on my Facebook. I'm going to

1338
01:59:41.960 --> 01:59:45.079
post it on Facebook. Now, I'm not going to do

1339
01:59:45.119 --> 01:59:47.079
it yet. I'm going to post. I'm going to put

1340
01:59:47.159 --> 01:59:57.319
I'm going to paste it on what is that? I've

1341
01:59:57.359 --> 02:00:01.560
opened way too many things up right, I'll post it

1342
02:00:01.640 --> 02:00:05.399
on my desktop. If anyone wants to see that picture,

1343
02:00:05.680 --> 02:00:11.159
I'll post it on my Facebook group, Jason Dunan's boying group.

1344
02:00:12.279 --> 02:00:17.880
It's me when I was twenty probably twenty years old.

1345
02:00:19.039 --> 02:00:23.520
That's I forgot about that picture. There's also another picture

1346
02:00:23.560 --> 02:00:35.439
that I forgot about. Where is it? What? Okay, there's

1347
02:00:35.479 --> 02:00:36.960
a picture of me and my name, or there's a

1348
02:00:37.000 --> 02:00:40.520
picture of me and my two nieces, well not two

1349
02:00:40.640 --> 02:00:48.000
nieces too, god daughters, although not official goddaughters. One I

1350
02:00:48.039 --> 02:00:52.560
actually thought was my daughter for about a year and

1351
02:00:52.600 --> 02:00:59.560
then found out she wasn't. In any other one love

1352
02:00:59.600 --> 02:01:01.840
me as well, like they're both sisters. Is about a

1353
02:01:01.920 --> 02:01:03.600
year and a half between them, or about a year

1354
02:01:03.640 --> 02:01:11.399
between them, so very close in age and weird seeing

1355
02:01:11.399 --> 02:01:18.159
it because that would have been two thousand and two,

1356
02:01:18.399 --> 02:01:21.560
probably beginning of two thousand and two, maybe end of

1357
02:01:21.600 --> 02:01:29.000
two thousand and one, and I think from the looks

1358
02:01:29.000 --> 02:01:32.399
of it, I was still using broad cream, which is

1359
02:01:32.439 --> 02:01:35.399
a weird thing to know. To see, I'm focusing on myself,

1360
02:01:35.760 --> 02:01:43.720
focusing on my hair because I missed my hair. I

1361
02:01:43.760 --> 02:01:46.960
really do, I miss it. I didn't have a beard either,

1362
02:01:48.199 --> 02:01:50.880
so this is when I was working in the call center.

1363
02:01:52.000 --> 02:01:57.000
And strange thing about it is I felt like I

1364
02:01:57.159 --> 02:02:02.880
was old then, but I didn't look too bad, you know,

1365
02:02:04.760 --> 02:02:08.359
because you know, compared to now, I didn't look too bad.

1366
02:02:09.000 --> 02:02:15.479
I looked all right. I definitely haven't improved with age.

1367
02:02:15.840 --> 02:02:25.880
Always a picture of me at my sister's I've got

1368
02:02:25.880 --> 02:02:28.319
a goatey say it again, I'm focusing on me. I

1369
02:02:28.399 --> 02:02:35.960
got a goaty beard, a goaty beard. So I don't

1370
02:02:36.000 --> 02:02:39.880
know when these pictures were taken. Oh I do know

1371
02:02:40.000 --> 02:02:47.079
that one because I've visited there. This is a Saturday

1372
02:02:48.920 --> 02:02:57.399
and I came home at about two thy nineteen. That

1373
02:02:57.640 --> 02:03:00.840
was so. Got another picture of me with the two

1374
02:03:01.000 --> 02:03:04.640
god daughters, but they're both adults now. Like in this picture,

1375
02:03:04.920 --> 02:03:07.199
who was in the wimpie? I took a picture of

1376
02:03:07.199 --> 02:03:14.319
them both and the one's making a funny face, which

1377
02:03:14.359 --> 02:03:19.680
is something I always used to do. You know, I

1378
02:03:19.680 --> 02:03:21.760
would have loved it for them to be my daughters.

1379
02:03:22.439 --> 02:03:28.199
That sounds weird because they're not. But yeah, oh well,

1380
02:03:30.079 --> 02:03:34.800
oh well, so I haven't seen them for years and

1381
02:03:34.920 --> 02:03:40.000
years and years and years. What was another picture here?

1382
02:03:40.720 --> 02:03:43.319
I took this off my brother's Facebook page, and it's

1383
02:03:43.399 --> 02:03:48.840
him and his brother and sister and his mum. That's

1384
02:03:48.920 --> 02:03:56.479
weird seeing her, BlimE me. I mean this is quite

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a few years back, but they're all adults as well.

1386
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It's Yeah, this has really been weird. Just looking at

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some of these pictures, I forgot they were even here,

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all right, thin He's starting to play up, so it's

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like just a little bit of sound downstairs and he's barking. Basically,

1390
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I need to have TV on or some music playing

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or an audio book something to distract him. Otherwise, unless

1392
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he's asleep, if he's fast asleep, he doesn't care. But

1393
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when he's awake and I'm not giving him any attention,

1394
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he has a tendency of noticing stuff, you know. So

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I'm going to go. This has ended up being a

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Monday's boring objects. But I've just just waffled on, really,

1397
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haven't I This is I've just been waffling on this one.

1398
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But never mind. So I'm going to go. Thank you

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for listening, and remember to be kind to yourself because

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you do deserve to be happy and be gentle of yourself.

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He deserved to feel safe. Lots of love, Bye,