July 26, 2025

(no music) I have Covid | LMBYTS #1398 | Jason Newland | 26th July 2025

(no music) I have Covid | LMBYTS #1398 | Jason Newland | 26th July 2025
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Hello, and welcome to Jasonnewland dot com. My name's Jason

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Newland and this is let me bore you to sleep.

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Please only listen when you can safely close your eyes.

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Big thank you to Marry for your very kind PayPal gift.

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And until this very moment, I didn't realize quite how

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I sounded. And if you're wondering why I sound like this,

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it's because I have COVID. Yes I do. I have COVID.

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So I'm just gonna kind of update you on what's

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been going on the last few days. That's it. There's

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no Q and a Friday from yesterday. The last time

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I did a recording I think was on Tuesday. It's

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now Saturday. And unless it was Monday, I don't know

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Monday or Tuesday. So yeah, now it's Saturday. There's a few,

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a few weird things happened this week. Oh man, it's weird.

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Never had COVID before. It's not the novelty I thought

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it would be. Look what it's enjoyable. Blimey. So what happened? Okay?

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So what have we started off? Monday? Tuesday? Fine? Now

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I knew that I was getting tired, you know, I

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pretty much nearly completed five weeks of going backwards and

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forwards to the hospital to see uncle's sausages. So nearly

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five weeks, and I knew that it was getting to

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me stress wise. It was really pushing me, you know,

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I was I had to push myself to do it,

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and I really felt it on Monday. I felt it

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on Friday last week also because it took like nearly

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three hours to get home because the buses some problem

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on the buses, So Friday was hard. And then Monday

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again it was difficult to sort of get the effort

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to go. But I did came home Tuesday, was at home,

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did some laundry, woke up Wednesday. Ye kind of normal,

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a little bit, you know.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, I'd about half four or five and I had

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my breakfast and then I listened to it. I think

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it was a YouTube orchestra video, you know, the top

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some of the top whatever you want to call them,

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classical music songs something like that, And because I felt tired,

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and I've been listening to those for a while now,

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just helps me relax. I like classical music. Well, on

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this occasion, this is Wednesday morning, I didn't feel better

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having listened. I felt a little bit weird. Not weird

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as in how normally am, but just weird, a bit off.

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But I knew that I needed to go to the

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hospital for another journey and go and do another visit.

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Now I had something to take up to Uncle, sausages,

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which was a package that had been delivered from his

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from his friend in another country, so I was going

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to take that up to him, and also I had

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the bag of sugars to take up to him as well.

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So I get ready to go, and I don't feel

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I didn't feel particularly good. I didn't really know what

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well what I thought it was, to be honest, I

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thought it was just a stress. When I say just

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a stress, I mean I've been ill before with stress,

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like really ill physically. And I thought, oh no, I

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thought I'd hit breaking I thought I'd hit breaking point.

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I was worried then. And then so I went dropped

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Vinnie off with a neighbor because he was going to

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stay there for the morning. When it got on the bus,

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and from then on things started to go downhill, and I,

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oh no, I really thought I would. I was kind

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of I thought I said the word I thought a

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lot of I kind of figured that I pushed myself

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too far and I'm not really taking care of myself

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over the last five weeks. And then you know, he's

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kind of just hit me. That's what I thought was

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going on. But I managed to get to the hospital.

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Two buses. I go into the hospital, get to his ward.

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When I get there, he's asleep. I was so relieved,

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so I put the stuff on his table. I don't

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want to wake him up, because last time I saw him,

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he was saying that all he wanted to do is sleep,

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So I thought, I'm not waking him up. And at

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this point, I was feeling so ill that I wanted

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to get out of there, so I did. I had

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no not one particle of me thought it was COVID

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at all. I really didn't. It didn't even enter my

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mind that it would be COVID because I never had COVID.

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I didn't get it when it was rife. Why have

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I suddenly getting it when it's hardly about anymore. I mean,

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it's a bad out still, but it's not, you know,

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like it was. But I've actually been around people that

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had COVID and I still didn't catch it. But then

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going in and out of hospital this just is thousands

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of people that are unwell, isn't there and just I

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guess it's a bit of a breeding ground. And so

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I get out of there. I said, I speak to

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the nurse and I said, look, he's asleep. Can you

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let him know that I visited, please, And I'm going now.

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I didn't say anything about it. I didn't feel well.

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I just got out of there. I didn't spend any

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time with anybody. I didn't think I needed to do that.

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It's not because I thought, oh, don't want to spread

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my germs to anyone, because I didn't think I had

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any germs. It really did feel like I was about

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to have a like a breakdown, like like I was

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going to have an emotional crumble or whatever. So I

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get on the bus back and I'm starting to get palpitations.

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Oh yeah, I had a panic attack on the way,

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I said, I forgot about that. I had a panic

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attack on the bus on the way to the hospital,

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So that was like oh. And then on the way

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back from the hospital, I'm getting pains in my chest

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and I'm thinking I'm traveling in the wrong direction and

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I should have stayed in the hospital. I'm moving away

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from the hospital. That's where I should be, you know.

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But I just thought, no, it's just stress, you know.

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I mean, this probably isn't the most relaxed recording, so

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perhaps don't listen to this to go to sleep. Maybe.

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I don't know. I just thought i'd to update you

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on what's going on. Things will be back to normal soon.

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But I've been to the A and E at least twice,

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maybe three times in the past with pains in my

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chest and it was a panic attack, so you know,

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it's not that I should ignore it because of that,

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but just still, I don't know. I just thought, well,

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I'd take it. Something really weird was happening though. I

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couldn't stop yawning. I could not stop yawning. I'm talking

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like to the extent that the bus. People on the

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bus kept looking back at me. It was almost like

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an exaggerated yawn. It was a real yawn, but it

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seemed to be exaggerate rating itself. And my muscles in

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my back were I don't know how to what the

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word is, but they were sticking. They were kind of

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something was going wrong. It was everything, you know. So

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I was yawned and my and the muscles were contracting

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my back and they weren't going back. They were kind

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of everything was weird, the muscles in my back anyway,

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my upper back. I could not figure out what that

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was going on. What what you know. I was doing

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some relaxing exercises for my muscles, and I've got a

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few things I can do from the past. I know

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how to relax and stuff. But ultimately I was really

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really not not feeling it. Feeling oh really really. So

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in the end, I get home. I didn't sit next

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to anyone. It's very quiet buss because where I was going,

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you know, the time I was traveling in not really

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much about and so at least I know I haven't

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spread it to anyone. It was quite on the way there,

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quite on the way back. There's a chance I could

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have spread it to someone in the ward, you know,

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but it would be accidental. So I get back, I

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walk across the field, across the park to get home.

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It seemed like it took me an hour to walk

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to walk a five minute journey. It's like it was.

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Weird, man, it was really weird.

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I pick up video and I said I need to

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take him and I said, he all right, I said no,

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I don't know what's just I still at this point

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figured it was just stress. My stomach, my chest, and

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my head was starting to hurt a bit, so it's

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just stress. I just needed to go to sleep. It

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was a yawning. That's the weird thing. I was just yawning.

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I I, ah, we ordered now, and it's it's just fine.

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But on Wednesday, the yawn was like three times bigger.

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It was like it was forcing my mouth to open.

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But my mouth doesn't open very wide. My jaws kind

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of it's not I it's locked or whatever, but it

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doesn't open very wide my mouth, So I I don't

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know why that's funny. It was very uncomfortable. So then

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I grabed Vinnie, take him back home, or you know,

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bring him home. I probably got some breakfast cereal because

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I was hungry. I had a little bit of that,

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and then I went to bed. And I was in

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bed all day from midday Wednesday, all day, all night,

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all day Thursday, all night Thursday, all day Friday, all

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night Friday, and out Saturday. So I did get up

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occasionally go to toilet as somebody to eat. Still had to

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take this little one out. So I managed to take

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him out twice a day, once in the morning, once

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in the evening. He hasn't had much of a fun time,

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to be honest. They've just been sleeping with me. But

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and you know it's there's I'm limited to what I

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can do with him really. But we went out about

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half four this morning and it was actually light, so

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it's caught quite nice. It was just about light enough

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and we just spent some time in the park just slowly.

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He was sniffing the grass and he was he was

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happy to do that. There's no rush. We're probably out

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for about half an hour or so. There's no one around,

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so that was good. And we'll go out again tonight.

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If he needs a toilet, I can always take him

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into the what's it the garden if he needs a weeist.

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On Wednesday, I had to fell at this headache. It

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was hard. It was it was like wow. And then

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on Thursday, I I was getting up and my legs

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were given way. Now, my ankles were weak, my knees

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were weak. That's a song, isn't it. I think there's

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some lyrics. My knees a week, my ankle's a week,

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and I muscle fatigue aching must all that stuff, which

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is basically flew, isn't it, I guess, But I can't

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remember the last time that my ankles gave way. I'm

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not quite strong legs, and most people haven't. They to

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hold the body, the legs have to be quite strong,

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especially all my fat. So my ankles were literally giving

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way as I was trying to walk to the path

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for him. And it was weird. I was a little

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bit worrying, but weird. I mean it might also be

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the fact that I'd spent a lot of hours just

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lying down, so that probably wasn't particularly great for me.

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Got through a lot of water. I didn't have any

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tea for two days, any cups of tea, just water.

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I'm back and drinking tea game, but not huge amounts,

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just a couple of couple of cups a day, and water.

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And I I don't why. I mentioning that there was

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a reason my brain's not working. He said, normal day then, yeah,

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oh so Monday, yeah, Wednesday, Thursday, that was the worst

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of it, seriously worst of it. Thursday, I ordered a

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are you only reason? Uncle Alex? Uncle sausages, sorry, Uncle

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sausages his friend Auntie. I forget I forget what I

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called her now. Anyway, his friend said she was visited

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him and she said she was unwell, and she said

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maybe it's COVID to me, like she texted me, said

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maybe it's COVID. I said, I didn't even consider it genuinely.

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I mean, I'm not always the quickest, the quickest person,

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but I didn't didn't think I did, just didn't consider

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that it might be COVID at all. And I thought, oh,

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shut up, it's not COVID. Why would it be COVID.

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I've not been around anyone sneezing or coffeing, or I've

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not kissed anybody for years. BlimE me. Thanks for I'm

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glad I've mentioned that in public. But she said, well,

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you know, she said I'm going to do a test

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because she was also well, and she's been up there.

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I think the last time she was up there was

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Saturday night, or she might have been Sunday night. So

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she said she was also unwell and she was going

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to do a COVID test. So I thought fair enough.

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So this is Thursday, we texted each other. I sent

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off to Amazon for a COVID test. I got a

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few of them, actually, and they arrived, I paid for

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it to be here by eleven o'clock, and I then

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when I woke up Friday, which was yesterday, I actually

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felt a lot better. The only difference is I had

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a sore thrope now, which I didn't have so much before.

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one of the things I've kind of had problems with

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over the years when it comes to I've just had

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a lot of chest infections in my life. But fortunately

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there's been a bit of coffin, but not a lot,

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and just some normal kind of fluy stuff, you know,

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general stuff, but not too much coffin. But I had

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a very sore throat on Friday Thursday to into Friday,

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still sore, but it's not as sore today because I've

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got the COVID test comes I do the test and

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it comes out as being positive. It's like, really, because

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I've done a lot of those tests in the past,

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like lots of them back in the day as it were,

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over like a two year period. Do you remember that. Wow,

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It's like every single time either I had a little

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bit of a sneeze, i'd do a test, or someone

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else had got COVID then I'd have to go and test.

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You know. It's like constant always always came up clean

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until now it's the first time ever. So I mean,

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I was kind of due to have a bit of

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illness because I haven't had anything physical stuff for three

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years apart from the odd day cold, you know, other

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than that has it. So it's I guess I was

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due to have a little bit of a because it's

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kind of like a detoxification, isn't it. Sometimes it feels like,

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you know, when when I've got flu or cold, it's

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just all the toxin is built up and now they're

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kind of being released in the mucus. In the mucus.

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What a weird word, mucuses. But yeah, it's kind of

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been released mainly through sweat, to be honest with you. Wow,

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perhaps I should turn the heating off. So it was

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a lot easier to deal with this during the summer.

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Though during in the winter, I just yeah, what other things. So, yeah,

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it came up positive on the test. So I had

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to make a few phone calls and I phoned up

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Uncle's Sausages hospital ward and I spoke to the woman

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who actually I saw on the Wednesday because they kind

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of got to know me now because I'm up there

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so often. And I explained to her, Look, I had

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no idea I had COVID, just literally, you know, ten

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minutes ago, got the results, did the test that You're

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the first person I'm telling because I was on your

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ward on Wednesday, and there's chances is I could I

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could have brought it into the ward. And she said,

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thanks for letting us know, and she'll just test everyone,

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get everyone tested. I mean, there's no I'm not I

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think it's I would say, I would say at least

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it's a very high percentage that I caught it in

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the hospital, bearing in mind I don't. I mean, there's

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a chance I could have caught it whilst traveling to

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the hospital and back from the hospital. That's the only

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two places. Really. I haven't had contact with anyone else.

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No one's been in my flat recently. No one's Yeah,

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so I think it must be. Oh, by the way,

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Uncle Sausage's friend, the other one one that's mentioned COVID,

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she came clean, so she didn't have COVID. So luckily

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she mentioned that, otherwise I wouldn't have had a test.

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I'll just put it down to just having a cold.

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Once the symptoms started, like really kicked in, I realized

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that it was flu or you know whatever. Like it was.

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It wasn't just stress. I mean the chances maybe the

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stress has reduced my immune system or made it a

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little bit more fragile. I don't know, but yeah, so

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that's where I am. So few weird things have happened

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yesterday right because Uncle sausages. All he said to me

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is why can't I go and visit him? And I said,

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I can't because i'm ill. I'm not allowed to visit

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when i'm like this. It's against the law actually, And

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he said, no, you can come in. I need to

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get some drinks. So he wasn't really listening to me,

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if you know what I mean. So I don't know

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if he's taking it personally that I'm not visited it.

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I'm not visiting him because I don't want to. It's

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which isn't the case. It's because I can't. I can't

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physically visit him anyway. Even if I was allowed, I

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couldn't because I'm not up to it. But once I'm better,

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I still have to leave it a few more days.

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According to there's some rules, the NHS rules when it

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comes to going into hospitals, you know, I mean there's

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people in there that immune systems practically zero, So getting

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cod could be catastrophic. And I'm not going to nowhere

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in the world am I going to risk that for

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someone else just so I can go in and visit

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someone to taken some drinks. And besides, he's also at

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risk because his immune system is probably really really low

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due to his extremely serious condition. So it could if

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I'd have actually sat in there with him on Wednesday

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and spend an hour sitting on his bed talking to him,

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that could have been him. That could have That could

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have been the end of him. I'm not being dramatic.

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I mean it was literally could have if you'd have

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caught this off me. I don't know if he'd survive

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it because of how ill he is, and that destroyed me.

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That would be just so yeah, I know, I'm you're

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all serious. I should stop being serious, but sometimes sometimes

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I can't. Just this is how it is. So the

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yesterday because Uncle Sausages kept going on and on about oh,

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I need some drinks. I havn't had any drinks for

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three days. All I'm drinking is water like, okay, well

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that's what I choose to drink. But you know, I

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understand he's bored. It's so boring in there, and he

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wants to drink some drink. You know, he likes his

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fizzy drinks and stuff. But I can't go in there.

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So I did, Oh man, I can't even believe you

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know what I did. Went onto the Uber eats app

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ordered a bunch of drinks, you know, just juice, drinks,

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fenta and stuff like that, to be delivered to his ward.

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I put instructions on there, please deliver to Uncle's sausages

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on this ward, and I said I'll pay an extra

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ten pound tip on top if you delivered to the ward.

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Everything like that, And when it went through, I just

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tried to call a bloke the delivery, just to make

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sure you read it, because I don't know if they can,

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if they're able to read English or not. I just

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I mean, it's a lot of the people that deliver

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English is their second language. I can't speak another language,

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don't mind read another language, so I just want to

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be able to explain it verbally. In the end, he

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did call me when he was at the hospital and

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he said, I'm not taking it to the ward. I said, well,

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that's the whole point. He said, no, there's too much stuff.

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I'm not taking it to the ward. I said, well,

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i'll give you a tip. I'll double the tip. Said nope,

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and he said, I can just leave it here in

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the car park, put it on the floor, take a photograph,

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and just leave it if I want. And well, he

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told me he was going to take it back to

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the to the shop, to the supermarket. But then I

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received a picture of the bags on the floor with

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delivered next to it. So he just put them on

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the floor in the you know, basically near the entrance

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to the hospital, put them on the floor, took a

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photograph and just drove away. And he still got my

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ten pound tip. And I paid for all those drinks,

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and I was I couldn't believe that someone would do that.

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I just when he knew that I wasn't there, he

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knew that, I explained to him that I had COVID,

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I was indoors. I couldn't leave the house. I was

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delivering these drinks as someone that was terminally ill. I needed,

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you know, just a bit of help. I'll pay for it,

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but can you Nope, wasn't interested. He just said nope,

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I'm not going to do it, and he just left

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the stuff on the floor. So I'm guessing a few

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people that had a nice little drink he poos probably

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shared them out amongst the staff, maybe the in the

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the hospital, which is not a bad thing. Let them,

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you know. But it had my name on it saying

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no they know who bought them the drinks. Had my

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telephone number on the thing. No one called me. You

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thought someone, wouldn't you see something? They've got the name

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telephone number. Let's just phone this person to see where

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they are. Perhaps you'll let them know that their deliveries

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just the the Uber eats Nobed has just left them

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on the floor. Maybe phone him up and just see

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if he, you know, if he wants to come and

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get them. But no one contacted me. So that was

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quite a bit of money as well. Actually I wasted

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on that all because Uncle Sausages kept going on and

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on and on and on and on and on about

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wanting drinks. When can he come up? I can't, I'm unwell.

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I just like kept going on and on audience or

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anything he was interested in, and I actually went online

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and checked that I could get deliveries to the ward

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and they said I could not Uber Eats. I didn't

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check them, but I just I don't know. I just

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assumed that with the delivery services give them a good tip,

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they'll make the extra effort. I was wrong, and so

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I put a complaint into the app. Whether or not

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they're even take any notice of it, never ever going

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to use zuber eats ever again, and it's absolutely it's not.

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I don't know. I can't even get there's a degree

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of stupidity that I can't get my head around. And

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I've made some I've done some really really dumb things

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over the years, but that's I just I always I

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think about it. I can I compare it with what

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happened in the comedy club at Christmas one year when

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the staff they we had these Christmas parties and people

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would have their dinner's booked for a certain time. So

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sometimes people I think we'd open it up. It open

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at half five, half six, something like that, and then

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they'd be served at seven, then half seven, eight half eight,

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you know, those kind of different times, so everything's not

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served at the same time because people a chance to

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get in and you know, just it was quite well organized.

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Well there was one table, and they were running late,

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which is fair enough, so you know they're coming by

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coach sometimes, you know, traffic jams things like that. This

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is how dumb. I'm sorry, this is one of the

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dumbest things I've ever seen in my life. And it

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was ridiculous, it was pedantic, it was really really sad,

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and I couldn't believe that the staff did it. The

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customers hadn't turned up on time, so they put all

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the dinners out on the table, an empty table, cooked

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dinners on an empty table, and just left them there.

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And I was just dumb struck by that. I've never

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I've seen some really really stupid I done. I've probably done.

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I've done probably worse, more stupid things than that in

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my life, probably loads of times. But I've never viewed

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it before. I've never seen someone else be that silly,

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and I think it's that kind of level of absolute

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yeah that now I remember going and saying, look, no,

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I took the plates back into the kitchen, So this

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is ridiculous, this is pathetic and put someone's dinner. They're

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paying hundreds of pounds to be here to come tonight.

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They're running late. It's not the end of the world,

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you know, Just take the food back in. Don't put

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it out when they're not even at the table. It's

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different if like maybe one person not turned up, perhaps

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put their dinner out for them because they're on the way, perhaps,

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But to put twenty I think there's like twenty five

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plates of food all down this big long part of

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the club, empty table. Because even if they get there now,

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you know, even able to get there, when they've still

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got to kind of get their coats off, get some

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drinks in, go to the toilet and all that stuff,

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they're not ready to eat like straight away. And it's

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just amazing. Although it was one vegetarian, remember that was

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this is a weird one. She uh was angry because

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she hadn't eaten her Basically, I haven't eaten meat for

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eighteen years, and now you've given me turkey. They said, well,

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why did you eat it if you knew it was turkey?

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She still ate it. She ate the whole meal. I

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haven't eaten meat for like, but why did you You don't?

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You don't eat it deer if it's if it's something

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you don't want to eat you don't eat it. It's like,

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come on, I was a vegetarian for about a year,

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but I had something to eat. I didn't realize it

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was meat. What was it salami? I didn't know salami

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was meat salami and cheese baget or something. It's like, oh, oh, well.

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So there's definitely been a few little learning experiences this week.

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One is I can't it's hard to get see. I

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didn't want Uncle Sausages to feel sorry for me because

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I had because I was ill. I didn't want that.

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I didn't want anyone to. I don't care. But I

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00:39:55.719 --> 00:39:59.000
know that, you know, he's not. He's in a situation

470
00:39:59.079 --> 00:40:01.960
where whatever's going on with me is nothing compared to

471
00:40:02.039 --> 00:40:04.880
what's going on with him. I understand that. So I

472
00:40:04.920 --> 00:40:10.960
wasn't after sympathy, just understanding that I'm not allowed to

473
00:40:11.000 --> 00:40:14.000
go into the hospital when i'm ill, and I'm too

474
00:40:14.039 --> 00:40:20.400
ill also to do it. I'm also, you know, I

475
00:40:20.440 --> 00:40:28.559
have feelings too, and all he wanted was the drinks.

476
00:40:29.800 --> 00:40:33.400
So I tried to solve that situation. I really racked

477
00:40:33.440 --> 00:40:40.480
my brains trying to think of a solution for his problem,

478
00:40:42.800 --> 00:40:53.360
and I came unstuck and it cost me money and

479
00:40:53.360 --> 00:40:59.000
and dignity. Maybe I don't know. It's a funny story,

480
00:40:59.079 --> 00:41:04.760
I suppose, isn't it. I'm never ever going to use

481
00:41:04.960 --> 00:41:09.719
Uber eats. I'm not using any of those anymore, none

482
00:41:09.760 --> 00:41:15.400
of those delivery services. I use Amazon. And also I've

483
00:41:15.440 --> 00:41:20.480
got a few little grocery bits coming this morning order

484
00:41:20.519 --> 00:41:29.239
this afternoon Amazon because they use Morrison's Supermarket, so I'm

485
00:41:29.239 --> 00:41:31.920
going to get bits and bobs from there. Now, do me.

486
00:41:33.199 --> 00:41:35.039
A good thing about that is they can just leave

487
00:41:35.119 --> 00:41:39.159
on the doorstep and I don't have to answer the door.

488
00:41:41.079 --> 00:41:43.400
Because of Uber eats, it's all about answering the door.

489
00:41:43.679 --> 00:41:46.800
They'll even want you to go down and help them,

490
00:41:47.079 --> 00:41:57.239
which defeats the object of getting a delivery. Really. So yeah,

491
00:41:57.119 --> 00:42:06.119
when I'm sorted, I probably look into maybe I need

492
00:42:06.159 --> 00:42:10.960
to find a delivery that delivers with bags and delivers

493
00:42:11.239 --> 00:42:13.679
where I don't have to see them, or they can

494
00:42:13.800 --> 00:42:17.159
just leave them outside and that's it. Yeah, that would

495
00:42:17.159 --> 00:42:23.239
be ideal. Yeah, so they can just deliver. I got

496
00:42:23.239 --> 00:42:27.159
to deal with the deal with a person because at

497
00:42:27.159 --> 00:42:30.079
the moment, there was a time. It wasn't long ago.

498
00:42:30.239 --> 00:42:36.119
A few years ago, all supermarkets would deliver in carrier bags,

499
00:42:37.239 --> 00:42:41.400
they'd be in crates, but the carrier bags would be

500
00:42:41.400 --> 00:42:43.960
in crates, and then you could just take the carrier

501
00:42:44.000 --> 00:42:49.719
bag out and it's done. Keep the bags, they take

502
00:42:49.760 --> 00:42:54.480
the crates, give them a big kiss, and they leave.

503
00:42:54.559 --> 00:43:02.079
They go away, and then they stopped that. So everything's

504
00:43:02.519 --> 00:43:09.039
loose in the crates. So I have to spend time

505
00:43:09.880 --> 00:43:14.199
bending over continuously and putting stuff into bags, my own bags,

506
00:43:14.920 --> 00:43:17.760
because that puts pressure on my back to do that,

507
00:43:18.280 --> 00:43:20.760
and also it means I have to spend talk to

508
00:43:20.840 --> 00:43:25.280
the person or be what they'll just watch me do it.

509
00:43:25.280 --> 00:43:32.800
It's not an ideal situation. So when will you stop

510
00:43:33.480 --> 00:43:36.360
moaning about everything? When will you.

511
00:43:36.599 --> 00:43:40.760
Stop having a moaning time?

512
00:43:42.360 --> 00:43:45.079
Yes, a bit moaning. My voice is so croaky at

513
00:43:45.079 --> 00:43:51.920
the moment, it's like, oh, oh, my dear hello. I

514
00:43:51.960 --> 00:43:59.360
watched Happy Gilmore this morning with my breakfast. I haven't

515
00:43:59.400 --> 00:44:04.119
seen it for decades because the new Cappy Gilmore two's

516
00:44:04.159 --> 00:44:10.480
out on Netflix for I'm going to watch the first one.

517
00:44:11.320 --> 00:44:19.519
And the weird thing about it is kind of big okay.

518
00:44:19.760 --> 00:44:28.159
There was in the nineties. There was a few really

519
00:44:28.320 --> 00:44:50.079
big comedy stars. When they're like, what's his name? Just

520
00:44:51.039 --> 00:44:55.079
like some big okay movies that kind of represented. So

521
00:44:55.159 --> 00:44:58.559
Adam Sandler, he did quite a few movies in the

522
00:44:58.639 --> 00:45:02.079
nineties that was his period, wasn't it really? And then

523
00:45:02.199 --> 00:45:09.199
you had what's his name, Ben Stiller? That was his

524
00:45:09.400 --> 00:45:13.719
period as well, wasn't it I guess nineties two thousands.

525
00:45:15.719 --> 00:45:20.079
And then of course Jim Carrey, who was i'd say

526
00:45:20.880 --> 00:45:26.880
the king of the nineties comedy movie in the nineties,

527
00:45:27.039 --> 00:45:31.320
So that there was all those, I would say the

528
00:45:31.400 --> 00:45:34.280
nineties was a really how many more times can I

529
00:45:34.280 --> 00:45:37.440
say the nineties? It was a really good time for

530
00:45:37.559 --> 00:45:49.800
comedy movies, I would argue. But then I was having

531
00:45:49.840 --> 00:45:53.920
a conversation with a neighbor lives downstairs. She's twenty, and

532
00:45:55.559 --> 00:45:57.239
this is a couple of weeks ago, and I was

533
00:45:57.239 --> 00:46:02.320
trying to tell her that there's some really great movies

534
00:46:02.400 --> 00:46:05.119
from the past that she hasn't seen if she hasn't

535
00:46:05.119 --> 00:46:09.800
seen them, and she they're really good worth watching. And

536
00:46:09.880 --> 00:46:13.920
she said, oh, give me, give me a name of one,

537
00:46:14.079 --> 00:46:21.239
and I couldn't think of any. And what she did

538
00:46:21.400 --> 00:46:26.239
ask was what's the picture quality like? And that's a

539
00:46:26.320 --> 00:46:31.639
problem because the picture quality wasn't particularly good on any

540
00:46:31.679 --> 00:46:40.840
movies really at the cinema but not on DVD or video.

541
00:46:41.360 --> 00:46:49.519
Weren't great pictures even in the two thousands. Special effects,

542
00:46:49.960 --> 00:46:52.440
what was it? The Matrix is probably the first time

543
00:46:53.280 --> 00:46:57.159
special effects really well. I mean, I know special effects

544
00:46:57.199 --> 00:47:01.119
were good during Star Wars and Superman and back in

545
00:47:00.599 --> 00:47:05.760
the early days compared to how they'd previously been, but

546
00:47:05.840 --> 00:47:10.719
I would I'd say the Matrix was it was a

547
00:47:10.840 --> 00:47:23.719
jump forward with the old special effects. And then I mean,

548
00:47:23.800 --> 00:47:26.760
special effects are really good now, aren't they. They've been

549
00:47:26.800 --> 00:47:27.920
really good for a long time.

550
00:47:27.960 --> 00:47:38.760
But yeah, yeah, So.

551
00:47:41.840 --> 00:47:45.280
That's it. Really, I just I got COVID.

552
00:47:45.559 --> 00:47:45.960
That's it.

553
00:47:46.079 --> 00:47:51.199
That's all. I'm really well. I just do do an update.

554
00:47:54.440 --> 00:48:08.000
I will upload this at some point today probably, yeah, probably,

555
00:48:08.320 --> 00:48:19.159
and then then I don't know, then I go back.

556
00:48:20.119 --> 00:48:23.159
I'm probably going to go and get I might lay down,

557
00:48:23.320 --> 00:48:26.880
have a little bit of sleep, or maybe just chill

558
00:48:26.960 --> 00:48:29.360
out here, because this has been the longest I've been

559
00:48:29.400 --> 00:48:36.519
awake for days. I'm normally not up for one about

560
00:48:36.519 --> 00:48:40.119
half an hour, but I've actually been up since half

561
00:48:40.159 --> 00:48:44.039
past four and it's now quarter to eight.

562
00:48:48.840 --> 00:48:49.440
This so.

563
00:48:51.039 --> 00:48:58.039
Yes, over three hours, which is pretty good because genuinely

564
00:48:58.079 --> 00:49:00.440
it's the first I've not been up this long since

565
00:49:00.480 --> 00:49:07.960
Wednesday morning, three hours in a row. I feel like

566
00:49:08.000 --> 00:49:15.719
I can focus a bit now as well, which is nice.

567
00:49:17.880 --> 00:49:19.400
I don't know what I'm want to focus on, but

568
00:49:19.519 --> 00:49:21.639
I feel like I can focus on summer.

569
00:49:23.840 --> 00:49:27.000
Yeah, so.

570
00:49:30.559 --> 00:49:36.840
I do believe that is it. That's my little super

571
00:49:36.880 --> 00:49:45.199
interesting story. So thank you for listening. Remember to be

572
00:49:45.320 --> 00:49:47.960
kind to yourself because you do deserve to be happy

573
00:49:48.679 --> 00:49:51.239
and be gentle with yourself. You deserve to feel safe.

574
00:49:52.559 --> 00:50:01.599
Lots of love, take care. Bye bye bye bye bye

575
00:50:01.760 --> 00:50:07.960
bye bye bye bee boo boo boo. I'll do another

576
00:50:08.000 --> 00:50:12.199
COVID test tomorrow morning or tomorrow afternoon, and if it

577
00:50:12.280 --> 00:50:18.239
comes up as positive again, I'll do another one on Tuesday,

578
00:50:21.079 --> 00:50:24.639
and if it comes up positive, I'm going to have

579
00:50:24.719 --> 00:50:26.519
to go and buy some more because I've already given

580
00:50:26.559 --> 00:50:29.800
one away. So I've got four tests. I've used one,

581
00:50:30.239 --> 00:50:33.480
gave one to my neighbor downstairs because she had some

582
00:50:33.519 --> 00:50:36.679
contact with me the other day, so you want to

583
00:50:36.679 --> 00:50:43.239
make sure that she's all right. And I got two more.

584
00:50:43.880 --> 00:50:48.079
So unless I wait till Monday and do one on

585
00:50:49.519 --> 00:50:52.159
if it's not clear on Monday, maybe do another one

586
00:50:52.199 --> 00:50:58.960
on the follow I don't know, Friday or Thursday, or something.

587
00:50:59.000 --> 00:51:03.000
Give it a few days, yeah, but it should be

588
00:51:05.800 --> 00:51:13.000
should pretty much be clear. I reckon the the it's

589
00:51:13.079 --> 00:51:19.360
feeling feeling so much better than I was, so that's good.

590
00:51:21.440 --> 00:51:27.559
So thank you for listening. Bye bye bye bye bye

591
00:51:27.559 --> 00:51:29.679
bye bye bye bye baby baby.

592
00:51:31.239 --> 00:51:31.760
Mm hmmm