May 7, 2025

(music) Whisper Wednesday | LMBYTS #1347 | 7th May 2025

(music) Whisper Wednesday | LMBYTS #1347 | 7th May 2025
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Hello, and welcome to Jasonnewland dot com. My name, my

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name is Jason Newland. It really is hello. So this

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is Whisper Wednesday. Wednesday whispers Whisper Wednesday, one of them.

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There will be a little bit of background from Finsta,

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but outside of that should be fairly quiet because it's

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four fifty two in the A. So I'm just going

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to look at the stance because I've not been long

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enough seven. Ok Okay, yesterday was a good day. That's nice. Yeah, today,

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while it's still early, but yesterday it was okay days

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and that's nice. I say, let's see how many of

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those this money thing I now looked to see how

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many people are streaming or downloaded on my website. Just

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kind of interested. I'm just interested, that's all. It's not

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my fault. Okay, So all my recordings on my website

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I've died. Did I say, only listen when you can

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safely close your eyes, because I can't remember. Vinnie had

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a lampone last night. He's now I think he's he

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in the bone VIP. But he woke me up a

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few hours ago and went into the garden and spray. Honestly,

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there's one of those like those compost sprayers in the fields.

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So I'm kissing lamb does not suit his bomb, But

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I'm kissing the bones fine because he looks like bones,

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don't they. We'll see. Oh, I have to go out

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of the garden and see it. Does it need to

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pick up? He doesn't like to do. He only know

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he does wie wiz when he's in the garden anyway,

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So it's really weird. I was watching this video on

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YouTube a couple of nights ago, and that was about

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a blow called Peter, I think Peter Graham from Downstairs

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at the King's Head, which is a comedy club still running,

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and it's where is it? I should know when there

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many times not twigging them, it's not Strom down downstairs

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at a King's Head. Crouch had Crouch and that's it.

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And downstairs at the King's Head and seven that comes

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going to the website. Welcome to Downstairs at the King's Head,

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or seats face the stage. If we are busy, you

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may have to share a table. We're still operating with

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more space between tables. Okay, it's interesting. So they got

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like what's on and Sunday in the afternoon four to

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seven the jazz, so it's not jazz jazz, and I

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think they used to have Ronnie Golden on the Thursday,

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the eighth of May, which is tomorrow, the legendary Comedy

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try Out Night up to sixteen new and established acts,

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compared this week by Eric and mc elroy. I used

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to go there on a Thursday, I did. I went

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there on a Saturday, Well, probably loads of times. But

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I think I did I do a gig on a

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Saturday night there. I don't know. I think I did.

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I lose track. So while we got Friday Night Saturday

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Spring Day Gordon Southern Otis Canalony. Victor Daniels.

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Called a leg.

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Wow Saturday seventeen for making Mark Thomas blimey. If I

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was closer, I'd go. I'd definitely well, I'd like to

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think that.

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I would.

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Tickets of fifteen pounds now to get used to be

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about three or four pounds. I think of five pound

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maybe lesser was the nineties, baby the nineties, anywhay else

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watching this bloke about us? See if it's the club,

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Let's see if I've got a We are the best known.

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We are perhaps best known as one of the oldest

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comedy clubs in Britain specialize in in bringing great entertainment

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in a friendly and intimate environment. Founded in nineteen eighty

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one by Peter Graham, did I say that at the

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beginning and Hugh Thomas. We now present shows throughout the week.

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The champion the best of the new comedy, music on

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all persuasions, spoken word, magic and dance. A favor of

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audience and performance, the venue prides itself on creating the

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right ambience for each and them and providing the unbeatable

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value for money. With a capacity of one hundred persons,

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the club posts an excellent live pa system. I remember

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that it was a good I used to like that place.

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It was it was into a and on a Thursday night.

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I mean, you think that had a hundred people, they

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were never going to be making huge amounts of money

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from that. If they're charging now fifteen fifteen pounder person,

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so it's one five hundred pounds if the capacity, then

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they have to pay out. They're probably paying out most

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of that for the acts on the night. So my

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guess is they're doing it for the love of it,

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which is amazing. I think I don't know why I

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started talking about that Crouch and I remember going there

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and can you have any making a lot of noise?

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He got that bone. Basically, I was being harassed by

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these phone calls and not arrassed by a lot of

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phone calls missed and he and it got my curiosities.

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I went around to a neighbor to find out what

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it was. It's just something they wanted me to do

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for them, okay. And in the meantime when I was there,

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she kept mentioning that she thought Vinnie was fat, which

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was mildly annoying. She kept going on about it. If

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you want me to do your favor, stop calling my

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little boy fat stomach. So okay, I was thinking about that.

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Oh so I got no messages to read out, I

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got nothing on Oh yeah, YouTube, listen a look, why

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didn't I listen? Okay? I got one more subscriber.

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Yeah wow, Actually had a.

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Couple of listens. That's nice. It's very slow. It's very

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slow in the world of YouTube for me, But that

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is all right. I don't mind. It's I'm happy as

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long as Vinnie's making as much noise as he can.

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That's how I am. So I need to make a

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couple of these public public so this is yesterday's recording,

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which was Trivia Tuesday pigeons. That was why I focused

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on last night or yesterday afternoon, whichever it was, pgeons.

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And so I look what's in the news. Okay, So

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if I give.

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It of the YouTube the YouTube, where else can I

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look at the stats for my.

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Website? Pigeons. I don't know why I'm enjoying saying the

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word pigeons. So today, okay, so people are visiting not already.

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That's good. That's the most popular pages today. Podcast hype

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Nasis are Sleeping Deeply podcasts tip Nasis for Sleeping Deeply,

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podcast hip naces for Sleeping Deeply. Wow, No, Monday's boring objects.

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Oh so it's not a deal. What it is? It's

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because I copied Wow, that's the last sound Penny even.

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I mean, I know I can hear it's on here.

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I mean he's actually registering on the Richter scale of

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my recording equipment, because generally the green light only comes

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on I'm looking at it now, so I'm talking to you.

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I'm trying to like, I'm look at it. It's it

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comes on when I speak. But yeah, wait a minute,

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A way for him to go to make a big

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old crack. Okay, I want to see if I'm just

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pretty sure. The thing is I might have like going

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yeah at the same time that he did the big

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old crack, thinking.

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That it had registered it and noticed it.

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The green light came on. But it might have been

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me that caused the green light to come on. But

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he's taking his time now. I would never do anything

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that I want him to do. I think it's because

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I'm not talking. Yeah, when I'm not talking, it does

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it bit quiet because there's nothing rimmed to disturb it. Right,

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That's how my neck's staring, kind of really distortioning my

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neck in order to say that green lights will stop.

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I'm now obsessed. I can't stop it. I just want

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to keep looking, oh right. So I got referred from

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Instagram begin Instagram, so I don't know quite what's going

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on analytics analytics yesterday. I don't normally get stuff from Instagram,

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which is weird. The last twelve months about how many

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Eve had from Instagram. Four Doc Benny is who the

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view from Duck Duck Cooke, YouTube, yandex whatever it's anything

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to do with spandex, Facebook, Google and Die. Ranked thirty one.

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Contact set of thirty thirty one people in the last

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twelve months. To be fair, when I say twelve months,

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i'm talking from January, so since January this year January

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February March April, four months. The most popular landing most

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popular pages is the home page, podcasts, playlists, let Me

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Buy You to Sleep contact for as well most of

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the top entry entry pages, podcasts, recordings, exit pages. Okay,

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I wonder what the yeah, I wonder what the the

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countries are. Hm. It's not showing all of them for

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some reason. I don't know why. But the United Kingdom

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is the top United States states. In fact, the United

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Kingdom and the United States are kind of equal within

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other people visiting the website, but United Kingdom slightly above.

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Australia third, Canada four, Swisserland is fifth, Spain is nineteen

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five six seventeenth. Seeing that I was allowed one, it

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just did then, but I don't know if it registered.

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But you're hearing it. Who Yes, I caught it. Wow,

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So yeah, he's I think I should have hidden the

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old bones because after his garden spraying earlier on. I

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don't know the weird thing about is by anyway, I

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don't want to focus on that. This move on unless

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if I've got any messages, any any emails. I think

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Phinney's made so much noise he has disturbed the neighbors downstairs.

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Have I got any messages from the website? Nope, nope, nope, nope. Okay,

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well if I call him my normal email accounts habitat,

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don't know what that is. Voucher shop, No thanks, that's weird.

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Sound Uber consider your cravings as satisfied. No thank you,

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Uber Eats, that's what I think. So I got paid today.

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I don't know if I'm going to get paid again,

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which is a really very weird situation to be in.

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I'll explain it to you and explained so. It says

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here on the third tune, so I've been moved over

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to universal credit. It says.

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This is a.

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Universal credit service dot gov dot UK. On a third

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of tune, we will tell you how much you're going

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to get. You will be paid any money you're entitled

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to before a PM on the seventh of June twenty

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twenty five. It's now the seventh of May. Now on

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the phone, they told me my last payment will be

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this next one from the ESO. I didn't realize I

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was going to have to wait till the Seventh's a

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whole month before it's get paid. Wow. It does say

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you can apply for an advanced payment if you need

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to buy money before the first payment. You must have

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applied before the thirty first of May. Check your payments.

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That's have a look how we calculate your payment. You

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get a standard amount each month. You said you're single.

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It says it's likely your payment were made of the

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following housing. You said that you pay your rent, so

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that's four fifty a month. Health. You said your health

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effects your at work or venture from working. You might

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need to have an as this before we can consider

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if you get extra money for this. So I think

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if I say it's interesting, I'm overstaying it. But it's

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definitely got my focus. Oh did so? There you go.

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So I won't know until the third tune what they're

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going to pay me, and then I don't get paid

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till the seventh June, which is exactly a month from now.

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How and you know what, I don't think they're even

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paying the rent now, so I'm going to be behind

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on the rent. What is I supposed to do for

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a month I don't want to apply for an advanced

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payment because then that just reduces the amount of money

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I can because they take they take her over ten

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months or whatever. It's just getting into more days. If

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I borrow a two hundred pound, I that it's only

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twenty pound a month. But I don't want to start

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off like that. I mean, technically I probably need to

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borrow a grand which means I'm automatedly stay take you know,

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pay an hour one hundred pounds a month. After the

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next ten months, I'm just gonna have to find a

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way to get by. This is weird. It's been a

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long time since I've had to kind of do these things.

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I mean, it always happens at the beginning of a claim,

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but I've never had it happen during a claim during

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you know, I don't know, it's just seems weird. It's

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like going backwards almost, you know what I mean. It's

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gonna be a whole month. I've got to get by

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on just one payment, which is technically enough to get

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me through two weeks. Kind of yeah, would have to

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give me through two weeks, but it's gonna have to

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get me through a month. Although the essay is supposed

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to be sending me. They should send me written confirmation

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about my payments, let me know that it's the last

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one again, and let me know that they have stopped

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paying the rent and stuff. Noah, oh oh oh. I

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had some weird dreams last night. It's very strange. I

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was with I don't know where I was Bowers in

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this situation where we all I was if some men

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and we were all getting dogs. But there was a

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big dog and a little dog, and I don't know

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what it is, but they helped me out and I

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promised to give one damn pound, which I did, but

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they left me. I didn't have any other money in

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my wallet. I think maybe five pounds, so I came.

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A damn pound came mark. I said thank you, and

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then the two other men I said to them, I

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are you a drink? I think they said more than one,

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you're only two. We giggled, but I can't remember what

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it is they did to help me out. He had

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something to do with a wicked witch. I think the

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needs a toime. I know it's okay. She's something to

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drink of water. I think that's what you call a refilm.

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Behind me, I don't know what it was the dream

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was about, but there was one part of the dream

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when my dad didn't want me to speak in time

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with my mum because with the same age. It was

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very strange. This was like a separate part of the dream.

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So he didn't and he was back to you know,

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when he was a big strong He still was big

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and strong, but when he was younger, when I was

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little and he was, it was weird. He just didn't

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want me talking to his wife because me and I

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were the same age, which that's that wasn't reality, So

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very strange. So I was sneaking around talking to her

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because we wanted to talk to each other because I

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was her son. It's weird, weird old dreams. I don't

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remember what else. I know one thing though, I think

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I prefer when Venning's in bed when I do these recordings.

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It's done nothing that makes this make as much noise

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as he can. So now it's jumped onto the city.

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He's just been acting a bit weird overnight and today

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like every day I've known him. Ready to be honest,

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year and a half, it was not quite a year

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and a half, it was what month is it now?

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So at the end. Wow, yeah, it is literally a

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year two and a half years now that I've had him.

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I said a year and a half to night. Two

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and a half years. So I got him in two

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thouy and twenty twoy twenty two December, I think, yeah,

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twoy twenty two December, around about this time of the month.

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And there that's December December twenty twenty three, two thousand

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and twenty four, and then up to now, which is

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deceventh of May. So it's two and a half years,

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two and a half years. Where do the time go?

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The birds are very active outside. I didn't do let

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Me Buy Your Pain Away recording yesterday, although I was

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reading or listening to an audio book about chronic pain.

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It's actually a really good book. It's let me tell

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you all about it. I'll just tell you the name

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of it. It's called The Way Out or Chronic Pain,

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The Way Out, Alan Gordon. It's guy. This makes so much.

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He's a fugitive in his bad He's always I'm squeaking.

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I don't know, m M, why is weak? I just

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really like that it's distracted by the fly right. The

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Way Out, the revolutionary, scientifically proven approached to Chronic Pain

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audio book four Hours fifty minutes by Alan Gordon Alon

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Siev narrated by Alan Gordon and Alon Siev. Brought to

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you by Penguin. Rewire your brain and your pain from

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back pain to migraines. I write this since skietica more

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to one point two billion people worldwide. Blah blah blah.

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This is the revolutionary message from psychotherapist Alan Gordon, who,

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frustrated by the lack of effective treatment for his own

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debilitating situation, developed a highly successful approach to eliminate symptoms

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without surgery or medication, offering a viable and drug free

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alternative to exist in and other methods. Based on the

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premise that the pain starts in the brain, not the body,

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Gordon's pain reprocessing Therapy PRT enables you to rewire your

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neuron circuits and turn off stuck pain signals. In a

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groundbreak and study, PRT helped ninety eight percent of patients

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used their pain levels than sixty six percent were completely cured.

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What's more, these dramatic changes held up over time. In

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the way he Outcordon provides so easy to follow a

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guide to ending always been doing okay. As soon as

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I say his name. It starts. It's just staring at me.

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He's ripping up some tinfoil, I'm in attack by a fly,

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and he's squeaking. I really, I don't know why he's

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making such a fuss. So if he needs to go

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in the garden, which I think he does, he needs

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to just come down off the chair and tell me

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he needs to go in the garden. But he's not.

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He's just staring at me from behind. And I'm somehow

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supposed to know, although technically because I'm mentioning it, but

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just showing that I do know that he's staring at me.

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So you could argue that he's doing the right thing.

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There's gotta be some way.

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Of communicating with a dog.

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Just he seems to do the same thing and make

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the same sound, whether he wants something to eat, or

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he wants a treat, or he wants to go out,

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or he wants to play. I'm hearing a buzzing sound

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almost like this a lot of flies or a lot

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of piece or something. Now I know there's not a

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lot of flies in my flat. I know there's not

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a lot of flies and downstairs either, so maybe it's

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in the loft maybe there's an it's nest or something

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up there. I had that once in one of the

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places I used to live. It's about two thousand and seven.

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So I'm sitting on my desk. I don't know if

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I'm making a recording, but I'm back then, and I

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mean now, I know i'm making a recording now, But

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back in two thousand and seven, I was sitting at

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my desk and maybe working on my website or I

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don't know, but it's where I used to sit when

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I did the videos and the recordings back then. This thing,

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huge thing fell on my shoulder and I was a

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horn it. I was like, wow, where the heck did

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that come from? I thought it honestly, I thought it

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falling out of my ear. I like, how the why?

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What was that doing in my ear? How? I did

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not not notice it? But it turned out that there

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was a there was a hole in the ceiling right

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in the corner, and one of the people I lived

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there went and did a little a little bit of

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research in the loft and yeah, there was a huge

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unit's nest there. That's the whole story. I don't know

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if it's worth the wait, I'm not sure. I quite

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like that room. In a way, I quite like living

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in that house until the last bit. I'd say most

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of the time I myselves barely okay place to live,

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but definitely worked on my my book collection. Write such

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a book collection, I mires no reason why I couldn't

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have beuilt it outpit. But I had such a really

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expert superb a supperb library of books on their places

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and psychology and psychotherapy and counseling and philosophy. I mean honestly,

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loads and loads. I must had over a thousand books,

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and it was I loved my books. Now I've got

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anout five. I've got a couple of hundred books. Now,

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I don't know that you'll count on someone. Look four,

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I'm gonna try and count flappy years. Try and count

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the box one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine,

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ten and twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty,

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twenty one, twenty two, twenty three, twenty four, twenty five,

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twenty six, twenty seven, twenty eight, twenty nine, thirteen, thirty one,

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thirty two, thirty three, thirty four, thirty five, thirty six,

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thirty seven, thirty eight, thirty nine, fourteen, forty one, fourty two,

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fourteen three, forty four, forty five, forty six, forty seven,

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forty eight, forty nine, fifty fifty, fifty two three fifty four.

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Fifty five, fifty six, fifty seven, fifty eight, fifty nine.

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Sixty, sixty one, sixty two, sixty three, sixty.

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Four, sixty five, sixty six, sixty seven, sixty eight, sixty nine, seventy,

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seventy one, seventy two, three four, seventy five, seventy six,

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seventy seven, seventy eight, seventy.

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Nine, eighty, eighty one, eighty two, eighty three, eighty four,

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eighty five, eighty six, eighty.

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Seven, eighty eight, eighty nine, one hundred, one hundred, one

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hundred two, one hundred three, one hundred four, one hundred five,

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one hundred six, one hundred seven, one hundred eight, one

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hundred nine two one under ten eleven or thirty forty

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fifty sixteen seventeen, eighteen, nineteen under twenty, under twenty one,

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under twenty two, under twenty three and twenty four until

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twenty five, under twety six, underd twenty seven until twenty

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eight until twenty nine, until thirty under thirty one under

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thirty two until thirty three, hundred thirty four, thirty five

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under thirty six, hundred thirty seven, undred thirty eight, hundred

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thirty nine, one hundred, forty, undred, forty one, one hundred,

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forty two until forty three, one undred, fourteen four, one

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hundred forty five, one hundred, forty six, one hundred and

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forty seven. Roughly about one hundred and fifty books on hypnosis.

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It's quite I suppose, but I've got a book, so

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that was one hundred and fifty. Let's look at so

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many other books. I've got books on my self HELPUM,

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various books I like one, three, four, five, six, seventy eight,

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nineteen twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty,

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twenty one, two, twenty three, twenty four, twenty five, twenty six,

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twenty seven, twenty eight, twenty nineteen, thirty, ninety one, thirty two,

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thirty three, thirty four, thirty five, thirty six, thirty seven,

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thirty eight, thirty nine, forty forty one, ninety two, forty.

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Three, forty four, forty five, forty six, forty seven, forty eight,

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forty nine, fifty, fifty one, eighty two, fifty three, four,

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fifty five, fifty six, seven, fifty eight, fifty nine, sixty,

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sixty one, sixty two, sixty three, sixty.

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Four, sixty five, sixty six, six.

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Seven, sixty eight, sixty nine, seventy, seventy one, seventy two.

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Seventy three, seventy four, seventy five, seventy six, seventy.

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Seven, seventy eight, seventy nine, eighty, eighty one, eighty two,

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eighty three, eighty.

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Four, eighty five, eighty six, sixty seven, eighty eight, eighty nine.

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One hundred, one hundred one number two three. I don't

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hounds account, so I say one hundred and fifty okay,

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stuff and starts one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight,

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nineteen seven, twelve, thirty, fifteen, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty,

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twenty one, twenty two, twenty three, twenty twenty five. So

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the twenty's a twenty potshef two four six, eighteen twelve,

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forty sixteen eighteen twenty twenty twenty four A probably two

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hundred and fifty books, which is wasn't much smaller amount

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than one thousand.

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My aim when I moved in here was to get

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one book a week, one air blosis, just you know,

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from Emerson, just one book a week.

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Or maybe one book a month, fever. It just built

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up the library again. Then I was stuck to that

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for a while, and then then I didn't. Yeah, I'm

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still looking at the bookcase. I don't know why. When

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I've finished the topic, I'm finished talking about the bookcase.

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But I feel like I'm physically kind of stuck here,

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not read from but just I can't remember if I

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twirled my chair to the right or to the left.

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And you may think, well, what does it really matter?

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But there is. You know, there's a reason for out

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because if I twirled it from the left, then that's

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the best way to twil it back. Because if I

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twilted to the right and originally I to it twiled

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it from the left, I might actually eat back the

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microphone finish. Just heard a neighbor open the door, so

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he's normally a bed at this time of the day.

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If he starts barking me, and I'm going to fall

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out because it's on six o'clock. It's a bit too

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early to be having a bargain. Half six is five,

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but not six five past six. That's okay, not six

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o'clock though. It's not six o'clock though, is what I'm

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gonna turn my thing around? My name is nearly is

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quarter to six. I'm sure I won't up at four o'clock.

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Is that all that time gone? I don't know. So

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this has been I'm recording of absolutely nothing. I've talked

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about little Silch, and I don't know. I still managed

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to talk about something, but I don't know what it was.

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Just it was one of those I suppose it was

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just the boring recording. Yay, boring recording. And Ryan's anyway,

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I'm going to go, Thank you for listening. Remember to

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be kind to yourself because you do deserve to be happy.

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Be gentle with yourself. You deserved to feel safe. Lots

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of love. Bye,