July 13, 2025

(music) Uncle Sausages Update | LMBYTS #1392 | Jason Newland | 13th July 2025

(music) Uncle Sausages Update | LMBYTS #1392 | Jason Newland | 13th July 2025
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Hello, and welcome to jasonnew Land dot com. My name

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is Jason new Land and I am sitting in my

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chair with my favorite little doggie, Finney Finney. Oh he's

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colored up to me. I'm just stroking him. Oh yeah.

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Please only listen when you can safely close your eyes.

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I thought i'd do a Sunday subbery as it's Sunday,

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so like a summary of last week, not a summary

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of Sunday, because I haven't done much today except sleep really,

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although I did gap very very early this morning to

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watch the boxing. So here's a summary. Let's see where

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do we start. Should we start Monday or should we

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start yesterday? To Yeah, let's start Monday and work. I

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waited today, so I can't remember anything that happened on

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Sunday last week.

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So Monday.

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You know what this is? Weird? Okay? The days seem

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to be mixing together, or rather the weeks are mixing together,

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and I'm not one hundred percent sure what happened last

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week and what happened this week, so I might get

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it a little bit wrong, a little bit wrong. So

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today's Sunday. Something is it the twelfth of July? I

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think something like that and it's about three. It's twenty

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to three in the afternoon. I've got the windows open

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because it's quite it's a stuffy day to day. It's

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like it's warm, but it's stuffy. It's overcast. The sun's

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not there quite obviously it's there, but there's no sunshine really,

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but it's very stuffy, very like there's less oxygen and normal,

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which is probably a weird thing to say. However, based

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on that, I'm wondering whether or not we're going to

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have a big old thunderstorm tonight. I hope so. And

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I like a big thunderstorm even then he doesn't care

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about them. Honestly, I know it's a bit selfish because

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I like something that a lot of people don't like,

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but I do. I love a thunderstorm, really really loud one. Yeah,

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So I think maybe it's I don't know, I don't

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know why, I just do. There's something, Ever, since I

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was a kid, I quite like the idea that nature

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is just way more powerful than anything humans can produce.

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As far as you know, just every now and then,

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it seems that nature just pops its little head up

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and says just a little reminder to the humans. You

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know I can do this in a second. Something that

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you can create, I can. You know, it's I don't know,

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just it's very powerful, isn't it? Nature? But naturally? But

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at the same time I don't as I don't like

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things that cause damage and harm. But I guess because

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we don't really get that much here, which is nice,

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but just a big thunderstorm or a particularly winded day.

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It's something to be respected, isn't it. Really? I would

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say nature. I was thinking about, you know, the old

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argument about what what instincts we're born with nature versus nurture.

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So what we taught compared to what do we learn,

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you know, compared to what natural instincts do we have?

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And dogs have been studied for this, dogs, rats, animals

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and stuff and humans of course, but the idea that

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a dog has that it made me rethink it because

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I just thought the dogs naturally, you know, a dog

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or pockets leg. A male dog would cock its leg

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to go for weuies. It will kick behind it after

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going to a toilet to cover up because you know,

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to keep away predators and stuff and not know why

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they're doing it, and it's instinctive. But with Vinnie it's

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not instinctive because he had no brothers or sisters. When

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he was born. He was around no dogs, really, he

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had a female. He was around his mum. So when

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he went to a toilet, he crouched, which I guess

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is what his mum did. And I had him at

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ten months old, so he never cocked his leg and

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he never did the old like, you know, kicking back

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after going to a toilet, didn't do any of that stuff.

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Once he started going out for walks with Logi, my

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friend's dog downstairs, he started copying them. He started cocking

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his legs, started kicking. The weird thing about it is

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he'll go to toilet and then we'll turn around and

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he'll kick behind him, which is a complete different direction.

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So there's no point always doing it, but he's just

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learned it so that that. Yeah, he had about eleven

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months with Logi, No, not eleven mode more than that,

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didn't he because my friend left in November and I

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had Logi to for another three months to the end

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of February. I think I was in March, I think February,

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so he had over I mean there three months of

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living with him solidly upstairs here him and Logi together,

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but before that they would see each other every day,

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go for walks every day, so he copied him, but

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after living it like it didn't actually get on so

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well because Vinnie was Vinnie wanted his He wanted his

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own space, and this was his home. He didn't want

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He liked Vinni, he liked Logi visiting. But there's certain times,

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like when he came to bedtime, Logi took up. He

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needed a whole bed because of a big old dog.

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Vinnie was trying to push Logi off. He couldn't physically

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do it, and I couldn't physically do it. It was

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too strong and heavy, and Vinnie did not like that.

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That's when he started sleeping on the pillow next to me,

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because before that he always used to sleep at the

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bottom of the bed or maybe at the side, like

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cuddle up to me when I was asleep, because he

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didn't like to cuddle up to me when I was awake.

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Doesn't like to show any kind of affection. Weird weird

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old sausagees. And so that's the pillow next to me.

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That was kind of the only space he had, or

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right behind him near the wall, because Logi took up

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literally half the bed. Vinnie takes up half the bed,

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but he doesn't need half the bed. LOGI needed half

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the bed because he's big old thing. What's that guy

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do with the last week? I don't know who expect

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me to keep track of what I'm saying. Sorry about

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the noise, but it's like a crush in the garden.

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I can't do anything about it. I'm not closing the windows.

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And at the same time, I do also want to

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make recordings, so it's one of those either I don't

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make a recording. Isn't it really weird? You know when

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you've got an adult that's really loud, and you've got

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a kid with that adult all the time, and then

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the kid starts being really loud verbally, then the adult

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gets upset with a kid for being loud. Now, that

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is funny. That's a funny old situation. Bless them. Loud

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people raise loud people. It's just because we just learned.

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It's the whole nature and nurture what everything as well,

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isn't it. It's sometimes I feel lucky that I moved

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around so much when I was very young, that I

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wasn't with the same people I wasn't with the same adults.

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And you know, it might seem weird because technically I

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probably lucky wasn't the right word. I didn't get caught

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up in that copying other people's behavior. So I didn't

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grow up like my dad, or like my mom or

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like my step mom. I didn't. I didn't grow up

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like them or like the nuns, although I do sometimes

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like to dress up and pace around with a big ruler,

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big bit of wood. But other than that, I'm not

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saying I wasn't influenced by them, because kids are influenced

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by what's around them, aren't they. And I think all

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humans are really to be honest, I know I am

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to a degree, but I didn't end up being like

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a little carbon copy or even even partially a carbon

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copy of a parent. So I didn't have the especially

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if you think back to the era that I grew up,

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like the seventies, So I didn't grow up racist or homophobic,

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or particularly sexist or anything like that. I didn't have

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those strong views about people from other countries and stuff,

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because I've just been I've traveled, not traveled, but I've

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been around. You know, I was in this little town

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at the age of seven, I was in this little

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town and I was hearing people be I don't know,

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not very friendly towards non white people, let's just say.

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And this was standard in the seventies, standard almost kind

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of just flippant in a flippant way, not necessarily in

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a bullian way, just about people that were non white.

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Now there was only I think I met one black person.

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There's one black person in my school, or he was

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a mixed race, and there was probably one black person

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in the town. The only Chinese people in the town

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were people that had a Chinese takeaway. The only Indian

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people the people that had Indian restaurants. It was that

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kind of town, you know, early eighties, late seventies, early eighties.

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It's very like ninety nine point nine point nine point

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nine point nine point nine nine percent Caucasian. So I

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go to that town and people are being all It

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wasn't just the people, but on television it was a

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very kind of prejudice. Being prejudiced was just okay. It

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was standard. It was on family entertainment. Was racist and homophobic.

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It was a standard thing. And I probably laughed, Yeah,

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I did laugh at it as well. I was a kid,

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I laughed. But the difference is I had been I

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knew I'd had black friends when I was in the

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kids home. In fact, my girlfriend was black. So I

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didn't have that attitude. I didn't have that kind of

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a lot of people in the town had never actually

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seen someone that was non white in the flesh, which

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is weird to imagine, but it's probably true actually, other

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than on television or in movies. So I didn't have that.

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I don't know, I just didn't have that attitude, that

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kind of that little brain defect that I think people

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that grew up in that time had a little bit

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if they lived in a completely kind of little, tiny

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little town in the mid love nowhere where you know,

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and obviously if you're in London it's different, or if

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you're in a big city it's multicultural, and it has

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been for for a long long time, since probably the fifties.

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I was going to say something mildly intelligent then, but

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I've forgot what it was. Yeah, I don't know. I

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just I don't mean know what I'm trying to say here.

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Just I don't want thinking of nature and nurture because

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we're not born like that, are we was it the

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two things that babies are born with two fears, the

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fear of falling and loud noises. That seems to be

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the only two. I don't think that's true, though. Everyone's

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got their own thing, and that babies don't like being

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left on their own, do they? Sometimes? I was quite

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a good father figure. Once in nineteen ninety five, I

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was dating this lady. She was I think she was

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two years old than me. I was twenty five, she

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was twenty seven. She had two kids wanted to She

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had a daughter who was about, I don't know, four five,

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and she had a son who was probably about a

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year old. It's basically a baby still. And that little

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boy bonded with me, like really bonded, like just automatically,

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I don't know why. And I used to be able

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to send him to sleep, so when he cried, he

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put his arms out for me to pick him up.

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Is like he connected with me. And I used to

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sing to him and I'd sing Michael Jackson songs and

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he'd fall asleep. And one time I went away, I

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was in Buttling's and I got a phone call from

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her dad, my girlfriend's dad, saying that the little boy,

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the little baby was in hospital because he had an

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asthma attack. So I come back to London and I

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get in there. So I go into the baby ward,

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which is just a weird place to be, and the

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first thing the little boy does is put his arms

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out for me to pick him up, smiling, so happy

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to see me, and it was weird, Like, Wow, imagine

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if other human beings were happy to see me. You

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imagine having that kind of welcome from everyone that you

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meet in life. Life, you would just be almost blissful,

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wouldn't it. It'd be weird. Yeah's definitely weird, especially if

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you Yeah, that would be weird, wouldn't it. Imagine you

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were robbing someone's house and they came in and caught

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you and they were so excited to see you, Oh

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how are you? That'd be weird. Not that I rob

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people's houses, although funny enough, the lady downstairs who've got

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her flat robbed about three months ago. She found out

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who did it as a local neighbor. According to her,

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and apparently that same neighbor. Again, I don't have proof

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of this, but actually the dots fitar together because she

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knew stuff that she wouldn't know otherwise. She you know

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that I've not said to her. The same neighbor was

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going around to people saying that I was a convicted

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I've been to prison for something really bad. And so

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the neighbor downstairs went online. Apparently the website can go

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on to check this stuff out. And it's weird. It's

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that really I didn't know what to do with that

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information because this is someone that I actually visited. I

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visited this person in the hospital last week, not not.

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This isn't Uncle Sausages. This is another neighbor. When if

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it was Uncle Sausages, I wouldn't be visiting them anymore

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if I thought he'd said something like that about me. Yeah,

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that was weird. I said, like, okay, well, if that

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was true, then I would not be living opposite of

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school for a fact. You know, there's a certain laws

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about stuff like that. But then it kind of like

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we had this conversation with me and the neighbor downstairs,

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and she said, yeah, but if she's going around telling people,

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you could end up really in a bad place. But

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you know, I said yeah, And it kind of explains

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why some people are used to say to me, do

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now don't because it's the old saying, isn't it like

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the old no smoke about fire, that idiotic phrase. So, yeah,

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it's weird. I still trying to process this. It's not

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the best time to be trying to process any other

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serious stuff with what's going on with Uncle Sausages. I

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did not know what to do with that information. Also

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to find out that apparently the neighbor downstairs knows the

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person that broke into a flat. She's like a friend

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of a friend, and he didn't notice her flat. So

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he's gone and told her who organized it, which was

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the other neighbor. So I don't know if she's going

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to go to the police. I've got no idea. I can't.

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It's not for me to get involved in that stuff.

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And also it's not for me to know what's what

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is it. I don't know what's true and what's not true.

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But has absolutely blown my mind just thinking I'm walking

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around and people are thinking that of me. It's just absolutely, Yeah,

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it's weird. I should move on. I just it's all

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I've been thinking about since Friday. Yeah, Friday, That's when

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I've yeah, Friday, no Saturday, Saturday night, no Friday, Friday. Yeah,

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So since Friday, afternoon about five point thirty, I remember roughly,

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because Uncle, well actually it was Auntie Landlord came around

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and got me to sign that form, that legal document

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that Auntie the uncle Sausages wanted me to sign. So

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I did that, and then what's her name called me

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up asked me for something. I said, a couple of

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black bags or something. As I went down, and she

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started telling me all this stuff. Why why didn't you

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you know? It's like wow, Because I said to her

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she was saying this stuff, I said, well, I don't know.

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I get on quite well with her, and she said, oh,

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you should hear what she said about you. And then

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when she was telling me, actually was things that she

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wouldn't know that makes sense, things that I've not because

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I've had already any conversations with the neighbor downstairs, hardly

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any conversations at all since she moved in. Helped her

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out a few times, actually, but I've never really had

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any sit down, proper normal conversations. And this was the

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first time that we sat and talked for like half

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an hour, hadn't hadn't done that before, And she knew

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things that she wouldn't know unless she'd actually spoken to

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the other person. There's no way she'd know that stuff.

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It's very unusual, very unusual situation. I'm thinking that with

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people like that about here, I'm was like, I need

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to get out of here. I said to her, why

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didn't you tell me when when she when you found out?

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When she said it, she said, I was going to,

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but you just let me know that you had bipolar,

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and I didn't want to. I was worried what your

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reaction would be. I said, I still got bipolar. You know,

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it wasn't just the weekend thing. I still here. And

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I mean generally my reactions were internal most of the time,

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not always, but most of the time. And you know,

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it's kind of limited, limited to what I can do

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in these situations. But yeah, so that that's probably one

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of the biggest things that's happened this week for me,

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is hearing that how much of it is gossip, how

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much of it is true, how much of it but

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a lot of it was based on stuff that my

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neighbor would not know. She wouldn't know. There's no way

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in the world she could know. Should I say it

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one more time, she couldn't have known, which because I've

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not talked to anyone else. I don't talk to anyone

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anymore because my friend Luke's gone, so don't have conversations

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with people about what's going on locally. We used to

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chat about stuff. I suppose we'll have a little bit

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of a gossip, but generally, you know, since then, I

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don't have contact with pretty much anyone at all around here,

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apart from people I bump into when I'm walking a viny. Yeah,

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don't have anyone knock on the door or ring me.

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But there's this one person that I see that I

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don't see it very often, but i'd usually see a

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couple of times a week actually, And as I said,

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I visited her in hospital when she was lying there

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on oxygen. I mean you could argue, well, I was

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already I was at hospital anyway, so fair enough. But

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it's still, you know, it's a nice little bit of effort.

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I was going to give her a lift home as well,

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but she didn't get kicked out in time. She didn't

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get a parole. But the idea that someone's it's not

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even that they're going around if telling lots of people,

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you just say it to one person, that's enough to

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completely destroy everything. For me. I suppose I'm lucky that

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the person she told didn't believe her, but at the

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same time still checked because it can be checked. You

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could check. There's a a whole website devoted to this subject.

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I've never even had I know, I don't drive, but

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I've never been arrested, never had a parking fine, never

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even had what do you call it a warning? Is

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it a warning about anything? I've never got in trouble

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for putting a cigarette out on the pavement. I've you know,

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it's literally nothing my whole entire life. Saying that. When

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I was seven, I did get in trouble with the police,

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but that was because of stealing from the school. But

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the police didn't do anything to me. They just made

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me stand up and be humiliated. That's when i was Yeah,

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i was seven. But other than that, I've yeah, I've

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never had any nothing. I've got a very clean record,

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and without getting into obvious statements, I could not have

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been a counselor a therapeutic counselor counseling children adults for

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charities such as mind if I had, or, to be fair,

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possibly any criminal record. I mean, they can kind of

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override some of it. You know, if I had a

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criminal record for I'm trying to think something completely unrelated

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to human beings thirty years ago, you know, something like that,

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maybe they can kind of override it and say, well,

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fair enough, it's a long time ago. It's not I'm

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trying to think of a scenario robin a bank. Maybe now,

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it's probably not a good one. Is it stealing a

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tractor to carry home some pebbles from the beach for

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my petty. I'm just thinking something like that. It's like, Okay,

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I stole attract I didn't, I'm saying, But like, okay,

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stole attractor is taking pebbles from a beach, stealing. Technically

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they're not owned by anyone, I guess. But then you know,

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steal detractor. It's not good. It's against the law. Get

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in trouble for that, get arrested, have a fine. The

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worst is going to be a suspended sentence, I imagine. But

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what I did notice, I've got I got a friend

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who anyway, I won't go into that. Yeah, so that's

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very very unusual. I can't live in the mode of

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like wanting to just get out of here now, move away.

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But I can't there's no nowhere to go. But at

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the same time, I guess it at least has taken

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my attention off of Uncle's sausages for a few hours.

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They Wow, he's phoning me up quite a lot when

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I'm not there. And because I gave him an iPad

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to watch his TV, you know, the sports channels, and

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he's struggling a little bit working a thing, and I said,

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I showed him how to do it, but I do

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understand that a new thing can take a while to learn,

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and he's getting confused with it, and maybe just play

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a round of it, just practice, open up the different

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apps like that, you know, because it's not really any

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different from his TV. It's just instead of using a

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remote control, he's just touching the screen instead. But it's Yeah,

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he was saying something about the nurses. They're always walking

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off to go and pray, which has thrown him off

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a bit. And then he was talking about nurses on

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horseback and I thought an award. He said no, I said, well,

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what nurses on horses I don't really know what you're saying,

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so I'll try and find out what that was about.

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He said, they're on TV. I said, they're on TV. Okay,

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really was confused with that today. And then he talks

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about something, and then I'm not sure what he's talking

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about because i can't hear him very well because he's like,

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I think almost he's whispering to me because he doesn't

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want to other people to hear what he's saying. Maybe

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or he doesn't want to disturb other people. I don't know.

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And I've noticed that he doesn't talk loudly anymore. He

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used to talk quite not it wasn't loud, but he

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was very yeah, probably above normal normal volume level. When

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he got animated and he was talking, it was never quiet.

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Now he's really quiet when he talks. I have to

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get my face really close to him. I mean literally,

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I have to get my ear inside his mouth in

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order for me to hear what he's saying, which is

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a weird visual. And it didn't used to be like that,

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I mean literally two weeks ago. He wasn't like that.

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Two weeks ago, he was with his neighbor, Del Boy,

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who is the bloke in a bed next to him,

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Uncle Sausages is walking around talking about football and stuff,

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and he was animated, and he was talking loudly, and

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you know, enthusiastically, and now he's just sitting there. A

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del boy left, so he got out of the hospital,

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and it's just it kind of it feels a little

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bit like he's surrendered, Uncle Sausages. He's just surrendered to

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the situation, which I understand is possibly part of the process.

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And he's he's having problems with his tummy, not really

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quite bad problems with his tummy, which he didn't he

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was and experiencing before he went in there, although maybe

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it was a little bit, but it's, you know, it's progressed.

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And he was saying, oh, I've got a tummy bug.

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I must have called it from from the hospital, which

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is possible, but no one else has got it. And well,

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it's kind of I think it's part of what he's

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going through and and also could be a reaction to

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the medication and stuff. I just wish I could just

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peek him up and take him out. You're not even

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allowed out of the hospital ward anymore, and he's in

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the discharge ward, so they're waiting for him to be

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I might just call this about Uncle's Uncle Sausages update,

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because that way, if you don't want to hear about

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Uncle Sausages. You can just ignore this because not everyone's

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going to want to listen to recordings that are like this,

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because you know, even though I'm not going to go

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into any kind of graphic detail or whatsoever it might,

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it's not necessarily something people are going to want to

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listen to. So I will just put down Uncle Sausages Update.

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That's fair, isn't it. Yeah, So if you get the

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Sunday Summary and let's record it Sunday Summary, Uncle Sausages Update. Ah,

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maybe I don't know, doesn't really matter, does anyone? Does

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anyone even bother worried about what the titles are of

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the recordings? Wait a minute, that's supposed to be Mondays,

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but are in objects? Does anyone care? I don't know.

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I just don't know. I don't know. It's weird. He

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was moaning about the food. He's still moaning about the food,

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and he's I think there's a little bit of a

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clash of cultures there because he's a you know, he's

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nearly eighty years old, he's got his religion. He hasn't

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really spent any time around people with an outwardly different

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religion to him, And you wouldn't even know what religion

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he was because he doesn't dress up or anything, so

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I think that's some kind it's a little bit of

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a a little bit of a shock to his system

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to be around people that are dressed differently, and he's

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never been in hospital before, so it's kind of I

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think that it's a little bit of a culture shock

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being around people that are maybe speaking very different with

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a very different accent, and I think communication wise, he's

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struggling with that because I think they might struggle with

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him because he's got a very strong Irish accent, and

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some of his nurses and doctors have got a very

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strong accent from where they were born. So I think

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it's a little bit hard for both sides to understand

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what each other is saying. And because he can't understand,

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sometimes he's not asking for people to repeat. And I

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said to him, look if you don't if you don't

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know understand what someone's saying, maybe because they're not speaking

466
00:40:03.039 --> 00:40:06.039
loud enough. He's also I think he's a little bit

467
00:40:07.119 --> 00:40:10.800
he is hearing isn't as good as it used to be.

468
00:40:11.320 --> 00:40:17.719
He struggles to hear me on the phone, and how

469
00:40:17.800 --> 00:40:19.719
many people's hearing is as good as it used to

470
00:40:19.800 --> 00:40:23.880
be when they're seventy eight realistically, you know. So I'm

471
00:40:23.920 --> 00:40:29.320
not saying anything prerogative. I'm not saying anything peroxide about him.

472
00:40:30.079 --> 00:40:36.360
So I said, look, I've got sausages. Just you can't

473
00:40:36.360 --> 00:40:39.519
ask people to repeat themselves, or you can even say

474
00:40:39.679 --> 00:40:42.639
I don't understand what you're saying. As long as you don't,

475
00:40:42.760 --> 00:40:45.800
you know, don't say it in a horrible way, but

476
00:40:46.559 --> 00:40:51.920
I don't understand what you're saying. And hopefully if that

477
00:40:51.960 --> 00:40:57.400
person has any communication skills, they will speak a little

478
00:40:57.400 --> 00:41:00.960
bit clearer and a little bit slower and maybe a

479
00:41:01.000 --> 00:41:04.119
little bit louder maybe or get closer to the person.

480
00:41:04.639 --> 00:41:10.599
It just seems like the obvious thing to do, although

481
00:41:11.880 --> 00:41:15.440
I've seen this so many times over the years, people

482
00:41:15.480 --> 00:41:20.480
with the same accent, like a really strong accent, not

483
00:41:20.559 --> 00:41:26.840
being able to understand each other. I've seen people from Glasgow, Liverpool,

484
00:41:27.119 --> 00:41:31.039
Newcastle talking to each other and they're talking so fast,

485
00:41:31.400 --> 00:41:36.559
and the other person says, huh what Now the person

486
00:41:37.280 --> 00:41:42.320
repeats exactly the same sentence as they did before, in

487
00:41:42.440 --> 00:41:46.599
exactly the same way, at exactly the same speed, with

488
00:41:46.719 --> 00:41:53.920
the exact same amount of mumbling, and then a person ah,

489
00:41:54.360 --> 00:41:56.679
and then they can kind of put it together after

490
00:41:56.719 --> 00:42:02.920
hearing it two or three times. I've noticed that for

491
00:42:03.119 --> 00:42:07.719
thirty forty years that people have a tends I say

492
00:42:07.760 --> 00:42:11.960
people with some people have a tendency of they just

493
00:42:12.039 --> 00:42:16.000
repeat themselves exactly how they did before. But the fact

494
00:42:16.039 --> 00:42:19.719
that the person listening to them didn't understand what they

495
00:42:19.840 --> 00:42:27.840
said or didn't catch the full sentence means maybe, you know,

496
00:42:27.880 --> 00:42:34.119
as I said, like speaking a little bit clearer. But

497
00:42:34.280 --> 00:42:37.559
I noticed that when people, for example, someone says I

498
00:42:37.559 --> 00:42:39.360
had a friend who used to sort of talk, and

499
00:42:39.400 --> 00:42:45.159
then he'd almost it's like his sentence would fall asleep

500
00:42:45.360 --> 00:42:48.400
at the end. So yeah, I'm going to head down

501
00:42:48.440 --> 00:42:53.800
to the what I'm now just going to head down

502
00:42:53.840 --> 00:43:00.760
to the and it just drop off. Is like the

503
00:43:00.840 --> 00:43:03.079
last bit, the last word or the last two words

504
00:43:03.079 --> 00:43:13.400
were almost like fall asleep. Now, if someone asks me

505
00:43:13.559 --> 00:43:19.719
to repeat myself, because I'm perfect, of course I would think, oh,

506
00:43:19.840 --> 00:43:23.800
they didn't understand what I said, So maybe I'm mumbled,

507
00:43:24.199 --> 00:43:28.519
and I mumble everyone I'm imagine everyone mumbled. Sometimes I

508
00:43:28.559 --> 00:43:32.960
love mumbling. It makes me makes me horny. So it

509
00:43:34.800 --> 00:43:42.079
that was a really weird thing to say, and the

510
00:43:44.199 --> 00:43:53.960
has thrown me off. I thrown myself off. Wow, thrown

511
00:43:54.039 --> 00:43:56.639
myself off. That sounds weird as well, isn't it. Stop

512
00:43:56.719 --> 00:44:02.599
throwing yourself off. There's people, we've got company. You're ruining

513
00:44:02.639 --> 00:44:10.400
the Christmas dinner. Well yeah, anyway, I just I don't

514
00:44:10.400 --> 00:44:12.119
even know why I'm talking about that while I'm talking

515
00:44:12.119 --> 00:44:16.440
about people mumbling, oh yeah, the nurses or the doctors.

516
00:44:17.239 --> 00:44:21.679
So in his last ward, so he'd been in one.

517
00:44:21.880 --> 00:44:25.199
This is fourth ward he's been in. The first one

518
00:44:25.239 --> 00:44:29.039
was in the accident emergency department, so it was in

519
00:44:29.119 --> 00:44:33.880
the ward there while he was being scanned and blood

520
00:44:33.920 --> 00:44:37.119
tests and all that stuff. So it was an award.

521
00:44:37.199 --> 00:44:41.880
But he then got moved after two days or it was.

522
00:44:41.880 --> 00:44:44.559
He had a Friday night, got moved on a Saturday

523
00:44:45.639 --> 00:44:52.800
to a new ward, to another ward, but he was

524
00:44:52.840 --> 00:44:57.800
only in there for about two days, maybe three days,

525
00:44:57.840 --> 00:45:01.320
two or three days, and then he got moved to

526
00:45:02.000 --> 00:45:04.519
the ward he was in before he moved to this

527
00:45:04.599 --> 00:45:09.239
new one to start with. He liked it in there.

528
00:45:09.800 --> 00:45:12.320
I wouldn't say liked. I mean, he didn't didn't wake

529
00:45:12.440 --> 00:45:18.199
up every morning singing, you know, he didn't. He doesn't

530
00:45:18.400 --> 00:45:25.800
like it, but he liked the other patients. This dell

531
00:45:25.920 --> 00:45:29.039
Boy lived next to him. I think some other bloke

532
00:45:29.239 --> 00:45:34.159
that Big Paul or every cardon was opposite. And then

533
00:45:34.159 --> 00:45:36.360
there was another bloke that was the other side opposite,

534
00:45:36.440 --> 00:45:40.360
but he he was asleep most of the time, but

535
00:45:40.519 --> 00:45:43.199
his wife used to come and chat to us. She

536
00:45:43.280 --> 00:45:52.320
was in there every single day and excused him noise

537
00:45:52.360 --> 00:46:05.280
and going downside. When the squeaky voice put me off,

538
00:46:05.360 --> 00:46:11.039
What was I was gonna say? Yeah, when del Boy

539
00:46:11.159 --> 00:46:21.719
moved out, he had a new person move in and

540
00:46:21.760 --> 00:46:26.800
he didn't like him. Uncle Sausages took a dislike to

541
00:46:26.840 --> 00:46:29.440
this person. He thought that they were talking about him

542
00:46:29.480 --> 00:46:34.440
and stuff, and he thought that he was getting a

543
00:46:34.480 --> 00:46:41.199
preferential treatment. But the ward nurse, because I called the

544
00:46:41.239 --> 00:46:44.760
ward nurse when Uncle Sausages told me this, and we

545
00:46:44.800 --> 00:46:49.239
got together and had a conversation. Has She explained that

546
00:46:49.280 --> 00:46:52.880
everybody'd got different needs because they were all in the

547
00:46:52.920 --> 00:46:57.239
same ward for the same reason, but variations of that

548
00:46:57.360 --> 00:47:05.800
reason and at various stages of the condition as well,

549
00:47:08.039 --> 00:47:12.639
So this person had more personal needs than Uncle Sausages has.

550
00:47:15.519 --> 00:47:18.360
And Uncle Sausages was saying, Oh, I think he's private

551
00:47:18.760 --> 00:47:21.679
because he keeps clicking his fingers, which I'm sure he didn't,

552
00:47:21.719 --> 00:47:25.519
but kept asking for help with stuff, and that was annoying.

553
00:47:25.960 --> 00:47:29.679
Uncle sausages. And I tried to explain that if he

554
00:47:29.800 --> 00:47:33.360
was private, he wouldn't be in a ward with other people.

555
00:47:34.280 --> 00:47:37.280
You know that you know, his own places, in his

556
00:47:37.360 --> 00:47:42.519
own room. He definitely wouldn't be in that ward with everyone.

557
00:47:43.280 --> 00:47:48.480
But I think I think it's kind of just being

558
00:47:48.639 --> 00:47:54.800
stuck in one place. It was really just winding them up.

559
00:47:55.639 --> 00:47:57.519
Then he started thinking that they were saying that he

560
00:47:57.719 --> 00:48:00.599
was yeah, I want to say the word, but that

561
00:48:00.679 --> 00:48:02.800
they were kind of talking about him as if he

562
00:48:02.960 --> 00:48:11.719
was a criminal, some kind of you know, because of

563
00:48:11.760 --> 00:48:17.599
his name or his accent or whatever. And he started saying,

564
00:48:18.239 --> 00:48:22.519
don't you call me paranoid, because because he sort of said,

565
00:48:22.559 --> 00:48:28.280
maybe you're just you know, it might just be bored.

566
00:48:30.920 --> 00:48:35.599
It's almost like he was trying to create some drama

567
00:48:36.360 --> 00:48:40.639
but not meaning to. But then there's also confusion based

568
00:48:40.639 --> 00:48:44.599
on the condition the medication. Just being in that environment.

569
00:48:45.280 --> 00:48:49.840
I feel confused now, just back and forward there when

570
00:48:49.920 --> 00:48:55.280
I'm in there, I just it is it's quite a

571
00:48:55.280 --> 00:49:01.519
confusing experience. So he must be yeah, all over the place.

572
00:49:07.199 --> 00:49:12.840
And then they moved him to this new ward and

573
00:49:13.760 --> 00:49:18.559
he was saying, oh, that bloke one he got Uncle

574
00:49:18.559 --> 00:49:24.039
Sausages kicked out and moved, which isn't true at all.

575
00:49:24.719 --> 00:49:33.920
It's basically he was moved to the discharge ward. I'm

576
00:49:33.920 --> 00:49:37.039
sure there's a few discharge wards in the hospitals, but

577
00:49:37.880 --> 00:49:42.119
he was moved to one of the discharge wards because

578
00:49:42.119 --> 00:49:48.159
he's being discharged, although it might take a while because

579
00:49:48.639 --> 00:49:55.559
he got asked by the hospice or the discharged nurse.

580
00:49:56.360 --> 00:49:58.760
But I think she's part of the hospice as well.

581
00:49:59.400 --> 00:50:02.400
And she said, she said, Uncle Sausage, what have you?

582
00:50:03.119 --> 00:50:06.400
What have you decided? Because she she came a week

583
00:50:06.440 --> 00:50:09.800
before and she came in saying that you decided what

584
00:50:09.840 --> 00:50:12.320
you want to do yet? And he said, well, I

585
00:50:12.320 --> 00:50:14.880
don't want to go home. He didn't want to come

586
00:50:14.920 --> 00:50:18.840
back to the flat because of the mess and stuff

587
00:50:18.880 --> 00:50:21.480
like that. There. She doesn't want to come back here

588
00:50:21.559 --> 00:50:26.440
what she did originally, And she said, or what do

589
00:50:26.480 --> 00:50:29.760
you want? He said, well, she said, do you want

590
00:50:29.800 --> 00:50:34.440
to go into care home? She said he said, no, hospice.

591
00:50:35.239 --> 00:50:37.400
That's what he told her, which I was a little

592
00:50:37.400 --> 00:50:41.000
bit surprised about because I've never I didn't think that

593
00:50:41.119 --> 00:50:44.360
was something that you could choose to do. I thought

594
00:50:44.400 --> 00:50:47.920
it was something that you I don't know. I just

595
00:50:49.000 --> 00:50:50.960
I thought it had gone for a care home, because

596
00:50:52.199 --> 00:50:54.360
I imagine that would be a much nicer environment and

597
00:50:54.400 --> 00:51:01.960
he'd make friends and stuff, and thinking about it as

598
00:51:02.119 --> 00:51:06.239
possibly where he should have been anyway, not not like

599
00:51:06.639 --> 00:51:09.719
a care home, but in a kind of a residential

600
00:51:09.800 --> 00:51:15.239
home where he was having his he was being looked after.

601
00:51:16.119 --> 00:51:19.119
He's got a few needs, just he'd have been looked after,

602
00:51:19.239 --> 00:51:21.239
And I think that's I think he'd have been much

603
00:51:21.280 --> 00:51:25.480
happier if he'd have had that for the last few years,

604
00:51:25.559 --> 00:51:30.440
just somewhere where he had his own room, ideally getting

605
00:51:30.440 --> 00:51:34.360
fed every day, he could watch you know, I have

606
00:51:34.559 --> 00:51:37.280
an own TV. He could watch sport all day long

607
00:51:37.320 --> 00:51:40.280
if he wanted. He'd also be able to have company

608
00:51:40.800 --> 00:51:44.119
because he loves to talk to people. He's a people's person,

609
00:51:45.280 --> 00:51:51.199
and which is ironic because he's also solitary like me.

610
00:51:53.480 --> 00:51:55.480
And I think that's part of the reason why I've

611
00:51:55.519 --> 00:51:59.559
really tried to help him over the last year or so.

612
00:52:00.440 --> 00:52:02.280
I've always been there if he needed me since I've

613
00:52:02.280 --> 00:52:05.519
been there for ten years. But they kind of got

614
00:52:05.559 --> 00:52:07.800
a bit closer over the last year because of stuff

615
00:52:07.840 --> 00:52:11.480
with his flat and bills, and he couldn't he couldn't

616
00:52:11.480 --> 00:52:14.159
communicate on the phone anymore with people, so he helped

617
00:52:14.239 --> 00:52:20.079
got me to help him do it. And he loves chatting,

618
00:52:21.760 --> 00:52:27.760
loves people really a bit like Finny loves humans. But

619
00:52:27.800 --> 00:52:31.679
he lives a solitary life what has done where he

620
00:52:31.719 --> 00:52:35.679
doesn't see anyone really unless he goes out to the

621
00:52:35.719 --> 00:52:38.760
petrol station or goes to the chip van. They all

622
00:52:38.800 --> 00:52:42.320
know him at the chip van because he chats to everyone.

623
00:52:42.480 --> 00:52:46.760
They feel like they know him because every you know,

624
00:52:46.800 --> 00:52:51.719
once a week he's there waiting for the chips, fish

625
00:52:51.800 --> 00:52:57.719
and chips and four cans of drink and a bad sausage.

626
00:52:58.519 --> 00:53:00.280
I even know what he gets now because got it

627
00:53:00.320 --> 00:53:07.880
fro him before. Mushy peas and curry sauce. I think.

628
00:53:09.199 --> 00:53:13.320
But they they really they love him in there. They're

629
00:53:13.360 --> 00:53:16.280
just because he talks then about because the thing is

630
00:53:16.400 --> 00:53:21.000
because they're I think they're I don't know what country

631
00:53:21.000 --> 00:53:29.280
they're from. Uncle Sausages does. And that's the thing. So

632
00:53:29.440 --> 00:53:32.079
Uncle Sosages hasn't he doesn't have a problem with people

633
00:53:32.119 --> 00:53:36.400
for being from other countries. It's just because his normal

634
00:53:36.440 --> 00:53:38.480
thing is I've seen him do it with the security

635
00:53:38.480 --> 00:53:41.239
guards when we first went in to hospital, he was

636
00:53:41.280 --> 00:53:47.039
asking them where they were from specifically so he could

637
00:53:47.079 --> 00:53:50.440
talk about sport. So if he saw someone who like,

638
00:53:50.480 --> 00:53:54.719
they're from India or from Pakistan or from that kind

639
00:53:54.719 --> 00:53:58.599
of part of the world, he'd go cricket. So where

640
00:53:58.599 --> 00:54:03.280
are you're from? If they said old Bangladesh and it

641
00:54:03.400 --> 00:54:11.519
goes to cricket. If if he got someone that says, oh,

642
00:54:11.519 --> 00:54:16.000
they're from Cingali or they're from Jamaica or whatever, it

643
00:54:16.519 --> 00:54:21.239
talk about whatever kind of probably football, you know, if

644
00:54:21.239 --> 00:54:25.760
someone is from Spain or Italy football, it kind of

645
00:54:25.800 --> 00:54:28.960
go with whatever is the national sport. But if someone

646
00:54:29.000 --> 00:54:35.159
was from Australia, he'd go cricket, do you know what

647
00:54:35.199 --> 00:54:38.280
I mean. So he's kind of that's he's interesting where

648
00:54:38.280 --> 00:54:41.800
people are from. But because people aren't talking to him,

649
00:54:41.840 --> 00:54:43.679
the nurses are not and the doctors are not there

650
00:54:44.159 --> 00:54:49.079
to talk about sport. They're there to yeah, save people's

651
00:54:49.079 --> 00:54:53.000
lives and to do their rounds, and they've got to

652
00:54:53.000 --> 00:54:59.000
get to the next person. So I think it's I

653
00:54:59.039 --> 00:55:01.480
guess since he feels like he's been silenced a bit,

654
00:55:02.360 --> 00:55:07.039
and I'm hoping that he gets out there as soon

655
00:55:07.079 --> 00:55:10.239
as possible. I hope it will be a care home

656
00:55:12.400 --> 00:55:18.920
because then he'll be around people and possibly he'll ever,

657
00:55:19.079 --> 00:55:20.599
you know, be able to have a nice chat with

658
00:55:20.679 --> 00:55:26.639
people and be able to just, I don't know, be

659
00:55:26.719 --> 00:55:30.320
himself again. But then I don't know how much of

660
00:55:30.400 --> 00:55:35.320
him not being himself is because of the See I'll

661
00:55:35.320 --> 00:55:36.920
tell you what. It is breaking my heart. You know,

662
00:55:37.119 --> 00:55:40.199
this whole situation. I know it's supposed to perhaps I

663
00:55:40.199 --> 00:55:43.440
shouldn't call this to let me boys a sleep. It's hard.

664
00:55:43.559 --> 00:55:48.000
It's hard, but he doesn't seem to be himself anymore

665
00:55:48.320 --> 00:55:50.360
the way he used to. He goes in and out

666
00:55:50.360 --> 00:55:58.239
of it. It's not just personality wise. I mean, he's

667
00:55:58.239 --> 00:56:00.480
getting angry during the week, and I've never seen him

668
00:56:00.519 --> 00:56:03.840
angry before, but he's gone through a little periods of

669
00:56:03.880 --> 00:56:09.239
anger and telling me off, and Okay, I would normally

670
00:56:09.239 --> 00:56:16.840
put up with that. Oh well, yeah, it's sometimes I

671
00:56:16.840 --> 00:56:23.119
would be like, you know, go go yourself, like that's it.

672
00:56:24.119 --> 00:56:28.079
But I can't because that would be the wrong, wrong

673
00:56:28.199 --> 00:56:33.119
thing to do. So I'm kind of just trying to

674
00:56:33.159 --> 00:56:40.559
stick with it and hope that he gets released or

675
00:56:40.599 --> 00:56:46.800
gets discharged. It's quite funny, isn't it, Considering the nurses

676
00:56:46.840 --> 00:56:49.920
and care workers. I have to deal with discharges all

677
00:56:50.000 --> 00:56:56.079
day long. He's in the discharge ward, which there are anyway,

678
00:56:56.199 --> 00:57:01.639
so he is. I don't know if he's going to

679
00:57:01.639 --> 00:57:03.000
be out of there by the end of the week,

680
00:57:03.480 --> 00:57:06.559
the end of next week. Well it starts tomorrow, doesn't

681
00:57:06.559 --> 00:57:11.800
it really Monday? I don't know. But the nurse that

682
00:57:11.840 --> 00:57:15.760
he spoke to regarding getting discharged where he'd like to go,

683
00:57:16.480 --> 00:57:21.480
she's on it, and they've been on it for They

684
00:57:21.559 --> 00:57:26.360
started last Thursday, not this Thursday, got on the one before,

685
00:57:27.079 --> 00:57:30.400
so they've been on it for over a week already,

686
00:57:31.800 --> 00:57:41.079
trying to find him somewhere to move. And if he

687
00:57:41.159 --> 00:57:47.000
doesn't come back here. I didn't realize this, they literally

688
00:57:47.719 --> 00:57:50.840
will stop his money and give him a twenty pounds

689
00:57:50.840 --> 00:57:54.320
a week to live on. Someone told me that. I

690
00:57:54.320 --> 00:57:58.880
don't know if it's true or not, and I realized,

691
00:57:58.920 --> 00:58:02.760
that'll be getting all his meals and he'll be getting

692
00:58:03.400 --> 00:58:05.519
you know, he'll get somewhere to live in that, but

693
00:58:08.800 --> 00:58:15.760
he's twenty pounds a week. It's if he wants some

694
00:58:17.239 --> 00:58:20.199
new clothes, what if he wants to buy you know

695
00:58:20.239 --> 00:58:23.840
what I mean, Just he wants to because who know

696
00:58:23.880 --> 00:58:28.480
if you don't know. They've they've given him three an

697
00:58:28.480 --> 00:58:36.639
amount of time three and how long a give? But

698
00:58:37.800 --> 00:58:39.840
he might, you know, he may be around for a

699
00:58:39.880 --> 00:58:45.280
lot longer. Hopefully he is. So he might because I

700
00:58:45.320 --> 00:58:46.760
said to him, when you do, if you get a

701
00:58:46.880 --> 00:58:54.159
nice room in a care home, get yourself a big

702
00:58:54.199 --> 00:58:58.760
old TV. You know, just just I didn't say. I

703
00:58:58.800 --> 00:59:01.159
didn't say you must get awful to but get a

704
00:59:01.239 --> 00:59:04.440
nice TV. Because he's got a little one way he lives.

705
00:59:05.199 --> 00:59:06.920
I don't know why. It was not little, but it's

706
00:59:07.000 --> 00:59:12.119
kind of quite small, although he likes it. He likes

707
00:59:12.119 --> 00:59:15.159
to set up he's got before. But I said, just

708
00:59:15.559 --> 00:59:20.679
get a massive TV if you can. And what's weird

709
00:59:20.760 --> 00:59:24.880
is he's got a huge collection of magazines, sports magazines

710
00:59:25.559 --> 00:59:33.119
like football programs and things like that, cricket, rugby. Yeah.

711
00:59:33.280 --> 00:59:35.280
I said to him, what do you want to do

712
00:59:35.320 --> 00:59:37.039
with that stuff? And he said, just get rid of it.

713
00:59:42.679 --> 00:59:48.840
I mean, he had his whole flat cleared out just

714
00:59:48.840 --> 00:59:54.639
before Christmas because of I'd just say his collection is

715
00:59:54.719 --> 00:59:59.480
collecting got out of hand, okay, but he still managed

716
00:59:59.480 --> 01:00:05.360
to keep whold with thousands and thousands of magazines, like

717
01:00:05.519 --> 01:00:13.920
every drawer, every cupboard's full and now he's willing to

718
01:00:13.960 --> 01:00:21.159
just like just chuck it away, and that just seems

719
01:00:24.239 --> 01:00:30.480
it just seems wrong to do that. I mean, technically,

720
01:00:30.559 --> 01:00:32.519
I haven't got to do anything that council can come

721
01:00:32.519 --> 01:00:36.119
and do that, but I'd kind of like I'll speak

722
01:00:36.159 --> 01:00:38.000
to him and say, look, is there anything personal you

723
01:00:38.039 --> 01:00:40.559
want me to go through and get rid of or

724
01:00:41.719 --> 01:00:44.119
get for you to take into the home or put

725
01:00:44.199 --> 01:00:47.000
into storage because he might have you know, he's got

726
01:00:47.000 --> 01:00:49.559
a big bible. I'm sure he doesn't want that chucked out,

727
01:00:50.440 --> 01:00:54.199
and he probably wants that to go to someone because honestly,

728
01:00:54.360 --> 01:00:57.840
it's like the side of the table massive someone gave

729
01:00:57.880 --> 01:01:00.440
it to him, I think is uncle pay should go

730
01:01:00.559 --> 01:01:05.119
to him when he was a kid. So he's had

731
01:01:05.159 --> 01:01:10.960
that for forever, like big bound bible and it's like

732
01:01:11.000 --> 01:01:13.840
in a little booklet thing, so it's what big booklet thing.

733
01:01:14.280 --> 01:01:20.639
So it's very kind of kept kept well. And he

734
01:01:20.760 --> 01:01:24.840
might have personal stuff. He might have photographs, you know,

735
01:01:24.960 --> 01:01:28.239
family photographs, things like that. I don't know where they are,

736
01:01:29.320 --> 01:01:31.400
So I'm going to ask him, is this stuff in

737
01:01:31.440 --> 01:01:34.840
your flat that you want me to get for you? Photographs?

738
01:01:35.800 --> 01:01:43.079
Just I don't know any sentimental things because unless they

739
01:01:43.119 --> 01:01:46.920
allow him to come back to the flat to go

740
01:01:47.039 --> 01:01:52.880
through the stuff, but I imagine that'd be really hard

741
01:01:52.880 --> 01:01:54.360
for you. He said, he doesn't want to set foot

742
01:01:54.360 --> 01:01:57.320
in the place again. But I imagine that'd be hard,

743
01:01:58.480 --> 01:02:00.280
very hard for him to go back into that flat

744
01:02:00.320 --> 01:02:05.840
now after this, because he's lived there for thirty years,

745
01:02:05.880 --> 01:02:11.480
nearly twenty six years, ninety nine. I think he moved

746
01:02:11.519 --> 01:02:18.679
in there. So I don't know it's going to be.

747
01:02:21.480 --> 01:02:24.119
It just doesn't seem right that because I saw this

748
01:02:24.199 --> 01:02:29.719
with Luke. When Luke left, left me, left us, left

749
01:02:29.719 --> 01:02:39.800
the world. His flat was completely full of stuff. His family,

750
01:02:39.920 --> 01:02:43.599
immediate family came around because I had the key to

751
01:02:43.679 --> 01:02:47.480
his flat, I had a spare key up here, so

752
01:02:47.599 --> 01:02:56.400
I let them in and they just took a few bits,

753
01:02:56.480 --> 01:03:00.280
like just like personal items like a T shirt still

754
01:03:00.280 --> 01:03:02.440
had his smell on and stuff like that, still like

755
01:03:02.559 --> 01:03:05.960
his sisters and his mum just keepsakes. And that was it.

756
01:03:07.000 --> 01:03:12.440
And then they tossed me the keyback, and he didn't

757
01:03:12.440 --> 01:03:14.519
want to go. They didn't want to set foot into

758
01:03:14.519 --> 01:03:21.599
that place again. And then I think a couple of

759
01:03:21.599 --> 01:03:27.679
week Yeah, then what happened is no, I didn't take

760
01:03:27.679 --> 01:03:29.719
the key back. I said to a sister keep the key.

761
01:03:30.320 --> 01:03:32.920
I don't want to I'm not going in there anymore either,

762
01:03:34.480 --> 01:03:36.119
and I want to go in I didn't want to

763
01:03:36.159 --> 01:03:42.440
go in there. And so basically then another friend of

764
01:03:42.480 --> 01:03:46.840
his got ahold of the key, was given the key,

765
01:03:46.920 --> 01:03:49.159
and he went in there and started taking stuff out

766
01:03:51.639 --> 01:03:54.800
bit by bit, over like a week or two, got

767
01:03:54.920 --> 01:03:57.039
rid of as much as he could, anything that he

768
01:03:57.039 --> 01:04:06.199
could sell really to be honest or use. And then

769
01:04:07.760 --> 01:04:11.719
when the council came round to empty the place, this

770
01:04:11.800 --> 01:04:17.639
is something that I found very difficult actually, because they

771
01:04:17.639 --> 01:04:25.920
were very I going to use the word unprofessional, but

772
01:04:26.239 --> 01:04:29.920
to be fair, what they're doing, they probably don't hire

773
01:04:30.199 --> 01:04:34.480
people with It's kind of perhaps they don't even think

774
01:04:34.920 --> 01:04:39.719
beyond what they're doing. They don't realize that actually, when

775
01:04:39.719 --> 01:04:45.480
they're empty in someone's flat of belongings, Okay, that person's

776
01:04:45.519 --> 01:04:48.960
not there anymore, but the other people around in the

777
01:04:49.000 --> 01:04:54.159
other flats, the neighbors may be very close to that

778
01:04:54.199 --> 01:04:59.000
person still be grieving. And the way they were treating

779
01:04:59.079 --> 01:05:04.039
his stuff, and we literally heard one and say what

780
01:05:04.119 --> 01:05:07.239
a bunch of junk as he was chucking it onto

781
01:05:07.280 --> 01:05:10.119
the back of a lorry and he was smashing this

782
01:05:10.159 --> 01:05:13.119
stuff up with a big hammer, a big mallet thing

783
01:05:14.400 --> 01:05:21.280
like outside the front, just to make more room. And

784
01:05:21.360 --> 01:05:29.760
I just found that so disrespectful. But I don't think

785
01:05:29.760 --> 01:05:33.400
they did it with disrespect. I think they I think

786
01:05:33.559 --> 01:05:37.159
maybe they just to them it's just a job. They're

787
01:05:37.199 --> 01:05:41.480
clearing out a flat. They don't know what the situation is.

788
01:05:42.480 --> 01:05:45.599
A lot of people leave flats. They just move out,

789
01:05:46.559 --> 01:05:48.800
you know, it's and leave all their stuff in there,

790
01:05:50.360 --> 01:05:52.599
so that before they know it could be just someone

791
01:05:52.639 --> 01:05:55.400
that's just moved to a different town or just hadn't

792
01:05:55.400 --> 01:05:58.559
paid the rent for two years and skipped, you know,

793
01:05:58.800 --> 01:06:01.760
ran out, so they didn't they didn't know what the

794
01:06:01.840 --> 01:06:13.119
situation was. But still just I don't know, it's hard

795
01:06:13.119 --> 01:06:16.920
to explain it. I mean, I'm pretty sure if I'd

796
01:06:16.920 --> 01:06:21.800
have done that job, I might I might have said

797
01:06:21.840 --> 01:06:23.639
the same thing. I might have liked, Oh what a

798
01:06:23.679 --> 01:06:28.400
bunch of rubbish? What's all this stuff? I might have done,

799
01:06:29.159 --> 01:06:31.039
And maybe I might even do now, if you know,

800
01:06:31.280 --> 01:06:33.599
but maybe in the past, if I because I've had

801
01:06:33.679 --> 01:06:37.400
jobs where I've cleaned and stuff, so maybe I'd have

802
01:06:37.800 --> 01:06:44.679
had the same attitude. Perhaps I've become a bit more.

803
01:06:45.519 --> 01:06:52.079
I've always been quite sensitive. But I think I was

804
01:06:52.119 --> 01:06:58.000
more sensitive about myself towards myself when I was younger.

805
01:06:59.079 --> 01:07:02.679
I've become more sensitive towards other people as I got older.

806
01:07:04.679 --> 01:07:08.400
It's yeah, I think that's probably what it was. So

807
01:07:08.599 --> 01:07:12.800
I've always been a sensitive person, I would say, to

808
01:07:12.840 --> 01:07:16.840
a degree, depending on the situation, depending on my mood.

809
01:07:18.559 --> 01:07:25.960
But yeah, so I don't really want someone to be

810
01:07:26.000 --> 01:07:31.719
doing that with Uncle Sausages flat going in there shouting

811
01:07:31.760 --> 01:07:38.159
out about how whatever messy it is or or saw

812
01:07:38.280 --> 01:07:48.199
this rubbish or because that would just be disrespectful. So

813
01:07:48.360 --> 01:07:53.119
I'm kind of in my in my mind thinking, well,

814
01:07:53.159 --> 01:07:56.559
maybe I'll say to Uncle Sausages, if you want me

815
01:07:56.719 --> 01:08:00.760
to start bagging stuff up, clearing out the place so

816
01:08:00.800 --> 01:08:03.760
that when the council come, all they've got to do

817
01:08:03.840 --> 01:08:06.639
is just get rid of the furniture. So I can't

818
01:08:06.679 --> 01:08:08.320
I got nowhere to put the furniture, but I can

819
01:08:08.320 --> 01:08:11.719
get rid of the belongings and see if he's anything

820
01:08:11.760 --> 01:08:15.079
he needs. So, you know, because he's got thousands of

821
01:08:15.400 --> 01:08:19.520
well or thousands, but probably hundreds of newspaper articles on

822
01:08:19.640 --> 01:08:24.239
various sporting events. He's got tickets from sporting events that

823
01:08:24.279 --> 01:08:32.000
he's attended. Yeah, so much because he loves sports. That's

824
01:08:32.039 --> 01:08:39.359
his it's not just a hobby, it's his life. But

825
01:08:39.439 --> 01:08:45.439
it's weird today he said, the iPad's not working, or

826
01:08:45.479 --> 01:08:47.800
it wasn't working properly, or he couldn't get it to work.

827
01:08:48.840 --> 01:08:52.159
And I said, well, I'll try and talk it through

828
01:08:52.239 --> 01:08:58.199
with you. And I said, so you want the BBC app.

829
01:08:58.199 --> 01:09:00.800
Don't you actually want to watch Wimbledon? He said, oh,

830
01:09:00.840 --> 01:09:05.279
I can't involved with We've Wimbledon. I didn't think I'd

831
01:09:05.279 --> 01:09:08.680
ever hear that sentence come out of his mouth. Didn't

832
01:09:08.680 --> 01:09:13.159
care about Wimbledon, the wimbled men's finals, which is one

833
01:09:13.159 --> 01:09:16.800
of the biggest sporting events in this country in a year,

834
01:09:16.840 --> 01:09:20.279
it's one of the biggest events the well, the men's

835
01:09:20.279 --> 01:09:25.199
and the female finals and maybe doubles and the wheelchair

836
01:09:25.199 --> 01:09:27.880
as well, but just the finals, you know, the final weekend.

837
01:09:27.920 --> 01:09:32.439
That's what I'm trying to say. And he just didn't

838
01:09:32.439 --> 01:09:35.720
have any interest. Yeah, he's been watching Wimbledon. He's had

839
01:09:35.760 --> 01:09:40.560
it on TV for the last two weeks in the

840
01:09:40.600 --> 01:09:43.800
other ward because he had a TV which was on

841
01:09:43.880 --> 01:09:48.000
the kind of not a ceiling but wasn't on the ceiling,

842
01:09:48.239 --> 01:09:49.840
but it was quite high up, so he had that

843
01:09:50.640 --> 01:09:52.359
and it was playing the whole time, you know, all

844
01:09:52.399 --> 01:10:00.760
day long. So yeah, it's kind of strange, very very

845
01:10:00.840 --> 01:10:10.199
very very strange. I do hope, though, if he gets

846
01:10:10.239 --> 01:10:15.560
to go into a care home, that it's not too

847
01:10:15.600 --> 01:10:21.039
far away, because it's cost me a fortune getting to

848
01:10:21.159 --> 01:10:31.279
him the last three and a bit weeks, and the

849
01:10:31.319 --> 01:10:33.479
further he is away, the less I'm going to be

850
01:10:33.520 --> 01:10:36.720
able to travel to see him. Because it's not just

851
01:10:36.840 --> 01:10:43.039
about expense, which is quite a big thing, but it's

852
01:10:43.039 --> 01:10:48.279
also time and leaving a little Vinie on his own

853
01:10:48.479 --> 01:10:52.520
for too long. I know, technically I should be able

854
01:10:52.520 --> 01:10:56.600
to leave him all day long, but he's never been

855
01:10:56.680 --> 01:11:01.680
left alone. And since I had him, I've been with

856
01:11:01.760 --> 01:11:07.039
him pretty much twenty four hours a day for two

857
01:11:07.039 --> 01:11:14.079
and a half years. However long it's been, so to

858
01:11:14.159 --> 01:11:19.520
suddenly be leaving him alone for five six hours is

859
01:11:20.600 --> 01:11:25.800
I think it's been a bit traumatic for him and

860
01:11:25.840 --> 01:11:32.720
he never gets used to it. I mean I have

861
01:11:32.840 --> 01:11:36.640
left him alone for a few hours, like really rarely,

862
01:11:37.600 --> 01:11:41.319
very rare, but generally if I go out, I take

863
01:11:41.359 --> 01:11:46.600
him with me pretty much all the time, and I

864
01:11:46.640 --> 01:11:49.800
haven't been able to do that. And you know why

865
01:11:49.840 --> 01:11:52.359
I didn't go. I didn't take him to the hospital.

866
01:11:52.680 --> 01:11:55.520
Organized to take him to the hospital, but I couldn't

867
01:11:55.560 --> 01:11:57.520
take him. You know why not. This was a couple

868
01:11:57.560 --> 01:12:00.439
of weeks ago because I was is it in that

869
01:12:00.520 --> 01:12:05.479
other neighbor who was on oxygen, and I thought I'd

870
01:12:05.479 --> 01:12:08.000
go and visit her. Can't take Vine into that ward,

871
01:12:08.720 --> 01:12:11.199
so I'd have to leave him here because you know,

872
01:12:11.239 --> 01:12:14.359
I was visiting uncle Sausages. I thought I visited her

873
01:12:14.399 --> 01:12:17.800
as well, so I didn't take Vinnie. So Uncle's Sausages

874
01:12:17.800 --> 01:12:20.399
didn't get to say Vinnie, who he's been looking forward

875
01:12:20.439 --> 01:12:25.399
to seeing. Then I find out what she's been up to.

876
01:12:27.359 --> 01:12:34.840
Absolutely amazing. Let it go, baby, let it go. I

877
01:12:34.920 --> 01:12:42.920
have no you haven't, I know I haven't. Oh, so

878
01:12:43.359 --> 01:12:52.720
you know this. I'm hoping that something happens in a

879
01:12:52.760 --> 01:13:00.600
positive way. As far as his being moved out this week.

880
01:13:01.920 --> 01:13:04.000
It'd be great if he can find somewhere or if

881
01:13:04.039 --> 01:13:10.039
they can find somewhere for him that's relatively close to hear,

882
01:13:11.520 --> 01:13:13.920
although he's not going to ask for that, but he

883
01:13:14.520 --> 01:13:17.279
you know, as long as it's central, even central in

884
01:13:17.359 --> 01:13:20.239
the town, I can get to. If it's central, I

885
01:13:20.239 --> 01:13:21.840
can get there a lot quick, a lot easier than

886
01:13:22.079 --> 01:13:24.880
where he is at the moment. You know, if it's

887
01:13:24.920 --> 01:13:35.800
just one bus rather than two buses, and then I

888
01:13:35.840 --> 01:13:44.640
can you know, just he'll have people around him. And

889
01:13:44.680 --> 01:13:46.920
all the nurses were saying that they liked him. He

890
01:13:47.000 --> 01:13:52.359
was a lovely man, and you know he's he's a

891
01:13:52.399 --> 01:14:06.159
friendly bloke. I think he's just, you know, kind of

892
01:14:06.159 --> 01:14:10.399
had enough of being there. Really just wants to wants

893
01:14:10.439 --> 01:14:15.520
to get out, wants to have a bit of freedom.

894
01:14:16.119 --> 01:14:19.560
He wants his parole. That's what he wants. He wants

895
01:14:19.560 --> 01:14:28.399
his paroles, so he does bless him. So it was

896
01:14:28.439 --> 01:14:34.920
really weird. I didn't made an image yesterday, used chat GPT.

897
01:14:35.920 --> 01:14:44.039
All I asked, is make a man, elderly man made

898
01:14:44.039 --> 01:14:50.760
of sausages. Okay, his uncle sausages, isn't he have sitting

899
01:14:50.800 --> 01:14:56.319
on a bed? Have Jack Russell next to the bed

900
01:14:56.439 --> 01:15:03.239
licking his lips? And then I said, add a whiskey,

901
01:15:04.399 --> 01:15:08.960
wispy white hair or wavy white hair, and a baseball cap.

902
01:15:12.439 --> 01:15:19.479
And the ironic thing is the face actually looks like him,

903
01:15:19.800 --> 01:15:23.079
Like he's got the same kind of same features. I'm

904
01:15:23.079 --> 01:15:26.079
talking about the same kind of eyes, same kind of mouth,

905
01:15:26.159 --> 01:15:32.560
same kind of jaw. He was uncanny. It's really strange,

906
01:15:32.960 --> 01:15:36.039
especially with that baseball cap and the hair because he's

907
01:15:36.039 --> 01:15:39.199
got quite long hair and it's very you know, quite

908
01:15:39.479 --> 01:15:42.960
you know, I don't know, it looks like him, not

909
01:15:43.000 --> 01:15:47.239
the sausages park, because he's not made of sausages. We

910
01:15:47.319 --> 01:15:51.479
call him uncalled sausages or Vinnie does, because that's the

911
01:15:51.560 --> 01:15:55.680
thing that he gets thro him. He goes to the

912
01:15:55.920 --> 01:15:57.720
I don't know if he goes up the road to

913
01:15:57.800 --> 01:16:00.680
the shops, but he gets these sausage is in a pack.

914
01:16:01.079 --> 01:16:03.640
And there was those robbery ones that I don't think

915
01:16:03.720 --> 01:16:06.199
are fit for human consumption, but I think they are

916
01:16:06.199 --> 01:16:12.600
sold for humans and their robbery and savaloi ish I think.

917
01:16:14.119 --> 01:16:19.560
Never liked sabalois. Could not, oh savalois. I couldn't believe it.

918
01:16:19.560 --> 01:16:21.279
When people used to come into the chip shop and

919
01:16:21.319 --> 01:16:25.960
actually ask for a savoy. They were willing to pay

920
01:16:27.600 --> 01:16:30.720
to eat a savaloi. Literally, they were willing to give

921
01:16:30.720 --> 01:16:35.319
their own money. You couldn't. Honestly, I wouldn't. I wouldn't

922
01:16:35.319 --> 01:16:39.000
eat it if you gave me money. Savalois. I never

923
01:16:39.119 --> 01:16:42.039
liked them, but anyway, it's the there's kind of those

924
01:16:42.119 --> 01:16:47.159
kinds of sausages, robbery not really sausages, but this one air.

925
01:16:47.279 --> 01:16:51.479
He loves them, absolutely loves them. He'd eat a whole

926
01:16:51.520 --> 01:16:56.720
pack if he could in one sitting. He doesn't get to,

927
01:16:56.880 --> 01:16:59.560
but he would if he could. So that's why he

928
01:16:59.640 --> 01:17:06.239
cause Uncle Sausages, Uncle Sausages. He's also got a lady

929
01:17:06.479 --> 01:17:09.239
who doesn't have a dog, but she likes. All the

930
01:17:09.279 --> 01:17:13.600
dogs love her around here because she's they all call

931
01:17:13.680 --> 01:17:18.359
her Nanny treats, so she's known as Nanny Treats by

932
01:17:18.399 --> 01:17:24.319
all the dogs. Vinny started that one as well, and

933
01:17:24.399 --> 01:17:27.119
all the dogs either. It's quite weird because some of

934
01:17:27.159 --> 01:17:29.479
the other dog owners are starting to call her nanny treats.

935
01:17:30.600 --> 01:17:36.479
That's funny. If you say something enough people to start

936
01:17:36.520 --> 01:17:38.840
to pick it up, won't they. I guess, Oh, it's

937
01:17:38.920 --> 01:17:45.600
Nanny treats. But wow, it's catching on baby Vinny. If

938
01:17:45.640 --> 01:17:49.840
I actually say to Vinny, there's Nanny treats and he

939
01:17:49.880 --> 01:17:53.079
looks up like where you could say, oh, well, I've

940
01:17:53.079 --> 01:17:56.680
just said the word treats, but no, he's looking for

941
01:17:56.800 --> 01:18:00.560
nanny treats. He knows the difference between just saying treats

942
01:18:00.600 --> 01:18:04.560
and nanny treats, and he can spot off from a

943
01:18:04.560 --> 01:18:09.520
mile away, which is an exaggeration. But he can see her,

944
01:18:11.079 --> 01:18:13.840
you know, you know when you can see the outline

945
01:18:13.880 --> 01:18:16.359
of someone from a distance, but maybe not see their

946
01:18:16.399 --> 01:18:18.960
face properly to not really know whether or not to

947
01:18:19.000 --> 01:18:26.560
wave to them. He knows who it is. Maybe he's

948
01:18:26.600 --> 01:18:31.800
just got much better eye sight than me, and I

949
01:18:31.880 --> 01:18:34.760
don't generally, but sometimes I let him off the lead. Well,

950
01:18:34.760 --> 01:18:37.600
I let go of the lead and he runs to her,

951
01:18:40.119 --> 01:18:43.119
because I know that once he gets to her, he's

952
01:18:43.199 --> 01:18:48.119
not leaving her side. He will not leave her because

953
01:18:49.239 --> 01:18:52.840
I literally have to drag him away because he will

954
01:18:52.880 --> 01:18:58.199
eat every single treat that she gives him. He adores her,

955
01:18:58.680 --> 01:19:01.279
absolutely adores her, and even if she didn't give him

956
01:19:01.279 --> 01:19:05.199
any treats ever again, he'd still get excited to see

957
01:19:05.199 --> 01:19:11.239
her because he loves her, because he just she adores him.

958
01:19:11.439 --> 01:19:13.159
I mean, she loves all the dogs, but I think

959
01:19:13.199 --> 01:19:17.000
he's one of her favorite ones because he's been and

960
01:19:17.039 --> 01:19:20.119
there's another one who lives next door, but this one's

961
01:19:20.159 --> 01:19:23.640
been in a house at least once. She let him

962
01:19:23.640 --> 01:19:25.960
in and she ran her around and he loved it,

963
01:19:26.159 --> 01:19:33.039
absolutely loved it. So she's so it's nanny treats and

964
01:19:33.079 --> 01:19:38.439
you've got uncle sausages. There's no one else at the moment. Really.

965
01:19:39.680 --> 01:19:42.600
There's a few people that I see, you know, when

966
01:19:43.079 --> 01:19:46.600
I take him out, but there hasn't got any nicknames

967
01:19:46.600 --> 01:19:48.800
for any of them. There's del Boy, but that's a

968
01:19:48.840 --> 01:19:51.760
different person. That's not the one in the hospital. That's

969
01:19:51.920 --> 01:19:56.119
just a wheeler and dealer that me and Luke used

970
01:19:56.159 --> 01:19:59.760
to call Del Boy. He worked on the market for

971
01:19:59.800 --> 01:20:02.119
the alas, like selling stuff out of his garage and

972
01:20:02.720 --> 01:20:04.920
just it'd buy stuff and sell it. That's what it was,

973
01:20:05.600 --> 01:20:11.560
market trader, but we call him Del Boy. Other than that,

974
01:20:14.359 --> 01:20:17.000
there was pants, but he's don't live around her anymore.

975
01:20:19.560 --> 01:20:22.680
The lawnmower man, he doesn't live anymore because he'd spent

976
01:20:22.760 --> 01:20:28.800
about literally about eight hours mowing a tiny little beer grass.

977
01:20:31.159 --> 01:20:34.159
It taking so many pills or whatever he's took, and

978
01:20:34.199 --> 01:20:40.680
he would literally just be standing there, one lader grass

979
01:20:40.720 --> 01:20:44.119
at a time. But with a lawnmower, I don't know

980
01:20:44.159 --> 01:20:46.399
how it's even possible. And all we hear is that

981
01:20:46.520 --> 01:20:51.720
lawnmower starting and stopping, starting and stopping from morning till night,

982
01:20:53.680 --> 01:20:57.000
all day and on. So I called him a lawnmower man,

983
01:20:57.479 --> 01:21:12.000
among other things. What other name other people? No that's it. Really.

984
01:21:14.520 --> 01:21:19.039
I'm now beginning to wonder what my nickname is. Oh please,

985
01:21:20.239 --> 01:21:27.840
I'm worried to even ask. But that's it. Really, that's

986
01:21:28.079 --> 01:21:31.199
really what's happened this week, being a backward and forward

987
01:21:32.000 --> 01:21:41.640
dealt with taxi drivers and bus drivers, passengers, the heats,

988
01:21:43.359 --> 01:21:48.000
all the nurses, and it's been a very strange week.

989
01:21:48.800 --> 01:21:51.800
And then Uncle's sausages started to get a little bit

990
01:21:52.880 --> 01:21:59.159
agitated thinking that people were doing stuff, and like ah,

991
01:22:00.000 --> 01:22:06.279
he got very very complicated, very difficult. But it seems

992
01:22:06.359 --> 01:22:14.960
to be hopefully headed towards the right direction in a

993
01:22:15.079 --> 01:22:20.840
sense of him being discharged. That's what I mean by

994
01:22:20.840 --> 01:22:28.159
the right direction, and fingers crossed, he will end up

995
01:22:28.840 --> 01:22:39.039
in a nice place where he's he feels okay. I

996
01:22:39.079 --> 01:22:41.279
know what I mean when I say that, but I

997
01:22:41.399 --> 01:22:44.760
still I'm not sure what it means whatever okay is

998
01:22:45.159 --> 01:22:51.920
that he feels I want to use a word happy,

999
01:22:52.000 --> 01:22:56.239
but that's probably the last word. Maybe, But I'd like

1000
01:22:56.319 --> 01:23:01.720
him to feel that he's been looked after and that

1001
01:23:01.840 --> 01:23:04.680
he feels safe, And yeah, I guess that's it, isn't

1002
01:23:04.680 --> 01:23:08.079
it to feel safe and to feel looked after, to

1003
01:23:08.159 --> 01:23:14.119
feel heard when he speaks, to be listened to and

1004
01:23:14.199 --> 01:23:20.439
maybe you know, make a couple of friends along the way,

1005
01:23:20.560 --> 01:23:30.479
and yeah, very strange times. Oh my glasses just fell off. Well, actually,

1006
01:23:30.479 --> 01:23:34.840
I just what did I do? I did something and

1007
01:23:34.840 --> 01:23:37.439
I knocked my glasses off with my thumb. I didn't

1008
01:23:37.520 --> 01:23:39.760
just fall off at all. But you want to know that?

1009
01:23:39.800 --> 01:23:41.960
Why did I have to tell you the truth? Damn it.

1010
01:23:44.279 --> 01:23:46.159
So I'm going to have a Chelsea bun with icy

1011
01:23:46.279 --> 01:23:51.840
and a big cherry on the top, pretended. So no,

1012
01:23:52.039 --> 01:23:55.439
I want to eat that, and then I might make

1013
01:23:55.479 --> 01:23:57.640
myself another couple of years well to have that with.

1014
01:24:00.880 --> 01:24:11.479
And then I will possibly edit this recording. It's now

1015
01:24:12.720 --> 01:24:17.439
what time is it? It's four o three, so I've

1016
01:24:17.439 --> 01:24:22.840
been talking for nearly an hour and a half. I

1017
01:24:22.960 --> 01:24:29.199
probably watched maybe I'll watch a MOVEV A move I

1018
01:24:29.239 --> 01:24:36.680
don't know, and then I'll have an early night tonight,

1019
01:24:36.880 --> 01:24:39.640
even though I spent half a day in bed. Oh,

1020
01:24:40.000 --> 01:24:43.520
I woke up. I I just remembered. Do you know what?

1021
01:24:43.640 --> 01:24:47.680
Here's how this is changing me. I woke up this morning.

1022
01:24:48.800 --> 01:24:51.239
I went to bed at eight, which I've been doing

1023
01:24:51.239 --> 01:24:58.439
a little bit during the week. Yeah, just I'm kind

1024
01:24:58.479 --> 01:25:01.560
of ready to go to bed at that time, so

1025
01:25:01.600 --> 01:25:03.560
we're in a bit of eight. Woke up at half

1026
01:25:05.199 --> 01:25:10.319
oh yeah, I woke up at half twelve. I woke

1027
01:25:10.399 --> 01:25:12.199
up a couple of times in that period as well,

1028
01:25:13.359 --> 01:25:22.039
including getting a phone call, and I had this dream

1029
01:25:22.079 --> 01:25:26.560
where I actually said out loud and I felt it

1030
01:25:26.640 --> 01:25:32.640
that it's the first time I've ever been happy. And

1031
01:25:32.680 --> 01:25:42.159
it involved a lady who involved fall in love, and

1032
01:25:42.239 --> 01:25:44.680
it was weird. I was kind of pursuing her, not

1033
01:25:44.720 --> 01:25:48.199
in a kind of weird way, but just but she

1034
01:25:48.439 --> 01:25:52.279
was allowing me in a sense like she, I don't know,

1035
01:25:52.560 --> 01:25:54.840
it's a weird one because her dream so it's all

1036
01:25:54.880 --> 01:25:59.199
completely involved elephants and swings and stuff. You know, it

1037
01:25:59.199 --> 01:26:04.880
could be ice cream, all kinds of weird things involved.

1038
01:26:06.159 --> 01:26:18.159
But basically I remember saying to her in this stream,

1039
01:26:18.159 --> 01:26:20.279
telling her that I loved her or I love her

1040
01:26:20.359 --> 01:26:22.600
and I want to spend the rest of my life

1041
01:26:22.680 --> 01:26:27.760
with her or something like that. And she was concerned.

1042
01:26:27.760 --> 01:26:30.239
She said, how long was that going to be? I

1043
01:26:30.239 --> 01:26:32.159
said why? She said, well, I've got things to do,

1044
01:26:32.479 --> 01:26:36.479
I've got to make plans. Sought. It was weird, and

1045
01:26:36.479 --> 01:26:38.840
then I woke up, But there was that whole thing

1046
01:26:38.880 --> 01:26:43.600
of like, okay, it's the first time I felt happy

1047
01:26:44.159 --> 01:26:49.520
like that was the first time. And it was a

1048
01:26:49.600 --> 01:26:55.960
strange time to wake up, like, okay, brilliant, and I'm

1049
01:26:56.000 --> 01:26:59.960
partially awake, you know, because half twelve, I'll be spending

1050
01:27:00.000 --> 01:27:04.560
a fair bit of time in bed yesterday afternoon or

1051
01:27:04.640 --> 01:27:11.239
during the day actually, and the boxing was on Live Boxing,

1052
01:27:13.000 --> 01:27:17.119
which was multiple world title fights, well a couple. Yeah,

1053
01:27:17.800 --> 01:27:20.720
So I just I thought, an, I'm not going to

1054
01:27:20.800 --> 01:27:23.399
watch it. I'm going to go back to bed because

1055
01:27:23.479 --> 01:27:25.840
you know, I don't get up in the middle of

1056
01:27:25.840 --> 01:27:31.039
the night anymore to watch boxing. And this little voice,

1057
01:27:31.399 --> 01:27:33.319
well it was not really little voice, but a thought

1058
01:27:33.359 --> 01:27:37.840
came into my head, said why are you putting it off?

1059
01:27:38.760 --> 01:27:43.119
Why put off something that you enjoy? And I thought

1060
01:27:43.159 --> 01:27:50.640
of Uncle sausages, and I thought, yeah, why am I

1061
01:27:50.680 --> 01:27:53.600
putting that off? Why am I not sitting up? Okay,

1062
01:27:53.640 --> 01:27:57.960
it's disruptive to the next day because I'm gonna be

1063
01:27:57.960 --> 01:28:05.039
tired all day Sunday. But at the same time, it's

1064
01:28:05.039 --> 01:28:07.640
a lie. It's a live event, it's a big event

1065
01:28:07.800 --> 01:28:11.760
in the boxing calendar, and it was a really good

1066
01:28:11.840 --> 01:28:19.039
event as well. Every fight was good. Why why am

1067
01:28:19.079 --> 01:28:22.239
I just like and I'll go to bed, and I

1068
01:28:22.279 --> 01:28:25.159
need to make sure on bed to at least four o'clock.

1069
01:28:26.039 --> 01:28:31.399
It's twelve thirty's too early to be getting up. See,

1070
01:28:31.439 --> 01:28:33.800
this whole thing seems to be changing my attitude a

1071
01:28:33.840 --> 01:28:43.399
little bit to the whole idea of putting stuff off. Yeah, anyway,

1072
01:28:43.439 --> 01:28:45.880
it's good. It was a good night, and I've been

1073
01:28:45.880 --> 01:28:51.520
tired all day, bless. But also in a few weeks time,

1074
01:28:51.600 --> 01:28:56.880
there's a there's the Canelo Crawford fight, which is is

1075
01:28:56.880 --> 01:29:00.560
it September I think, but that it's going to be

1076
01:29:00.720 --> 01:29:04.439
on during the night and I'm watching it hopefully. I'm

1077
01:29:04.439 --> 01:29:10.359
going to watch that because that's arguably the biggest fight

1078
01:29:10.399 --> 01:29:16.079
of the year, arguably just from the sense of the

1079
01:29:16.119 --> 01:29:21.680
two biggest names in boxing fighting each other. It's huge,

1080
01:29:22.239 --> 01:29:29.479
two unified world champions fighting each other. I mean it, Yeah,

1081
01:29:29.640 --> 01:29:34.279
it is quite rare, and that happens, it does happen,

1082
01:29:34.319 --> 01:29:38.760
but this is, like, you know, it's a big deal

1083
01:29:39.600 --> 01:29:41.399
in the boxing world. So I'm going to be watching that,

1084
01:29:41.479 --> 01:29:43.800
and that's going to be early hours in the morning

1085
01:29:44.520 --> 01:29:49.199
on I think September twelfth or thirteen, something like that

1086
01:29:49.880 --> 01:29:56.520
or fourteenth. Yeah, and then next week is the World

1087
01:29:56.600 --> 01:30:00.239
heavyweight title fight, but that's in England, so that's good.

1088
01:30:00.720 --> 01:30:06.680
And that's Duboir against Usik for all the belts, so

1089
01:30:08.720 --> 01:30:12.680
that's something to look forward to. So I hope that

1090
01:30:12.880 --> 01:30:17.680
Uncle Sausages by next weekend, Uncle Sausages is out of

1091
01:30:18.119 --> 01:30:24.520
the hospital, living in a decent place, I mean where,

1092
01:30:24.560 --> 01:30:27.119
you know, somewhere that he wants to be, that he's

1093
01:30:27.159 --> 01:30:33.560
happy with. And I'm sitting here watching the boxing with

1094
01:30:33.600 --> 01:30:41.520
Little Vinny. That's my eating some pizza. I hope. Yeah,

1095
01:30:41.600 --> 01:30:45.079
that's my dream. So I'm going to go. Thank you

1096
01:30:45.119 --> 01:30:48.680
for listening. Remember to be kind to yourself because you

1097
01:30:48.800 --> 01:30:53.880
do deserve to be happy. Be gentle of yourself. You

1098
01:30:54.000 --> 01:31:01.800
deserve to feel safe. Lots of love. Five