Sept. 8, 2025

(music) Too many changes | LMBYTS #1430 | Jason Newland | 6th September 2025

(music) Too many changes | LMBYTS #1430 | Jason Newland | 6th September 2025
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Hello, welcome to Let Me Buy You to Sleep dot com.

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Oh that sounds like a new website.

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It is a new website. Oh oh oh yeah. My

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name is Jason Newland. I haven't made a video for

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a while. I'm going to turn this put this down. Ah,

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that's it. It's not so much light in my eyes.

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I don't know what the picture is like. I hope

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it's okay. I'm just down to look to see what's

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what is that? There's stuff in the background. I couldn't

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I suppose I can crop it anyway. Sorry. So, hello,

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this is let Me Buy You to Sleep. Vinnie's over there.

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I'm here and my stomach just made a weird noise

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for thumbreathn So I got this set up, I got

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my microphone, which I guess you can see. And my

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stomach is making some weird sounds tonight for some reason.

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So I'm not quite sure what time it is. Is

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about eight o'clock on Saturday. The I think it's the fifth. Yeah,

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I think it's the fifth of September to zero two five.

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And the backdrop in case, because I'm going to have

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to maybe put some kind of backdrop on the video,

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you know, to make it look a bit better, because,

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to be fair, that looks awful. It's not mold on

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the wall. It's just the felt from where the soundproofing

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used to be. That's what that is. Spent most of

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the day when I was awake working on my website

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and making some changes. In fact, I'm going to go

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through it now so just so I can sort of

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tell you what I'm up to. One of the things

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I've been doing is uploading. While trying to upload all

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of my recordings on to Google Drive, I've got two

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terrbytes and so far i've used five hundred and forty

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six point nineteen gigabytes. It's just kind of going quite well. Actually,

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I thought. I'm just thinking though, let me Boy to sleep?

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Did they all let me Boy to sleep? How many

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did I get on there? One hundred and fifty one

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to twelve hundred? Right, so I've got twelve hundred let

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Me Boy to Sleep audio recordings on this drive? Vinny,

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what are you doing? It's making some strange sounds. The

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other thing I've been doing is because I've been working

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on my podcast, which is now the main podcast that

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I'm doing. I've decided because I'm not going to be

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having ones with music anymore. So I've decided that instead

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of doing like six different versions and all that stuff,

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just do one recording, but make it ten hours long,

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so without music, So the recording however long that lasts,

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and then the bits at the end where I'm just

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talking and counting down and doing body scans and stuff

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like that. So I've been changing over all of the

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different podcasts on my podcast. It's taken a while, so

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now I'm going to do I'm back on the twenty

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fourth of August, so I've not really done that many,

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but I can change the actual recording and this on there,

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fourteen twenty one, fourteen twenty one, so no music, ten

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hours Okay, Vinnie woke me up, so that's good. So

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I've got that that's uploaded now. Other than that, I've

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been working on my website, Letmeboy to Sleep dot com

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and trying to update the amount of Let Me Boy

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to Sleep audios MP three's that you can download, because

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at a moment, I've got one two hundred and ninety

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six on there that you can download for free. So

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and I've got I couldn't even tell you what I've

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got altogether. Yeah, I can let me have a look

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one two nine six, fourteen hundred and twenty eight. So

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still quite a lot to do, which is fine. So

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twelve ninety six, twelve ninety seven, this is what one

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hundred and sixty, one hundred and fifty something like that,

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So it's going to probably take a few days to

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get that done. And then again, I'm just uploading the

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five hour to ten hours without any music, so you

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can download that for free. I don't know why I'm

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making a video. I don't know why I look so hot,

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because I'm not hot, just naturally red all year round.

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It's beautiful. It's a beautiful thing. Yeah, I'm trying to

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make changes, trying to make some changes. Oh by the way,

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did I say only listen to this? I'll watch this

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when you can faith the clothe your eye. Yes, it's

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very important because now I don't understand why. I don't

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get it myself, but apparently some people find me boring.

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They find my voice to be sleepifying, as it were.

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I personally think that I've got an extreme me active, vibrant, excitable,

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even invigorating voice. Maybe not so yeah, that's kind of

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I mean, really fallen. Can you imagine if you took

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me to court, said, I watched that his podcast and

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I fell asleep, and I'm taking him to court because

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I fell asleep listening to his podcast. Oh what was

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the podcast called? It was called let Me Bore You

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to Sleep? Case this myth. I do believe it's weird

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that I need to tell people, but you don't. It's

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worth saying it anyway. I try and say it every

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single time, just and I have done for like nineteen

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years that I've been making recordings. Although I've not been

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making to let Me boy the Sleep recordings for nineteen years,

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but I have been doing them since two thousand and eighteen.

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So I've got what's that nineteen, twenty twenty one, twenty

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twenty five, So a few more months, it'll be eight years.

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I'll be doing this another October, November, December, January of yeah,

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six months, so I've been doing it seven and a

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half years. I've been doing these let Me Bore You

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to Sleep. By the way, the window's open. Two windows

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are open, so you may hear background sound. There's not

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really much I can do about that, other than I

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suppose I could close the window. But it's kind of

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warming here. I want the window open. I like the air,

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a bit of a bit of hm, fresh air. We

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all look at that, it's two minutes to nine pm.

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I didn't think it was quite as late as that.

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I've only just eaten like a little while ago. Itchy ear.

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So here's kind of what I've done. I have retired

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from making hypnosis recordings or hypnosis videos. And when I

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say retired, I was never an employed person doing it.

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But what I mean is retireds And I'm not going

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to do it anymore unless I just feel like doing it,

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then I'll do what I want. But yeah, generally my

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aim is to focus on these let me brought you

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to sleep recordings and videos moving on forward for the

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next ten years or so, hopefully hopefully longer. So that's

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what I intend to do, and you can all watch

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me get old. It would be brilliant. So I'm fifty

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five now, just turn fifty five, BlimE me. Ten days ago,

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no twenty six, thirty, thirty one, one, two, three, four

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or five nine days ago? So nine days ago I

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turned fifty five, and yeah, I did count on my fingers,

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So what why got an issue? I'd got a problem

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with that, So yeah, I'll down mass in my head.

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It's not so easy. I did go to scool though

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hard to believe, but I did one two nine seven.

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So I'm going to try. And this is going to

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be hard because I'm going to try try. And there's

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what I'm doing here. I can't I said, I can't

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show you. I could show you how I'm doing it,

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and I think the camera will be a bit wonky,

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but sorry about that. I'm uploading the recordings to my website,

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so I need to do now. Now that's saved, I

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need to go back to one two ninety six, do

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a duplicate and then change it to one two nine seven,

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cut out the copy bit and then click as set

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as active. Then as it comes on, I need to

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change the description to one two ninety seven with the date.

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Now I need to change the image to one nine seven.

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See one two nine seven one two nine seven. There's

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an image in bed if that's the title of the

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recording fifth of March twoententy twenty five. I'm nearly caught up,

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so it's quite good. I had lots already done, so

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I just saved that. And now I'm going to go

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to add a digital file. Add a file go to

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my downloads because I've downloaded this from another podcast and

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now upload it. In the meantime, I'm still working on

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changing the file on my podcast from for Vinnie Woke

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Me Up number fourteen to twenty one on a twenty

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fourth of August, and at the same time as that,

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I'm in the process of uploading all of these stress

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and anxiety recordings. Where is it? Okayety stress anxiety and

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panic attacks. So it's ninety nine hundred and ninety four

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out of one three seven eight uploaded. So it's you know,

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so I'm doing I'm kind of juggling these things together.

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Been doing it all day, but it's very, very boring.

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So I haven't been doing it all day. I have,

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but I haven't, you know, if you know what I mean.

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It's just I can do it for maybe half an hour,

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and I just it's really really tedious. So what I

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do now as I go back to the podcast twelve

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ninety seven, so I look for twelve ninety eight, I

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go down and there and I found the no music

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ten hours. So this is book Thief, Okay. So I

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copy this copy of the title and then I download

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the episode and that's what I will upload to the website.

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There's a method here, is not particularly interesting method. What

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gets sweaty. I wonder why that is though, because the

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TV is off that the TV generates a bit of heat.

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There's two lights ones over there, but it's not shining

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on me because it goes right, my glasses just turn

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into these big I look like Superman. You know what

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I mean by that is like I'm about to shoot

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lasers out of my eyes. That kind of Superman. And

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obviously I look like Superman all the time body wise, clearly.

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Ah dear, And.

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I'm just yeah, I'm trying to make this kind of

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conversion over to or transfersion transfer, transferring over to doing

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the let me Boy to sleep only. Now, what I

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realized is some people will still want to be able

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to listen to the thousands of hypnosis recordings I've made

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over the years, over the last nearly twenty years. So

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what I've done is I'm also being trying to upload

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those onto the website and it's going to be under

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the archive. Does that make sense? I think it makes sense.

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It makes sense, But I've got no intention of making

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any more hypnosis recordings. Now. This is kind of what

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I said yesterday as well.

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But hm, I keep going back.

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And forward with it. And when I say, let me

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boy to sleep, I'm still going to be doing boring objects,

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still be doing trivia Tuesday, still be doing Q and

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A Friday, all the things that are kind of to

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some people that watch or listen to me. Rather because

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I normally don't make videos anymore. I used to, and

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I've just been uploading the podcasts to YouTube that now.

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I don't really know why I've done it tonight, but

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for some reason I decided to just do it. And

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here I am. What can I say other than sorry?

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What has happened? What's going on? This is weird that

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wasn't supposed to happen. Twelve and ninety eight. I'm just

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getting a little bit confused now. Twelve ninety eight, so

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I need a picture twelve ninety eight Book Thief. No

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I can't. I'm trying to upload a video. See. IM

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getting very distracted, very hard to focus on what I'm doing.

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Book Faif, book thief, book Thief, that's the one, and

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feeling that as well. There is I could show you

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what's on my screen, but that'd be even more boring

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than telling you what's on my screen? What Maybe that's

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a good thing. Maybe that that yeah, maybe that is

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a good thing. Ooh, So I've taken filing out three

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times today. It's been a nice day. Actually, last night

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All Glorious took him out around seven o'clock, about seven o'clock,

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six seven. It was so nice, so peaceful, a little

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bit of a breeze. Saw some dog walkers that I

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kind of see fairly regularly, so that's nice. And it

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was just nice. It was like almost like the perfect weather.

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You know, I'm not saying for every single day of

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the year unless it rained in the evening then because

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we do need rain and stuff, but for an early

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evening walk and early evening, you know, it's it was

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just really nice, very calm. And what's this Friday nights

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is Saturday now, So this was last yesterday, Friday, twelve

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ninety twelve ninety nine. See, I'm still focusing twelve ninety nine.

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No music, five hours, no music ten hours. Now. I

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understand this might for those that are used to listening

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to me on my podcasts, it might be a bit

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strange making these changes, but my aim is to make

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a new recording every day, possibly possibly a new video

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every day. I don't know, maybe possibly, potentially, maybe, And

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I think I'm far enough back from the camera to

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to kind of make it work. If the camera's too close,

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it's just like, really, you know, it's just far enough

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the way back. So I've got it attached to the

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other end of the desk or the other side of

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the desk. It seems to be okay, Yeah, it seems

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all right. You know. I didn't I didn't even check

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to see if there's any boxing on boxing. There's any

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boxing on tonight, Boxing tonight, one day ago, boxing on

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TV Saturday or there is, but that's in America. The

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deep I want. I'm missing. I'm missing the boxing. I'll

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watch it tomorrow because I'll be in bed when I

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finished this, I'll be going to bed, So I watch

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it tomorrow. It's McCormack against Rams. Damn it. I just

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i'm kind of a little bit. I know that there's

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box on next week because it's a big it's a

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big one next week. It's what's his name, Canello Crawford.

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I've got it in front of me. I didn't know it,

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but it's handy to have that memory. That's next Saturday.

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But that's early hours of the morning and I'll have

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to I've got to watch it live because that's it's

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a huge fight. It's for boxing. It's a huge, huge,

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huge fight. I wonder what the undercard is for Canillo,

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Mabilly against Martinez, Walsh against Vargas, Boha, Chuck against Adams,

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ditch Co against Franklin. It's a heavyweight Nelson against Santana.

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So I don't really know. I know Franklin heavyweight, I

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don't really you know a lot of them, but Billy

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super middleweight, superworweight, superwork wait heavyweight, super middleweight, super fitvyweight, Yeah,

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I don't know. And in Crocodernovan's on vacant IBF World

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Worldweight Championship. That's on the Saturday night as well, but

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that's on UK time. Oh yeah, cool Saturday, the thirteenth,

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I thought, I thought to the twelfth. It's a sixth

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a day. It's not the fifth, it's the sixth. Wow,

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I've never been so excited at being wrong with a date.

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I don't know why. Well, let me change so now

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one two nine eight is uploaded, so now I need

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to change it over do a duplicate.

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See I wish I could show you the intricacies of

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what I'm doing online, and maybe I will in the future.

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Maybe i'll because there is a way of you know,

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recording the screen. I forget the name of the or

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is it descript I could use to do that, So

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technically I could do that. And I have my little

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my little head, my little head. It's not very look

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it's a quite a big head. But on in the

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corner it's my face going.

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And now I'm doing this.

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Look, I'm moving the cursor and now I'm going to

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press enter. It wouldn't be that exciting, but it's mhm,

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you know, you know what I mean, it might be

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worth doing. I mean, I suppose technically I could perhaps

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start playing chess, maybe drafts, to start for drafts, and

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maybe do that online. I don't know. Oh, that didn't work.

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I tried to upload. Nope, why am I doing this?

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It's because I'm not concentrating. That's why upload new So

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it is twelve ninety nine. So this is the image

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that I'm trying to upload from my archives, twelve ninety nine.

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And this is for Q and A Friday from the

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seventh of March twenty twenty five. Save that, and now

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what I do is I upload more actions, add digital file,

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and then go to downloads, change the file, and now

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upload it and now go back to one thousand, three

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hundred oops, one thousand and three hundred. Okay, And it's

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just continuously doing it over and over and over and

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over and over again. It's not the most stimulating thing

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to be doing. However, once it's done, I will feel

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quite good about it because once I've completed all of

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these and done the same with all the hypnosis, the

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old hypnosis stuff, then the job's done and all I

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need to do is just upload one new recording every

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day or every time, make a recording, and let me

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boy to sleep recording, which is easy. Yeah, so it

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should be fine, That's what I think. Oh, the sound podcast,

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which is now SoundCloud, is saved, so I now go

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to good Morning fourteen twenty fourteen twenty, So I need

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to replace that file. So I go to fourteen twenty,

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which would be in my downloads fourteen twenty ten hours. Nope,

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no music, ten hours, Good morning, that's it. Twenty third

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of August twenty twenty five says that's just kind of

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what I'm doing. This is as I said, it's not

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the most exciting job, but it's not a job, you know,

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to do a job. I'm doing a job. Once it's done,

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then I can start focusing one. I'd like to improve

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the let Me Buoy to Sleep recordings, maybe have a

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bit of a structure to them. But then maybe maybe

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possibly no structure is the correct way to go. I'm

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not sure because even if I was to try to

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introduce more of a structure, it would still be unstructured,

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if that makes any sense. It's not going to be yeah,

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it's still going to be all over the place. So

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I mean there is there's a degree of structure when

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it comes to if I do Q and A Friday,

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so I ask questions, post some questions on my Jason

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Newland's Boring group my Facebook group, so you can ask

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me some questions and answer them on Friday. And I'm

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pretty much but I think I had a couple of

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weeks off in the summer during my stuff that went on,

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But generally I've been pretty much consistent ninety nine percent

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of the time with the Q and A Fridays. I've

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done a lot of them. Trivia Tuesday, which is more

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of a recent one, but I've apart from the last

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couple of weeks, last few weeks, I've been getting more

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consistent but technically less consistent with that, but that's just

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because of how I've been feeling and what's going on.

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But Monday's boring objects Again, I was getting pretty consistent

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with those as well, So it is just something that

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I will hopefully continue to do. Right, So I'm just

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going to copy that thirteen hundred. See I am. I

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do believe what they call in the industry a multi tasker. Yes, no,

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because I remember, wow, years ago, right when I was

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building websits and my own websites. But I'd spend thousands

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of hours working on this stuff every night. Not thousands

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of hours every night, but you know, I'd finish work

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and I'd be spending all my evenings and all my

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weekends on building a website. And I knew when it

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was time to stop because I just kept making the

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same mistakes, just little mistakes. But then I couldn't. I

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just it's almost like my brain just stopped working. So

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that was quite good to know. Then I realized that

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my brain never did work. Oh, thirteen hundred. Sunday Summary,

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ninth of March twenty twenty five, far in the newspaper

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fart heard from miles away. That's rude. That doesn't sound

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like me. I wouldn't have I wouldn't have made an

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image like that, surely thirteen hundred. So add the go

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to downloads, click on this. Ooh oh, that was nice,

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and that's done. Now. This is probably quite a weird

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thing to watch on YouTube as a video, because I

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don't know. It's just me with my big pink face

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staring at you through the window. No, it's weird. I

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don't know. The thing is I think because we're YouTube,

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the videos always get more views than the podcasts, even

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if I upload a podcast or if I do a

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recording with images with spirals whatever, A video with meet

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a video, a video with me in front of the

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camera gets more views than the other ones. And I

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don't I don't understand really why. I understand it. I

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understand why some videos not mine, but other people's videos

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get lots of views because you know, sometimes they're really

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attractive people in front of a camera and it kind

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of wouldn't matter what they were doing. They would still

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have an audience. Maybe not the same amount of audience,

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but because that's superficial, but it's still true. It still

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would have an audience because of how maybe people like

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seeing them. Maybe they've got a lovely smile or the

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nice ears. I don't know. That's not why I watch

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YouTube videos. I'll just let you know. I'm quite into

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AI videos, like watching the artificial intelligence things. I have

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got a little, a little secret pleasure. It's a dirty

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little secret. Now it's not. It's these auditors that go

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around on YouTube, that go around and basically film stuff,

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film the police or get they get stopped by the

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police because they're filming in public and the police don't

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know what the law is about it, and just things

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like that. I used to quite like that, but now

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the auditors have gone more into filming the public going

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around to especially like the protests and that's going on

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around the country and going into different parts of the

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country and different towns and cities. And it's kind of

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interesting because I get to see places that I wouldn't

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get to see normally. You know, I realize it's only

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from like one perspective, but then I've seen Manchester from

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quite a few different perspectives, different people with YouTube channels

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filming parts of Manchester or parts of London or parts

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of Leeds or Nottingham, Liverpool, Luton, so I've kind of

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or Wales or Scotland, Edinburgh, Glasgow. So it's not that

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it means that I know what it's like to live there,

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because I don't, but it gives you know, it's weird.

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I kind of feel like I know my way around

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Manchester City because I mean I have been there. I've

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been on a tram two thousand and five, I think

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it was I went to a hypnosis course up in.

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It wasn't Manchester, but it was outside of Manchester, but

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I went to Manchester. So I to go to Manchester

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from London. I guess was it King's Cross? Maybe to

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Manchester and then I had to get another train. Oh

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was it Bolton not Bolton? Oh I don't know, but

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anyway it was. I liked it. I liked the area,

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and I mean the area I went to not not Manchester,

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but the area I ended up in was kind of

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quite run down, but I didn't mind that, if that

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makes sense that they didn't didn't really bother me. Oh god,

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I just got a memory, got two memories from going there,

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and I got three memories. Wow, and I've got a

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lot of few memories now, isn't that weird? Opened that

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little bubble, didn't I? And on the way there on

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the train, I was on one of the local trains

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once I got into Manchester going to Bolton, or to

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wherever it was I was going to. I can't remember Bolton,

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maybe nowhere near Manchester, so I apologies, but it was

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somewhere anyway. And these two young lads get on and

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they couldn't have been They looked like teenagers. And they

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sat they kind of they sat down. One of them

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sat down opposite two girls a guest I guess they're

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also teenagers, sat down. The other one sat on the

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other chair and they said. One of them said to

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one of the late girls, he said, you're really nice?

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You are you really pretty? I was just wonder if

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I can every telephone number? And she said, oh, I've

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got a boyfriend. Straight away, he looked at the other

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girl said you're a really nice as what can I

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have your number? Then and the whole train started laughing.

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I'm literally the train driver just stopped, walked through the

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carriage and just high fived in because it was funny.

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It was just so ridiculous. Both the girls were laughing

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as well. I was laughing. It was so well timed,

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and it wasn't weird, it wasn't creepy, it wasn't anything.

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It was just funny. The first bit maybe you know,

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it was like can I be telephone as I can

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phone you. That's just like a really silly chat up

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line anyway, but just to turn to her friend straight away, honestly,

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they the girls were laughing, the boys were laughing. And

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I've already said this. I mean there were people when

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the train stopped and the doors opened, there was people

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on the platform laughing. That's how good it was. People

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that hadn't even heard it were laughing. And then I

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remember walked up to McDonald's this once I was off

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the train, and this was close to where the I

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think I went through what I went to the hotel.

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This is strange, right, I'd get off the train out

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the train station and I've got this bag. It's quite

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heavy because I've got like three days worth of clothes

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and stuff, probably my laptop and I don't know what else,

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clogs and ironing board, parachute, you know, just general stuff

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that you take for a weekend away at our training

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course and hypnosis, and there's a taxis. I stopped the

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taxi it was a taxi outside, said can you take

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me to this hotel? Police? I didn't know where it was.

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That's something that I do is, I'll give you a

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little secret. If you're going somewhere and you've never been

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there before, and when you get there, you've booked a hotel,

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but you've never been there before, so you don't know

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the area, you don't know where the hotel is. Get

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a taxi. That's my little secret. I don't know if

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anyone else has cottoned onto this, but it's I think

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it's an idea that I came up with all by myself.

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So I said to this bloke, the taxi driver, can

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you take me to the whatever the hotel was? I

468
00:42:34.039 --> 00:42:37.480
don't know what it's called, the Smelly Bogie or whatever

469
00:42:37.519 --> 00:42:43.119
it was. And he said, no, it's too close. I said,

470
00:42:43.119 --> 00:42:46.760
what it says? Not worth my while? It's too close?

471
00:42:49.440 --> 00:42:58.000
I said, can you just My attitude is if you're

472
00:42:58.039 --> 00:43:01.039
for hire as a tax see, not as a human,

473
00:43:01.079 --> 00:43:03.559
but as a taxi, you take me where I want

474
00:43:03.559 --> 00:43:09.559
to go, and if it's just charged me more. It

475
00:43:09.599 --> 00:43:13.079
doesn't matter. I would give tips anyway, but it's like, nope,

476
00:43:13.119 --> 00:43:15.760
it's too it's too close. Yeah, but that means you'll

477
00:43:15.800 --> 00:43:18.679
be backing. You go back sooner than doesn't it. Now

478
00:43:18.760 --> 00:43:21.320
I want to I want a big fare. I want

479
00:43:21.320 --> 00:43:25.320
a long journey. What'soul go around the block a couple

480
00:43:25.360 --> 00:43:31.119
of times then uh huh? And he said, honestly, it's

481
00:43:31.199 --> 00:43:33.039
just like it's a couple of minutes walk. It's just

482
00:43:33.079 --> 00:43:37.639
across there. It wasn't It was a good, like fifteen

483
00:43:37.639 --> 00:43:43.239
minute walk with this big bag. Now some people might

484
00:43:43.280 --> 00:43:47.079
have maybe done it in three minutes, but I've never

485
00:43:47.119 --> 00:43:51.119
been a quick walker. But anyway, I dropped my bag off.

486
00:43:51.159 --> 00:43:53.960
So I'm still a bit an order with that taxi driver.

487
00:43:54.159 --> 00:43:57.360
I mean, twenty years, I should let it go, shouldn't

488
00:43:57.360 --> 00:44:02.239
I really? And a look, and I'm still there just

489
00:44:02.239 --> 00:44:08.280
looking at my computer. Oh yeah, I'm walking to the McDonald's.

490
00:44:09.280 --> 00:44:10.960
And it's kind of like on this hill but there's

491
00:44:11.000 --> 00:44:15.760
lord these trees around and it's in the early evening

492
00:44:16.400 --> 00:44:20.440
but it's kind of March time, so it wasn't dark.

493
00:44:20.599 --> 00:44:22.480
It wasn't light. It was kind of you know me,

494
00:44:22.760 --> 00:44:25.920
you know, middle ish, And this should be on a

495
00:44:25.960 --> 00:44:32.480
Friday evening. So I left. Yeah, be Friday evening, so

496
00:44:32.599 --> 00:44:37.320
probably about six or seven, so I might have had

497
00:44:37.360 --> 00:44:50.159
that Friday off. Well, I I'm walking up and there's

498
00:44:50.320 --> 00:44:59.840
this man and this woman leaning against a tree and

499
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:06.239
and the man's holding a woman, and the McDonald's staff

500
00:45:06.440 --> 00:45:10.159
are all just standing out watching, so there's a domestic

501
00:45:10.199 --> 00:45:15.000
going on. The staff aren't doing anything, they just watch him,

502
00:45:15.039 --> 00:45:18.400
just enjoying the show. So I go up to the

503
00:45:18.440 --> 00:45:21.559
bloke because she's saying, get off me, get off me.

504
00:45:22.639 --> 00:45:25.079
So I go up and said, look, what's going on,

505
00:45:25.320 --> 00:45:31.760
you know, just like try and break it up. And

506
00:45:31.800 --> 00:45:33.960
I said, can you just let her go? He said no,

507
00:45:34.079 --> 00:45:39.400
Look and she was holding him. She had a vice

508
00:45:39.639 --> 00:45:44.760
grip on a part of his body, so he wasn't

509
00:45:44.760 --> 00:45:49.559
going to let go over until she let go over him.

510
00:45:49.719 --> 00:45:53.760
And after about ten minutes of trying to negotiate with them,

511
00:45:54.400 --> 00:45:58.159
I just gave in. And I think the McDonald's staff

512
00:45:58.199 --> 00:45:59.599
just called the police. And I just went and at

513
00:45:59.599 --> 00:46:02.679
my tithing to eat. I couldn't be bothered, like I

514
00:46:02.800 --> 00:46:05.599
don't trying to help, trying to you know, first of all,

515
00:46:05.599 --> 00:46:07.760
I thought she was in trouble. It turned out that

516
00:46:07.840 --> 00:46:14.639
he was more in trouble than she was. And yeah,

517
00:46:14.719 --> 00:46:18.360
I just like the staff. They were just like loving

518
00:46:18.400 --> 00:46:24.719
it had chairs out, eating popcorn and everything. M So

519
00:46:27.519 --> 00:46:39.280
I'm trying to think of another memory of that place. Yeah,

520
00:46:39.800 --> 00:46:43.800
I remember the tram because that was interesting because I

521
00:46:43.960 --> 00:46:46.000
may have been on a tram when I was a kid.

522
00:46:46.159 --> 00:46:54.679
That's possible because trams were around in were they around?

523
00:46:55.039 --> 00:47:11.519
When were trams around? When did trams stop in Newcastle?

524
00:47:11.840 --> 00:47:16.639
See if that nineteen fifty Okay, so let's say a

525
00:47:16.679 --> 00:47:22.920
lot London in London nineteen fifty two, so I was

526
00:47:22.960 --> 00:47:26.400
born nineteen seventy so they definitely weren't there London. What

527
00:47:26.440 --> 00:47:31.760
about South End? Was there only in South End April

528
00:47:31.840 --> 00:47:37.400
nineteen forty two? So yeah, again I'm not say Manchester

529
00:47:45.760 --> 00:47:53.079
trams in Manchester stopped operating in nineteen forty nine, but no,

530
00:47:53.440 --> 00:47:55.800
because it then it opened the game in nineteen ninety two.

531
00:47:59.159 --> 00:48:05.840
What the modern light railway Manchester Metrolink. So it isn't

532
00:48:05.880 --> 00:48:16.199
a tram, but it is a tram. It's it's kind

533
00:48:16.199 --> 00:48:18.519
of weird. It's it's I mean, a tram was a train,

534
00:48:18.639 --> 00:48:25.079
wasn't it? You know what I mean? It's like they

535
00:48:25.079 --> 00:48:27.320
still call it a tram in Manchester. They don't call

536
00:48:27.360 --> 00:48:32.519
it a train, call it a tram because when I

537
00:48:32.599 --> 00:48:41.800
was in ampstadam trams in Amsterdam. It dates back to

538
00:48:41.920 --> 00:48:57.360
eighteen seventy five. Wow London. Right nineteen fifty two the

539
00:48:57.480 --> 00:49:04.079
Croydon tramlink was reintroduced into I think the camera is

540
00:49:04.239 --> 00:49:09.599
starting to move to one side, which is weird. Right,

541
00:49:11.280 --> 00:49:16.159
Finny started barking, so I had to stop then blessed

542
00:49:16.880 --> 00:49:28.199
ooh was it thirteen oh one? The thing is he

543
00:49:28.360 --> 00:49:38.559
heard a cat meowing. It's kind of supposed to bark

544
00:49:38.920 --> 00:49:42.880
in that scenario, isn't He notes I've got two bottles

545
00:49:42.880 --> 00:49:50.480
of water. Now he's supposed to bark. That's kind of

546
00:49:50.519 --> 00:49:57.559
his job to be annoying to let me know there's

547
00:49:57.599 --> 00:50:01.800
a cat outside. Why would I need to know that

548
00:50:01.880 --> 00:50:09.000
there's a cat outside? What possible reason could there be

549
00:50:09.280 --> 00:50:15.079
for me to be needing that particular information? Just just

550
00:50:15.199 --> 00:50:32.039
asking asking for a friend. I'm ready for bed, To

551
00:50:32.079 --> 00:50:37.000
be honest with you, it's twenty to ten. I'm not

552
00:50:37.000 --> 00:50:41.159
only in bed by ten because I'm old now, and

553
00:50:41.480 --> 00:50:55.239
I'm old thirteen oh one. I wonder how long it's

554
00:50:55.280 --> 00:50:58.199
going to take for me to get all this this

555
00:50:58.639 --> 00:51:03.320
look to get all of this done, to get updated,

556
00:51:04.599 --> 00:51:11.440
because I quite like the idea of it being finished. Nope,

557
00:51:12.519 --> 00:51:19.840
I made some weird noises today. You yawning a lot

558
00:51:19.880 --> 00:51:23.239
as well. I don't know why I'm telling you what

559
00:51:23.239 --> 00:51:25.280
I'm doing. When I'm doing it, you can hear and

560
00:51:25.320 --> 00:51:34.559
see what I'm doing. I don't know your why. Anybody

561
00:51:34.760 --> 00:51:35.400
knows why.

562
00:51:35.760 --> 00:51:38.880
I don't know why.

563
00:51:39.559 --> 00:51:45.760
Thirteen oh one, fourteen. I'll probably get another fifty done tomorrow.

564
00:51:45.760 --> 00:51:50.119
A fifties I'm probably about Tuesday Wednesday, I have all

565
00:51:50.159 --> 00:51:54.719
to let me boy to sleep done, and then I

566
00:51:54.719 --> 00:52:02.159
can start working on some of the other stuff. I

567
00:52:02.360 --> 00:52:05.480
like to think that by the end of next week

568
00:52:06.719 --> 00:52:10.519
I can have Why do you keep making that weird noise?

569
00:52:10.559 --> 00:52:13.880
I don't want that noise. I turn a volume down.

570
00:52:14.719 --> 00:52:23.039
I like to think that I can have it all

571
00:52:23.079 --> 00:52:33.000
done in time for the weekend. Next week. I'm trying

572
00:52:33.000 --> 00:52:40.199
to dun quietly. If I just nearly broke my glasses. Oh, good,

573
00:52:40.280 --> 00:52:43.639
morning's done. So that's good. So I can now move

574
00:52:43.719 --> 00:52:47.400
down to the next one. This is on my podcast

575
00:52:49.760 --> 00:52:54.760
Q and A Friday, fourteen nineteen, So replace the file

576
00:52:55.800 --> 00:53:08.280
fourteen nineteen no music ten hours. Yeah, it's going to

577
00:53:08.360 --> 00:53:12.079
take a while. This podcast on its own is going

578
00:53:12.119 --> 00:53:16.599
to take me probably a week or two to get

579
00:53:16.599 --> 00:53:20.880
that all updated. But once it's updated is good. I

580
00:53:20.920 --> 00:53:26.199
mean the website, so look, so get rid of the

581
00:53:26.280 --> 00:53:30.199
box and stuff. If I go on to the website

582
00:53:31.760 --> 00:53:37.519
Let Me Bore You to Sleep dot com, it's just

583
00:53:37.599 --> 00:53:40.639
got like on here. Let Me Buy You to Sleep

584
00:53:40.800 --> 00:53:44.960
MP three collection. Hi, my name's Jason Newland. Welcome to

585
00:53:45.039 --> 00:53:49.039
your Let Me Buy You to Sleep series recordings of

586
00:53:49.199 --> 00:53:55.599
meandering unscripted storytelling design to quiet and to quiet busy thoughts,

587
00:53:55.599 --> 00:54:01.159
and guide you gimply towards rest. And then it says

588
00:54:01.199 --> 00:54:08.519
what you can expect meandering unscripted talk storytelling, random yet

589
00:54:08.679 --> 00:54:15.440
strangely comforting topics. Do you mean random, light, humor, soft voice,

590
00:54:15.760 --> 00:54:31.199
and plenty of pauses, A calm, sleepy atmosphere where your

591
00:54:31.320 --> 00:54:38.679
thoughts can unwind. Whether you're listening in bed, lying on

592
00:54:38.800 --> 00:54:42.760
the sofa, or simply need a break from your thoughts,

593
00:54:43.599 --> 00:54:51.920
this series is here for you for you. Listen only

594
00:54:51.960 --> 00:54:56.159
when safe, so please only listen when you can safety

595
00:54:56.199 --> 00:55:01.679
close your eyes. These recordings are designed to deeply relax

596
00:55:01.840 --> 00:55:09.719
you and may cause drowsiness and as like on the

597
00:55:09.760 --> 00:55:14.039
back of a peanut butter jar may contain nuts. I mean,

598
00:55:15.159 --> 00:55:18.760
does it need to have that on there? Apparently? So

599
00:55:20.480 --> 00:55:25.280
Reminder these recordings are not a substitute for medical treatment

600
00:55:25.519 --> 00:55:29.760
or professional mental health support. If you're under the care

601
00:55:29.800 --> 00:55:34.119
of a doctor or therapist, please obtain their permission before

602
00:55:34.320 --> 00:55:40.639
using any hypnosis content. Discontinue listening if you experience discomfort

603
00:55:41.119 --> 00:55:47.159
or distress by continuing your acknowledge, by continueing your acknowledged

604
00:55:47.199 --> 00:55:51.880
responsibility for your own wellbeing. I mean, that's really covers

605
00:55:51.920 --> 00:55:56.039
all of the stuff that's on the website, because you

606
00:55:56.079 --> 00:56:02.559
know all the old hypnosis stuff, which is a lot

607
00:56:02.599 --> 00:56:10.519
of stuff on there, So you got that, and then

608
00:56:10.599 --> 00:56:17.559
underneath there is a basically a list of all the

609
00:56:17.639 --> 00:56:20.559
latest recordings I've done that let me boyd to sleep

610
00:56:20.559 --> 00:56:26.000
recordings and you can you can skim through them, skim

611
00:56:26.039 --> 00:56:30.199
all the way down for well for quite a long

612
00:56:30.239 --> 00:56:34.159
time probably, to be honest, I don't know how far

613
00:56:34.599 --> 00:56:38.280
how far they go. Yeah, you can keep going down.

614
00:56:38.480 --> 00:56:44.280
I'm just going down and down, just going down, still

615
00:56:44.280 --> 00:56:51.880
going down. Still. Yeah, it's taken me. I don't know

616
00:56:51.920 --> 00:56:54.280
how far back it goes. But you know, quite a

617
00:56:54.280 --> 00:56:59.800
long time. And then down at the bottom hide bar.

618
00:57:00.920 --> 00:57:06.199
Down at the bottom there is search all MBYTS recordings

619
00:57:07.880 --> 00:57:14.920
and as means, let me pull you to sleep. And

620
00:57:15.199 --> 00:57:18.320
the latest one is one thousand, three hundred and one,

621
00:57:18.880 --> 00:57:22.960
and there's images and you can just fuel and it

622
00:57:23.039 --> 00:57:32.119
opens up the whole lot. And there's was the one, two, three, four, five, ten, fifteen,

623
00:57:32.280 --> 00:57:38.679
twenty twenty five on a page and there are fifty

624
00:57:38.719 --> 00:57:52.480
four pages or twenty four on a page. Fifty four pages. Yeah,

625
00:57:53.079 --> 00:57:57.719
so one two, one, two, three, four, five, ten, fifteen

626
00:57:57.800 --> 00:58:02.280
twenty twenty four, twenty four on each page, and it's

627
00:58:02.320 --> 00:58:08.599
fifty four pages. So that's good, isn't it. And then yeah, cool,

628
00:58:11.199 --> 00:58:17.079
BlimE me, there's a lot. That's a lot of recordings,

629
00:58:17.440 --> 00:58:24.239
you know, from number one onwards, like you can also search.

630
00:58:24.360 --> 00:58:26.280
I'm just wondering. I'm just going to search see if

631
00:58:26.360 --> 00:58:34.800
this works. Number so LMB same, you'd let me right,

632
00:58:35.920 --> 00:58:44.320
Let me if I put in one one hundred and fifty,

633
00:58:45.079 --> 00:58:50.760
one hundred and fifty, so you've got relaxed and sleep

634
00:58:50.800 --> 00:58:54.360
hYP nurses daily, you've got one hundred and fifty. Let

635
00:58:54.400 --> 00:59:02.480
me boyd the sleep right. So there's a few to

636
00:59:02.559 --> 00:59:05.000
choose from, but you can definitely find it quite quick.

637
00:59:05.599 --> 00:59:09.760
So I'll stick on let me boy you to sleep.

638
00:59:14.480 --> 00:59:23.719
Cool as my original picture, which was of a little baby,

639
00:59:24.599 --> 00:59:29.559
let me bore you to sleep. Perhaps I should go

640
00:59:29.599 --> 00:59:38.960
back to that lyrigyenal image. That was a good image.

641
00:59:39.000 --> 00:59:40.519
I think I might go back to that because that

642
00:59:40.559 --> 00:59:45.519
was a good image. Maybe I will let me bore

643
00:59:45.599 --> 00:59:59.679
you to sleep. Let me save that image save I

644
00:59:59.840 --> 01:00:05.639
just remembered on my camera. Sorry I forgot. I hope

645
01:00:05.639 --> 01:00:10.159
I didn't scratch my bum by accident. I've never scratched

646
01:00:10.159 --> 01:00:12.039
my bum by accident. Why will I say that?

647
01:00:14.840 --> 01:00:29.000
Ooh ooh, all right, that's being done, so I'll work

648
01:00:29.039 --> 01:00:29.639
on it later.

649
01:00:29.800 --> 01:00:34.400
So I think I might revert my let me broidy

650
01:00:34.480 --> 01:00:36.880
sleep back to what it used to be the original

651
01:00:36.920 --> 01:00:44.920
image of a little baby asleep. And because I changed it.

652
01:00:44.960 --> 01:00:49.079
I think I had one of andre and then I

653
01:00:49.119 --> 01:00:51.880
had one. Well, i've got one and finny, maybe if

654
01:00:51.920 --> 01:00:58.599
I keep one of the little baby, perhaps that would

655
01:00:58.679 --> 01:01:06.079
be more better, you know better? Maybe what I got

656
01:01:06.119 --> 01:01:10.639
one three oh one, one three oh two. I'm so

657
01:01:10.880 --> 01:01:19.159
behind one three oh two one three oh two childhood

658
01:01:19.400 --> 01:01:27.960
home to our Wow, I remember doing that I'm right

659
01:01:28.000 --> 01:01:32.679
in this. This is about twelve of March like five

660
01:01:33.079 --> 01:01:37.079
over nearly six months ago, and I remember making that recording.

661
01:01:38.719 --> 01:01:41.119
In fact, I remember the image making the image because

662
01:01:41.679 --> 01:01:45.960
the image is actually my house that I lived in.

663
01:01:46.280 --> 01:01:49.960
It's a picture, like a photograph of my actual house

664
01:01:50.000 --> 01:01:52.320
that I used to live in when I was between

665
01:01:52.360 --> 01:01:57.559
the ages of nine and fifteen. And any image, which

666
01:01:57.599 --> 01:02:01.639
you probably won't see unless you really look, you'll see

667
01:02:01.679 --> 01:02:07.920
it now if I mention it here. Wait a second,

668
01:02:11.280 --> 01:02:13.840
I'll get the image out and I'll tell you exactly

669
01:02:16.360 --> 01:02:22.400
because there's some stuff I talk about in the in

670
01:02:22.440 --> 01:02:31.719
the recording. Okay, I've got to get the image first,

671
01:02:31.719 --> 01:02:35.119
and I can tell you. So image thirteen oh two

672
01:02:39.320 --> 01:02:49.400
thirteen two. So look by that's Vinny chewing on a

673
01:02:49.480 --> 01:02:56.360
bone in case you're wondering what the noise was. So

674
01:02:56.480 --> 01:03:02.320
thirteen o two. So this is childhood home tool. And

675
01:03:02.960 --> 01:03:07.840
there's a picture, so you might not notice when you

676
01:03:07.920 --> 01:03:11.079
first look at the image. So it's a picture of

677
01:03:11.079 --> 01:03:17.480
my house. It's I mean, there's differences now because I've

678
01:03:17.519 --> 01:03:24.360
not lived there for wow, like thirty nine years or

679
01:03:24.360 --> 01:03:29.239
something stupid like that. The house is still the same

680
01:03:29.360 --> 01:03:32.000
from the outside, from what I can see. But the

681
01:03:32.039 --> 01:03:35.360
doors are different color, and probably the windows are being redone.

682
01:03:35.400 --> 01:03:45.760
I don't know. So it does look different, but it's

683
01:03:45.800 --> 01:03:48.960
the same, you know, it's still probably unless I've done

684
01:03:48.960 --> 01:03:54.239
an extension on the back and perhaps you know, and

685
01:03:54.239 --> 01:03:56.960
it's going to look different inside because you know, just

686
01:03:58.079 --> 01:04:06.760
places do. Now, if you open up really wide, you

687
01:04:06.800 --> 01:04:11.639
can see at the very top there's me holding a

688
01:04:11.679 --> 01:04:16.360
pair of binoculars looking at hell. But you might not

689
01:04:16.360 --> 01:04:21.960
notice it when you first look at the image. Well,

690
01:04:21.960 --> 01:04:24.760
I say it's me. It's not actually me, but it's

691
01:04:25.599 --> 01:04:31.000
oh no, what I've done. I've messed it up, right.

692
01:04:31.440 --> 01:04:42.920
That wasn't supposed to happen, right, that all went wrong?

693
01:04:47.679 --> 01:04:57.639
Thirteen oh two, thirteen two, thirteen oh two, right, so

694
01:04:58.000 --> 01:05:01.800
thirteen oh two childhood Home. So I have to go

695
01:05:01.880 --> 01:05:11.440
back and do that again. Damn I'll change it back.

696
01:05:13.440 --> 01:05:15.760
But yes, I like to do little things like that,

697
01:05:15.960 --> 01:05:24.079
just I don't know. It amuses me. Also it fits

698
01:05:24.119 --> 01:05:26.239
in with some of the stuff I was talking about

699
01:05:26.239 --> 01:05:31.639
on the video or on the recording. Mother, So thirteen

700
01:05:31.639 --> 01:05:34.280
oh two, let's have a look and in that video

701
01:05:34.360 --> 01:05:38.000
called that recording. Rather, I do give quite an in

702
01:05:38.079 --> 01:05:42.400
depth tour of the property because I can't of remember

703
01:05:42.440 --> 01:05:44.480
it quite well and I lived there for a long time.

704
01:05:50.079 --> 01:05:57.719
Downloads thirteen o two, change the name. There we go,

705
01:06:00.599 --> 01:06:03.400
and now okay, still waiting for the process. This is

706
01:06:03.519 --> 01:06:09.800
number one, four one nine on my podcast. It's boring,

707
01:06:09.880 --> 01:06:15.559
isn't it. It's very very tedious stuff going through all this.

708
01:06:18.079 --> 01:06:22.920
But once it's done, I can just move on and

709
01:06:25.559 --> 01:06:31.760
do other things. Yeah, I don't know what I'm going

710
01:06:31.800 --> 01:06:33.760
to do about the background. I might just leave it

711
01:06:33.800 --> 01:06:45.199
in there, but I'm pretty sure with the video editing software,

712
01:06:45.360 --> 01:06:48.199
I can put in a different background, So I might

713
01:06:48.280 --> 01:06:52.440
just do that, at least for this video, and maybe

714
01:06:53.920 --> 01:07:02.559
in the future I have a do something different. I mean,

715
01:07:02.719 --> 01:07:04.440
you know, I could put a background in when it's

716
01:07:04.480 --> 01:07:08.320
dinosaurs just walking around behind me, but I don't know

717
01:07:08.360 --> 01:07:11.400
how realistic that would be. I'm not sure if you

718
01:07:11.480 --> 01:07:30.360
get fooled by it. So I'm wondering. So if I

719
01:07:30.519 --> 01:07:39.719
just searched childhood ovens, my childhood home sleeping board objects ovens,

720
01:07:40.039 --> 01:07:42.360
why does that come up? Then I'm just searching a

721
01:07:42.400 --> 01:07:57.760
website for things sonn nothing, school, school, nothing, chip shop,

722
01:08:02.440 --> 01:08:17.840
search a chip shop. Nothing. Now I'm wondering, Mmm, I

723
01:08:17.880 --> 01:08:21.880
suppose if I was to put a description of the

724
01:08:21.920 --> 01:08:25.199
podcast and some of the subjects dot I talk about

725
01:08:25.319 --> 01:08:28.600
in on the Let Me Boy to Sleep recordings, then

726
01:08:28.600 --> 01:08:33.279
when you search for stuff it might come up. Then Oh,

727
01:08:33.479 --> 01:08:43.520
it's possible, I suppose. Hm hmm, I'm not sure. Thirteen

728
01:08:43.560 --> 01:08:57.600
oh two, thirteen oh three, no music ten hours. This

729
01:08:57.720 --> 01:09:09.439
one's the Blackbird thirteen oh three. There must be some

730
01:09:09.600 --> 01:09:20.279
topic that comes up. Born. Not sure what to do

731
01:09:20.359 --> 01:09:28.359
with your boy. It's twelve am, Buckinghamshire hypnotherapist. Your flat

732
01:09:28.479 --> 01:09:34.920
has now been sealed up. Wha, that's very weird. Your

733
01:09:35.000 --> 01:09:45.199
flat has now been sealed up. Wow, I forgot about these.

734
01:09:46.079 --> 01:09:50.960
I used to do a vlog like blog called Dear Luke,

735
01:09:52.079 --> 01:09:57.920
and this is from February first, twenty twenty four. Hi Luke,

736
01:09:58.279 --> 01:10:02.760
Yesterday my little alone arm bell Vinnie warned me that

737
01:10:02.840 --> 01:10:07.680
something strange was occurring downstairs and your flat. I heard

738
01:10:07.720 --> 01:10:12.119
some banging, so in downstairs to investigate. Well, what did

739
01:10:12.359 --> 01:10:16.680
me in Flipper find? Someone was changing the locks on

740
01:10:16.720 --> 01:10:20.600
your front door. I inquired as to who he was,

741
01:10:21.800 --> 01:10:25.520
how who he was? At first he seemed a bit

742
01:10:25.560 --> 01:10:28.560
put out by my questioning, but I explained that who

743
01:10:28.680 --> 01:10:34.199
I was, and I was just concerned because of all

744
01:10:34.199 --> 01:10:38.880
the dodgy activity lately in the building. He told me

745
01:10:38.920 --> 01:10:41.359
that the neighbors had reported the flat had been broken

746
01:10:41.359 --> 01:10:44.720
into and the contents were being removed early hours of

747
01:10:44.720 --> 01:10:49.880
the morning in a suspicious manner. So which is true?

748
01:10:50.960 --> 01:10:54.600
So the council decided to look it up and seal

749
01:10:54.760 --> 01:11:01.399
the kitchen window which had name I think that's supposed

750
01:11:01.399 --> 01:11:05.479
to be being NIME n E E M, which is

751
01:11:05.640 --> 01:11:09.800
NIME used to gain entry a week ago, being used.

752
01:11:11.000 --> 01:11:14.279
Since then, the front door has been unlocked for anyone

753
01:11:14.359 --> 01:11:18.359
to come and go as they pleased. Your dad called

754
01:11:18.359 --> 01:11:20.920
me and asked if I could remove the two paintings

755
01:11:21.520 --> 01:11:24.960
that you'll value, and so it this is me talking

756
01:11:25.000 --> 01:11:27.880
to Luke. Your dad called me and asked if I

757
01:11:27.880 --> 01:11:31.319
could remove the two paintings that you value and look

758
01:11:31.359 --> 01:11:33.840
after them until your sister can come and collect them.

759
01:11:34.199 --> 01:11:38.600
So I did that the day before. So now hopefully

760
01:11:38.880 --> 01:11:41.560
less traffic in and out of the building during the night,

761
01:11:42.159 --> 01:11:47.920
no more people creeping around about in the shadows. What

762
01:11:48.119 --> 01:11:52.079
is Heaven like? Hope it's a bit warmer than our

763
01:11:52.119 --> 01:11:55.359
winters down air, otherwise you'll be asking to move to

764
01:11:55.439 --> 01:12:02.239
Hell whereas Warmer you never did like the It's okay

765
01:12:02.279 --> 01:12:07.319
for me. I'm a walrus. That's it, really, I'm completely skinned.

766
01:12:07.479 --> 01:12:09.880
Got paid yesterday and I only have ten percent left

767
01:12:09.920 --> 01:12:17.039
to get me by bills, bills, bills. Funnily, I'm out

768
01:12:17.079 --> 01:12:20.960
of toilet paper, which is strange considering how much of

769
01:12:21.000 --> 01:12:23.159
the stuff I used to have. A couple of years back,

770
01:12:24.119 --> 01:12:28.399
I was supplying the whole neighborhood. Crazy. Oh yeah, I

771
01:12:28.479 --> 01:12:30.800
broke my toe again a couple of nights ago. I

772
01:12:30.880 --> 01:12:34.640
kicked the wall while streaming. I was kicking something that

773
01:12:34.720 --> 01:12:39.079
was chasing me. My big toe is a mess. I

774
01:12:39.119 --> 01:12:42.039
have difficulty walking, but other than that, it's not too bad.

775
01:12:43.039 --> 01:12:46.960
Just another break to add to the list. As for

776
01:12:47.039 --> 01:12:49.960
your flat, the council have left a notice on your

777
01:12:49.960 --> 01:12:53.239
door saying that they are repossessing it on the seventeenth

778
01:12:53.439 --> 01:12:58.760
February twenty twenty four. I think now they may be

779
01:12:58.840 --> 01:13:02.079
moving quicker. I wouldn't be surprised if there's a new

780
01:13:02.079 --> 01:13:06.039
person in their body. End of the month. Vinnie is

781
01:13:06.079 --> 01:13:09.039
waiting patiently for me to take him for a walk,

782
01:13:09.560 --> 01:13:18.199
so i'd better go take care. Wow, I forgot about

783
01:13:18.319 --> 01:13:28.720
that blog. When's the last time I did. Where but where?

784
01:13:29.319 --> 01:13:33.359
Where is the blog though? Back to blog? Okay, back

785
01:13:33.399 --> 01:13:40.439
to blog. Local update. The last time I wrote anything

786
01:13:40.600 --> 01:13:57.239
was September the eight of twenty twenty four. All right, okay,

787
01:13:57.319 --> 01:14:01.359
here we go. This is swearing in this, so I

788
01:14:01.439 --> 01:14:05.760
won't read it out the swearing bits. This is January

789
01:14:05.800 --> 01:14:14.439
the ninth, twenty twenty four. This is the first entry

790
01:14:15.159 --> 01:14:20.399
of Dear Luke. Hi mate. Here, I am sitting at

791
01:14:20.399 --> 01:14:24.520
my desk four ten am on a very cold January morning.

792
01:14:25.159 --> 01:14:29.000
It's been over six six weeks since you f In died.

793
01:14:29.279 --> 01:14:30.119
You be.

794
01:14:31.560 --> 01:14:35.119
I'm swearing. I must have been grumpy. I still can't

795
01:14:35.119 --> 01:14:38.600
go my head around it. How can you actually be gone?

796
01:14:39.000 --> 01:14:42.039
I mean, you were sitting here just over twenty four

797
01:14:42.079 --> 01:14:44.520
hours earlier, chatting to me about all kinds of stuff.

798
01:14:46.159 --> 01:14:48.560
I've been told that when you went back downstairs and

799
01:14:48.640 --> 01:14:53.800
knocked on EM's door, you seemed really upbeat. EM and

800
01:14:53.800 --> 01:14:56.520
E both said that you were joking around and quite manic.

801
01:14:58.319 --> 01:15:00.680
I did actually think that you were coming back upstairs,

802
01:15:00.720 --> 01:15:02.920
but after waiting a bit, I went back to bed

803
01:15:03.079 --> 01:15:05.359
as it was three am or something silly like that.

804
01:15:06.319 --> 01:15:08.159
I think you woke me up at about twelve to

805
01:15:08.199 --> 01:15:18.279
fifty am very specific. So yeah, so he only popped

806
01:15:18.279 --> 01:15:20.800
in for a little while twelve fifty so he was

807
01:15:21.319 --> 01:15:29.119
with me till about half one probably, and then he

808
01:15:29.159 --> 01:15:34.680
went downstairs and didn't see him again. You woke, You

809
01:15:34.760 --> 01:15:38.399
spoke about what would happen when you passed away, and

810
01:15:38.479 --> 01:15:41.880
some of that stuff actually played out exactly how you imagined,

811
01:15:42.720 --> 01:15:46.600
especially regarding what happened to your flat. I'm surprised the

812
01:15:46.640 --> 01:15:51.479
skirting boards haven't been ripped out. I imagine the staff

813
01:15:51.920 --> 01:15:56.840
at Crack Converters chatting during their tee breaks. This bloke

814
01:15:56.960 --> 01:15:59.920
came in trying to sell light fittings, and he used

815
01:15:59.920 --> 01:16:04.199
toilet's seat. He's seen very jittery, almost like there was

816
01:16:04.239 --> 01:16:09.199
something very important he needed to do. Yesterday, he came

817
01:16:09.319 --> 01:16:14.920
in with a TV aerial cord. For sake of that

818
01:16:14.960 --> 01:16:18.279
particular exaggeration, I was trying to think of the one

819
01:16:18.359 --> 01:16:21.640
thing I normally see when I visit a potentially new

820
01:16:21.760 --> 01:16:29.319
room to live in, a TV aerial wire. Vinnie is

821
01:16:29.439 --> 01:16:32.720
under my desk, pressed up against my legs, staring at me.

822
01:16:34.399 --> 01:16:45.159
Logi's still here as well. How come every time every

823
01:16:45.199 --> 01:16:53.439
time you mess up it costs me? There still happening

824
01:16:53.560 --> 01:16:58.279
even now you're gone, noted. So yeah, but Logi's still

825
01:16:58.319 --> 01:17:00.960
here and I couldn't really find any with it when

826
01:17:00.960 --> 01:17:04.479
you feel that Logi's still here and I couldn't really

827
01:17:04.479 --> 01:17:07.760
find anywhere for him as yet, not that I put

828
01:17:07.760 --> 01:17:10.960
effort into it, to be honest. He is asleep on

829
01:17:11.000 --> 01:17:16.199
the sofa on my seat, cheeky bugger, technically your seat

830
01:17:16.199 --> 01:17:18.600
because you gave me that sofa, but it's mine now.

831
01:17:18.680 --> 01:17:22.560
So there. Your boy has been pretty good. He still

832
01:17:22.560 --> 01:17:27.960
can't be left alone without constantly woofing Wolf Wolf Wolf.

833
01:17:29.199 --> 01:17:32.560
I can actually hear him from the park. Him and

834
01:17:32.640 --> 01:17:34.880
Vain get on most of the time, but they do

835
01:17:34.960 --> 01:17:37.960
have their arguments, which kind of surprised me, as they

836
01:17:38.039 --> 01:17:41.119
always got on so well in the past. I think

837
01:17:41.159 --> 01:17:44.800
they just spent so much time together that occasionally they

838
01:17:44.880 --> 01:17:46.680
just have to have a punch up to clear the dust.

839
01:17:48.439 --> 01:17:50.560
My left shoulder is really aching today. I must have

840
01:17:50.600 --> 01:17:53.680
slept on it weirdly. Luckily I'm right handed, so I

841
01:17:53.760 --> 01:17:57.960
won't ruin my love life. I'll tell you more about

842
01:17:58.000 --> 01:18:01.880
what happened since your demise around here and in the

843
01:18:01.960 --> 01:18:06.720
world later. Oh yeah, there was this thing that would

844
01:18:06.720 --> 01:18:10.760
have interested you. There's a sixteen year old dance player

845
01:18:11.399 --> 01:18:15.239
who made it to the world finals. He did amazing

846
01:18:15.319 --> 01:18:18.960
but ended up second. Huge amount of press for him.

847
01:18:19.720 --> 01:18:22.000
A lot of the papers keep going on about how

848
01:18:22.119 --> 01:18:25.039
old he looks, which is a bit rude, but he

849
01:18:25.039 --> 01:18:28.760
does look around ninety. He had to have a nap

850
01:18:28.800 --> 01:18:30.760
between games.

851
01:18:31.319 --> 01:18:31.800
He didn't.

852
01:18:32.880 --> 01:18:34.920
I should go now because it's time for my ready

853
01:18:34.960 --> 01:18:38.960
break and coffee. Yep, still having my regular breakfast. I

854
01:18:39.000 --> 01:18:41.479
am a man of habit apart from when I'm not.

855
01:18:42.880 --> 01:18:45.119
So that's it for me. I'm not even sure I

856
01:18:45.239 --> 01:18:48.359
bother writing another one of these blogs, but I may do.

857
01:18:50.159 --> 01:18:51.880
I figur it might be a way of keeping our

858
01:18:51.960 --> 01:18:56.399
daily chats going. Maybe a strange thing to do, but hey,

859
01:18:57.199 --> 01:18:59.880
I think I fit the bill for strange, so take care.

860
01:19:03.039 --> 01:19:06.880
I believe I didn't realize. Chrissy wrote, this is a

861
01:19:06.920 --> 01:19:09.199
wonderful idea. It's good for you to go on living

862
01:19:09.239 --> 01:19:12.920
with a loss of it's going on living with a

863
01:19:12.920 --> 01:19:16.479
loss of Luke. I'd like I'd like this to continue

864
01:19:17.079 --> 01:19:19.520
if you have the time and your busy recording days nights.

865
01:19:20.159 --> 01:19:22.880
You're really kind, honest man with a great sense of humor.

866
01:19:23.279 --> 01:19:26.439
He helps so many people be proud of yourself. Hope

867
01:19:26.439 --> 01:19:28.079
your day ahead is a good one and the day

868
01:19:28.119 --> 01:19:32.439
after that and so far. Best wishes, Chrissy. Thank you, Chrissy.

869
01:19:32.680 --> 01:19:39.159
I genuinely have only just seen that. The thing is,

870
01:19:39.279 --> 01:19:43.239
people were reading it from around the world. I didn't

871
01:19:43.279 --> 01:19:45.840
know why they were reading it, because this was on

872
01:19:45.880 --> 01:19:52.680
my Jasonnewland dot com website going back a while, a

873
01:19:52.800 --> 01:19:57.039
couple of years, well a year really, for a year

874
01:19:57.039 --> 01:20:09.279
and a half. What's this. It's two thirteen am. I've

875
01:20:09.319 --> 01:20:12.359
been woken up again by Vinnie and your giant dinosaur

876
01:20:12.359 --> 01:20:15.960
of a dog. Though both staring at me. I didn't

877
01:20:15.960 --> 01:20:17.479
know if they wanted to go into the garden for

878
01:20:17.520 --> 01:20:20.520
a toilet or if they wanted to eat me. Vinnie

879
01:20:20.600 --> 01:20:22.520
was wearing a little white bib and was holding a

880
01:20:22.560 --> 01:20:25.960
knife and fork, but he often does. He calls that

881
01:20:26.079 --> 01:20:34.119
his casual look. It's really strange. I don't know why,

882
01:20:34.159 --> 01:20:36.520
but I have a different kind of outlook on knife

883
01:20:36.560 --> 01:20:41.600
when I first wake up in the morning, almost like

884
01:20:41.640 --> 01:20:49.159
my different person, a little bit more blunter, a little

885
01:20:49.159 --> 01:20:57.960
bit more. I don't know how to explain it, but yeah,

886
01:20:58.079 --> 01:21:01.399
I watched a new marvelous movie or whatever it's called.

887
01:21:01.800 --> 01:21:05.680
I think Disney may be ruining the whole franchise. Each

888
01:21:05.720 --> 01:21:08.159
film released seemed to be a little bit, a little

889
01:21:08.159 --> 01:21:11.600
bit more Disney. This last one had a dancing in

890
01:21:11.640 --> 01:21:19.920
singing scene. All I can say is I struggled. It

891
01:21:20.000 --> 01:21:22.840
was entertaining, probably a great film. I just found it

892
01:21:22.920 --> 01:21:27.079
a wee bit sh height, mostly fun, but with a

893
01:21:27.159 --> 01:21:29.680
hint of fresh cows bun sprinkles, if you know what

894
01:21:29.680 --> 01:21:32.640
I mean. Oh, I suppose you've guessed your boy's still

895
01:21:32.640 --> 01:21:36.079
here yep, and your sister will be taking him soon.

896
01:21:37.399 --> 01:21:40.439
I'm just waiting to hear. I've been in contact with

897
01:21:40.479 --> 01:21:43.760
your dad. He seems okay, heartbroken of course, but all

898
01:21:43.840 --> 01:21:47.920
right ish. And there is other stuff that I can't

899
01:21:47.920 --> 01:21:50.600
really tell you on here. But it's been challenging. It's

900
01:21:50.680 --> 01:21:53.680
kind of funny, but no matter what happens, life just

901
01:21:53.760 --> 01:21:59.239
plods on as normal. Almost lots of military conflicts in

902
01:21:59.319 --> 01:22:05.720
the UK. Apparently you're sending twenty thousand. Vinnie's now under

903
01:22:05.720 --> 01:22:08.439
the table, sitting on my foot and staring at me

904
01:22:08.479 --> 01:22:11.319
as if there's something I've forgotten to do. I know

905
01:22:11.479 --> 01:22:17.560
not what any Pooh, I'm now going to have my breakfast. Oh, yes,

906
01:22:18.159 --> 01:22:20.960
proper cold. You wouldn't like it. I do wish you

907
01:22:21.000 --> 01:22:24.000
could hear your moaning about I wish I do wish

908
01:22:24.039 --> 01:22:41.239
I could hear your moaning about the weather. Again, that's weird.

909
01:22:41.319 --> 01:23:03.159
Someone's commented, I miss you too from Luke's That's that's strange.

910
01:23:00.239 --> 01:23:09.359
H I wonder I got any other comments that I've

911
01:23:09.399 --> 01:23:15.359
not seen. There were comments, and when I didn't do

912
01:23:15.439 --> 01:23:21.840
a huge amount of blocks, maybe I should start doing more.

913
01:23:23.239 --> 01:23:28.920
Maybe what do you think? Maybe start doing like a

914
01:23:29.000 --> 01:23:31.840
regular daily one and maybe read it out when I

915
01:23:31.920 --> 01:23:35.800
do let me boy to sleep, or maybe just have

916
01:23:35.920 --> 01:23:46.920
it completely separate. Mm hmm. Being he's being strange, you're

917
01:23:46.920 --> 01:23:51.199
being a strange little monkey. You'd being a strange little monkey.

918
01:23:51.560 --> 01:23:56.520
It's nearly time for bed, it really is, so I

919
01:23:56.560 --> 01:23:58.359
hope this is being all right. It's been probably a

920
01:23:58.399 --> 01:24:01.640
bit strange I have made and I haven't looked at

921
01:24:01.680 --> 01:24:05.119
the camera hardly at all. Something staring at this computer screen.

922
01:24:06.119 --> 01:24:09.520
But generally I would look at the at the camera.

923
01:24:12.199 --> 01:24:17.319
But one of the good things about me staying at

924
01:24:17.359 --> 01:24:23.520
the computer screen is I've become less conscious of the

925
01:24:23.560 --> 01:24:26.960
camera being there. So it's made it a little bit

926
01:24:27.039 --> 01:24:35.000
easier in a way, because what just has it has

927
01:24:35.079 --> 01:24:37.199
it has it has so.

928
01:24:37.279 --> 01:24:48.199
There Yeah, ooh, there's a lot to do.

929
01:24:48.520 --> 01:24:55.479
There really is so much. Q and A Friday, ninety

930
01:24:55.520 --> 01:25:02.119
six bottles of water. I don't know which one I've

931
01:25:02.159 --> 01:25:16.760
just done. Que A Friday, Good morning, right, Quea Friday.

932
01:25:17.039 --> 01:25:19.680
So I need to change the ninety nine bottles of water,

933
01:25:20.720 --> 01:25:34.600
which is fourteen eighteen, fourteen, eighteen fourteen eighteen, no music

934
01:25:37.000 --> 01:25:43.720
ten hours okay, And lastly I need to do thirteen

935
01:25:43.760 --> 01:25:50.000
oh three, So go back to that change over duplicate

936
01:25:51.319 --> 01:25:56.199
thirteen oh three. That's going to be the last one

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I do that. I upload tonight thirteen oh three, and

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I'll post that in thirteen oh three. Blackbird. That was

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the thirteenth of March earlier in the year, so I

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was at thirteen oh three. So see what image I've

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got for this one, thirteen oh three, thirteen oh three.

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Here we go, blackbird, the blackbird? Right, well, it isn't

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what's supposed to be. Remove upload thirteen oh three. Oh,

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that's about an actual image. There's a picture of a

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blackbird being interviewed for a podcast. I don't know why,

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I really don't. And now I need to add to

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the recording. I should be in downloads downloads thirteen oh three. Yes,

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changed the name and uploaded all's groovy and now I've

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got Yeah. I think most of the files that I'm

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uploading to the Google Drive will be finished by the morning.

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I still got more to upload, but still quite good

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amount done, which is groovy. A right. I have to

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check out that Dear Luke to see where it is,

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where the podcast is, because I don't know. Maybe put

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it back, maybe start making doing a regular one. Maybe

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you have to start doing a Dear Uncle sausages. Anyway,

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I'm going to go, so thank you for listening. Remember

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to be kind to yourself because you do deserve to

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be happy a be gentle of yourself. You deserve to

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feel safe. Lots of love. Bye. As soon as I

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say by, Vinnie jumps up, See you later.