Aug. 19, 2025

(music) Thin Legs | LMBYTS #1416 | Jason Newland | 20th August 2025

(music) Thin Legs | LMBYTS #1416 | Jason Newland | 20th August 2025
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Hello, Hello, ha ha ha hello, Hello hey we boo boo, Hello,

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and welcome to Jason new Land dot com. Yeah, my

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name is Jason Newland. This is let me bore you

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to sleep. Welcome, welcome, hope you well, please remember to

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only listen to this when you can faithfully close your eyes. Yep,

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it is what is it? It's Wednesday, the twentieth of

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August two thousand and twenty five, and here we are.

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Here we are again. We're doing another recording. Oh, there's

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the twentieth in six days time, ladies and gentlemen, I

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will be fifty five years old, fifty five fifty really

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fifty five fifty five here. Oh, I'd like to say

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thank you for those of you who have sent in

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some questions for this coming QUNA Friday, and just to

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let you know that this coming Q and A Friday

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will be lasting around seventeen hours because there's so many questions.

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I've gone from one question with last week, so I

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didn't do the recording to about five million.

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See.

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Yeah, it's good. I mean I can't not that I can't.

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I can't always make one question last a long time.

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I mean I could you know you could ask me

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what color is my ceiling? And I could spend three

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hours talking about that if I wanted to, But I

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don't want to. I don't. That would be boring for me.

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In fact, I wonder what colored ceiling is? I really

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need to look up some bit more often. Oh oh yeah,

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I never, never, never realized the ceiling was there. Spreads

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from one side of the room to the other.

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It covers the it. That's why I don't get wet

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when it rains. So often wondered about that. Come I

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get wet when I'm outside, but when I'm indoors, I don't.

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I've got a ceiling. This. Look at the wind out

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the window. Oh I wonder if I've got a roof

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as well. I've clearly woken up in a very strange mood.

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What did I dream about? What did I dream about?

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I can't. I definitely had some dreams, because I do

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genuinely have dreams. Yeah, there was this one bit of

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the dream where someone was saying to me, Oh, if

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you look that way, and you look that way, it's

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a tunnel and it's flowing one way. There's a big

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tunnel flowing one way, and there's oh yeah, And we

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had to yeah, there was like a we had to

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leave where we was. We didn't have to, but we

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kind of had to get out of where we was

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and had a choice to go. Let me see if

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I got this right to travel in one direction which

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everyone else was, which was forward. This is weird. It's

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a weird Everyone was traveling forward and I've decided to

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stick around to stay back because I didn't feel quite

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prepared enough to go where everyone else was going. But

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then that this is weird. I just remember, Wow, I

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do have dreams. I was with Andre, the original Andrea

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Irish Andre, who was my best friend in the nineties,

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but one of my close friends I had had. I

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do have other friends, but it was one of my

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closest friends in the nineties. And I had keV as well.

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I had I. I had two friends in the nineties.

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Now I had Duncan as well as my He was

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my bestie like for years. Anyway, Duncan, I know you listen.

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I can hear you listening to me, and I know

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that you still love me and I still love you.

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But it doesn't matter. As long as we know that

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the love is there, mister Duncan, That's all it really matters.

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We fell out over something petty. It was one of

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those silly things. For some reason, he just set fire

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to his house. I burned his house down. For some reason.

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He found that unforgivable. Some people are so petty. I'm joking.

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Of course I didn't do that. So yes, and me

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and Andre we're there in a kind of going out partying,

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and for some reason, I am wanting to look good

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or not good, but as good as I'm going to look,

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you know, and do the best of what I have.

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I don't know. They say you can't polish a third

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but I at least you can stick ahet on it

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and dress it up, maybe put a bit of makeup,

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you know, just you know what I mean. It's like,

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that's what I did with myself. I try to make

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myself at least look presentable back then sometimes if I could,

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if I was able, But you know, in the dream,

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I was a little bit more tidier, a little bit

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more together, a little bit more. Do not want to

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use the word fashionable, because that hasn't never happened, But

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not that I've never used the word fashion fashionable, But

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I've never been fashionable, not through choice, have you know?

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I say your free choice. When I wasn't born. The

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first words I said when I was a baby was

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it was not I don't ever want to fit in.

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I want to make sure I never fit in with

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my peers. I want to be unfashionable forever. I never

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want to have sex. Ever. No, that wasn't you know,

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it wasn't on purpose. I wasn't purposely you know, being

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unfashionable just so I could always avoid any kind of pleasure. No,

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I just to know. I suppose my mind is not

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gone that way. Well, there's been a few occasions when

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I've made the effort. Three occasions and when I did

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buy some clothes on Oh yeah, I bought some clothes. Yeah,

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but in nineteen eighty it is a long time ago.

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Nineteen eighty six, I had a bit of a little

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fashionable period because I just left school and I had

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a girlfriend, and I bought some boots, and I think

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that might have helped me get a girlfriend, But it

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probably didn't because I can't imagine anyone being impressed by boots.

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But then that just makes me think about my lack

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of fashionable listeness, because if I was fashionable, perhaps would

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realize that boots are amazing, and they're really an incredible aphrodisiac.

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But I don't know if that's true because I'm not

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fashionable ish, I'm not. No, I'm not. No. It's weird

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really because I will if I see someone, if I

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see a female that I like, you know, if I

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meet a complete stranger who I think is nice. I mean,

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she literally can be wearing a T shirt with Tomato

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ketch up stains on it and gravy stains and twigs

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in her hair. I don't know why she'd have twigs

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in her hair. Maybe she'd be rolling around in a

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pile of twigs. I don't know how it would work.

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But and she could be wearing walking around with her

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like a jet pack. Why would she be wearing a

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jet pack? I don't know. But again, none of these

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situations really would be They're all a bit strange. Possibly,

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but I'd still fancy her. If I liked her, I

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wouldn't think, Oh, this Tamato ketchup on her left breast,

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I'm not happy with that. He's just not taking care

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of herself. I just don't know. You see, I just

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said the word booby there see no one noticed. It

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wouldn't bother me. It just wouldn't bother me, because stuff

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like that doesn't I'm not saying that, you know, my

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ideal date is someone that spills food all over themselves

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when they eat. That's not That's not what I'm saying.

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It's not what I'm saying at all. Although I do

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myself personally have a tendency of being a bit clumsy

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when it comes to eating. So yeah, but then I

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find it's quite funny. Seeing someone spill food all over

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them is quite funny. It's apparently it's not a turn

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on for everyone, but it's funny anyway, you know, if

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nothing else. In the past, I've been quite a funny date.

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Not purposefully funny, you know, quite often accidental, but it's

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still it's still quite a funny date. It's maybe not

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one to remember, but maybe one to remember. It can't

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be both, really, can it. We could be. It depends

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on the situation. There's certain things I remember and then

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I don't remember them, and then I do again. That's

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called getting old. I suppose, hm hmm. Some with andre

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and I just imagine, you know, I don't think any

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woman has ever been on a date with me in

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a restaurant and I'm just spilling food all over myself

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and a waitress's whispered in area, or we've got to

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keep it there. Probably hasn't happened some with Andrea and

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we were going out to a club or to a

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pub something like that, and I have to get changed

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and needed to have a shower. So he went out

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and I was just going to meet up with him,

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and I was counting this cash. So I had cash

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in my wallet and I was working out how much

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I've got and how much I can spend on what.

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I don't know why, but yeah, that's what I was doing.

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And then I went out. Who was a very boring dream?

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That was almost pointless, wasn't it? So? Oh, tell me

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about what you dreamt last night? Oh, you won't believe.

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I had an amazing dream last night. What was it? Well,

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I was in a field, okay, and I was riding

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this horse. Yeah, yeah, And I said, riding a horse

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in the field. And then what happened? Nothing? Just riding along?

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Was it a big horse? I don't know?

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What?

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Did it look like a horse? I mean, was it

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a black horse? Was it a white horse? I said?

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How am I supposed to know? Well, didn't you look

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at it, I said no, and if off looking down,

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I only just learned to look up. Didn't realize that

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there's ceiling up there. Often wondered, you know, well I

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don't get wet when it's raining, And she said, but

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you already said that earlier in the podcast. I said,

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I know, I'm not saying it again. She said it

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wasn't a particularly funny choke the first time, and I said, well,

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you know what I begged differ. I think it was

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both surreal and kind of cute, quite cute joke, the

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idea that I never knew that there was ever something

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above me because I never looked up. Yeah, I was

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curious enough to wonder why I didn't get wet when

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it rained when I was indoors, but I did when

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I was outdoors, So curious in my mind, but not

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curious to physically move my head up. And you know,

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use me eyes that none of that makes sense. There's

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no reason why it should make sense. Oh, yeah, this

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is something as well. So there was this. It was

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like a countdown situation where everyone had to leave this area.

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Some people I didn't go with anyone, And I was thinking, oh,

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because I was more kind of, you know, do my

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own thing. Yeah, And I started thinking, if I had

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left with everybody else, I'd have actually had a little

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adventure with them. I'd have got to know some people.

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I'd have perhaps had a laugh, we could have helped,

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helped each other out, you know, and that maybe you

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would have been a better way to do it. But

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then I thought, maybe if I do it's solitary, I

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can look out for myself. I'm not going to be

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held back. I won't be responsible for anyone else. No

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one will be responsible for me. Blah blah, blah blah blah.

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And I did. It was weird. It was very strange.

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I'm not dreamt the night before that I was in

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a pub and I was sweeping around the outside of

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the pub. I want to say sweeping. I wasn't searching

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for bugs, you know, like in the CIA, And I don't

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mean that kind of sweeping. I mean literally with a broom.

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I was sweeping the rubbish around the outside of this

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pub and there's people there drinking and hanging out. And

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as I think about it, I think it's the same

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pub that I've seen in my dreams before, and it's

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not one that I've ever been in although some people

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are in there, some people that I haven't seen for

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a long time are in there, but I've never been

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in there. And there's this puban it's kind of it's

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an okay pub. Actually it's all right. It does make

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me wonder this whole dream world, because I mean, it

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might just be I mean maybe when I was younger.

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Maybe younger people have different dreams every night. But I

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think at my age I just run out of ideas.

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Maybe my dream world keeps going back to old, old

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dreams and like mixed match of different things, because after

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so many thousands of years, there's there's no more new

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there's no more new dreams. Is it's gonna have to

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sort of rehash some of the old ones. I don't know.

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Maybe maybe and I did. I met up with Andre

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and we went out. It was weird because I said

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to him, oh, I had a dream. Yeah, this is weird.

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I said to him, this is totally indn't dream, this

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is true. Said you know what, Andre had a really

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weird dream the other day a while back. I found

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out that you were still alive. And we hung out

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of each other and it was really weird. But then

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we didn't get on anymore because it had been such

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a long time. We didn't really have anything in common.

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You were doing your thing. I was doing my thing,

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and neither us for any longer into wrestling each other.

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And it just did I was never into wrestling. Well

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he did. He did that once. He just like trying

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to wrestle me. He's like, what are you doing? The

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first time I went to Ireland and I get there

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and he decides he wants to have a wrestle, was like, no,

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it's really weird. It's like it's it's almost like he

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stood like a sumo wrestler. It didn't have a sumo

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wrestler's body. He was very slim like me. But he

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was like he was going to have a proper sumo

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fight and like, what you're doing? And I think he was.

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I don't know if he was trying to get dominance

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or something sort of. It's just sort of like, this

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is my country. You're in my country now, Oh bless him. Yeah,

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Ireland is nice. I liked Island, you know, it's a

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part of me. Wish I'd stayed there. And is that

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anything If you stay, things generally work out. I'm saying,

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like anything, but in my life, things generally work out,

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not necessarily well. I think everything's worked out as far

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as I'm here doing this, but you know, not necessar

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really in a way that I had anticipated or hoped for.

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If I'd have stayed in Ireland back in ninety ninety four,

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I may be married, I may be a grandfather by now,

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you know, I might have who knows, I might have

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really flourished. I'm not quite sure how, but I might

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have done. You know, there was very limited jobs where

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I was living. When I say that, I mean limited.

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There was you know what I mean, like anywhere there's

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off licenses and hare's plenty of them, and shops TT shops,

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you know, supermarkets, things like that. I suppose I'm not

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sure about big supermarkets, but they've got the regular things.

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But the main two employers in the area was a

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dry cleaning dry cleaning launderette dry cleaning place and an abatoire.

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Those are the two main Mike big employers. And I

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didn't fancy either. And when I said I didn't fancy

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work in either place, it that's marginally marginally an understatement.

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It was more as I would never never work something

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like that. I couldn't. It's just it. I just couldn't

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do it. I couldn't morally emotionally dry cleaning people's clothes

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all day. I couldn't. Couldn't do it, as against all

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my principles. And now the real reason is I actually

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worked and dry cleaners because I did lots of different

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jobs over the years, and it was too hot for me.

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It was so hot, and the dry cleaner just all

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tablecloths and stuff for restaurants and local restaurants, and it

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was just never ending, tablecloth after tablecloth after tablecloth.

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It's like, wow, yeah, yesterday, what did I do yesterday?

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I know, I made two recordings, one in the morning,

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like now, just got out of bed. See I've got

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a different I don't have a different brain. That would

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be a kind of a bit silly to say I've

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got a different brain when I wake up, but do

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seem to have a different type of mind set, a

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different type of attitude, different type of mood when I

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first get out of bed. I'm not sure why, but

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I've always been like this. It's like, I don't know,

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it's yeah, I m hm hm hmm. Yeah, I always

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always been like this, just just different when I wake

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up different to how I am during the rest of

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the day or later in the day, like a different

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person in some ways, which is weird. I think I'm

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very calm, not that I'm not come most of the

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time ish, but much calmer, much more stable first sing

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in the morning, more stable, but just more chilled out.

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But at the same time, there's a sharpness, there's a yeah,

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I don't know, I'm not quite sure how to explain

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it in a way that I would understand. Just feels

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a bit different. It's quite a good start to the

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day in some ways, especially if I have you know,

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I've had a nice, big night of dreaming. But I'm

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trying to remember some of the dreams I had. I

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can't remember. No, I can't remember any other dreams. So yeah,

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not a lot happened yesterday. So I did the thing

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in the morning, made a recording. I didn't feel very

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well mid morning, like about eleven, and I went to

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bed and then I felt I felt a bit better

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in the afternoon. I felt really. Yeah, I just didn't.

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My mood changed. It was very strange, and yeah, I

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felt really But then yeah, I felt a bit better

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after having a nap. Oh, yeah, I ordered some food

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groceries to be delivered, but I forgot the hot the

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hot dog manes. So what did some sausages? I is

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going to have them in a role, you know, nice

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little tree celebrate it being Tuesday as it was was?

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What was yesterday? It was Tuesday? Yeah. I did a

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Trivia Tuesday last night or yesterday afternoon. Yeah, Trivia Tuesday.

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I talked about Teddy Bears. Teddy Bears. If you haven't

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listened to it, I wouldn't bother, to be honest, it's

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very boring.

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And I was very tired last night.

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I was very tired. I when I had to go

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to bed, but I also did some laundry, so I

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had to hang that up. And what else should I do?

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I've actually got some rubbish to put out, but I

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can't be bothered. I'll do that later. I'm pretty sure

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I went out somewhere, but I didn't other than to

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take Vinnie out or walk. I took him out three

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times yesterday. Oh yeah, in the evening where it wasn't

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evening evening. It was about late afternoon, five six o'clock

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something like that. I realized I'd run out of tea

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bags and I forgot to order any with the groceries shopping,

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and I was, oh, really the one thing, well not

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the only thing I needed, But technically I could have

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got through till today without getting any groceries. It's just

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the tea bags I needed the most of all. So

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I asked the neighbor to borrow some tea bags and

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she said, what do you want them for? And then

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we both laughed. So, yeah, it was a nice ice breaker.

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I mean, technically, you know, known for a couple of years,

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but she sort of always had a problem with ice.

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So I managed to break through the ice. Yeah, I've

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been locking the front door for ages. I don't know

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how I got there. You're right, that was a weird

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thing to say, is that I don't know. You're right. No,

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I agree, made no sense, made no sense whatsoever. What

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do you mean she's got ice in the front door.

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That doesn't what's that about? I don't understand. No, don't worry.

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I don't either. I don't evil or understand. So Whenday,

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the twentieth of August two thousand and twenty five, Well,

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two thousand and twenty five, forty years ago, I was

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a karate man. The TV show the TV channels keep

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showing the Karate Kid movies for some reason. So I'm

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guessing the the time span because it probably forty years.

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Maybe after a certain amount of time, they don't have

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to pay any kind of money to the film studio

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or whatever when they play the movies. Maybe that's it.

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After forty years, they can play certain movie as many

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times as they want. I happened to pay any kind

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of repeat fee. Dig immagig, and that's why they just

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keep showing it. I'm guessing it's the same with Frasier

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and Cheers. Perhaps after a certain period, the TV channels

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in this country don't have to pay anything for Cheers

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or Frasier, which is why they play it over and

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over again every day. I'm not complaining because I love

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both of those shows, but perhaps that's why it's on

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kind of almost it's on a loop years and years

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and years. In fact, I can't remember the last time

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that Fraser was not on mid morning on Channel four. Yeah,

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I can't remember a time when honestly, I realized I

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was just about to repeat the sentence. But I want

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you to know how serious I'm hitting, how important this is.

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We're talking about Frasier the television show. I do think

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that's possibly for timing for the one. Lion is one

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of the greatest sitcoms. Yeah, and maybe it's the characters,

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but then you're probably going to you're gonna get that

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anyway on you. But it just didn't seem like a

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It's not like any sitcom I've ever seen before. And

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even though it's from the writers of Cheers, I didn't

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really find it to be much like Cheers at all.

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In fact, I remember when Cheers finished and the newspapers

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were speculating will there be a follow up TV show?

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And if there is, is it a cast off? Or

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I don't know really call it, but because I know

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a lot of TV shows have done it, Happy Days

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did it? Why the sitcoms had other TV shows come

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from it? George and Mildred was originally in Man about

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the House. There was a landlord and man Lady. They

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had their own TV show, which I think was much funnier,

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think to myself, Happy Days, Happy Days? Happy Day Days?

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Didn't didn't they do one with Chocchi? Mm hmmm. They

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did it with The Living Dead recently They're Walking Dead,

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So I had Walking Dead and suddenly all these shows

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popped up out of nowhere, three different shows, it's like,

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and they're all starring different stars from the show and

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for continuity, which I find quite important when it comes

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to TV shows. I didn't know which one to watch first,

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so I ended up not watching any of them, well

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bits of them, as I wasn't sure if any of

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it was going to fit together with each other. I

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don't know. Yeah, I'm trying to think what else. I

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was going to read the newspapers, but that hasn't happened.

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As we'll close that up. No, I prefer not to

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look at a computer screen when I first get out there.

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Oh oh yeah, these uh these track suit bottoms I

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got on Monday. I hadn't tried them on. When I

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got home. I thought, well, I'll just wait. You know,

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I wear them, but I'll just wait. I wasn't in

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a hurry. I wasn't that excited, to be honest. It

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was just something to call me bum up, wasn't it.

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It's not, you know, just track suit bombs. Yeah, I've

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never I don't think there's really been an item of

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clothing that I've purchased and like all can't wait to

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get home. So I can try it on, and I

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don't think so. Maybe my trophy hat, because I bought

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a trophy hat when I was about sixteen. Yeah, I

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wanted to be like my brother, my oldest brother. He

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had a triphy hat. Still don't know what trophy means,

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but he had one. I thought he looked cool because

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he's my older brother. And I bought the trophy hat.

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I mean I might I say sixteen, I might have

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been fifteen, and yeah, probably was fifteen. Actually the problem

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I had is it kept blowing away because I lived

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on the seaside town or in a seaside town, very windy,

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and the hat kept blowing away, blowing, and I'd be

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sent down the street and you know, cars would be

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honking their horns, showing out the window, look is that

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your hat? And then laughing hysterically driving off. Another car

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driver would stop say HOYI if you lost something, mate,

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and drive off, and then another put another driver pulled

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up that says, hey, do you know where the Saints

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piece is from? Here? Got a little bit lost? And

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I said, ah, very funny. Yeah, And I was carried

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on chasing me hat. Eventually I found it on didn't

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find it. I can see where it was. I caught

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it and I put it back in my hair, my head,

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on my hand, my head. I think the problem was

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it was too large for my head. And it's not

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my fault, is it. I think the problem is I

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was wearing a chrity hat and I was just wearing

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normal clothes, you know. I mean, I don't personally think

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it went very well together with the well the other

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clothes I wore when I was in a chip shop. Yeah,

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the white coat and all that stuff, dor Wellington boots.

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I think we're in a sure we had didn't really fit,

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didn't fit so very well. I do sometimes amaze. We'll

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not amaze myself, but I feel a little bit amazed

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that I actually did that kind of job for two years.

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Not it's not about the job. It's just that I

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was able to hold a full time job for two

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years from the age of fifteen to seventeen. And it

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wasn't an easy job. It was quite long hours, quite

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unsociable hours, and there was you know, all those people

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to deal with, especially when I was busy. Oh and

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it got busy, you know, lunchtimes, really busy, and it

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was just I don't know how I managed. I really

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don't and I did manage, but I don't know how.

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I think the only good thing about working there is

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when someone from school came in, like a friend that

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I hadn't seen for ages. That would be nice. Yeah,

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it was nice for working with the girls that were there,

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because it wasn't it was for some reason, it's only waitresses.

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There was one boy who just did his name was

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and he was he was super fashionable and he was

467
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basically just doing what I was doing, but part time

468
00:52:26.960 --> 00:52:34.800
because he was still at school. But other than him

469
00:52:34.840 --> 00:52:42.679
and my boss, who is male, and another friar who

470
00:52:42.719 --> 00:52:48.280
was male, it came in a couple of nights a week.

471
00:52:53.639 --> 00:52:58.440
Everyone else was female. So the other boss or you know,

472
00:52:58.639 --> 00:53:02.039
was female. Because the there was a married couple that

473
00:53:02.199 --> 00:53:08.400
run the place or that own the place, and all

474
00:53:08.480 --> 00:53:14.320
the waitresses, you know, there's a couple of adults, and

475
00:53:14.400 --> 00:53:21.559
then weekends it would be you know, young young females

476
00:53:23.599 --> 00:53:31.800
you know, around my age. So so that was that

477
00:53:31.880 --> 00:53:36.960
was quite nice, kind of sort of trying to get

478
00:53:37.000 --> 00:53:48.440
to know females, which was never my it wasn't my

479
00:53:48.679 --> 00:54:01.840
strongest attribute. Hmmm. I did kind of fall in love

480
00:54:01.880 --> 00:54:05.960
with someone I was fall in love all the time

481
00:54:06.960 --> 00:54:12.639
back then, in love with the idea of being in

482
00:54:12.639 --> 00:54:20.039
love maybe or just really horny. I mean as a teenager,

483
00:54:20.159 --> 00:54:28.800
I just wanted to, you know, I wanted something. That's

484
00:54:28.880 --> 00:54:32.320
all I wanted. There was nothing else of importance to me.

485
00:54:35.440 --> 00:54:39.400
You know that that was it, That was the most

486
00:54:39.400 --> 00:54:44.400
important thing back then. And I didn't I wasn't very

487
00:54:44.440 --> 00:54:52.480
successful at all. Yeah, I very much, very much had

488
00:54:52.480 --> 00:55:06.840
a relationship with myself for those couple of years. Well,

489
00:55:06.880 --> 00:55:27.440
I didn't know this is over time. I'm half asleep

490
00:55:27.519 --> 00:55:30.840
now and I just said over time. But I got

491
00:55:30.920 --> 00:55:34.880
no idea what's coming next?

492
00:55:39.840 --> 00:55:44.239
Okayd then I.

493
00:55:44.239 --> 00:55:47.039
Have my breakfast in a minute. Yeah, yeah, ya ya

494
00:55:47.159 --> 00:55:52.400
ya ya. So these trousers see album. I've completely forgotten

495
00:55:52.400 --> 00:55:59.960
whilst talking about these tracksuit trousers or pants maybe mm hm.

496
00:56:02.320 --> 00:56:10.800
They're fairly tight, so I've got a medium. Luckily, they're

497
00:56:11.000 --> 00:56:24.079
just the right size, you know, around the waist, just perfect.

498
00:56:25.000 --> 00:56:28.000
There's a little bit of giveness, a little bit of give,

499
00:56:29.039 --> 00:56:39.920
tiny not a lot personally uncomfortable, and I was relieved

500
00:56:40.000 --> 00:56:50.159
because I was gonna send. I just didn't want to.

501
00:56:50.400 --> 00:56:52.159
I didn't want them to be too tight. I didn't

502
00:56:52.159 --> 00:56:55.000
want them to be too loose. I don't want to

503
00:56:55.079 --> 00:56:59.159
fall an over fall and over fallen down or getting stuck,

504
00:56:59.599 --> 00:57:02.960
you know. So I tried them on yesterday. I had

505
00:57:02.960 --> 00:57:08.159
a shower first tried them on, and yeah, they're not

506
00:57:08.239 --> 00:57:11.599
as easy to put on as the normal pairs I wear,

507
00:57:11.679 --> 00:57:16.679
because they're very baggy and loose. But the thing that

508
00:57:16.880 --> 00:57:22.159
was surprising is and it surprised my neighbor. When I

509
00:57:22.199 --> 00:57:27.400
went to get my tea bags, they just assumed I

510
00:57:27.480 --> 00:57:36.079
had big legs, big fat legs, but I don't. I

511
00:57:36.199 --> 00:57:40.440
have quite a slim nice I don't like nice legs,

512
00:57:40.480 --> 00:57:44.519
but my legs are okay, and they're not They're not big,

513
00:57:45.000 --> 00:57:52.119
they're not fat. And you can see with these because

514
00:57:52.199 --> 00:57:59.360
they cling they clinging to the legs these tracksuit bombs

515
00:58:00.519 --> 00:58:04.199
instead of just hanging down really loose like the other

516
00:58:04.280 --> 00:58:08.840
stuff that I would normally wear. And they couldn't believe it.

517
00:58:10.000 --> 00:58:14.559
They were a gasp, they fell over and they didn't

518
00:58:14.639 --> 00:58:23.320
know that stuff happened. And they said, your legs are

519
00:58:23.400 --> 00:58:26.119
so skinny. I said, no, don't use the word skinny.

520
00:58:26.440 --> 00:58:29.639
Don't like that. My legs are not skinny, They're just

521
00:58:31.639 --> 00:58:37.639
they just slimmer. I hold my weight on upper body.

522
00:58:39.360 --> 00:58:49.800
My lower body is fairly slim. I still got strong legs.

523
00:58:50.920 --> 00:58:56.480
It's just they, I think, if it's someone, that they

524
00:58:56.559 --> 00:59:00.840
must have just assumed that they had, just like my

525
00:59:01.000 --> 00:59:03.159
legs were whoppling when I walked or something. I don't

526
00:59:03.159 --> 00:59:17.480
I mhmm, but you know I've been walking my whole life. Yeah,

527
00:59:17.480 --> 00:59:39.639
I suppose, technically I don't, mm hmm. Technically something I

528
00:59:39.719 --> 00:59:43.599
started thinking about something else in my mind and I

529
00:59:44.119 --> 00:59:57.360
have forgotten what I was talking about. Wagging wheels now,

530
00:59:59.679 --> 01:00:14.679
small affair, no hm, start to drift off a bit now,

531
01:00:18.000 --> 01:00:23.000
which means it's possibly time to go and get myself

532
01:00:23.159 --> 01:00:28.559
some breakfast. Yes, yes, yes, a nice bowl of a

533
01:00:28.679 --> 01:00:40.920
ready prick and today twin stay. Yeah, I have a

534
01:00:41.000 --> 01:00:50.639
few things that I'm needing to do ultimately. Yeah, I

535
01:00:50.760 --> 01:01:04.559
need to get it done so well, So thank you

536
01:01:04.800 --> 01:01:09.119
for listening. Remember to be kind to yourself because you

537
01:01:09.400 --> 01:01:17.039
do deserve to be happy and be gentle with yourself.

538
01:01:19.320 --> 01:01:32.599
You deserve to feel safe. Lots of love. Bye,