May 12, 2025

(music) More Chatty Vs Less Chatty| LMBYTS #1352 | 12th May 2025

(music) More Chatty Vs Less Chatty| LMBYTS #1352 | 12th May 2025
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H Hello and welcome to Jasonnewland dot com. My name

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is Jason new Land. This is let me buoy you

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to sleep or for short, l m B l B

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l m B white Yes. I remember the white yes,

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but let me be l n B Y yes, l

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n B Y yes. The reason why I remember the

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white yes because I used to be on the Whites

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scheme Wireless School, which is the youth training scheme. It

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was supposed to replace apprenticeships, to make it a little

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bit easier for people to have an apprenticeship because I

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don't know, it's just it was kind of that thing.

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But a lot of employers took advantage of it the

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scheme because it was it gave people an opportunity by employees.

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Not all, but some employers got people on the Whits

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scheme and they paid them like twenty seven pounds a

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week for the first year and thirty five pound a

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week for the second year with one day at college.

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So the person would end up with a qualification at

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the end of it, but at the same time they'd

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be getting paid an out and it wouldn't be the

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same level really of qualification. I would say, as I

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suppose it would be as an apprenticeship because if you

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as a yts with an electrician or with a plumber

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all that stuff, so you're going to have the same

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experience as someone that's on an apprentice scheme. So it's

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kind of the same thing. I worked in a chip shop. Now,

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the training to work in a chip shop was there

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wasn't a lot of training. Really, it didn't take two

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years of training to fry fish and chips, you know,

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there was. I mean, it's not something I could just

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walk into and know how to do it with all

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getting the fish ready and getting you know, all that stuff.

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I couldn't just walk in and know what to do.

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But I'm pretty certain after about a month, maybe two months,

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maybe three months, even full time, I would be pretty

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much insistent in every aspect of that job. Not need

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in two years. So yeah, let it go. Jojo, I

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can't so please only listen when you can safely close

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your eyes. So so let me boy to sleep. I'm

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not making a video of this. The reason why here's

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the reason I did a video yesterday, which was Sunday Papers.

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I'm probably not going to do this Sunday Papers anymore

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because I've got rid of the app I can't afford

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the app to read off the papers. So I did

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a I did a video, made a video. It was

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in six parts. Because of the interruptions, I had kept

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kep stop put it in starting it, so instead of

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just having it play all the way through and then

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having to find a way to edit it, it's much

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easier if I just stop every time there's an interruption,

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makes it easier to edit in a video. I ended

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up talking for nearly two hours, and I'll just give

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you an idea. There's fourteen hours left of uploading to YouTube.

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This was without all the hours it took to upload

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it onto the server and to get it to a

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point where I could edit it and then process it.

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I started all this last night and I've been doing

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it since six o'clock this morning. It's now half past twelve. Admittedly,

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I don't have to do much with it. It's now uploaded.

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I ain't gonta touch it. Just make sure that I

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don't close the iPad while it's uploading. But it's a

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proper FAF, it really is. It's just like I know,

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maybe what I'll do is the occasional video and the

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rest of the time I'll just upload recordings, the the

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just the standard recordings to YouTube, the audios. I don't know.

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So I have made a few changes. Oh yes, So

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what I've done is I wasn't going to get rid

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of my website completely, but I've decided to keep it.

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I've given it a fair bit of thought and I

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decided to keep it. So I used to the amount

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I'm paying out now, which is good according to this,

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got two nine hundred episodes on my website. It's quite

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a lot. It's quite a lot. Where is it? So

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I've got so I'm paying twenty two dollars a month.

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I don't know if that includes tax, but it allows

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me to have fifty podcasts per site. It also allows

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me to I don't need fifty. I did have about

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one hundred and fifty before, so I've deleted those. Those

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are the ones where it was broken into fifty so playlists.

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So I've had to kind of get rid of the playlists.

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So I have updated my website. That is morning why

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i'd started doing it yesterday. So the website's pretty much

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the same. So you've got contact Facebook group link, YouTube link,

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PayPal link, reviews. There's a link to the podcasts, so

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that's all the same is what it was before. Requested

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recordings Q and a Friday, Let Me Buoy to Sleep,

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pain Away, which is a let Me boy a pain Away,

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Whisper for the whisper recording, smoking, boring objects, stress and panic.

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So there's a few links there. At the top of

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the page, there's a list of all the different podcasts

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which are in a carousel, so one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen,

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So it's thirteen podcasts and so apart from that, just

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the same as what it was before before, but it

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just doesn't have playlists anymore. I've also changed because I

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was talking about this before because the I'm being happy

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with the stats for some reason. When I've got when

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I've got linked to SoundCloud, everything linked to SoundCloud, I

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get way way more downloads than what I do otherwise.

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So what I've done thing he's trying to chase a fly.

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We are getting bombarded with flies right now, really a

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lot of flies. And I was having my breakfast earlier.

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I put the bowl down. I don't know what I

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was doing. I think I might be scratching my knee

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or something. And I looked over to the bowl and

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there was a fly on one of my breakfast cereal bits.

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I got rid of the breakfast cereal bit chucked to Vinnie.

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He didn't want it. I'm not eating it. Flies be

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night fair enough, which is weird considering what I've seen

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him eat off the floor when we've been out. But

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there's nothing he won't eat off the floor. I mean,

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it's grim, but I try and give him a nice

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fresh packet of dog food anyway. So what I've done

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is I have moved my podcasts to SoundCloud. So this

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is the hypnosis of sleeping deeply in Brackets jests on

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new Land. So that's the the for that one. I've

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also got to let me boy to sleep now. I

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did this yesterday in the evening, I think, and I

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ended up with over ten thousand downloads yesterday today so

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far today, so far, so far today, I've had just

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under two thousand on that podcast. So I'm kind of

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quite happy with the way that's going. And I'm just

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going to move over to the other website, the other SoundCloud.

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A lovely day outside today, I've not been able to

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go out and you might think, why is that, JJ, Well,

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let me tell you the builders. It's my neighbors builders.

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I was supposed to let them in today. My neighbor

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gave me the key to let them in, and I

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haven't turned up, and I was supposed to be at

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eight o'clock. It's now twelve thirty five, and I don't

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know what to do. I mean, they should have been

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it by now, shouldn't they. If they were coming, they

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probably would have been there. So what I'll do if

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they haven't turned up by the time I finished this recording,

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which will be I don't know one thirty or one whatever,

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Well I'll go out then because I'm not sticking around

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is honestly, it's such a lovely day. I should be

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getting ready for the second WLK of the day, but

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I took him in the garden right let me boy

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to sleep has now got connected as well. So yesterday

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last night I had three thousand, six hundred and fifty

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plays and today so far one thoy ninety four plays,

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so the stats just rose and I don't know that's weird.

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And I also had nine hundred plays on spreaker as well,

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so it's quite quite a big day. Bear in the mind.

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The best I've had for ages was probably about five

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six thousand for the whole lot, which is probably the

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best I've had in a year. So yeah, However, I've

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not got rid of Spreaker. The podcast on my website

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are a podcast on Spreaker. So when you go to

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my website and you click on the Stop Smoking for example,

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there's the recordings from that are on Spreaker on there,

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Or if you go to the Bedtime Story Times, that's

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the podcast on Spreaker. I've deleted this lot of stuff

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from Spreaker that I don't need anymore with the Hope

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because I've actually canceled Spreaker, but I want to downgrade

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it to a lower price because that's the only way

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I can do it. They won't let me. They can

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let me up there, let me upgrade, they don't want

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to let me down grade. Won't let me downgrade for

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some reason. So I've had to cancel and then when

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it comes to an end, I can then rejoin and

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you know, to a smaller price. So it runs down

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the second of June, so I'm going to try and

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get it back down to. Yeah, twenty dollars a month

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still seems quite a lot, to be fair, I'd like

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to get it down to less ten dot we'll see

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ten dollars a month fifty so it might end up

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being twenty dollars a month. So hey, it's I mean

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for the website, I suppose it just it's better than

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fifty five dollars in it, I suppose. So that's it.

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That's not very exciting information, may I think it's rather exciting.

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So you know, I'm quite pleased in a way because

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just the recordings, I'm getting more downloads than I would

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normally get for each recording, which is nice, and yeah,

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it's just nice, nice to have that. I then look

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Jason just on new Land or no, what's that weird picture?

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Oh it's me, it's my face, just a new Land.

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So for example, I've only what was it about three

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hours ago? Maybe two hours ago, three hours ago, two

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hours ago I uploaded. Yeah, I managed to upload the

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recordings to SoundCloud because I was yeah, I was finally

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able to get the audio and make a podcast. And

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for one of the podcast episodes of the Yesterday's I've

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already had like two hundred and ninety seven plays just

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from one, which is just way more than I would

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get in three hours or two hours. So yeah, or

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marks sound loock, I'm going on a bit, but I

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just you know, he's definitely drinking a lot more recent

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he I've noticed something about him. When he can see

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that we're about to go out, he runs to his

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bowl and drinks as much as he can. It's it's

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like I've got to have a little refill, make sure

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I've got enough we wi to last me for the

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whole journey. Because he likes to spray, doesn't he all

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over the place? Bless. So I don't know if I've

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got any messages, any massages so SoundCloud, SoundCloud YouTube. I

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don't know what's going on YouTube. It's just weird. I

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think I did get a message on YouTube. Someone posted

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I missed when you speak to the camera, and then

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I'm going to try to sleep to that now. So

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this was this was from Saturday's recording. I missed when

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you speak to the camera. I know it's it's I

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know it's probably it's more you hear that's the old plane.

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I don't know why. I remember my dad came around.

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I think it was like a couple of months into

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me moving it, and I was moaning about the plane,

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and he said, oh, I love the sound. That sound

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was lovely. I love that sound. I said, like, yeah,

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you're here for an hour, listen to it all day,

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then tell me you like it ten years and it's

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like it starts. I'm just moaning, and I just moaning.

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That doesn't bother me. Actually, I don't care. Why did

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you mention it again? Who knows? Let's see if I've

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got any messages. Let's go to fake book. See what's

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on there? What onn there? My friend, you have access

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to a new message on okay? So let's have a

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look at that new message on oh okay. That was

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from coroner Corona Coroner? Is it coroner or Corina? I

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don't know. I don't know anyone. I don't know. I

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don't like mispronouncing people's names by accident. I prefer to

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do it on purpose, you know. It's like it's more

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fun that way. But if I do it accidentally, it's like, Oh,

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I'm sure I had a message. Maybe it's on the

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group they got I've got I've got a group, Jason

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Newland's boring group, Let's sak let's saveluck so so so

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so so so so Jackie sent a message yesterday or

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posted something not an hour ago soor not yesterday. Hi Jason,

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I've been really missing you, just talking and chatting, maybe

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about mundane subjects, but it never feels that way. Plus

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it gets one's visual imagination going. Maybe that's why it

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works so well for getting a to sleep. To be honest,

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I feel like I'm listening to a lesson or a

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lecture when I just hear all these facts listed, and

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I really missed the human element, which is you. I

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hope you understand. Please come back and share your day

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today with us. PS would love to hear more about Horace,

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Horace the pigeon. So I don't know, I mean, thank

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you for the message and the post. I don't know.

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I don't know. I think I'm try and please everyone,

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and it's very difficult. I've got people that say they

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love the whisper Got, people say they love the Trivia Tuesday,

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they love the boring objects, all the Sunday papers, and

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different people like different things. And I suppose I was

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trying to add some kind of structure two a very

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unstructured podcast. I guess. I mean, I'm guessing you're talking

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about the let me boy to sleep, not the let

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Me boil your pain away, because that's that is a

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very that's a separate, completely different thing to this Trivia Tuesday.

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I mean, it is a list of things, isn't it. Really?

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I suppose Monday's boring objects. I kind of just so

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I didn't. I forgot it's Monday. I can't bother to

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do a boring objects. I'm just going to chat and

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it's just hard. It's so if I asked I did

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this ages ago, like what what would you like? I

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put a list of the different podcasts, and I just

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got a different just different responses. And so that's why

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I kind of broke up the days. I thought, I

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do this this day, this end of the day, que

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A Friday, which is the only the really regular one

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that I've stuck to, and I will stick to Qune

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Friday because I enjoy doing it and it gives gives

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you a chance to ask me questions, and it's there's

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a degree of stability in that. I suppose regularity Trivia

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Tuesday is I don't know. I just I don't know.

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I don't know. I do know. I mean when I

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first started doing these recordings, Molly will tell you, because

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I think and anyone who's around back then I mean, Jackie,

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you might have been around that. Then I don't know,

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I lose track of I mean, there's so many people

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that sent me messages and reviews and like, you know

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back in two thy and twenty twenty nineteen, twenty twenty

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one that I've not heard of since the you know,

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it's I mean, I've literally got I've got stuff posted

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on my wall, so I printed them out and just

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to kind of remind me that maybe I'm doing something worthwhile,

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you know, and it's it's, yeah, I don't know, it's

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I mean, you think, well, you don't think. But when

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I think back to two thousand and seven, between two

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thousand and seven and two thousand and ten, I had

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a completely different audience to probably what I've got now.

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and I don't know if any of those people are

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still listening. And then I seem to have a different

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audience between twoenty ten and two thousand and kind of

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fifteen or twoenty eighteen even it's kind of I say,

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twenty ten, two thousand and fourteen, that's kind of seemed

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to have a different audience center between twenty fourteen twenty

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eighteen that was very much podcast only, but it is

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I felt like I was a little bit in nowhere

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land really in a sense, kind of a bit. I

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was doing stuff, but I didn't have any particular kind

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of thing that I was focusing on. And then twenty eighteen,

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when I started doing they let me Boy to sleep,

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it was very much probably the first time I really

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felt i'd I don't maybe it sounds a bit cliched,

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like found my voice, but it seemed like this fitted me,

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this style of just talking, just chatting, as Jackie says,

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just chatting, and it took the pressure off, not kind

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of having to be all hypnotic and all that stuff.

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Because I love hypnosis, but there's different ways of doing it.

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And the way that I've progressed or regressed, depending on

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how you look at it. The way that I've changed

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over the years is I'm very so that's the thing.

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I'm trying to be more structured, but when in fact,

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I'm actually less structured than I used to be. I

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used to be very structured with the hypnosis techniques, with

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the hypnosis recordings. It's not that I'd work out what

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I was going to say before I said it because

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I didn't. But I would sometimes think of a technique

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so it looks be simple. For example, I don't know,

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like a melting marshmallow on a sunny day. Yeah, that

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kind of thing sort of, and I'd say that's going

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to be the stress. That's going to be someone stress.

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Like a marshmallow just melting slowly and I'm becoming all

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gooey and you can just watch it melt as an example,

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or you know, with like chronic pain, I'll be focusing

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on think, okay, let's do a jigsaw puzzle. Let's imagine

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there's a jigsaw puzzle of that part of the body,

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that just that one part of the body, you know,

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or your knee or your wherever. And then just start

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to take a couple of pieces out, one piece out first.

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and I just write down these little ideas I had

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for future sessions. And then sometimes what I do and

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you know, this is going back a long time, twenty twelve,

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twenty eleven, thirteen, and I would decide, well, I'm going

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to do that. I'm gonna I'm going to focus on

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the clouds. You know, imagine laying down on the grass

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looking up at the clouds, and the clouds form different

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words like relax and calm, peaceful, you know, just as

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an example, and so you know, I'd think, Okay, I've

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got that written down, I'm just going to do that recording,

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and I just talk and do that. But I would

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do it very structured. I do it very hypnotically, and

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do it in a kind of a process, you know,

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where I'd like, Okay, now we start off focusing on

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different parts of your body, and you don't need to

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you know, need to try and relax your shoulders. Just

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allow your shoulders to feel however they feel, and it's

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moved down. And then it was it was kind of

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the same thing every time. And there's a little bit.

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I know, the tedium is quite good for the listeners,

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I suppose, but the tedium I didn't enjoy the tedium

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of it. The repetition was a little bit boring for me.

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Not not boring, it's not the right word. Unstimulating. And

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when I when I'm doing something something I red classes

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maybe kind of a therapeutic recording, I need to be

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stimulated mentally, to do it if it's going to be

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not meant not like like I'm on like I've eaten

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too much orange squash, h too much, too much pop

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and run around the garden yelling, waving a stick, pretending

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on the viking. You know, I don't mean that's what

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I used to do. You know, obviously it's a long

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time ago. I mean at least three months. So but

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now i'd just like I started this to discover and

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this was what two thousand and twelve, two thousand yet

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about two thy twelve times I started to discover a

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new way of doing things for me, and that's what lent,

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that's what led to this. So the new way of

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doing things for me was and I should do this

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in between counseling sessions. Not during the counseling session, of

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course that would be weird, but I should do it

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in between. So if I had sometimes i'd have a

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slot either there was no no one to see because

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I hadn't changed it over yet. So I had three

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hours in a row or four hours in a row,

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and it'd be fifty minute hours, and then i'd have

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ten minutes, you know, between clients. Sometimes it'd be an hour.

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Sometimes it'd be two hours during that period, and I'd

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have to be in a building because we couldn't. We

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didn't do soul working. So if there was another counselor there,

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there always had to be another counselor, at least two

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councilors in the building in two different offices, just in

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case they were needed. So if I had a spare slot,

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which I did occasionally sometimes people didn't turn up as well,

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I would film myself with my iPhone and I started

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a thing called Jason what is it called hypno chats,

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So I had that in my mind. I was just

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going to talk like this, you know, just talk about

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the day, talk about how I got on, talk about

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what's going on, and then ease very very subtly, very

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very slowly, very into relaxation and hypnosis. And I did.

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I did a few of those. I think I did

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about thirty of those, and I enjoyed that more than

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the straight hypnosis sessions. It just it was more fun.

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But I suppose it's because I got to talk about myself,

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which is some would argue I look a bit artistical

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to want to talk about myself all the time, but hey,

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fair enough, there's worse things to be called, and I've

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heard lots of things that I've been called over the years.

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And are you just like listening to your own voice? Yeah,

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if you had a voice like mine, wouldn't you want

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to listen to it? Yeah? Baby, I don't know, It's

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just it got me thinking of thought, well, you know what, hmm,

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I like this, but I did put it on a

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back burner. I mean they were fairly popular ish on

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my YouTube channel, fairly yeah. And then I I mean

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twoententy thirteen or was it twenty fourteen is when I

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got rid of the YouTube channel, that YouTube channel, and

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then I focused really just on podcasts, and then I

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started doing a was it a hypnotic buffet? And I

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started doing thinking thinking out quietly, so instead of thinking

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out loud, thinking out quietly, and I would just not

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whisper but softly spoken, talk about how I was feeling,

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talk about what's going on in my life. And I

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quite enjoyed doing that. But also during that period, I

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was also doing Jason chats, where you could argue there's

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not a lot of difference between the jacent chats and these,

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although with the Jason chats, I would go a little

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bit more personal about my life. I'd talk about probably

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more serious things, more like real life stuff that was

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going on, which I don't really mention in the Let

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Me Boy to Sleep because it's supposed to be relaxing, relaxing.

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I've been watching The Wicked, and what I struggle with

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Wicked is it's new songs. Now I realized it wouldn't

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be new songs if I'd listened to the album and

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watched the stage show or listen to you know, just

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being around for twenty years or whatever. But it's new songs,

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and I'm used to the Wizard of Us were off

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to see there was a wonderful Wizard of Us, And

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it's just I don't know. It's a good movie. It's

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really nice, and it's visually lovely, and and the singing's great,

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of course, but I just I just kind of it's

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new and I've got to get used to new songs,

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because I'm not sure if Greece the Movie came out now,

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I'm not sure i'd like it. Now I realized Greece

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the Movie would be a very very outdated type of

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movie these days, and in fact, it wouldn't even get

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past the censors now, would it probably it get banned,

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probably for because it's got naughty words, which is ironic

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considering some of the horror movies. But it wouldn't be Yeah,

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it wouldn't be like probably Classeds Family Entertainment for Sunday

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Afternoon on Telly, although it is shown on Sunday afternoon.

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So maybe, yeah, I just absolutely obliterated in my own

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thought pattern. There didn't I some of the shows that

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they show, like on some of these weird channels, obscure

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channels where they show old, old, old old shows from

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the seventies and the early eighties, sometimes from the sixties,

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and I always put a disclaimer these some of the

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ideas and the language pertends to outdated and very outdated

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how it used to be back then, and it kind

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of covers them, I suppose, because there is there's some

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of the languages. It's just the wording. Some of the

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wording would be very different to how it is to

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what you would get away with now in a a

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mainstream sitcom. But the thing is, one of the things

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about the British sitcoms is they would be so think

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about Alf Garnet right Till Death Do Us Part and

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in Sickness and in health the same same program, but

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ones when they're younger and ones when they're older. I

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think one started in the sixties and then the one

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carried onto the nineties. During the nineties, and his alf Garnet.

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It started off with him and his wife and his

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daughter and the son in law. I don't know if

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they were in the second the second show they did,

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but eventually his wife passed and he moved into this

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flat or whatever, and there was a woman upstairs, and

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you know, but he was a biggot. That was the joke,

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really was that he was a bigot about pretty much everything,

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but he was also a coward. He's also but he

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kind of he wasn't really as bad as what he

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made out, a friendly bigot, and it was kind of

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weird because it appealed it. It appealed to different people.

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So his rants would be sexist, racist, homophobic, all that,

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everything you could think of. He would have a rent

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about it, and then they'd have other characters making fun

468
00:40:25.360 --> 00:40:31.519
of him for being how he was. So I think

469
00:40:31.519 --> 00:40:35.599
he had two different areas of people laughing. Those that

470
00:40:35.679 --> 00:40:39.679
were laughing at the things he was saying, thinking like

471
00:40:40.000 --> 00:40:44.320
because it was funny, and maybe there was people watching

472
00:40:44.320 --> 00:40:47.679
it who were racist and homophobic and whatever that were

473
00:40:47.679 --> 00:40:51.880
actually you know, laughing at that, and then other people

474
00:40:52.000 --> 00:40:54.320
laughing at the fact that he was just saying it

475
00:40:54.440 --> 00:40:59.320
like ridiculous, especially in some of the scenarios. And then

476
00:40:59.320 --> 00:41:01.639
you've got people laughing at him being made fun of.

477
00:41:02.800 --> 00:41:05.440
And they even did that in the sixties, making fun

478
00:41:05.480 --> 00:41:12.480
of his rants. So you did struggle to show that

479
00:41:12.920 --> 00:41:16.000
during the day. I think they sometimes show it at night,

480
00:41:16.119 --> 00:41:19.239
late at night on some of these little channels. But

481
00:41:21.199 --> 00:41:29.159
and it was hugely popular, really popular, but it was

482
00:41:29.559 --> 00:41:35.679
it was very much. It wasn't just one dimensional, you know.

483
00:41:35.800 --> 00:41:41.519
Even there was love Thy Neighbor about a a Caribbean

484
00:41:41.559 --> 00:41:46.400
couple moves in next to a couple of Londoners I

485
00:41:46.400 --> 00:41:53.760
think it was in London, Caucasian Londoners, and he starts

486
00:41:53.800 --> 00:41:58.880
off being racist to the Caribbean man. The woman becomes

487
00:41:58.920 --> 00:42:03.239
friends with the wife the other wife. He ends up

488
00:42:03.280 --> 00:42:05.519
being best friends with the bloke next door. They end

489
00:42:05.599 --> 00:42:08.199
up being best friends, but it starts off with him

490
00:42:08.239 --> 00:42:14.480
being basically bigoted, and then he ends up protecting and

491
00:42:14.519 --> 00:42:20.039
defending his friend from other bigots. So it's quite in

492
00:42:20.079 --> 00:42:24.360
a way, quite educational, but people got a chance to

493
00:42:24.440 --> 00:42:29.119
laugh at racist stuff, so it kind of catered for everyone,

494
00:42:29.400 --> 00:42:35.360
those that wanted to laugh at offensive stuff, but also

495
00:42:35.440 --> 00:42:38.239
those that wanted to laugh at people that were being

496
00:42:38.320 --> 00:42:42.199
like that, so it kind of it was both. And

497
00:42:42.360 --> 00:42:46.519
I heard this argument between comedians, some saying that half

498
00:42:46.599 --> 00:42:50.480
Garnet they laughed at alf Garnet because they were laughing

499
00:42:50.519 --> 00:42:55.360
at the racism. They were laughing at him. But I

500
00:42:55.400 --> 00:42:58.280
think the argument I saw two comedians and one saying no,

501
00:42:58.280 --> 00:43:00.840
they were laughing with him. They they find what he

502
00:43:00.880 --> 00:43:04.119
said funny, so they're a racist. But then like, oh,

503
00:43:04.239 --> 00:43:06.920
but the other one is laughing but laughing at him

504
00:43:06.960 --> 00:43:10.840
for being like that. So it's very clever humor. But

505
00:43:11.039 --> 00:43:17.239
it wouldn't It would not go down so well these days.

506
00:43:18.599 --> 00:43:22.239
But they it was the clever the way they did it,

507
00:43:23.920 --> 00:43:27.519
because they made him look stupid, like half Garnet, he

508
00:43:27.599 --> 00:43:33.599
looked ridiculous and pretty much every occasion. But the weird

509
00:43:33.639 --> 00:43:37.400
thing about it, he was spurting this stuff that the

510
00:43:37.760 --> 00:43:42.440
average person in the street possibly was spurting out in

511
00:43:42.519 --> 00:43:46.800
the pub, you know, a bit like today with you know,

512
00:43:47.159 --> 00:43:49.920
various things. I'm sure wherever you live there's going to

513
00:43:49.960 --> 00:43:55.639
be those you hear the same thing. Because people that

514
00:43:55.719 --> 00:44:01.519
are like that, they're not they're not original. They don't

515
00:44:01.599 --> 00:44:05.119
have any kind of originality with what they say. They

516
00:44:05.239 --> 00:44:08.960
just regurgitate what they've heard other people say without any

517
00:44:09.039 --> 00:44:14.360
kind of research done at all. Well, I thought it

518
00:44:14.400 --> 00:44:17.639
in the paper. Yeah, I've seen a lot of things

519
00:44:17.679 --> 00:44:20.599
in the paper. And anyone over the age of ten

520
00:44:20.679 --> 00:44:24.800
years old that believes what's in the paper really needs

521
00:44:24.840 --> 00:44:28.280
to go back to school. I mean, to be fair,

522
00:44:28.360 --> 00:44:30.760
if you're eleven years old, which you are over ten

523
00:44:30.840 --> 00:44:33.000
years old, and you believe it, you're going to be

524
00:44:33.039 --> 00:44:35.079
going back to school anyway, on you because you're still

525
00:44:35.119 --> 00:44:39.280
at school. But yeah, oh I thought in the paper,

526
00:44:39.320 --> 00:44:41.719
so it must be true. I thought on the news

527
00:44:41.719 --> 00:44:48.840
on the Telly or care, okare it's weird? I tell

528
00:44:48.880 --> 00:44:54.360
what's really weird? Ai man Ai. There's a scam on

529
00:44:54.559 --> 00:45:02.119
Facebook where it's get what it is. I saw it

530
00:45:02.159 --> 00:45:07.920
on there and it was actually it looked so real,

531
00:45:09.480 --> 00:45:18.039
so real. It wasn't real, but it looked real, and

532
00:45:18.159 --> 00:45:22.000
they were offering something like a free was it a

533
00:45:22.039 --> 00:45:31.800
free laptop or something like that, and it wasn't It

534
00:45:32.039 --> 00:45:34.760
just wasn't real. And I went I clicked on it.

535
00:45:35.039 --> 00:45:39.840
I didn't get my laptop, That's what I'm saying. But

536
00:45:39.960 --> 00:45:47.679
it was that actually had like celebrities talking on here

537
00:45:47.800 --> 00:45:51.960
on this thing and it wasn't them, but it didn't

538
00:45:52.039 --> 00:45:57.199
half look like the celebrities that were supposed to be doing.

539
00:45:58.280 --> 00:46:03.159
And so it is. I'm kind of lucky when not lucky.

540
00:46:04.000 --> 00:46:15.119
I'm not into the fakery ia iaai stuff. It was

541
00:46:15.159 --> 00:46:19.280
just funny. Forty five billion found in Nigerian man's flat.

542
00:46:19.679 --> 00:46:21.480
He spent ten years trying to get rid of it,

543
00:46:21.599 --> 00:46:28.599
but no one answered his emails. That's funny. That's another one.

544
00:46:28.639 --> 00:46:34.639
I remember my friend he went onto he kind of

545
00:46:34.639 --> 00:46:38.800
got Facebook. He hadn't been on Facebook really for a

546
00:46:38.880 --> 00:46:42.719
long long time, so he went onto Facebook after years

547
00:46:42.719 --> 00:46:46.000
of not being on it, and he started seeing these

548
00:46:46.360 --> 00:46:52.559
really dumb posts that you can sometimes get. And remember

549
00:46:52.599 --> 00:46:59.280
one he saw and it was like saying, you what

550
00:46:59.360 --> 00:47:03.920
was it? Something about? Oh yeah, if you if you don't,

551
00:47:04.480 --> 00:47:08.800
if you don't repost this post, if you don't share

552
00:47:08.840 --> 00:47:12.960
this post, repost it, then you don't care about this

553
00:47:13.960 --> 00:47:16.440
disease or whatever this condition is. Then you don't care.

554
00:47:19.519 --> 00:47:23.599
I know who will post it and who won't. And

555
00:47:23.639 --> 00:47:27.320
I remember my friend saying yeah, how like and he

556
00:47:27.440 --> 00:47:29.199
was like agreeing with a post like yeah, they've got

557
00:47:29.519 --> 00:47:34.960
got a repost like no, this is just an old

558
00:47:35.239 --> 00:47:43.280
guilty thing. That's this. It doesn't I don't know what

559
00:47:43.360 --> 00:47:47.559
the words I've got for that that don't include expletives.

560
00:47:48.320 --> 00:47:57.519
I just find those posts just annoying, annoying. I know

561
00:47:57.559 --> 00:48:01.760
who will post this and who won't post it. Maybe

562
00:48:01.880 --> 00:48:09.440
it's after how many years has it been since Facebook's

563
00:48:09.480 --> 00:48:16.239
been going It's a long time. Or look the perfect

564
00:48:16.320 --> 00:48:23.440
jean stretchy jeans. There's so many adverts now, like the

565
00:48:23.480 --> 00:48:26.920
perfect T shirt doesn't matter if you've got a big belly,

566
00:48:27.199 --> 00:48:31.199
doesn't show in the T shirt. Now they've got jeans

567
00:48:31.320 --> 00:48:34.880
that are stretchy, but they're tight fitting at the same time.

568
00:48:35.639 --> 00:48:38.000
And he got this right at the beginning of the video.

569
00:48:38.599 --> 00:48:44.079
He had this big, big tub of n't water and

570
00:48:44.119 --> 00:48:46.280
he just pulled his jeans out and put it down

571
00:48:46.280 --> 00:48:52.920
there and you couldn't see where it was. And it

572
00:48:52.960 --> 00:48:56.559
actually says it, the perfect jean stretches so your nuts

573
00:48:56.719 --> 00:49:00.800
ain't crushed, makes your butt look great often than your

574
00:49:01.119 --> 00:49:08.559
stupid khakis. It's rude, isn't it. It's a bit rude.

575
00:49:10.719 --> 00:49:12.840
I think what I am looking forward to if AI

576
00:49:13.079 --> 00:49:23.199
is the robots. I think robots would be cool. That

577
00:49:23.239 --> 00:49:31.880
would be interesting. Though. See, I don't see as many

578
00:49:31.920 --> 00:49:37.760
of those posts as I used to do, so this

579
00:49:38.280 --> 00:49:42.920
is something that I don't really understand. The girl that's

580
00:49:43.000 --> 00:49:47.239
in the Last of Us, is it the Last of Us?

581
00:49:48.199 --> 00:49:56.280
Really mocking her appearance like online? And I so that

582
00:49:56.480 --> 00:50:02.519
was funny. Okay, sorry, No, I'm saying it's just bad.

583
00:50:02.599 --> 00:50:09.239
They shouldn't be doing it. That was bad. I shouldn't

584
00:50:09.239 --> 00:50:12.840
be laughing at that. The thing is, you'd laugh at it,

585
00:50:12.559 --> 00:50:16.360
it's not It could be anyone's face and it'd just

586
00:50:16.360 --> 00:50:18.920
be funny. It's like, it's so many jokes that you

587
00:50:18.960 --> 00:50:26.599
could just swap around, like, oh, it's it's for example,

588
00:50:26.679 --> 00:50:30.239
it's a funny joke, but if you added the character

589
00:50:30.360 --> 00:50:33.719
as being Jewish, the joke's still going to be funny,

590
00:50:34.079 --> 00:50:36.320
but it's got nothing to do with being Jewish. But

591
00:50:36.360 --> 00:50:40.599
then you're like, oh, you're you're anti Jewish person because

592
00:50:40.599 --> 00:50:43.360
you laughed at that joke. Now, but if you'd had

593
00:50:43.360 --> 00:50:50.800
it being someone that delivers potatoes or someone that works

594
00:50:50.840 --> 00:50:54.880
in an off license or a dustman, or it would

595
00:50:54.920 --> 00:50:58.519
have just worked. Just the same, just as funny. So

596
00:50:58.840 --> 00:51:01.360
you know, trying to get caught out by stuff like that.

597
00:51:03.960 --> 00:51:06.639
The best way to quickly speak a new language is

598
00:51:06.679 --> 00:51:11.480
with pim slur. But don't just take our word for it.

599
00:51:11.519 --> 00:51:18.559
So this is pim slur. Language programs don't I don't know.

600
00:51:21.079 --> 00:51:28.639
Does anyone want to learn a new language? Anyone? I

601
00:51:28.719 --> 00:51:34.800
don't know, I don't know. I'd like because it won't

602
00:51:34.800 --> 00:51:40.960
be long, we won't need oops, we will not need

603
00:51:41.000 --> 00:51:44.119
to learn any languages because all we need is an earpiece.

604
00:51:44.760 --> 00:51:47.320
That will be it. You have an ear piece. I

605
00:51:47.360 --> 00:51:50.840
have an earpiece. In fact, we can already do it.

606
00:51:50.840 --> 00:51:53.079
It can already been done. There's actually a there's an

607
00:51:53.159 --> 00:51:56.280
app with an earpiece that you can converse with someone

608
00:51:56.400 --> 00:52:00.679
in another language. It's just in terms pretty that's what

609
00:52:00.719 --> 00:52:05.360
it does. So you speak I speak English, and then

610
00:52:05.360 --> 00:52:09.719
if you're German, for example, or French, you can hear

611
00:52:10.159 --> 00:52:13.800
in your ear what I've said in French or in

612
00:52:13.840 --> 00:52:24.480
German or in Jordie or whatever. So I think he's hastening. Men.

613
00:52:24.639 --> 00:52:28.519
You've got food there. Look it's literally there. Look look

614
00:52:31.960 --> 00:52:35.039
there go. I can feed it too, if you want,

615
00:52:35.039 --> 00:52:37.679
Like a little baby, you feed it to you like

616
00:52:37.719 --> 00:52:41.679
a baby. He go, see, I try and give it

617
00:52:41.679 --> 00:52:44.800
to him right, and he turns his head away. Don't

618
00:52:44.840 --> 00:52:51.440
turn your head away, look, I said. Look, Oh nope,

619
00:52:51.480 --> 00:52:53.840
he won't touch it. What about this one? This is

620
00:52:53.920 --> 00:52:59.000
nice and fresh? There go look he won't he won't

621
00:52:59.039 --> 00:53:02.159
touch it. He's been off his food for a few

622
00:53:02.239 --> 00:53:06.719
days now. The elat dry food. So it's not like

623
00:53:06.760 --> 00:53:11.719
he's not eating. He eat dry food. He'll eat chicken,

624
00:53:11.880 --> 00:53:17.639
and he'll eat meat and whatever. He'll eat my food,

625
00:53:18.119 --> 00:53:21.159
but he will not eat dog food wet dog food

626
00:53:21.920 --> 00:53:27.960
at the moment unless he wants to. He doesn't do

627
00:53:28.000 --> 00:53:39.679
anything unless he wants to. In all fairness, yes, even

628
00:53:39.719 --> 00:53:47.000
the British folk writer thinks gen X is call That's

629
00:53:47.039 --> 00:53:51.440
another thing on Facebook. Everyone's sneering at every all the

630
00:53:51.519 --> 00:53:57.719
younger people. I don't know, like, but it's now all

631
00:53:57.800 --> 00:54:03.280
these everything's broken up into generations. Was it Generation X?

632
00:54:03.760 --> 00:54:06.199
You've got the baby boomers, which was my dad's said

633
00:54:06.280 --> 00:54:14.639
Generation Generation Z? Is it new gen? I don't know

634
00:54:14.639 --> 00:54:18.079
what generation I was because I was born in nineteen seventy,

635
00:54:18.320 --> 00:54:27.719
so I'm definitely not a baby boomer. I am cent.

636
00:54:28.119 --> 00:54:32.199
It wasn't there one stop staring at me. Vinnie, please

637
00:54:32.239 --> 00:54:38.519
go away, stop staring. He just sits there stairs. I

638
00:54:38.599 --> 00:54:41.159
know you want to I know you want to do something.

639
00:54:41.239 --> 00:54:43.800
I know you haven't been able to go out, have

640
00:54:43.920 --> 00:54:49.559
we yet? You've been in the garden though. I think

641
00:54:49.599 --> 00:54:55.280
you might need to empty his mum. Vinny, you be

642
00:54:55.440 --> 00:54:58.400
in a garden, you could. He won't go in the garden,

643
00:54:58.760 --> 00:55:02.199
mind you. The dog downstairs that's all over the path, lovely,

644
00:55:03.639 --> 00:55:05.880
he won't go in the garden, will you? Anny? What

645
00:55:06.000 --> 00:55:11.199
you've done is a we wi He's there at him

646
00:55:11.480 --> 00:55:17.400
with big brown eyes, looking so cute. You do look

647
00:55:17.440 --> 00:55:21.519
the cutest. You are so pretty, Minnie. You know that

648
00:55:22.840 --> 00:55:27.199
you're so pretty that you know you are, don't you?

649
00:55:31.039 --> 00:55:34.920
Oh you're seeing the fly. He's been distracted. Good. I'm

650
00:55:34.960 --> 00:55:37.880
just trying to hear what other silly stuff is. This

651
00:55:38.039 --> 00:55:45.159
is weird because that's a bit rude. Someone's posted their

652
00:55:45.360 --> 00:55:53.400
updated their their profile picture and someone's laughed at it. Ah. Wow,

653
00:55:54.159 --> 00:56:03.280
that's a little bit rude. I probably wouldn't laugh at

654
00:56:03.320 --> 00:56:08.239
someone's profile picture generally, although my profile picture is me

655
00:56:08.400 --> 00:56:17.639
when I was about ten years old. I don't know.

656
00:56:23.719 --> 00:56:26.480
I'm just looking through this. Some of this see that's

657
00:56:26.480 --> 00:56:29.760
that's another person a Holly lady girl or female called

658
00:56:29.760 --> 00:56:33.960
Holly used to listen to me loads but not heard

659
00:56:35.119 --> 00:56:51.679
heard from my still on my Facebook page. Ah oh well,

660
00:56:54.519 --> 00:56:58.599
So I feel like I've done most of what I

661
00:56:58.719 --> 00:57:08.719
need to do regarding all of the changes are going

662
00:57:08.800 --> 00:57:15.800
to make, you know, on my website and stuff. I

663
00:57:15.840 --> 00:57:26.519
think that's done. But I think that'll do for now.

664
00:57:28.400 --> 00:57:32.840
It's just sometimes it's got to make changes, you know

665
00:57:32.840 --> 00:57:36.400
what I mean, got to make things a little bit

666
00:57:36.400 --> 00:57:49.559
different and what's better for people listening? It's yeah, I mean,

667
00:57:49.639 --> 00:57:53.480
I know I started this off talking about structure, and

668
00:57:55.320 --> 00:57:59.800
in a way, I suppose I kind of need some structure. Yeah.

669
00:58:00.039 --> 00:58:07.119
I've been thinking about trying to trying to get out.

670
00:58:07.920 --> 00:58:12.320
I don't mean just walking said the wrong word. I

671
00:58:12.320 --> 00:58:27.199
don't mean just taking Vinny oat. But ideally I'd like

672
00:58:27.280 --> 00:58:34.000
to be able to go. Ideally, I'd like to walk

673
00:58:34.679 --> 00:58:38.320
for a good five or ten miles every day, get

674
00:58:38.400 --> 00:58:45.880
some food from the supermarket, come back and just it's

675
00:58:45.920 --> 00:58:48.079
on a daily basis, have that as a food that

676
00:58:48.119 --> 00:58:56.119
I'm going to eat. And the thing is it means

677
00:58:56.239 --> 00:59:00.000
leaving him here, and he do not like being left here.

678
00:59:01.079 --> 00:59:05.519
He really do not at all all. No, no, no no,

679
00:59:08.920 --> 00:59:11.320
So that's something I need to think about. And also

680
00:59:11.960 --> 00:59:14.679
if I take him with me, I can't go anywhere

681
00:59:15.280 --> 00:59:19.360
other than just stay outside. I can't go into the

682
00:59:19.440 --> 00:59:22.480
market with him, which is a shame because if I could,

683
00:59:23.320 --> 00:59:29.679
i'd it's just be easier, it'd be nicer because he

684
00:59:29.719 --> 00:59:33.880
gets so much attention because he does he every time

685
00:59:33.920 --> 00:59:40.199
he sees. He loves humans way more than dogs, so

686
00:59:40.400 --> 00:59:42.519
he would just be going up to everyone sort of

687
00:59:42.519 --> 00:59:47.280
to say hello. Now I realized that, you know, realistically,

688
00:59:47.320 --> 00:59:52.760
if everybody took their dog to the supermarket, it could

689
00:59:52.840 --> 00:59:59.239
be a bit hectic. Yeah, it could be because you're

690
00:59:59.280 --> 01:00:02.639
going to get people walk in there with some people

691
01:00:02.679 --> 01:00:06.199
walking there with dogs that may be off the lead,

692
01:00:06.440 --> 01:00:16.159
or that are not trained or maybe have problems. So yeah,

693
01:00:16.239 --> 01:00:20.360
there's always I suppose having that blanket ban. Other than

694
01:00:20.679 --> 01:00:26.239
blind dogs, you can pretty much. So I don't think

695
01:00:26.360 --> 01:00:32.639
in this country we don't have emotional what they called

696
01:00:32.840 --> 01:00:39.199
emotional support dogs. Emotional support dogs, we don't have them

697
01:00:39.239 --> 01:00:44.880
in this country, or it's I mean, they're not they're not.

698
01:00:48.679 --> 01:00:55.360
They're not really classed as that as far as have

699
01:00:55.519 --> 01:00:59.800
been allowed into a supermarket. But I'm just checking this

700
01:00:59.840 --> 01:01:05.480
out up in the UK, emotional support dogs provide mental

701
01:01:05.599 --> 01:01:15.239
comfort to individuals. But okay, I mean he is my

702
01:01:15.679 --> 01:01:21.239
kind of my emotional support dog. But at the same

703
01:01:21.360 --> 01:01:31.760
time he is not highly trained, so he's very How

704
01:01:31.800 --> 01:01:34.559
to register one? How do if I could register him

705
01:01:34.559 --> 01:01:41.360
as my emotional support dog? Eligibility for emotional support animal

706
01:01:41.360 --> 01:01:44.519
in the UK. So it's not just a dog, so

707
01:01:44.559 --> 01:01:50.880
you could get a chicken or a donkey. So Types

708
01:01:50.920 --> 01:01:54.159
of emotions of support animals, Rights and responsibilities for emotion

709
01:01:54.239 --> 01:02:00.400
of support animals, owners, house in travel, public places, responsibility documentation.

710
01:02:03.800 --> 01:02:13.199
Oh see, in any case, I saw that any there

711
01:02:13.239 --> 01:02:17.239
are no specific types of animals that are designated as that.

712
01:02:19.159 --> 01:02:27.320
Although apparently horses are supposed to be really really therapeutic

713
01:02:29.039 --> 01:02:32.639
and I've never so I never touched a horse. That

714
01:02:32.760 --> 01:02:35.639
sounds like weird, doesn't it, But I've never I have

715
01:02:36.119 --> 01:02:40.079
I have obviously I have touched horses. But we used

716
01:02:40.079 --> 01:02:43.000
to have like a little field behind around the corner

717
01:02:43.000 --> 01:02:45.639
from well where I lived, and then my nan and

718
01:02:45.639 --> 01:02:48.360
grandad moved in just around the corners to sailo to

719
01:02:48.440 --> 01:02:52.159
them and feed them. As a kid, you know, there

720
01:02:52.159 --> 01:02:57.599
always saying don't don't have your hands. I think that.

721
01:02:57.639 --> 01:02:59.840
My dad used to say to my brothers, hold your

722
01:02:59.840 --> 01:03:02.800
hands out flat so that the horse can just take

723
01:03:02.840 --> 01:03:05.960
it off. Otherwise we'll get your fingers. And he said

724
01:03:06.000 --> 01:03:07.639
that to me older brothers, and he said to me,

725
01:03:07.679 --> 01:03:10.239
you just do it you want, Jason, you can. You

726
01:03:10.280 --> 01:03:12.320
can give it to however you want. It's which I

727
01:03:12.360 --> 01:03:18.199
thought it was a bit rude, And as I got older,

728
01:03:18.239 --> 01:03:20.199
I used to go around there, even in my twenties,

729
01:03:20.239 --> 01:03:22.400
I'd go around there and say loo to the horses

730
01:03:23.679 --> 01:03:25.920
because it was just on the underpass. There was a

731
01:03:25.920 --> 01:03:28.360
little underpass or overpass what we want to call it,

732
01:03:28.719 --> 01:03:32.039
that was there because the new estate, new motorway, everything

733
01:03:32.039 --> 01:03:39.000
when we moved in, it was all quite new. And yeah,

734
01:03:39.400 --> 01:03:42.480
I used to love going underneath. So it's the motorweight

735
01:03:42.559 --> 01:03:46.000
went over and the road that led into the countryside.

736
01:03:46.039 --> 01:03:49.440
So what is that? Is that an overpass or an underpass?

737
01:03:49.599 --> 01:03:54.840
I don't know. And it had concrete slabs and pillars

738
01:03:54.880 --> 01:03:57.480
and everything. And I used to go up to one

739
01:03:57.519 --> 01:04:00.840
side and just sit there. I did that when I

740
01:04:00.920 --> 01:04:04.320
was seven, all the way out till when I was

741
01:04:04.440 --> 01:04:08.239
twenty seven. Honestly, I did it, and I still was

742
01:04:08.280 --> 01:04:12.639
still doing it in my thirties, probably thirty four thirty five,

743
01:04:12.719 --> 01:04:16.760
I was still going up there and just sitting in

744
01:04:16.840 --> 01:04:20.679
exactly the same place. There was never anyone there. I

745
01:04:20.679 --> 01:04:24.599
think once there was someone there and they didn't go up,

746
01:04:24.800 --> 01:04:27.159
but generally there was no one there. And I did

747
01:04:27.199 --> 01:04:32.159
it for thirty odd years, just going up and sitting

748
01:04:32.199 --> 01:04:36.760
on the right hand side. No one could really see me.

749
01:04:36.920 --> 01:04:40.880
I wasn't doing anything, just sitting there. Sometimes i'd lie down.

750
01:04:41.480 --> 01:04:43.880
It was a very quiet road, a country road, but

751
01:04:43.960 --> 01:04:47.199
the was a motorway that was going over because it

752
01:04:47.239 --> 01:04:55.679
was a bridge, and right behind me was that's where

753
01:04:55.719 --> 01:04:58.079
my nan and Grant had lived. You could literally if

754
01:04:58.079 --> 01:05:00.360
I went around, I could have jumped over the and

755
01:05:00.400 --> 01:05:08.360
got into the garden. And it's weird because if I

756
01:05:08.400 --> 01:05:12.800
went up there now, I probably wouldn't climb up there

757
01:05:12.840 --> 01:05:17.400
and do that because it might seem a weird thing

758
01:05:17.440 --> 01:05:23.159
to do at my age. If I got seen, would

759
01:05:23.199 --> 01:05:29.239
the police get called? There's an old man hovering hiding

760
01:05:29.840 --> 01:05:35.199
underneath the bridge. He's an ogre. It's weird, isn't that.

761
01:05:34.400 --> 01:05:38.119
They used to class myself as being old. Really when

762
01:05:38.119 --> 01:05:41.480
I was in my thirties, not too old to be

763
01:05:41.559 --> 01:05:51.800
doing that stuff, but now a few years later see

764
01:05:51.960 --> 01:05:55.880
emotional support. Animals do not have public access rights, which

765
01:05:55.920 --> 01:05:58.639
means they're not allowed in public spaces that do not

766
01:05:58.679 --> 01:06:05.800
allow pets, such as a restaurants or shops. I've looked

767
01:06:05.840 --> 01:06:08.400
online to see if there's any places that allow pets.

768
01:06:09.119 --> 01:06:11.719
I mean the local shops here do, or some of them.

769
01:06:11.960 --> 01:06:15.199
So the petro station allows him to go in. The

770
01:06:15.639 --> 01:06:18.760
pet shop does obviously, I mean that would be a

771
01:06:18.840 --> 01:06:22.960
bit ridiculous if the pet shop didn't allow dogs, and

772
01:06:24.239 --> 01:06:29.480
the pharmacy allows him to go in there. The sandwich shop,

773
01:06:29.519 --> 01:06:32.320
which some places don't today, but the sandwich shop lets

774
01:06:32.400 --> 01:06:37.119
me go in. But then everything's covered with plastic, so

775
01:06:37.280 --> 01:06:42.079
he literally is like a big screen, so Vinny, it

776
01:06:42.119 --> 01:06:44.920
wouldn't make any difference what was behind, and it's just

777
01:06:44.960 --> 01:06:51.159
a little space to stand as you order your food.

778
01:06:50.280 --> 01:06:59.159
And the I don't know what you call it, premiere whatever,

779
01:06:59.199 --> 01:07:05.440
it is like a off license newsagents, groceries, one of

780
01:07:05.480 --> 01:07:10.599
those shops, like a happy shopper thing. They don't like animals,

781
01:07:10.760 --> 01:07:15.440
they'll not let dogs in. But sometimes if I'm in

782
01:07:15.480 --> 01:07:17.039
a bit of a if I want to go in

783
01:07:17.079 --> 01:07:21.880
there and get something I'll just pick him up and

784
01:07:21.960 --> 01:07:24.239
walk in. There's something I need to get at the counter.

785
01:07:24.320 --> 01:07:27.480
I'll just pick him up, because if I put him outside,

786
01:07:27.559 --> 01:07:31.679
he will screen doesn't like being left outside, not even

787
01:07:31.800 --> 01:07:38.519
for a second. And I did go into the other

788
01:07:38.599 --> 01:07:43.199
petrol station, thinking, wor, it's a petrol station. My local

789
01:07:43.280 --> 01:07:46.599
petrol station's fine. But went into this other one, which

790
01:07:46.639 --> 01:07:50.000
is a little bit further up the bloke. I didn't

791
01:07:50.000 --> 01:07:53.400
even get one foot into the door. No dog's allowed,

792
01:07:53.800 --> 01:08:00.400
No dogs allowed. Rare really had a little tantrum and

793
01:08:00.559 --> 01:08:06.360
it's leary dog outside tying him up outside. Luckily I

794
01:08:06.400 --> 01:08:10.400
was in a good mood, so you know, I let

795
01:08:10.480 --> 01:08:13.639
him off and I just, you know, went somewhere else.

796
01:08:14.679 --> 01:08:17.359
It was like there was no need for that. BlimE me.

797
01:08:18.359 --> 01:08:21.159
It was like zero to one thousand miles an hour,

798
01:08:21.199 --> 01:08:26.880
and like, what on Earth's going on here? Not allowed?

799
01:08:27.039 --> 01:08:36.239
Not allowed? It's like, calm down, man, have you? I

800
01:08:36.279 --> 01:08:39.239
felt I felt like going back, given have given him

801
01:08:39.239 --> 01:08:42.840
my website address. I said, look, I make relaxing recordings.

802
01:08:42.920 --> 01:08:46.840
Maybe it's worth having a little listen. It may help you.

803
01:08:48.760 --> 01:08:52.359
I sound a bit like a darling, then, didn't I

804
01:08:52.439 --> 01:08:56.560
that may help you? Yes, that might help you, help you,

805
01:08:59.520 --> 01:09:11.880
help you? Oh so what fort on this week? So Monday,

806
01:09:12.239 --> 01:09:15.920
for some reason, I felt in a fairly good mood today.

807
01:09:17.079 --> 01:09:21.039
I'm not going to moan about it. I just I've

808
01:09:21.079 --> 01:09:28.680
got I've got some stuff done. So I managed to

809
01:09:28.720 --> 01:09:30.640
get you know, I do quite a lot of changes

810
01:09:30.680 --> 01:09:36.399
and stuff done that and uploaded all that and seeing

811
01:09:36.439 --> 01:09:41.760
the benefits of that as well, managed to reduce my

812
01:09:41.880 --> 01:09:44.359
outgoings a little bit, buy a lot, but you know

813
01:09:44.800 --> 01:09:49.479
a bit. And also I managed to get rid of

814
01:09:51.800 --> 01:09:57.520
Canva because I don't really need it anymore. I found

815
01:09:57.520 --> 01:09:59.920
a way of doing what I've been doing on Canva

816
01:10:00.119 --> 01:10:04.800
with a different way of doing it. So and that

817
01:10:04.920 --> 01:10:07.479
was like editing SUITEK. But I can now do it

818
01:10:07.479 --> 01:10:12.399
on chit chat GPT and I can get it to

819
01:10:12.399 --> 01:10:14.600
to save it as a file that I can upload

820
01:10:15.279 --> 01:10:19.199
direct me to the podcast. So yeah, that's all right.

821
01:10:19.279 --> 01:10:25.399
I'm quite quite pleased with that. I'll miss it a

822
01:10:25.399 --> 01:10:28.960
little bit, but I've been using it for many many years,

823
01:10:30.359 --> 01:10:33.640
many many years. Purchase history. Let's have a look. How

824
01:10:33.680 --> 01:10:41.319
long have I been with Camber show more? But that's weird.

825
01:10:42.800 --> 01:10:45.560
Why does it not give me a date? I kind

826
01:10:45.560 --> 01:10:51.039
of have to open it up the date we're downloading

827
01:10:51.079 --> 01:10:56.439
your invoice. To open the invoice, right, that's not true.

828
01:10:57.439 --> 01:10:59.600
Well it might be that the invoice is true, but

829
01:10:59.600 --> 01:11:02.760
that's not I've been with them longer than that. Seventeenth

830
01:11:02.760 --> 01:11:12.840
of December twenty twenty two, and close this tab. Blimey

831
01:11:12.920 --> 01:11:20.600
is not let me close it? Twenty twenty four. How weird?

832
01:11:22.600 --> 01:11:31.600
All dates twenty twenty, twenty eighteen, No nothing found. Twenty nineteen,

833
01:11:32.439 --> 01:11:38.319
nothing found, twenty twenty nothing found, Okay, twenty twenty one,

834
01:11:39.079 --> 01:11:47.720
nothing found, twenty twenty two. So according to this, so

835
01:11:47.800 --> 01:11:51.560
let's say, yeah, so according to I'll mind you, I

836
01:11:51.600 --> 01:11:55.199
was using it for free for ages and ages and ages,

837
01:11:56.399 --> 01:11:59.119
so yeah, probably using it for a few years before that,

838
01:11:59.760 --> 01:12:03.039
but just for free. And then I needed to use

839
01:12:03.359 --> 01:12:06.039
to do a bit more with it, so I had

840
01:12:06.439 --> 01:12:11.039
it was just seventeen to December twoy twenty two, and

841
01:12:11.119 --> 01:12:14.079
I was paying at that time page ten pounds ninety

842
01:12:14.159 --> 01:12:17.920
nine a month. So I've been paying that every month,

843
01:12:18.560 --> 01:12:23.680
but the price has gone up over time over time.

844
01:12:25.800 --> 01:12:34.600
As a twenty twenty five, the latest one was thirteen pounds.

845
01:12:34.680 --> 01:12:37.239
It's now thirteen pounds a month. So I managed to

846
01:12:37.279 --> 01:12:40.840
reduce that so I got that off and I'm not

847
01:12:40.840 --> 01:12:45.760
going to be transcribing anything anytime soon as well, so

848
01:12:45.800 --> 01:12:47.560
I'm going to leave that for a while. So I

849
01:12:47.600 --> 01:12:51.560
got rid of that. That's twenty for a month. So

850
01:12:51.800 --> 01:12:55.840
just little bits and bobs, you know, little bibbs, little bobs,

851
01:12:56.920 --> 01:13:02.439
making a few little changes. I did think about trying

852
01:13:02.479 --> 01:13:07.920
to get back onto my university course because I feel

853
01:13:08.000 --> 01:13:10.640
kind of ready to do that now I can kind

854
01:13:10.640 --> 01:13:13.079
of maybe get on with that. So I had to

855
01:13:13.079 --> 01:13:14.079
pull out last year.

856
01:13:16.960 --> 01:13:20.520
But I don't know why I laugh at this, but

857
01:13:21.880 --> 01:13:29.800
the they flagged me.

858
01:13:31.319 --> 01:13:38.600
I had a flag, a flag which says no, no,

859
01:13:39.199 --> 01:13:41.680
you're on our You're on our dangerous jore on our

860
01:13:42.760 --> 01:13:47.359
people I don't know, not dangerous. But because of last year, they've,

861
01:13:47.680 --> 01:13:51.079
you know, they've kind of I think they might have

862
01:13:51.079 --> 01:13:54.880
put a block on me. So it's probably going to

863
01:13:54.960 --> 01:14:02.319
be a phone call, a necessary phone call. Maybe we'll

864
01:14:02.359 --> 01:14:06.039
just see. But right now I think I have to

865
01:14:06.119 --> 01:14:13.239
take the vinsta it because he's being a little bit

866
01:14:14.520 --> 01:14:25.199
m m m. That's an everything you do it now,

867
01:14:25.279 --> 01:14:31.840
go vin mm hmmm mmm. So you won't play along

868
01:14:32.319 --> 01:14:35.039
because you're listening that you won't play along, But I

869
01:14:35.119 --> 01:14:38.159
bet you. As soon as I stop talking, he will

870
01:14:38.199 --> 01:14:41.680
start whining. So I'm going to do it. I'm going

871
01:14:41.720 --> 01:14:44.560
to pretend that I finished now, so I'm going to

872
01:14:44.640 --> 01:14:48.920
say thank you, and I would do the whole thing

873
01:14:49.000 --> 01:14:52.359
like thanks, thanks for listening. Remember to be kind to

874
01:14:52.399 --> 01:14:56.680
yourself because you do deserve to be happy, and also

875
01:14:57.119 --> 01:14:59.760
be gentle with yourself because you do deserve to feel

876
01:14:59.840 --> 01:15:09.960
SA and so thanks for listening. Lots of love. Bye.

877
01:15:07.039 --> 01:15:25.560
Oh yeah, wow, what wh where is it? You were

878
01:15:25.600 --> 01:15:30.000
going to make some noise but you're not. Of course

879
01:15:30.000 --> 01:15:32.840
I'm not. I was literally just listening to you. Why

880
01:15:32.840 --> 01:15:34.479
would I do it if you want me to do it?

881
01:15:37.159 --> 01:15:43.640
So then well I'm really going now see y