April 14, 2025

(music) Mondays Boring Objects | Let me bore you to sleep #1328 | 14th April 2025

(music) Mondays Boring Objects | Let me bore you to sleep #1328 | 14th April 2025
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Hello, and welcome to jasonnew Land dot com. My name's

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Jason Newland. Please only listen when you can safely close

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your eyes. This is let be boy to sleep. It

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is Monday's boring objects. So I'm just checking the stats

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for my website. So today's Monday, fourteenth of April two

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thy twenty five. Let me just see. I did have

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a message from Rich saying, Jason, thanks for all the

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helping put me to sleep. You're boring. Thanks especially for

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the Sunday papers. I love that. One thing I noticed,

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and it may be unique to me, is the volume

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of your podcast seems low. I listen. I'm listening using

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a sleep mask. We'll built in speakers, and I turned

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down a volume with the advert but then I have

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to maximize the maximize the volume when you speak. That

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is yeah. I don't think it's just you. I think

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I've had said before. It's weird because the recording equipment

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I got. I have tried to increase the volume this time,

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but sometimes in editing it doesn't sound so good when

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it's increased, like the background sound is a little bit distorted.

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And I tried to do it so there's no fuzz

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or buzz or anything like that, and I I've got

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Vinn in the background doing whatever he does, and it's

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I've got the window open, so the birds and maybe

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a bit of wind and possibly the neighbors. But it's

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the kind of the electronic, staticky sound that I don't want. Yeah,

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so it's quite a hard one to maneuver. And the

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adverts don't always play, and I know that they're only

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ever at the very very beginning, so they're not in

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the middle, and they're not at the end. But it's,

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you know, it's they don't play that often. But it's like,

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I don't know why why the adverts have to be

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louder than the actual recording. It's the same with TV

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as well asn't you know watch TV Suddenly adverts come

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on and wakes you up. Huh. So, yeah, I've tried

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to increase the volume, but it might increase the volume

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of the I don't know. I've tried to increase the

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volume anyway today and see if it comes out a

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bit better, and I'll leave it at this volume. Anything

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louder than this seems to be a bit distorted, and

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I don't want it to be distorted. Ironically, if I

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make a video of myself, the volume seems to be

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a bit louder naturally, but then I've got to be

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on camera, and I don't want to be on camera.

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This is one of those things, you know, So thanks

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for rich I'm just going to put them known there.

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I have addressed your post, your comment. I address this

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issue in latest in Today's Today's let me boy you

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to deep boring objects soon to be released, to be released.

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So yeah, I mean it's there's always obstacles in a

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way of these things, like I want it to sound clear,

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but at the same time it's I don't want it

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to be too loud. I mean, you know that the

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volume can be changed on the side of the listener.

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I mean I I'd have to turn it up if

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I was listening as well. And I try and make

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it so the volume goes down as the recording goes along.

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If Yeah, it's a bit of a or constantly tinkering

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with it to make changes. And I'm generally near the microphone.

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I mean, sometimes I do move away from the microphone

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when I'm talking to Vinnie, and but most of the

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time I'm kind of I'm not The microphone is not

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in my mouth which it used to be in the past,

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say said. The microphone are really close, constantly banging into it.

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So the microphones, I'm trying to measure it with my finger,

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so it's probably about forty inches away. Okay, maybe three

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inches away, but you know for me at our class,

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that's forty inches but it should be fairly close. Yeah,

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it's It's one of those things I try and make

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it sound okay or really do I really do I

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do it? What do we do? Oh? Just to let

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you know your payment is waiting, the amount of stuff

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I get rubbish emails. But today I've got my first,

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my first Q and A Friday question from my website. Excited.

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That's from Anne. I won't tell you what it is

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until Friday. So this is my new thing I've done

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on my website, Jasonnewland dot com. At the very top

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of the page, you know, when you've got the homepage

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above the newest recordings, there's a little form you can

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just fill in if you've got a question for the

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next Q and A Friday. There's also a page on

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its own which you can click on as well, which

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is a sub of Look. Yeah, it's in the menu.

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Q and a Friday questions and then ask me anything

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Q and a Friday submission. So what I'm going to

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do is when I I'm going to stare them in

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a folder on my email. When I've answered the question,

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I'll mark them down as answered. So however many questions

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I get between now and when I do the recording

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on Friday, that's the questions I will answer, and then

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I'll start a game from scratch from then onwards until

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the next Friday. Also, I've got a YouTube channel. I've

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been uploading every single new recording that I do now,

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including all the different length ones. It's it's not going

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to go down hugely well with some people that subscribed,

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but I'm kind of thinking more of future subscribers because

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it's just that it's another place you can listen to

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all of my all my recordings, all my new recordings,

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so each recording six different versions. I just thought it

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would be useful for those that maybe for whatever reason,

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I want to listen on YouTube, So it gives it's

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more options, that's all. So yeah, so I'm a little

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bit behind on having them public. So the last one

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I got scheduled is for tomorrow at six o'clock and

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that was yesterday's Sunday's papers. So yeah, the one I

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did do let me Boil your Pain away earlier number

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twenty two, and that will be uploaded to YouTube. So

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this recording probably won't be on YouTube until probably like

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one o'clock in the morning on the sixteenth, so that'll

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be what Wednesday. So it's a little bit of a lag,

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but what I'll catch up because you know, once once

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I stop making so many recordings every day and I

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have a break, maybe I'll go a few days without

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doing anything, it will then catch up with itself. And

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that is very likely to happen because it normally does.

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But you know, never know. Jackie also wrote me at

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comments saying, I so love and so appreciate how you

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can completely leave politics alone when you talk to us folks.

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It means a lot. And you know that we know

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that you know exactly what we know and how much

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we all are. Yeah, so we all kin't of know

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what's going on in the world, but I don't need

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to talk about it, really do I. So thanks Jackie.

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I just I do leave politics out. I might do

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the occasional mention mention sometimes, but usually I will stick

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to my own country, you know, stick to what I

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know about, and I know a little bit about the

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politics in this country. I can't. I'm not going to

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be one of those people that gives a big commentary

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on another country's politics. It's like, nah, I don't do

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about my own country. But just I'm keeping well well

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away from that. There's plenty and plenty of that online

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already that I don't need to be part of that.

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These recordings are really supposed to be They're supposed to

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be relaxing and calm and peaceful. I've also got the

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Facebook group Jason Newland's Boring Group. I've had a couple

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of new members join recently. The latest one is Rich

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and then yes the day Jonathan, So welcome Jonathan twenty

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hours ago joined So welcome Jonathan to this group. And

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I'm sure Jonathan did. He posted a message on here

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what is it okay? Thank you Jason. Oh, Jason Newland

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hypnotist has gotten me through some rough times. Well, thanks Jonathan.

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I really appreciate that. It's nice to hear you know.

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It's i'd get i'd get a bit of feedback sometimes,

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but it's nice. It's I never get fed up with

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positive feedback. Ever, I'll be honest with you, it's always

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get a little bit of a buzz. It's one of

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my favorite. I mean, sometimes I'll be in a right

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little just a little bit of a grump, you know,

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maybe feeling sorry for myself, and I stick my phone,

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you know, look at me phone, look at the emails

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or on Facebook or something messages and I'll see someone's

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posted a message and it's like, oh, and one of

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the nicest messages I ever got. And I've had, well,

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probably had thousands actually over the years. I mean I've

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been doing this for about seventy five years now. I

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got this message on what was that It wasn't an app,

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but it was like an email thing. And I'm talking

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like ninety like two thousand and probably two thousand and nine,

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two thousand and eight, two thousand and nine. I forget

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what it was, but I had this message from this

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young lad. I don't know how young he was, but

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he sent me a message and he said, thank you. Oh,

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I just want to thank you. You don't know who

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I am, but my mum listened to you every day

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for the last three years of her life and it

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helped her a lot to get through what she was

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going through. Thank you, and that was it. It's like, wow,

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I don't know who he was. I don't know who

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the mother was, but it was someone. It wasn't on Facebook.

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It was on a kind of another another way of

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communication online and it wasn't Grinder it it was I

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don't know where. I can't think MSN is that was? That?

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Was that a thing? Msn M. But that's just phenomenal.

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It's like wow, wow. So yeah, I've had some really

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lovely comments over the years, and I can never get

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enough of them. Really. I'm not saying this because yeah

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I am. I'm saying because I want more comments was

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about the same. I'm not saying because I want more,

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Yeah I do. Yeah, what if I saved Anny? Though?

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Have I saved Anny? New? Contact forms? Q and a

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Friday Archive? What's the archive? Catch No? Seventeen for Knife

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two thousand, I tell you what's I don't know if

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it's strange or not, but sometimes I get people that

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I've never never really spoken to before will contact me

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and say thank you. So I've got one here from Deborah,

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thank you for your services. I've been listening for several

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years and it's helped me get through a chronic illness.

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I love. I would love to hear by email if

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you're willing that you got this message. So as wow,

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when that was seventeenth September twoenty twenty four, and I've

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never heard from Deborah since, I don't think unless I have.

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In that case, I'm sorry. Salt by date, sat by

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date oldest on top. Let me have a see this

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only goes back to twenty twenty four, which makes me wonder.

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So if I get rid of some of these, Ah, well,

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have I got any messages on here? That's gonna bug me? Now.

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I must have gone through one of those periods and

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I just deleted all the stuff and now thinking, oh,

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I wish i'd kept it and I could have read

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it out. So I had a lovely, lovely, lovely interruption

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from Vinnie shouting very loudly. I've just found some website

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message which is going back to twoenty nineteen. So let's

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have a look. This is from k It was sad Day,

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twenty first of September twenty nineteen. By the way, when

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I read a message out, I only I never include

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personal information. Okay, so just let you know that Hi Jason,

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just want to drop you a message to say, oh,

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thank you. The bore you to sleep. Podcasts are the

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only thing in twenty years that have helped me. I

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could write and a ramble on about why and how

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they help. I'm just I'm laughing at the rambling because

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why I do, isn't it. But in short, a number

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of hypnotists, professionals and meditation classes all just do not

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help me. And the more I'm told to or try

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to relact focus, the more I don't. For some stranger reason,

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your podcast just send me to sleep. I stay asleep

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for at least an hour or so, which for me

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is outstanding. I have a number of medical conditions, so

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it's a huge deal for me to get some sleep. Vinnie,

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you start barking and I Am going to sing to you. Okay,

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you do not want that. No one wants that, so

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calm down, please, Okay, right, and has a small token

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of my appreciation. I have found and ordered what I

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think will be a great addition to your new little

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library for the podcasts. I think I've got the right

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sort of thing that not only in Vinnie, what did

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I say to you? I will start singing Christmas carols

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to you, and you will not be happy because that

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door's closed, you can't get out. You'll be looking at

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the window. You will be thinking, oh, what's worse the

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fall from the window or listening to him singing? So

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come on, you don't want me to sing? Well? Where

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we are? Okay? Maybe Andre will even light the packaging.

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I don't mind you mentioned my name if you wish.

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enjoy it personally or pass it on to someone who

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can take some enjoyment from it. I'll do a testimony

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at some point. I just don't know how to condense

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how thankful I am. That's Kay forty two Romford Road,

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Ilford and Co. Seven nine four three telephone number I

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won seven oh three four seven two three four five

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seven six nine two three five email address Kay at

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yes bing Bong dot com. Wow. So yeah, thank you,

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it's lovely. That's a long time ago, though, I mean

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twenty nineteen. I don't even know if Kay is still listening.

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By the way, I was making up the address and

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staff just in case because you didn't get it. The

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next one is from Dowing. I'm going to what are

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they Dowing? Like that. Uh wow, but I hope, I replied, Hi,

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I'm going through the agony of my son being in jail.

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The anxiety I felt has hit me like a train

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in consequently, and consequently am off work. I couldn't begin

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to get through the days about your podcasts sincere thanks dooring. Wow.

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I know, I replied on the fifth of the tenth.

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It was sent that twenty six of the ninth. Why

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did I leave it so long to reply? I don't know.

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a long time ago twos so hopefully everything's okay with you.

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This is Kerry, who was the first person from Okay, Okay, Kerry,

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I've been listening to your podcast every night again. This

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was from Saturday, twenty eighth, ninth, twenty nineteen. Been listening

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to your podcast every night and they really help me

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fall asleep easily. I think your voice does strangely does

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strangely hypnotize me. I've been listening to you for about

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eight months. Apart from the sleeping I also think your

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stress and anxiety podcasts is very smart and I agree

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with you and I was wondering if I could request

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you to do a session on compulsive hand washing. I've

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had OCD for most of my life and I self

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manage it on my own without medication. However, some days

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are tough. I appreciate what you do for people like

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me who like alternative pramities for sleeping and beating anxiety.

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And I hope that I did do that recording. I

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must have done. I wouldn't have ignored it. And she

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did send another message. Well, Hi, Jason, I listen to

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your podcasts every night and I find them really helpfully

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relaxing to me, in relaxing me to sleep. Thank you

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so much for what you do. I know we live

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so far away from each other, but hearing your voice

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each night makes you feel like we are somehow connected,

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carrying New York. So if you're still listening, thank you.

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Thank you for listening still. I mean, I don't know

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if the I've been doing this for so long now,

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especially they let me bore you to sleep, maybe the

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novelty's worn off a bit because it's now like seven years,

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over seven years, so I don't know. But if you

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are still listening, thank you. And if you're a new listener.

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Thank you, Thank you for listening, because that's why I

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do it. That's why I do it. And this is

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Jason's boring Objects Monday's born objects. So I'm going to

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talk about messages I've received. That's the boring objects I'm

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going to be talking about. I didn't know I was

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going to be doing that, but it seems like I am.

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Charlie send me a message on the thirtieth of September

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twenty nineteen. Hi, Jason, I just discovered more of your

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episodes on Spotify after a quick search. Previously, I thought

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you only had forty episodes there, so I'd listened to

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some multiple times while going to sleep over the Moon. Anyway,

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thanks for doing what you do. I've always had problems sleeping.

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Sleeping pills work great, but not something to rely on.

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Your podcast is amazing. Just focusing on your voice makes

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me drift off and wake in the morning and wake

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in the morning amazed that I slept so easily, and

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at times they're rather funny. So thanks from very much

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from New Zealand. Thank you, Charlie. So that was thirty

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for September tw nineteen. So I got another message here. Hi,

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Jason Love you'll letting me boy you to sleep podcasts.

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This is from Mary still, a current regular listener, So

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BlimE me, Mary, you've been listening for years, years and

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years and years. They're so relaxing and very funny. Love

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hearing about Andre tonight. You're reading from Closer magazine, which

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was hilarious. Why did you spend one pound eighty five

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on it? And did you know that you're rubbish at geography? Ooh,

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I've noticed that. Keep up the good work, thank you.

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I've never been when I was at school. It's hard

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to believe I ever went to school, but I did not,

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just because it's so long ago, Like did they really

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have schools back in the days. But I'm so ignorant

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to most things. I really don't know much about stuff.

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I'll make it up. And if I don't know what

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the answer is, I'll just either make it up or

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just look it up. Mind you. I always thought like, oh,

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you know, see, this is the thing I'm there's a

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lot of like, yeah, ye moaning about about young people.

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phone and phone in the schools just they can't you know,

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they don't use their brains anymore. Mean, when I was

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at school, we used to have an abacus and we

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count stuff on the ebocus Like, yeah, fair enough. That

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was then, And I didn't really have an up to

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date argument an argument for like we're not up to date,

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but like as an example of something in the past.

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But apparently, oh who was it? Who was it? Oh what?

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What's very famous? American famous? Who in court said he

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had people because a lot of the really successful. Oh no,

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I can't Benjamin Franklin. I think it might have been

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Benjamin Franklin been or I'm not a little bit. I've

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got a little bit of an issue of Benjamin. If

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I'm honest, I'll tell you in a minute. Benjamin Franklin

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was a writer, invests the scientist. No, I couldn't have

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been him. It might have been ed Wow, not Edwin,

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the light bulb man, Edison. It might be an Edison.

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When he was asked, well, you don't how can you

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run a company or whatever? I don't know what it was.

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If you don't, you know, you had like six months

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in school and you don't know all these you kind

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of answer questions, basic questions. It might not have been him,

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but it was someone very famous a long long time ago.

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It was, and I don't know even know if it's

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true or not, but he said, I don't need I

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need to have that stuff in my head. I've got

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a hundred different people I can ask around me, so

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I don't need to hold stuff in my head like that.

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And I kind of feel the same way. A part

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of my don't have one hundred people to ask, And

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it's not really the reason why I don't have it

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in my head is because it just wouldn't stay. The

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only thing that stay in my head are things that

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I'm interested in, and even then it's questionable whether it

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was stay in my head. But the thing I've got

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an issue with Benjamin Franklin, and I know that he

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was a huge, huge deal, you know, for the influential

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for his time in all kinds of things. There was

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a States learning ventor, scientist, writer, I'm reading this off

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the screen, by the way, diplomat, printer, publisher, and political philosopher.

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I if I put it in because I'm put and

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he set hypnosis back right. So it's really interesting. I

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find how the connections between different people like Freud and hypnosis,

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NLP and hypnosis, so psychotherapy wouldn't even exist if it

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wasn't for hypnosis. It's just weird that just the whole thing,

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so hypnosis. Okay, let's sadly look how Benjamin Franklin used

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hypnotic language. Note that's not the one I want. The

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Franklin Commission report. Franklin had a higher degree of person

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involvement with and more detailed opinion of mesmerism. Of mesmerism

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has been previously appreciated. So my understanding is that what's

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his name? Why does that look where Franklin? Right? It

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wasn't called the Franklin Commission, was it? So measure Bendain Franklin,

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uh French friends. Mesmer was pretty much the pioneer of it.

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Was called mesmerism, animal magnetism, magnetism and then ended up

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being called hypnosis. And Benjamin Franklin and a few other

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people all got together and decided they were going to

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study it because he was almost mesmer was almost kind

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of like doing magic, and he was in high society,

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and they didn't like it. They didn't like that he

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was helped. I don't know what. They didn't like, maybe

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because they couldn't explain it, so they went into you know,

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all got together decided after studying it and made up

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the opinion if I'm correct, that it was just suggestion

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and people were just going along with it, or it

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was like a placebo that's and there was nothing. I mean,

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to be fair, what he thought and what hypnosis is

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is completely different anyway, because you know, hypnotists now don't

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think it's animal magnetism or any kind of magnetism really.

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But because of that, I think it got banned again.

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I'm kind of partially making it up. I mean, I

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read a whole book on it once, but not hypnosis,

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but on mesmerism and all that stuff for a long

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time ago. I mean, how far back do you want

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to go? You know, it's good to know the roots

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and the what's the roots the foundations of a particular science,

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if you want to call it science. But it is

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amazing you think that very much. Any therapist today, whether

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it's cognitive behavioral therapy, whether it's or whatever, originated from hypnosis.

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Because Food and his colleague, but she was his colleague,

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was doing hypnosis to someone and he got an app

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reaction and they didn't really know what ap reactions was

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back then. And I think I don't know if it's

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the stories. He was trying to hypnotize this lady and

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it wasn't working, so he just talked to her and

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just let her talk to him, and she had an

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app reaction where she kind of broke through some emotions

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and felt better for it. So he runs home to Freud,

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jumps in his arms and say, honey, I can't believe it.

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I think I've just discovered something. But it's okay if

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you take the credit, and Freud said, thanks Darlin, and yeah,

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Brewer was it? Brewer? Is that his name? And that's

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kind of also. Freud did do hypnosis himself, and there's

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lots of different theories why he stopped doing it. One

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was that one of his colleague, well not one of

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his patients, jumped on him in the middle of a

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session and that freaked him out a bit. Another one

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that is that he wasn't very good at it. Another

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theory is that because he wore densers, he struggled to

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speak clearly enough for the people to hear. I mean,

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none of those might be true. I really don't know.

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I don't think it really matters, but he gave it

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up in favor of talking therapy, and to be fair,

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from a financial perspective, it makes sense because a hypnosis

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session might last and might do a few sessions and

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it's done. But with the psychotherapy or psychoanalysis it can

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last decades. So there's a lot more money in it

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if you can not keep it going. I don't mean

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it in that way, but it's and you can go

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deeper and deeper with the I think it's just it's

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for me. I would prefer counseling or some kind of

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therapy if I wanted to deal with all aspects of

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my life. And I remember I did. I got some

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psychotherapy for the personality disorder, and a psychologist offered me

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a year's worth of psychotherapy. I said, can I have

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it all in one weekend? And she said no. We laughed,

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can you send it in the post? No, can't send

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it in the post. She didn't laugh at that one,

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and so we did it. We ended up doing about

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a year and a half. The problem was so it

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was booked to start at the beginning of two thy fifteen.

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At the very end of twenty fourteen, I lost my name,

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so I ended up talking about first of I ended

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up talking about my name for months, and then I moved

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into this place and there was there's a few family issues.

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I was struggling with the whole move and it, and

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as I was talking about that, so I kind of

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I'm not saying I wasted the sessions, but I think

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I possibly focused on the wrong things. Maybe not all

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the time, there was definitely some help, and yeah, I

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wish I could have continued it, because I mean, I

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was lucky to get it for as long as I

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got it, but it would have been nice to have

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been able to continue long term. I don't mean long term,

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but you know, for another thirty thirty years or something.

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That's all just till I'm ninety, and that'd be forty

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years now. I wouldn't be gonna BlimE me to be

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thirty five years and a few months. Oh man, So yeah,

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do you're not even married by the time I'm ninety

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trying to meet someone that actually, yeah, you know, I

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didn't meet in the love of your life when you're ninety, right, hey,

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I mean, how do you I don't know, how would

468
00:39:21.840 --> 00:39:26.320
you have a conversation with them? It'd be just I

469
00:39:26.320 --> 00:39:29.280
don't know. I don't know if I've forgotten how to

470
00:39:29.360 --> 00:39:33.800
flirt anyway. But when I'm ninety, well I even know,

471
00:39:37.079 --> 00:39:38.880
I mean, I have so little contact with humors. I

472
00:39:38.880 --> 00:39:43.880
wouldn't would even know how to talk to someone I'm ninety.

473
00:39:44.000 --> 00:39:47.159
You know, she'd be going, yeah, I'm eighty five, you know,

474
00:39:48.280 --> 00:39:52.760
and it's just a conversation over and over again. Maybe.

475
00:39:53.559 --> 00:39:59.960
But by the time ninety the technology was so advice

476
00:40:00.239 --> 00:40:02.000
that I reckon people will be able to live to

477
00:40:02.000 --> 00:40:06.199
about one hundred and fifty, if not longer. Oh yes,

478
00:40:06.519 --> 00:40:12.440
that's what I think. Oh yes, so yes, so yes. Anyway,

479
00:40:12.599 --> 00:40:18.840
so that's why how did I get talking about Mesmer

480
00:40:19.000 --> 00:40:25.039
and Franklin, Benjamin Franklin. I don't understand. I don't know

481
00:40:25.119 --> 00:40:30.800
how I got there. I had I'm crap at geography

482
00:40:31.360 --> 00:40:37.880
Robbish that led me to talk about Benjamin Franklin. That

483
00:40:38.039 --> 00:40:45.599
is a bit strange. Yeah, yeah, geography wasn't really my thing.

484
00:40:47.679 --> 00:40:56.239
Wasn't really my thing. It was. I did do geography,

485
00:40:56.320 --> 00:40:59.159
I mean I did go to the classes, but I

486
00:40:59.280 --> 00:41:06.119
don't really I mildly re collect some of the rivers.

487
00:41:08.320 --> 00:41:16.280
I mildly reconnect, reconnect, recollect some of the Yeah, probably

488
00:41:16.320 --> 00:41:19.639
some of the countries you know with colored colored in areas,

489
00:41:19.679 --> 00:41:24.559
and different countries in it, and I actually thought the

490
00:41:24.599 --> 00:41:26.920
countries were that color, but it was just for the map.

491
00:41:28.320 --> 00:41:40.599
I kind of remember the mountains. But that's where geography

492
00:41:41.880 --> 00:41:45.840
history kind of mixed together a little bit. Because you've

493
00:41:45.840 --> 00:41:51.000
got the you kind of need to know both. They

494
00:41:51.039 --> 00:41:55.400
both fit together very very tightly, don't they in a

495
00:41:55.480 --> 00:41:58.159
sense of you've got the history of somewhere, but then

496
00:41:58.199 --> 00:42:04.519
a geography. H it makes more sense if if you're

497
00:42:04.559 --> 00:42:13.800
talking about or learning about, I don't know, Scotland, for example,

498
00:42:16.079 --> 00:42:19.280
you've got the geography of the place, but also it'd

499
00:42:19.280 --> 00:42:24.800
be good to have the history as well. Vinny, why

500
00:42:24.840 --> 00:42:31.960
are you whining? Why are you whining? Why were you whining?

501
00:42:32.000 --> 00:42:37.039
Darn in? He wants something I've got, I've got this.

502
00:42:37.119 --> 00:42:40.840
Do you want this? Do you want to? If I

503
00:42:40.880 --> 00:42:43.920
check it over there, you probably want it when you Okay, ready,

504
00:42:46.840 --> 00:42:50.960
he wants it? If he can't have it, Uh, have

505
00:42:51.039 --> 00:43:11.960
a look any more messages? No? Kay? Kay, dope? Send items?

506
00:43:12.000 --> 00:43:44.920
How far back does that go for? What? Right? That's strange? Right? Okay,

507
00:43:45.159 --> 00:43:51.320
this is a message left on my website. Oh this

508
00:43:51.400 --> 00:43:54.480
is from someone called Leaf, so I don't get the

509
00:43:54.719 --> 00:44:10.280
original thing. Okay, Kara, Oh, Okay, I got one from

510
00:44:10.320 --> 00:44:17.400
Kara here I've fallen. Oh this was from twenty twenty four,

511
00:44:17.519 --> 00:44:26.639
fifteenth from March. I've fawn about five or more episodes

512
00:44:26.679 --> 00:44:30.519
behind on listening to your newest recordings. But I want

513
00:44:30.519 --> 00:44:32.599
to know. I want you to know that I recently

514
00:44:32.960 --> 00:44:38.000
listened to your episode titled Transcribing was deeply moved by

515
00:44:38.039 --> 00:44:43.000
the description of your current friendship situation. When was that Friday,

516
00:44:43.119 --> 00:44:51.159
twenty twenty four March. Oh yeah, yeah, I remember. Now

517
00:44:51.199 --> 00:44:54.480
I won't read the rest of it. Yeah, that was

518
00:44:55.880 --> 00:45:03.159
after my friend So yeah, okay, I'm miss Hanna. Look

519
00:45:03.239 --> 00:45:15.280
see if there's any sense items, sen items, no subjects, no, no, no,

520
00:45:23.400 --> 00:45:33.320
what Oh okay, this is sent Nope, there's a lot

521
00:45:33.320 --> 00:45:35.960
of stuff from people. I can't read it. It's like personal,

522
00:45:35.960 --> 00:45:42.880
well personal, not personal, personal, but personal ish no subject

523
00:45:47.599 --> 00:45:50.280
I went to my doctors to have a prostate exam,

524
00:45:50.400 --> 00:45:54.280
and the doctor said to me, mister Newland, you don't

525
00:45:54.320 --> 00:46:04.079
have to hold it open. What me sending myself? Jokes? Okay, right,

526
00:46:04.159 --> 00:46:14.599
let's move them. But I can't believe I read that out. Sorry,

527
00:46:18.079 --> 00:46:22.320
be gentle and kind with it, treat it with tender,

528
00:46:22.360 --> 00:46:29.320
loving care. Right now, I can't read that out. Last

529
00:46:29.320 --> 00:46:33.000
time I was, last time I saw a leg like that,

530
00:46:33.440 --> 00:46:36.039
it was in a zoo. It's not a good chat

531
00:46:36.119 --> 00:46:40.000
up line. Why I even bothered? Why I think I

532
00:46:40.079 --> 00:46:43.559
must have read these into the thing, which is a

533
00:46:43.559 --> 00:47:01.880
bit silly. Yeah, So I want to get myself aation

534
00:47:03.719 --> 00:47:11.719
on those dictateor they call dictaphones dictation dick recall. Do

535
00:47:11.760 --> 00:47:13.159
you know they used to I mean they used to

536
00:47:13.159 --> 00:47:16.039
have like used to actually be little tape recorders. I

537
00:47:16.079 --> 00:47:19.079
used to have one years ago, nineteen ninety one. I

538
00:47:19.159 --> 00:47:23.079
used to record myself on stage. But you could also

539
00:47:23.119 --> 00:47:29.119
get bigger ones with the normal size tapes. But I

540
00:47:29.159 --> 00:47:32.599
would like if I can. I've also had a digital

541
00:47:32.639 --> 00:47:35.639
I've had a few digital ones over the years, but

542
00:47:35.639 --> 00:47:39.320
I want to get myself another one because I know

543
00:47:39.360 --> 00:47:40.840
I can do it on my phone, but I don't

544
00:47:40.880 --> 00:47:43.599
have I don't take my phone out with me all

545
00:47:43.639 --> 00:47:46.000
the time. I don't have it on me. Sometimes I'm

546
00:47:46.079 --> 00:47:48.320
using a data on the phone to upload something on

547
00:47:48.400 --> 00:47:52.199
my iPad because the phone data is actually quicker than

548
00:47:52.199 --> 00:47:57.639
the broadband, and then I can because what I was thinking,

549
00:47:57.639 --> 00:48:00.800
because on a Saturday, i'd do a Saturday summary. When

550
00:48:00.800 --> 00:48:04.360
it come to do this Saturday summer some of me.

551
00:48:05.320 --> 00:48:09.159
I can't remember a single thing that happened throughout the week.

552
00:48:10.559 --> 00:48:12.519
I mean last week, to be fair, it was just

553
00:48:12.599 --> 00:48:17.519
me making recordings and sleeping and pooping and eating. It

554
00:48:17.599 --> 00:48:20.760
was like it wasn't and taking him out. It weren't

555
00:48:20.760 --> 00:48:24.719
a lot going on last week. Except a lot going on,

556
00:48:25.360 --> 00:48:29.519
but not a lot to talk about. But like something

557
00:48:29.559 --> 00:48:35.000
happened today, I just remembered it. But I've got a

558
00:48:35.000 --> 00:48:39.760
little fascination with birds of prey. I can't help it.

559
00:48:39.840 --> 00:48:43.840
I just do. I love birds generally, not a big

560
00:48:43.880 --> 00:48:47.400
fan of seagulls, but I had an incident with a

561
00:48:47.400 --> 00:48:54.360
seagull once. That's gonna get your mind going, isn't it.

562
00:48:52.679 --> 00:48:59.679
And it's I just yeah, i'd see a seagull really

563
00:48:59.719 --> 00:49:04.119
being badly about twenty years ago. I mean, I know

564
00:49:04.199 --> 00:49:09.360
you can't. You can't, like you can't judge a whole

565
00:49:11.559 --> 00:49:15.519
race of birds just because of what one or two

566
00:49:16.159 --> 00:49:24.599
birds do. But there's something about like the sound they

567
00:49:24.639 --> 00:49:27.639
make where they're flying. It sounds like they're scared of heights,

568
00:49:28.280 --> 00:49:37.280
like just and it's so big, so big anyway. But

569
00:49:37.559 --> 00:49:39.719
I mean, I've not got an issue with big birds

570
00:49:39.719 --> 00:49:45.719
because I like, I like a big bird, I think,

571
00:49:46.920 --> 00:49:51.280
I mean, I don't think that eagles, because we don't

572
00:49:51.320 --> 00:49:54.239
really not really an eagle country. I think you have

573
00:49:54.280 --> 00:49:56.960
eagles in Scotland, but I don't think there's eagles here

574
00:49:57.719 --> 00:50:01.480
in the wild. There might be, and I was asking

575
00:50:01.480 --> 00:50:03.719
a friend, well, someone I know that it's a real

576
00:50:03.880 --> 00:50:07.360
big bird, lover. This is my friend's husband, and he

577
00:50:07.480 --> 00:50:18.039
said it might be a kestrel or something hawk. Okay,

578
00:50:18.199 --> 00:50:20.280
I'm going back. I need to go back because I'm

579
00:50:20.280 --> 00:50:23.079
talking about something that happened last year and then something

580
00:50:23.159 --> 00:50:28.760
happened today. Last year there was this bird that was

581
00:50:28.960 --> 00:50:34.360
so elegant, elegant and eloquent. I'm not quite sure that

582
00:50:34.400 --> 00:50:42.639
the differences between those words. They sound very similar, so majestic,

583
00:50:44.119 --> 00:50:48.119
beautiful in a way that I just can't I don't know.

584
00:50:49.320 --> 00:50:54.360
It's not that I want to fly. It is something

585
00:50:54.480 --> 00:50:59.280
about them that just I kind of just can't take

586
00:50:59.320 --> 00:51:03.519
my eyes off it. You know, it's it's a little

587
00:51:03.519 --> 00:51:10.440
bit I don't know. You know, if I took Vinnie

588
00:51:10.480 --> 00:51:13.960
out dressed as a pig, you know, a little pig

589
00:51:14.079 --> 00:51:20.599
face and maybe Kermit like on his back, wobbling around,

590
00:51:21.960 --> 00:51:24.039
it would be you know, people would look. They wouldn't

591
00:51:24.039 --> 00:51:26.400
be able to not look, would they. And it's a

592
00:51:26.400 --> 00:51:29.159
little bit like that. I can't I'm not saying that

593
00:51:29.360 --> 00:51:33.119
the hawk looked like it wasn't dressed as a pig,

594
00:51:33.920 --> 00:51:37.519
and then kerb it was nowhere to be seen. I

595
00:51:37.559 --> 00:51:40.000
think frogs would keep away from hawks, to be fair,

596
00:51:42.039 --> 00:51:44.039
one you'd think they keep away from pigs. I mean,

597
00:51:44.039 --> 00:51:48.679
it's not really a match, is it. You know it's

598
00:51:49.360 --> 00:51:53.719
this there's something a little bit suss about that relationship.

599
00:51:54.480 --> 00:51:59.199
But hey, perhaps you have to go back about forty years.

600
00:51:59.239 --> 00:52:02.840
That's a long time go. I think she's moved on.

601
00:52:08.679 --> 00:52:15.360
By the way, if you like really adults comedy movies

602
00:52:16.559 --> 00:52:20.920
and you like the Muppets, there's a there's a there's

603
00:52:20.920 --> 00:52:22.920
a movie you may not. You may have heard of it.

604
00:52:23.000 --> 00:52:30.559
You may vinny leave me alone, please mate. You don't

605
00:52:30.559 --> 00:52:33.480
need anything. I know you don't. You're hassling me. Do

606
00:52:33.519 --> 00:52:36.199
you need a toilet? If you need a weee we

607
00:52:36.280 --> 00:52:38.280
we can go to the toilet outside if you want.

608
00:52:39.079 --> 00:52:41.159
But I think you're hassling me just because I'm not

609
00:52:41.199 --> 00:52:44.960
giving you attention yet when I'm with you and not

610
00:52:45.000 --> 00:52:47.760
making a recording. You don't even want my attention. Do

611
00:52:47.800 --> 00:52:53.719
you that's distracted me? Now? No idea? What I was

612
00:52:53.760 --> 00:53:02.960
talking about? What? What is it? What? What do you want? Vinn?

613
00:53:03.639 --> 00:53:07.079
He's just sitting on his bum, just staring at me.

614
00:53:08.159 --> 00:53:10.800
What do you want? You know? I did a recording earlier,

615
00:53:11.159 --> 00:53:14.239
let me boil your pain away? And he would not

616
00:53:14.400 --> 00:53:19.199
stop barking. Honestly, I had to ages to edit. It

617
00:53:20.880 --> 00:53:26.079
wouldn't stop with you. I don't know what you want, Vinnie? Right?

618
00:53:26.119 --> 00:53:27.920
I think I need to take him out to a toilet.

619
00:53:28.119 --> 00:53:30.599
I'll be back in a minute. You want to go

620
00:53:30.679 --> 00:53:36.760
toilet a right? I am back from taking Vinnie into

621
00:53:36.800 --> 00:53:42.519
the garden for a wereuy. I don't think he even

622
00:53:42.599 --> 00:53:49.039
needed it, really, I think he was just humoring me.

623
00:53:51.760 --> 00:53:56.079
I don't really know what he wanted anyway. What I

624
00:53:56.119 --> 00:54:03.119
was talking about big birds and a DIC dictator Dick

625
00:54:05.320 --> 00:54:12.159
what they called dic Dicta recorders. I mean originally they

626
00:54:12.199 --> 00:54:15.239
were you know, it came from Edison with the Edison

627
00:54:15.519 --> 00:54:18.800
Dicta thing. Let me have a look. I wonder what

628
00:54:18.920 --> 00:54:27.199
it kind of came up with that word Edison dicktation machine.

629
00:54:28.360 --> 00:54:36.159
So Edison, the Edison Dictating machine was a phonograph. Phonograph

630
00:54:36.639 --> 00:54:40.519
that could record and playback sound on wax cylinders. It

631
00:54:40.599 --> 00:54:44.239
was invented by Thomas Edison in eighteen eighty seven and

632
00:54:44.400 --> 00:54:48.480
was initially used as a dictation machine for offices. Later

633
00:54:48.559 --> 00:54:52.440
it became a popular form of entertainment, and Edison sold

634
00:54:52.639 --> 00:54:58.559
many recordings to the public. The Edison Phonograph competed with

635
00:54:58.639 --> 00:55:10.079
the Columbia Dicta, which also used wax cylinders. Ah, okay,

636
00:55:10.679 --> 00:55:15.599
I wonder what it's called dick to phone, but anyway,

637
00:55:15.679 --> 00:55:18.000
I need one of them. I need to get small one,

638
00:55:18.440 --> 00:55:21.920
something small in my hand that I can carry around

639
00:55:22.039 --> 00:55:24.320
or just have in my pocket when I have an

640
00:55:24.360 --> 00:55:30.440
idea or when something happens, just something. It doesn't have

641
00:55:30.480 --> 00:55:34.320
to be well ideally not exciting, unlikely to be exciting.

642
00:55:34.920 --> 00:55:38.960
I can just record it and then I can just

643
00:55:39.000 --> 00:55:48.760
have it all transcribed or something. At the end of

644
00:55:48.760 --> 00:55:52.199
the week. Then I know what I've done, just to

645
00:55:52.239 --> 00:55:58.360
remind me what I've done. And you know, yeah, that

646
00:55:58.480 --> 00:56:00.199
wasn't quite as exciting as I thought it was going

647
00:56:00.280 --> 00:56:09.039
to be. Okay, So so this is bird, a bird,

648
00:56:09.079 --> 00:56:11.800
a big bird of prey. I don't know how big

649
00:56:11.880 --> 00:56:17.400
the bird is because it's high up, but the wingspan

650
00:56:17.559 --> 00:56:24.159
is large, very elegant, beautiful thing. It's brown, like red brown,

651
00:56:27.519 --> 00:56:30.199
and I just well, I discovered them last year. I

652
00:56:30.239 --> 00:56:33.280
didn't discover them. I mean, they existed before I saw

653
00:56:33.280 --> 00:56:36.280
them with my own eyes, but I didn't see them

654
00:56:36.320 --> 00:56:38.519
till last year. And I saw it, and I say

655
00:56:38.599 --> 00:56:43.000
them because there's two of them. There was one, and

656
00:56:43.039 --> 00:56:44.599
I thought, and it go to the right of me

657
00:56:45.159 --> 00:56:46.760
and go over the trees, to the right of me.

658
00:56:46.840 --> 00:56:48.760
Then I see it again to the left of me,

659
00:56:48.840 --> 00:56:52.360
coming over the trees, and like, wow, what kind of

660
00:56:52.400 --> 00:56:55.679
magic is this? It turned out it's two different birds.

661
00:56:56.480 --> 00:57:03.000
But I think they're they're married. I think so. I'd

662
00:57:03.000 --> 00:57:08.280
watched them so nicely, just gliding for around and flying

663
00:57:08.480 --> 00:57:13.480
and all that stuff, especially on a blue sky days

664
00:57:13.920 --> 00:57:19.079
it's lovely. Well, today I saw them. I think I

665
00:57:19.079 --> 00:57:24.159
saw this day for the first time this year. I

666
00:57:24.280 --> 00:57:26.599
might have seen them before, but I don't recall it.

667
00:57:27.960 --> 00:57:32.400
This time was it was different. I saw one being

668
00:57:32.639 --> 00:57:35.719
chased by a blackbird. I don't know if it was

669
00:57:35.760 --> 00:57:37.679
a black bird it was. I don't think it was.

670
00:57:37.719 --> 00:57:40.159
A crow. Might have been a crow, might be in

671
00:57:40.199 --> 00:57:43.480
a wren. I don't know. I don't know that I

672
00:57:43.519 --> 00:57:46.119
know the different birds, but from a distance I couldn't see.

673
00:57:46.519 --> 00:57:51.119
It was a lot smaller than the hawk or whatever

674
00:57:52.000 --> 00:57:57.280
bird of prey it was. This bird was screeching at it,

675
00:57:57.320 --> 00:57:59.280
and I was chasing it, trying to get to it.

676
00:57:59.559 --> 00:58:03.079
The bird of prey was like moving around. It was

677
00:58:03.159 --> 00:58:06.320
like the opposite to what you maybe expect to see

678
00:58:06.320 --> 00:58:10.920
in the sky. Then he stopped staring at you been out,

679
00:58:12.199 --> 00:58:14.760
You had your little to your e e e e

680
00:58:14.760 --> 00:58:22.920
e e T you've had your food. I don't know

681
00:58:22.960 --> 00:58:25.159
what else I can do. I know you will probably

682
00:58:25.159 --> 00:58:27.400
want to just settle down, don't you have a cuddle

683
00:58:28.039 --> 00:58:31.199
and watch Telly and stuff. But give me a little while.

684
00:58:31.280 --> 00:58:37.760
I'm busy. I'm actually busy. I'm talking about something very interesting.

685
00:58:38.800 --> 00:58:43.360
I'm telling an exciting story about a big bird being

686
00:58:43.440 --> 00:58:49.440
chased by a little bird. Yeah, And I was like, wow,

687
00:58:49.719 --> 00:58:55.039
never seen that before in my life. And the big

688
00:58:55.079 --> 00:58:58.880
bird flew off, and the little bird like because he

689
00:58:58.880 --> 00:59:01.599
couldn't catch it, bird just flew back its own way.

690
00:59:02.840 --> 00:59:06.519
Then another bird like the partner that I think the

691
00:59:06.599 --> 00:59:09.599
husband or the wife of can't tell from this distance,

692
00:59:09.679 --> 00:59:14.119
you know, can't see the the distinguishing marks, if you

693
00:59:14.119 --> 00:59:19.800
know what I mean. Flew again towards the little bird,

694
00:59:19.840 --> 00:59:22.880
and a little bird turned and started chasing the other

695
00:59:22.920 --> 00:59:29.239
bird and it ran away. That was just weird. I

696
00:59:29.239 --> 00:59:32.599
don't know what the argument was over it was, but

697
00:59:32.719 --> 00:59:37.440
this little bird, and I thought, you know what, that's

698
00:59:38.639 --> 00:59:45.039
that's a gutsy bird considering and I suppose in flight

699
00:59:45.119 --> 00:59:47.920
it has a I suppose on the ground it wouldn't

700
00:59:47.920 --> 00:59:50.000
probably have much chance because they have a bird is

701
00:59:50.039 --> 00:59:56.039
probably three times bigger than it. But in the sky,

702
00:59:56.559 --> 00:59:59.199
I suppose every bird's got a chance. I mean seagulls.

703
00:59:59.639 --> 01:00:03.599
I would say seagulls windspan is probably bigger than these birds.

704
01:00:04.920 --> 01:00:11.480
But some seagulls are huge and they absolute monsters. So yeah,

705
01:00:11.559 --> 01:00:14.000
it was weird just seeing a little bird chasing a

706
01:00:14.000 --> 01:00:19.800
big bird and then chasing the other big bird. And

707
01:00:19.840 --> 01:00:25.400
I don't know what it was about. You can't ask them,

708
01:00:25.719 --> 01:00:28.440
can't you know? I can't knock on his trees. The

709
01:00:28.559 --> 01:00:31.360
excuse me me? I just noticed earlier you was having

710
01:00:31.400 --> 01:00:33.480
a bit of a row, a bit of an argument.

711
01:00:33.519 --> 01:00:38.480
I just wondering what started it? You fancy a chat? You? Okay,

712
01:00:39.639 --> 01:00:44.280
you know, it's just weird, but it was fascinating to watch.

713
01:00:48.119 --> 01:00:51.039
But I still love the big birds. They're just there's

714
01:00:51.079 --> 01:00:58.000
something about them. It's relaxing to watch them just gliding

715
01:00:58.159 --> 01:01:06.880
through the sky. But as I find it relaxing, Yeah,

716
01:01:06.960 --> 01:01:12.639
it's nice. Well that's what happened today. That was just

717
01:01:12.880 --> 01:01:18.159
that was pretty much the highlight of the day. Why

718
01:01:18.159 --> 01:01:20.840
am I telling you that? I probably because I would

719
01:01:20.880 --> 01:01:23.599
have written that down or kept a log of that.

720
01:01:24.880 --> 01:01:29.199
So I'm just having to look see what other messages

721
01:01:29.239 --> 01:01:38.559
I've got. So these are just me replying, okay, all right,

722
01:01:42.519 --> 01:01:46.280
just seeing something I said to someone that's quite funny.

723
01:01:47.239 --> 01:01:50.800
Then he started barking again. I've not got much of

724
01:01:50.840 --> 01:01:53.000
this stuff, however, I am trying to get this out,

725
01:01:53.079 --> 01:01:59.519
and yeah, I'm not. I can't find. All I've got

726
01:01:59.559 --> 01:02:02.280
is reply eyes that I've sent to people, but I've

727
01:02:02.280 --> 01:02:18.039
not got the original messages. Oh, new contact formenttry okay,

728
01:02:18.119 --> 01:02:21.840
so let's have a look at that new contact form.

729
01:02:22.119 --> 01:02:26.440
Have I read these out before? I've not written it out? Blimey.

730
01:02:26.840 --> 01:02:31.840
Sometimes I test I test the If I do a

731
01:02:31.880 --> 01:02:34.199
new form on my website, I test it and I

732
01:02:34.280 --> 01:02:37.840
send myself a naughty message. I nearly read that one out,

733
01:02:44.639 --> 01:02:54.199
all right. This was from first of first of July.

734
01:02:55.159 --> 01:02:58.719
Last year. What motivates you to do this sleep podcasts?

735
01:02:59.280 --> 01:03:01.000
How do you get back sleep if you wake up

736
01:03:01.039 --> 01:03:09.199
at middle of the night? I urinate that generally sometimes

737
01:03:09.360 --> 01:03:12.320
you know I shouldn't well. I don't think this is

738
01:03:13.039 --> 01:03:16.199
unnatural or anything, but I'm not going to talk about,

739
01:03:16.639 --> 01:03:23.280
you know, doing anything. We out the window. I sometimes

740
01:03:23.320 --> 01:03:25.880
if from when I'm asleep, I'm thinking about needing a wei,

741
01:03:26.920 --> 01:03:28.639
and in my dreams I'm looking for somewhere to go

742
01:03:28.679 --> 01:03:35.079
for a wei. Then I wake up and I need it. No,

743
01:03:35.119 --> 01:03:36.639
I don't want it, there's nothing weird i'd need it,

744
01:03:36.760 --> 01:03:38.360
and I realized I need to get up and go

745
01:03:38.400 --> 01:03:41.920
for a webi. But then sometimes I'm there and Viney's

746
01:03:41.960 --> 01:03:44.320
cuddled up to me, and I know that if I move,

747
01:03:44.440 --> 01:03:46.840
he'll move away and I'll wake him up. I don't

748
01:03:46.840 --> 01:03:51.199
want to disturb because I just like it, because he

749
01:03:51.199 --> 01:03:57.559
doesn't cuddle up to me when I'm awake. So some

750
01:03:57.599 --> 01:04:00.280
of these are questions for the Q and a Fryday.

751
01:04:01.519 --> 01:04:04.119
This is from ing. Thank you so much for efforts

752
01:04:04.119 --> 01:04:06.800
of a podcast. It's so effective that I can listen

753
01:04:06.800 --> 01:04:11.119
for maximum of fifteen minutes. Last night, you once again

754
01:04:11.199 --> 01:04:13.559
saved me from lying awake half the night. I love

755
01:04:13.639 --> 01:04:17.519
hearing about Vinnie. I have a dog myself. This is

756
01:04:17.559 --> 01:04:23.599
from fifth of December last year. Thanks ing. I'm writing

757
01:04:23.719 --> 01:04:31.960
from Germany, from the borders triangles with the Netherlands and Belgium.

758
01:04:32.159 --> 01:04:35.280
I've been. I've never been to Germany, but I have

759
01:04:35.400 --> 01:04:40.039
been to Netherlands. In Belgium, I went to Amsterdam and

760
01:04:42.199 --> 01:04:48.760
I that was two thousand and two. I think that

761
01:04:48.840 --> 01:04:55.480
was like November time. And I've been to Belgium I

762
01:04:55.480 --> 01:05:01.320
think three four times. All right, so some of these things,

763
01:05:01.360 --> 01:05:07.599
these are questions I had for yeah, this recently, so

764
01:05:07.599 --> 01:05:16.960
I probably read this out. This is uh okay, right,

765
01:05:17.039 --> 01:05:21.840
this is just a someone. It's like trying to sell

766
01:05:21.880 --> 01:05:28.079
something to me. This is some Carolina Carolina. Thank you.

767
01:05:28.079 --> 01:05:30.960
Your sleep podcasts helped me immensely. I'm going through a

768
01:05:31.000 --> 01:05:33.320
really difficult time at the moment. Could you recommend a

769
01:05:33.360 --> 01:05:36.239
recording to help me with low mood, lack of self

770
01:05:36.360 --> 01:05:39.119
esteem and helplessness. I don't speak to anyone for weeks

771
01:05:39.119 --> 01:05:42.079
and end, just no idea. How much comfort you bring,

772
01:05:42.880 --> 01:05:49.400
you bring and your company. Thank you. Did I do

773
01:05:49.519 --> 01:05:59.599
a recording for you? I did, BlimE me. I actually

774
01:05:59.599 --> 01:06:03.440
did a real recording. Hi, Carolina or Carolina. I'm still

775
01:06:03.480 --> 01:06:06.039
not sure which way dispell it to say it rather

776
01:06:06.480 --> 01:06:08.760
thanks to your message, I'm glad my recordings are useful.

777
01:06:08.840 --> 01:06:12.480
I've made a recording based on your request. So I

778
01:06:12.519 --> 01:06:17.639
did a recording card and it's requested for Carolina Hypnosis

779
01:06:17.639 --> 01:06:21.000
for low mood, self esteem and Helplessness. Third of February

780
01:06:21.039 --> 01:06:25.719
twenty twenty five. I wonder I've still got it. I

781
01:06:25.719 --> 01:06:32.320
wonder if it's on my podcast of requested. They've got

782
01:06:32.320 --> 01:06:41.239
a podcast of requests, requests, requests, whereas it requested recordings. Okay,

783
01:06:41.320 --> 01:06:45.599
let's go back pressed the wrong I touched the wrong button.

784
01:06:47.400 --> 01:06:50.719
I'm trying to find the right place. Okay, so this

785
01:06:50.840 --> 01:06:58.199
is really I don't seem to have it. Oh if

786
01:06:58.239 --> 01:07:03.800
I do request rec third February twenty twenty five, requested

787
01:07:04.559 --> 01:07:10.239
for Carolina, fifty two minutes thirty four seconds long. Oh cool?

788
01:07:11.639 --> 01:07:14.880
Have I got that podcast on my website? Though? That's

789
01:07:14.920 --> 01:07:18.760
the question that probably no one's asking, But I'm gonna

790
01:07:18.800 --> 01:07:24.480
ask it because I don't know reviews podcasts of Nope.

791
01:07:24.719 --> 01:07:29.039
So if I go to my podcast, I'm going to

792
01:07:29.119 --> 01:07:35.559
make that change right now. Because I've done quite a

793
01:07:35.559 --> 01:07:39.920
few requests on that podcast. There are, there are, there are,

794
01:07:39.960 --> 01:07:51.360
There are twenty seven episodes the Birdlar. Okay, so twenty seven,

795
01:07:51.480 --> 01:07:57.159
twenty six, twenty five is twenty five different requests that

796
01:07:57.199 --> 01:07:59.639
I've got. There's probably a few more that I need

797
01:07:59.679 --> 01:08:05.719
to add as well. So twenty five twenty five different

798
01:08:06.639 --> 01:08:09.760
requests over the years. So what I need to do

799
01:08:09.800 --> 01:08:13.840
is add that to my website and put it in

800
01:08:13.880 --> 01:08:18.399
the menu. So where is it? Where is it? Where

801
01:08:18.439 --> 01:08:21.600
is it? Where is it? Do do do do? Do? Do? Do? Do? Do?

802
01:08:22.680 --> 01:08:25.520
Is hiding? That's because I haven't got I'm gone down.

803
01:08:26.439 --> 01:08:28.439
Need to go down. That's it, to the bottom of

804
01:08:28.439 --> 01:08:32.560
the thing. I wonder if I've got it in the

805
01:08:32.840 --> 01:08:42.840
pages section requests requests, requests, request requests, requested recordings. In fact,

806
01:08:42.960 --> 01:08:46.039
maybe I've got it in my podcasts. I might have

807
01:08:46.680 --> 01:08:55.479
possible in the lists requests, requests, requests requests. No, So

808
01:08:55.560 --> 01:08:58.239
what I need to do is add that in there.

809
01:08:59.399 --> 01:09:08.960
So podcast settings, iss settings, copy and then post that.

810
01:09:09.119 --> 01:09:16.039
Add a podcast, post it in import podcast that should

811
01:09:16.199 --> 01:09:23.119
now be added in the next few seconds. Requested a

812
01:09:23.159 --> 01:09:24.560
bit at the bottom on it. So I need to

813
01:09:24.600 --> 01:09:30.000
go down again, go down requested recordings. Now what I

814
01:09:30.039 --> 01:09:34.760
need to do is if I'll just copy that, go

815
01:09:34.840 --> 01:09:43.279
to pages, create a page, a new page requested recordings,

816
01:09:45.840 --> 01:09:53.239
and then add okay, wait a second. Well I just

817
01:09:53.359 --> 01:09:57.800
had another interruption, this time from a neighbor phoning me

818
01:09:58.640 --> 01:10:00.600
want me to have a look at his So I

819
01:10:00.640 --> 01:10:02.920
went in there, went in and look in his kitchen.

820
01:10:03.760 --> 01:10:06.960
It's really nice. They've done a lot of stuff and

821
01:10:07.000 --> 01:10:14.319
all the cabinets are in, all the tilings on the walls.

822
01:10:16.640 --> 01:10:19.159
I think he needs all it needs to be done now,

823
01:10:20.119 --> 01:10:23.520
you know, the kitchen sinks all connected. I think all

824
01:10:23.680 --> 01:10:29.920
needs now is the flooring and the decorating. So I

825
01:10:29.920 --> 01:10:33.039
guess that the wall's going to be painted and then

826
01:10:33.039 --> 01:10:39.199
I have a new floor and that'll be it. So

827
01:10:39.479 --> 01:10:41.319
it might make It might be another two weeks though

828
01:10:41.319 --> 01:10:44.279
it's all completed. I got no idea what I was

829
01:10:44.319 --> 01:10:46.800
talking about just then? What was that? What was I

830
01:10:46.960 --> 01:11:06.279
talking about? Podcasts? Podcasts? Podcast So I need to Oh, man,

831
01:11:06.600 --> 01:11:13.880
I genuinely don't know. I've forgotten how I do it.

832
01:11:13.880 --> 01:11:16.560
It's been so long since I did this, which is

833
01:11:16.560 --> 01:11:23.359
weird because it shouldn't really be that difficult. But it's

834
01:11:23.399 --> 01:11:25.680
been a few weeks since I did anything on here

835
01:11:27.279 --> 01:11:32.319
as far as like making a this kind of page

836
01:11:34.560 --> 01:11:43.439
podcasts episodes. Maybe that's what it is is episodes. So

837
01:11:43.479 --> 01:11:48.520
if I get rid of that, add episodes, episodes, episodes, episodes,

838
01:11:48.600 --> 01:11:55.560
episodes episodes. So I click on that, which should allow

839
01:11:55.840 --> 01:12:05.560
me to be specific about what type of episodes I'm

840
01:12:05.600 --> 01:12:09.920
going to have in here. So let's have a look.

841
01:12:11.119 --> 01:12:16.600
Does it or not? Oh? I know what I need

842
01:12:16.600 --> 01:12:28.119
to do. I know requested recordings, so episode sought by description.

843
01:12:29.399 --> 01:12:37.520
I remember now your podcast filter requested recordings. See if

844
01:12:37.560 --> 01:12:48.359
that works requested recordings, Yes, I did it, so requested recordings. No,

845
01:12:49.159 --> 01:12:53.119
that didn't work at all. So what I need to

846
01:12:53.159 --> 01:12:57.800
do is just update it. Go back to the pages,

847
01:12:59.239 --> 01:13:04.000
go back to go back to the podcast rather and

848
01:13:04.279 --> 01:13:12.199
find out what the what the thing is for that? Nope,

849
01:13:12.399 --> 01:13:16.720
go back. This should be more well, it might be

850
01:13:16.760 --> 01:13:22.000
more interesting if you could actually see so edit podcast.

851
01:13:22.880 --> 01:13:26.239
Oh it is re requested recordings. But there was it's

852
01:13:26.279 --> 01:13:29.800
the slug they call it. But there's a dash in between.

853
01:13:30.199 --> 01:13:35.720
So if I go back to pages, edit requested recordings,

854
01:13:36.199 --> 01:13:42.439
click on that, go down and does it say slug?

855
01:13:43.000 --> 01:13:55.720
Does it say slug requested episode filter episode category filter? Right?

856
01:13:56.279 --> 01:14:02.239
I think it's that that's should be. It is done

857
01:14:02.239 --> 01:14:11.239
it and yes, all the requested ones, So all of

858
01:14:11.279 --> 01:14:16.039
those recordings are now on that page, which is I

859
01:14:16.079 --> 01:14:20.800
would say, pretty pretty groovy. That's what I need to do. Now.

860
01:14:21.000 --> 01:14:28.039
Now that I've saved that, I'll go back to adding

861
01:14:28.319 --> 01:14:35.600
customize headings and navigation links, add a new navigation add

862
01:14:35.640 --> 01:14:44.720
item requested recordings, Save, and it's there. It's done. Dunder

863
01:14:44.880 --> 01:14:53.199
dundon dund So I go to Jasonnewland dot com requested

864
01:14:53.239 --> 01:15:00.000
recordings in the menu and pretty much all the requests

865
01:15:00.159 --> 01:15:07.439
recordings are on there. Uh uh, that's weird. But they're

866
01:15:07.439 --> 01:15:10.479
coming up very very Why did they come up like that?

867
01:15:11.439 --> 01:15:16.560
It's coming up, but it's almost the writings are very tiny.

868
01:15:17.479 --> 01:15:22.039
It might just be a blip. Why is it doing that?

869
01:15:23.119 --> 01:15:28.039
I wasn't doing it before? Was not doing it before?

870
01:15:28.640 --> 01:15:39.319
Save or to go back requested recordings edit. Yeah, that's

871
01:15:39.479 --> 01:15:43.359
very strange. I don't know what it's doing next. It's

872
01:15:43.359 --> 01:15:48.600
not doing it on my one. Let's go back. No,

873
01:15:49.439 --> 01:15:53.039
what is it doing that? There's no reason for that.

874
01:15:55.000 --> 01:15:59.760
It's working perfectly well on Let's see what's what's it

875
01:16:00.000 --> 01:16:05.760
doing on the phone. Let's go just on new land

876
01:16:05.840 --> 01:16:15.159
dot com menu requested recordings. Yeah, it's normal writing on

877
01:16:15.239 --> 01:16:22.600
there that's really strange. But on my website on the laptop,

878
01:16:22.680 --> 01:16:28.520
it's coming up is almost like I don't get it.

879
01:16:29.600 --> 01:16:32.920
I don't get it. Oh well, it might just be

880
01:16:33.000 --> 01:16:40.800
the the browser. That's very strange. So let's say how

881
01:16:40.840 --> 01:16:56.399
many Uh, all right, So that was Carolina Leah Okay,

882
01:16:56.600 --> 01:17:05.159
Kenneth Gnome. So I've got a message. This is first

883
01:17:05.159 --> 01:17:09.279
of April twenty twenty five. Hello. You've been helping me

884
01:17:09.359 --> 01:17:13.199
relax during my struggles with staying asleep and I really

885
01:17:13.319 --> 01:17:17.159
really appreciate it. Heard the pushing out of the negative

886
01:17:17.199 --> 01:17:21.119
thinking sequence last night and it's so helpful. Kudos to you.

887
01:17:22.239 --> 01:17:30.760
The long form we've the long form with ads only

888
01:17:30.800 --> 01:17:33.760
in the beginning makes such a difference. Yeah. So if

889
01:17:33.800 --> 01:17:37.119
there are ever any ads, even on YouTube, only the beginning,

890
01:17:38.520 --> 01:17:42.319
and your voice isn't forced in sound and relaxing like

891
01:17:42.520 --> 01:17:47.279
so many others, seems like the only one out there

892
01:17:47.840 --> 01:17:56.520
like this. I like everything I've heard except the message. Okay,

893
01:17:56.600 --> 01:18:01.319
those one that she didn't like. That's the thing. It's

894
01:18:01.359 --> 01:18:07.960
always something. It's quite hard. It's like a vague. Because

895
01:18:07.960 --> 01:18:10.319
I did a massage one I don't even remember doing that,

896
01:18:10.920 --> 01:18:20.199
but that wasn't for everyone, and it's yeah, I try.

897
01:18:20.239 --> 01:18:23.039
I suppose that's why. That's part of the reason why I

898
01:18:23.159 --> 01:18:30.199
do so many different types of recordings. That was Vinny

899
01:18:30.239 --> 01:18:32.239
flapping his ears. I don't know why he had to

900
01:18:32.239 --> 01:18:35.319
make so much noise, consideringly so small. That was a

901
01:18:35.319 --> 01:18:39.119
lot of noise for a little dog. I've got another

902
01:18:39.119 --> 01:18:41.600
one from Mary. Hello, Jason. I want to say thank

903
01:18:41.640 --> 01:18:44.199
you for your podcasts. I love to listen to them.

904
01:18:45.000 --> 01:18:48.319
You've been great lately, not that you weren't the great

905
01:18:48.359 --> 01:18:51.520
the whole time. Thank you so much. That's from seventh

906
01:18:51.520 --> 01:19:00.439
of April. So I just wonder where the where some

907
01:19:00.479 --> 01:19:09.920
of the other stuff is. So I'm looking through it,

908
01:19:11.800 --> 01:19:19.560
but I can't seem to find anything in the old

909
01:19:19.640 --> 01:19:24.199
Oh okay, here we go. Nope, that's not it. So

910
01:19:24.199 --> 01:19:41.720
I'll get rid of that. Nope, Moon Pigs Service, Coolar Francis. Yeah,

911
01:19:41.760 --> 01:19:45.319
I can't find I wonder where they all went. There

912
01:19:45.399 --> 01:19:48.640
was a there was a time. There was a time

913
01:19:49.720 --> 01:19:54.399
where I actually went through all the different emails. This

914
01:19:54.479 --> 01:20:01.880
is this is probably fourteen years ago, maybe fifteen years ago,

915
01:20:02.800 --> 01:20:07.319
maybe about twenty twelve time and I went through all

916
01:20:07.399 --> 01:20:14.439
of the messages, all of the I wonder if I

917
01:20:14.520 --> 01:20:19.720
go onto my hard drive where I save the hypnos

918
01:20:19.800 --> 01:20:24.720
and stuff, have I got anything like messages? What's the

919
01:20:24.800 --> 01:20:31.560
right word? True? No, tributes, that's not the right word.

920
01:20:31.640 --> 01:20:52.079
Is it customer messages? Nope? Let's just have a look YouTube.

921
01:20:52.359 --> 01:20:56.159
This is all the folders on my hard drive. Okay,

922
01:20:57.760 --> 01:21:02.279
back up nineteenth of April twenty twenty five. Then you've

923
01:21:02.279 --> 01:21:06.680
got thirteenth of February twenty twenty five. So these are

924
01:21:06.760 --> 01:21:12.600
just things that I Every time the computer gets a

925
01:21:12.600 --> 01:21:14.760
bit full, I try and back the stuff up. But

926
01:21:14.800 --> 01:21:20.079
I'm actually running out of space on there, so I'm

927
01:21:20.119 --> 01:21:24.479
gonna have to get another hard drive. It's it's amazing

928
01:21:24.520 --> 01:21:30.159
how much space all this stuff takes. YouTube vis YouTube images?

929
01:21:30.760 --> 01:21:35.279
Why is it free? That was my book? So we

930
01:21:35.359 --> 01:21:38.760
see is there anything on there? Why is it free?

931
01:21:39.560 --> 01:21:55.359
Introduction and acknowledgment? Okay, opening notepad? What did I write down? Well?

932
01:21:55.439 --> 01:22:01.760
Whatever it's in, it's in Chinese. I don't know why,

933
01:22:01.880 --> 01:22:06.920
probably because I don't know. It's weird. Why is it free?

934
01:22:07.119 --> 01:22:11.720
Why is it? Why is it done? There? Oh? I've

935
01:22:11.800 --> 01:22:18.119
got so we've got transcription doc and that's not coming

936
01:22:18.199 --> 01:22:27.319
up either, oh well, videos to be edited, turboscribe PDFs

937
01:22:28.439 --> 01:22:38.600
tricular teumonia transcripts transcribed, transcribed to upload to Instagram, text

938
01:22:38.800 --> 01:22:53.159
doc what's in there? Text doc? Mum, what's that? I've

939
01:22:53.159 --> 01:22:56.600
got something, says Mumba. It's empty. Will you stop me.

940
01:22:57.760 --> 01:23:06.119
Arg's got some information that I was searching in the

941
01:23:06.119 --> 01:23:17.439
the records. So it's interesting. Yeah, I mean it's hard

942
01:23:18.600 --> 01:23:25.600
because I've got Yes, some of it doesn't make sense

943
01:23:26.600 --> 01:23:28.840
because I was trying to find So all I know

944
01:23:29.039 --> 01:23:45.279
is Tunbridge, Wells, Kent, born nineteen It wasn't nineteen sixteen,

945
01:23:45.399 --> 01:23:48.600
was it? But also wasn't nineteen eighty five, So it

946
01:23:48.760 --> 01:23:55.159
wasn't that that person unless someone named after her, maybe

947
01:23:55.199 --> 01:24:03.479
a daughter, which would be my sister French Seska marriage

948
01:24:03.560 --> 01:24:06.920
nineteen sixty five, which is that's absolutely correct because I

949
01:24:07.039 --> 01:24:10.239
checked that that's when she married my dad. And then

950
01:24:10.279 --> 01:24:20.399
there's another one. Yeah, it's not very good. I'm thinking

951
01:24:20.680 --> 01:24:27.640
here's what I'm thinking, our birth nineteen forty six, but

952
01:24:27.680 --> 01:24:32.039
my dad was born in I mean, it's possible she

953
01:24:32.119 --> 01:24:36.840
was born in nineteen forty six, But then it says Surrey,

954
01:24:36.920 --> 01:24:43.960
Southeastern Surrey. But so it means she's the same age

955
01:24:43.960 --> 01:24:51.039
as my dad. That was yeah, I'm not really sure.

956
01:24:51.760 --> 01:24:56.039
I don't know why I've said that information. So if

957
01:24:56.039 --> 01:24:58.920
you're out there and you might be my sister, say hello,

958
01:25:00.399 --> 01:25:05.119
requests notepad. It's going to come up and not good.

959
01:25:06.000 --> 01:25:15.079
Oh whoa, Okay, it's all come up. Please make a

960
01:25:15.119 --> 01:25:28.079
paperwork organization. Video papers are everywhere. This was all right, okay, sir,

961
01:25:28.239 --> 01:25:32.680
I've listened to you. Wow, so this is some stuff

962
01:25:32.720 --> 01:25:37.880
that I've saved. Oh is it say? I don't know

963
01:25:37.960 --> 01:25:42.119
where this was from, Sir. I have listened to your

964
01:25:42.199 --> 01:25:45.840
hypnosis sessions on self esteem. I've found it very useful.

965
01:25:46.239 --> 01:25:50.359
I enjoyed the hypnosis session. I have learned self hypnosis

966
01:25:50.359 --> 01:25:55.319
from a hypnotist. I've taken past life hypnosis sessions too.

967
01:25:56.119 --> 01:26:01.279
I have a strange okay, so I'm not going to

968
01:26:01.279 --> 01:26:02.640
read the rest of that out, but it's just talking

969
01:26:02.640 --> 01:26:11.000
about an issue. Then there's another one from Taz. I think,

970
01:26:12.079 --> 01:26:14.159
Hi Jason. First of all, I just want to say

971
01:26:14.159 --> 01:26:17.079
thank you so much for your videos. They really do

972
01:26:17.159 --> 01:26:22.000
help me relax. Does it have a date for this?

973
01:26:24.319 --> 01:26:28.159
No date, I have no idea when this was put on.

974
01:26:28.239 --> 01:26:33.359
Here and help me through all the stuff. I really

975
01:26:33.399 --> 01:26:37.399
do appreciate your time and generosity in helping so many

976
01:26:37.479 --> 01:26:45.399
of us out. I have a request and okay, right,

977
01:26:45.520 --> 01:26:54.439
so I won't read all that out. So another one. Right,

978
01:26:54.560 --> 01:26:57.079
I'm going to see when this was from this when

979
01:26:57.119 --> 01:27:03.119
I made this folder, so look should have some information

980
01:27:08.840 --> 01:27:13.319
like let's seven, Look what is its open properties properties?

981
01:27:14.960 --> 01:27:25.000
Created sixteenth November twenty fourteen, So eleven years ago, well

982
01:27:25.560 --> 01:27:31.479
not quite eleven years ago, but yeah, sixteenth November twenty fourteen,

983
01:27:31.840 --> 01:27:37.760
So that's when I made that folder. Blie me library pass?

984
01:27:38.000 --> 01:27:46.239
What's that library pass? What kind of library pass? So

985
01:27:46.239 --> 01:27:50.079
I've got these things said, but it's just a lot

986
01:27:50.119 --> 01:27:54.720
of stuff that doesn't make sense to me, and I

987
01:27:54.840 --> 01:28:04.479
don't Oh, this is interesting letter to how I live

988
01:28:04.520 --> 01:28:11.000
in a basement room. Wow, I'll read this out to you.

989
01:28:11.600 --> 01:28:13.800
This is what I send them to the House and department.

990
01:28:19.560 --> 01:28:23.159
Living in my present accommodation is causing me distress. I

991
01:28:23.239 --> 01:28:27.239
buy a polar effective disorder on medication. Also have a

992
01:28:27.239 --> 01:28:30.039
care worker for two hours a week and a social worker.

993
01:28:30.880 --> 01:28:33.039
I live in a basement room which has a kitchen.

994
01:28:33.319 --> 01:28:35.840
I share a bathroom which has a shower with two

995
01:28:35.840 --> 01:28:39.760
other residents. My mail is posted into the upstairs premises,

996
01:28:39.800 --> 01:28:41.760
which means I have to leave my home to collect

997
01:28:41.760 --> 01:28:50.479
my post, but in my lower moods, I can't leave

998
01:28:50.520 --> 01:28:52.319
my room to get to the shared bathroom. Blah blah

999
01:28:52.319 --> 01:28:56.079
blah blah blah, the extreme sometimes I don't know whatever.

1000
01:28:56.520 --> 01:28:58.079
So I'm not going to read all this stuff out.

1001
01:29:00.199 --> 01:29:04.039
H Okay, I'm not going to read it out because

1002
01:29:04.039 --> 01:29:27.760
it's pretty pretty personal. Ah wow, Okay, right, I'm not

1003
01:29:27.760 --> 01:29:31.720
reading it out. But that's quite powerful stuff. Actually, let's

1004
01:29:31.720 --> 01:29:35.000
have a look at the when that was made properties

1005
01:29:37.039 --> 01:29:44.000
fourteenth of November twenty fourteen. So bearing in mind I

1006
01:29:44.119 --> 01:29:49.840
got flat by April twenty fifteen, because we're literally coming

1007
01:29:49.960 --> 01:29:56.479
up to the ten year anniversary of me living here. Wow,

1008
01:29:59.159 --> 01:30:05.039
I've got another one called podcast ten podcast ideas, So

1009
01:30:05.399 --> 01:30:10.880
properties for this one. When was this one? Oh okay,

1010
01:30:11.119 --> 01:30:15.520
this was six of June twenty twenty three, so it's

1011
01:30:15.560 --> 01:30:20.720
not that old. Oh okay, this is podcast episodes or

1012
01:30:20.720 --> 01:30:24.239
podcast ideas. So I've these ones that I've just been

1013
01:30:25.680 --> 01:30:33.800
going through making up, you know. Ah, right, so I

1014
01:30:33.920 --> 01:30:36.920
come out of that was that was a blast from

1015
01:30:36.960 --> 01:30:41.039
the past, as it were. FRT file. What's an SRT

1016
01:30:41.279 --> 01:30:47.600
file I've got no idea sleeping, sleepy boyd objects with music,

1017
01:30:48.319 --> 01:30:52.680
sleepy hypnosis done, MP threeze saved, let me boy to

1018
01:30:52.720 --> 01:30:56.720
sleep with music requests Oh do do Do Do do

1019
01:30:56.720 --> 01:30:59.960
doodle Lo do do. So I've actually got a fold

1020
01:31:00.199 --> 01:31:03.199
with requests all the well not all of them, but

1021
01:31:03.479 --> 01:31:07.800
some are a lot of the requested audios. Then you've

1022
01:31:07.800 --> 01:31:13.199
got relaxed sleep hypnosis, daily videos, reduced size MP threes,

1023
01:31:13.600 --> 01:31:21.239
random stuff. What's in a random stuff file? I've got

1024
01:31:21.439 --> 01:31:28.840
no idea what this stuff is, Robin Gray, will you Nope,

1025
01:31:29.039 --> 01:31:35.680
I don't know. Random MP threes. So these are let

1026
01:31:35.680 --> 01:31:40.199
me boy you to sleep, loads of different things. So

1027
01:31:40.279 --> 01:31:50.359
I'll come out of there. Podcast's main pay podcast main image. Wow,

1028
01:31:50.680 --> 01:31:54.199
there's a lot of images there. Some of them are

1029
01:31:54.239 --> 01:31:58.640
a lot more Yeah, I need to change my image.

1030
01:31:58.640 --> 01:32:01.600
It's some of a lot more color or more standout

1031
01:32:01.640 --> 01:32:09.479
is than the ones I've currently got. Podcast images. Well,

1032
01:32:10.319 --> 01:32:11.880
there's a lot, like you're saying, wow, I don't know,

1033
01:32:11.920 --> 01:32:15.920
like a little kid open presence at Christmas for the

1034
01:32:15.960 --> 01:32:22.479
first time. Seven hundred and twenty two podcast images. It's

1035
01:32:22.560 --> 01:32:27.000
quite a lot. When was that made? When did I

1036
01:32:27.000 --> 01:32:34.239
make that? File? Twenty ninth of June twenty twenty three.

1037
01:32:35.039 --> 01:32:38.199
So then I've got pictures. How many pictures are in there?

1038
01:32:39.760 --> 01:32:47.159
Properties six hundred and thirteen images, and that's just because

1039
01:32:47.159 --> 01:32:49.960
so many images are things that I've put together to

1040
01:32:50.119 --> 01:32:54.359
make other images. That makes sense. I've also got a

1041
01:32:54.399 --> 01:32:56.640
camera roll, but that's only got one video of me

1042
01:32:57.520 --> 01:33:05.039
doing a recording another videos anything there notes empty, so

1043
01:33:05.079 --> 01:33:11.560
I can delete that. Got a lot of Beatles album

1044
01:33:11.640 --> 01:33:19.079
covers there for some reason. Office eight XML Nope, nothing there.

1045
01:33:19.880 --> 01:33:24.800
My songs folder is empty. That's not a good sign.

1046
01:33:26.359 --> 01:33:34.760
MP Threeze Milton ericson videos Luke. What's in there? Our

1047
01:33:34.920 --> 01:33:39.640
images of Luke always? Oh man, it's a picture of

1048
01:33:39.720 --> 01:33:50.520
him with Andre and Andre's buying his tongue. Oh, I's

1049
01:33:50.560 --> 01:33:57.680
a picture. So the picture of Luke with Andre's head

1050
01:33:57.680 --> 01:34:02.720
in his mouth. It looks like his bity's not he's

1051
01:34:02.760 --> 01:34:10.159
just playing. Andre loved him so much. And then you've

1052
01:34:10.199 --> 01:34:16.640
got a picture of Logan and Li Vinnie together that

1053
01:34:16.760 --> 01:34:18.880
might have been during a period when I lived together.

1054
01:34:18.920 --> 01:34:23.119
There's another one with Logi. Logi's on the floor, probably asleep,

1055
01:34:23.159 --> 01:34:31.680
and Vinnie's resting his head on his neck. Oh. Then

1056
01:34:31.720 --> 01:34:35.640
there's a picture of Luke and Logan together another one

1057
01:34:35.680 --> 01:34:42.920
the same. Here's a picture of Luke from Blimey. He's

1058
01:34:42.960 --> 01:34:45.319
got his niece or his either his niece or his

1059
01:34:45.439 --> 01:34:50.399
nephew with him, and they're both like pretty much nearly

1060
01:34:50.640 --> 01:34:52.840
I think twenty five. I think his niece is now,

1061
01:34:54.039 --> 01:35:04.199
so he's well obviously really young. There. And there's another

1062
01:35:04.279 --> 01:35:15.399
one at the same kind of time with his niece. Ah, okay,

1063
01:35:16.199 --> 01:35:18.439
I don't normally look for all this stuff. It's they're

1064
01:35:18.560 --> 01:35:25.199
just folders with mainly just you know, podcast stuff. Let

1065
01:35:25.239 --> 01:35:28.319
me bore your pain away? What's in there? All right?

1066
01:35:28.399 --> 01:35:33.920
The first nine recordings got more than that. Now I

1067
01:35:33.960 --> 01:35:38.199
haven't organized my stuff for ages. Let me boil your

1068
01:35:38.239 --> 01:35:41.800
pain or your let me bore you MP three's there's

1069
01:35:42.000 --> 01:35:49.439
one there, Kevin McLeod music images xx not xx and

1070
01:35:49.600 --> 01:35:54.720
as in xx. But just I've already got an images folder,

1071
01:35:54.840 --> 01:36:00.159
so I just did another added Why is this? Okay?

1072
01:36:00.720 --> 01:36:09.079
So these are just more images for the podcasts. There's

1073
01:36:09.159 --> 01:36:14.279
quite a few. What PDFs? Okay? So I've got some

1074
01:36:14.359 --> 01:36:19.840
PDF books and stuff here, but I don't will they

1075
01:36:19.880 --> 01:36:22.560
open up. I don't know if they're no, I don't

1076
01:36:22.600 --> 01:36:26.960
know if they open up in here? Oh, they do groovy.

1077
01:36:27.680 --> 01:36:36.199
So I've got some transcriptions. That's cool. Whatever one is,

1078
01:36:36.319 --> 01:36:43.680
so I look the Power to influence. Yeah, that's coming up.

1079
01:36:43.760 --> 01:36:47.359
That's cool. I didn't realize that that's coming up pretty good.

1080
01:36:48.039 --> 01:36:50.560
Some of these are just photocopies of books that I

1081
01:36:50.640 --> 01:36:57.439
found online, so I've had come out of there. I

1082
01:36:57.479 --> 01:37:03.439
wonder how many excuse me, blimey, how many images are there?

1083
01:37:03.560 --> 01:37:11.000
Nine hundred and fifty six files? Blimey, blimey, blimey, blimey. Right,

1084
01:37:13.720 --> 01:37:19.000
iCloud back up, no video, so it's the stop smoking

1085
01:37:19.079 --> 01:37:23.159
one on that one. Then there's iCloud a number backup

1086
01:37:23.319 --> 01:37:30.279
November twoenty twenty three. There's quite a lot of stuff

1087
01:37:30.279 --> 01:37:33.960
on there. These are to let me boy, the sleep recordings.

1088
01:37:36.159 --> 01:37:38.800
The thing is when it's video, or even if it's audio,

1089
01:37:39.640 --> 01:37:44.119
it's quite big. And that one's seven point nine to

1090
01:37:44.159 --> 01:37:57.000
eight gigabytes iCloud, another one iCloud photos. That's there's one

1091
01:37:57.000 --> 01:38:01.560
there be topless. Oh it's actually I did a recording

1092
01:38:01.600 --> 01:38:08.119
topless once. It wasn't completely topless, just you know, partly

1093
01:38:08.920 --> 01:38:13.239
who was in the summer. Yeah, there's a few. Mostly

1094
01:38:13.319 --> 01:38:20.800
it's pictures. Some pictures I've done together two for birthday cards.

1095
01:38:20.880 --> 01:38:25.960
So I did a I did a picture of I

1096
01:38:25.960 --> 01:38:28.079
think it was my dad's. It was my dad's birthday

1097
01:38:29.199 --> 01:38:31.800
a couple of years ago. So there's a picture of

1098
01:38:32.399 --> 01:38:37.039
a really muscly man body. Then it's it's my dad's

1099
01:38:37.079 --> 01:38:41.439
head on there. So the muscly man's holding a kid.

1100
01:38:42.399 --> 01:38:45.760
My head's on the kid's head, so it's a little toddler.

1101
01:38:46.000 --> 01:38:49.720
My head's there looking up smiling, my dad's smiling, and

1102
01:38:49.800 --> 01:38:55.359
Vinnie's also in his arms as well, poking out. So

1103
01:38:56.279 --> 01:38:58.319
it's quite a cool picture. I would show you a

1104
01:38:58.319 --> 01:39:01.880
buck don't come. Can't post pictures of family and stuff

1105
01:39:01.920 --> 01:39:05.000
because they wouldn't like it. But I was one of

1106
01:39:05.039 --> 01:39:08.399
my better pictures. I think I did one my brother

1107
01:39:08.479 --> 01:39:13.479
didn't like, and I thought it was funny, but he

1108
01:39:13.520 --> 01:39:17.039
didn't find it funny, I don't think, and I'm not

1109
01:39:17.079 --> 01:39:23.159
sure if he's ever gonna so we're gonna forgive me,

1110
01:39:23.560 --> 01:39:26.880
you know, it's a weird one. Basically it was. I

1111
01:39:26.880 --> 01:39:28.920
think it was for his birthday, and I think it

1112
01:39:29.039 --> 01:39:35.279
might have been last year or the year before. And

1113
01:39:35.399 --> 01:39:38.239
what I did is I must I should have it

1114
01:39:38.319 --> 01:39:44.319
on here somewhere. So many images of Vinnie and little

1115
01:39:44.399 --> 01:39:53.439
videos of Vinnie on it. Loads and loads wow, blimey, blimey, blimey, blimey,

1116
01:39:54.399 --> 01:39:59.039
lots and lots and lots and lots. I'm talking lots.

1117
01:39:59.079 --> 01:40:01.319
I haven't got an image of my baard patch. Why

1118
01:40:01.319 --> 01:40:04.479
would I even do that. I don't know loads of

1119
01:40:04.840 --> 01:40:09.840
you know, little videos and images of Logi Vinny attacking

1120
01:40:09.960 --> 01:40:19.159
my feet, my shoes. God, here, there's a lot there,

1121
01:40:20.520 --> 01:40:27.600
there's him on the bed, him in a tent. So

1122
01:40:27.720 --> 01:40:30.279
basically I can't find the picture that I did for

1123
01:40:30.399 --> 01:40:35.800
my little brother. But what it was was this I

1124
01:40:37.319 --> 01:40:38.800
and the reason I did it because I thought it

1125
01:40:38.840 --> 01:40:45.199
would be funny. It didn't quite get that reaction, so

1126
01:40:46.600 --> 01:40:50.760
and it was. It was basically in remembrance of what

1127
01:40:50.920 --> 01:40:54.479
he used to do, because he used to when he

1128
01:40:54.560 --> 01:40:56.760
was a kid, when he was little, in his potty training,

1129
01:41:00.239 --> 01:41:04.319
he would get excited when he'd gone potty and he

1130
01:41:04.399 --> 01:41:06.039
had I think it was a yellow one and he

1131
01:41:06.119 --> 01:41:07.279
think he had a blue one. I think he had

1132
01:41:07.319 --> 01:41:12.640
two different partties, definitely yellow one, and he'd bring it

1133
01:41:12.640 --> 01:41:15.399
in to show us. He'd be really excited, and that

1134
01:41:15.520 --> 01:41:18.680
was a way of getting them to train to do it. Well.

1135
01:41:18.800 --> 01:41:21.479
I remember more than once he came in and put

1136
01:41:21.520 --> 01:41:24.239
the party on the table to show everyone while we

1137
01:41:24.239 --> 01:41:30.319
were eating at dinner. And it was funny. Yeah, a

1138
01:41:30.319 --> 01:41:33.199
bit grim, but it was funny. So what I did

1139
01:41:33.319 --> 01:41:36.920
I did. I took a picture that was of the

1140
01:41:36.920 --> 01:41:39.880
family at the table. I mean, it wasn't from back then,

1141
01:41:40.399 --> 01:41:42.880
but it's like my dad and my name was at

1142
01:41:42.920 --> 01:41:45.199
the table. I think maybe I was at the table

1143
01:41:47.840 --> 01:41:49.800
and I put a picture. And I had a separate

1144
01:41:49.840 --> 01:41:55.840
picture of a little kid on a potty, and I

1145
01:41:55.960 --> 01:41:58.600
put my sitting on a potty that is, and I

1146
01:41:59.039 --> 01:42:02.760
put a picture of my little brother's head on the

1147
01:42:02.760 --> 01:42:10.199
picture of the kid, and and he was on the

1148
01:42:10.239 --> 01:42:14.279
dinner table, sitting there. And I mean he might have

1149
01:42:14.399 --> 01:42:16.279
had like a nappy on, but it's still he was

1150
01:42:16.279 --> 01:42:20.600
still sitting on the party. I can't find it. I

1151
01:42:20.680 --> 01:42:23.560
can't find it. I wonder if it should be my

1152
01:42:23.640 --> 01:42:29.640
moon Pig account if I come into moon Peg, Moon Pig,

1153
01:42:30.439 --> 01:42:46.399
where was it? Moon Pig? Look? So count Oh, I

1154
01:42:46.439 --> 01:42:48.560
have to sign in or can do it for me? No,

1155
01:42:48.640 --> 01:42:53.760
it's gonna I can't be bothered. Yeah, I can't bother

1156
01:42:53.960 --> 01:42:57.720
to sign So, yeah, I did that, and he didn't.

1157
01:42:59.520 --> 01:43:03.119
I didn't expect him to send me a long handred

1158
01:43:03.119 --> 01:43:08.479
written letter thanking me, but it didn't seem to be

1159
01:43:08.720 --> 01:43:18.880
particularly impressed with it. So yeah, I haven't really had

1160
01:43:18.960 --> 01:43:24.720
much of a conversation with him since that's unlike me

1161
01:43:24.880 --> 01:43:31.960
to say the wrong thing anyway. So I'm going to

1162
01:43:32.000 --> 01:43:39.000
go back to the inbox, change it back, change it

1163
01:43:39.159 --> 01:43:49.720
by date. Okay, what our newest on top? That's it good.

1164
01:43:51.239 --> 01:43:54.319
I can't find any more of those messages. They might

1165
01:43:54.359 --> 01:43:58.800
be on the other hard drive, like the older one,

1166
01:44:00.600 --> 01:44:08.159
so I can't find I can't find any more. I mean,

1167
01:44:08.199 --> 01:44:12.359
there might be some files on here, just randomly because

1168
01:44:12.399 --> 01:44:16.439
I had a note think it's like a notepage or

1169
01:44:16.479 --> 01:44:20.800
notebook file from an old computer. And it went on

1170
01:44:21.119 --> 01:44:26.039
like for about twenty pages with messages that people had

1171
01:44:26.039 --> 01:44:28.439
sent me over the years. This is back in about

1172
01:44:28.479 --> 01:44:34.319
two thousand and thirteen, on twenty twelve, but somehow I

1173
01:44:34.439 --> 01:44:38.640
managed to have lost it. It might be somewhere. I

1174
01:44:38.720 --> 01:44:42.520
might still have it somewhere, but I don't seem to

1175
01:44:43.159 --> 01:44:51.239
have it anywhere. No, it's a shame. It'd be nice

1176
01:44:51.279 --> 01:44:56.520
to just look at it again, have a read of

1177
01:44:56.520 --> 01:45:02.720
some of that stuff. I mean, if if I didn't

1178
01:45:02.720 --> 01:45:06.079
know all family pictures. Maybe it'll be on here, the

1179
01:45:06.159 --> 01:45:15.399
picture of my little brother. Family pictures, Family Pictures. No, yeah,

1180
01:45:16.119 --> 01:45:22.920
it's not. Oh, but there is a picture I could

1181
01:45:22.920 --> 01:45:28.199
see the picture that I used for his picture. Yeah

1182
01:45:29.720 --> 01:45:35.680
it was I don't know, but I did it with

1183
01:45:35.720 --> 01:45:39.000
the hope of making him laugh. I thought would just

1184
01:45:39.079 --> 01:45:41.960
be a nice little thing, but it didn't seem to

1185
01:45:44.840 --> 01:45:47.039
I don't know. He's got older. He's a little bit

1186
01:45:47.039 --> 01:45:51.279
more serious than perhaps he used to be. But I'm

1187
01:45:51.319 --> 01:45:56.319
not sure. Maybe before I was being rude and I wasn't,

1188
01:45:57.920 --> 01:46:03.840
I had been loving. It's a difference. I still think

1189
01:46:03.880 --> 01:46:08.119
it's funny, though, I tell it's really weird. Right, there's

1190
01:46:08.119 --> 01:46:14.079
a picture here, let's have a look. Properties two thousand

1191
01:46:14.119 --> 01:46:20.319
and seven, No, twenty sixteen, and it's my niece. It's

1192
01:46:20.359 --> 01:46:23.880
basically in a high chair. She's now about to leave school.

1193
01:46:26.800 --> 01:46:36.159
I mean, how it just doesn't make sense, does not

1194
01:46:36.279 --> 01:46:39.680
make sense at all. What did I say twenty thirteen

1195
01:46:41.560 --> 01:46:47.880
now twenty sixteen? It said it was created twenty sixteen,

1196
01:46:48.600 --> 01:46:51.960
So I don't know if she's she wouldn't have been

1197
01:46:52.199 --> 01:46:54.479
six in that, because I think she's about sixteen now.

1198
01:46:59.279 --> 01:47:07.000
Maybe it's I downloaded it for Facebook. On that day. Yeah,

1199
01:47:07.079 --> 01:47:10.439
and that wasn't I remember I had a video camera

1200
01:47:12.800 --> 01:47:15.640
and it was Christmas and it was like, what two

1201
01:47:15.720 --> 01:47:23.600
thousand and two thousand and nine, probably maybe twoy ten,

1202
01:47:24.319 --> 01:47:28.800
I'd say maybe twenty ten. I had this video camera

1203
01:47:29.439 --> 01:47:33.159
and I took it to Christmas because I didn't have

1204
01:47:33.199 --> 01:47:37.600
any They didn't have anything keeping me at home. I

1205
01:47:37.600 --> 01:47:41.000
was just living in rooms and stuff, so I didn't

1206
01:47:41.039 --> 01:47:45.319
have Andre, didn't have Vinnie, didn't even a goldfish back then.

1207
01:47:47.319 --> 01:47:52.920
And I filmed my niece and she was having a

1208
01:47:52.920 --> 01:47:56.760
complete I don't know if it was a sugar rush

1209
01:47:56.840 --> 01:48:01.000
or whatever, but she was super excited and very very funny.

1210
01:48:01.840 --> 01:48:07.439
And I feeled that, but I didn't. I lost the footage.

1211
01:48:08.199 --> 01:48:11.359
I don't. I don't know how I lost the footage.

1212
01:48:11.920 --> 01:48:17.199
It's a shame. Oh I've got Facebook albums, but I've

1213
01:48:17.239 --> 01:48:26.439
got loads, loads and loads and loads and loads. This

1214
01:48:26.640 --> 01:48:33.319
is strange. Oh my goodness. There's a video of me,

1215
01:48:33.720 --> 01:48:47.920
and there's a picture of me with people from the past. Wow,

1216
01:48:48.680 --> 01:48:54.680
and my red cardigan and I didn't have a gray beard.

1217
01:48:56.560 --> 01:49:01.840
When was that from? When was that from? It's a while,

1218
01:49:03.800 --> 01:49:07.319
one hundred percent, going back a while or so. But

1219
01:49:07.399 --> 01:49:13.800
then it's probably when did I download it from Facebook

1220
01:49:14.880 --> 01:49:20.600
twenty second of April twenty sixteen. That is that would

1221
01:49:20.600 --> 01:49:26.279
make that Yeah, I'd be about riots when I took it.

1222
01:49:26.439 --> 01:49:39.840
Probably yeah, yeah, that that Yeah, that's just what it

1223
01:49:39.960 --> 01:49:42.800
might be, is they took the picture and then I

1224
01:49:42.880 --> 01:49:59.640
just took it from the the Facebook page. Weird, weird, weird,

1225
01:49:59.680 --> 01:50:15.680
weird seeing this. I generally have not looked at these

1226
01:50:15.800 --> 01:50:22.720
pictures for probably ten years. Over ten years, I forgot

1227
01:50:22.760 --> 01:50:32.880
they were here big in this weird. And I've got

1228
01:50:32.960 --> 01:50:37.119
jeans on. I've not worn jeans in nearly ten years.

1229
01:50:38.079 --> 01:50:40.359
I used to wear trousers, I used to wear jeans.

1230
01:50:40.439 --> 01:50:45.720
I was I'm not I say trendy. I've never been trendy.

1231
01:50:45.760 --> 01:50:51.079
But I've just been wearing tracky tracksuit bottoms for the

1232
01:50:51.159 --> 01:50:56.199
last six or seven years, pretty much not the same pair,

1233
01:50:57.439 --> 01:51:00.960
but for for as long as I can remember, because

1234
01:51:00.960 --> 01:51:03.039
I've got about six or seven pairs of these, and

1235
01:51:03.039 --> 01:51:07.359
I just that's all. I've been wearing T shirts and

1236
01:51:07.520 --> 01:51:12.079
jumpers and stuff like that, sweattops. Back then, I was

1237
01:51:12.119 --> 01:51:17.159
still dressing. I still making a little bit of an effort.

1238
01:51:20.439 --> 01:51:24.079
It's so strange. My hair. I'm looking at my hair,

1239
01:51:24.279 --> 01:51:32.680
isn't it weird? I'm looking at a photograph of what

1240
01:51:33.119 --> 01:51:35.159
used to be kind of I used to class as

1241
01:51:35.199 --> 01:51:38.560
part of my family when I was younger, Like my

1242
01:51:38.640 --> 01:51:42.680
god daughter that I haven't seen her for absolutely years now.

1243
01:51:43.319 --> 01:51:46.880
They all kind of went their own way. But people

1244
01:51:46.920 --> 01:51:49.600
that I've known, like one of the people in there,

1245
01:51:49.640 --> 01:51:55.159
I've known since I was seventeen years old. And it's

1246
01:51:55.319 --> 01:51:59.760
really strange. Just all I'm focusing on is my hair,

1247
01:52:00.880 --> 01:52:04.840
my hairline, and how gray am I hardly any gray

1248
01:52:04.840 --> 01:52:09.800
at all? Even the beard a little bit of the side,

1249
01:52:10.640 --> 01:52:18.119
but not much gray. I think that's what you call

1250
01:52:23.039 --> 01:52:29.760
being fascinated with yourself. Maybe that was from twenty second

1251
01:52:29.800 --> 01:52:34.119
of April two thy sixteen. So I've got a picture

1252
01:52:34.119 --> 01:52:38.840
of my little brother here. Tell you what. He is

1253
01:52:39.560 --> 01:52:45.600
very handsome, my little brother. Is he kind of they

1254
01:52:45.960 --> 01:52:48.479
you know sometimes when the mix isn't quite right. I

1255
01:52:48.520 --> 01:52:51.159
think for me, between my dad and my mum, I

1256
01:52:51.199 --> 01:52:53.840
don't think the mix was. I don't know how they

1257
01:52:53.920 --> 01:53:00.720
ended up with me. But with him, it's like he

1258
01:53:00.840 --> 01:53:04.760
came out. He's just just a really good looking lad.

1259
01:53:06.239 --> 01:53:09.359
I say, lad is now the years younger than me.

1260
01:53:09.479 --> 01:53:16.760
So what was that making old he's old. Now now

1261
01:53:16.760 --> 01:53:23.439
he's forty. I'm fifty four, so he's forty six. He'll

1262
01:53:23.479 --> 01:53:30.640
be forty seven the day before. I'm fifty five. So

1263
01:53:30.680 --> 01:53:34.960
that was from twenty second, So that can't be all

1264
01:53:35.039 --> 01:53:38.119
these things twenty second of April. This is the twenty

1265
01:53:38.159 --> 01:53:43.760
second of April, so no, it can't all be from

1266
01:53:43.800 --> 01:53:47.760
the same day that these were created properties twenty second

1267
01:53:47.800 --> 01:53:52.640
of April six No, so basically this is when I

1268
01:53:52.720 --> 01:53:59.600
downloaded them from Facebook, because both these pictures are completely

1269
01:53:59.640 --> 01:54:11.359
different places. And it says taken ah, taken twenty second

1270
01:54:11.479 --> 01:54:15.760
the fourth, twenty sixteen, and you have one twenty second

1271
01:54:15.920 --> 01:54:24.920
fourth two thy sixteen O six fifty five, six fifty five. Now, admitly,

1272
01:54:25.119 --> 01:54:28.279
I do get up early these days, but back in

1273
01:54:28.319 --> 01:54:33.920
two thousand and sixteen, I was not up early in

1274
01:54:33.960 --> 01:54:40.600
the morning. No, no, no, no, no no. I found

1275
01:54:40.640 --> 01:54:45.439
another picture there again twenty second the fourth, twenty sixteen,

1276
01:54:47.239 --> 01:54:53.760
so it could be going back two thousand and fifteen. Yeah,

1277
01:54:54.720 --> 01:54:58.720
So I got no idea. It's just oh, this is sad.

1278
01:54:58.880 --> 01:55:02.239
There's a picture of the where I used to live

1279
01:55:02.279 --> 01:55:08.880
when I was a kid. There was this area we

1280
01:55:09.039 --> 01:55:11.880
sometimes had a pall in it, like with boats, and

1281
01:55:11.920 --> 01:55:14.560
then it changed it and then it became like a

1282
01:55:14.640 --> 01:55:18.920
like a car rally thing and some other stuff. And

1283
01:55:19.000 --> 01:55:26.560
there's just a picture of this. It is just all derelict. Oh,

1284
01:55:26.680 --> 01:55:28.600
I'll bet that's is that at twenty six as well?

1285
01:55:28.680 --> 01:55:33.560
Is it? I can't even find it now? Just come

1286
01:55:33.600 --> 01:55:36.239
out of it? Where isn't it? I was literally just

1287
01:55:36.319 --> 01:55:40.920
on it. Oh there it is twenty second of the

1288
01:55:40.960 --> 01:55:47.399
fourth year. So all these pictures were downloaded, the twenty seconds.

1289
01:55:47.399 --> 01:55:51.560
So yeah, that's why the one with my niece, even

1290
01:55:51.600 --> 01:55:54.880
though it said a later date, it wasn't. It was

1291
01:55:55.119 --> 01:56:02.479
much earlier than that. Wow, Vocal albums number four. So

1292
01:56:02.520 --> 01:56:06.119
I did quite a few pictures I must have taken

1293
01:56:06.159 --> 01:56:10.720
off of Oh this is when I first moved in.

1294
01:56:11.079 --> 01:56:15.159
My brother and his wife came around and I was

1295
01:56:15.199 --> 01:56:19.720
holding Andre. She didn't like Andre, not did. She wasn't

1296
01:56:19.760 --> 01:56:24.760
a big fan of ferrets, so which is fine. I mean,

1297
01:56:24.840 --> 01:56:27.439
but he I wasn't even when I first met them.

1298
01:56:27.439 --> 01:56:33.279
I didn't know how beautiful they were, and this would

1299
01:56:33.319 --> 01:56:38.239
have been. I mean, he looks quite big there, because

1300
01:56:38.239 --> 01:56:41.439
when I got him in November he was a baby,

1301
01:56:43.319 --> 01:56:49.119
so he definitely Oh my brother is holding him. Oh,

1302
01:56:49.680 --> 01:56:57.600
so cute. There's another picture of me. Yeah, I loved Yeah,

1303
01:56:57.800 --> 01:57:00.720
I liked them. And pictures taken of me, and so

1304
01:57:00.800 --> 01:57:05.199
let's have a look. There's more pictures. This is number

1305
01:57:05.720 --> 01:57:11.680
it's a different one. Wow. So there's a picture. I've

1306
01:57:11.680 --> 01:57:15.439
got a picture of me. I can if anyone wants

1307
01:57:15.439 --> 01:57:20.399
to see this, I can post it. There's a picture

1308
01:57:20.399 --> 01:57:32.239
of me from probably nineteen ninety one. Yeah, nineteen ninety one,

1309
01:57:33.119 --> 01:57:37.039
because my hair wasn't even long yet. So I started

1310
01:57:37.039 --> 01:57:41.560
growing my hair about April nineteen ninety one, and it

1311
01:57:41.640 --> 01:57:43.239
took a while before it was long enough to be

1312
01:57:43.239 --> 01:57:47.840
in a ponytael. So at this stage my hair was curly,

1313
01:57:48.760 --> 01:57:51.880
but I thick and curly, but not long. I've not

1314
01:57:51.920 --> 01:57:55.800
even got a beard. I've possibly got a bit of

1315
01:57:55.840 --> 01:58:03.800
stubble and sitting on a one off. It says when

1316
01:58:03.840 --> 01:58:07.319
it was taken. I bet it doesn't it probably wouldn't

1317
01:58:07.359 --> 01:58:11.720
have that with it. No, taken on twenty second of

1318
01:58:11.760 --> 01:58:15.720
the of February. No, it's twenty second of April twenty sixteen,

1319
01:58:16.399 --> 01:58:21.560
No nineteen ninety one, And there's an image of me

1320
01:58:21.880 --> 01:58:28.840
sitting next to Nick Gilty and another comedian. There's two

1321
01:58:28.840 --> 01:58:30.520
people on the end who are knew, But I don't

1322
01:58:30.560 --> 01:58:32.720
know if there were comedians or not. But they were

1323
01:58:32.760 --> 01:58:38.640
getting on really well. And this was posted on Facebook.

1324
01:58:39.000 --> 01:58:41.880
I think someone I know posted it or someone I

1325
01:58:41.960 --> 01:58:50.840
used to know, and I've got it. Looks so moody,

1326
01:58:51.279 --> 01:58:55.880
Such a moody old get I was back then, and

1327
01:58:58.359 --> 01:59:01.359
I used to wear layers because I was really self

1328
01:59:01.439 --> 01:59:04.199
conscious about how skinny I was, so I used to

1329
01:59:04.239 --> 01:59:08.399
wear like more clothes to kind of Now I'm the opposite.

1330
01:59:09.359 --> 01:59:16.640
It's gone the other way blind wow. And I wasn't drunk.

1331
01:59:16.800 --> 01:59:22.159
I never used to drink our carl back then. Weird.

1332
01:59:23.319 --> 01:59:25.800
That's the only picture I've got of me when I

1333
01:59:25.880 --> 01:59:30.720
was young. So what I'm going to do is I'm

1334
01:59:30.760 --> 01:59:39.640
going to copy that and I wonder if I ever

1335
01:59:39.720 --> 01:59:42.359
posted it on my Facebook. I'm going to post it

1336
01:59:42.399 --> 01:59:45.479
on Facebook. Now, I'm not going to do it yet,

1337
01:59:45.680 --> 01:59:47.560
I'm going to post. I'm going to I'm going to

1338
01:59:47.640 --> 01:59:58.239
paste it on what is that? I've opened way too

1339
01:59:58.239 --> 02:00:02.960
many things up right, I'll post it on my desktop.

1340
02:00:03.640 --> 02:00:06.319
If anyone wants to see that picture, I'll post it

1341
02:00:06.359 --> 02:00:12.520
on my Facebook group Jason Newnan's boy in group. It's

1342
02:00:12.600 --> 02:00:19.520
me when I was twenty probably twenty years old. That's

1343
02:00:19.800 --> 02:00:23.600
I forgot about that picture. There's also another picture that

1344
02:00:23.640 --> 02:00:35.439
I forgot about. Where is it? What? Oh, okay, there's

1345
02:00:35.479 --> 02:00:36.960
a picture of me and my name or there's a

1346
02:00:37.000 --> 02:00:41.239
picture of me and my two nieces not two nieces too,

1347
02:00:44.199 --> 02:00:48.319
god daughters, although not official god daughters. One I actually

1348
02:00:48.399 --> 02:00:53.119
thought was my daughter for about a year and found

1349
02:00:53.119 --> 02:01:00.000
out she wasn't in any other one love me as well,

1350
02:01:00.159 --> 02:01:02.199
like they're both sisters. Is about a year and a

1351
02:01:02.199 --> 02:01:04.840
half between them, or about a year between them, so

1352
02:01:06.159 --> 02:01:11.840
very close in age and weird seeing it because that

1353
02:01:11.840 --> 02:01:19.159
would have been two thousand and two, probably beginning of

1354
02:01:19.199 --> 02:01:25.279
two thousand and two, maybe end of two thousand and one.

1355
02:01:27.880 --> 02:01:29.399
And I think from the looks of it, I was

1356
02:01:29.399 --> 02:01:33.399
still using bro cream, which is a weird thing to know. See,

1357
02:01:34.239 --> 02:01:39.399
I'm focusing on myself, focusing on my hair because I

1358
02:01:39.520 --> 02:01:45.680
missed my hair. I really do, I miss it. I

1359
02:01:45.680 --> 02:01:49.439
didn't have a beard either, So this is when I

1360
02:01:49.479 --> 02:01:55.720
was working in the call center. And strange thing about

1361
02:01:55.720 --> 02:02:01.520
it is I felt like I was old then, but

1362
02:02:01.560 --> 02:02:05.439
I didn't look too bad, you know, because you know,

1363
02:02:05.560 --> 02:02:09.359
compared to now, I didn't look too bad. I looked

1364
02:02:09.359 --> 02:02:16.239
all right, I definitely haven't improved with age. Always a

1365
02:02:16.279 --> 02:02:26.439
picture of me at my sister's I've got a goatey.

1366
02:02:26.560 --> 02:02:28.640
Say it again, I'm focusing on me. I got a

1367
02:02:28.680 --> 02:02:36.319
goaty beard, a goat beard. So I don't know when

1368
02:02:36.319 --> 02:02:40.439
these pictures were taken. Oh I do know that one

1369
02:02:40.920 --> 02:02:49.199
because I've visited there. This is a Saturday and I

1370
02:02:49.279 --> 02:02:58.680
came home at about two thy nineteen. That was so.

1371
02:02:58.880 --> 02:03:02.039
Another picture of me with the two god daughters, but

1372
02:03:02.079 --> 02:03:05.239
they're both adults now. Like in this picture, who was

1373
02:03:05.239 --> 02:03:07.359
in the whim peek? I took a picture of them

1374
02:03:07.359 --> 02:03:14.399
both and the one's making a funny face, which is

1375
02:03:14.439 --> 02:03:19.920
something I always used to do. You know, I would

1376
02:03:19.920 --> 02:03:22.560
have loved it for them to be my daughters. That

1377
02:03:22.640 --> 02:03:30.600
sounds weird because they're not. But yeah, oh well, oh well,

1378
02:03:32.920 --> 02:03:35.479
so I haven't seen them for years and years and

1379
02:03:35.560 --> 02:03:40.840
years and years. What was another picture here? Oh? I

1380
02:03:40.920 --> 02:03:44.319
took this off my brother's Facebook page, and it's him

1381
02:03:44.680 --> 02:03:49.239
and his brother and sister and his mum. That's weird

1382
02:03:49.279 --> 02:03:56.560
seeing her blind me. I mean this is quite a

1383
02:03:56.600 --> 02:04:05.399
few years back, but they're all adults as well. It's yeah,

1384
02:04:05.560 --> 02:04:08.000
this has really been weird, just looking at some of

1385
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these pictures, I forgot they're even here. A right vinn.

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He's starting to play up, so it's like just a

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little bit of sound downstairs and he's barking. Basically, I

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need to have TV on or some music playing or

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an audio book something to distract him. Otherwise, unless he's asleep,

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if he's fast asleep, he doesn't care. But when he's

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awake and I'm not giving him any attention, he has

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a tendency of noticing stuff, you know. So I'm going

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to go. This has ended up being a Monday's boring objects.

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But I've just just waffled on, really, haven't I This

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is I've just been waffling on this one. But never mind.

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So I'm going to go. Thank you for listening, and

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remember to be kind to yourself because you do deserve

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to be happy and be gentle of yourself. He deserves

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to feel safe. Lots of love, Bye,