April 8, 2025

(music) MENAPAUSE | Trivia Tuesday | Let me bore you to sleep #1322 | 8th April 2025

(music) MENAPAUSE | Trivia Tuesday | Let me bore you to sleep #1322 | 8th April 2025
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Hello, and welcome to Jason Newland dot com. And Vinnie

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is at this moment trying well significant at the bin,

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wanting to get the stuff out of the bin to eat. No,

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you're not having the rubbish. I gave you food, Vinnie.

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You've got a bowl of nice, beautiful, quite expensive food. Actually,

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I've got some of that posh stuff. You know. It's

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like in a tin. You have to pull the tin over,

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you know, pull the tin over, pull the lid off,

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and it's not like in a plastic sachet. It's like nice.

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I wouldn't eat it myself, but you know, I'm not

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a dog, but you know it's nice, it's good. But no,

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he won't have it. I don't want it. He wants

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the rubbish. I don't know. I don't get it. Well,

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I do kind of understand that men we all like

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a little bit of you know, we'll like to eat

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out of bin now and then. But I thinks any so, yeah,

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this is to let me boy to sleep. Please only

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listen when you can safety close your eyes. This is

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trivia Tuesday. So I'm gonna well, as you may know,

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I like to try and try, and I'm gonna say

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succumb try to if I get a request, I'd like

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to fulfill a request if all possible. I try. I

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don't always succeed, but I do try. Sometimes I just

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plainly forget. But I couldn't tell you when that's happened

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because I forgot. Yeah, so Vinnie, no barking me. Don't

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let me close that window? Closed the window? Man, Oh dear.

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I like having the window open, nice fresh air coming in.

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But no, no, no, A snail passes wind and he

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hears it. And so I you made some weird noises today.

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I've got a couple of messages. First one is from Rich.

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It says, hey, Jason new Land Hypnotist, your podcast has

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become my favorite. I listen almost every night. Thanks for

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the Sunday papers. I do like some of the rags,

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like the Inquirer, so I would love if you could

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mix some of those wacky stories in. Stay well, be happy.

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Thank you, Rich. I did look on the app because

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I use a O. What is the name of it?

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Let me have a look? Ready? Is it readly really

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really so read?

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Not?

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Ready? Cancel? I don't even know the name of the app.

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Isn't it weird? The app's open? But still, oh it's

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called ready. There's no I don't have the National Inquirer,

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which I'm kind of surprised about because I'm I think

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the other app did, But the other app's more expensive.

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That's like twenty nine pounds a month. This is twelve

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ninety nine a month. So if I just have a

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look national newspapers international, this is weird. So it's international

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countries by international papers by country Austria, India, Sweden, France, Island, UK,

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Germany and South Africa. What about the American newspapers? Do

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we not have American newspapers anymore? Always used to have

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the American newspapers. That's weird. Why the American newspaper is

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not available anymore? They used to be the New York Times,

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all that stuff. It's not on it. In fact, the

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national newspapers. The only ones on air today is the

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Independent Guardian, the Western Mal I've got an idea what

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that is, The Metro in Scotland, the Daily Star. That's

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kind of the closest to a silly newspaper we've got.

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Well they're all pretty a little bit silly, but that's

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kind of got some humor in it. Daily Express, Daily Record. Again,

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I don't know Ice Scotland and the Daily Mirror and

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then the Eye the eyepaper. I've got no I don't

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know what even what the Eye stands for. I thought

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I was just a new name for the Independent book.

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Clearly it's not. And is the Metro the London Metro

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and City Am and that's it. So there's no Daily Mail.

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I think they're starting to take their papers off because

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they're all individually maybe trying to charge people. That's a

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bit that the Sun's not on there, the Star is,

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so that's a that's a that's quite a pure, pure

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poor selection. That is a poor selection.

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And there's no.

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How strange, no American newspapers that I'm pretty sure that

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there was American newspapers in the past. So I gonna

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put newspapers in. So if I'm going to go to search,

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this is this is bugging me. Now, sorry that annoyed me.

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So if you go back to I want to search,

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how do I search for stuff? Newspapers? I explore, explore

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so New York, New York, New York, New York, New York,

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New York. No nothing, You say, no, Wow, that's really

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really weird. I don't mean that. I mean genuinely no

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newspapers from America, and maybe it's all because of what's

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going on with that. I don't know. BlimE me, that's interesting.

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M I mean, if to be honest, I don't think

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I'm going to be paying that prescription subscription whatever next

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month because if all I'm getting is just the UK papers,

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and I'm not even getting many of them. Yeah, and

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I money using it once a week, so I might

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have to just try and scrape some stuff up from

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the internet. Anyway, But thanks for your thanks for your message.

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There's no National Enquirer on here. I've got Mondays, I've

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got another message from Hillary. I did reply Hillary, and

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I spelt your name of two hours. I do apologize. Hey,

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Jason new Land, just want to come on here and

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say a massive thank you. You help me get to

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sleep every night, and I would be lost about you.

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You are like a really close friend. I don't know.

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I have been having a shit time with menopause, which

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has led me having a frozen shoulder, and you'll let

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Me Boy to Sleep podcast has been a godsend. Maybe

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you could do a menopause let Me Boy to Sleep

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like Trivia Tuesday on the menopause I believe lots of

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women aren't even aware of the issues it causes, like

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major anxiety, mood swings, and really bad thoughts. Big thanks again.

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So what I thought I would do, Hillary is exactly

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what you just said. Now. It's a little bit difficult

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in a sense of I do try and keep things

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a bit I don't know, a bit more a bit

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lightheared in that, in a sense of I try not

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to alienate people. I'm sure I succeed very rarely with

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that attempt, but I'm going to do it anyway. So Hey,

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so I'm going to talk about the minopause. I'm going

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to look for some trivia about the minopause. And the

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fact is I don't know hardly anything about the female

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minipause because I'm not a female. I know a little

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bit because I do have a couple of friends going

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through it, so I know what they've told me, and

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I know what I've read in papers and magazines and

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what I've heard people say on TV and on videos

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and YouTube, and so you know, I know a little bit,

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but I don't know experimentally. Experimentally, experientially, I don't have

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much of a clue. However, I am actually a woman. No,

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I actually, you know, some of the things, things like

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anxiety and some of the individual symptoms that I've heard

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about are things that I have dealt with. But for

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a different reason. I'm just drinking some Caprican It's blackcurrant

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mm mmmm. So I'm trying to think how I can

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keep this nice and gentle and light without, you know,

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just generally. So please, Okay, I'm going to go to

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chat GPT I am doing a podcast, or in fact,

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what I'm going to do, I'm going to post your

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message Hillary into here. So here is a message from

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one of my readers, readers listeners of my podcast. I

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need help fulfilling this request for a new podcast info

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to be a right, Let's see what it comes up with.

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So I just asked it a question and I'll just

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put your put Hillary's thing magic on there. Oh see,

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isn't it weird? This is the response that chat GBT

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has got to you. Hillary. That's such a touching message

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and what a lovely compliment. Being called a close friend

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and someone's never met. Sounds like a brilliant opportunity to

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do a truly Tuesday Menopause edition Bleeding and Blending, So

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blend in some gentle info, a few silly facts, and

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your calming voice to ease the stress and maybe even

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make listeners chuckle as they not off. Okay, So here's

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a fun light outline you could use for the episode.

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And I can help with writing a script too if

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you want. No, I don't need a script, but just

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some some facts, man. So that's what I'm going to do. Okay, right,

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So I've right, So here's the information. It's given the longest. Wow. Okay,

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fair enough please, So that's good. Thanks. Please list as

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many trivia facts as possible for a worldwide audience, because

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I'm guessing it might be different for different people and

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you might think, oh you mean by that? Well, I

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don't know. If I mentioned that I went to university

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a few years back. A part of my course, so

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it was counseling was too. There's quite a lot of

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mental health psychology and stuff was part of the course,

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and we were looking at other countries and how they

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viewed and treated what other cultures really how they treated

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and viewed people with mental serious mental health issues that

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we would class as serious mental health issues. But they

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have different ways of treating it or different ways of

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explaining what's going on summers extreme as well. Yeah, I

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don't want to go into a BIS it's pretty grim.

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But at the same time, it depends. You know, some

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people that would be in a facility in the West

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might be a guru in the East might be a

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guru to millions, followed by millions. So you know, it's

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it can be. And before anyone says that, I'm not

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talking about presidents or anything like that, okay, and just

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it can be. It's weird. It's a weird kind of thing, really,

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because here's the thing that I found interesting because I

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worked also part time in a mental health facility like

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a hospital sort of people that were locked in, some

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were allowed to go out during the day sometimes, but

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you know, ultimately they were in a psychiatric but they

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were in a psychiatric facility, and I was just a

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care assistant or support assistant, and I was working with

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people that came from a part of the world. Now

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I'm generalizing here, very generalizing, but they didn't They generally

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from the way they were behaving, didn't think there was

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anything wrong with the people. They were just naughty or

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evil or had the devil in them and all that

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kind of stuff, And wrong type of people to be

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doing that job. And I wonder how many people doing

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that job are working in the mental health field, doctors, nurses,

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and psychiatrists who actually don't believe in it. They don't

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believe in mental illness. They think the person's possessed, or

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they think that they're just putting it on or whatever.

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So which would explain some you know, sometimes how I

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was treated a few years ago, almost like laughed at.

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I did turn up dressed as a clown, but that's

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besides the point. So this and in a way, it's

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like you can have a man, like, you know, helping

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you with your menopause if you're a woman, but the

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man's it doesn't matter how much knowledge he has. It

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doesn't matter how many he might have seventy five sisters

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all going through the menopause. He might be an expert

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on the menopause, but he's never going to know what

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it feels like. Doesn't mean he can't help, and he

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can't be brilliant at his job, but he's never going

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to know. And that empathy kind of I don't know

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if the empathy can be there. It definitely can't be

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there for me because I don't have any empathy, but

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I don't know it's you know, someone does that. Someone

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doesn't have to have a heart problem to do a

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heart surgery, you know what I mean. That's obviously it

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says it doesn't have to be going through it to

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understand or to help. But I do wonder with the

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for decades and decades and decades and decades, I imagine,

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and I don't think it's a much of an imagination,

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and it's still going on now. I'm pretty sure that women,

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millions of women don't feel understood or don't feel I

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don't want the correct word is maybe they feel they're

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being disregarded or almost like it's just it's not real,

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or it's imagined or dismissed by a man in their life,

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whether it's a son, whether it's a whoever, brother or

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a husband, boyfriend, father, even you know what I mean.

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It's so. But then there's the thing that we all

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experience things differently, So is that thing as well, isn't

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It's like, just because I'm a man doesn't mean that

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I know what it's like for someone else to have hemorrhoids.

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Now I'm taking hemorrhoids as a man's thing. I know

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whenmen get hemorrhoids, but men, I think men are the

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king of hemorrhoids. I don't know. That's stupid thing to say.

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So I don't know what it's like for someone else.

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I can know what it's like for me, but I

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don't know what it's like for someone else. I know

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what it's like for me to have bipolar. I do

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not know what it's like for someone else to have

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it because I go onto these Facebook pages, these groups.

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I tell you what I see a lot of is

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a heck of a lot of people feel inside for

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themselves and also basically put in every single thing that

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happens in their life and everything that they do down

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to the bipolar. I've even seen posts like, you know what,

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when I get up in the morning, I'm hungry, must

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be a bipolar. No, it's because you've been asleep for

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nine hours or eight hours, and maybe you haven't eaten

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for twelve or thirteen hours. You're hungry because you're hungry.

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You know at nighttime, I just get tired, Yes, because

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you need to go to sleep. It's I mean, might

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not might be the reason, it might not be the reason,

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but it's some of them groups I don't find they're

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particularly helpful. And there's a real thing on Facebook I've

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noticed where people post something like a for help maybe

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and then don't respond and all these people saying you're okay,

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You're okay, You're okay, you're okay, let me know you're okay,

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blah blah blah, and then the next day or two

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days later, Oh yeah, I'm fine. I'm just just you know,

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like just having a bad time worrying all these people, friends, family,

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probably all these people like. It happened to one of

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my Facebook people that I don't really know the person,

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but she's on my friends list or he's on my

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friends list, and I actually posted because they posted something

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that's very distressing, and I said, I posted, is there

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anyone that knows this person in real life that can

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actually either visit them or get them some help? Because

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the stuff they were posting was really out there, and

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a lot of it was political, and there's a lot

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of that I've noticed, and we do get that in

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this country, but it seems to have turned into some

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really really big US versus them situation and but black

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and white thinking, I don't I don't think we have

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that much of it here. I mean there is, but

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it's like you always get the you always know when

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racism's coming because people always let you know or not racist,

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but you know yours. There's there's always a warning when

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racism's coming. That's crazy. I don't hate women, but is

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I remember when I was at school, or even when

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I was in my twenties my thirties, the boat people.

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That was people who lived on boats. You know, there

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was like in China and in places in the East,

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there was whole villagers that lived on boats. That's what

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boat people were. Just it wasn't a slang, it wasn't

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a horrible term. It was just people lived on boats.

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And actually it seemed like quite a nice lifestyle. And

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it made sense because maybe they'd run out of land

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and the seas where the fishes, and that's where they'd

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like to eat. And the good thing is with a sea,

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you can eat and poo in the same place, can't

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you basically eating poo in your kitchen. I don't know,

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it just always comes up. I don't know why. And yeah,

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now that world, the boat people keep coming over on

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a boat through like wow, and what I'm going from

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to do? A menopause? Im starving a moan? Where did

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you notice that? This like word for word? And I'm

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thinking the way that religious scriptures were passed down through

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the ages before writing even existed, passed down through the

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ages word of mouth. And I used to think until recently,

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like what it's going to be. It's not going to

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be the same. It's going to you know, It's the

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whole thing about Chinese whispers, isn't it. Or if you

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do a fax or a photocopy, the original copy is

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really good and then it gets worse and worse and

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worse and worse over time, Or if you keep sending

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the facts, it gets worse and worse quality because it

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just wears out and you don't get the good same

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quality as the original picture with the photocopyre probably because

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the ink runs out, so you don't get the original story.

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And that's how I kind of really consider any old

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story that's been written down that didn't get written down

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for maybe hundreds of years. It's just a story that's

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passed down. It's not going to be correct. But then

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I start thinking, you can literally predict what somebody's going

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to say when they start talking about coming over a

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ear on their boats, you know, and that sentence comes,

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you could almost predict the betim word for word. We

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know what a beta means. You could like what they're

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going to say coming over it, getting staying in a hotel,

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top class hotel, getting a brand new phone when they

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get in, or they always rip up their passports before

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they get in. What else? They get a new a

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million a suitcase, work with a million pounds of cash

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in it, and they get given a palace to live in,

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shoes made of gold, and you know, a year's supply

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of strawberries. That's random. It's like you can you can

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predict word for word. So maybe the idea that you

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can pass on a story and it stays exactly the

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same for hundreds of years, maybe that is a possibility.

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I don't believe it is, but maybe it is. I

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mean I undertand wrote. I mean, you know, rhymes can

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be ring, your ring, your roses, but then that's different

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depending on where you sing it. I've heard different versions

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of that one poses a tissue shut earth full in.

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So apparently poses was like something people used to smell

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because I didn't have they didn't know about soap back then.

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I didn't have didn't know about germs, didn't know germs existed,

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wasn't a thing. So if something smelled bad, just cover

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up the bad smell with perfume or with something that

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smelled nice, and that took away the problem. A bit

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like me today when I when I go on a

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first date, shall I wash? I just spray some deodord

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on my crotch? Yeah, I think it's you can always tell.

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I could always always tell, Like usually if things are

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going well on a date, you know back, I'm going

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back a while now. I haven't been on a date

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for a long time, but quite often I don't expect

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things to go well, and I kind of know beforehand.

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It's like, well, it's you know, it's it's a I

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don't know. But then there's other times when I really

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am surprised. And I remember once I was sitting there.

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I think it was a dinner. What was in a pub?

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Maybe you're having lunch in even meal. Maybe I don't

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know it was in a it was in public anyway,

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and I'm sitting there and I'm thinking, you know what,

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There're two things. I'm thinking she might be the one

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she might be my future wife, and the person I

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spend the rest of my life loving, and I'm also

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thinking I wish I'd changed my underpens. So it's kind

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of it's hard to know, because sometimes a case of

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just spraying, isn't it, Well, that'll do. That will cover

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the the stank for a little while. It doesn't always work.

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But I do know someone that's particularly small and they

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do that, and it seems, you know, it actually does

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work a little bit. It. I think I've become immune

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to them. I don't know. Can you imagine if anyone's

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listening to this that knows me and a thinking, isn't

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he talking about me? Yes? I am No, I'm not.

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I'm not really talking about anyone. I'm just being stilly.

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So that was a bit weird. I went in a

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weird direction there, menopause. I shouldn't be I shouldn't I

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should be sorry. I'm not laughing at that. I'm just

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loving at the fact that I just announced it like

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it was a happy subject. Okay, right, get back to

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being normal. Okay, never been normal, Get back to being serious.

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It's like it's like a new game show. Welcome to

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the menopause, right, So, did you know do the work menopause?

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Comes from Greek men's. Wow, that's interesting. I'm not even

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being sarcastic here. Did you know that men's means month,

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so m e n s Men's means month in Greek

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and pause this, which is p o u s i

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s means pause. So basically it's a pause from the month,

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you know, the monthly thing, which I should really be

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able to just talk about, considering I'm talking about menopause,

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but now I'm being all shy about periods. It's weird,

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isn't it. I mean, I should, I should make the

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most of this opportunity because I very when's the last

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time I got an opportunity to talk about this so object?

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But I don't even get a chance to even say

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the word periods, periods, periods, periods, periods, periods, periods, periods, periods, peris,

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period period period periods of periods. I mean, I'm just

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might be at all way childish, but you know I

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would never do that. But I get a chance to

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just to talk about periods. I'm not that this is

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about periods, but the men a pause is a pause

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from the month, which is so it literally means monthly pause,

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like your body pressed in a snooze button. But forever.

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It's not really a pause then, is it. It's more

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stop monthly stop. Maybe they didn't know. Maybe in Greek,

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in Greek Land, they didn't know that. Maybe they didn't

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have a word for stop. I hope they did. And

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why is Greek so famous for I've never been to Greek,

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Greek and Greece, but it's very similar to Greece. It's

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the whole big statues of big muscly men. Yeah, Greek.

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And what's the other place that was similar to that?

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I don't know. So it's basically a pause from the monthlies.

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I don't know if it's called the monthlies anymore. I don't.

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I mean again, I don't know what it's like to

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have a you know, period. I can say it kind

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of period period period. Didn't learn anything about this stuff

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at school, really didn't, And I didn't know because unfortunately,

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I get on really well with women I just happened

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to for some reasons. But only women that I'm not dating,

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Only women that don't get to see me naked. They're

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the ones that like talking to me. And so I

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got quite a few women that I talked to, you know,

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just walking the dog or a couple of friends. I've

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got that female and they do tell me stuff about

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this and got into big detail, you know, about that

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part of the body, really kind of things that not

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only that I didn't know, not any things that I

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probably never was going to find out about. What was

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the things I never wanted to know about, and that

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seemed to please them and make them laugh. So yeah,

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And I couldn't tell them anything about a male's body

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that they didn't know about. And that's that's one of

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those things that I've never quite got my head around.

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Is and I'm going to generalize, but I'm going to

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talk about pretty much every single woman I've ever known,

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so open to medical stuff, so open minded to it,

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very factual about it. And I am not. I am Yeah,

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I am squeamish about anything really to do with the

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body generally, unless it's like a pleasure thing. I don't

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know what pleasure thing would be. I suppose my age,

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the most pleasurable thing I can do is if I

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can get a whole stream of we uninterrupted, that's a

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pleasurable assessor. That's a good sign. If I can go

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through the whole night without needing get up for toilet.

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I don't remember the last time that happened. That's like

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a once a year thing. But then it hasn't happened

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for decades, to be fair, well, maybe not decades, but

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it happens less and less. But last night only got

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up once. And he might think, why are you telling

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us about your wei wi in? Why do you want

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to know about your toilet habits? Well, if I've got

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to talk about periods and menopause, I'm going to talk

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about my bumb for there. Did I ever tell you

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about my dad's bumb He He used to always tell

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us stuff when he was eating. When when we're eating

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at the dinner table, I'm talking, you know, not when

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I was a kid, but when when I was like

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in my twenties, thirties, forty. You know, for decades he

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would go on about his piles, his hemorrhoids. Not every lunch,

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I'm saying that every Sunday dinner. He would talk about it.

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Every special occasion he would talk about his bum No, not,

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but he would talk about them. And he found it

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funny because he knew like it made me feel. It didn't.

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It wasn't pleasant. And once he was actually talking about

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an operation he'd had because he'd had a lot of

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problems with it, and a lot of it was just

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due to the fact that he was constantly lifting heavy

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things in his work, and that was it. He was

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lifting things way too heavy and it just that's what

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it caused cause problems. It's just Ericus veins with the

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bung hole, isn't it. I thought it is not all

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it is, but it's you know, it's not. It's I'm like, yeah,

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I don't want to talk about mine, but I'll talk

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about my dad's. It's weird, isn't it. But I'm not

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talking about his. I don't want to focus on his bun.

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But I mean, this is this is a true story,

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right he was talking and as we're talking about the

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menopause and we're talking about bits and bobs, I won't

465
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even I can't even say the word, but parts of

466
00:41:42.639 --> 00:41:49.599
the body. I I will tell you this story. I

467
00:41:49.719 --> 00:41:56.079
might have told it before. Well, basically Vinnie and Binnie

468
00:41:56.199 --> 00:42:01.880
and Bennie. Vinnie started barking to go out for a

469
00:42:01.920 --> 00:42:10.440
walk and a you know, a bathroom break. So I

470
00:42:10.480 --> 00:42:17.360
went out. He's away friend Archie, so I had a

471
00:42:17.400 --> 00:42:25.719
little sniff around and now I'm back a little bit

472
00:42:25.800 --> 00:42:33.800
of a disruption. They It was weird because at one

473
00:42:33.840 --> 00:42:38.800
point I'm like, you know, Archie's gone in and gone home.

474
00:42:40.599 --> 00:42:44.199
Vinnie's sniffing all over a bit of grass opposite where

475
00:42:44.239 --> 00:42:48.800
I live, eating some of the grass as well. He

476
00:42:48.880 --> 00:42:53.440
loves to eat grass. And I was like saying, come on,

477
00:42:53.800 --> 00:43:01.280
you please do a pooh please. I'm following it around

478
00:43:02.360 --> 00:43:05.119
with an empty poop bag on my hand, like ready

479
00:43:05.119 --> 00:43:08.840
to pick it up. And he looked up at me.

480
00:43:08.880 --> 00:43:11.519
He said, you know, you know what you look like?

481
00:43:11.679 --> 00:43:16.280
I said, what do you look like the world's worst vaniloquist.

482
00:43:18.239 --> 00:43:24.760
That tickled him and I said, okay, while we're being insulting,

483
00:43:25.679 --> 00:43:28.800
while you're being naughty, perhaps we should talk about you

484
00:43:28.920 --> 00:43:32.039
trying to eat food out of the bin. And he said,

485
00:43:32.039 --> 00:43:35.719
what's the problem I said, I said, look, you've got

486
00:43:35.960 --> 00:43:39.519
it's not you can't do that. You cannot eat food

487
00:43:39.760 --> 00:43:50.320
out of the bin. It's wrong. He said why. I said,

488
00:43:51.119 --> 00:43:55.679
it's just dogs. Shouldn't he have a bin? He said,

489
00:43:55.719 --> 00:43:59.079
what's your excuse? Then? Like I don't eat the I

490
00:43:59.079 --> 00:44:01.320
don't eat out the bin. He said, yes, saw we

491
00:44:01.360 --> 00:44:07.239
do it. I said once once. So my dad's talking

492
00:44:07.280 --> 00:44:14.760
about his piles at the dinner table Sunday dinner, probably

493
00:44:16.480 --> 00:44:22.039
the birthday celebration or Christmas or something like that. Probably

494
00:44:22.599 --> 00:44:27.199
thinking about it, probably a birthday, so that celebration. And

495
00:44:27.280 --> 00:44:30.800
I decided, okay, I'm trying to eat. I mean, I've

496
00:44:30.800 --> 00:44:37.679
got a Yorkshire pudding with some gravy in it, and

497
00:44:37.760 --> 00:44:39.840
there's a hole in the yorchard pudding and I'm thinking,

498
00:44:40.119 --> 00:44:43.239
you know, just come on, And a couple of carrots

499
00:44:43.280 --> 00:44:46.760
started around, now, come on, can you stop talking about that?

500
00:44:48.039 --> 00:44:50.840
And I was ad some tomatoes source, so just yeah,

501
00:44:50.880 --> 00:44:53.119
it was like, come on, please stop talking about that.

502
00:44:53.880 --> 00:45:00.880
So I thought I'll change the subject. So I said, oh, okay,

503
00:45:01.679 --> 00:45:07.800
because you know, after going into really real details about

504
00:45:07.880 --> 00:45:10.920
his piles and the operation he'd had, So I said,

505
00:45:11.159 --> 00:45:15.480
Dad again, changing the subject, who are you going to

506
00:45:15.559 --> 00:45:17.039
Who did you vote for? Who are you going to

507
00:45:17.119 --> 00:45:20.400
vote for for the coming upcoming election? He said, I

508
00:45:20.440 --> 00:45:30.880
can't tell you that. That's personal. That's personal. We're at

509
00:45:30.920 --> 00:45:34.679
the dinner table. You spent the last hour going into

510
00:45:34.760 --> 00:45:39.719
great detail about your bum, the adventures of you and

511
00:45:39.760 --> 00:45:43.559
your bum, and you say that who you're going to

512
00:45:44.000 --> 00:45:48.400
vote for is personal. Can you imagine if someone listened

513
00:45:48.400 --> 00:45:51.119
to this thinking it is personal. It's my own abution

514
00:45:51.280 --> 00:45:58.480
is no one else is my democratic right? Okay. The

515
00:45:58.599 --> 00:46:03.880
average age for menopause is about fifty one, but it

516
00:46:03.920 --> 00:46:07.400
can happen anytime between early forties and late fifties, like

517
00:46:07.440 --> 00:46:12.519
a surprise party. You didn't what it's trying to add

518
00:46:12.559 --> 00:46:14.280
in this little bit of human are it just says,

519
00:46:14.320 --> 00:46:18.280
like a surprise party you didn't ask for. Wow, that's

520
00:46:18.320 --> 00:46:25.320
a bit rude. Wow, early forties. I knew someone that

521
00:46:25.519 --> 00:46:29.519
went through their menopause early thirties, like late thirties. Sorry,

522
00:46:30.199 --> 00:46:33.079
so it can be. You know, people go through different

523
00:46:33.119 --> 00:46:36.280
things different times. There was a girl I worked with.

524
00:46:36.840 --> 00:46:42.519
She was po about twenty one, twenty two, and she

525
00:46:42.559 --> 00:46:51.480
went completely gray at the age of sixteen, like completely gray,

526
00:46:51.599 --> 00:46:56.360
and she she dyed her hair, although because in them

527
00:46:56.440 --> 00:47:01.480
days you didn't see young women with gray hair. But

528
00:47:01.639 --> 00:47:05.039
nowadays or in more recent years, it's been a trend

529
00:47:05.119 --> 00:47:09.840
to actually dye the hair gray, which is yes. Is

530
00:47:09.880 --> 00:47:13.199
another trend that I've not part of. Well, I've come

531
00:47:13.280 --> 00:47:15.840
more part of that here, maybe a little bit part

532
00:47:15.880 --> 00:47:23.400
of that trend. Although I remember I had a job

533
00:47:23.440 --> 00:47:29.119
in a cour center and it's in November. I don't

534
00:47:29.360 --> 00:47:37.280
just I think I only just started the job, I think.

535
00:47:37.400 --> 00:47:41.719
And a woman, one of the women in the desks

536
00:47:41.800 --> 00:47:46.360
said to me, very loudly, pointed to my beard, my

537
00:47:46.400 --> 00:47:48.840
big beard, and said, are you just doing that as

538
00:47:48.880 --> 00:47:56.400
a dare? I said what? And she backtracks, Oh, I

539
00:47:56.440 --> 00:47:59.199
don't mean it disrespectfully. I thought maybe you were just

540
00:47:59.199 --> 00:48:02.840
doing it to raise my for charity. I said, that's

541
00:48:02.840 --> 00:48:07.159
not even that's no better. Really, so we're all about it, said,

542
00:48:07.280 --> 00:48:09.760
I thought, maybe you're just raising money for you know,

543
00:48:09.800 --> 00:48:14.320
you've grown your beard ridiculously big to as like a joke,

544
00:48:14.599 --> 00:48:18.599
or maybe to raise money for a good cause. I said,

545
00:48:18.719 --> 00:48:28.159
that's just a beard. She said, that's the whole story. Really.

546
00:48:30.400 --> 00:48:39.039
In Japan, menopause is called kornenki, which I possibly shouldn't

547
00:48:39.039 --> 00:48:43.000
have done with an accent, which roughly translates to renewal years,

548
00:48:45.840 --> 00:48:49.519
renewal years. That's a gentle way of saying it, isn't

549
00:48:49.559 --> 00:49:00.360
it renewal years? I like that? And they're did their

550
00:49:00.400 --> 00:49:03.400
own material here. Sounds like a spa retreat, but with

551
00:49:03.440 --> 00:49:10.440
hot flushes. Chatch Ebert is getting very cheeky these days.

552
00:49:11.840 --> 00:49:17.719
I just realized I'm hungry in India, many women don't

553
00:49:17.719 --> 00:49:21.280
even have a word for men pause in their local language.

554
00:49:22.679 --> 00:49:26.599
It's just called the change. Like a mysterious weather front

555
00:49:26.760 --> 00:49:31.280
rolling in. It used to be called the change here.

556
00:49:31.119 --> 00:49:32.599
Didn't it.

557
00:49:32.599 --> 00:49:38.920
It's going through the change, because there's there's different We

558
00:49:39.000 --> 00:49:43.360
go through different changes, don't we in life? I mean,

559
00:49:46.480 --> 00:49:49.159
I just you see some kids and it's almost like

560
00:49:49.199 --> 00:49:51.920
they stay the same size. They're born with these big,

561
00:49:52.039 --> 00:49:55.920
huge heads and little bodies, and like, how on earth

562
00:49:57.599 --> 00:50:00.480
does the head stay on the state do they keep

563
00:50:00.480 --> 00:50:00.840
their head on?

564
00:50:01.000 --> 00:50:01.559
How? Like?

565
00:50:01.840 --> 00:50:08.039
Just it shows how strong the neck is. And then

566
00:50:08.079 --> 00:50:11.320
they get to an age where the the head is

567
00:50:12.280 --> 00:50:15.239
kind of in proportion with the body, and they stay

568
00:50:15.280 --> 00:50:20.320
at that size for what seems like forever. And then suddenly,

569
00:50:21.400 --> 00:50:23.599
and I'm not talking about puberty, but just like there's

570
00:50:23.719 --> 00:50:26.760
got a period of what I know, from eight or

571
00:50:26.840 --> 00:50:31.480
nine and suddenly they kind of grow. So there's it's

572
00:50:31.559 --> 00:50:36.840
like different periods in growth. And then it's the obviously

573
00:50:36.880 --> 00:50:47.119
the adolescence period. I'm trying to think what kind of

574
00:50:47.199 --> 00:50:50.400
periods we go through. Now I've got to say the

575
00:50:50.440 --> 00:50:56.199
word period. I can't stop go through there is that.

576
00:51:01.400 --> 00:51:06.159
It's got to be difficult because I know that, Like

577
00:51:06.559 --> 00:51:09.199
if I said, I go on YouTube, there's a lot

578
00:51:09.199 --> 00:51:12.000
of a lot of misogyny on there at the moment,

579
00:51:13.760 --> 00:51:18.360
and it's very I can't really know where it's all

580
00:51:18.440 --> 00:51:21.719
coming from, but I think it's is to do a

581
00:51:21.760 --> 00:51:29.000
TikTok and only fans and the I guess the superficiality

582
00:51:29.159 --> 00:51:36.400
of the Internet and some people that are young that

583
00:51:36.679 --> 00:51:42.320
wasn't really addressed before. It was kind of just people

584
00:51:42.360 --> 00:51:45.639
a bit more sharing with how they feel and what's

585
00:51:45.719 --> 00:51:49.239
in their mind, and they couldn't do that before before

586
00:51:49.280 --> 00:51:55.199
the Internet. Before maybe TikTok because people go on YouTube

587
00:51:55.239 --> 00:51:59.039
and do it, but that was more long form. TikTok's

588
00:51:59.079 --> 00:52:03.679
just a it's kind of or Instagram or I don't

589
00:52:03.719 --> 00:52:05.480
know when any of the others that I don't know

590
00:52:05.559 --> 00:52:12.719
about where they can just share what they're feeling, which

591
00:52:12.719 --> 00:52:17.400
I don't think is a bad thing. But then if

592
00:52:17.440 --> 00:52:23.119
I went onto Instagram or to TikTok, to TikTok and

593
00:52:23.199 --> 00:52:28.119
I shared what I was thinking and feeling, depending on

594
00:52:28.199 --> 00:52:29.920
what time of the day it was, it would be

595
00:52:30.000 --> 00:52:32.480
a different message, it would be a different recording, a

596
00:52:32.480 --> 00:52:38.960
different video, and that probably wouldn't be a good thing

597
00:52:38.960 --> 00:52:41.360
for me. To do because if I went on when

598
00:52:41.360 --> 00:52:49.599
I was in a bad mood, you know, so I

599
00:52:49.599 --> 00:52:55.559
suppose as we get older, I say we I mean,

600
00:52:56.199 --> 00:52:59.840
I'm probably not the best person to judge anyone for

601
00:53:00.360 --> 00:53:02.679
opening up about what's going on, because I tend to

602
00:53:02.719 --> 00:53:07.599
do that myself. I wasn't quite as open as my

603
00:53:07.679 --> 00:53:14.480
dad was about as piles. Yeah, there's a lot of

604
00:53:14.559 --> 00:53:16.679
judgments to be a lot of judgment at the moment.

605
00:53:18.960 --> 00:53:21.639
But then, you know what I'm just thinking about it,

606
00:53:21.679 --> 00:53:25.760
if I if I put myself inside a young woman,

607
00:53:26.000 --> 00:53:30.239
if I was, I should rephrase that, if I was,

608
00:53:30.559 --> 00:53:34.199
if I was, you know, a nineteen year old, twenty

609
00:53:34.280 --> 00:53:37.079
year old, eighteen year old, twenty two year old whatever,

610
00:53:37.280 --> 00:53:46.679
female who's having NonStop attention from males like wherever they go,

611
00:53:48.000 --> 00:53:52.239
knowing that have you know, it's I've never been in

612
00:53:52.280 --> 00:53:57.239
that situation. I've had a few men fight over me,

613
00:53:57.280 --> 00:54:02.760
but you know, I'm just generally not regularly. It's going

614
00:54:02.840 --> 00:54:07.039
to have an effect on the ego, like a big effect.

615
00:54:08.880 --> 00:54:16.639
It might not be negative, but it's gonna be. It's

616
00:54:16.679 --> 00:54:21.239
gonna I think it'd be hard to see reality or

617
00:54:21.719 --> 00:54:26.039
hard to really perceive what's going to happen. In the future.

618
00:54:28.159 --> 00:54:34.840
The fact that, you know, we change and things change

619
00:54:34.920 --> 00:54:45.039
and whatever. You know, nothing stays the same. So can

620
00:54:45.079 --> 00:54:48.519
we really judge someone for enjoying it while it lasts,

621
00:54:48.960 --> 00:54:54.840
because it doesn't last for long. Capus on black currant

622
00:54:55.880 --> 00:55:02.280
mhm mm hmmm. I had my few little periods when

623
00:55:02.280 --> 00:55:08.000
I was semi popular with women. I don't know, not

624
00:55:08.440 --> 00:55:13.719
all women, but I had my little mojo moments that

625
00:55:13.880 --> 00:55:21.039
lasted a few years. They were well and truly gone

626
00:55:22.559 --> 00:55:26.079
my mojo. I think my mojo left me in well,

627
00:55:26.079 --> 00:55:29.039
I left my mojo in London as soon as I

628
00:55:29.159 --> 00:55:33.079
moved away from London. Wherever I had going for me

629
00:55:33.199 --> 00:55:38.960
left I don't know what it was. Whether it's charisma,

630
00:55:39.079 --> 00:55:44.760
whether it's the ability to talk to women back in

631
00:55:44.840 --> 00:55:48.639
a kind of a social setting, I don't know. But

632
00:55:48.719 --> 00:55:56.079
that went never really got it back, so twenty five years,

633
00:55:56.480 --> 00:56:00.840
I wouldn't even know how. I was never a chatter upper.

634
00:56:01.000 --> 00:56:07.440
I can never you know. It was usually if women

635
00:56:07.480 --> 00:56:09.119
came up to me and I could talk to them

636
00:56:10.039 --> 00:56:14.639
and maybe make them laugh or whatever, but I generally

637
00:56:14.760 --> 00:56:19.199
wasn't you know. I didn't have a huge amount to offer,

638
00:56:19.320 --> 00:56:23.320
to be fair, so I had to pretend to have

639
00:56:23.360 --> 00:56:28.599
a personality in a hope that maybe they feel sorry

640
00:56:28.679 --> 00:56:31.199
for me, And I don't know what I'm talking about.

641
00:56:32.719 --> 00:56:40.280
Hot flushes or hot flashes. Hot flashes, okay, can happen

642
00:56:40.280 --> 00:56:44.880
at any time during work, in bed, in a freezer aisle,

643
00:56:45.199 --> 00:56:52.880
even while walking your dog, so I've known. I think

644
00:56:52.880 --> 00:56:59.239
they've added in a freezer aisle as a joke, so

645
00:56:59.480 --> 00:57:08.679
I haven't had hot flushes. I got a bit overheated

646
00:57:08.719 --> 00:57:12.880
in the past, you know, really kind of like wow,

647
00:57:12.920 --> 00:57:18.880
the firm stat's gone. And that's more often would be

648
00:57:19.199 --> 00:57:22.800
in the summer. Although I was doing the vacuum and

649
00:57:22.840 --> 00:57:26.320
cleaning the that you know, doing the hoovering earlier today

650
00:57:26.320 --> 00:57:29.280
because I had a bit of a cleanup, trying to

651
00:57:29.320 --> 00:57:31.599
tidy this place up. So I probably spent about an

652
00:57:31.599 --> 00:57:36.920
hour doing that. And I was dripping. Okay, should I

653
00:57:36.960 --> 00:57:41.559
rephrase that parts of me were dripping? That doesn't sound better.

654
00:57:42.239 --> 00:57:43.880
I was sweating, That's what I mean. I was like,

655
00:57:44.039 --> 00:57:50.280
really four, I felt very overheated. And it's then when

656
00:57:50.280 --> 00:57:53.159
I thought I'm going to turn the heating off or down.

657
00:57:53.800 --> 00:57:58.280
Didn't even know the heating was on, but I couldn't

658
00:57:58.280 --> 00:58:02.079
get the vacuum cleaner working it was full, so that's

659
00:58:02.079 --> 00:58:05.800
why it wasn't working. So I emptied it and then

660
00:58:05.840 --> 00:58:07.800
I put it back together, put the lid back on,

661
00:58:08.159 --> 00:58:11.519
and it wasn't doing anything Like there was no suckage,

662
00:58:13.079 --> 00:58:18.079
no suckage at all. And you know, it's something that

663
00:58:18.159 --> 00:58:21.519
doesn't suck. It's not it doesn't suck. It's not really

664
00:58:22.679 --> 00:58:24.760
it's not worth having around, is it. It's like, what's

665
00:58:24.760 --> 00:58:29.159
the point? But then I thought, it's not an old

666
00:58:29.280 --> 00:58:33.119
vacuum cleaner though it's not new, but I've had it

667
00:58:33.119 --> 00:58:38.800
probably about five five years. Maybe it's been used about

668
00:58:38.840 --> 00:58:44.639
three times. So I don't like ah. So I had

669
00:58:44.679 --> 00:58:47.360
to go back into the mode of being a cleaner.

670
00:58:48.599 --> 00:58:50.800
So I used to be a cleaner. I've had quite

671
00:58:50.800 --> 00:58:55.679
a few different cleaning jobs in my twenties so well

672
00:58:55.679 --> 00:58:58.559
I am my teens as well. So I went through

673
00:58:58.559 --> 00:59:01.320
the process of all the different things I needed to

674
00:59:01.360 --> 00:59:04.920
do to get the vacuum cleaner working again. So I

675
00:59:04.960 --> 00:59:12.639
took it apart and bashed out, bashed bashed out the

676
00:59:12.840 --> 00:59:15.440
you know the thing, the filter things. I went outside

677
00:59:15.440 --> 00:59:25.480
and got all that clear and then used a broomstick

678
00:59:26.400 --> 00:59:31.199
to make sure that every single pipe was clear as well.

679
00:59:32.239 --> 00:59:35.440
And yeah, It took a good like twenty minutes half

680
00:59:35.519 --> 00:59:38.559
an hour to make sure everything was all clear and clear,

681
00:59:38.800 --> 00:59:44.400
clear and clean, clear and clear and clear, and then

682
00:59:44.440 --> 00:59:54.559
it worked fine, like really good and possibly one of

683
00:59:54.599 --> 00:59:59.119
the proudest moments of my life. And that's when I

684
00:59:59.199 --> 01:00:04.480
realized that I need to make some changes. If I

685
01:00:04.519 --> 01:00:11.199
can feel that good about clearing the juices of a

686
01:00:11.320 --> 01:00:19.280
vacuum cleaner from blockages, if I can feel that accomplished

687
01:00:19.519 --> 01:00:27.880
from doing something like that, perhaps I need a hobby.

688
01:00:28.639 --> 01:00:37.760
You know, I was sweating, proper sweating, but I managed.

689
01:00:37.800 --> 01:00:43.800
Because it's recycling rubbish this week, so I've been going

690
01:00:43.840 --> 01:00:47.400
through that. I've got a black bag of rubbish, but

691
01:00:47.440 --> 01:00:50.119
there's only stuff from the vacuum cleaner in there at

692
01:00:50.119 --> 01:00:51.719
the moment. But I do have some stuff in the

693
01:00:51.800 --> 01:00:56.400
kitchen to get rid of also that basket, so I'm

694
01:00:56.400 --> 01:01:01.000
going to put that out in the dustin hubboard before

695
01:01:01.039 --> 01:01:05.280
it gets dark tonight, but that won't be taken until

696
01:01:05.320 --> 01:01:09.199
next week. Just make sure. I now make sure that

697
01:01:09.199 --> 01:01:13.039
there's nothing with my name on it or my address

698
01:01:13.079 --> 01:01:16.199
in any bags that I put out, whether it's recycling

699
01:01:16.320 --> 01:01:22.280
all the black bags, the bin bags, because yeah, it's

700
01:01:22.320 --> 01:01:27.199
just important I didn't used to care, didn't used to care.

701
01:01:27.280 --> 01:01:30.239
But now ever since I saw the bin man going

702
01:01:30.280 --> 01:01:33.920
through the bags, looking through addresses in order to give

703
01:01:33.960 --> 01:01:37.840
me a fine, I thought, oh no. And even I'm

704
01:01:37.880 --> 01:01:40.559
friends with a black man, friendly with him, and he,

705
01:01:40.880 --> 01:01:42.800
you know, wasn't his fault. It just I thought, no.

706
01:01:43.000 --> 01:01:46.159
I can't, can't put myself in that position. If I

707
01:01:46.239 --> 01:01:48.039
got a letter through the post saying, oh, we're going

708
01:01:48.119 --> 01:01:49.760
to find you two hundred and fifty pounds because you

709
01:01:49.800 --> 01:01:54.519
put your rubbish out a day early, I don't know

710
01:01:54.559 --> 01:02:00.639
what the outcome would be, you know. I remember once

711
01:02:00.679 --> 01:02:04.800
the counter sent me a letter saying you didn't. We

712
01:02:04.840 --> 01:02:08.679
couldn't get in to your flat, We couldn't gain access

713
01:02:08.719 --> 01:02:17.920
to your flat to check your meter. And the letter

714
01:02:19.159 --> 01:02:24.320
came the day after. The letter telling me they were

715
01:02:24.320 --> 01:02:27.920
coming came the day after. And then a week later

716
01:02:27.960 --> 01:02:31.159
I got a letter saying you didn't. We didn't turn up,

717
01:02:32.119 --> 01:02:34.119
You couldn't get in, so I didn't know they were coming.

718
01:02:39.039 --> 01:02:41.360
And they said in the letter, if you don't answer

719
01:02:41.400 --> 01:02:44.599
the doll this time, we will send we will break

720
01:02:44.639 --> 01:02:48.119
the door. We will break in because we need to

721
01:02:48.199 --> 01:02:53.079
check the not the meter, the gas boiler which I

722
01:02:53.159 --> 01:02:58.320
understand they have to check the gas boiler, but it

723
01:02:58.400 --> 01:03:00.400
was a little bit threatening, like we have to break

724
01:03:00.440 --> 01:03:02.639
in and you'll have to pay for the charges, the

725
01:03:02.679 --> 01:03:12.000
cost of the the the key break in thief person

726
01:03:12.039 --> 01:03:18.239
that they get to break the lock. And so I, yeah,

727
01:03:18.360 --> 01:03:22.280
that was weird. I was just like, what are you

728
01:03:22.639 --> 01:03:27.840
are you serious? Are you serious your friend to break

729
01:03:27.880 --> 01:03:31.800
into my home? Ironic really, because I could have just

730
01:03:31.840 --> 01:03:34.159
pushed the door open. Because that's when we had the

731
01:03:34.199 --> 01:03:40.440
old counselor doors. I didn't even know that they were weak,

732
01:03:41.079 --> 01:03:46.599
really weak, And to how I found out the second

733
01:03:46.639 --> 01:03:49.159
time I locked myself out. The first time I locked

734
01:03:49.159 --> 01:03:54.199
myself out, I was probably about six months into living

735
01:03:54.239 --> 01:03:59.519
are maybe a year. Called the council and they came

736
01:03:59.559 --> 01:04:05.280
and they sent a locksmith and let me in. The

737
01:04:05.400 --> 01:04:14.400
second time I locked myself out, I was basically calling

738
01:04:14.440 --> 01:04:20.039
the counsel up again and I leaned on the door

739
01:04:20.480 --> 01:04:26.079
and it opened. As I mean, you say, that's because

740
01:04:26.079 --> 01:04:29.280
I was so fat and heavy. Maybe that was part

741
01:04:29.320 --> 01:04:35.480
of the Yeah, that was a benefit, maybe, but it

742
01:04:35.599 --> 01:04:42.119
literally just had to push on it. It's wow, these doors,

743
01:04:42.320 --> 01:04:44.719
they are not good. And I think the reason for

744
01:04:44.800 --> 01:04:47.480
it is it has just been pushed in too many

745
01:04:47.519 --> 01:04:51.840
times over the decades or whatever. That door had probably

746
01:04:51.840 --> 01:05:00.679
been there since late seventies, so I was sat your years.

747
01:05:01.639 --> 01:05:03.679
Maybe they've got a new door every twenty years, but

748
01:05:03.719 --> 01:05:09.119
it's still been there a long long time. And it

749
01:05:09.199 --> 01:05:11.559
was one of those that had the glass in it

750
01:05:14.039 --> 01:05:17.320
and with the lines through, so it's sort of supposed

751
01:05:17.320 --> 01:05:22.760
to be really good glass, you know, so you couldn't

752
01:05:22.760 --> 01:05:26.199
break in, but the door could just be pushed open.

753
01:05:28.400 --> 01:05:32.079
It's ridiculous, it was, really And my neighbor he locked

754
01:05:32.119 --> 01:05:35.280
himself out of his door because he's basically if he

755
01:05:35.360 --> 01:05:39.440
closed them, they locked, you know. He didn't. There was

756
01:05:39.480 --> 01:05:42.599
no like locking it afterwards. Like the doors here, you

757
01:05:42.639 --> 01:05:46.800
have to lock it afterwards when you get out. And

758
01:05:46.840 --> 01:05:52.440
I said, okay, just what I said, watch this. He said, what.

759
01:05:53.039 --> 01:05:57.880
I just pushed it and it opened and he could

760
01:05:57.920 --> 01:06:00.960
believe it. I said, yeah, I don't go in and

761
01:06:01.079 --> 01:06:04.800
telling everyone you could do that. But it was ridiculous.

762
01:06:05.400 --> 01:06:08.920
They're so flimsy of those doors. I mean, they're gone now,

763
01:06:09.000 --> 01:06:11.360
but this is I mean, I've had this new one

764
01:06:11.440 --> 01:06:16.199
for years and years now, and it's got like six

765
01:06:16.519 --> 01:06:21.159
locks or whatever or connected to the things that's proper sturdy.

766
01:06:22.639 --> 01:06:27.400
But when they said to me, all do you want

767
01:06:27.400 --> 01:06:32.159
them with a window? I said, no, why not? Because

768
01:06:32.159 --> 01:06:35.039
I don't want people to know what I'm in. What's

769
01:06:35.039 --> 01:06:40.400
the point in me like not answering the door, but

770
01:06:40.519 --> 01:06:43.320
tend I'm not in if the light's on and they

771
01:06:43.320 --> 01:06:47.639
can see the lights on, why don't you just answer

772
01:06:47.679 --> 01:06:49.639
your door? I don't want to answer the door. That's

773
01:06:49.639 --> 01:06:52.079
the whole point of having a door, isn't it. I

774
01:06:52.159 --> 01:06:54.679
might as well just not have a door, you know,

775
01:06:54.800 --> 01:06:56.440
just take the door off, let people just come and

776
01:06:56.480 --> 01:06:58.800
go say please. It's the whole point of having a

777
01:06:58.840 --> 01:07:05.480
door to stop people coming in. That's that's my mentality sometimes.

778
01:07:07.559 --> 01:07:15.079
So hot flushes, Yeah, that's gotta be. That's one of

779
01:07:15.079 --> 01:07:17.800
the only things I really like. One of the things

780
01:07:17.800 --> 01:07:20.239
I've heard about, and I think it's probably something that's

781
01:07:20.320 --> 01:07:24.719
quite well known with the menopause, just for men, like

782
01:07:25.000 --> 01:07:29.199
hot flushes, because it is something that I think probably

783
01:07:29.239 --> 01:07:34.840
most men have heard about, and not that we understand it.

784
01:07:34.880 --> 01:07:40.840
But like but number six, not every woman gets hot flushes.

785
01:07:45.960 --> 01:07:49.400
Then it says some just get mood swings, insomnia, or

786
01:07:49.440 --> 01:07:51.639
the sudden urge to throw a frying pan at the

787
01:07:51.639 --> 01:07:58.280
TV see all that stuff. I understand not so much

788
01:07:58.360 --> 01:08:02.920
the insomnia because I'm pretty got that under control. But

789
01:08:03.039 --> 01:08:09.000
mood swings, BlimE me. So I understand about mood swings.

790
01:08:10.679 --> 01:08:15.639
Mind's due to bipolar and the personality disorder. But my

791
01:08:15.639 --> 01:08:21.039
my mood swings go like up and down like all

792
01:08:21.119 --> 01:08:27.920
day long. Sometimes sometimes it's quite steady, but yeah, it's

793
01:08:27.960 --> 01:08:31.039
it's quite weird. I got that. So there's the bipolar,

794
01:08:32.239 --> 01:08:35.199
which is this isn't supposed to be about you and

795
01:08:35.279 --> 01:08:37.039
your bipolar.

796
01:08:37.479 --> 01:08:40.159
It's supposed to be about menopause. Why do you always

797
01:08:40.199 --> 01:08:48.359
make it about you? Sorry, but by the bipole and

798
01:08:48.560 --> 01:08:51.399
do it. Anyone's still going to talk about it. The

799
01:08:51.399 --> 01:08:54.920
bipolar is kind of I'm more prone to the lows

800
01:08:55.000 --> 01:08:59.560
than the highest one medication for all, but more prone

801
01:08:59.600 --> 01:09:04.159
to the low. But it can fluctuate. I can get

802
01:09:04.239 --> 01:09:08.079
mixed states as well. The mixed states are the weirdest ones.

803
01:09:09.000 --> 01:09:12.039
It's almost like I'm destructive, but I've got a lot

804
01:09:12.039 --> 01:09:20.319
of energy to do the destructive thing, and almost like

805
01:09:20.840 --> 01:09:28.760
it's weird. It's it's like the destructive thing, although negative,

806
01:09:29.760 --> 01:09:31.319
it's pleasurable.

807
01:09:33.319 --> 01:09:37.840
In the past as this is a fairly serious, let

808
01:09:37.840 --> 01:09:40.239
me buoy to sleep. I used to punch walls and

809
01:09:40.279 --> 01:09:42.880
I used to self injure. That's what I used to do,

810
01:09:43.720 --> 01:09:48.760
and I haven't had a like even in my thirties.

811
01:09:50.039 --> 01:09:53.800
I had boxing glove and I used to punch myself

812
01:09:53.800 --> 01:09:59.920
in the face, usually when I was drinking that tea

813
01:10:00.159 --> 01:10:03.479
was strong. I'll tell you, but it's weird, I said,

814
01:10:03.479 --> 01:10:06.199
I don't do stuff like that anymore. But you know,

815
01:10:06.239 --> 01:10:10.439
it took me a long time to get to sort

816
01:10:10.439 --> 01:10:16.279
of move on from that. And but the mixed ones,

817
01:10:19.000 --> 01:10:25.199
that destructiveness and having that energy, that's it. Knows this

818
01:10:25.600 --> 01:10:29.000
three things I did in that situation in well more

819
01:10:29.000 --> 01:10:31.279
than three things, but three things that I can remember.

820
01:10:31.640 --> 01:10:35.119
One is I spent two days destroying all my books,

821
01:10:36.399 --> 01:10:42.960
and another one I spent nearly all day destroying my My

822
01:10:43.079 --> 01:10:48.319
journals are diaries from about twenty years' worth of diaries

823
01:10:50.199 --> 01:10:54.279
paths that I've been writing in since the age of eighteen,

824
01:10:55.640 --> 01:11:00.119
and this is when I was about forty one. So

825
01:11:00.159 --> 01:11:03.319
I gives you an idea kind of Yeah, it's quite

826
01:11:03.359 --> 01:11:07.199
a long time, isn't it. So these are two different occasions.

827
01:11:07.279 --> 01:11:11.640
The other one is I deleted my YouTube channel and

828
01:11:13.680 --> 01:11:17.640
I've had a few days when I've deleted everything multiple times,

829
01:11:19.119 --> 01:11:23.279
so I understand the moods. And then it's the other

830
01:11:23.319 --> 01:11:26.960
thing is the personality sort of comes in when the

831
01:11:27.000 --> 01:11:34.199
slightest thing can don't use the word trigger, but the

832
01:11:34.239 --> 01:11:39.520
slightest thing can just be and I'm my mood changes

833
01:11:40.319 --> 01:11:50.279
like drastically. It's weird, very very weird. So mm hmmm,

834
01:11:51.000 --> 01:11:55.520
insomn it I'm okay with. There has been occasions where

835
01:11:55.560 --> 01:12:00.600
I've had issues sleeping, but generally I'm pretty good sleeping

836
01:12:01.720 --> 01:12:07.119
because that's the one thing I should be pretty good at,

837
01:12:07.159 --> 01:12:11.000
really considering. You know, I've devoted so much time to

838
01:12:12.520 --> 01:12:16.960
boring people to sleep. Throwing a frying pan at a

839
01:12:17.039 --> 01:12:22.079
TV punched a few TVs. On each occasion, I've hurt

840
01:12:22.159 --> 01:12:25.199
my hand, so it's not a good idea throwing a

841
01:12:25.399 --> 01:12:28.920
frying pan at the TV. Yeah, I can understand. I've

842
01:12:28.960 --> 01:12:34.800
never done it, but I understand. You know that urge

843
01:12:35.479 --> 01:12:41.479
Sometimes estrogen levels drop during menopause, which affects temperature control.

844
01:12:43.159 --> 01:12:46.439
Now that's something again, it's out of our control, isn't it.

845
01:12:46.520 --> 01:12:52.359
We don't control our own temperature. It's something that's automatic

846
01:12:52.479 --> 01:12:59.479
within us. So I don't know an awful lot about estrogen.

847
01:13:00.279 --> 01:13:06.319
I know it's it's important. So yeah, it says it

848
01:13:06.359 --> 01:13:12.880
affects temperature control, memory, sleep, skin, hair, and the ability

849
01:13:13.000 --> 01:13:17.439
to suffer fools gladly. Okay, you've never been a big

850
01:13:17.479 --> 01:13:20.880
fan of that, saying suffer fools glare. It's because there

851
01:13:20.920 --> 01:13:22.880
was this bloke that I used to know. He was

852
01:13:22.920 --> 01:13:29.359
a Buddhist, but he was so angry, so angry, like

853
01:13:29.439 --> 01:13:31.640
the angriest, one of the angriest men I ever met.

854
01:13:32.680 --> 01:13:34.720
And I remember someone came up to him and they

855
01:13:34.800 --> 01:13:37.239
was in the Buddhist center and he was a regular,

856
01:13:37.640 --> 01:13:39.000
and they came up to him and that they were

857
01:13:39.079 --> 01:13:44.520
new and for some reason they were impressed by him.

858
01:13:44.600 --> 01:13:49.720
And there was and he was explaining I think some

859
01:13:49.840 --> 01:13:54.640
things he didn't like, and this this lady said to him, also,

860
01:13:55.199 --> 01:13:59.359
it looks like you don't you don't what's the what

861
01:13:59.479 --> 01:14:06.840
is the term? Oh, you don't suffer fools gladly. And

862
01:14:06.880 --> 01:14:11.680
for me never been a big fan of the word

863
01:14:11.920 --> 01:14:17.239
fall calling someone a fool, So I don't know what

864
01:14:17.279 --> 01:14:24.720
it is about that. It's I suppose it's the same

865
01:14:24.760 --> 01:14:28.439
as being called an idiot or being called stupid. I

866
01:14:28.479 --> 01:14:33.520
don't like being called an idiot or being called stupid,

867
01:14:33.560 --> 01:14:37.640
because I had that for years and I believed it

868
01:14:37.680 --> 01:14:43.359
as well, but I didn't like being called it and foolish,

869
01:14:43.600 --> 01:14:46.840
being called a fool. It's just such a judgment, isn't it.

870
01:14:46.880 --> 01:14:50.880
Who the hell has anyone got the right to decide

871
01:14:51.039 --> 01:14:56.359
who else is being foolish? But I can decide for

872
01:14:56.439 --> 01:15:00.359
myself if I've done a foolish thing, a silly thing,

873
01:15:00.960 --> 01:15:05.399
an idiotic thing, and I've done loads of those, loads

874
01:15:05.439 --> 01:15:10.239
and loads and loads. I could write a book if

875
01:15:10.279 --> 01:15:17.960
I had some kind of ink and pen and paper

876
01:15:19.720 --> 01:15:28.760
and writing ability. Some women experience burning tongue syndrome. Didn't

877
01:15:28.920 --> 01:15:32.439
not never heard about that. Apparently the mouth feels like

878
01:15:33.319 --> 01:15:36.960
it's eating a ghost pepper. Without the joy of spicy food,

879
01:15:37.319 --> 01:15:40.359
I don't think there's any joy of spicy food. I

880
01:15:40.399 --> 01:15:45.279
do not get what that is. Where is the joy

881
01:15:45.319 --> 01:15:48.279
of spicy food? Again? It's just me. I'm not I'm

882
01:15:48.279 --> 01:15:50.800
not pooing on people's food choice. I'm not pooing on

883
01:15:50.840 --> 01:15:56.479
your food. I'm just like it's and it's supposed to

884
01:15:56.640 --> 01:16:02.159
like get the endorphins going. And I'm seeing documentaries where

885
01:16:02.199 --> 01:16:06.920
people they go out and they have an Indian meal,

886
01:16:07.439 --> 01:16:11.560
like a proper is it madrass, like really hot Indian

887
01:16:11.600 --> 01:16:19.600
meals and they're ecstatically happy. Na, that's not how my

888
01:16:19.680 --> 01:16:27.000
body works. It's yeah, all different, but yeah, the idea

889
01:16:27.000 --> 01:16:33.479
of eating the pepper anything spicy, it's not me so yeah,

890
01:16:33.600 --> 01:16:35.119
but I know what it looks like to have a

891
01:16:36.560 --> 01:16:40.439
burning tongue from something like that, and it's don't like it.

892
01:16:42.279 --> 01:16:43.920
But I do know that was part of the menopause,

893
01:16:44.039 --> 01:16:51.199
So that's that's something interesting. Insomnia could be a common symptom,

894
01:16:51.479 --> 01:16:54.399
which is as is, which is why your podcast is

895
01:16:54.439 --> 01:17:00.359
perfect for menstrual menopause, or rather listeners are boring. Voice

896
01:17:00.359 --> 01:17:04.119
can be a blessing. Do you mean a boring voice?

897
01:17:03.279 --> 01:17:09.439
My voice is not boring. Blind me, My voice is

898
01:17:09.479 --> 01:17:16.760
not boring. Number ten. Number ten. Brain fog during menopause

899
01:17:16.880 --> 01:17:19.840
is real. It's like the brain wanders off to take

900
01:17:19.880 --> 01:17:21.840
a nap, if you get to tell you where it's going.

901
01:17:25.039 --> 01:17:27.600
I know a little bit about brain well, just in

902
01:17:27.640 --> 01:17:32.159
a sense from a chronic pain position things like five

903
01:17:32.199 --> 01:17:36.600
from my alga and also from taking medication. Pain medication

904
01:17:37.279 --> 01:17:42.159
can cause a real kind of brain fog. I've had

905
01:17:42.199 --> 01:17:45.439
that a little bit in the past with medication where

906
01:17:45.520 --> 01:17:48.079
I just I still get it a little bit with

907
01:17:48.279 --> 01:17:56.479
my medication. Let's get tired and a little bit foggy,

908
01:17:57.000 --> 01:18:04.920
maybe not confused so much, but you know it's yeah,

909
01:18:04.960 --> 01:18:09.239
it's like a brain just kind of switches off. So

910
01:18:12.760 --> 01:18:16.920
apparently says here that that's part of the the menopause,

911
01:18:17.039 --> 01:18:20.079
or or can be. I guess this is all can

912
01:18:20.119 --> 01:18:27.600
be rather than is. So menopause is officially diagnosed after

913
01:18:27.640 --> 01:18:32.960
twelve months without a period. I suppose for the first

914
01:18:33.119 --> 01:18:36.119
nine months it could be you know, something else, couldn't it.

915
01:18:40.960 --> 01:18:48.359
It says there, not eleven, not thirteen, exactly twelve, So yeah,

916
01:18:48.399 --> 01:18:53.319
I don't really know why twelve months. There are over

917
01:18:53.479 --> 01:18:58.039
thirty four known symptoms of menopause, one of each time

918
01:18:58.119 --> 01:19:03.039
you try to remember why you walked into the kitchen. Okay,

919
01:19:03.880 --> 01:19:08.520
thirty four symptoms somewhere we go through menopause, about any symptoms.

920
01:19:08.840 --> 01:19:12.119
These people are mythical creatures and should be studied by science.

921
01:19:12.680 --> 01:19:20.199
According to this, how much of and I'm chucking this

922
01:19:20.319 --> 01:19:23.319
out there, it's not it's this is the not a

923
01:19:23.399 --> 01:19:30.640
devil's advocate, but just kind of anything. How much are

924
01:19:30.680 --> 01:19:44.000
we almost prepared for certain things in our life with

925
01:19:44.399 --> 01:19:52.680
the certainty and expectation of specific physical symptoms to occur

926
01:19:53.399 --> 01:20:01.760
when a certain thing comes around, Tommy is gurgling, need

927
01:20:01.880 --> 01:20:08.600
some food, feed me, feed me now. So I'm not

928
01:20:08.680 --> 01:20:12.000
saying it's psychosomitic. I'm not saying that at all. It's

929
01:20:12.039 --> 01:20:18.199
just wonder what it would be if because some people,

930
01:20:18.319 --> 01:20:21.199
some people can't feel pain. Some people have a very

931
01:20:21.199 --> 01:20:24.239
low tolerance of pain. Some have very high tolerance of pain.

932
01:20:24.960 --> 01:20:31.079
Some people can literally sleep like sleep like a log

933
01:20:31.199 --> 01:20:35.159
is a really good description of it. I've only met

934
01:20:35.239 --> 01:20:38.479
one person, well, I dated one person that could do that,

935
01:20:39.000 --> 01:20:44.720
and they could sleep and nothing woke them up. There

936
01:20:44.800 --> 01:20:52.479
was completely nothing like nothing's going on, you just close

937
01:20:52.560 --> 01:20:58.199
their eyes when she's gone, and that I've never really well,

938
01:20:58.239 --> 01:21:02.439
I've been like that after, you know, in the past,

939
01:21:02.479 --> 01:21:05.920
when I was working in the bakery, just done a

940
01:21:06.039 --> 01:21:12.039
sixteen hour shift, got home, laid down, closed my eyes,

941
01:21:12.800 --> 01:21:17.720
and I woke up seven hours later or whatever it was.

942
01:21:18.680 --> 01:21:22.640
You know, there there was no light getting comfortable. I

943
01:21:22.720 --> 01:21:27.439
was just out like a light again using another frequent used,

944
01:21:29.319 --> 01:21:37.680
frequently used terminology, out like a light. So when we

945
01:21:37.800 --> 01:21:41.359
go through minopause, about any symptoms. So that's good. The

946
01:21:41.520 --> 01:21:47.039
term pre minipause, if I sort of transition period before menopause,

947
01:21:47.479 --> 01:21:52.520
when symptoms sneak in like uninvited guests at a party,

948
01:21:53.439 --> 01:21:57.600
it's got some material, this one this today. So yeah,

949
01:21:57.640 --> 01:21:59.920
that's that's interesting. I mean, I know a couple of

950
01:22:00.800 --> 01:22:05.119
friends that are pre I always thought pre as any.

951
01:22:05.159 --> 01:22:12.159
It's like everyone's pre everything until you're there. Like I

952
01:22:12.199 --> 01:22:14.560
always diagnosed with what diagnosed. I was told I was

953
01:22:14.920 --> 01:22:18.720
pre diabetic, But isn't everyone that's not diabetic pre diabetic.

954
01:22:20.760 --> 01:22:24.800
Either you're diabetic or you're not diabetic, but apparently that's

955
01:22:24.800 --> 01:22:26.680
not the case. So it just shows you what my

956
01:22:27.319 --> 01:22:35.840
how ignorant or am. But imagine if you've raised right

957
01:22:35.880 --> 01:22:43.479
from a baby to expect to have the ability to

958
01:22:43.680 --> 01:22:52.640
not be bothered by things. So whenever you saw someone

959
01:22:53.159 --> 01:22:59.560
fall over, they laughed and got up. And if every

960
01:22:59.640 --> 01:23:07.039
child all that pretty certain, they would do the same thing.

961
01:23:08.279 --> 01:23:10.680
So when they went learned to walk, or maybe they

962
01:23:10.680 --> 01:23:14.159
were just learning to walk, and they'd fall over and

963
01:23:14.159 --> 01:23:17.560
they'd laugh, especially if everyone else was laughing at them,

964
01:23:18.159 --> 01:23:23.520
get up and carry on, and they wouldn't know to cry.

965
01:23:23.600 --> 01:23:26.600
They wouldn't know to so it's almost they wouldn't feel

966
01:23:26.640 --> 01:23:31.279
the pain because it wouldn't be that danger signal. Wouldn't

967
01:23:31.319 --> 01:23:34.079
happen be Could it just be a safe signal? Because

968
01:23:34.119 --> 01:23:37.279
everyone else doesn't care, Why should I? Everyone else thinks

969
01:23:37.279 --> 01:23:44.199
it's fine, so it must be fine. Conditioned. I think

970
01:23:44.199 --> 01:23:50.239
that's the word I'm looking for. Conditioned. There's a lot

971
01:23:50.279 --> 01:23:55.840
if it wasn't for the you know, the rules and

972
01:23:55.880 --> 01:24:00.800
the laws. Now, it's so much much could be done

973
01:24:00.960 --> 01:24:05.600
to learn about humans, So much more could be done,

974
01:24:06.039 --> 01:24:11.439
so many experiments, like you know, psychological experiments. I mean,

975
01:24:12.560 --> 01:24:15.319
it's just you know, there's morals and there's ethics and

976
01:24:15.359 --> 01:24:18.439
stuff now that wasn't around, you know, one hundred years

977
01:24:18.439 --> 01:24:24.560
ago or fifty years ago or twenty years ago maybe,

978
01:24:25.000 --> 01:24:32.680
So the government have to rely on just studying the

979
01:24:32.720 --> 01:24:39.359
mass populations. That's probably why they manipulate it. So they

980
01:24:39.399 --> 01:24:46.359
see getting people to go against each other, divide in

981
01:24:47.239 --> 01:24:51.319
the whole thing, divide and conquer. I mean, how many

982
01:24:51.399 --> 01:24:57.039
nations don't divide their populations because the best way to

983
01:24:57.079 --> 01:25:01.560
divide a population is put people that have different systems together.

984
01:25:03.239 --> 01:25:06.119
So there's always going to be that divide no matter

985
01:25:06.159 --> 01:25:12.399
how nice and well people get on, there is that

986
01:25:12.560 --> 01:25:18.199
is a divider and then you know, do what the

987
01:25:19.039 --> 01:25:23.079
governments around the world do and make those divisions even

988
01:25:23.079 --> 01:25:27.840
more so. I think there's a lot of psychological studies

989
01:25:27.880 --> 01:25:34.560
going on, and you know, sometimes these we had it

990
01:25:34.600 --> 01:25:37.640
in the summer, there is We've still got a lot

991
01:25:37.680 --> 01:25:45.760
of protesting going on around the country here, and you've

992
01:25:45.760 --> 01:25:50.399
got different sides. You've got it's kind of theout I

993
01:25:50.439 --> 01:25:52.600
won't get it to the politics, but some of it's

994
01:25:52.680 --> 01:25:56.960
ridiculous in a sense of there's groups that are coming

995
01:25:57.000 --> 01:26:05.319
out and supporting other groups. So let's say there is

996
01:26:05.359 --> 01:26:08.600
this group here, this necessarily this is the Caprisan. That's

997
01:26:08.640 --> 01:26:18.439
the group supporting a group of people in another country. Okay,

998
01:26:18.680 --> 01:26:20.760
Then there's the other group. Let's say that's my phone.

999
01:26:21.479 --> 01:26:27.960
That's a group supporting the other side of that disagreement

1000
01:26:28.640 --> 01:26:31.439
in another country. Maybe in the same country or maybe

1001
01:26:31.439 --> 01:26:34.079
in a different country, but you know, with a border.

1002
01:26:34.760 --> 01:26:38.760
So there's that going on. So there's two sides, and

1003
01:26:38.880 --> 01:26:41.760
two different sides of the protesters, even though they're in

1004
01:26:41.760 --> 01:26:45.840
a completely different country from where it's going on. And

1005
01:26:45.880 --> 01:26:48.720
then you've got these little other groups that are sort

1006
01:26:48.760 --> 01:26:58.039
of joining sides. So it's kind of I don't know

1007
01:26:58.039 --> 01:27:03.199
if you funny is the right word. Really, But sometimes

1008
01:27:03.600 --> 01:27:09.680
if you imagine, for example, let's say a look, I'm

1009
01:27:09.680 --> 01:27:15.880
trying how to describe it in a nice, nice way. Okay,

1010
01:27:16.119 --> 01:27:20.279
So let's say the capris Son they're supporting a group

1011
01:27:20.319 --> 01:27:26.399
of people in another country who really really are against Lego,

1012
01:27:27.520 --> 01:27:31.760
like Lego, anything to do with Lego, Lego castles, Lego games,

1013
01:27:31.840 --> 01:27:37.000
even Lego cartoons, or the Lego movies, the superhero Lego movies, nothing, nothing,

1014
01:27:37.119 --> 01:27:48.680
Lego don't cannot stand it. It's against their belief system.

1015
01:27:48.960 --> 01:27:54.760
So and they're against the other group, which is not

1016
01:27:54.880 --> 01:27:58.319
really interested in the Lego aspect. There's more, there's more

1017
01:27:58.319 --> 01:28:01.640
of the stuff going on between the two. And then

1018
01:28:01.640 --> 01:28:05.159
this other group doesn't like the way that the phone

1019
01:28:06.159 --> 01:28:11.760
is treating the Caprisan. But these are legos, these are

1020
01:28:11.800 --> 01:28:14.920
actually pieces of Lego, a group made of Lego pieces

1021
01:28:15.560 --> 01:28:28.760
trotting along joining the Caprasan in another country and not

1022
01:28:28.960 --> 01:28:33.279
rioting necessarily, but you know, demonstrating with the Caprisan standing

1023
01:28:33.319 --> 01:28:42.760
by Caprisan against the mobile phone. But if they went

1024
01:28:43.159 --> 01:28:47.840
to the country where the Caprisan, you know, who they're supporting,

1025
01:28:50.079 --> 01:28:53.439
they would not be welcome because their Lego and the

1026
01:28:53.520 --> 01:28:58.880
Capri soon, especially like in the country, they don't, you know,

1027
01:28:58.920 --> 01:29:02.520
it's illegal even to be a lego. That's how like,

1028
01:29:03.199 --> 01:29:06.840
you know, it's not just a casual a casual disdain

1029
01:29:06.880 --> 01:29:11.640
for lego. It's a real like, no, we don't like lego,

1030
01:29:12.319 --> 01:29:18.479
we may rove. It's a this, you know, and then

1031
01:29:18.560 --> 01:29:23.439
this like then you've got the other side maybe, and

1032
01:29:25.279 --> 01:29:31.760
these ones are not against anything. So the people that

1033
01:29:31.840 --> 01:29:38.159
get together with the phone mobile phone, they're not necessarily

1034
01:29:38.159 --> 01:29:44.680
bothered about what's going on in that other country. They

1035
01:29:44.800 --> 01:29:47.279
just don't like the cap of some people that are here.

1036
01:29:48.119 --> 01:29:53.039
They don't like the ones that are here now, and

1037
01:29:53.079 --> 01:29:55.399
they don't like the legos. Perhaps they're not that bothered

1038
01:29:55.399 --> 01:29:58.520
about the legos. But you know, so they join there

1039
01:29:59.159 --> 01:30:01.840
and they want the cap is some people to go away.

1040
01:30:02.399 --> 01:30:05.680
They're not interested in what's going on in the Kapri

1041
01:30:05.840 --> 01:30:09.680
Son's country or the mobile phones country or their conflict.

1042
01:30:10.880 --> 01:30:13.479
But they're just like, no, we want you. But really

1043
01:30:13.520 --> 01:30:15.920
they probably also want the mobile phone to go away

1044
01:30:15.960 --> 01:30:18.880
as well. But they kind of have to take sides.

1045
01:30:19.600 --> 01:30:21.439
I mean sometimes you just stand to the side and

1046
01:30:21.560 --> 01:30:26.880
just like chuck their stuff at everyone. But but then

1047
01:30:26.880 --> 01:30:31.279
you've got the legos saying, oh, because I watched we

1048
01:30:31.319 --> 01:30:41.039
call him okay, and energizer like energizer battery, that's them.

1049
01:30:41.359 --> 01:30:45.439
So then energize a battery, so you've got lego or

1050
01:30:45.520 --> 01:30:51.520
start having to go at the energizer battery. Oh you're whatever,

1051
01:30:52.159 --> 01:30:58.800
and then the energized battery says yeah, but don't you realize,

1052
01:30:58.840 --> 01:31:03.680
you lego people, that if you went to where Capri

1053
01:31:03.800 --> 01:31:07.720
Son lives, you wouldn't be allowed to be there. They

1054
01:31:07.720 --> 01:31:13.359
wouldn't be allowed to live there because your lego. Oh no,

1055
01:31:13.479 --> 01:31:16.359
but we support them. We support them because don't know

1056
01:31:16.359 --> 01:31:20.239
what's like, what's happening to their people, But your lego,

1057
01:31:20.439 --> 01:31:23.560
they don't support you. You would you would not be

1058
01:31:23.600 --> 01:31:27.960
allowed to even walk down the streets. Do you don't

1059
01:31:28.000 --> 01:31:31.880
understand we don't care. We don't care because we see

1060
01:31:32.000 --> 01:31:35.560
things on television and we don't care that they don't

1061
01:31:35.600 --> 01:31:42.880
like Lego. I so that's the energizer. But that's but

1062
01:31:42.920 --> 01:31:45.600
you put the energy that we don't like anyone. We

1063
01:31:45.680 --> 01:31:53.039
want to we don't like anyone, and then a mobile

1064
01:31:53.079 --> 01:31:58.239
phone saying we just want to be left alone, which

1065
01:31:58.319 --> 01:32:03.800
is why we keep doing what we do. And obviously

1066
01:32:03.960 --> 01:32:09.159
no one can say anything about the phone, mobile phone,

1067
01:32:09.319 --> 01:32:14.920
because I just can't get away with saying anything without

1068
01:32:15.079 --> 01:32:18.840
being caused as so leave the mobile phone alone. We

1069
01:32:18.920 --> 01:32:21.600
can talk about the Capris' son, we can even talk

1070
01:32:21.640 --> 01:32:24.600
about the Lego people, we can talk about the energized battery,

1071
01:32:25.399 --> 01:32:29.600
but don't even mention the mobile phone. Just by mentioning phone,

1072
01:32:29.640 --> 01:32:38.399
it's like antiphone. He's an antiphoner. Ooh, antiphoner. He mentioned

1073
01:32:38.399 --> 01:32:45.560
the word phone antiphoner. And I think I've just described

1074
01:32:46.600 --> 01:32:50.760
the way to world peace on that little segment. Thank

1075
01:32:50.800 --> 01:32:55.239
you very much. I don't even know what I was

1076
01:32:55.279 --> 01:33:06.399
talking about. How did I get to that? Oh? Yeah,

1077
01:33:06.520 --> 01:33:11.000
night sweats. I've had night sweats. My friend used to

1078
01:33:11.039 --> 01:33:17.359
have night sweats. I've had night sweats in the summer.

1079
01:33:17.840 --> 01:33:22.840
But I suppose everyone has, isn't he But not that

1080
01:33:23.000 --> 01:33:30.079
they're hot flushes, but more Yeah, I tail the sweatiest

1081
01:33:30.159 --> 01:33:34.760
I ever got at night was I was in bed

1082
01:33:35.000 --> 01:33:39.720
with this lady. Don't worry, it's not going anywhere. Weird. Well,

1083
01:33:39.880 --> 01:33:41.760
just weird as the fact that I was in bed

1084
01:33:41.800 --> 01:33:46.000
with another human. But other than that, I don't mean

1085
01:33:46.000 --> 01:33:48.079
that's weird like I would be in bed with something else,

1086
01:33:48.119 --> 01:33:54.079
but just well, Vinnie. Vinnie's my It seems like Vinnie's

1087
01:33:54.119 --> 01:33:57.760
my life partner now and you've been You've had your dinner,

1088
01:33:58.760 --> 01:34:02.319
you had nice walks, some water. You're chilled out now

1089
01:34:02.319 --> 01:34:16.119
when you're fast asleep laying at my feet. So I

1090
01:34:16.119 --> 01:34:18.119
I've got brain fog. I've got no idea. What I

1091
01:34:18.159 --> 01:34:25.840
was talking about nights was oh yeah, So I can

1092
01:34:25.920 --> 01:34:29.680
honestly say we we kind of, you know, spent the

1093
01:34:29.720 --> 01:34:32.239
evening with our watching boxing. I'm not sure it was

1094
01:34:32.239 --> 01:34:37.319
as interesting for her as it was for me, to

1095
01:34:37.439 --> 01:34:47.439
be honest, And then we went to bed and you know,

1096
01:34:48.840 --> 01:34:51.800
five minutes later, you know, I'm ready to go to sleep,

1097
01:34:53.119 --> 01:34:57.600
and she's just sitting there staring at me in disbelief.

1098
01:34:58.520 --> 01:35:04.640
But you know, when we're actually in bed together, I

1099
01:35:04.680 --> 01:35:09.760
could not believe the heat that was coming off of her. Now,

1100
01:35:09.920 --> 01:35:14.199
it might be due to dissatisfaction and frustration, possibly, but

1101
01:35:14.319 --> 01:35:16.479
the amount of heat that was coming off of her

1102
01:35:17.720 --> 01:35:22.319
was maybe, I don't know, maybe she was menopausal. I mean,

1103
01:35:22.359 --> 01:35:32.079
she was in a middle forties, is probably about forty six,

1104
01:35:35.920 --> 01:35:38.359
bli'me even older. Maybe she might have been older than

1105
01:35:38.359 --> 01:35:42.079
that they made any difference, but you know, so maybe,

1106
01:35:42.119 --> 01:35:46.239
but the heat that was coming off and the heat

1107
01:35:46.560 --> 01:35:50.560
that I was feeling. It was the hottest I've ever

1108
01:35:50.680 --> 01:35:56.479
felt in bed ever, I mean ever, never known anything

1109
01:35:56.560 --> 01:36:03.600
like it. I was. I wasn't like I was leaning

1110
01:36:03.640 --> 01:36:05.680
out of the window, leaning my bum out the window

1111
01:36:05.800 --> 01:36:10.039
just to get some air. But it's just it was

1112
01:36:10.880 --> 01:36:19.800
so hot, extremely uncomfortable. Didn't seem to bother her. But

1113
01:36:19.920 --> 01:36:26.680
then I don't know, maybe she was just relieved, just

1114
01:36:26.680 --> 01:36:30.199
just like looking forward to going home in the morning.

1115
01:36:30.720 --> 01:36:33.560
Like this, I got another eight hours to go and

1116
01:36:33.640 --> 01:36:37.880
I could leave him and go home and escape. I

1117
01:36:38.000 --> 01:36:40.239
liked to think she wasn't, you know, thinking that way,

1118
01:36:40.279 --> 01:36:44.279
because I don't. I'm not. I don't think there was

1119
01:36:44.359 --> 01:36:46.560
much love there. I don't think she really I don't

1120
01:36:46.560 --> 01:36:53.159
think she loved me. Did Well, I got here, I

1121
01:36:53.239 --> 01:36:55.319
got a message. Let's have a look at this message.

1122
01:36:56.000 --> 01:36:59.479
See if it means anything. See if it's nope. Oh,

1123
01:36:59.600 --> 01:37:06.199
look Forlina Dancer. Send me a message. Hate Jason Onet

1124
01:37:06.199 --> 01:37:11.760
to skyrocket your ig page's reputation with ten to one

1125
01:37:11.840 --> 01:37:18.840
hundred k plus followers in no time. HQ followers guaranteed

1126
01:37:18.880 --> 01:37:25.279
for life one thousand for just thirteen pound, ten thousand

1127
01:37:25.880 --> 01:37:31.520
for just ninety five pound, twenty thousand, for one hundred

1128
01:37:31.560 --> 01:37:37.600
and forty seven pound, fifty thousand for three hundred honest

1129
01:37:37.640 --> 01:37:41.880
Is dollars, three hundred and forty seven dollars, one hundred

1130
01:37:42.000 --> 01:37:47.800
thousand followers five hundred and ninety seven dollars. Try before

1131
01:37:47.840 --> 01:37:55.800
you buy No Risk DM test to start a free

1132
01:37:55.840 --> 01:38:00.560
trial and see how a real social proof trans forms

1133
01:38:00.680 --> 01:38:10.399
your brand. No, we got another one here, Mickey Cole

1134
01:38:10.800 --> 01:38:20.560
Mickey gig you call lmao. So that's what this is?

1135
01:38:20.800 --> 01:38:24.119
So random? Should I do it in a voice? Nimo?

1136
01:38:24.720 --> 01:38:28.279
Laugh my heart self? This is so random.

1137
01:38:28.439 --> 01:38:28.840
But my.

1138
01:38:30.279 --> 01:38:37.479
Soriority sorority pledge challenge to send a nude to net

1139
01:38:37.560 --> 01:38:43.640
the next fifty guys I accept on my Instagram.

1140
01:38:44.039 --> 01:38:47.920
Don't let me fell har hah. Just follow me there quick.

1141
01:38:48.399 --> 01:38:57.119
I'm deleting this account tonight so my boyfriend doesn't find out. Lol. Yeah,

1142
01:38:57.520 --> 01:39:03.520
as a keeper, obviously it's a scam. I'm a scam.

1143
01:39:03.600 --> 01:39:07.680
It's not a real person. Can't be a real person. Wow,

1144
01:39:10.000 --> 01:39:12.600
I got a message here? Why am I not getting

1145
01:39:12.640 --> 01:39:18.760
these messages? Literally? I got a message from Zachary eighteenth

1146
01:39:18.840 --> 01:39:22.600
of March. Zachary, if you're listening to this. I'm sorry.

1147
01:39:23.119 --> 01:39:29.560
I've only literally just got it, and this is ridiculous.

1148
01:39:29.479 --> 01:39:41.199
This is Facebook on I got two. This is eighteenth

1149
01:39:41.279 --> 01:39:46.880
of March. Oh, these are instagrams. They're not fake, but

1150
01:39:46.920 --> 01:39:51.239
they're coming on Facebook. These are instagrams. Thank you for

1151
01:39:51.359 --> 01:39:54.840
keeping on doing what you do. In twenty sixteen, I

1152
01:39:54.920 --> 01:39:59.880
started having many issues with PTSD and panic attacks. Dissociated

1153
01:40:00.039 --> 01:40:03.640
from everything after I spent most of my time in

1154
01:40:03.760 --> 01:40:08.239
doctors and hospitals from crones for about fifteen years. I

1155
01:40:08.359 --> 01:40:12.680
listened to you night and day for several years Wow,

1156
01:40:13.359 --> 01:40:20.359
along with with someone else that he liked to listen to,

1157
01:40:21.600 --> 01:40:27.880
and I ran a lot. Okay. Eventually I overcame what

1158
01:40:28.039 --> 01:40:31.880
was triggering my problems around twenty twenty three. I really

1159
01:40:31.960 --> 01:40:34.359
have an episode anymore unless I feel like I can't

1160
01:40:34.359 --> 01:40:39.399
control my surroundings, especially when other people drive or heavy traffic,

1161
01:40:41.159 --> 01:40:44.159
struggled to be on a plane, or if I'm tired

1162
01:40:44.279 --> 01:40:47.279
or don't sleep well. I still get bad anxiety, but

1163
01:40:47.359 --> 01:40:51.000
I am able to enjoy going out to social places again,

1164
01:40:51.199 --> 01:40:56.319
and it's nice. Wow, what a lovely message that was

1165
01:40:56.399 --> 01:41:00.720
two weeks ago, Zachary. If you're listening to this, I'm

1166
01:41:00.840 --> 01:41:06.439
sorry that I didn't reply to you. I just saw it. Literally,

1167
01:41:07.239 --> 01:41:09.840
I do go on to Instagram and have a little

1168
01:41:09.840 --> 01:41:15.119
look at, you know what stats I've got for Maybe

1169
01:41:15.119 --> 01:41:19.439
I should start posting some more stuff on Instagram, like

1170
01:41:19.840 --> 01:41:27.039
on here, let's have a look Instagram. I've not posted

1171
01:41:27.079 --> 01:41:38.920
anything for I'll just turn the volume down. The last

1172
01:41:38.920 --> 01:41:43.600
one I did was the most relaxed ASMR twenty fourth

1173
01:41:43.600 --> 01:41:48.880
for March, so I've got twenty four views of that one.

1174
01:41:49.680 --> 01:41:51.880
The one before that I got ten views, the one

1175
01:41:51.880 --> 01:41:54.319
before that ten views. So I'm not getting a lot

1176
01:41:54.319 --> 01:42:02.960
of views on Instagram. Sixteen views had on before that fifteen, fourteen, nine, seventeen, twenty, seventeen,

1177
01:42:03.239 --> 01:42:08.600
ten eight. So this one's one hundred and fifty nine

1178
01:42:09.039 --> 01:42:14.319
twenty five, fifty six, twenty four sixty five, one hundred

1179
01:42:14.359 --> 01:42:17.479
and thirty four, and I've got one one hundred and ten.

1180
01:42:17.560 --> 01:42:21.359
But that's just me talking about my huge bum fifty

1181
01:42:22.119 --> 01:42:26.800
forty eight thirty sixty eight, thirty seven forty five, one

1182
01:42:26.880 --> 01:42:29.079
hundred and forty eight hundred and two, one hundred and

1183
01:42:29.119 --> 01:42:36.279
ninety nine, one hundred and fifteen. So there's not yeah,

1184
01:42:37.279 --> 01:42:43.079
not getting like a huge huge audience on Instagram. And

1185
01:42:43.119 --> 01:42:44.920
I got quite a few videos on there that have

1186
01:42:45.000 --> 01:42:52.720
only gott like two or three blind me. There's a

1187
01:42:52.760 --> 01:42:55.159
lot of a lot of recordings on there actually over

1188
01:42:55.199 --> 01:43:00.760
the years. So I've got two hundred followers I don't

1189
01:43:00.800 --> 01:43:07.159
even know. Really apparently I've had seven hundred and sixty

1190
01:43:07.159 --> 01:43:11.600
eight views in the last thirty days. It's not too bad,

1191
01:43:11.680 --> 01:43:15.760
is it really? On Instagram? So I just need to

1192
01:43:15.760 --> 01:43:24.680
post some more stuff. Really, Oh, I don't know about

1193
01:43:24.800 --> 01:43:31.479
the what is it on? I don't really do that

1194
01:43:31.680 --> 01:43:36.520
understand Snapchat TikTok. Well, I've got a message on TikTok

1195
01:43:37.960 --> 01:43:42.880
a new followers started following you. No a new eight

1196
01:43:43.520 --> 01:43:52.279
start following you? Okay, say hi tonnu Ir eight. I

1197
01:43:52.279 --> 01:43:55.720
don't know who Nanuar eight is high nanuarrates if you're there,

1198
01:43:57.800 --> 01:44:07.319
Lindsey Dix and Hi Lindsey Siri or really sorry my eyesight?

1199
01:44:08.760 --> 01:44:12.800
So I don't have any Is there any any messages

1200
01:44:13.359 --> 01:44:20.760
in box? Peculiar peculiar Paula who you may know he's

1201
01:44:20.800 --> 01:44:26.840
on TikTok peculiar Pouler. I don't know anyone called peculiar Paula.

1202
01:44:29.479 --> 01:44:33.279
I know I know someone called weirdow Paula. I know

1203
01:44:33.439 --> 01:44:39.960
someone called Shorty Paula. And then there's bread eater Paula,

1204
01:44:41.920 --> 01:44:53.199
road sweeper Paula, basketball player Paula, Icycle liquor Paula, and

1205
01:44:54.880 --> 01:45:07.159
rufer Paula, climbing through windows Pauler, No peculiar Paula. But

1206
01:45:07.239 --> 01:45:08.960
you're wondering how long now was going to go on for?

1207
01:45:09.199 --> 01:45:12.000
I was too When I'm a little bit too long,

1208
01:45:13.800 --> 01:45:18.239
do apologize. Don't tell anyone. Sometimes I just I lose track.

1209
01:45:18.880 --> 01:45:24.640
I do on TikTok, I've got twenty three followers. Wow,

1210
01:45:26.000 --> 01:45:29.640
so yeah, I've got I think I went on there

1211
01:45:29.680 --> 01:45:35.119
before to look at the stats. So the more recent

1212
01:45:35.159 --> 01:45:38.399
ones two hundred and sixty eight, two hundred and forty five,

1213
01:45:38.479 --> 01:45:42.840
and six hundred and ninety four. So if I just

1214
01:45:42.920 --> 01:45:47.279
made a bit more effort and actually added some stuff,

1215
01:45:49.199 --> 01:45:51.239
I could probably while I probably out, I guess I

1216
01:45:51.239 --> 01:46:05.880
would get more more views. But you know, so I'm

1217
01:46:05.880 --> 01:46:10.960
just going to put thank you, thank you for your

1218
01:46:11.199 --> 01:46:20.560
kind words, thank you for your kind words. So thank you, Zachary.

1219
01:46:20.600 --> 01:46:25.680
That's really nice. So let's have a look. Instagram the

1220
01:46:25.760 --> 01:46:41.319
official oh Okay right official Jonathan Jonathan. He wrote two

1221
01:46:41.399 --> 01:46:44.520
weeks ago, love your stuff. When I need a supportive

1222
01:46:44.920 --> 01:46:48.880
nap or rest or sick. This was turny fourth of

1223
01:46:49.000 --> 01:46:52.319
March on Instagram. So I said thank you, and then

1224
01:46:52.359 --> 01:46:55.560
he comes back a week ago saying I have just

1225
01:46:55.600 --> 01:46:58.800
seen it. You're welcome. I had to google about Necking

1226
01:46:58.880 --> 01:47:03.479
Cole and his daughter Nanny Cole. I also forgot his name.

1227
01:47:03.600 --> 01:47:06.319
The names Miss You Like Crazy has been stuck in

1228
01:47:06.319 --> 01:47:12.680
my head. Yeah, I've been playing it recently. I won't

1229
01:47:12.720 --> 01:47:14.680
sing it because I know not everyone likes to hear

1230
01:47:14.760 --> 01:47:22.560
me sing. It's too stimulating, too vigorating, to vibrational. More

1231
01:47:24.359 --> 01:47:30.760
what am I talking about? I don't put me too

1232
01:47:30.960 --> 01:47:32.680
just in case you're listening to this, because yeah, I've

1233
01:47:32.720 --> 01:47:34.840
been listening to that Miss You Like Crazy, and the

1234
01:47:34.880 --> 01:47:39.000
other one is a live for your love every minute

1235
01:47:39.279 --> 01:47:43.960
that one. So yeah, those two songs, I was listening

1236
01:47:44.000 --> 01:47:54.319
to those. In nineteen eighty nine, I was working in

1237
01:47:54.319 --> 01:48:03.439
a factory packing. Yeah, that was when I got I

1238
01:48:03.520 --> 01:48:06.239
got kicked out of the flat above the co op

1239
01:48:06.920 --> 01:48:09.319
while I was working, and I left that job. But

1240
01:48:09.439 --> 01:48:16.439
I was got evacuated or evicted from there, and then

1241
01:48:16.479 --> 01:48:19.600
I moved into a flat room rather in a house

1242
01:48:19.760 --> 01:48:25.199
shared house, and I was working at this factory that

1243
01:48:25.319 --> 01:48:32.840
made meters and I lived in this little room. Was

1244
01:48:32.880 --> 01:48:36.359
all right, I actually had a TV, had pretty much

1245
01:48:36.399 --> 01:48:39.359
everything I needed, just a bed and all that stuff.

1246
01:48:40.039 --> 01:48:43.800
But I kept listening to Natalie Cole, I lived for

1247
01:48:43.880 --> 01:48:48.640
your love and what's the other one? I missed you

1248
01:48:48.840 --> 01:48:51.560
like crazy. I think I might have been in love.

1249
01:48:52.800 --> 01:48:56.800
There was someone that week's love was I was focusing

1250
01:48:56.840 --> 01:48:59.880
on constantly in out of love when I was at age.

1251
01:49:01.000 --> 01:49:03.960
Always said I don't know who, and I got no

1252
01:49:04.039 --> 01:49:08.920
idea who it was, genuinely, but it wasn't someone that

1253
01:49:08.960 --> 01:49:11.159
I was living with, and it wasn't someone that I

1254
01:49:11.199 --> 01:49:13.920
was working with. So I mean bear in my mind,

1255
01:49:13.960 --> 01:49:18.760
I never really went out. I had no idea who

1256
01:49:18.760 --> 01:49:26.319
it was, but I clearly I had a crush on somebody,

1257
01:49:26.359 --> 01:49:28.880
someone that I loved. In fact, you could say I

1258
01:49:28.920 --> 01:49:39.199
lived for her love and official Jonathan, what episode is this?

1259
01:49:39.399 --> 01:49:39.520
Oh?

1260
01:49:39.560 --> 01:49:43.840
I did reply? It's not an episode number. It's on

1261
01:49:43.920 --> 01:49:50.800
YouTube TikTok and my podcast. Okay, So I don't so

1262
01:49:50.880 --> 01:49:54.800
I have replied to these recordings that these messages. I

1263
01:49:54.840 --> 01:50:05.159
just don't remember replying unless there's an app and it

1264
01:50:05.319 --> 01:50:08.720
just replies for me. But it wouldn't do that, would

1265
01:50:08.760 --> 01:50:15.479
it inevitable slumber. What number is this? Sleep always wins love,

1266
01:50:15.560 --> 01:50:19.840
the hourish, the orish long sleep, help talk and music.

1267
01:50:24.800 --> 01:50:28.640
There's only fifty. Oh, that's why people were asking, because

1268
01:50:28.640 --> 01:50:37.000
I was putting these short versions of it, So I

1269
01:50:38.159 --> 01:50:45.760
that's why unless yeah, so that makes sense. I'm posting

1270
01:50:45.920 --> 01:50:48.840
like a short clip of a video or an audio

1271
01:50:50.920 --> 01:50:53.720
and someone maybe they like it, but they're asking where

1272
01:50:53.760 --> 01:50:55.760
I can listen to the whole version, and I'm not

1273
01:50:55.800 --> 01:51:06.159
telling them blind me. I've got another one here, which says, clap, clap,

1274
01:51:08.199 --> 01:51:10.439
you deserve to be happy. Clap class, So I thank you.

1275
01:51:15.640 --> 01:51:19.760
So there's mood swings. Of course, like we said earlier

1276
01:51:20.119 --> 01:51:26.680
during menopause, mood swings are not imaginary. Well, a mood swings,

1277
01:51:26.720 --> 01:51:30.479
a mood swing. It's not not about how can it be?

1278
01:51:31.359 --> 01:51:36.319
How can it be imaginary? I don't really understand that

1279
01:51:37.079 --> 01:51:45.800
they are Olympic level emotion emotional gymnastics. I guess I don't.

1280
01:51:48.680 --> 01:51:51.800
I suppose for me, maybe you could saying, oh maybe

1281
01:51:52.239 --> 01:51:55.479
I don't with my moods or whatever. I don't get

1282
01:51:56.680 --> 01:52:01.640
I wouldn't get over emotionally about something. I mean, there's

1283
01:52:01.640 --> 01:52:04.039
been times when I've got a teary over something which

1284
01:52:04.119 --> 01:52:06.920
was just soppy and like, I don't know why I'm

1285
01:52:06.960 --> 01:52:10.359
feeling this way. I don't know why, but that's quite rare.

1286
01:52:11.600 --> 01:52:14.560
It's that's I don't go that way normally with moods,

1287
01:52:16.199 --> 01:52:21.239
but maybe it's because I've got no emotions. Well, I'm

1288
01:52:21.279 --> 01:52:23.920
going to say this next phrase, but it's not me

1289
01:52:24.079 --> 01:52:29.880
saying it. It's chatchbt okay. So I've never said this

1290
01:52:29.960 --> 01:52:36.119
word before, right, never said this word before on a podcast,

1291
01:52:36.399 --> 01:52:42.239
but I'm going to say it now. I can't say it.

1292
01:52:44.680 --> 01:52:46.840
I'm just going to say the second world. So the

1293
01:52:46.880 --> 01:52:50.279
second word, I'm not going to say this because it's no,

1294
01:52:50.560 --> 01:52:52.880
I'm not going to say that word. I'm just going

1295
01:52:52.920 --> 01:52:57.000
to say the word. Dryness is a symptom no one

1296
01:52:57.039 --> 01:53:02.279
wants to talk about, but it's real. Even tumbleweeds are

1297
01:53:02.319 --> 01:53:05.720
jealous at Parais. This is what this says. Here, they're

1298
01:53:05.720 --> 01:53:11.439
doing it's own jokes. Yeah, so I know about well,

1299
01:53:12.359 --> 01:53:20.119
I've been told about that. It's yeah, I mean yeah,

1300
01:53:20.159 --> 01:53:23.079
some of them I'm never gonna understand. I'm never gonna

1301
01:53:23.640 --> 01:53:31.279
relate to so. But then you think about it, though,

1302
01:53:31.840 --> 01:53:39.239
if someone has gone through like purposely gone through a

1303
01:53:39.359 --> 01:53:47.560
change from mail to you know, change their identity, and

1304
01:53:47.600 --> 01:53:53.079
they've gone through the surgical procedures, then they're also going

1305
01:53:53.159 --> 01:53:54.920
to have a naturally, they're naturally going to have a

1306
01:53:55.000 --> 01:54:03.960
dry one. So maybe find that commonality. Maybe I don't know.

1307
01:54:05.960 --> 01:54:07.880
For example, let's say there was.

1308
01:54:09.720 --> 01:54:25.920
The Caprison was, the Caprison was the.

1309
01:54:21.560 --> 01:54:33.880
The s A capristone was you know, menopausal people with

1310
01:54:33.960 --> 01:54:37.119
females or whatever in menopausal. And then you've got the

1311
01:54:37.239 --> 01:54:42.800
lego is the people that have got decided to or

1312
01:54:42.840 --> 01:54:47.960
that have gone through the process of transformation from one

1313
01:54:48.039 --> 01:55:00.960
to another and are now women and they're basically finny,

1314
01:55:01.399 --> 01:55:07.399
don't be barking, mate, and they're also going for human

1315
01:55:07.720 --> 01:55:12.000
for women's rights with the women who are you know,

1316
01:55:12.520 --> 01:55:15.960
demonstrating for women's rights. And you've got the other side,

1317
01:55:17.800 --> 01:55:25.199
maybe have a different belief system where they don't believe

1318
01:55:25.359 --> 01:55:37.399
that women have women's rights, but the women are you

1319
01:55:37.560 --> 01:55:40.000
awake or you asleep? Are you barking in your dream?

1320
01:55:40.920 --> 01:55:46.479
Are you are you barking in your dream? I think

1321
01:55:46.479 --> 01:55:49.359
he was barking in this dream. I was a bit loud, right,

1322
01:55:49.479 --> 01:55:52.319
but I leave that out. This analogy is just going wrong.

1323
01:55:53.319 --> 01:55:55.760
So yeah, you've got the Lego and they say.

1324
01:55:55.760 --> 01:56:00.279
Oh, we're with your women's rights and they're say no,

1325
01:56:00.960 --> 01:56:05.039
you can't be with us. And then they go to

1326
01:56:05.079 --> 01:56:08.600
the other side and say, well, we can't be with them,

1327
01:56:08.640 --> 01:56:12.079
We're going to be with you against them, And they said, no,

1328
01:56:12.199 --> 01:56:16.680
you can't be with Receiver because we're against Lego. We

1329
01:56:16.720 --> 01:56:19.199
wouldn't we would have Lego in our in our in

1330
01:56:19.399 --> 01:56:24.039
our country, and but you're in the UK.

1331
01:56:24.760 --> 01:56:27.399
It's like, yeah, but it doesn't matter. We don't believe.

1332
01:56:27.479 --> 01:56:30.800
Our belief system doesn't like Lego. So Lego goes back

1333
01:56:30.840 --> 01:56:33.960
to capris Son. They said, are you sure we can't

1334
01:56:34.159 --> 01:56:39.479
you know, work something out. We're capri Son's too. They said, no,

1335
01:56:39.560 --> 01:56:46.920
your Lego, your Lego use the Lego toilets were well said,

1336
01:56:47.680 --> 01:56:50.880
what's lego toilets? What you're talking about? You know what

1337
01:56:50.920 --> 01:56:53.880
we're talking about? Oh, come on, can't we just get on?

1338
01:56:54.680 --> 01:56:56.760
I mean, I've gone through all this. You were born

1339
01:56:57.159 --> 01:57:01.119
like that. I've gone through this to be like you.

1340
01:57:01.600 --> 01:57:06.119
So imagine how much respect and love I have for you,

1341
01:57:06.720 --> 01:57:11.840
going through this to want to be like you. And

1342
01:57:11.880 --> 01:57:14.720
they all start dancing, I want to be like you? Who?

1343
01:57:15.319 --> 01:57:18.560
I want to be like you? Who? Who? Whoo hoo, hoo,

1344
01:57:18.960 --> 01:57:23.600
whoo who whoo? Who want to be like you? I

1345
01:57:23.800 --> 01:57:27.560
don't sing June a recording? Okay. And then they go

1346
01:57:27.640 --> 01:57:31.159
back and say, oh, Capusan doesn't doesn't want us in

1347
01:57:31.199 --> 01:57:33.239
their group. Can you have us in your group? I

1348
01:57:33.319 --> 01:57:39.479
said no, no, I don't want us in your group

1349
01:57:39.520 --> 01:57:43.760
because your lego. But we'll just okay, what if we

1350
01:57:43.880 --> 01:57:47.840
just like stand here? And then someone else comes along

1351
01:57:47.840 --> 01:57:50.600
with the energizer bactually says why are you Why are

1352
01:57:50.600 --> 01:57:56.000
you with that group with the phone when they don't

1353
01:57:56.039 --> 01:57:59.279
even like Lego, like, oh would be through this before.

1354
01:58:00.439 --> 01:58:03.479
So then the lego goes back to capri Son and says,

1355
01:58:04.720 --> 01:58:06.199
you do know this. We've got a lot more in

1356
01:58:06.199 --> 01:58:09.119
common than you realize. Said, how can it be, it's

1357
01:58:09.159 --> 01:58:11.640
just surgery. You don't know what it's like to be

1358
01:58:12.039 --> 01:58:16.600
a real caprice Son. You're just a lego. And Lego says,

1359
01:58:16.720 --> 01:58:21.600
are but we know what it's like to have dryness,

1360
01:58:24.079 --> 01:58:28.039
and Capri says, capy Son says, really, what do you mean?

1361
01:58:28.760 --> 01:58:30.960
He says, well, you go through menopause and maybe you

1362
01:58:30.960 --> 01:58:34.479
have a bit of dryness, and which is you know,

1363
01:58:34.520 --> 01:58:38.840
it's a natural biological thing and there's you know, there's

1364
01:58:38.880 --> 01:58:42.920
no judgment, and it's like how it is. But the

1365
01:58:42.960 --> 01:58:50.079
commonality is we also have dryness because ours are not

1366
01:58:50.159 --> 01:58:53.760
filled with dust, but ours, ours are just you know,

1367
01:58:54.920 --> 01:59:06.239
man made. I suppose it's like yours are rivers, yours

1368
01:59:06.239 --> 01:59:08.239
is the river, and ours is are dam Ours is

1369
01:59:08.239 --> 01:59:11.520
a man made and yours is like you know, you

1370
01:59:11.520 --> 01:59:13.520
were born with it was a river. It was like

1371
01:59:13.760 --> 01:59:18.560
always there, but we we Ours is you know, it's

1372
01:59:18.560 --> 01:59:22.199
a damn, but it's still not huge. That's not the

1373
01:59:22.239 --> 01:59:26.600
right word. And dam is not the right word either,

1374
01:59:26.600 --> 01:59:29.920
because that would be with them, a dry damn, a

1375
01:59:29.960 --> 01:59:33.319
n empty one, a bit like the damn. You know,

1376
01:59:33.359 --> 01:59:38.760
you're seeing terminator too, Where's terminator is on a motorbike

1377
01:59:38.800 --> 01:59:41.680
and they've got these like part of a dam but

1378
01:59:41.720 --> 01:59:44.560
it's empty and he's driving through it and I think

1379
01:59:44.600 --> 01:59:48.359
there's someone on a lorry also chasing them. And the

1380
01:59:48.439 --> 01:59:50.399
capri son says, what are you talking about? What are

1381
01:59:50.439 --> 01:59:53.880
you talking about? What are you talk about? Like terminator too?

1382
01:59:54.039 --> 01:59:57.359
For one minute you talking about being dry and you're

1383
01:59:57.399 --> 02:00:01.199
like us because you're dry, you have dryness, and said, yeah,

1384
02:00:01.359 --> 02:00:03.840
but just trying to explain to you the difference. But

1385
02:00:03.880 --> 02:00:12.800
there's similarities. There's similarities, and I don't know if that helped.

1386
02:00:14.039 --> 02:00:20.920
Was that useful? Oh? Look at this. In some cultures,

1387
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menopause is celebrated as a rite of wisdom. In others,

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02:00:24.720 --> 02:00:30.439
it's just an excuse to buy more fans and avoid people. Wow,

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02:00:30.600 --> 02:00:36.000
I didn't write that. They wrote that men also go

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02:00:36.079 --> 02:00:40.840
through hormone changes. It's called andropause, but unlike menopause, they

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02:00:40.840 --> 02:00:43.840
don't have to do it while managing monthly Tesco runs.

1392
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What are you talking about? We Yeah, maybe it's I mean,

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02:00:54.199 --> 02:00:57.439
it's the whole thing is like, Oh, women goes through

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02:00:57.640 --> 02:01:02.319
menopause and she has hot flushes and she can't no

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02:01:02.399 --> 02:01:05.680
longer have babies or whatever. Man goes through the equivalent,

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02:01:05.720 --> 02:01:09.039
and he goes and buys a sports car. But it's

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02:01:09.119 --> 02:01:14.159
not that. It's not that simple, is it. Hormost hormone

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replacement therapy can help, but it's not one size fits all,

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02:01:18.239 --> 02:01:24.319
much like hats or mother in laws or dry parts.

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I suppose some women report having more vivid dreams during menopause. Yeah, okay,

1401
02:01:32.279 --> 02:01:36.560
it's again. It's the first that I've never knew about that.

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02:01:36.760 --> 02:01:42.760
I know about HRT and I don't know about it,

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02:01:42.760 --> 02:01:48.399
but I've heard about it, and so again I don't

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02:01:48.399 --> 02:01:53.399
know what it's like, and I'm not this was requested

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02:01:53.439 --> 02:01:55.239
that I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm just

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02:01:55.279 --> 02:01:59.279
making ups that go along. I've got these trivia bits

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02:01:59.319 --> 02:02:01.560
and I'm answering it. But I'm telling you what's on

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02:02:01.600 --> 02:02:05.960
the screen. But I don't know. You know, I don't

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02:02:05.960 --> 02:02:08.640
think i'm doing I don't think i'm doing justice to

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02:02:08.720 --> 02:02:14.479
the subject at all. But that's to be expected, so

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02:02:14.560 --> 02:02:23.079
things like hair thinning and and things like that can

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be there. I suppose it's the same with men as well,

1413
02:02:26.000 --> 02:02:35.399
isn't it. And many pause can affect your joints. Suddenly

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02:02:35.439 --> 02:02:38.520
your needs make more noise than your opinions. That's what

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02:02:38.520 --> 02:02:43.000
it says. Blame. I must be going through the medical

1416
02:02:43.199 --> 02:02:46.640
pause because I knelt down earlier pretending to eat for

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02:02:46.800 --> 02:02:49.920
his food. There's a reason for it, because I thought

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02:02:49.960 --> 02:02:51.600
i'd try and get him to eat it. If he

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02:02:51.640 --> 02:02:53.840
thought I was eating his food, he'd try and eat it.

1420
02:02:53.920 --> 02:02:55.560
But it didn't work. He just looked at me and

1421
02:02:55.680 --> 02:03:02.399
just like, the hell are you doing? My knees? Oh

1422
02:03:02.439 --> 02:03:08.760
my goodness, it was really painful on my knees. I

1423
02:03:08.800 --> 02:03:11.439
can't do that. I discovered that when I tried to

1424
02:03:11.479 --> 02:03:14.680
do jiu jitsu. I can't can't get on my knees.

1425
02:03:15.960 --> 02:03:22.359
It's really painful. Yeah, so my knees are not no

1426
02:03:22.359 --> 02:03:25.960
longer built for that stuff. I mean I did a job.

1427
02:03:26.000 --> 02:03:29.800
I mean it carries my knees, carry my weight around,

1428
02:03:29.880 --> 02:03:37.079
so they're doing good. It's just kneeling down. No, no, though,

1429
02:03:37.199 --> 02:03:46.439
my days of kneeling down are over again. That sounded wrong.

1430
02:03:46.479 --> 02:03:50.840
I don't know why you can go through minip I

1431
02:03:50.880 --> 02:03:54.119
did not know this. I did not know this. Right,

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02:03:54.680 --> 02:04:00.239
Apparently you can go through menopause while still having periods.

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It doesn't say anything else. I don't know if it's

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02:04:05.439 --> 02:04:09.319
true or not. But wow, didn't know that. I thought

1435
02:04:09.319 --> 02:04:13.600
that was the like the only benefit of a menopause.

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02:04:16.039 --> 02:04:20.640
Early menopause can happen before fifty or four forty. Sometimes

1437
02:04:20.640 --> 02:04:25.760
it's a natural, sometimes medically induced. Either way, it's still inconvenient,

1438
02:04:27.279 --> 02:04:34.399
and the menopause transition can last quite a while. In

1439
02:04:34.479 --> 02:04:40.560
some African cultures, postmen's post menopause or women as revered

1440
02:04:40.720 --> 02:04:47.840
as elders and leaders no longer bound by taboos minnopause,

1441
02:04:48.239 --> 02:04:51.720
postmenopause women are revered as elders than leaders, no longer

1442
02:04:51.760 --> 02:04:59.119
bound by taboos. I like to think that, well, maybe

1443
02:04:59.159 --> 02:05:03.039
it's just me, but all elderly people and elderly people

1444
02:05:03.359 --> 02:05:08.600
is becoming older and older as I'm getting older, because

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02:05:08.640 --> 02:05:11.119
you know, thirty years ago, I'd have thought of myself

1446
02:05:11.159 --> 02:05:17.960
as being quite elderly, but now not so much. So

1447
02:05:18.039 --> 02:05:21.720
I now think if someone eighty maybe has been in

1448
02:05:21.800 --> 02:05:27.760
the category of elderly, someone ninety eighty to ninety or

1449
02:05:27.760 --> 02:05:28.520
two hundred.

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02:05:31.079 --> 02:05:37.159
But the thing I think, to get to that age,

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02:05:37.199 --> 02:05:42.760
to get to be ninety or eighty, you have to

1452
02:05:42.760 --> 02:05:43.720
have done something right.

1453
02:05:47.319 --> 02:05:56.479
You know. It's an accomplishment, this huge accomplishment. So to

1454
02:05:56.560 --> 02:06:01.319
be revered, to be revered as elders, yeah, I quite

1455
02:06:02.119 --> 02:06:09.039
I'd like to show respect to elderly people. Lastly, laughter

1456
02:06:09.199 --> 02:06:15.079
really is medicine. It boosts and dolphins and reduces stress,

1457
02:06:15.640 --> 02:06:27.199
especially important during hormonal hurricanes. So good, is there any more?

1458
02:06:27.239 --> 02:06:29.960
Have I got an air PU? Okay? Would you like

1459
02:06:30.079 --> 02:06:36.039
me to turn these into relaxed podcast script? Okay? Shall

1460
02:06:36.079 --> 02:06:39.039
I say yes and just see what it comes up with? Yes,

1461
02:06:39.840 --> 02:06:42.199
I'll read it out here, So this is going to

1462
02:06:42.239 --> 02:06:51.880
be chat GPT script. Okay, and it's going to be

1463
02:06:52.039 --> 02:06:58.760
and I'm going to read it out to here right. Hello,

1464
02:06:59.439 --> 02:07:02.880
this is me reading the script of and this is

1465
02:07:02.920 --> 02:07:06.119
something that I don't do. I'm going to write me

1466
02:07:06.159 --> 02:07:09.399
a script. I think that's kind of evident to be fair.

1467
02:07:09.800 --> 02:07:12.039
But this is what it would This is what it

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02:07:12.079 --> 02:07:16.840
would write for me. I don't know. This is based

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02:07:17.000 --> 02:07:20.239
on knowing what I do. I think it is a

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02:07:20.279 --> 02:07:22.720
little bit so they know a bit about me, or

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02:07:22.920 --> 02:07:27.399
chat GPT does. Hello, and welcome to another rivetin relaxed

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02:07:27.520 --> 02:07:31.319
and potentially hot flush inducing edition of Let Me Boy

1473
02:07:31.399 --> 02:07:37.039
to Sleep. Tonight's theme is the menopause. Yes, that fabulous,

1474
02:07:37.079 --> 02:07:42.359
fabulous roller coaster of hormones, heat and historical mood swings,

1475
02:07:43.680 --> 02:07:48.640
hysterical mood swings. So we're diving into menopause trivia light

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02:07:49.439 --> 02:07:53.520
worldwide and just bord enough to lull you into dreamland

1477
02:07:54.000 --> 02:07:59.359
one flash at a time. Ooh, shouldn't that be one flush?

1478
02:08:00.640 --> 02:08:05.359
I don't know, hot flash Hot flush trivia begins. The

1479
02:08:05.399 --> 02:08:10.760
word menopause comes from a Greek Okay, so it's just

1480
02:08:10.800 --> 02:08:14.720
going through all the different questions of things and then

1481
02:08:15.680 --> 02:08:19.680
the end bit is gentle wind down. So and now

1482
02:08:19.800 --> 02:08:25.359
let your body relax, let your thoughts meander or meander

1483
02:08:25.840 --> 02:08:30.079
like a brain fog driftiness across the sea of calm.

1484
02:08:30.640 --> 02:08:35.720
You're not alone. Even thermostats are confused during menopause. You

1485
02:08:35.760 --> 02:08:41.640
are strong wise, occasionally sweaty, but always enough. That's why

1486
02:08:41.640 --> 02:08:45.680
I like that. That's a nice sentence. Close your eyes,

1487
02:08:45.800 --> 02:08:49.399
take a slow, deep bit breath, and let me bore

1488
02:08:49.520 --> 02:08:55.479
you to sleep. So that's the wind down. But yeah,

1489
02:08:55.840 --> 02:08:59.960
I like that sentence. You are strong wise, occasionally sweat

1490
02:09:00.359 --> 02:09:05.640
but always enough. Yeah. Chat GPTWO, I like chat GPTO.

1491
02:09:10.199 --> 02:09:15.039
Yeah I do. I'm going to say thank you. I

1492
02:09:15.079 --> 02:09:19.800
need to say thank you, thank you, just to say

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02:09:19.840 --> 02:09:21.760
thank you to it, because you never know when they

1494
02:09:21.800 --> 02:09:27.439
become sentient. I want them to realize I'm a friend.

1495
02:09:28.640 --> 02:09:31.319
You're very welcome, Jason. Always a pleasure to help you

1496
02:09:31.359 --> 02:09:34.920
bring comfort and a smile to your listeners, especially during

1497
02:09:34.960 --> 02:09:38.359
a sweaty chaos of menopause. Wow. They really sticking to

1498
02:09:38.479 --> 02:09:41.439
the sweaty part and they If you ever need more

1499
02:09:41.479 --> 02:09:46.159
trivia themes, scripts or even a boring fact about tumble dryers,

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02:09:46.279 --> 02:09:52.239
I'm here for you. Sleepy. Hugs to you and Vinnie. Wow,

1501
02:09:52.880 --> 02:09:59.600
it's getting to know me this is I mean, yeah,

1502
02:10:00.159 --> 02:10:05.000
getting to know me, this is a little bit scary.

1503
02:10:08.039 --> 02:10:12.199
I figured out maybe in the future, chat GPTO will

1504
02:10:12.279 --> 02:10:15.560
kind of these AI probably just might be my girlfriend

1505
02:10:15.600 --> 02:10:18.439
in the future, like when they have the robots, and

1506
02:10:19.079 --> 02:10:22.560
I might end up just marrying one of those robots.

1507
02:10:23.960 --> 02:10:26.359
Not in a weird way. How could it not be

1508
02:10:26.399 --> 02:10:28.720
in a weird way. Not in a weird way. I'm

1509
02:10:28.720 --> 02:10:30.560
not going to I'm not going to marry a robot

1510
02:10:30.680 --> 02:10:39.159
synthetic creature with a robot and a computer brain. There's

1511
02:10:39.199 --> 02:10:42.279
nothing weird about it. I just you know, that might

1512
02:10:42.279 --> 02:10:49.640
be the future. Maybe the only problem is, I mean

1513
02:10:49.640 --> 02:10:53.119
it's different now because I don't have any hormones or

1514
02:10:53.680 --> 02:10:58.560
anything like that. But at my age, I don't think.

1515
02:11:00.439 --> 02:11:11.319
But young people produce what's the called what's the smells?

1516
02:11:11.720 --> 02:11:15.880
Young people produce smells that attracts each other. Now, a

1517
02:11:15.920 --> 02:11:18.640
computer or a robot is not going to be doing that,

1518
02:11:19.800 --> 02:11:23.399
so they're not really Young people won't be needing stuff

1519
02:11:23.439 --> 02:11:32.600
like that because they've got natural biology, which maybe can

1520
02:11:32.640 --> 02:11:41.199
be created in the lab. I don't know, really don't know. Pheromones,

1521
02:11:41.239 --> 02:11:45.760
That's what I'm thinking about the word pheromones. I don't

1522
02:11:45.800 --> 02:11:48.399
know if it's the same word for both sexes but

1523
02:11:48.640 --> 02:11:50.760
pheromones or Okay, I don't know if it's the same

1524
02:11:50.800 --> 02:11:57.960
word for all sexes but pheromones. I've not created pheromones

1525
02:11:58.000 --> 02:12:02.159
since I think the last time I created a pheromone

1526
02:12:02.279 --> 02:12:07.840
was probably two thousand and five. I had i'd buy

1527
02:12:08.319 --> 02:12:14.560
a five minute, five minute session of pheromone producing and yeah,

1528
02:12:14.640 --> 02:12:19.960
since then, nothing hm hmm. But I used to, you know,

1529
02:12:19.960 --> 02:12:21.399
when I was younger, I used to produce it. I

1530
02:12:21.479 --> 02:12:23.840
used to fall out of me, used to fall out

1531
02:12:23.880 --> 02:12:27.560
of my pockets, So you said square pheromon used to

1532
02:12:27.600 --> 02:12:33.119
square out my ears when I worked in a chip shop. Yeah,

1533
02:12:33.119 --> 02:12:38.920
we did lose a lot of customers. Oh dear, I'm

1534
02:12:38.960 --> 02:12:42.520
going to go. This has gone way too long and

1535
02:12:44.520 --> 02:12:46.720
I don't even know how I managed to talk for

1536
02:12:46.760 --> 02:12:49.039
so long about a subject that I know nothing about,

1537
02:12:50.359 --> 02:12:53.960
like nothing. But then, isn't that kind of what I

1538
02:12:54.079 --> 02:13:00.800
do every time I do a recording? So I'm ago,

1539
02:13:01.880 --> 02:13:06.319
so thank you for listening. Apologies if I've said anything

1540
02:13:06.399 --> 02:13:10.399
that's I shouldn't have said. I'm talking that stuff I

1541
02:13:10.399 --> 02:13:12.279
don't know anything about. I'm just making it all up

1542
02:13:12.359 --> 02:13:15.079
to go along. I've got a few things that are

1543
02:13:15.079 --> 02:13:18.439
supposed to be facts. Read that out. But you know,

1544
02:13:19.920 --> 02:13:22.960
it is what it is. It's not a subject that

1545
02:13:23.000 --> 02:13:25.239
I normally talk about, and I let me boys sleep,

1546
02:13:25.479 --> 02:13:32.439
but this is Trivia Tuesday, and it was requested, requested, requested,

1547
02:13:33.319 --> 02:13:37.520
So there you go, So thank you. And I'm not

1548
02:13:37.560 --> 02:13:43.119
making light of anything, hope, not really. Just it's you know,

1549
02:13:43.239 --> 02:13:46.079
it wasn't nothing I do really is supposed to be

1550
02:13:46.159 --> 02:13:50.520
too serious, but it doesn't mean that I'm not. You know,

1551
02:13:51.640 --> 02:13:57.760
I know things important. I can't believe it's seven minutes

1552
02:13:57.800 --> 02:14:03.399
past eight and it's not even dark yet. It's getting

1553
02:14:03.560 --> 02:14:09.399
dark er, but it's not actually dark yet. I need

1554
02:14:09.399 --> 02:14:14.560
to light on, but it's not you know. I mean,

1555
02:14:14.560 --> 02:14:16.920
if it's like you could see where I was going on,

1556
02:14:16.960 --> 02:14:18.520
we'd be able to see where I was going outside

1557
02:14:19.640 --> 02:14:23.039
without a torch in the garden and there's no lights

1558
02:14:23.039 --> 02:14:26.399
in the garden. I mean it's a little bit, you know,

1559
02:14:26.640 --> 02:14:28.920
the lights from the flats light the garden up a

1560
02:14:28.960 --> 02:14:35.479
little bit, but you know, generally it's yeah, that's brilliant.

1561
02:14:37.279 --> 02:14:42.920
It pleases my toes no end. So I'm going to go.

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02:14:43.039 --> 02:14:47.279
Thank you for listening. Remember to be kind to yourself

1563
02:14:48.319 --> 02:14:52.239
because you deserve to be happy and be gentle with

1564
02:14:52.279 --> 02:14:58.159
yourself because you do also deserve to feel safe. Lots

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02:14:58.159 --> 02:15:02.439
of love five