June 12, 2025

(music) IPad Error | LMBYTS #1372 | 12th June 2025

(music) IPad Error | LMBYTS #1372 | 12th June 2025
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Hello, and welcome to just on Newland did com.

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I'm practicing me German. I'm not sure how that's going.

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That's for Sebastian. Sebastian. Sebastian did a lovely thing earlier today.

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He actually.

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Posted a picture of my name, but what she possibly

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would look like when she was younger? Did the like

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on chat EPT. I didn't know you could do it

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on chat GPT. I know there are ai things you

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can do.

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I think ancestry dot com does it as well. But

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that was nice.

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I have seen some pictures of my nan when she

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was younger, but only from my Nan. I mean you

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might say, well, I hardly likely to see it when

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you go shopping. No, I don't mean that random strangers

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are'm walking up to me. Hey, you want to see

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a picture of your name when she was twenty. No,

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that's not happening. I'm not saying that would happen. But

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every now and then I'd visit me Nan. Every now

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I'd visit me now. But every now and then she'd

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get the the boxes of photographs and the photograph albums.

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Dan would have a little good look and.

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Yeah, she had very curly hair, always, always her curly hair.

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She had a picture of her and all our brothers

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and sisters that took up half the wall. There were

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like twelve of them. Honestly, I remember saying one of

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the one of my well, one of her sisters, was like,

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and I'm just saying the fact, it's just like phenomenally phenomenal,

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as in, if this this sounds weird, but if you this,

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this is going to sound weird.

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Really if you two heard about her, if you if

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you was to.

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If someone said, oh, this person here was a supermodel

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in the nineteen thirties or the nineteen fifties or forties,

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you wouldn't you wouldn't question it. You might say, who,

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I've not heard of her? What was her name? Did

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she do any bikini shoots? That's not why I would say,

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because she's my great aunt. Great Okay, let's move on.

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But she was wow. I remember saying that to my Nando,

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and she said, what bikini shoots?

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Has been appropriate?

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I said, sing, And she said, besides, what my corn beef?

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I said, what do you mean? She said, what my

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corn beef? You my sister's so so attractive, But what

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am I? I said, Well, you're not corn beef? Why

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did you think, why did you come up with corn beef?

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She said, I'm hungry, and I thought, yeah, I am

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as well. About time went and got some sandwiches, and

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wasn't it. So she would go and get the sandwiches

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and I'd wait. Sometimes I'd have to sort of say

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to shower, hurry up with her? Can you hurry up?

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Hurry up woman to get the food ready. But she's

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a lot quicker before she broke her hip, And none

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of that's true.

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She did break it up. None of that. I would

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like if I said that to mine and hurry up.

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We should probably laugh, to be honest, but I would

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never be rude. This just started, weird should start again.

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Welcome to Jasonnewland dot com. My name's Jason Newland. Please

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only listen when you can safety close your eyes. This

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is let me bore you to sleep. It is a

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very therapeutic recording for you to fall asleep too. And

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I would be as boring as I can. Yes, the

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secret is I've never once been boring, not to me,

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not to me, just to everyone else. Vinnie's got a bone,

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one of his little bones, got.

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Some got a new pack. Cave through you. Yes, today

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I tell you what.

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There's been some troubles. H that's some troubles nothing serious,

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but very disheartening. Oh man, right, it's Thursday, the twelfth

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of June two thousand and I nearly said twenty twelve.

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Wow, it's weird.

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I was a counselor. I was a full time.

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Counselor.

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I was helping people full time in twenty twelve. That

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was an interesting period. You know, I'd like to talk

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more about what happened during that time.

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It's just.

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I don't want to, you know, talk about other people.

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You know, obviously people have come as as clients, so

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that's that's not really on. But I learned a lot

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and there's some very interesting, interesting experiences. And I think

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the one thing becomes very evident if you ever, you know,

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as a counselor, as training to become a counselor and

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starting to see humans, is there's a lot of stuff

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going on out there, and people are People can be

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quite complicated. Maybe always, I don't know, but just there's

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it's just that next time you have someone who's grumpy

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or doesn't open the door for you, or doesn't say

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thank you when you open the door for them, or

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perhaps doesn't even acknowledge you, or perhaps is a little

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bit rude. You're not horrible, but it's a little bit

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like short or a little bit. I've always been a

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little bit short. Maybe there's a reason for that. I

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kind of I started to learn that a little bit.

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I learned it earlier in life, but I kind of

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learned it a bit more realizing people.

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It's got heavy quick, isn't it.

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People are walking around with stuff, and that's why I mean,

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even though it's quite heavy, I found it's useful, useful

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in a sense of I'm not always able to get

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myself in that zone. Sometimes I don't, but if I can,

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I try and put myself into the zone. If someone's

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been rude to me that at the very least they're

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just having a bad day. We're all allowed to have

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bad days. It's fine. Or if what they've done is

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really upset me or I've reacted, then I try and

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look at it the most extreme situation.

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In order to.

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Sort of negate that feeling. So, for example, I had

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someone in the petrol station during lockdown. Actually was he

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He was pretty much semi shouting that words semi. Maybe

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it's because I'm five years old.

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I don't know, but it was sort of.

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It was I think two or three, no, two people

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behind me. So because we had never wanting to stay

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in six foot away, how am I supposed to know

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what six foot is five foot eight? I don't know

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what's six foot. I can't gauge that. I can gauge

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it if you're standing up or lying down, but I

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can't not. Yeah, just it's hard anyway. I this spoke

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started like moaning, and I was at the counter giving

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my money. The cashier was new, so I don't know

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if he was. It was going a little bit slow,

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but then she was new, so she was just learning

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the job. And every job can be hard when you

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first start. And I didn't react great if I'm honest verbally,

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I mean, but internally didn't didn't respond. And when I

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got back, I started thinking, well, I don't know anything

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about this person. Maybe, I mean, bearing in mind the

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situation at the time, maybe they just lost someone. Maybe

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they're just being to hospital and seeing someone they care about,

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you know, just and yeah, that seemed to semi neutralize it,

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not completely. I just lost andres So I was not

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in a great space either, but you know, it was

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there's a lot of people not going to get great

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space during that period, you know. But I found it

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was something that helped, you know. I know some people

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just do it in a more smaller, less dramatic way,

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kind of just having a bad day, and that's fine,

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which it's cool. If you can do that, that's really good.

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I'm not always able to do that. What am I

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talking about, though, I know what I'm talking about. Why

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what's this got to do with Goldfish?

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I don't know.

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So I got no idea. You know, I got annoyed,

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but it wasn't about it wasn't about a person.

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Here's what happened.

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I made yesterday morning, right probably ten eleven. I made

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a whisper Wednesday recording. There was a little bit of

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chitter chatter outside, but not much. It's fairly quiet, and yeah,

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I was I did it.

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Did the recording.

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It's about an hour and fifteen minutes. And I never

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generally when I make a recording, I don't upload it

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straight away. Sometimes I do, but you know, generally, after

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I've made a recording, that's when I go and do

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something different. I mean technically uploading and editing and all

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that stuff that is different. From making and recording. But

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I kind of like to do something that's got nothing

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to do with this whole thing. So maybe take the

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little rabbit out for a run. You know, it's not euphemism.

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I'm talking about Vinnie.

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What would what would that be?

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What would that be a euphemism for I'm just taking

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a rabbit out for a run.

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I'll be back in five minutes.

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What you've been doing in the bedroom all that time?

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What was all that noise?

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What's happened to that sock?

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I was just taking a rabbit out for a run.

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I don't know, So.

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That's the answer. You know, how come? How come the

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washing machine keeps eating all the socks? If you noticed,

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it's often male socks that go missing. Yep, there's a reason,

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because the washing machine does not like one of them socks.

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I don't know where I'm going with this. This has

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gone weird right so onto the subject. So I was feeling, okay,

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I've done the you know, I've done the recording. I

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might have gone back to bed for a little nap.

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Then I came back out and started, you know, I

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sent the record into the iPad and then I opened

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up to start editing and the iPod. The iPad was

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not working. The iPod, the iPad was not working. First

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of all, the file the file app was missing. I

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don't know what the heck happened there, so I had

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no way to access the files. I found a way

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in the end, but it was like a real weird place.

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And secondly, the touch screen was not working properly, so

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I touched on one part and a different part would highlight.

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And I used a touch screen when I edit my recordings.

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Now I realized that, you know, in the past, I

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used to edit without touching the screen. But I've been

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doing this this way for years. I'd find it very

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difficult to go back to not touching the screen, and

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also to not using the software that I use. I

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just I'm used to using it and it works because

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there's nothing fancy. I don't need to do anything fancy.

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There's no you know, I'm not adding sound effects or

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anything like that. It's just editing it, maybe increasing the

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volume a bit to make it sound more louder, I guess,

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and then adding background music or adding the stock you know,

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five hour, ten hour things to the recording. Recording recording,

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and there used to be his comedian on the circuit

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and every time he did a gig, he's like, good, Evid,

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good Evid. Seriously, I don't it's not, it's just he

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was a brilliant compare.

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But it was just it's weird.

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This is one of those things, right, seeing someone for

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the first time can be amazing, but if you because

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I used to see the same person weak in well

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week in. I saw him for like over got ten years,

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but for a four year period it was intense. I

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see him nearly every week, and you know, you get

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to know every single joke in their act. And it's

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weird how someone that's so good it just gets boring.

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It's like, oh, I'm not them again. Yeah, some of

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them were kind of on TV and you know, but

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it's just been the same, the same stuff. They're doing

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the same act and that's why they were so good

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because they were doing all the time and they were

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practicing and you know, they were you know, they had

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an act.

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That's what it is.

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It's weird though, because sometimes the comedians that look like

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the ad libbin. Some of them are, but a lot

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of them aren't. They're just pre programmed ad libs almost,

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and that's weird as well, because I saw someone. It's

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one of the comedians from The Mighty Boosh, Nil Noel Fielding,

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and I saw his stand up act. I've never watched

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The Mighty Boosh and I've never you know, I never

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really knew what Neil Noel Fielding was like. And I

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saw some of his early standouts from the nineties, so funny,

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absolutely funny. I was like, he's just basically it was

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very surreal. He's just making It's like he's making up,

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is going along. Then I see him do another gig

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on a different show, same material. It wasn't made up,

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so these add libs weren't made up. It's like, oh,

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then I see him again. He's doing this. It's like

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maybe new material, but he's adding other stuff. But it's

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still kind of certain things that I thought was almost

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like he was just, I don't know, just talking and

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coming up with stuff. It I'm sure he did. Like

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I guess, you can't rely on it if you're doing

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a TV show, can you.

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You can't.

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If you see a live gig, you can play around more.

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But I guess if you've only got five minutes or

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of comedy show, you got to give it your best stuff.

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And there's no room for error. I suppose I wouldn't

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know personally, although I did do once. I did do once.

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I did once do a TV talent show, but it

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was for live TV in nineteen ninety five, near the

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end of the year, and the only audience was the

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other acts and the production crew, which was a few

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camera people and you know, people in that in that

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little space that there was there. I really enjoyed it.

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I did get some laughs.

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I didn't win anything.

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I didn't win. I literally didn't win anything. I never

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won anything. I got through. I got through to the

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Hackney Empire shows. So I don't know if they still

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do it, But it used to be a Hackney New

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Act of the Year which was held at the Hackney Empire, and.

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They did the.

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First of all, we had to go to the which

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was next door, and they did gigs there and that

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it was like a contest talent contest, and those who

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got through that part were then allowed that they went

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on to the Hackney Empire show. And I don't know

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if it was I think what was banged the microphone.

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I think there was that was kind of the semifinals.

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I think I don't think it was just no. Yeah,

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it wasn't just one show. I think there might be

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four shows. I got through to the to the semifinals,

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which was pretty cool, I think, funny enough, I didn't

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win it. And the reason you know that I didn't

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win it or I can is because I didn't. People

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that win that show often go on to be well known,

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go on to be writers, have their own radio show,

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TV show, you know. So yeah, so many people I

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could name off the top of my head, people that

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may you might not know if you're not from this country.

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But there are celebrities being in TV shows, sitcoms, uh,

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you know, panel shows and stuff like that. So many

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I'm just thinking of ardolou Hanlon.

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He want that.

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And he become He was in Father Ted probably the

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next year. He was a weird one, not weird as weird.

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He was great, he was great. It was great, great.

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But he came over from Ireland and he literally he

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went from he was successful instantly, instantly. I don't I'm

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not even sure if he ever had a bad gig.

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He came here and he won on every single talent

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contest on the circuit. Because there's a few around at

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the BBC Newcomer best whatever, different things like that. He

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won everything, and he became a headliner almost instantly, probably

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within a year of being maybe less time of being

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on maybe a year, but.

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It's very very very quick.

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Never met him, never on the same show as him,

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because he actually went from he joined, he got into

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the circuit and he was on television really quickly, and

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after that he was famous. So he wasn't doing the

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small gigs. Wow, I think he was just barking. Then

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someone slammed the door down stairs. I got my neighbor

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a mug, a coffee mug with his football team on it.

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I don't know why. I just don't know why. I

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just I was thinking. I thought about getting it a

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few months ago, and I went to Amazon two days ago,

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so I needed Awer some food for him, and or

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oh had the bones, and that mug came up. Are

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you sure you don't want to buy this mug? Jucy

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you mug? And I thought, oh yeah, I forgot about that,

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So I got it for him, so I give it

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to him later.

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Oh yeah, the iPad.

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So the iPad was not working properly and I did

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not know what to do. I spent all afternoon, all

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evening with breaks, trying to figure out how to fix it,

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and then starting to focus on what can I do instead?

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What alternatives can I use to edit my audios.

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That does not involve my iPad.

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Now there's loads to choose from.

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That's not really the issue.

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The issue for me is what one is going to

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be compatible for me? What's what's going to suit my

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way of doing it? And I started trying out a

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few different apps and not really loving them. And then

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some of the stuff was expensive as well, so I

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didn't really fancy doing that one. But there's one I

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think it's is it Hindenburg? And then no, it's the Hinduburg.

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There was one I was sort of yeah, No, I

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did Hindenburg and I signed up for the free trial

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and the download didn't work. The thing just wouldn't work.

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It's like, what's the point in this? And I got

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another one and it was like two hundred pounds one

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off payment. No, it's free once you pay the two

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hundred pound. It's like everything's free, theom, isn't it? You know?

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The Mercedes is free once you paid the ninety grand.

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It's free.

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Now there you go. Your mortgage, your house is free

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once you pay the mortgage off. So I didn't know

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what to do, and I was getting I was going

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on chat GPT asking for help. Now, probably the problem

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I had I thought I didn't realize it was the screen.

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I thought it was the app. So I was asking

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for help to fix the app. I was doing that,

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I was uploading that, I was deleting that, I was

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re uploading it. I was trying change the settings of

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the iPad, and and I just thought the app had

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just for some reason it had broken, and maybe the

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iPad just didn't want to work of it anymore, or

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I'm not sure.

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It just got confus And.

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Then I went to bed. So I would have made

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another recording yesterday. In fact, I wanted to make another recording,

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but there was no point if I couldn't upload, I

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can edit that one. There was a point in getting enough,

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you know, making another one. And I wanted to upload

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it on Wednesday. And now I sometimes I do upload

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the day after, you know, I maybe make a recording

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in the evening and then I uploaded the next morning.

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I'll do that sometimes, but yeah, buried in mind that

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I recorded.

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It in the morning.

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Then I would normally have it uploaded by the early

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afternoon were edited and uploaded. So what I ended up

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doing is I did edit. I'm not sure. I don't

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think I did it. I think I might have uploaded

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it yesterday, just one recording, the first one without music,

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and I edited that in cap cut, which is a

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video editing software. That it was harder to do because

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the screen I was doing on a laptop, and it.

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Wasn't just.

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I couldn't see. It's weird, but I can see the screen.

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I can see the screen on the laptop, but with

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the iPad, the whole screen is just the audio, you know,

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spiky stuff, so I can see where all the spikes are,

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and I can see where to edit and where to listen.

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And because I know it's so well having looked at

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it and used it for years, I've used it, I

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don't know, hundreds and hundreds of times, hundreds and hundreds

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and hundreds and hundreds of times, so I kind of

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know my way around it quite easily. So it took

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a while to get it done. Using cap cut, got

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it done and then this now, if it was last no,

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I'm losing track about whether it's last night or this morning.

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But yesterday i'd had enough I thought, ah, so I

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went to bed about nine o'clock. I just yeah, I

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was annoyed of it, so I thought, no. Plus, I've

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been watching mob Land and the TV show on Paramount Plus.

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I just finished watching it today. It was ten episodes

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of It's not so much a bing binge watched it,

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but I did watch it in three days. I guess

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is that binging? It's only three episodes.

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A day, but yeah, it's Yeah, it was interesting.

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I think Pierce Brosnan got a lot of hassle for

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having an Irish accent in that show. And I saw

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something someone was saying he was being disrespectful by putting

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on that accent. Pierce Brosnan is Irish. Do people not

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know that Pierce brosn is not American? I know he

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was famous for being an American TV show and then

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being in James Bond, but he wasn't.

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He was never English.

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He was Irish, unless yeah, he was, he was Irish,

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or unless you know he had an Irish accent. He

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was born with an Irish accent. He wasn't born with

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an Irish accent, but he he definitely was born in Ireland.

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What is it? Who is it Scotland.

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Nah, oh no, I want to talk about we all

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know who the Scottish James Bond is than me, Roger Moore,

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some people I should know my Bond, shouldn't. I.

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Let's face it.

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I mean I grew up watching every single James Bond

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movie all day and night, breakfast, dinner, tea. Honestly, just

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James Bond. This James Bond. That none of this is

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true is I did watch a lot of it. I

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think the James Bond movies are the last I don't know,

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probably twenty thirty years. I don't think they've really had

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the societal impact that the original ones did, or the

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ones in even the eighties. It's almost like no one.

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I can't think of anyone other than James Bond himself

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that really became a huge star from being in those movies,

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in any of the James Bond movies of recent years.

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And if I were to tell you, for those that

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are not old enough to remember, and those are old

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I don't remember, will actually agree with me. Jaws, not

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the shark Jaws. Richard Keel, for some reason, I'm remembering

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names to Richard Keel was an absolute superstar, so famous

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there was action figures made of him and James bonding

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him and his gold teeth, and he was like an

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anti hero and he'd be fighting Roger Moore. Roger Moore

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was about ninety five then, and they'd be fighting on

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a ski lift. And although we didn't want to see Jane,

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you know, the pensioner James Bond get hurt, at the

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same time we kind of we loved Jawels as well

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because he had a lovely smile, a big smile, very

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big smile, very gold and shiny. Yeah, there was one

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scene where he I think he ends up in the ocean.

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I think it might be the second movie, because he's

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in two movies. At least two movies. Has drawn was

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I think other than Blowfelt? Is it Blowfelt?

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The one with the with the one eye and the cat?

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What was it?

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I think that you know, there was a couple of

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a couple of baddies that were in more than one movie,

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the James Bond French Eyes. But there was a scene

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where Jaws was in the ocean and he gets attacked

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by a shark and everyone felt sorry for the shark,

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like you're doing it to the wrong person. This shark

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was like with his mouth open and jaws turned around,

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you know, the Richard Kill, the Baddy James Bond Beddy

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turned around and smiled, and the shark.

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You could see the shark's face.

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Like, oh, only god, I'm messed up now. I don't

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know what that accent was. He gone messed up?

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Yeah, I think, yeah, that's good.

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Just ignore me. Then, my little Fox, if you saw

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him at night in a field running around, you'd think

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he was a fox. Seriously, I mean, you'd think he's

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probably a baby fox, because Fox has got quite long legs.

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At me, you'd think he was a baby, a really

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a well fed baby fox.

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But he's got this.

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I'm not saying he's got exactly the same color in

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because Fox is probably quite a bit redder, but he's

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definitely got that kind of foxy foxy look in the years.

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One of his ears is his ear is pick pricked up.

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So it's listening for something, aren't you, finny? Yeah you're

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going to behave.

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Yeah you are.

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Your little towels, these tails areagly.

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Oh you're so cute.

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You're such a cutee Yes you are, Yes you are.

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Bless him.

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Okay, so I didn't know what to do, so I

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ended up doing I made an image for the well

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did I I don't know if I did.

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I don't know if I did it last night or.

481
00:36:36.840 --> 00:36:41.840
But I ended up doing the one without music and

482
00:36:41.960 --> 00:36:46.039
uploading that. I think I did that last night. I'm

483
00:36:46.079 --> 00:36:48.119
not one hundred percent sure. It might be this morning.

484
00:36:52.039 --> 00:36:54.639
And then I got up this morning and I looked,

485
00:36:55.360 --> 00:36:58.760
because I've been resetting this and stuff on the iPad,

486
00:36:59.239 --> 00:37:03.719
I realized I'd lost all the background music stuff that

487
00:37:03.760 --> 00:37:07.199
I had saved that I used to edit the recorders

488
00:37:07.239 --> 00:37:14.119
to put them all together, and I thought, no, what

489
00:37:14.239 --> 00:37:18.760
I've I done? So I managed to find them. They

490
00:37:18.800 --> 00:37:20.960
just weren't in the same place that they had been before.

491
00:37:21.480 --> 00:37:26.559
I managed to find them, uploaded them to speaker or

492
00:37:26.760 --> 00:37:31.199
edited them to be smaller, uploaded them to spreaker, and

493
00:37:31.239 --> 00:37:34.039
then went onto my laptop downloaded them from a spreaker,

494
00:37:34.920 --> 00:37:37.960
all the different kind of like six different background things,

495
00:37:38.480 --> 00:37:47.960
and then put them onto the Yeah, put them onto

496
00:37:48.000 --> 00:37:54.639
the laptop onto the whats it the screen background, what

497
00:37:54.639 --> 00:37:59.159
do they call it, whatever it's called, into a file desktop, that's.

498
00:37:59.079 --> 00:38:01.039
It, and.

499
00:38:03.360 --> 00:38:10.920
I started, Oh, I also cleaned the screen thoroughly, so

500
00:38:10.920 --> 00:38:14.320
I've got these spectacled and lens wipes.

501
00:38:14.920 --> 00:38:18.079
So they're specifically for that.

502
00:38:17.000 --> 00:38:23.159
That thing for cleaning glass, and I use them for

503
00:38:23.239 --> 00:38:25.679
my phone. I use it for my glasses and mainly

504
00:38:25.679 --> 00:38:30.519
my glasses. Although my glasses are scratched now. They're just

505
00:38:30.559 --> 00:38:33.280
so old, they're kind of they got to the point

506
00:38:33.320 --> 00:38:33.920
where that.

507
00:38:35.840 --> 00:38:36.719
They're running out.

508
00:38:38.000 --> 00:38:43.039
They're running out. The prescription is nearly run out for

509
00:38:43.119 --> 00:38:50.800
these glasses, I think, and I test bad my neighbor

510
00:38:51.360 --> 00:38:54.159
this morning, I was just bringing Vinnie back home from

511
00:38:54.199 --> 00:38:58.960
our w A l K and we were talking about

512
00:38:59.039 --> 00:39:02.199
whether or not is so he wanted if he could

513
00:39:02.239 --> 00:39:04.519
park his car there or when he had to wait

514
00:39:04.559 --> 00:39:11.000
to park the car there because there's a parking there's

515
00:39:11.039 --> 00:39:13.440
a zone, you know, where you can't park a car

516
00:39:13.559 --> 00:39:16.159
between a certain time. What are you doing with any

517
00:39:17.679 --> 00:39:21.639
He's found a fly to try and catch. It's either

518
00:39:21.719 --> 00:39:28.199
moving very very fast or it's invisible because I can't

519
00:39:28.239 --> 00:39:35.559
see it. You know, dogs can hear things that we

520
00:39:35.639 --> 00:39:42.320
can't hear. Can they see things that we can't see? Ah,

521
00:39:42.480 --> 00:39:45.199
that seemed because they can smell things we can't smell,

522
00:39:45.960 --> 00:39:49.880
hear things we can't hear. Can they see things we

523
00:39:50.039 --> 00:39:53.039
can't see? That's an interesting question. Isn't it.

524
00:39:54.800 --> 00:39:56.719
Ah, I wonder.

525
00:39:56.480 --> 00:40:04.519
What the answer is. Oh, and my neighbor said, oh,

526
00:40:04.679 --> 00:40:06.719
I don't know if it's safe to park here when

527
00:40:07.079 --> 00:40:10.360
it's okay to park because it's like a school zone

528
00:40:10.599 --> 00:40:13.920
kind of block. And I said it was a sign

529
00:40:13.960 --> 00:40:17.360
over there, and you could you not ad to part

530
00:40:17.440 --> 00:40:21.679
between eight thirty and I think nine? And he said no,

531
00:40:21.719 --> 00:40:25.599
he says nine thirty. I said, that says nine. He

532
00:40:26.119 --> 00:40:30.760
says nine thirty, So he's like seventy. No, he's about

533
00:40:30.760 --> 00:40:37.079
eighty one. And his eyesight he doesn't wear he wears glasses,

534
00:40:37.119 --> 00:40:41.280
didn't have wear his glasses on, so without his glasses

535
00:40:41.360 --> 00:40:43.840
he can see that it was a three, not a zero.

536
00:40:48.639 --> 00:40:49.239
I couldn't.

537
00:40:50.440 --> 00:40:53.519
I could. I suppose if I kind of moved my head,

538
00:40:55.800 --> 00:41:00.159
I could see how it could be a three. She

539
00:41:00.199 --> 00:41:03.679
once he told me it was, you know, and once

540
00:41:03.719 --> 00:41:06.239
someone tells you what it is, it's hard to not

541
00:41:07.239 --> 00:41:09.199
You almost see a three, whether it is or not

542
00:41:09.440 --> 00:41:16.480
or not. Really, And I just thought, that's not fair.

543
00:41:18.360 --> 00:41:20.320
Why is he Why is he got a better eyes

544
00:41:20.400 --> 00:41:24.239
than me? And I had a tantrum.

545
00:41:24.440 --> 00:41:24.800
I did.

546
00:41:26.800 --> 00:41:31.239
I stormed up the steps, came in, slammed the door,

547
00:41:34.079 --> 00:41:39.239
and I just yeah, I didn't do any of that stuff.

548
00:41:39.320 --> 00:41:43.679
I don't know why I'm saying that I didn't. So oh,

549
00:41:44.760 --> 00:41:49.480
so I'm looking at the iPad. I'm starting to think, hmm.

550
00:41:53.440 --> 00:41:53.920
What I'll do?

551
00:41:54.159 --> 00:41:58.239
So I I transferred, I said all this stuff over.

552
00:41:59.000 --> 00:42:03.800
So I had that on the desktop on my computer,

553
00:42:04.440 --> 00:42:06.719
and I was going to start putting stuff together on there,

554
00:42:06.800 --> 00:42:10.559
using cap cut as the editor, because you can.

555
00:42:10.519 --> 00:42:12.199
Edit video and audio on there.

556
00:42:17.920 --> 00:42:25.559
And I thought I went on to chat ept to

557
00:42:25.719 --> 00:42:30.639
ask a question and I can't remember what the question was,

558
00:42:32.119 --> 00:42:34.639
but I'd asked him, you no, I went back onto

559
00:42:34.719 --> 00:42:38.159
last night's questions to try and help me to fix

560
00:42:38.239 --> 00:42:44.880
the editing software that I had problems with, because that's

561
00:42:44.880 --> 00:42:47.360
what I thought it was, because when I wasn't in

562
00:42:47.519 --> 00:42:55.840
that editing software, the screen seemed to be working okay,

563
00:42:56.960 --> 00:43:12.159
And dawned on me maybe just maybe it's not the screen. No,

564
00:43:12.599 --> 00:43:16.920
maybe maybe it's not the the It might not be

565
00:43:17.000 --> 00:43:21.360
the app. Maybe it's the screen not the app. And

566
00:43:21.400 --> 00:43:24.119
if it's a screen, that means it's something going.

567
00:43:23.880 --> 00:43:24.360
Along with.

568
00:43:26.599 --> 00:43:33.639
The iPad. So it took me a whole day to

569
00:43:33.679 --> 00:43:38.519
come up with this. So I think, oh, you know,

570
00:43:38.639 --> 00:43:41.159
I do come up with solutions eventually, but it's not

571
00:43:41.199 --> 00:43:41.880
always quick.

572
00:43:45.360 --> 00:43:47.480
So I asked CHETCHPT.

573
00:43:49.239 --> 00:43:52.079
Instead of saying, oh, the editing software is not working,

574
00:43:53.199 --> 00:43:55.360
have you got a fix for that, which I've done

575
00:43:56.079 --> 00:44:02.800
yesterday this morning, I said what I wrote down, the

576
00:44:02.880 --> 00:44:06.119
iPad's not working, the screen's not working on the touch

577
00:44:06.119 --> 00:44:07.599
screen is not working on the iPad.

578
00:44:09.159 --> 00:44:10.400
Please help me.

579
00:44:12.679 --> 00:44:16.840
Went through a few different things that I'd already done previously.

580
00:44:17.239 --> 00:44:29.280
So I'd already cleaned the screen. I'd already oh yeah,

581
00:44:29.320 --> 00:44:31.599
I'd already turned it on and off or off and on.

582
00:44:32.480 --> 00:44:34.400
So I've done that. I've done that stuff, you know,

583
00:44:34.480 --> 00:44:40.599
the basic stuff. And then it said, well, reset all settings.

584
00:44:41.599 --> 00:44:45.199
Reset put it back to factory settings almost or maybe

585
00:44:45.239 --> 00:44:48.440
not factory settings, but reset the whole thing. So it's

586
00:44:48.440 --> 00:44:53.280
basically the knob that you press or the button that

587
00:44:53.320 --> 00:44:58.239
you press when you want to transfer all your stuff

588
00:44:58.280 --> 00:45:02.760
onto your new iPad. But it gives you two options.

589
00:45:02.840 --> 00:45:10.760
You can transfer or reset. So I resetted it, so

590
00:45:11.000 --> 00:45:13.880
the whole thing turned off. I had to press yes, yes, yes,

591
00:45:13.960 --> 00:45:16.159
yes a few times, not quite sure what I was

592
00:45:16.199 --> 00:45:22.519
agreeing to, and it took a while for it to

593
00:45:24.079 --> 00:45:26.280
power down and do what it needs to do.

594
00:45:26.519 --> 00:45:26.840
Then it.

595
00:45:27.800 --> 00:45:31.440
I didn't realize its actually come back on again because

596
00:45:33.000 --> 00:45:36.760
because it had come back on to its factory settings

597
00:45:36.800 --> 00:45:39.800
almost the screen was going off.

598
00:45:40.159 --> 00:45:41.639
After two minutes.

599
00:45:44.639 --> 00:45:46.559
I had to go that put that back to being

600
00:45:46.679 --> 00:45:49.079
on all the time. I don't want to keep going off.

601
00:45:51.880 --> 00:46:04.679
And it worked fine. The screen, everything worked fine. So

602
00:46:04.800 --> 00:46:09.719
then I go to use the editor, the editor again

603
00:46:11.440 --> 00:46:12.119
to open it.

604
00:46:12.119 --> 00:46:14.440
Up, and.

605
00:46:16.920 --> 00:46:24.360
The yeah, I had to open the file because the

606
00:46:24.440 --> 00:46:26.920
file the file app's still not there, and.

607
00:46:26.920 --> 00:46:28.920
I'm thinking, what's going on air?

608
00:46:30.000 --> 00:46:32.079
I'll have to go and chat Ebt and ask how

609
00:46:32.119 --> 00:46:35.679
to get the file back the file app. So I

610
00:46:35.719 --> 00:46:40.639
just went into the editing app import file and I

611
00:46:40.679 --> 00:46:45.599
was able to find the file from now I had

612
00:46:45.599 --> 00:46:49.800
to download it first from spreaker and then get it,

613
00:46:51.239 --> 00:46:54.880
opened that up and then I saved it.

614
00:46:58.559 --> 00:47:02.039
But then the problem is.

615
00:47:05.480 --> 00:47:09.000
I had none of the background music or sounds on

616
00:47:09.079 --> 00:47:16.719
my iPad anymore, which was well, they weren't there. They

617
00:47:16.719 --> 00:47:20.119
were there, but they just weren't like there, you know

618
00:47:20.119 --> 00:47:21.920
what I mean on the actual app. Because it apps

619
00:47:21.960 --> 00:47:24.880
stores recordings unless you delete them.

620
00:47:24.880 --> 00:47:25.920
Its stores are on there.

621
00:47:27.159 --> 00:47:28.840
So what I had to do is go and start

622
00:47:28.880 --> 00:47:33.480
looking in for files on the iPad ones about music,

623
00:47:34.639 --> 00:47:39.199
background music, no music ten hours, ten hours or or whatever,

624
00:47:40.760 --> 00:47:47.440
background music, whisper. And that took a while to get

625
00:47:47.480 --> 00:47:50.559
all that stuff up. Then what I was having problems

626
00:47:50.639 --> 00:47:55.920
with was because of last night, I ended up uploading

627
00:47:57.119 --> 00:48:01.239
two versions two different editor is the same editor, but

628
00:48:01.320 --> 00:48:04.760
two twice. So they kept swapping over to each other

629
00:48:05.400 --> 00:48:15.679
and canceling each other out. So I had to figure

630
00:48:15.679 --> 00:48:17.360
a way to get rid of one of them, which

631
00:48:17.400 --> 00:48:26.400
I did, and eventually I was able to for a

632
00:48:26.400 --> 00:48:29.960
lot of hassle keep like important stuff. It was it

633
00:48:30.000 --> 00:48:34.079
was not easy that many should do all all five

634
00:48:34.440 --> 00:48:36.920
while six versions including the one, had already done. So

635
00:48:37.360 --> 00:48:40.280
to get all versions done, it took quite a while

636
00:48:41.000 --> 00:48:49.199
to get them done, and I got them uploaded. It

637
00:48:49.239 --> 00:48:53.079
took till this afternoon to do it.

638
00:48:53.079 --> 00:48:53.800
It was gone.

639
00:48:56.000 --> 00:49:00.360
Yeah, I think it's gone gone midday, one o'clock, something

640
00:49:00.400 --> 00:49:03.960
like that, two o'clock. And then.

641
00:49:06.360 --> 00:49:07.079
And I took.

642
00:49:06.960 --> 00:49:22.159
Him out to the park. Oh yeah, And then I thought, oh,

643
00:49:22.199 --> 00:49:25.559
I've done this, good, brilliant. They'll stay on there now.

644
00:49:26.000 --> 00:49:29.239
So tomorrow the next recording I do to be back

645
00:49:29.280 --> 00:49:32.280
to how I was doing it before. Everything's kind of

646
00:49:32.320 --> 00:49:35.880
stored and it's easy to use the good thing. I've

647
00:49:35.920 --> 00:49:38.280
now got back up on my laptops and that's cool.

648
00:49:39.239 --> 00:49:40.320
So you know, the.

649
00:49:41.800 --> 00:49:48.360
Background stuff, the ten hour versions whatever, that's all stored.

650
00:49:48.400 --> 00:49:49.320
So that's good.

651
00:49:52.239 --> 00:49:58.480
But now I'm thinking, but I can't find the files

652
00:49:58.760 --> 00:49:59.159
on my.

653
00:50:01.000 --> 00:50:01.920
iPad.

654
00:50:05.800 --> 00:50:09.519
Just generally, it's just this silly because you know, I

655
00:50:09.519 --> 00:50:11.480
should be able to just have because it always used

656
00:50:11.480 --> 00:50:13.599
to be at the bottom of the screen files. Click

657
00:50:13.639 --> 00:50:16.280
on it and it shows me. You know, I've got

658
00:50:16.320 --> 00:50:21.960
a choice of iPad iCloud or if I've got a

659
00:50:22.039 --> 00:50:26.119
backup drive or a SD card attached, you know, so

660
00:50:26.159 --> 00:50:30.079
I can choose which one I want. Didn't have that

661
00:50:30.199 --> 00:50:37.440
facility facility, not just facility, but facility. When I said that,

662
00:50:37.480 --> 00:50:40.320
it reminded me of nineteen ninety four for some reason,

663
00:50:42.159 --> 00:50:45.400
just ran a corner from the swimming pool and that

664
00:50:45.519 --> 00:50:54.480
weird connections. Maybe I've said that word facility and it

665
00:50:54.519 --> 00:50:59.639
meant something at the time. I don't know. So, so

666
00:50:59.679 --> 00:51:02.440
it was Stratford Well Forest Skate actually that's where the

667
00:51:02.440 --> 00:51:09.800
simpool was forest Gate. It was more east Ham College area.

668
00:51:10.199 --> 00:51:12.119
Was it was it?

669
00:51:13.280 --> 00:51:22.559
I think so east Ham College. So forest Gate up

670
00:51:22.599 --> 00:51:31.519
to the end turn left Joins on to the Romford Road,

671
00:51:33.039 --> 00:51:35.480
which also leads if you turn and right, goes all

672
00:51:35.480 --> 00:51:42.280
the way up to Stratford. Also, if you get towards Stratford,

673
00:51:42.280 --> 00:51:44.840
tail left leads you to my Land, or if you

674
00:51:44.960 --> 00:51:48.199
turn right rather than Stratford leads you up to Leighton

675
00:51:48.280 --> 00:51:51.559
and leyton Stone and then you can turn left again

676
00:51:51.639 --> 00:51:52.519
which leads you to.

677
00:51:54.920 --> 00:52:05.320
East seventeen. Trying to think left fresco.

678
00:52:04.960 --> 00:52:08.360
That leads to Yeah, that's I think that's where that

679
00:52:08.440 --> 00:52:10.920
sum and Paul is, unless it was right, I think

680
00:52:10.920 --> 00:52:14.480
it's left, and then on that sort of left down side,

681
00:52:14.480 --> 00:52:18.760
but on the right hand side there's It was east

682
00:52:18.760 --> 00:52:25.239
Ham College, so I went there a couple of times. Yes,

683
00:52:26.119 --> 00:52:33.519
also had my counseling there as well. I did a course.

684
00:52:35.239 --> 00:52:37.679
I kind of missed those days. It's a little bit weird.

685
00:52:37.719 --> 00:52:45.960
And in ninety ninety eight, I think it was ninety eight,

686
00:52:48.880 --> 00:52:54.119
I went to the job center and they had courses

687
00:52:54.159 --> 00:52:57.760
that I could go to, you know, to learn new skills,

688
00:52:58.440 --> 00:53:03.400
and I decided to go on a computer course and

689
00:53:03.440 --> 00:53:06.559
it was really it was very basic, it was, but

690
00:53:06.599 --> 00:53:12.400
it's very thorough at the same time, and it was learning.

691
00:53:15.639 --> 00:53:21.639
Word what do you call it? Typing?

692
00:53:23.159 --> 00:53:25.960
It was kind of a typing course really, but on

693
00:53:26.000 --> 00:53:29.880
a computer. So I suppose learning to use word like

694
00:53:30.000 --> 00:53:33.159
would be kind of the word processing app, wouldn't it

695
00:53:33.239 --> 00:53:38.599
whatever on laptop one computers rather PCs back in the nineties.

696
00:53:41.679 --> 00:53:44.679
So I went along to this thing for I don't know.

697
00:53:46.119 --> 00:53:49.880
I didn't stick at it, but I did go along.

698
00:53:54.800 --> 00:53:57.119
I did another one actually, when I first moved in there,

699
00:53:57.559 --> 00:54:05.440
went to a computer course. I wonder if there's anything

700
00:54:05.480 --> 00:54:09.840
like that, I could do something a little bit different.

701
00:54:12.719 --> 00:54:15.840
I don't know. It's just the going out, isn't it.

702
00:54:19.599 --> 00:54:23.960
But I was fine back then though, Like I wasn't

703
00:54:24.119 --> 00:54:27.079
fine what I mean, I could go out and do stuff.

704
00:54:27.800 --> 00:54:32.280
Oh well, so things. When I moved here, I was

705
00:54:32.320 --> 00:54:38.280
literally living in town before I moved here the previous

706
00:54:38.320 --> 00:54:42.320
two addresses. I was a very short walk from the

707
00:54:42.320 --> 00:54:48.360
town center, so I was used to going to the

708
00:54:48.400 --> 00:54:52.360
supermarket every day pretty much to buy my daily food,

709
00:54:55.559 --> 00:55:02.000
and meeting up with friends at coffee places or going

710
00:55:02.039 --> 00:55:08.119
for a walk in the park to feed the squirrels.

711
00:55:08.199 --> 00:55:11.480
So I had a degree of activity which I don't

712
00:55:11.599 --> 00:55:19.199
have anymore, which I think was useful because.

713
00:55:18.920 --> 00:55:20.280
I know i'd go out.

714
00:55:22.239 --> 00:55:24.119
I don't know what tom I'd go out. But maybe

715
00:55:24.159 --> 00:55:28.679
i'd go out, you know, ten eleven, twelve or whatever,

716
00:55:31.559 --> 00:55:35.480
and i'd come back home about three. So go and

717
00:55:35.519 --> 00:55:40.320
feed the squirrels. Maybe I'll get something to eat. Go

718
00:55:40.440 --> 00:55:46.079
feed the squirrels, go and maybe go and chatter and

719
00:55:46.159 --> 00:55:49.719
friends in the Evolution Shop, which was the Buddhist shop,

720
00:55:51.519 --> 00:56:00.960
and potter around. Go home, make myself some tea cakes.

721
00:56:02.039 --> 00:56:04.159
I think in them days, I was having a teacake

722
00:56:04.519 --> 00:56:10.639
and a toasted tea cake, maybe a cup of tea,

723
00:56:10.639 --> 00:56:12.440
but I think it was possibly a.

724
00:56:12.400 --> 00:56:13.039
Can of coke.

725
00:56:14.679 --> 00:56:19.519
And I'd watch something on TV that like would be

726
00:56:19.559 --> 00:56:22.039
an old seventies sitcom would be on at that.

727
00:56:21.960 --> 00:56:22.920
Time, like.

728
00:56:25.840 --> 00:56:34.119
Terry in June or George and Mildred, you know, so

729
00:56:35.079 --> 00:56:37.639
it's and I just love it. It's just like a

730
00:56:37.639 --> 00:56:40.920
little bit of a little bit of pleasure time, you know.

731
00:56:43.199 --> 00:56:45.119
It would only be like for half an hour, maybe

732
00:56:45.119 --> 00:56:50.559
an hour, and that would kind of be the day done,

733
00:56:51.719 --> 00:56:55.119
kind of especially in the winter because it'd be dark

734
00:56:55.159 --> 00:57:05.199
by then. I do sort of sometimes wish that I

735
00:57:05.280 --> 00:57:08.400
held out and found somewhere a bit closer to town,

736
00:57:09.519 --> 00:57:16.320
just so I could But I don't know, I don't know.

737
00:57:16.679 --> 00:57:19.880
It doesn't matters it what if ifs and bits and

738
00:57:19.920 --> 00:57:23.039
bots and whatever. You know, this is where I moved

739
00:57:23.039 --> 00:57:28.199
and this is where I that's where I am. And

740
00:57:28.320 --> 00:57:34.480
if I hadn't moved here, two of the really, you know,

741
00:57:34.519 --> 00:57:38.360
I wouldn't have had Andre and I wouldn't have had

742
00:57:38.400 --> 00:57:42.320
this little one here, pinny. So those are two things

743
00:57:42.320 --> 00:57:43.920
that wouldn't have happened in my life.

744
00:57:46.719 --> 00:57:52.599
And yeah, I'm not.

745
00:57:54.280 --> 00:58:02.800
Yeah, it is what it is, isn't it. So? But then yeah,

746
00:58:03.320 --> 00:58:04.960
I remember when I first moved in there.

747
00:58:05.880 --> 00:58:07.639
I think i'd been there for about.

748
00:58:08.079 --> 00:58:11.239
Four weeks, and I remember I was sitting over there

749
00:58:11.239 --> 00:58:13.360
at the table, which was in the corner at the time,

750
00:58:14.199 --> 00:58:19.079
near the window. The phone rang. The other end of

751
00:58:19.079 --> 00:58:20.639
the voice, the other end of the voice, the other

752
00:58:20.760 --> 00:58:24.480
end of the phone said hello, mister Newland. I said hello.

753
00:58:25.400 --> 00:58:29.000
I said, just check that you if you're available to

754
00:58:30.280 --> 00:58:33.480
come and come and have a viewing of the flat,

755
00:58:35.280 --> 00:58:38.880
I said, I said, I'm already here. I live here.

756
00:58:39.960 --> 00:58:42.840
I'll be there for about three weeks, four weeks. And

757
00:58:42.880 --> 00:58:47.679
she said, no, the the one and it was a

758
00:58:47.719 --> 00:58:52.920
flat that was in the same town where my name lived, No,

759
00:58:54.920 --> 00:58:57.800
where my dad lived. My name was gone by that point. Sorry,

760
00:58:58.039 --> 00:59:00.679
it was, but that's where my name used to live.

761
00:59:01.039 --> 00:59:05.400
But it was a town where my dad lives, and

762
00:59:07.280 --> 00:59:08.960
I kind of put that down as one of my

763
00:59:09.039 --> 00:59:13.280
areas on the housing list because I thought maybe it

764
00:59:13.280 --> 00:59:15.199
would be good to be closer to.

765
00:59:17.199 --> 00:59:18.079
The family, you know.

766
00:59:23.239 --> 00:59:29.199
And I'd had a phone call from them.

767
00:59:27.000 --> 00:59:28.039
Probably.

768
00:59:29.519 --> 00:59:34.199
Eight weeks earlier, seven weeks earlier, telling me that I

769
00:59:34.239 --> 00:59:35.880
was at the top of the list for a flat

770
00:59:36.039 --> 00:59:39.239
in that town. But then I didn't hear anything from

771
00:59:39.239 --> 00:59:44.639
them at all. And then I've got another phone call

772
00:59:44.719 --> 00:59:48.039
saying we've got you, We've got you a view in

773
00:59:48.119 --> 00:59:50.719
at this place. So I just figured that the other

774
00:59:50.760 --> 00:59:54.719
one had gone, you know, I didn't realize. I've figured

775
00:59:54.719 --> 00:59:58.519
I was dealing with the same department, same people, even

776
00:59:58.559 --> 01:00:00.920
the same person, I don't know, and the other place

777
01:00:01.039 --> 01:00:01.320
was gone.

778
01:00:01.400 --> 01:00:05.159
So I just thought, okay, fair enough, and.

779
01:00:05.119 --> 01:00:08.719
I knew that I couldn't. I wasn't in a position

780
01:00:08.840 --> 01:00:15.559
to turn down a property. Really, I was very lucky

781
01:00:15.599 --> 01:00:20.280
to be at the top of the list, and they

782
01:00:20.320 --> 01:00:22.079
had a I don't know if they had a rule

783
01:00:22.119 --> 01:00:25.039
at the time. I think it was you were allowed

784
01:00:25.079 --> 01:00:32.360
to turn down two properties, but not the third one.

785
01:00:32.519 --> 01:00:34.760
I think I think that was a rule back then.

786
01:00:35.280 --> 01:00:38.559
I might be wrong. I have no idea what the

787
01:00:38.639 --> 01:00:42.920
rule is now, and.

788
01:00:45.639 --> 01:00:46.800
So I jumped.

789
01:00:46.840 --> 01:00:49.719
I mean, I just couldn't believe that I was. I

790
01:00:49.760 --> 01:00:52.280
was literally being off of a flat. You know, it's yours.

791
01:00:52.960 --> 01:00:56.159
They said to me, you just got to come and

792
01:00:56.199 --> 01:00:59.679
look at it. If you want it, it's yours. You

793
01:00:59.760 --> 01:01:05.920
got first refusal. Now there were other people, and there

794
01:01:06.000 --> 01:01:08.760
was like two other people that were waiting to see

795
01:01:08.760 --> 01:01:11.480
this flat that had appointments after me.

796
01:01:12.239 --> 01:01:13.719
Now, I was never in that position.

797
01:01:14.159 --> 01:01:16.960
I never went to look at a property that I

798
01:01:17.079 --> 01:01:20.800
wasn't first in life for And this is the only

799
01:01:20.840 --> 01:01:28.960
property I ever looked at. And I'm kind of It's

800
01:01:29.000 --> 01:01:30.519
not that I'm glad I only got to look at

801
01:01:30.559 --> 01:01:34.079
one property, but how it.

802
01:01:34.199 --> 01:01:34.719
All have been.

803
01:01:34.760 --> 01:01:38.880
I wouldn't have enjoyed that process of It's almost like

804
01:01:38.920 --> 01:01:42.440
going for a job interview, isn't It's like, well, I'm

805
01:01:42.480 --> 01:01:44.400
looking at this property, but I might not have it,

806
01:01:44.440 --> 01:01:46.000
and there's two more people ahead of me.

807
01:01:46.679 --> 01:01:48.960
Like no, I just didn't fancy that.

808
01:01:52.199 --> 01:01:54.360
Although I did say other people had turned it down,

809
01:01:55.440 --> 01:01:59.320
that's why it was still available. And I kind of

810
01:01:59.360 --> 01:02:03.199
find out found out why when I moved in why

811
01:02:03.360 --> 01:02:06.400
it was. I think people do. They did a little

812
01:02:06.400 --> 01:02:09.840
bit of research, maybe more than I did. I've never

813
01:02:09.880 --> 01:02:18.639
even heard of the place before, so I was just

814
01:02:19.280 --> 01:02:24.800
super excited that so last time I was excited. I

815
01:02:24.840 --> 01:02:31.440
think I was excited at just the whole life transforming

816
01:02:33.920 --> 01:02:40.400
possibilities of for the first time having my own home.

817
01:02:42.159 --> 01:02:45.199
And I know I don't own it, obviously, I don't

818
01:02:45.239 --> 01:02:50.199
own a place, but it is my home and the

819
01:02:50.280 --> 01:02:53.559
only way I can lose this home is by doing

820
01:02:53.599 --> 01:02:59.480
something ridiculously, really ridiculous. Yeah, I not paid the rent

821
01:02:59.800 --> 01:03:03.440
for a long period of time, or not paid a

822
01:03:03.519 --> 01:03:10.519
council tax or you know, I don't know, I don't

823
01:03:10.519 --> 01:03:15.719
know what. But it's pretty much the lady said to me,

824
01:03:15.760 --> 01:03:18.000
it's a home for life if you want it to be.

825
01:03:20.320 --> 01:03:26.800
And I've actually been here longer than any other property

826
01:03:27.199 --> 01:03:30.559
ever in my life, never lived anywhere for ten years

827
01:03:30.639 --> 01:03:40.719
before ever, which you know, if an eight year old

828
01:03:40.760 --> 01:03:42.400
said that to you, you wouldn't be surprised.

829
01:03:42.400 --> 01:03:47.199
Which but fifty four.

830
01:03:48.880 --> 01:03:51.000
First place I've lived ten years at.

831
01:03:52.679 --> 01:03:53.639
So yeah, it's.

832
01:03:55.000 --> 01:03:57.679
It's weird. And I think I don't know if he

833
01:03:57.880 --> 01:03:58.800
likes living here now.

834
01:03:59.159 --> 01:03:59.760
I don't know.

835
01:04:00.239 --> 01:04:02.559
I've had him for two years and two and a

836
01:04:02.599 --> 01:04:05.719
half years now.

837
01:04:05.159 --> 01:04:06.039
Does he like it?

838
01:04:08.000 --> 01:04:12.559
How would I know? I mean, he's coldled up to

839
01:04:12.639 --> 01:04:19.800
my legs. I'm basically on the recliner and so I've

840
01:04:19.800 --> 01:04:23.320
got my legs up and he's lying to the left

841
01:04:23.320 --> 01:04:29.559
of me, and I'm just stroking him, and he seems

842
01:04:29.639 --> 01:04:41.360
very relaxed. I think he's relatively happy.

843
01:04:42.039 --> 01:04:43.280
It's just I think it's.

844
01:04:43.159 --> 01:04:50.639
Just a bit boring for him, this very little stimulation. Yeah,

845
01:04:50.679 --> 01:04:53.159
there's no other dogs for him to play with. There's

846
01:04:53.199 --> 01:04:56.159
no kids for him to play with. That he would

847
01:04:56.159 --> 01:04:59.159
have if he was in a family. He'd love that,

848
01:04:59.199 --> 01:05:03.280
if he was in a a big family with adults

849
01:05:03.360 --> 01:05:08.039
and kids and maybe another dog, a big guard and

850
01:05:08.199 --> 01:05:13.480
I love all that stuff. It's it's just be I

851
01:05:13.519 --> 01:05:15.199
think you'd just be happy all the time.

852
01:05:16.400 --> 01:05:17.199
I just don't know.

853
01:05:18.800 --> 01:05:27.599
I don't know. I can't figure him out because there's

854
01:05:27.639 --> 01:05:31.320
not one There's not one ounce of him, not one

855
01:05:31.400 --> 01:05:37.639
part of his brain wants to please me. He does,

856
01:05:37.760 --> 01:05:43.599
He's not he doesn't want to. He's not interested at

857
01:05:43.599 --> 01:05:54.880
all in doing what I wanted to do, not one particle.

858
01:05:56.199 --> 01:05:58.559
It's all about he wants to do what he wants

859
01:05:58.559 --> 01:06:01.960
to do. And that's it. And I kind of quite

860
01:06:02.079 --> 01:06:05.519
like that in a way. He just reminds me of Andre,

861
01:06:05.599 --> 01:06:09.039
because Andrea was the same. I was going to say,

862
01:06:09.039 --> 01:06:13.960
Andrea was more affectionate. Not the beginning, he wasn't blind me.

863
01:06:14.039 --> 01:06:19.599
But but then, I mean, Viny's line here right next

864
01:06:19.639 --> 01:06:21.960
to me, cut it up to me. So that's kind

865
01:06:22.000 --> 01:06:23.000
of affection, isn't it.

866
01:06:25.599 --> 01:06:26.119
Possibly.

867
01:06:26.199 --> 01:06:27.760
I mean, if you didn't, if you didn't like me,

868
01:06:27.760 --> 01:06:30.480
he wouldn't be doing that. I just don't know if

869
01:06:30.480 --> 01:06:34.480
he likes me. I don't know. It's a weird thing.

870
01:06:36.079 --> 01:06:38.400
It's just strange to think that he's lived here for

871
01:06:40.039 --> 01:06:47.199
two and a half years. It just seems strange. In

872
01:06:47.239 --> 01:06:49.280
two and a half years, I fell down the stairs

873
01:06:49.320 --> 01:06:51.920
and fractured my spine, my spine, my back.

874
01:06:52.000 --> 01:06:55.360
Rather two and a half years ago.

875
01:06:55.119 --> 01:07:02.039
That's ages ago. He remember opened the door, the front door.

876
01:07:03.239 --> 01:07:05.679
He might think, well, you're open the door every day,

877
01:07:05.679 --> 01:07:08.239
don't you. I said, yeah, But let me finish the story.

878
01:07:09.079 --> 01:07:12.000
I remember the first the day that opened the front door.

879
01:07:12.480 --> 01:07:15.960
My friend from downstairs was standing there his LOGI was

880
01:07:16.000 --> 01:07:19.880
standing there as well, and this tiny little red thing

881
01:07:20.000 --> 01:07:23.559
just ran through my legs and my friend was laughing,

882
01:07:24.039 --> 01:07:25.239
really laughing loudly.

883
01:07:27.239 --> 01:07:28.480
What the hell was that?

884
01:07:30.119 --> 01:07:31.920
I actually, for a second I thought he'd got another

885
01:07:32.000 --> 01:07:36.880
ferret because it moved so quick, and it was really little.

886
01:07:37.880 --> 01:07:42.280
I mean, it wasn't much smaller than he is now.

887
01:07:42.400 --> 01:07:45.320
At the time, he was ten months old, so I

888
01:07:45.360 --> 01:07:47.800
guess he was still kind of a puppy, but it

889
01:07:47.840 --> 01:07:52.400
was still He's filled out a bit since then. To

890
01:07:52.400 --> 01:07:56.159
give you an example, the railings in the school. There's

891
01:07:56.159 --> 01:07:58.079
a school nearby. He used to be able to get

892
01:07:58.079 --> 01:08:05.360
through those railings run around the football pitch or well,

893
01:08:05.360 --> 01:08:09.280
I didn't actually he he did that in the past

894
01:08:09.320 --> 01:08:12.159
with the neighbor that had him before. He actually went

895
01:08:12.199 --> 01:08:15.280
into the school and ran around inside the school. The

896
01:08:15.360 --> 01:08:21.119
kids loved her, the teachers weren't so happy. And when

897
01:08:21.119 --> 01:08:25.119
I first got him, I I think I had him

898
01:08:25.119 --> 01:08:27.159
off the lead because I thought I could trust him.

899
01:08:27.399 --> 01:08:27.960
I was wrong.

900
01:08:30.279 --> 01:08:34.520
And I was checking the ball and the ball went

901
01:08:34.640 --> 01:08:39.600
over the fence of the school, and I'm thinking, oh,

902
01:08:39.640 --> 01:08:45.479
that's it. I mean, technically, I think I'm not sure

903
01:08:45.520 --> 01:08:47.239
if this was it might have been a sad day.

904
01:08:47.520 --> 01:08:49.479
They might have been open. I don't know, but either way,

905
01:08:50.439 --> 01:08:51.880
I can't climb over that fence.

906
01:08:52.000 --> 01:08:52.840
It's just that I'm not.

907
01:08:54.560 --> 01:08:58.960
It's not that I'm not from an illegal perspective, because

908
01:08:58.960 --> 01:09:00.319
if it was a set, I wouldn't it. If the

909
01:09:00.319 --> 01:09:03.399
school was open, if it was a Saturday, I could

910
01:09:03.439 --> 01:09:05.880
just zip over and get back and zip over back again.

911
01:09:05.920 --> 01:09:10.239
But my body is not. My body doesn't go along

912
01:09:10.239 --> 01:09:14.119
with that stuff like that. My body's banned me from

913
01:09:15.079 --> 01:09:19.520
jumping over fences ever since. I think it was about

914
01:09:19.520 --> 01:09:22.279
two thousand and nine. The last time I tried that,

915
01:09:22.439 --> 01:09:28.479
I got stuck. I did actually get stuck on a

916
01:09:28.520 --> 01:09:37.960
fence a couple of times in the past, and there

917
01:09:38.000 --> 01:09:45.159
was one time it was weird. Nineteen ninety four was

918
01:09:45.399 --> 01:09:45.960
with Andre.

919
01:09:47.640 --> 01:09:49.159
We went for a walk.

920
01:09:52.359 --> 01:09:55.600
And I wasn't living at the time, but it's before

921
01:09:55.600 --> 01:09:58.439
I moved into that house where my other friend and

922
01:09:58.479 --> 01:10:03.319
his girlfriend was there, and we were all watching Meet

923
01:10:03.359 --> 01:10:09.479
the Feebles and just having a really good time. It

924
01:10:09.520 --> 01:10:16.720
was really nice, probably one of my one of my

925
01:10:16.800 --> 01:10:25.840
most enjoyable evenings of the nineties with friends, because I

926
01:10:25.960 --> 01:10:28.399
liked both of those people, both of the blokes. That is,

927
01:10:29.119 --> 01:10:34.600
so Andre, his girlfriend and his girlfriend's boyfriend, who was

928
01:10:34.640 --> 01:10:38.640
also best friends with Andre, and I ended up being really,

929
01:10:38.680 --> 01:10:42.600
really close friends to him as well, So I ended

930
01:10:42.680 --> 01:10:48.479
up living with him twice twice, once twice, no, twice.

931
01:10:49.399 --> 01:10:51.880
So it was such a good environment and it was

932
01:10:52.520 --> 01:10:57.479
really funny. The neighbors kept complaining, now there's someone else

933
01:10:57.520 --> 01:11:01.359
there as well, Yeah, there's someone else there who we

934
01:11:01.680 --> 01:11:06.600
worked with, and we were watching Meet the Feebles, and

935
01:11:06.640 --> 01:11:08.840
it was just I've never seen.

936
01:11:08.600 --> 01:11:12.039
It before, and.

937
01:11:13.560 --> 01:11:16.640
In that circumstances it was even funnier than perhaps.

938
01:11:16.399 --> 01:11:16.960
It would have been.

939
01:11:18.760 --> 01:11:21.840
The neighbors kept click, kept like knocking on a door,

940
01:11:21.840 --> 01:11:26.680
complaining and no, I'm not. I'm not a big fan

941
01:11:26.760 --> 01:11:34.199
of being noisy, really, and I really I'll pretty much

942
01:11:34.279 --> 01:11:40.880
do anything to avoid disturbing the neighbors unless I'm on

943
01:11:40.920 --> 01:11:44.039
the toilet. Then I think I can do about it.

944
01:11:45.439 --> 01:11:49.960
And the echo. It's hard to hide the echo, isn't it.

945
01:11:51.079 --> 01:11:52.960
I had a girlfriend once she went we was in

946
01:11:53.000 --> 01:11:56.960
a hotel room and she went in and she put

947
01:11:56.960 --> 01:12:02.600
the she put the tap on because she didn't want

948
01:12:02.640 --> 01:12:07.760
me to hear what she was doing, and she left

949
01:12:07.800 --> 01:12:09.680
it and I went in there. I said, you know,

950
01:12:09.720 --> 01:12:13.319
you turn that tap on to come up, you know.

951
01:12:13.399 --> 01:12:16.239
She said, yeah, yes, it covers up the sound. I said, yeah,

952
01:12:16.520 --> 01:12:21.960
didn't come up with the smell though that sind of

953
01:12:22.039 --> 01:12:23.760
ruined the romance though for that night.

954
01:12:24.960 --> 01:12:26.520
Yeah, I should have kept her mouth shut.

955
01:12:27.800 --> 01:12:32.399
So what was I saying?

956
01:12:33.479 --> 01:12:33.600
Oh?

957
01:12:33.680 --> 01:12:35.880
Yeah, they kept complaining, but the more they complained, the

958
01:12:35.920 --> 01:12:39.479
funnier it got. Honestly, I'm not like that now, and

959
01:12:39.680 --> 01:12:42.960
I wasn't like that then either. It just I suppose

960
01:12:43.000 --> 01:12:46.399
I got caught up in the moment because I wasn't

961
01:12:46.560 --> 01:12:54.000
used to being around other young people of my own

962
01:12:54.039 --> 01:12:57.239
age doing what perhaps I should have been doing, which

963
01:12:57.399 --> 01:13:04.600
was enjoying myself, not disturbing anyone, but just I don't

964
01:13:04.680 --> 01:13:07.600
know how to explain it. But I'd never done that before.

965
01:13:08.199 --> 01:13:11.359
I'd never done it before. Yeah, before nineteen ninety four,

966
01:13:11.439 --> 01:13:16.840
So let'score ninety six eighty six. So nineteen ninety four

967
01:13:17.720 --> 01:13:20.880
was the first time I actually sat in a house

968
01:13:22.239 --> 01:13:28.960
with friends laughing. I've never done that up to that point,

969
01:13:30.560 --> 01:13:35.159
and just having fun, just being a young person.

970
01:13:38.399 --> 01:13:40.800
Yeah, so it was just quite a special occasion.

971
01:13:40.840 --> 01:13:45.279
I didn't tell them that what was weird is Andre

972
01:13:45.640 --> 01:13:50.560
and another friend, different person, because I never had anything

973
01:13:50.560 --> 01:13:52.880
to do with anyone I worked with outside of work.

974
01:13:53.319 --> 01:13:54.039
That's my rule.

975
01:13:55.000 --> 01:13:58.079
Got got nothing to do with you.

976
01:13:57.119 --> 01:14:00.640
It's just it's like or sometimes I go to the pub,

977
01:14:00.680 --> 01:14:04.560
I would or you know, something like that, but it wouldn't.

978
01:14:04.560 --> 01:14:06.800
I wouldn't. Well, I'd maybe meet them in the pub,

979
01:14:06.840 --> 01:14:14.079
but I would never generally get involved in their life.

980
01:14:14.840 --> 01:14:16.600
And then one day I'm walking home from work. This

981
01:14:16.720 --> 01:14:24.119
is probably ninety four and eighty four, ninety four, ninety four,

982
01:14:27.399 --> 01:14:30.399
and I'm only in for probably about a minute, talking

983
01:14:30.439 --> 01:14:35.039
to my landlady I did there since ninety one. And

984
01:14:36.640 --> 01:14:39.560
the doorbell went and I said, oh, I'll get that.

985
01:14:39.600 --> 01:14:42.920
Because she was she she had she was disabled, so

986
01:14:42.920 --> 01:14:47.840
I'd always get the door for her, if if if

987
01:14:47.880 --> 01:14:51.600
she could see me, yeah, if she couldn't see me,

988
01:14:51.640 --> 01:14:54.880
and I'd hide. But you know, because I don't like

989
01:14:54.920 --> 01:14:58.439
to help people, I did, so I let her, I answered.

990
01:14:58.760 --> 01:15:03.880
I walked towards the door, and here is giggling. I

991
01:15:03.920 --> 01:15:08.920
look for the people. There's Andre, not my Ferreite, the

992
01:15:09.000 --> 01:15:14.079
other the original Andre and the other fella. They'd followed

993
01:15:14.119 --> 01:15:18.520
me from home. From from home, I really said, from school.

994
01:15:18.920 --> 01:15:25.239
They've followed me from work, followed me all the way.

995
01:15:25.920 --> 01:15:28.520
I'm not sure it's ninety four, it's one year anyway,

996
01:15:29.399 --> 01:15:34.479
and they'd followed me because I wanted to find out

997
01:15:34.520 --> 01:15:43.119
where I lived, and I just felt infringe upon. I

998
01:15:43.199 --> 01:15:50.279
felt almost not soiled, but just it just felt I

999
01:15:50.319 --> 01:15:52.840
just didn't like it. The idea of someone known where

1000
01:15:52.840 --> 01:15:55.520
I live wasn't wasn't best pleased with that.

1001
01:15:57.760 --> 01:16:00.960
But yeah, so, But I guess that was good because

1002
01:16:00.960 --> 01:16:05.800
it ended up would be ended up with me being

1003
01:16:05.840 --> 01:16:07.439
a little bit more open.

1004
01:16:08.960 --> 01:16:13.439
And spending a bit more, having more of a little

1005
01:16:13.439 --> 01:16:18.159
bit more of a social life, because up to that

1006
01:16:18.279 --> 01:16:21.600
point my social life involved going to comedy clubs.

1007
01:16:22.960 --> 01:16:24.119
Or wanderinger.

1008
01:16:24.319 --> 01:16:27.159
Well, actually, isn't a social life if you're on your own,

1009
01:16:27.239 --> 01:16:29.800
is it? So I used to like to go up

1010
01:16:29.840 --> 01:16:34.119
to the West End on my own, one of my

1011
01:16:34.199 --> 01:16:37.039
favorite things, and often it would be after going to

1012
01:16:37.079 --> 01:16:39.359
a comedy club, I go to.

1013
01:16:44.000 --> 01:16:45.800
Leicester Square. Is it Leicester Square?

1014
01:16:45.880 --> 01:16:52.640
Yeah, Leicester Square, Notrefile Square. Leicester Square, And well you've

1015
01:16:52.640 --> 01:16:55.439
got Covent Garden and Leicester Square. It's all seems to

1016
01:16:55.479 --> 01:16:59.680
be within touch and distance. I think I might have

1017
01:16:59.680 --> 01:17:02.079
that wrong, but I used to go to Leicester Square

1018
01:17:02.239 --> 01:17:06.800
and it was amazing. I loved it. Now everything was open.

1019
01:17:07.079 --> 01:17:09.720
You'd be there too in the morning, and it looked

1020
01:17:09.760 --> 01:17:15.479
like it could be two in the afternoon, you know,

1021
01:17:15.760 --> 01:17:24.239
so light all lights on, everyone around talking, eating, you know, chatted.

1022
01:17:24.279 --> 01:17:25.520
There'd be people.

1023
01:17:28.520 --> 01:17:33.840
Taught, like having discussions about stuff, kind of like Speaker's

1024
01:17:33.920 --> 01:17:37.720
Corner but Intravigal Square, but in Leicester Square, so I

1025
01:17:37.720 --> 01:17:42.319
think Speakers Corners in Hyde Park, but there'd be people

1026
01:17:42.399 --> 01:17:48.159
discussing religion and discussing philosophy. And I just found it

1027
01:17:48.199 --> 01:17:55.600
interested And for whatever reason, it felt like the safest

1028
01:17:55.600 --> 01:18:01.079
place at place ever. Maybe it's it was so well lit.

1029
01:18:01.199 --> 01:18:04.359
Maybe because there were so many people there. I think

1030
01:18:04.399 --> 01:18:06.760
it gets a pointed. When there's so many people, it

1031
01:18:06.920 --> 01:18:08.199
almost just feels safe.

1032
01:18:10.359 --> 01:18:11.439
So it's a weird.

1033
01:18:11.760 --> 01:18:13.640
Maybe it's just the way I was at the time,

1034
01:18:13.680 --> 01:18:19.560
but it's when it's so many it's a little bit

1035
01:18:19.680 --> 01:18:23.439
like I used to live in Upton Park, which is

1036
01:18:24.079 --> 01:18:28.159
there used to be west Down Football Ground in that

1037
01:18:28.279 --> 01:18:31.880
same road that I lived in. So i'd walk up

1038
01:18:31.920 --> 01:18:34.319
one part of the hill towards Upton Park train station

1039
01:18:35.720 --> 01:18:38.680
and if I caught it wrong, if I caught the

1040
01:18:38.680 --> 01:18:43.720
wrong time, I would see thousands and thousands, maybe ten

1041
01:18:43.840 --> 01:18:50.279
thousand or more people walk it towards me going to

1042
01:18:50.319 --> 01:18:53.319
get onto the trains to go back to where they

1043
01:18:53.359 --> 01:18:58.079
came from, you know, wherever, whatever part of London or

1044
01:18:58.079 --> 01:19:03.920
wherever they traveled from. And it was weird. If there'd

1045
01:19:03.960 --> 01:19:06.720
been a couple of hundred people, it probably would have

1046
01:19:06.760 --> 01:19:11.439
been more, almost more threatening, if there'd be like forty

1047
01:19:11.520 --> 01:19:14.880
or fifty people all stand together walking, Because there was

1048
01:19:15.199 --> 01:19:20.680
thousands and thousands. The only thing I was concerned about

1049
01:19:20.760 --> 01:19:24.680
was getting squashed, like on the train. I mean to

1050
01:19:24.720 --> 01:19:26.399
try and get on the train before they got to

1051
01:19:26.479 --> 01:19:30.680
the train station so I could just I'd go anywhere

1052
01:19:30.840 --> 01:19:35.800
just to get away, because it was never good. It

1053
01:19:35.840 --> 01:19:39.600
was just I mean generally it was just people singing,

1054
01:19:42.319 --> 01:19:44.840
but there was so many of them, so there was

1055
01:19:44.880 --> 01:19:47.000
no way of really getting It's quite hard to get

1056
01:19:47.039 --> 01:19:53.159
a seat and not be squashed, you know. Ah, those

1057
01:19:53.199 --> 01:19:55.560
are the days.

1058
01:19:57.479 --> 01:19:57.960
Irony.

1059
01:19:58.279 --> 01:20:00.159
The irony of it is they didn't seem good good

1060
01:20:00.159 --> 01:20:04.880
at the time. I look back now and I think, oh,

1061
01:20:05.439 --> 01:20:07.960
maybe they weren't too bad.

1062
01:20:08.159 --> 01:20:08.760
I don't know.

1063
01:20:10.399 --> 01:20:14.960
The one good thing about living in Upton Park was

1064
01:20:15.840 --> 01:20:21.720
everything was there, supermarkets, there was a pub opposite of road,

1065
01:20:21.800 --> 01:20:28.119
opposite where we lived. There was takeaway's galore, anything you wanted,

1066
01:20:28.880 --> 01:20:38.000
Chinese takeaway, Indian takeaway, pizzas, kebabs, chip shops, and.

1067
01:20:38.079 --> 01:20:39.720
Literally turned right up the road.

1068
01:20:39.840 --> 01:20:46.000
There was a Sainsbury's, There was an Iceland everything. There

1069
01:20:46.039 --> 01:20:50.159
was a chemist, great little road, and there was a

1070
01:20:50.199 --> 01:20:54.199
market just up the road where they like a big

1071
01:20:54.239 --> 01:20:57.840
old market area which sold all this stuff that I

1072
01:20:57.880 --> 01:21:00.359
didn't buy.

1073
01:21:01.119 --> 01:21:03.560
There was this. Yeah, it was a very interesting place

1074
01:21:03.600 --> 01:21:03.960
to live.

1075
01:21:06.319 --> 01:21:12.279
I didn't live there for a long time, but yeah,

1076
01:21:12.319 --> 01:21:20.760
I did live there for a little while. You know what,

1077
01:21:20.840 --> 01:21:24.560
it might have been nearly a year. Actually, no, would

1078
01:21:24.640 --> 01:21:30.880
it be maybe nearly a year? Yeah, wow, because I

1079
01:21:30.880 --> 01:21:41.039
think I moved out maybe yeah, maybe a year. That's wow.

1080
01:21:41.119 --> 01:21:47.479
I didn't realize that. I'm pretty sure I moved in

1081
01:21:47.520 --> 01:21:51.880
about the summer or the end of the summer or

1082
01:21:51.920 --> 01:21:56.319
the summer maybe two nineteen ninety six, and I moved

1083
01:21:56.359 --> 01:22:12.600
out again in the summer nineteen ninety seven. I don't

1084
01:22:12.600 --> 01:22:15.960
know how I got onto that after talking about the iPad,

1085
01:22:16.239 --> 01:22:20.279
but the iPad sorted, oh yeah.

1086
01:22:19.279 --> 01:22:20.119
The flat.

1087
01:22:24.640 --> 01:22:26.760
There isn't really a subject for this record, and I've

1088
01:22:26.760 --> 01:22:29.840
got no idea. I'll probably say something about the iPad.

1089
01:22:33.319 --> 01:22:35.680
I wonder if my toes need cut in? Why is

1090
01:22:35.680 --> 01:22:39.199
it my toenails don't grow as quickly as my fingernails.

1091
01:22:40.199 --> 01:22:43.159
So I had to cut my fingernails today. And honestly,

1092
01:22:43.399 --> 01:22:45.680
I think are only cutting a week ago or a

1093
01:22:45.680 --> 01:22:49.640
couple of few days ago. I might be wrong, and

1094
01:22:49.760 --> 01:22:51.800
I think that my tone NOL was I think that

1095
01:22:51.920 --> 01:22:52.680
was about.

1096
01:22:54.000 --> 01:22:56.600
January.

1097
01:22:57.399 --> 01:23:00.000
But that doesn't sound right because they're not long at all. Ways,

1098
01:23:00.159 --> 01:23:00.720
just they're not.

1099
01:23:00.760 --> 01:23:01.560
They're still short.

1100
01:23:02.159 --> 01:23:06.960
So maybe I've cut them. Oh, don't tell me, I

1101
01:23:06.960 --> 01:23:11.680
I sleep tone NOL cut. That'd be weird, wouldn't it

1102
01:23:12.319 --> 01:23:20.319
cut my toeails in my sleep? No, maybe I have

1103
01:23:20.439 --> 01:23:24.560
cut them. They're too short, they like, they're not long

1104
01:23:24.640 --> 01:23:29.920
at all. They're literally some would argue, well, maybe not

1105
01:23:29.960 --> 01:23:35.279
many people, but perfect length. They're not talents, they're not

1106
01:23:35.399 --> 01:23:42.720
like massive, they're literally very very very tidy toenails. I

1107
01:23:42.760 --> 01:23:44.520
must have cut them. I just don't remember doing it.

1108
01:23:45.600 --> 01:23:47.640
But to be fair, why we don't want to remember that?

1109
01:23:50.359 --> 01:23:55.520
It's not the most useful memory to keep, is it really?

1110
01:23:58.239 --> 01:24:02.560
But on that note, am I going to go? Am

1111
01:24:02.560 --> 01:24:09.199
I going to go? So thank you for listening. Remember

1112
01:24:10.479 --> 01:24:13.760
to be kind to yourself because you do deserve to

1113
01:24:13.840 --> 01:24:18.560
be happy, and be gentle with yourself because you do

1114
01:24:18.720 --> 01:24:27.880
deserve to feel safe, lots of love, Bye,