Sept. 14, 2025

(music) (5 hours) Q&A Friday | LMBYTS #1431 | Jason Newland | 14th September 2025

(music) (5 hours) Q&A Friday | LMBYTS #1431 | Jason Newland | 14th September 2025
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Hello, hell'll come to Qune Friday. Hello, Hello, Hello, hello Hello.

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So this is qun a Friday. My name is ad

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Jason new Land. Vinnie is sitting on the sofa staring

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at me, making some weird noises. I've got his food

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that's on the floor on a little plate. There's about

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a quarter of an apple also on the floor for

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him to eat, and some fresh water, and he's still

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staring at me as if to say, where's my food.

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So I don't really know what's going on with him.

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It's very very stage, very stage. Other than that, please

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only listen when you can safely close your eyes. And

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also my website is letmeboydsleep dot com for this podcast,

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but I do also have my Chasonnewland dot com which

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is still available. I've I did delete it, but I

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made it available again. It's a little bit different format,

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but it gives you links to all the different places

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that you could listen to my other stuff as well.

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I know I haven't been hugely active the last I

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don't know. I did a recording on the sixth, which

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was what was one, two, three, four, five, six, seven,

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eight days ago, and I did one on the fifth

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which was the Friday day before, one in the fourth,

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one on the third, one on the alright, and then

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one on the thirtieth of August, twenty ninth, twenty eighth,

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twenty seventh, August, twenty fifth, because I had my birthday off,

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then twenty fourth, twenty third, twenty second, twenty first, twentieth, nineteenth, eighteenth,

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seventeenth of August, fourteenth of August, twelfth of August, eleventh, tenth, ninth, eighth, seventh, sixth, fifth, fourth, third.

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So you know, it's not like I haven't done any recording.

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It's just been like a week and the stats have

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gone down to practically nothing. It's weird. And I did

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do recording, although I didn't you know. I'm still in

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the process of sorting some of the podcasts out I

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did start. If this is a bit echoy, I'm sorry.

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I've moved my microphone to a different part of the room,

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and I might need to get some kind of soundproofing

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on this wall here there because the bookcases aren't here anymore.

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I can get that sorid I'll sort that out at

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some point, or I could just move back to doing

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it on the chair, but that's a little bit uncomfortable.

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It's not uncomfortable as far as sitting, but making a recording,

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I'm kind of I don't really have the back support

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that I need. My neck's a little bit bent, and

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I'm kind of having to lean forward. Here I can

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just talk and I'm sitting up Drake, it's a little

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bit easier. And also because I'm looking at the laptop

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to get the Facebook questions, it's kind of handy to

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have it in front of me rather than to keep

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looking down. So yeah, I'd like to say thank you

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to those of you that have sent me lovely messages

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of support. Thank you and yeah, and also a big

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message shout out to Brooke. I do. I've got a

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message from Cara. I've not replied yet. I'm sorry.

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I just.

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I think I've missed a few messages that I've not

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replied to. And I do apologize. I'm not meaning to

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do that. Just kind of lost track of stuff, if

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I'm honest. But I did try and do the Q

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and A Friday on Friday and all it might have

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been Saturday morning, No, it's Friday. I think I ended

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up talking about something completely different from the Q and

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A Friday and it turned into I suppose quite a

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serious conversation, so I just ended up ditching it after

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about forty minutes. But this is Q and a Friday,

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and I will be focusing on just the questions if

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I can find it, here we go, right, okay, we go,

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here we go, Here we go, here we go. So

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no big long blah blah blah. I'm just going to

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get straight down to it, straight down to the nitty gritty.

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I'll drink of water as well. Spent half the night

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up last night watching The Boxing Canello Crawford. It was

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very good. So Hope is the first question, and Hope

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asks what are your top five favorite movies? Kic mm hmmmmmm.

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Off the top of my head. I'm just gonna shout

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one of men to shout them out. But the Wanderers, Airplane,

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It's a Wonderful Life, The Life of Brian, groundhog Day.

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I'm not going to say they're my absolute favorites. It's

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a Wonderful Life is my absolute favorite movie of all

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of them. But the others I love and have watched

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multiple times, although Airplane Life of Brian not so much

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because I kind of watch yeah it just because their

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comedy is good. To leave them a bit, you know,

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let them marinate and come back to them maybe a

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few years later, leave it a decade or so. But

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there are five off the top of my head. I'm

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just trying to think of any other ones that I

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really going back to when I was little boom boom

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boom boom boom boom boom movies. Just I'm trying to

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think it's a movie that blew me away. The End

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of the Dragon would be another one, So I'm going

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to add that on. In fact, I would add that

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probably number two out of all the ones. Well, I

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couldn't really watch it anymore. But as far as having

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an impact on my life, I think let me It's

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a wonderful life had an impact on me. I remember

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watching it the very first time. I was living above

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the co op where I was working. It's nineteen eighty eight.

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It's a story behind this. Shall I tell you the story? Yeah,

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go on it right. I was working at a chip shop.

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I probably mentioned this a few thousand times over the years.

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And what happened is my boss I said something that

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annoyed my boss. And this would have been the beginning

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of March time, maybe February March nineteen eighty eight, so

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I've been working there for nearly two years, what about

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two years at this point. I've been living upstairs in

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the flat for a year. So one day he was

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just talking about going to see Stevie Wondering concert, and

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I was getting annoyed because he was talking about nice

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things he was doing and I had no money to

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do anything. I just, I don't know, I was probably jealous, possibly,

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and I was a big fan, really a bigger fan

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of Stevie Wander than he was, because I listened to

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Stevie Wonder like nearly all the time when I'm back then,

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and I said something to the upset him, and he

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pushed me against the wall and he was like twice

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my size at this time. It wouldn't be now, but

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you know, back then he was twice and like pushed

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me against the wall and I just told him to

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get off. He did apologize, He did apologize, like because

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I walked out. I said, you know, I just walked out,

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went upstairs, and he apologized, and I couldn't let it

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go though, so I kind of said, no, don't worried,

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and then I went back to work and I just couldn't.

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I couldn't be there anymore, so I quit. I left.

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I was given a month to get out of the flat,

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but I didn't know where to go because I didn't

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have a job or anything. So what happened is I

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ended up moving in with my dad, who had a

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new house. So I was seventeen at this point. I

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stayed in his spare bedroom. It was only temporary. It's

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a temporary situation, and I yeah, it didn't ask me

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to leave. But I worked in a car. I got

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a job. I got two jobs. Actually, the first job

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I got when I was living at my dad's for

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the first time was in a care home like a

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residential home, and I was helping in the kitchen because

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I had whatever you want to call it experience, you know,

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catering experience. I've been to college, spent years at school

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working and doing I can't remember what it was called.

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What was it called domestic domestic education or whatever it

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was called that involved cooking and stuff. So I got

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a job working in the kitchen.

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Now I thought i'd be able to handle that, and

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I'll tell you right now, it's going to be very

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hard for me to move my way back to talking

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about movies.

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Because I'm going to get stuck on this, I think.

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But hey, I'm just just letting you know. So I'm

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in this. I go to this job. I wasn't enthusiastic

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about it, but back then I just took whatever I

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could get. It was just a job. I think that

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was the understanding. I could stay with my dad, but

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I had to work, and it's very easy to get

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a job back then at my age. You know, I

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basically I didn't have to take those menial jobs. And

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not that there's nothing wrong with working in a care home.

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Blame me. It's a really good job to happen. It's

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a you know, you know what I mean, Like if

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it's a it's although I wouldn't wasn't directly caring for

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elderly people. I was cooking for them. So that's a

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very important part of being alive, isn't it? Having food? Apparently,

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So I'll tell you right now it didn't work out

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very well, but I'll come to that. I could have

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done anything, really, I could have. You know, I lived

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in a place where there was a docks, one of

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the biggest docks in Europe. I could have got a

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job as a runner, just taking parcels from one place

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to another. You know, I could have got a job

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in I don't know. There wasn't there wasn't a lot going,

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but there was probably thousands of jobs that I could

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have applied for on the docks, and I didn't even

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think about it. All I wanted to do is just

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get the first available job, which is why I did that.

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Went to the job center. I said, I'll go for

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that one they phoned up. That's in the days, right.

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I don't know what it's like where you live, and

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I don't know what it's like now either. That's very slavery.

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It was out there like now. Anyway, I'm getting all

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ord to try feedback from my own mouth, even though

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I've not got headphones on. Back in those days, we

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had this little job center on a corner and it

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was little. There was no room. There was there's literally

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the seat was two desks, two seats with people even

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at the other side, and then some jobs in the window,

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some jobs in the other window the other side, and

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there's some jobs on the other side, and it's like

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it was the size of a corner shop, like a

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corner sweet shop that wasn't big at all.

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And.

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I have no idea where people used to go to

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sign on, because I never signed on when I was

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in that town, so or I was never unemployed, so

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I was, but I never like claimed benefits. I think

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it must have been somewhere else they went because there

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was no room in there. But I had these bits

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of cardboard, so there was this big plastic sheeting with

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I suppose pockets which you could put not like pockets

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in trousers, you know, you can put these I suppose

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post card size or index cards in and it advertise

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the latest jobs. So I'd look in the window and

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then have them either side so you could look outside

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and you could look inside different jobs, and then I

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could just like I think you'd maybe write down them

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the reference number, or maybe even take the card out

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and take it to the desk. I can't one million

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percent remember, and video's having a nice drink liphally there

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now just eleven thirty two. He hasn't had his breakfast chat,

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but he has also had a bit of a weird

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night because he's been up with me and then asleep,

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and then up, then asleep. So I went in because

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I needed to get a job, and this sent me

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for an interview at this care home residential home. I

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don't even know where it was. I've an idea at

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the time because I worked there, but I couldn't tell

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you now. So I know I can still remember the

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outlay of that town, but I don't remember where that

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nurse in the place was. Hmmm, I think, oh wait, now,

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don't I? So I turned up straight away. The woman

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in the kitchen, she was my boss. She didn't seem

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to take a liking to me. But in all fairness,

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I don't think I was particularly likable, not in a

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bad way. I just had a bit of an attitude

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on me, I think a little bit. I didn't want

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to be there. I was willing to work, I was

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a hard worker, but I just I wasn't interested in

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the job. It wasn't like it was my life's ambition

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to peel potatoes, which I've been doing for the last

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two years. To be fair, it's quite good at it,

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and I remember one point she was actually trying to say, no,

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that's not how you do it. I got a little

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with experience doing this. Baby. She said, don't call me baby. Sorry.

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So she didn't like me, and everything I didn't see

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to do anything right. It's all it was is just

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prep mainly just preparing the food. She did the cooking.

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I prepared the food, and then I got given responsibility

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of making the porridge. Now I've talked about the porridge incident,

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I don't need to talk about it. A game possibly,

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but no matter what I did, the porridge was not

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up to standard. It kicked every day for I was

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there for two weeks, so a two weeks trial, I

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think I maybe it was a week's trial. It seemed

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like about a year, and every day people would complain

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the porridge was too thick, or it was too thin,

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to runny, it was too sweet, too salty, and it

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was never Basically, we had probably I don't know, fifty

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people living there, maybe maybe more, maybe less. They're all

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like their porridge different. You can't, it can't. It's just

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an impossible situation. In that kind of situation, they have

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to add their own sugar, their own salt. Don't they

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to make it how they want it to taste, because

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I can't make one that's going to make everyone happy.

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So that got a bit frustrating, And back then I

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wasn't as amenable to criticism as perhaps I now I'm

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not saying I'm amenable now, but I was a little

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bit more reactive. So I was having arguments with people

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about it and just telling them what I thought. I said,

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just this is ridiculous. The whole situation was ridiculous. I mean,

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I can't I can't believe everyone. I think. I went

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into the into the where they all sat and ate,

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and I started shouting. I was like, like, you come

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and everyone, come in and cook your own porridge. And

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I got told off for that. The thing is, when

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I went there, I always had, you know, a bit

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a lot of respect for elderly people because because of

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how close I was to my Nan. I just I

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guess I just automatically had this questionable respect I guess

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to elderly people because my NN's always been old. When

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she's not around anymore. But I'm not saying she was

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born old, but ever since I've known her, ever since

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the age of seven, she's probably in her sixties then

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seven seventeen, twenty seven, thirty seven, forty seven, Okay, you no, yeah,

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she's well, I know she's probably it's probably about my age.

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But anyway, it just didn't feel right that I was

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being I mean, some people are coming and shouting at me.

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Why are you shouting at me? You're old, You're supposed

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to be nice. I didn't realize that being old doesn't

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he doesn't mean anything. Just doesn't mean someone's old. They're

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going to be like my name just because they were

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saying age as my name at this point, I was

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what seventeen my name probably getting onto seventy at this point.

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I mean she passed away when she was ninety five,

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I think ninety six, and that was ten years ago

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when I was forty forty four. So I can't work

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it out how old she'd have been when I was seventeen.

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You might be able to I can't. Forty four, thirty four,

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twenty four, So ninety eighty, seventy six, eight nine, ten, seven,

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sixty nine, So makes sact about sixty nine, maybe sixty

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sixty nine seventy roughly into a seventeen year old.

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That's old.

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It was to me. I mean, I've realized now that

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sixty nine is very very young. I keep saying it

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to myself. Maybe it would come true. And I wasn't

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sure what to do with that job because it wasn't

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going well. And then there was an added element. Now

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when my step mom kind of when the family broke up,

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let's say, and I went and lived with my step mom,

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my little brother, and my step mom's mom. I was

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sleeping on a look a camper bed in the living

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room for about blind me. It was nearly year, maybe

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ten months, yeah, nearly a year actually. So during that

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period she dated a couple of people, and she dated

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one particular person had a motorbike, and I wasn't a

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big fan of him. I probably wasn't going to be

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a big fan of anyone that she was dating, to

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be honest, but it was not really any of my business.

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Well after she left and moved away and they ended up,

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you know, starting a new life and that which was

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nineteen it was, yeah, just before I moved into the

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chip shop flat above the chip shop. That's when she moved.

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So that's when I didn't have anywhere to live. So

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you know, this all happened. That man on the motorbike

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was coming into the residential home every single morning to

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see the woman that was my boss because she was

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his not his actual mother, but like a mother to him,

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which is kind of ironic. Really, Now I've missed a

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little bit out. This is going back another year. So

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the previous year after my stepmom, who I classed with,

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my mom had moved away and I didn't really see

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her again after that. I had no regular contact since.

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And I was in a nightclub. I guess I was

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probably seventeen early setting on at late sixteen. I don't know.

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It's hard to keep track, but I don't know. I

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was living above the chip shops during that year that

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I was living up there. I was in a nightclub

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with one of my friends, and this bloke, the motorblike

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bloke who used to date my step mom for a

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little while, came up to me and he whispered something

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in my ear. I can't tell you what it was

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he whispered. I can tell you part of the sentence.

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The first bit was I. That was the first word,

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and then there was another word, and then the last

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two words was your mum. He giggled and walked away.

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Now wasn't the nicest thing anyone could have done, to

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be honest.

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And.

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He was a lot older than me, a lot bigger.

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I just I just it was difficult what to do

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in that situation. I was still a kid, I was

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a teenager. And he was twenty six, twenty seven, twenty five,

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I don't know, three times bigger than me. And then

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he's in there, coming in. So a year later, he's

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in this place every day, walking in to all her

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how wonderful his mumm is, even though she's like she say,

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his actual mum, which was a similar situation to me

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really because my mom wasn't my mum either, really not biologically,

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and I could see the irony in that to see

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how close he was to her and how important she

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was to him. Yeah, he wasn't able to see that,

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you know, And maybe he just didn't he'd forgotten it,

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said it, but I hadn't. And the first he wasn't.

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I think it was he didn't come in the first day,

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but I think the second day came in and that

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was me done. That was like, nah, I stuck it.

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But I thought, I don't want to be here now

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if that, And I think I did say, what's that

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idiot doing it? And she said that's my Sunday is

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good and he's just I let him know that I

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didn't want him. I didn't want to know him. But

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it was really weird, like kept coming in like really

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and yeah, I had some weird thoughts back then, so

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that wasn't good. But everything worked out and I got sacked.

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Everything worked that well. I got sacked. Basically my trial

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ended and he said, you know you're not you know

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you haven't passed a trial. I said, yeah, good. The

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only reason I stayed for the whole trial because of

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my dad, so I promised I would. I wouldn't have

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lasted probably two hours there, if it had just been

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me on my own. I wouldn't put up with that

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stuff because I was living with my dad. And when

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I told him I had a two week trial, like,

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just promise me, you'll stick it out for the trial. Okay, okay,

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so I I you know, So I left there. My

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dad wasn't massively happy, but I managed to get another

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job within about a week, working at the co op.

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Now I can't remember why I'm talking. Oh yes, it's

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about movies, isn't it. So I started working at a

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co op, which is if you don't know what it is,

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it is like a it's a supermarket. It's big in

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the UK when England anyway, I don't know about other

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parts of the country or other parts of the land

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mass of which I live and I worked in this

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co op and it was a small one. It was,

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I'd say it probably wasn't much maybe a little bit

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bigger than the average small shop, you know, probably a

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little bit bigger. And there was space around the back

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for deliveries. In fact, if they'd have removed all that,

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they could have had a much bigger shop, but they

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would have had to delivered from the front. So they

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had a storage for palettes and stuff. So it was

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a professional set up. And I started working there, I

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think it was, but within a week of stopping other place.

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I think it's like April time, nineteen eighty eight, and

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I didn't love it. That would be kind of the

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like the stamp line or the headline or the standard

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you know, response to pretty much every job I've ever

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had is I didn't really love it. This can't say

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I particularly liked any job I did. Maybe a couple

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I didn't mind too much. But you know, I've had

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what fifty sixty jobs. Yeah, there was times I quite

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liked working in insurance. I like being good at something,

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but I didn't like doing a thing I was good at,

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so selling car insurance on the phone, I didn't like

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doing it. But I enjoyed being the second best out

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of two hundred and fifty people. That was nice, But

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the actual job itself, it was nice to see me

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myself on the leader board and sometimes the top salesperson

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of the week or the month, sometimes the second. It

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was all, you know. It was always like second or first,

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usually second, to be honest. So I could have just

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bragged and said first, you'd never know. But unfortunately, yeah,

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someone else was first most of the time because it

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was much better than me. It's as simple as that,

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wasn't it. Cody Cody, I think it's Cody's name.

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Was.

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It was just better than me. That's simple. So but

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it was still nice to be, you know, one of

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the best. But I didn't enjoy doing that kind of work.

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The only the only nice thing about it is perhaps

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being around people, and there was a bit of a

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social life, and I kind of got a little bit

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of respect, I think because of how well I was doing.

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Maybe I don't know. So it was this partly okay, hmmm, anyway,

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I get this job in the in the co op, really, Benny.

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They give me this horrible brown jacket when I go

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first go in there. So I've got trousers and a

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shirt and tie, and they give me this brown smelly

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It had a weird smell. It wasn't smelly as in

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covered in dog poo or anything like that. It was

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just smelly. It just had a weird smell. And I

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didn't like that because I didn't want customers coming in

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thinking that that was me. Because I was fairly hygienic

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back then. I'm not saying i'm not now, but I

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was proper, you know, because I hoped to be able

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to have a girlfriend one day, so I knew I

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needed to sort of smell nice and look presentable. I'm like, now,

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so I'm in there. They give me this and it's

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too tight, bearing in mind a way like maybe well

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nine stone or something, some skinny, really skinny, and this

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and they give me a jacket that's too small for

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me if I'm constricted. Now, it's very hard for someone

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a male being nine stone to where something that's constrictive

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because I was tiny. It's really really, really really little.

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I mean I wouldn't be able to even get my

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arms through it. Now it'd be you know, it would

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it would be ridiculous. But I struggled even then. Eventually,

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sorry about the noise. If you can hear the the

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screaming people in the garden. I managed to get a

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bigger one in the end, but then it was too big.

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You couldn't win. So the problem with I got, I'm

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broader than I am long. So I'm sure I realized

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that as I put weight on, I actually had the

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bone structure to have the weight, and then realize it

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back then. So I've got I'm not and I don't

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have long arms, so it's quite hard for me to

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buy stuff now as well. If I buy some trousers,

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it's hard for me to buy trousers that are the

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right length. And when I buy something that fits my

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upper body because like XL or xx L whatever, usually

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the sleeves are too long because of my arm, and

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my arms don't match my body like length wise, I'm

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more girthed than length as it were. And so I'm

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working in this shop. I remember getting in there and

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one of the things one of my main jobs to

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start with was to load the bread section, so to

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put the the bread and I suppose the cakes and

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all that stuff into the you know, the bread section,

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which was low down, which wasn't really an issue back

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then because I was able to bend down comfortably. And

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then other things, you know, I think when the deliveries came,

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had to kind of check everything off on the list

470
00:39:41.719 --> 00:39:46.599
from the palette. And then there was busy periods, especially

471
00:39:47.000 --> 00:39:51.039
kind of I think about half ten, and then at

472
00:39:51.119 --> 00:39:56.239
lunch time it seemed to get busy. So there'd be

473
00:39:56.280 --> 00:39:59.920
a separate till, and there's two separate tools, and then

474
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:02.079
as the big tool or the front you know, on

475
00:40:02.079 --> 00:40:04.719
the main counter where all the cigarettes would be high

476
00:40:04.760 --> 00:40:10.079
end and the alcohol and all that stuff, and there

477
00:40:10.119 --> 00:40:14.239
was a shutter for that section because it could only

478
00:40:14.280 --> 00:40:19.239
be they could only serve that stuff from half eleven

479
00:40:19.320 --> 00:40:23.559
in the morning till I think two o'clock in the afternoon,

480
00:40:24.559 --> 00:40:30.639
because that was the license in hours. I don't know

481
00:40:30.639 --> 00:40:34.920
if it was just the alcohol, and I don't think

482
00:40:35.000 --> 00:40:37.440
I was allowed to sell cigarettes. I wasn't allowed to

483
00:40:37.440 --> 00:40:41.199
sell alcohol anyway, because I was only seventeen, so I

484
00:40:41.320 --> 00:40:46.079
had to get every time every time I wanted to get.

485
00:40:46.400 --> 00:40:49.159
So every time I wanted alcohol, I had to ask permission,

486
00:40:49.559 --> 00:40:54.880
remember staff to sell this alcohol. So I wasn't asking

487
00:40:55.239 --> 00:41:00.480
the customer's age, I wasn't asking my own you because

488
00:41:00.480 --> 00:41:02.480
I knew what it was, but it was weird. I

489
00:41:02.480 --> 00:41:07.159
was kind of getting permission for myself rather than for them.

490
00:41:07.280 --> 00:41:12.039
And sometimes I'd have people coming that were younger than me,

491
00:41:12.079 --> 00:41:16.679
and I'd just deserve them if I could, because at

492
00:41:16.679 --> 00:41:19.400
that time I didn't like I wanted to be served,

493
00:41:20.880 --> 00:41:22.880
so it was hard. So if I saw someone that

494
00:41:23.400 --> 00:41:26.079
was able to get served, I'd always serve them. Then

495
00:41:26.199 --> 00:41:28.880
they could perhaps get me something in the future, you know,

496
00:41:28.920 --> 00:41:31.000
if I was out and I needed to get something

497
00:41:31.000 --> 00:41:33.440
from the shop, they'd go in and buy it for me.

498
00:41:34.599 --> 00:41:40.360
So that was that was quite good. I couldn't hear that.

499
00:41:42.599 --> 00:41:46.519
I don't know how loud that is on the microphone.

500
00:41:46.920 --> 00:41:52.360
I can't do anything about it. I suppose I could

501
00:41:52.400 --> 00:41:59.039
close the window. I'm just a bit a bit careful

502
00:41:59.039 --> 00:42:01.079
about closing the window when they're out there, because if

503
00:42:01.119 --> 00:42:02.960
they see me close the window, they might just up

504
00:42:03.440 --> 00:42:04.480
the volume, you know.

505
00:42:05.440 --> 00:42:05.960
So like.

506
00:42:09.119 --> 00:42:14.159
Anyway, so I'm in this shop, and one of my

507
00:42:14.239 --> 00:42:16.719
memories of this, there's two memories I got really of

508
00:42:16.840 --> 00:42:24.239
working there. One was every break time, not dinner lunch,

509
00:42:24.320 --> 00:42:30.039
but every morning break I would get a packet of biscuits,

510
00:42:30.320 --> 00:42:35.079
usually figure rolls, but there were nice figure roles. They weren't.

511
00:42:36.320 --> 00:42:38.199
I mean, I've never had a figure role I didn't like,

512
00:42:38.280 --> 00:42:40.960
but there were specific ones I liked. They were more

513
00:42:41.039 --> 00:42:47.639
flat than sausage, roll can't type, and a can of coke,

514
00:42:48.880 --> 00:42:52.000
and I'd buy that. Usually i'd buy it before my

515
00:42:52.079 --> 00:42:54.039
break so I could just go in and eat it,

516
00:42:54.039 --> 00:42:56.760
so i'd buy it first in the morning and then

517
00:42:56.800 --> 00:43:00.719
i'd go and eat it or pay for it later,

518
00:43:00.840 --> 00:43:03.800
you know, whichever way worked out, and I go and

519
00:43:03.880 --> 00:43:08.000
have my have my break, listen to the radio. It

520
00:43:08.119 --> 00:43:15.159
was like fifteen minutes because we had this little little

521
00:43:15.239 --> 00:43:20.880
room with sync with a little table about three chairs.

522
00:43:20.960 --> 00:43:29.679
I think, then, can it make a be more nice? Please? Okay,

523
00:43:29.679 --> 00:43:36.039
it doesn't want to. And I don't know what else

524
00:43:36.159 --> 00:43:39.639
was in there, probably a coat rack. I think it

525
00:43:39.679 --> 00:43:41.960
was locked as well, so we had to use the

526
00:43:42.000 --> 00:43:47.039
code to get in and out. And it'd be a

527
00:43:47.119 --> 00:43:51.079
radio playing. And I just remember this particular time because

528
00:43:52.039 --> 00:43:55.320
you can actually check the timings the years by these

529
00:43:55.400 --> 00:44:00.280
two songs Everywhere by Fleetwood Mac and Fast Car by

530
00:44:00.320 --> 00:44:07.840
Tracy Chapman. For some reason, those two songs kept playing,

531
00:44:08.679 --> 00:44:10.800
not for the duration of me working there, but like

532
00:44:11.760 --> 00:44:15.599
you know, regularly for a few weeks, those two songs

533
00:44:15.679 --> 00:44:20.719
just seemed to be playing on the radio, usually both

534
00:44:20.760 --> 00:44:23.960
of them in that fifteen minute section. For some reason.

535
00:44:24.039 --> 00:44:27.559
It's kind of weird, and it might be a lie

536
00:44:27.639 --> 00:44:35.519
as well. It might be a lie, it may be true.

537
00:44:37.000 --> 00:44:40.920
And another memory is I would go home while I

538
00:44:41.039 --> 00:44:45.440
go back to my dad's during lunch because he lived

539
00:44:45.440 --> 00:44:48.079
just up the road, and I was borrowing the bicycle,

540
00:44:48.480 --> 00:44:52.159
which I think my stepmum used to use, and it

541
00:44:52.199 --> 00:44:59.960
was a girl's bike. Did you just say girl's bike? Yeah?

542
00:45:00.239 --> 00:45:03.000
And there still are girls bikes you can buy. They

543
00:45:03.000 --> 00:45:07.280
still do exist, believe or not. I've had this conversation before.

544
00:45:07.519 --> 00:45:12.199
I don't understand, right, why are girls bikes so much

545
00:45:12.280 --> 00:45:21.480
more comfortable than men's bikes. I haven't got that crossbar

546
00:45:21.719 --> 00:45:24.639
thing that you have to like get your foot all

547
00:45:24.679 --> 00:45:33.079
the way over. I don't. It's like, why just a

548
00:45:33.199 --> 00:45:35.400
nice so you can get you she better put your

549
00:45:35.440 --> 00:45:40.599
foot over to the other pedal easily. Why does it

550
00:45:40.639 --> 00:45:44.199
have to be a struggle. So I liked that bike,

551
00:45:44.440 --> 00:45:46.440
and it had a basket in the front and the

552
00:45:46.559 --> 00:45:55.760
saddle was comfy, so all three things that my previous

553
00:45:55.760 --> 00:46:05.880
bike did not have a comfortable saddle. Before I had

554
00:46:05.880 --> 00:46:11.559
the saddle it used to Basically it was quite in

555
00:46:11.679 --> 00:46:20.679
true several times, very spiky, very thin, and difficult to

556
00:46:20.679 --> 00:46:26.519
get my leg over it. And it didn't have us

557
00:46:26.599 --> 00:46:29.760
like a basket at the front. I suppose. The only

558
00:46:29.840 --> 00:46:34.000
other difference for this is it was pink. So I

559
00:46:34.039 --> 00:46:37.000
was going backwards and forwards, and it took about six

560
00:46:37.119 --> 00:46:40.559
minutes to get there and get back, well to get

561
00:46:40.599 --> 00:46:44.719
there and you know, either side of the journey. So

562
00:46:44.760 --> 00:46:49.599
I would leave about seven minutes to the hour to

563
00:46:49.679 --> 00:46:55.239
get home to get to work, which wasn't really ideal,

564
00:46:56.440 --> 00:47:00.000
but anyway, I'd go back, so I'd have forty minutes.

565
00:47:00.039 --> 00:47:05.880
It's out of the hour and never watched Neighbors on TV.

566
00:47:06.800 --> 00:47:11.239
I get myself a sandwich, maybe a cup of tea

567
00:47:11.280 --> 00:47:14.840
I don't remember, and then I go back. So it

568
00:47:14.960 --> 00:47:21.280
got me out of the place, which was nice. So

569
00:47:22.239 --> 00:47:34.880
how did I end up? I just closed the window

570
00:47:34.920 --> 00:47:40.360
because it was excessively loud. I hope that that will

571
00:47:41.920 --> 00:47:48.000
keep some of the noise out. Where was I? Okay,

572
00:47:48.199 --> 00:47:51.480
so I'm working in this shop. I'm trying to get

573
00:47:51.519 --> 00:47:55.440
back to the movie question. Wow, this is a long

574
00:47:55.440 --> 00:47:58.039
way around the streets. Isn't it to get back to that.

575
00:48:02.039 --> 00:48:08.480
So what happened is I got on pretty well with

576
00:48:08.519 --> 00:48:13.159
the manager, or the manager is rather or the manager

577
00:48:13.519 --> 00:48:15.280
was yeah I was. So I got a marld with her,

578
00:48:16.360 --> 00:48:22.960
and she offered me to rent a room upstairs, because

579
00:48:22.960 --> 00:48:27.960
she being a manager, she had the flat upstairs, so

580
00:48:28.079 --> 00:48:30.880
she offered me to rent me a room up there.

581
00:48:32.800 --> 00:48:34.440
And I think part of the reason was so that

582
00:48:34.480 --> 00:48:39.119
i'd be on time for work, so because I would

583
00:48:39.199 --> 00:48:40.960
be late a little bit, I need a few minutes.

584
00:48:41.000 --> 00:48:44.280
But and I thought, yeah, it's quite good because then

585
00:48:44.280 --> 00:48:47.840
I can just go upstairs during my break and being

586
00:48:47.840 --> 00:48:50.320
with my dad was only ever temporary anyway, so it's

587
00:48:50.480 --> 00:48:55.119
just yeah, suited me, so I moved upstairs. It was

588
00:48:55.199 --> 00:48:58.880
quite good. Actually, at times she was a bit noisy

589
00:48:58.920 --> 00:49:03.159
because she was really into CBE radio, So all night

590
00:49:03.239 --> 00:49:13.239
all of hers over over. Do you copy? Do you

591
00:49:13.280 --> 00:49:16.880
copy all that stuff? Whatever? The CB radio thing is

592
00:49:16.960 --> 00:49:21.400
very loud, and I don't know how she managed to

593
00:49:21.400 --> 00:49:23.320
get up in the morning because she didn't seem to sleep.

594
00:49:26.119 --> 00:49:33.920
She was talking to men, very popular, and it was nice.

595
00:49:34.480 --> 00:49:38.199
She had a lovely living room kitchen. She'd cook on

596
00:49:38.199 --> 00:49:41.519
a Sunday and sometimes i'd have a meal and it

597
00:49:41.559 --> 00:49:44.000
was quite nice. I was kind of left alone to

598
00:49:44.000 --> 00:49:46.119
do what I wanted, and I had my own TV

599
00:49:46.239 --> 00:49:51.719
in my room. I didn't really get involved in her life,

600
00:49:51.760 --> 00:49:55.480
but we gone, well, you know, we did got on all right,

601
00:49:55.639 --> 00:49:58.480
and i'd go she'd drive. She had a car, so

602
00:49:58.519 --> 00:50:05.719
she'd drive me to KFC sometimes and she wanted she

603
00:50:05.920 --> 00:50:08.639
wanted to get something to eat, so I'd go with

604
00:50:08.679 --> 00:50:14.480
her and get myself for something. Yeah it was okay,

605
00:50:14.719 --> 00:50:20.239
And I made friends with some of her friends, and yeah,

606
00:50:20.480 --> 00:50:24.079
so it's okay. Anyway, I said that a lot of mate.

607
00:50:24.840 --> 00:50:28.519
So I'm at work. It's really good at singing as well.

608
00:50:33.400 --> 00:50:35.480
And I did stay friends with for quite a long time,

609
00:50:35.639 --> 00:50:43.719
even after what happens next happened. So it was weird

610
00:50:43.719 --> 00:50:49.400
because I'm at work. There's only me her one other

611
00:50:49.519 --> 00:50:57.320
person that was the manager who was like the assistant manager,

612
00:50:58.400 --> 00:51:02.280
but she didn't work full time, I don't think, and

613
00:51:02.320 --> 00:51:04.719
there was a couple of part time staff and me,

614
00:51:05.280 --> 00:51:07.800
so I was only I was the only full time

615
00:51:07.880 --> 00:51:11.159
staff member. And then the other lady who is the

616
00:51:11.199 --> 00:51:16.880
assistant manager. I think she did like thirty hours a

617
00:51:16.880 --> 00:51:20.079
week or something because she was a grandparent. She was lovely.

618
00:51:20.119 --> 00:51:22.840
She was thinking. Her name was Brenda, and she gave

619
00:51:22.920 --> 00:51:28.320
me Michael Jackson album The Bad Not Bad Thriller. She

620
00:51:28.400 --> 00:51:32.519
was lovely. I really liked her. So technically you could

621
00:51:32.559 --> 00:51:37.360
say this was quite a successful job because I got

622
00:51:37.400 --> 00:51:41.719
on well with the assistant manager. I became pretty good

623
00:51:41.760 --> 00:51:45.159
friends with the part time worker. We had a little

624
00:51:45.199 --> 00:51:46.840
bit of a conflict at the beginning, but that was

625
00:51:46.880 --> 00:51:51.320
just me. That's how I made friends. And then we

626
00:51:51.440 --> 00:51:53.800
became friends. And he was like a younger than me

627
00:51:53.920 --> 00:51:58.800
or something, and the manager I was living with her.

628
00:51:59.239 --> 00:52:02.639
So it was kind of quite a good set up really,

629
00:52:04.320 --> 00:52:09.119
and my job was very secure if I wanted to

630
00:52:09.159 --> 00:52:15.159
stay there. Now, the area men manager was called mister Cook.

631
00:52:15.400 --> 00:52:17.599
I don't know why I remember this, but it was

632
00:52:17.679 --> 00:52:21.960
like a troll. It was like a I had to

633
00:52:22.000 --> 00:52:24.760
explain it, you know, like something that lived under a bridge.

634
00:52:24.800 --> 00:52:29.239
It was like that. Just he talked like this. Nam

635
00:52:31.480 --> 00:52:35.280
he didn't like me. Perhaps I shouldn't have told him

636
00:52:35.360 --> 00:52:37.880
what he sounded like and did an impression of him

637
00:52:37.880 --> 00:52:39.880
in front of him. Perhaps that's why I didn't like me,

638
00:52:41.079 --> 00:52:43.199
But that's why I did the impression, because he wasn't

639
00:52:43.280 --> 00:52:47.880
very friendly, and I think he all but said pretty

640
00:52:47.920 --> 00:52:49.880
much the only reason I was still there is because

641
00:52:49.960 --> 00:52:54.239
the manager wanted me to stay, And I think she

642
00:52:54.280 --> 00:52:56.239
only wanted me to stay because she was getting rent,

643
00:52:57.280 --> 00:52:59.199
so you know, it was kind of for one of those.

644
00:53:00.280 --> 00:53:03.960
But he said no, he wasn't pleased with my progression.

645
00:53:06.639 --> 00:53:09.239
So even though the manager wanted me to stay, she

646
00:53:09.320 --> 00:53:11.639
was clearly not giving me a very good appraise or

647
00:53:11.760 --> 00:53:16.840
wash she so. Plus, I had a bit of an

648
00:53:16.840 --> 00:53:19.519
attitude on me as well back then. Hard to believe,

649
00:53:20.320 --> 00:53:24.639
but I was a little bit rude. By rude, I

650
00:53:24.639 --> 00:53:28.400
don't mean rude, rude, but I didn't play the game.

651
00:53:29.400 --> 00:53:33.599
I didn't suck up to anyone ever. At any point.

652
00:53:36.119 --> 00:53:39.920
I was an extra polite to people just because they

653
00:53:39.960 --> 00:53:46.199
were in a higher position, because at that time, everybody

654
00:53:46.960 --> 00:53:49.719
was at a higher position than me. In pretty much

655
00:53:49.760 --> 00:53:52.599
every job I've ever had, I've never been in a

656
00:53:52.679 --> 00:53:58.000
high position. So I just treat people the same way

657
00:53:58.039 --> 00:54:01.159
as I treat anyone else. I'd like to think, you know,

658
00:54:01.280 --> 00:54:06.000
fairly respectfully, but as soon as they don't with me

659
00:54:08.119 --> 00:54:14.440
back then, anyway, it would be gloves are off. So

660
00:54:14.559 --> 00:54:22.280
you know, if I was when I was fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty,

661
00:54:22.480 --> 00:54:25.519
twenty one, twenty two, twenty three, twenty four, twenty five,

662
00:54:26.000 --> 00:54:29.880
twenty six, twenty seven, twenty eight, twenty nine, thirty thirty one,

663
00:54:30.079 --> 00:54:33.639
thirty two, thirty three, thirty four, thirty five, thirty six,

664
00:54:33.719 --> 00:54:41.239
thirty seven, thirty eight, thirty nine, forty pretty much until

665
00:54:41.280 --> 00:54:46.320
I was no longer working. Once I stopped working, I

666
00:54:46.360 --> 00:54:54.559
was a much better employee, much more patient and hm wow.

667
00:54:56.400 --> 00:54:58.039
But if people were nice to me, I'd be nice

668
00:54:58.079 --> 00:55:01.880
to them. As soon as someone kind of turned and

669
00:55:01.880 --> 00:55:07.159
they were rude, I'd like, okay. And I think one

670
00:55:07.159 --> 00:55:11.000
of the hardest things were always as I got older,

671
00:55:13.199 --> 00:55:18.920
my bosses became younger. So I'm in my thirties mid

672
00:55:19.000 --> 00:55:22.920
thirties and my boss was like twenty one, which wasn't

673
00:55:22.960 --> 00:55:25.239
an issue because I really liked him. He was one

674
00:55:25.239 --> 00:55:28.920
of the nicest people I've ever known. But I had

675
00:55:28.920 --> 00:55:31.320
a previous boss who was like twenty two when I

676
00:55:31.360 --> 00:55:35.079
was thirty one. Became a nice bloke, but he was

677
00:55:35.559 --> 00:55:38.079
just he didn't seem to know what he was doing.

678
00:55:39.519 --> 00:55:42.559
His answer to any question was what do you think

679
00:55:42.599 --> 00:55:49.239
The answer is it's okay, that's not a way to

680
00:55:49.360 --> 00:55:53.280
answer a question, what do you think The answer is

681
00:55:56.960 --> 00:56:01.119
where there's a moth inside here since this morning. I

682
00:56:01.119 --> 00:56:02.840
don't know how I got in, probably through the window

683
00:56:02.840 --> 00:56:08.000
because the window was open. That's a weird question. Seems

684
00:56:08.000 --> 00:56:13.039
to be interested in my shirt. But my shirts are

685
00:56:13.079 --> 00:56:17.639
clean that moths, don't you know what I mean. It's

686
00:56:17.679 --> 00:56:20.719
only been on the hangar for a few years. I

687
00:56:20.800 --> 00:56:25.400
don't think the moth would have got to it. So, yeah,

688
00:56:25.559 --> 00:56:32.000
I lived in this place upstairs. So I go to

689
00:56:32.079 --> 00:56:40.320
work one day. I'm just in there, just a normal day,

690
00:56:36.679 --> 00:56:46.199
and yeah, I remember the So I'm standing there. Two

691
00:56:46.280 --> 00:56:49.440
people come in, a man and a woman and stand

692
00:56:49.440 --> 00:56:56.519
at the counter, the assistant manager. So the manager's standing

693
00:56:56.599 --> 00:57:01.559
beyond the counter who I lived with. The assistant manager

694
00:57:02.000 --> 00:57:05.199
walks up to the door, closes it and locks it

695
00:57:05.400 --> 00:57:09.400
and puts closed sign up and tells me to go

696
00:57:09.480 --> 00:57:14.719
into the door into the staff room. And I'm walking

697
00:57:14.719 --> 00:57:18.039
in there and say, but I've got my my my

698
00:57:18.079 --> 00:57:20.760
figure roll was in my can of coke. And she said,

699
00:57:21.280 --> 00:57:26.000
this isn't a break. I said, Okay, We're just going

700
00:57:26.000 --> 00:57:27.639
into the other room. So I went into the storage

701
00:57:27.679 --> 00:57:32.360
room into the staff room. I had no idea what

702
00:57:32.440 --> 00:57:33.039
was going on.

703
00:57:33.360 --> 00:57:33.760
It's like.

704
00:57:36.280 --> 00:57:41.679
I asked her and she wouldn't tell me. And then

705
00:57:43.320 --> 00:57:49.840
I was in there for about an hour, maybe less,

706
00:57:49.880 --> 00:57:56.039
but about an hour, and then the what's the name

707
00:57:56.119 --> 00:58:03.840
that the assistant manager came in if I think that, yeah,

708
00:58:03.920 --> 00:58:05.599
maybe someone else, but I think she came in and

709
00:58:05.679 --> 00:58:11.639
she said what happened? Told me what happened. So the manager,

710
00:58:14.119 --> 00:58:19.400
the people at the front desk were under undercover police

711
00:58:21.400 --> 00:58:27.039
and the co op thought that someone was stealing money,

712
00:58:27.920 --> 00:58:30.559
so they set up the manager. They set her up.

713
00:58:30.599 --> 00:58:34.800
They basically gave us some marked money, and when they

714
00:58:34.840 --> 00:58:38.760
came back in, they searched her and she had that

715
00:58:38.840 --> 00:58:43.920
money in her pocket as like twenty could or something.

716
00:58:46.000 --> 00:58:49.400
And as I said earlier, I still stayed friends with her.

717
00:58:49.599 --> 00:58:53.039
I was living with her, and I still stayed friends

718
00:58:53.079 --> 00:58:56.199
with her for years afterwards. So you know, he made

719
00:58:56.199 --> 00:59:00.639
a mistake and actually lost a job on the spot,

720
00:59:05.920 --> 00:59:08.079
which was not good for me. It wasn't good for

721
00:59:08.119 --> 00:59:10.639
her either, to be honest. I mean she did get

722
00:59:10.639 --> 00:59:21.360
another job, but it was I was kind of with

723
00:59:21.559 --> 00:59:26.039
her during the process, during the whole because I think

724
00:59:26.079 --> 00:59:29.079
it went to court quite quickly, and I think she

725
00:59:29.239 --> 00:59:33.960
ended up getting suspended sentence or something like that. They

726
00:59:34.000 --> 00:59:38.079
couldn't prove previous money going missing or anything like that,

727
00:59:38.199 --> 00:59:40.400
so all they had proof of was just that one

728
00:59:40.440 --> 00:59:50.800
to twenty pound note the manager when it's the assistant.

729
00:59:50.800 --> 00:59:53.920
I said to the assistant manager, are you now going

730
00:59:53.960 --> 00:59:58.519
to be the new manager? And she said no, I'm

731
01:00:00.039 --> 01:00:04.199
don't do enough hours. I couldn't do that. I said, oh,

732
01:00:04.280 --> 01:00:06.360
and she's shouting. Straight away, she came back at me,

733
01:00:06.440 --> 01:00:08.960
said it was not going to be you either. I said,

734
01:00:08.960 --> 01:00:11.199
I don't know. He said no, you didn't you thought

735
01:00:11.239 --> 01:00:13.239
it was going to be you. I said no, I didn't.

736
01:00:13.599 --> 01:00:15.119
He said, yes she did. I could see a look

737
01:00:15.159 --> 01:00:17.119
on your face. She started looking around all the cakes

738
01:00:17.119 --> 01:00:21.840
she could buy with the extra money. I thought, wow,

739
01:00:22.119 --> 01:00:25.480
she could read my mind, because back then that's what

740
01:00:25.519 --> 01:00:30.199
I would do with money. I pay rise more cakes

741
01:00:30.239 --> 01:00:35.480
and biscuits. That's my mentality back then. It hasn't changed

742
01:00:35.480 --> 01:00:43.079
that much anyway. What happened next wasn't so good because

743
01:00:44.159 --> 01:00:46.679
we got a new lady. Well, it was just that

744
01:00:46.719 --> 01:00:52.599
they happened to be a thing we got. We got

745
01:00:52.639 --> 01:00:55.559
someone nice, came in for a week or two, and

746
01:00:55.599 --> 01:00:58.599
then we had this woman comes along and she didn't

747
01:00:58.719 --> 01:01:04.039
like me for some reason, and we didn't get on,

748
01:01:09.960 --> 01:01:18.559
and yeah, we really didn't get on, and in the

749
01:01:18.719 --> 01:01:27.559
end I didn't like her so much. I left. But

750
01:01:27.679 --> 01:01:33.039
in the meantime I was still living upstairs, so I

751
01:01:33.159 --> 01:01:36.480
think what's the name the manager who went upstairs. They

752
01:01:36.519 --> 01:01:42.760
had to give her three months notice to move out,

753
01:01:43.320 --> 01:01:47.079
eviction notice. So that was the very first time I'd

754
01:01:47.079 --> 01:01:51.039
ever been evicted. So that wasn't me specifically, but it was.

755
01:01:51.440 --> 01:01:53.440
I was part of the eviction because I was homeless

756
01:01:53.480 --> 01:01:59.360
as well when she got kicked out. So that was

757
01:01:59.480 --> 01:02:05.119
during this I think we I started working, so I

758
01:02:05.199 --> 01:02:16.320
moved in there probably June maybe, and I moved out

759
01:02:16.559 --> 01:02:23.679
possibly October, maybe November, because at that point I'd already

760
01:02:23.719 --> 01:02:27.519
got a new job in the September, so I had

761
01:02:27.519 --> 01:02:29.280
to wait till I was eighteen years old before I

762
01:02:29.320 --> 01:02:34.760
applied for this factory job. And I was working there

763
01:02:35.119 --> 01:02:37.199
and I'd been there for at least a month maybe

764
01:02:37.239 --> 01:02:43.400
two before I moved out. So yeah, so this this

765
01:02:43.480 --> 01:02:54.320
whole kind of police thing must have happened July Augusteber

766
01:02:54.559 --> 01:02:59.519
something like that. Anyway, in the meantime, I think it

767
01:02:59.719 --> 01:03:02.639
was before four before she and while she was still

768
01:03:02.679 --> 01:03:08.000
working there. I was sitting in my room. I had

769
01:03:08.000 --> 01:03:09.800
a TV on. I had a little black and white

770
01:03:09.840 --> 01:03:14.000
poor or TV, just watching TV. You know, it was

771
01:03:14.079 --> 01:03:19.480
three channels back then. No four channels sorry, BBC one,

772
01:03:19.599 --> 01:03:28.800
BBC two, ITV and Channel four. And it was either

773
01:03:29.119 --> 01:03:33.679
Saturday afternoon or Sunday afternoon. I couldn't tell you which

774
01:03:33.719 --> 01:03:37.719
one it was one of them. And I'm just sitting

775
01:03:37.800 --> 01:03:41.039
up in a bed watching a TV and this movie

776
01:03:41.239 --> 01:03:45.880
is on and I've never seen it before. I didn't

777
01:03:45.880 --> 01:03:47.960
realize it was black and white because the TV was

778
01:03:48.159 --> 01:03:54.880
in black and white. And before anyone says, how old

779
01:03:55.039 --> 01:03:58.719
are you? You're seventeen years old and you're watching a

780
01:03:58.760 --> 01:04:02.320
black and white TV. No, we did have color TVs

781
01:04:02.360 --> 01:04:06.280
back then. I just couldn't afford one. So I had

782
01:04:06.280 --> 01:04:12.039
a black and white TV and I or maybe I

783
01:04:12.039 --> 01:04:15.079
could have afford one. I don't know, probably could have done.

784
01:04:15.079 --> 01:04:19.519
I don't know how much they was back when. I

785
01:04:19.880 --> 01:04:25.599
know I was earning sixty pounds a week from working

786
01:04:25.679 --> 01:04:35.920
in the co op, or sixty two pounds something like that. Yeah,

787
01:04:36.719 --> 01:04:39.400
this is weird because when I was fifteen, I was

788
01:04:39.400 --> 01:04:41.760
earning sixty pounds a week working in the chip shop

789
01:04:44.039 --> 01:04:47.840
when I was fifteen. For the first few months up

790
01:04:47.880 --> 01:04:51.440
till September, so from like April to September, I was

791
01:04:51.880 --> 01:04:55.039
getting sixty pounds a week. Then I went onto the

792
01:04:55.119 --> 01:04:58.199
Hitts scheme, which is the youth training scheme, and my

793
01:04:58.280 --> 01:05:01.039
money went down to twenty seven pound thirty a week

794
01:05:02.320 --> 01:05:05.320
for the first year. Second year was thirty five pounds

795
01:05:06.119 --> 01:05:10.400
a week. So when I started working a co op

796
01:05:10.440 --> 01:05:12.960
and I was getting sixty pounds a week, it was

797
01:05:13.039 --> 01:05:18.360
like a huge amount of money. Again, still not very

798
01:05:18.519 --> 01:05:21.840
a good amount of money, but you know, it was okay.

799
01:05:22.360 --> 01:05:24.519
I was probably paying twenty five pounds a week for

800
01:05:24.599 --> 01:05:30.159
rent something like that. I can't i'd have to, I

801
01:05:30.199 --> 01:05:34.480
don't know, something like that. Probably, I think the average

802
01:05:34.559 --> 01:05:41.960
room was about twenty five thirty pounds a week and

803
01:05:42.000 --> 01:05:44.599
then but I didn't have to pay any rent once

804
01:05:46.519 --> 01:05:51.599
my what's the name my landlady, Well she wasn't really

805
01:05:51.599 --> 01:05:53.159
my land I did antmore was she because she was

806
01:05:53.239 --> 01:05:56.559
being a victed but she didn't work for the company anymore.

807
01:05:57.800 --> 01:06:01.320
Once she lost her job job, she didn't have to

808
01:06:01.320 --> 01:06:06.199
pay any rent because she was I think I think

809
01:06:06.239 --> 01:06:07.800
she got the flat with the job. But I think

810
01:06:07.800 --> 01:06:11.639
she was also paying rent. I don't know either that,

811
01:06:14.800 --> 01:06:19.519
or I just stopped paying rent. That might be in

812
01:06:19.519 --> 01:06:22.840
the situation. It's like, well, you don't work downstairs anymore,

813
01:06:22.960 --> 01:06:27.199
not paying rent. And then I left and I didn't

814
01:06:27.199 --> 01:06:31.360
have any money coming anyway, other than a couple of

815
01:06:31.400 --> 01:06:34.519
part time jobs cleaning. Yeah, I had a part a

816
01:06:34.599 --> 01:06:37.800
couple of part times jobs cleaning one in the morning,

817
01:06:39.559 --> 01:06:44.679
one in the evening, so that that game enough to

818
01:06:44.840 --> 01:06:49.880
like eat, you know. And then I got a job

819
01:06:51.719 --> 01:07:01.639
in this other company, so I the timescale is not

820
01:07:01.679 --> 01:07:03.679
quite working out, But anyway, I did get a job

821
01:07:03.719 --> 01:07:08.239
in this maybe I donely be now a month before

822
01:07:08.280 --> 01:07:10.880
we had to get out, and then I found a

823
01:07:10.960 --> 01:07:16.079
room on the seafront. The weird thing about that this

824
01:07:16.360 --> 01:07:21.440
lady that took over the manager's job. I left the

825
01:07:21.519 --> 01:07:24.280
job because of her, because she was I just didn't

826
01:07:24.280 --> 01:07:34.719
get on with her. The irony is this the room

827
01:07:34.760 --> 01:07:37.320
I moved into after I was evicted from the flap

828
01:07:37.440 --> 01:07:41.639
of the co op. I didn't really like living there,

829
01:07:41.760 --> 01:07:47.039
and I moved And the room I moved into was

830
01:07:47.079 --> 01:07:50.360
a house owned by the lady that was the manager

831
01:07:50.519 --> 01:07:54.960
of the co op. The new manager, so I literally

832
01:07:55.000 --> 01:07:59.760
lived rented rooms of two managers of the same co

833
01:07:59.840 --> 01:08:04.360
op at different times, except the second one owned her

834
01:08:04.440 --> 01:08:10.239
house and she had it as a I don't know,

835
01:08:10.440 --> 01:08:15.199
like lodging's thing. And I moved in there when I

836
01:08:15.239 --> 01:08:20.920
was eighteen, and I lived there. That was at the

837
01:08:21.079 --> 01:08:28.439
end of the end of nineteen eighty eight, so probably

838
01:08:29.319 --> 01:08:37.039
I was definitely in that house in December till probably

839
01:08:38.279 --> 01:08:44.920
February eighty nine. The weird thing about it is I've

840
01:08:44.920 --> 01:08:48.399
gotten really well with her then, so outside of work,

841
01:08:48.439 --> 01:08:50.960
I got on a cover. Inside work, we didn't get

842
01:08:50.960 --> 01:08:56.119
on so well, so I just turned up at the end.

843
01:08:56.199 --> 01:09:00.720
It was weird, you know. I phoned up up about

844
01:09:01.560 --> 01:09:03.880
a place, so going to come and a look at

845
01:09:03.880 --> 01:09:07.279
the room. Person on the phone said, yeah, turn up,

846
01:09:07.279 --> 01:09:09.319
and she answered the door, and I'm thinking, oh, God,

847
01:09:09.399 --> 01:09:12.800
don't tell me you live here as well. I thought

848
01:09:12.880 --> 01:09:15.800
she might rent a room, didn't know she owned the place.

849
01:09:17.520 --> 01:09:22.840
And I suppose because maybe because I was making her money,

850
01:09:23.039 --> 01:09:24.800
you know, I was paying her mortgage. I suppose it

851
01:09:24.840 --> 01:09:28.399
wasn't like me and the other five people that lived there,

852
01:09:30.560 --> 01:09:33.319
so she viewed me in a different way. I was

853
01:09:33.439 --> 01:09:36.680
no longer a thorn in her side. That maybe she

854
01:09:36.800 --> 01:09:44.840
thought of I was before hmm, yeah, that didn't work

855
01:09:44.880 --> 01:09:48.079
too well either, but so, yeah, so that was one

856
01:09:48.079 --> 01:09:51.560
of the many places that lived. But I just remember

857
01:09:51.600 --> 01:09:54.399
that movie watching It's a Wonderful Life on that black

858
01:09:54.399 --> 01:09:58.479
and white TV and it was one of the first

859
01:09:58.600 --> 01:10:03.239
movies that are really had an effect on me and

860
01:10:03.800 --> 01:10:10.279
really had I don't want to say spiritual, but it

861
01:10:10.439 --> 01:10:22.680
had emotional maybe. Yeah, so thank you for that. Hope.

862
01:10:24.880 --> 01:10:27.279
It's only taken me three hours to answer that one.

863
01:10:27.520 --> 01:10:33.239
So the next question I've got is Isabelle ooh, it

864
01:10:33.319 --> 01:10:38.319
says out there, ooh. Maybe this has been asked before,

865
01:10:39.239 --> 01:10:44.239
but what dog? What kind of dog is Vinnie? Also

866
01:10:44.520 --> 01:10:49.720
where are some of your listeners from? Oh, okay, that's

867
01:10:49.840 --> 01:10:56.199
going to involve me looking at the stats. Yeah, so

868
01:10:58.640 --> 01:11:05.520
Vinnie is a little red Jack Russell, which was I

869
01:11:05.520 --> 01:11:08.399
suppose kind of like is it a parson's dog or something?

870
01:11:09.640 --> 01:11:13.840
And yeah, so he's only a little thing. It's very

871
01:11:14.000 --> 01:11:20.960
noisy at times, screeches, hates being picked up. Apparently he

872
01:11:21.000 --> 01:11:23.119
didn't used to do when he was first born, and

873
01:11:23.159 --> 01:11:26.079
then he just took a dislike to it and been

874
01:11:26.119 --> 01:11:30.720
like that ever since. So I don't know, maybe someone

875
01:11:30.800 --> 01:11:34.600
dropped in maybe you know, by accident, maybe because he

876
01:11:34.680 --> 01:11:36.840
had kids in his house when he was born, so

877
01:11:36.880 --> 01:11:38.760
maybe one of them picked him up and dropped in

878
01:11:38.880 --> 01:11:42.600
by accident and that frightened him into being picked up,

879
01:11:43.800 --> 01:11:46.039
or maybe this swung him around or somebody, you know,

880
01:11:46.560 --> 01:11:50.520
little kids. So I don't know. I really don't know.

881
01:11:51.199 --> 01:12:08.279
It just be guesswork. Where am my listeners from? This

882
01:12:08.359 --> 01:12:14.039
goes into two questions because revel Reveal asks she adds

883
01:12:14.159 --> 01:12:17.039
to this question, I love the idea about where everyone

884
01:12:17.159 --> 01:12:21.520
is from. Very interesting to see how many cultures are

885
01:12:21.560 --> 01:12:28.439
represented by the listeners. I think Jason has touched himself. No,

886
01:12:28.680 --> 01:12:32.720
I've touched on this before, though I have. I'm happy

887
01:12:32.800 --> 01:12:37.520
to go over again because stats are the thing that

888
01:12:37.560 --> 01:12:40.720
I love most in the whole wide world, the whole

889
01:12:40.960 --> 01:12:45.399
world for me. Look, I based it on the last year,

890
01:12:46.960 --> 01:12:48.680
so I'm not going to go through the stats as

891
01:12:48.680 --> 01:12:51.880
in how many. I just go through the stats as

892
01:12:51.920 --> 01:13:10.640
in geolocation. Okay, so I've got countries here, one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen,

893
01:13:11.680 --> 01:13:18.840
twenty two, twenty five, So it's twenty five different countries.

894
01:13:18.920 --> 01:13:22.439
This is on my spreaker. I'm always go on sound

895
01:13:22.479 --> 01:13:27.439
Glad as well, so there could be more. So according

896
01:13:27.439 --> 01:13:32.479
to this, there's twenty five different countries. The United States

897
01:13:32.560 --> 01:13:38.000
is number one, always number one, always has been since

898
01:13:38.000 --> 01:13:41.159
I've been doing this. So the most listeners that I've

899
01:13:41.239 --> 01:13:45.760
ever got on any podcast over you know, nineteen years

900
01:13:46.000 --> 01:13:51.760
is nearly twenty years is the United States. Second is

901
01:13:52.279 --> 01:13:58.840
United Kingdom, which is where I live. It's kind of

902
01:13:58.880 --> 01:14:03.920
stayed the same much, I would say, to start with

903
01:14:04.319 --> 01:14:08.359
United States, there still is a lot more. I'm getting

904
01:14:08.800 --> 01:14:11.399
more than double the amount in America. The name in

905
01:14:11.399 --> 01:14:15.880
my own country, but it used to be a higher percentage,

906
01:14:16.000 --> 01:14:20.199
So the amount of people listening to me now in

907
01:14:20.239 --> 01:14:22.479
my own country is a lot more than it used

908
01:14:22.520 --> 01:14:32.600
to be. Number three is Australia, which is pretty much

909
01:14:32.680 --> 01:14:39.199
been a kind of standard over the years. Canada is

910
01:14:39.279 --> 01:14:51.319
number four, Ireland it's number five, Weeden is number six,

911
01:14:55.159 --> 01:15:06.000
Denmark is number seven. New Zealand is number eight. Now,

912
01:15:06.159 --> 01:15:08.520
there was a time when New Zealand would be up

913
01:15:08.520 --> 01:15:15.119
there with Canada and Australia and Ireland. I don't think

914
01:15:15.159 --> 01:15:17.520
it's I've got less people in New Zealand listening. It's

915
01:15:17.560 --> 01:15:21.680
just I've got more people in Sweden and Denmark, Spain,

916
01:15:23.359 --> 01:15:42.840
then I've got France, Norway, Germany, United Arab Emirates, the Netherlands, Chechia, Iceland, Iraq,

917
01:15:44.680 --> 01:16:04.960
South Africa, Turkey, Mexico, India, Belgium, Malta, Israel, and Singapore.

918
01:16:06.600 --> 01:16:14.079
They're the ones listed. So I don't I mean, I

919
01:16:14.960 --> 01:16:19.560
guess I'm guessing that people only listen if they can

920
01:16:20.840 --> 01:16:25.479
understand English. I guess it makes sense that would be

921
01:16:25.520 --> 01:16:30.640
the case, wouldn't it. But there might be people in

922
01:16:30.680 --> 01:16:36.479
these other countries that maybe originally from England, or maybe

923
01:16:36.520 --> 01:16:40.479
people listening in one another are people listening in the

924
01:16:40.560 --> 01:16:47.880
second language, not their birth language, their birth tongue as

925
01:16:47.880 --> 01:16:53.199
it were. So I'm grateful. I'm grateful for anyone that listens.

926
01:16:53.640 --> 01:17:00.520
Everyone miss it's amazing that anyone listens. Really wouldn't really

927
01:17:00.520 --> 01:17:06.560
say that, should I? But I'm still amazed. Why is

928
01:17:06.680 --> 01:17:11.680
anyone this than ever? I don't know. Let's see if

929
01:17:11.720 --> 01:17:18.560
it's changed over the last month, current last month, Let's

930
01:17:18.600 --> 01:17:23.119
see what the geolocation is more recently rather than just

931
01:17:23.159 --> 01:17:30.600
over the entire year. Ah, this is interesting. So the

932
01:17:30.800 --> 01:17:35.159
United States is the top and it's still double what

933
01:17:35.359 --> 01:17:42.239
United Kingdom is. Then you've got Australia, Canada, Sweden, so

934
01:17:42.399 --> 01:17:48.279
one two three fourth, Sweden's fifth. Now Ireland was fifth

935
01:17:48.279 --> 01:17:54.119
for the whole year, but Sweden's fifth more recently then Ireland, France, Denmark,

936
01:17:54.600 --> 01:18:03.800
Church New Zealand, United Arab Emirates, Somalia, so that wasn't

937
01:18:03.800 --> 01:18:18.560
on the overall year. One was Spain, South Africa, Turkey, Iraq, Mexico, Finland, Malaysia, Greece, Belgium, Germany, Norway, Jordan, Algeria.

938
01:18:20.680 --> 01:18:23.359
So if I go by month, it breaks it down more.

939
01:18:23.600 --> 01:18:29.000
It shows more countries because I think what it is.

940
01:18:29.039 --> 01:18:31.720
If I go for like the whole year, it only

941
01:18:31.840 --> 01:18:36.720
shows it's limited to how many. It kind of shows

942
01:18:36.720 --> 01:18:40.600
then says others if that makes sense, so they last

943
01:18:40.600 --> 01:18:47.439
twelve months. Yeah, I mean there's there's a lot of

944
01:18:47.479 --> 01:18:52.199
others which it doesn't even mention. So it's four point

945
01:18:52.279 --> 01:18:56.680
five percent. So over the last year, four point five

946
01:18:56.720 --> 01:19:01.680
percent or just under five percent of my total listeners

947
01:19:03.880 --> 01:19:07.000
come from other countries than the ones that I already mentioned.

948
01:19:10.640 --> 01:19:16.119
So yeah, that's there's a lot of countries, probably pretty

949
01:19:16.199 --> 01:19:18.960
much every country in the world. I guess there might

950
01:19:19.000 --> 01:19:27.439
only be a few, but still quite nice as far

951
01:19:27.600 --> 01:19:40.680
as where abouts, and you've got United States, there are one, two, three, four, five, six,

952
01:19:40.800 --> 01:19:48.760
seven eight nine ten. Wow. These are regions are California,

953
01:19:48.880 --> 01:19:57.319
So Texas, Florida, Illinois, New York, Maryland, Pennsylvania, Arizona, North Carolina,

954
01:19:58.000 --> 01:20:40.520
New Jersey, Washington, Utah, Ohio, South Carolina, Massachusetts, Michigan, Indiana, Virginia, Oregon, Missouri, Connecticut, Minnesota, Colorado, Mississississippi, Maine, Montana, Wiconsin, Georgia, Alabama, Kentucky, Tennessee, Iowa, Kansas, Alaska, Nevada,

955
01:20:41.079 --> 01:20:53.359
New Mexico, Delaware, Oklahoma, Louisiana, District of Columbia, New Hampshire, Idaho, Hawaii,

956
01:20:54.119 --> 01:21:02.279
ar Kansas, North Dakota, West Virginia, Nebraska, Rhode Island, Vermont,

957
01:21:03.319 --> 01:21:10.920
South Dakota, Wyoming, and others some others as well. So

958
01:21:12.000 --> 01:21:15.520
how many is that? One, two, three, four, five, six, seven,

959
01:21:15.800 --> 01:21:22.399
eight nine ten outs in twenty, twenty two, twenty four,

960
01:21:22.560 --> 01:21:26.319
twenty six, twenty eight, thirty thirty two, thy fel thirty

961
01:21:26.319 --> 01:21:33.119
six eight forty fifty, it's like fifty. I mean, these

962
01:21:33.119 --> 01:21:40.439
are regions, not states, are they. There's states all regions.

963
01:21:40.960 --> 01:21:46.680
So it's like one, two, three, four, five, six, ten

964
01:21:46.800 --> 01:21:50.359
and five and six am and two is any of you?

965
01:21:51.399 --> 01:21:54.079
And if I have ten six times, twenty eight, ten, thirty,

966
01:21:54.359 --> 01:22:02.039
thirty two, thirty four, thirty six, thirty eight, forty forty

967
01:22:02.119 --> 01:22:07.119
two for six forty eight fifty fifty two fifty four

968
01:22:07.239 --> 01:22:18.520
fifty six fifty seven, so fifty seven districts or regions.

969
01:22:19.680 --> 01:22:21.680
So I don't know how many states there is in

970
01:22:22.560 --> 01:22:25.800
so I thought Alwa's every state. But California is a

971
01:22:25.840 --> 01:22:31.159
nice state, then is it? I don't know, but I'm confused.

972
01:22:32.640 --> 01:22:36.159
And then we click in California and you've got Los Angeles, Napa,

973
01:22:36.359 --> 01:22:43.319
Mountain Views, San Jose, Sorry, San Jos, Woodland, Elk Grove, Fresno,

974
01:22:43.760 --> 01:22:52.000
Palm Desert, Richmond. There's a lot, it's a lot, a lot, lot, lot,

975
01:22:52.079 --> 01:22:59.680
lot lot Texas. How many in Texas, Dallas, North Richland Hills,

976
01:23:00.439 --> 01:23:11.520
San Antonio, Houston, Austin, Waxahatchie, Frisco, Legal City, Grapevine, Abilene.

977
01:23:12.640 --> 01:23:18.880
I mean it's a lot, a lot of different places.

978
01:23:22.119 --> 01:23:26.800
If we go to United Kingdom, your England, Scotland, Wales,

979
01:23:26.880 --> 01:23:31.039
Northern Ireland, if we go to England, So England is

980
01:23:31.079 --> 01:23:43.000
the most however, however, no, there's no however. So however,

981
01:23:43.880 --> 01:23:50.000
England is eighty five nearly eighty six percent out of

982
01:23:50.000 --> 01:23:55.079
the United Kingdom. Scotland is seven zero point three six percent,

983
01:23:56.359 --> 01:24:00.359
Wales is three point two eight percent, Northern Ireland zero

984
01:24:00.399 --> 01:24:03.279
point four six percent, and other is two point nine

985
01:24:03.319 --> 01:24:08.199
four So that could be the Falkland Islands or Isle

986
01:24:08.199 --> 01:24:12.880
of White Island, man Jersey. Maybe I don't know places

987
01:24:12.960 --> 01:24:18.439
like that. I can't think of any other places. So

988
01:24:18.800 --> 01:24:25.800
England there is sid Cup. See if you from any

989
01:24:25.840 --> 01:24:27.279
of these places, contact me.

990
01:24:27.399 --> 01:24:27.800
Let me know.

991
01:24:30.159 --> 01:24:35.319
Sid Cup, Bristol. So this is this is over the

992
01:24:35.399 --> 01:24:45.079
last year. This is the top places in England. Like

993
01:24:45.359 --> 01:24:50.159
you know, that's the most viewed sid cups Number one.

994
01:24:50.680 --> 01:24:54.199
I don't haven't know where sid Cup is Bristol number two.

995
01:24:55.479 --> 01:24:59.600
I've never been to Bristol, Newcastle upon Tyme used to

996
01:24:59.640 --> 01:25:05.279
live there, Birmingham. So hello to everyone in Sidcup and

997
01:25:05.279 --> 01:25:08.439
Bristol and Newcastle on Tyme and Birmingham and all the

998
01:25:08.479 --> 01:25:23.199
other places I mentioned, Trowbridge, Hartleypool, Cambridge, Gosport, great Yarmouth, Leeds, Huddersfield, Manchester,

999
01:25:24.239 --> 01:25:55.520
ash Ford, Dagenham, London, Huntington, Huntingdon, Houndslow, Sunderland, Bexley, Heath, Leicester, Hackney, Aylesbury, Fulham, Portsmouth, Dewsbury, Suton, Wandsworth, Workstop, Islington,

1000
01:25:56.880 --> 01:26:02.640
Milton Keynes, Sheffield, Milton Keynes. Why did I say like that?

1001
01:26:02.720 --> 01:26:07.479
Milton Keynes. It's very postured of me. Sheffield is Milton

1002
01:26:07.560 --> 01:26:40.960
Keynes a very posh place to live, Sheffield, Hule, Croydon, Eastleigh, Oxford, Lee, Maidstone, Cramlington, Liverpool, Swindon, Wembley, Luton, Nottingham, Kensington, Solihull, Newham, Watford, Chorley, Eastbourne, Wallingford.

1003
01:26:42.319 --> 01:26:47.079
And then thirty three point two percent is in other places,

1004
01:26:47.680 --> 01:26:50.680
which is quite a big amount. So basically there's a

1005
01:26:50.720 --> 01:26:56.000
not enough room for them to cover everything. But Sidcup

1006
01:26:56.319 --> 01:26:59.119
is number one for the year, and so is Bristol.

1007
01:27:01.399 --> 01:27:06.600
So this is anyone out there that's this mad in

1008
01:27:06.600 --> 01:27:11.119
love with me, just contact me, especially if you're human.

1009
01:27:12.680 --> 01:27:14.920
Let's have a look what other thing. Let's say for

1010
01:27:14.960 --> 01:27:19.479
the year, for the month, so let's say the last

1011
01:27:19.960 --> 01:27:24.800
last month for the youth for England. Let's have the luck.

1012
01:27:26.039 --> 01:27:30.119
So I'm going to see which one's the top. Oh

1013
01:27:30.800 --> 01:27:43.399
last month, the top one was Portsmouth, Wembley, Wallingford, Manchester, Croydon, Birmingham,

1014
01:27:43.920 --> 01:27:50.119
Newcastle upon Tyne, Sheffield, Camden. These are places, some of

1015
01:27:50.199 --> 01:27:52.960
them I've not mentioned before. These must have been those

1016
01:27:53.000 --> 01:28:07.000
other thirty three percent you'ret Gosford, Fulham, Bristol, Wandsworth, Witness, Hartleypool, Leeds, London,

1017
01:28:07.840 --> 01:28:17.680
lewish Ham, Leighton, Buzzard, Sutton, Bromley, Harrow. I wish I

1018
01:28:17.680 --> 01:28:20.439
could say Bromley and actually roll my tongue, but I'm not.

1019
01:28:20.479 --> 01:28:28.239
I'm just making my lips vibrates. It's a skill, isn't it.

1020
01:28:28.239 --> 01:28:54.800
I suppose in some ways Harrow, Noddingham, Sleeveord, Gloucester, Glockhouse, Gloucester, Gloucester, Richmond, Sausages, Rochester, Amisham, Brent, Redditch, Lowestoft,

1021
01:28:55.479 --> 01:28:59.560
Saint Helen's Pete. Wow, there's loads, isn't there? This is

1022
01:28:59.600 --> 01:29:05.079
more than the other one? Wow, Petersfield, Whitney, Eastleigh, Ashford,

1023
01:29:05.439 --> 01:29:15.199
south Shields, Southampton, Walsall, City of Westminster, Windsor Swindon, Windsor

1024
01:29:15.760 --> 01:29:17.680
Does that mean members of the royal family are listening

1025
01:29:17.720 --> 01:29:26.119
to me? Hello, Your highness, thank you for listening. Wakefield, Corsham,

1026
01:29:26.920 --> 01:29:35.319
Ward and Forest, Hitching, Leicester, Oxford, Tamworth, Thetford. I used

1027
01:29:35.359 --> 01:29:38.640
to know someone that was from Tamworth, someone I worked with.

1028
01:29:38.720 --> 01:29:41.560
It was really nice bloke. It was a comedian as well,

1029
01:29:42.359 --> 01:29:49.479
really friendly, nice, nice man. It's a long time ago. Okay,

1030
01:29:49.520 --> 01:29:52.239
let's go it this month so far, because that was

1031
01:29:52.359 --> 01:29:55.439
current month. That's this month, not last month. That's the

1032
01:29:55.520 --> 01:30:00.279
current month. So Portsmouth, whoever you are in Portsmouth, Hello,

1033
01:30:01.000 --> 01:30:02.880
you're the one listening to the most to me at

1034
01:30:02.880 --> 01:30:10.279
the moment. And then Wembley, Wallingford, Manchester, Croydon, Birmingham, Newcastle

1035
01:30:10.359 --> 01:30:18.760
upon Tyne, Sheffield and Camden and Gossport, Fulham, so you're

1036
01:30:18.760 --> 01:30:21.680
the ones, you're the most one's listening to me the most.

1037
01:30:22.000 --> 01:30:29.560
But if I go last month, Astead of Look, England, Oh,

1038
01:30:29.880 --> 01:30:33.359
Newcastle upon Tyn was the top one, ports From the

1039
01:30:33.560 --> 01:30:45.119
number two, Gosport, Birmingham, Hartleypool, Wallingford, Leeds, Nottingham, one's Worth, Daggingham,

1040
01:30:45.640 --> 01:30:51.239
witch Church, Solihle. So many places I've not been to,

1041
01:30:52.560 --> 01:30:54.479
is it really weird? Like I think it would be

1042
01:30:54.560 --> 01:30:59.680
nice to travel the world on a boat, though, you know,

1043
01:30:59.760 --> 01:31:04.560
on a not a ferry like cruise. I'd like to

1044
01:31:04.560 --> 01:31:07.840
go on cruises, but I don't mean I want to

1045
01:31:07.840 --> 01:31:11.319
go cruise in Oh, let's go cruising. No, I mean

1046
01:31:11.560 --> 01:31:18.399
just on a cruise, just traveling around and have something

1047
01:31:18.399 --> 01:31:23.680
to talk about. It's that's kind of that's my new dream.

1048
01:31:23.960 --> 01:31:36.880
It's my new dream. Wimbledon, Sutton, Newham, Wembley, Abingdon, Ashford, London, Sleaford, Witness, Harrow, Stockport,

1049
01:31:37.239 --> 01:31:40.640
Oxford Hole. It's a lot of places up north that

1050
01:31:40.680 --> 01:31:46.520
I've not been to. I liked it in Nottingham. I

1051
01:31:46.560 --> 01:31:51.880
know technically it's middle, it's the middle. It is not North.

1052
01:31:51.920 --> 01:31:54.640
It's the middle. Isn't it like Middle East? Middle East?

1053
01:31:54.720 --> 01:32:02.520
Not Middle East. That's a different place. It's a Midlands,

1054
01:32:02.880 --> 01:32:07.159
I suppose, isn't it. Really it's kind of just like

1055
01:32:08.760 --> 01:32:13.039
Newcastle's up north, but it's not. There's those places that

1056
01:32:13.039 --> 01:32:18.439
are nowhere near the sea, but really as parts where

1057
01:32:18.479 --> 01:32:21.359
you can't get near the sea because you basically have

1058
01:32:21.399 --> 01:32:25.840
to go into Scotland to get into the sea. I'm

1059
01:32:25.880 --> 01:32:31.520
talking like I all, look, Bognor Regis, I used to

1060
01:32:31.600 --> 01:32:36.159
live in Bognor Regis. If you're listening from Bognor Regis, Hello,

1061
01:32:36.920 --> 01:32:42.800
do you remember me? No one? No one's going to

1062
01:32:42.800 --> 01:32:46.640
remember me from any time I don't think Bognor regis. Yeah.

1063
01:32:46.640 --> 01:32:54.319
I used to work at Buttlings momentarily Stratford upon Avon.

1064
01:32:54.680 --> 01:33:01.760
Not my Stratford, but Stratford upon Avon, Daventry, Prescott, Ellesmere Port,

1065
01:33:02.439 --> 01:33:09.600
Lower Stuffed, Hell's one. I've got a family and low Stuffed, Spennymore, Hackney,

1066
01:33:10.439 --> 01:33:20.319
Great Missenden, Southampton, Hayward, Safe Sheffield, Pontefract, Bushy, Acrington, Hereford,

1067
01:33:20.920 --> 01:33:28.560
Hammersmith and Lee and Lee. So I'm just trying to think.

1068
01:33:28.600 --> 01:33:31.880
If I look at the other one, the other studio

1069
01:33:32.119 --> 01:33:42.319
at the sound cloudlet s looks see, I think SoundCloud

1070
01:33:42.399 --> 01:33:49.439
is a less UK. Oh wow, that's weird. Got loads

1071
01:33:49.479 --> 01:33:55.680
of listeners on there today for some reason. Uh yeah,

1072
01:33:56.000 --> 01:34:01.399
predominantly there's something place so that it says on here.

1073
01:34:01.439 --> 01:34:03.359
So this is one of my SoundCloud Let me boil

1074
01:34:03.399 --> 01:34:08.680
this sleep podcast. Council Bluffs. That's a city wherever that is.

1075
01:34:08.720 --> 01:34:22.319
It's in America. So, but the countries are America, United Kingdom, Ireland, Germany, Canada, Australia, France, Norway, Philippines, Malaysia, Hungary,

1076
01:34:23.079 --> 01:34:47.079
Russian Federation, Singapore, Latvia, Vietnam, Brazil, Spain, Netherlands, Denmark, Thailand, Croatia, Croatia, Croatia, Poland, Italy, Pakistan, Sweden,

1077
01:34:48.640 --> 01:35:07.920
cass Kas, Kazakhs, Kazakhstan, Colombia, Pauchu, gal Ain, Deea, India, Togo, Barbados, Baraain,

1078
01:35:08.960 --> 01:35:13.319
the Gia. It's actually Takia, but we still call it Turkey.

1079
01:35:13.800 --> 01:35:17.680
They rebranded. Did you know that Turkey rebranded and decided

1080
01:35:17.720 --> 01:35:21.359
to change their name instead of t u r k

1081
01:35:21.560 --> 01:35:25.520
e y, Like the bird is now t u k

1082
01:35:25.880 --> 01:35:29.640
I y e. And it's supposed to be pronounced Turkia.

1083
01:35:30.039 --> 01:35:34.960
Maybe it was always pronounced Turkya by people in Turkey.

1084
01:35:35.760 --> 01:35:43.720
It's but then Germany's is pronounced deutsch Land, and Spain

1085
01:35:44.560 --> 01:35:53.279
has pronounced Transdespania, and France it's a Francis, Like you know,

1086
01:35:55.159 --> 01:36:02.239
most countries are pronounced wrongly by foreigners, like me being

1087
01:36:02.239 --> 01:36:07.239
a foreigner to another country. So it's just it's standard.

1088
01:36:07.239 --> 01:36:10.479
It's not disrespectful, it's just it's just how we're taught

1089
01:36:10.520 --> 01:36:17.560
at school, isn't it. I mean, I have very very

1090
01:36:17.600 --> 01:36:22.520
vague memories of school guests that I once went, but

1091
01:36:22.560 --> 01:36:25.920
they've got the cities or the towns. There's a council Bluffs.

1092
01:36:29.399 --> 01:36:33.680
That's a weird name. Isn't it council Bluffs because Bluffs

1093
01:36:33.800 --> 01:36:35.800
is like when you kind of lie, isn't it or

1094
01:36:35.840 --> 01:36:43.000
you missdirect? It's a council, a lying council, and they've

1095
01:36:43.000 --> 01:36:48.479
got boardman is that another city or town? Ashburn? So

1096
01:36:48.560 --> 01:36:50.960
that's in the United States. So that's the top three.

1097
01:36:52.319 --> 01:36:59.800
Then you've got Manchester, Dublin in course, Ireland, Sandy and

1098
01:37:00.039 --> 01:37:10.479
Phoenix and America Folkestein. I don't know where Folkstein is. Folkestein,

1099
01:37:10.760 --> 01:37:13.760
all right, don't shout, I'll find it. Oh yeah, it

1100
01:37:13.840 --> 01:37:18.119
is in Germany. I wonder if that's what's his name?

1101
01:37:18.640 --> 01:37:31.399
Sebastian Philadelphia, Melbourne, Sterling, Columbus, Huntington, Portland, Winnipegville, Gen, Schweiningen,

1102
01:37:32.720 --> 01:37:39.279
schwing In. And that is Germany as well. Yep, Germany.

1103
01:37:39.960 --> 01:37:42.479
I've got to be careful because I remember years ago

1104
01:37:43.079 --> 01:37:47.159
I learned about flex I know a lot about flegs.

1105
01:37:47.399 --> 01:37:50.760
I know more about flags than anyone that's ever existed. No,

1106
01:37:51.279 --> 01:37:53.960
I had a book of flags, but I noticed that

1107
01:37:54.079 --> 01:37:56.640
some of them are very similar to each other, but

1108
01:37:56.880 --> 01:38:00.880
just the colors in a different order. And sadly, be

1109
01:38:00.960 --> 01:38:05.039
a bit be careful because some people would take offense

1110
01:38:06.119 --> 01:38:08.279
and I'm not out to cause offense. I'm abut to

1111
01:38:08.279 --> 01:38:16.159
cause love in the world and sleep and we lack fation. Chicago,

1112
01:38:16.399 --> 01:38:23.560
City of Monty, Lupper, Mountain Lupper. I genuinely don't know

1113
01:38:23.600 --> 01:38:25.920
how to say that. I mean, I do mess up

1114
01:38:26.079 --> 01:38:29.319
the names on purpose sometimes, but on this occasion, I

1115
01:38:29.399 --> 01:38:32.840
don't know how to say it. And that's in the Philippines.

1116
01:38:34.079 --> 01:38:39.560
So whoever is from the Philippines or from wherever you're from, Hello,

1117
01:38:39.800 --> 01:38:46.960
maybe contact me, say Hi. Saint Helen's in England, kill Hay,

1118
01:38:48.920 --> 01:38:56.039
Kill Hay. What's that America Kill Hay. Yes, it's in America, Portland, Chicago,

1119
01:38:58.439 --> 01:39:07.840
bayn Lepaz, Bay and Lepus, lepers Lettuce Lepus. Where is that?

1120
01:39:07.960 --> 01:39:08.239
Then?

1121
01:39:10.960 --> 01:39:22.720
Malaysia, Okay, Malaysia, Sydney and Lidney. Sorry at Alfaretta, Lakefield, Birmingham, Budapest,

1122
01:39:23.119 --> 01:39:38.359
which is in Hungary, Tronheim, Stockton on Tees, Brisbane, Sunderland,

1123
01:39:39.439 --> 01:39:46.159
which is near Newcastle, Oldbury, Riga, Reddin Wiley, Saint John's,

1124
01:39:46.640 --> 01:39:55.199
Salt Lake City, Saint John's Minis, Minneapolis, Albury, San Antonio, Millbrooks.

1125
01:39:55.239 --> 01:39:58.479
He has quite a few different places. But what about

1126
01:39:58.479 --> 01:40:03.600
the other countries? Actually keep focusing. Okay, let's go. We

1127
01:40:03.640 --> 01:40:06.479
could go to Scotland, the United Kingdom. You'll go to Scotland.

1128
01:40:07.279 --> 01:40:13.000
Let's have a book Scotland the top places for the

1129
01:40:13.079 --> 01:40:19.079
last last month. Okay, this is the last month. Glasgow

1130
01:40:19.920 --> 01:40:27.359
or Galasgow or Galaskie. Saf you're in Glasgow, Glasgie, Glasgow.

1131
01:40:27.880 --> 01:40:35.880
If you're there, say hello, grange Mouth. Is that how

1132
01:40:35.880 --> 01:40:43.000
you pronounce it? Grangemoulf Orange Wolf range Mouth. I don't know.

1133
01:40:45.119 --> 01:40:58.439
Edinburgh, Tory, Byrne, Folk, Kirk, Dundee, Kinross, bell Shill, ELNs, Hamilton, Ayer, Aberdeen,

1134
01:40:58.880 --> 01:41:06.199
kirk Coldi, eleven Strath, Migelo ardri airdri.

1135
01:41:06.000 --> 01:41:11.680
Rother in Vu in Varu. That sounds like like an

1136
01:41:11.760 --> 01:41:15.399
Australian name, isn't it. Where do you live? Mate? In Varu?

1137
01:41:16.520 --> 01:41:21.640
I live in v v kill Monarch. That was a

1138
01:41:21.720 --> 01:41:25.039
really bad Australian accent. I apologize, and I know I've

1139
01:41:25.079 --> 01:41:28.880
gotten a lot of people from Australia listening. Please forgive me, Molly,

1140
01:41:29.000 --> 01:41:30.880
Please forgive me.

1141
01:41:31.199 --> 01:41:31.760
Forgive me.

1142
01:41:32.760 --> 01:41:38.399
I don't mean nothing by it. In Varu. Oh, it's

1143
01:41:38.399 --> 01:41:42.600
a invery. It's not in vu, it's in very, invery,

1144
01:41:45.279 --> 01:41:56.079
in very kill Maarnick Livingstone, bonnie Bridge, Galashiel's bar Head Inverness,

1145
01:41:56.439 --> 01:42:02.399
done Fermile Line Alo open, Hello, where do you live? Hello?

1146
01:42:03.039 --> 01:42:03.199
Well?

1147
01:42:03.199 --> 01:42:06.920
Hello, yeah, but where do you live? Hello? We've already

1148
01:42:06.960 --> 01:42:09.880
done the greetings. Where do you live? I've stopped there

1149
01:42:11.039 --> 01:42:17.680
Oben Peter's Head. M So where about Wales? We can't

1150
01:42:17.680 --> 01:42:20.920
miss Wales out and we'll go to Northern Island as well,

1151
01:42:20.960 --> 01:42:23.520
so we can't miss, can't miss the different parts of

1152
01:42:23.560 --> 01:42:29.439
Northern Island of the United Kingdom and Wrexham. Chepstowe Barry.

1153
01:42:29.560 --> 01:42:33.319
This is in Wales, So Wrexham's the top. This is

1154
01:42:33.720 --> 01:42:45.359
last month Chepstow Berry COLDI coot d Side my Stig Cardiff, Quimbran, Ferndale.

1155
01:42:45.840 --> 01:42:54.399
Tony Pandy. That's my favorite name ever, Tony Pandy. Why

1156
01:42:54.520 --> 01:42:58.239
is it? Why do I love that name so much? Tony?

1157
01:42:58.279 --> 01:43:01.239
Where do you live Tony Pandy?

1158
01:43:02.039 --> 01:43:02.319
Wow?

1159
01:43:02.439 --> 01:43:04.880
I wish I could live there? You can, You've just

1160
01:43:04.880 --> 01:43:08.600
got to buy a house. It's got to move. Oh,

1161
01:43:08.640 --> 01:43:14.119
I want to live in Tony Pandy. I mean, I

1162
01:43:14.159 --> 01:43:15.920
don't know if i'd want to move there. I don't

1163
01:43:15.920 --> 01:43:17.920
know what it's like. Maybe if you live in Tony

1164
01:43:17.960 --> 01:43:23.079
Pandy you can tell me Tony Pandy, what brilliant name.

1165
01:43:24.239 --> 01:43:28.560
I'm probably pronouncing it wrong. It's probably like it just

1166
01:43:28.600 --> 01:43:39.159
got some completely different sound. Abadair, Hollywell, Caerphilly, Kafiy, Newport.

1167
01:43:39.479 --> 01:43:46.119
I actually know someone lived in Newport, Bargode, Lanellie, Blackwood, Swansea,

1168
01:43:46.960 --> 01:43:52.920
Ponti Pool, Mountain, ash man A Bridge and Abba Stwift

1169
01:43:53.359 --> 01:43:58.680
a bur Stwift. So the top one is there, Wrexham

1170
01:43:58.720 --> 01:44:05.840
and Chaps though Barry Caldecott d Side. I did think

1171
01:44:05.880 --> 01:44:10.680
about maybe I'm thinking of getting married. I've I don't

1172
01:44:10.720 --> 01:44:12.880
met anyone yet, but I'm just thinking about it. I'm

1173
01:44:12.920 --> 01:44:21.199
just wondering maybe it'd be nice to get married because

1174
01:44:21.199 --> 01:44:25.439
I'm thinking I quite like to go away. I'd quite

1175
01:44:25.520 --> 01:44:29.960
like to go away and I don't know cruisers if

1176
01:44:29.960 --> 01:44:34.479
I can afford to do it one day and it

1177
01:44:34.600 --> 01:44:36.720
just seems like I could be much nicer. I'll be

1178
01:44:36.760 --> 01:44:42.600
able to do it, and it'd be more if I

1179
01:44:42.720 --> 01:44:46.319
had someone to look after Vinnie while I went on holiday.

1180
01:44:46.560 --> 01:44:51.680
So yeah, I'm thinking of getting married. I don't know

1181
01:44:51.680 --> 01:44:54.279
what you think, would you reckon? Do you want to

1182
01:44:54.319 --> 01:44:57.039
get married to me? Do you want to marry? Do

1183
01:44:57.199 --> 01:44:59.600
you love me? Will you will you love me forever.

1184
01:44:59.640 --> 01:45:04.279
I never ever, never know. Right. Last month Northern Ireland,

1185
01:45:04.920 --> 01:45:14.479
Newtown Abbey, Belfast, dung Gannon okay, because that's Uncle Sausages

1186
01:45:14.560 --> 01:45:18.079
was from Northern Ireland. So I just thought that would

1187
01:45:18.079 --> 01:45:23.279
be interesting. What other places are there so many different places.

1188
01:45:23.439 --> 01:45:27.960
I can't I just can't begin to go through it all.

1189
01:45:28.039 --> 01:45:38.880
I means France, lead de France, al Guererose, Alps, grand Este, nouvelle.

1190
01:45:39.600 --> 01:45:42.079
I can't even say the names. It's terrible, isn't it.

1191
01:45:42.760 --> 01:45:43.239
I'm so.

1192
01:45:44.720 --> 01:45:47.560
I'm such a lower class I am. I've got no

1193
01:45:47.760 --> 01:45:58.840
style at all. Brittany Ochitanne, Normandy Harts de France, pays

1194
01:45:58.960 --> 01:46:04.840
de la lawyer, Corsica. Of course, Corsica is that France,

1195
01:46:04.920 --> 01:46:10.560
is it? I didn't know that. I thought it was.

1196
01:46:13.520 --> 01:46:15.000
I don't know I thought it was. What was a

1197
01:46:15.000 --> 01:46:19.239
different country? Paris? So Paris is the top place in France.

1198
01:46:19.840 --> 01:46:23.199
The people listen to me, that's nice. I just want

1199
01:46:23.199 --> 01:46:27.920
to go back to the last year, the last twelve months.

1200
01:46:27.920 --> 01:46:34.800
So I want to see in the UK, United Kingdom,

1201
01:46:34.840 --> 01:46:40.000
England Sidcup. We've already done that when we sit Cup.

1202
01:46:40.119 --> 01:46:47.720
So we've done England, United Kingdoms to Scotland. Scotland, Glasgow

1203
01:46:48.000 --> 01:47:03.439
is number one. Edinburgh, Falkirk, grange Mouth, then Motherwell, bonnese Hamilton, Dundee, Pennycuick, Aberdeen, Livingstone,

1204
01:47:04.239 --> 01:47:15.079
dun firm Line, invu invY and Rue, Johnstone, Bell's Hill, Tory,

1205
01:47:15.119 --> 01:47:26.000
burn Wick, Bretching, Ayer, Kinos Cooper, alnz al Broth, Levin, Coatbridge,

1206
01:47:26.319 --> 01:47:33.960
Kirk coldy inver Gordon, Inverness, dal Keith, Hello, Hello, no

1207
01:47:34.000 --> 01:47:48.479
I did it Okay Elvskine, Perth, Greenock, Cumber Maude, the Cumber, Nord, Bathgate, Kilmarnock, Strath, Midlow, Gallashhuth,

1208
01:47:50.039 --> 01:48:00.479
Glen Ross's mac Duff, Paisley, Glen Village, Irvine, Dumfries, Preston,

1209
01:48:00.600 --> 01:48:09.520
pans Airdrie, bar Head, Broxburn, Alexandria. Forres. There's quite a few,

1210
01:48:09.600 --> 01:48:14.920
isn't it. And then you're a Wales. This is tiring me,

1211
01:48:15.000 --> 01:48:24.079
this is bangor so that the top one is Chepstow, Wrexham, Capilly, Pembroke,

1212
01:48:24.239 --> 01:48:35.439
doc caldecott Bridge and Blackwood, my Stag, Cardiff, hengoed Barry, Elbow, vil,

1213
01:48:35.640 --> 01:48:50.239
Epple Vale, Aberdare, Flint, Newport, Pontypool, d Side, Ferndale, Tredegar, Pembroke, Pontyprid,

1214
01:48:51.399 --> 01:48:56.880
Mountain Ash, Swansea, Hollywell. My favorite name of all time,

1215
01:48:57.039 --> 01:49:02.319
Tony Pandy, I love that name. I don't know why Bangod.

1216
01:49:02.600 --> 01:49:07.359
I think I might need to move to Tony Pandy Bargoed.

1217
01:49:09.560 --> 01:49:11.239
So if there's anyone out there that wants to be

1218
01:49:11.279 --> 01:49:16.159
a dog sitter, I mean my wife and yeah, if

1219
01:49:16.159 --> 01:49:22.680
you live in PONDI Pandy, Tony Pandy, oh Bargoed, have

1220
01:49:22.720 --> 01:49:29.760
a have a Ford West Abba Stwift co bran Port, Talbot,

1221
01:49:31.000 --> 01:49:37.079
full Top Port Talbot was in America, Rile Neath, men

1222
01:49:37.159 --> 01:49:42.039
a Bridge, pork PORTI by the way, don't don't contact

1223
01:49:42.079 --> 01:49:44.279
me and said, no, it really is in Wales. No,

1224
01:49:44.319 --> 01:49:46.880
I know it's in Wales, but I think maybe there

1225
01:49:46.960 --> 01:49:50.239
might be a port Toalbert in America as well. So

1226
01:49:50.319 --> 01:49:58.560
you got Bowld Buckley, Langdwyn, langdon No Port, Maddock, Abber, Gaviny,

1227
01:49:59.600 --> 01:50:07.840
roof In, Mrfeer Tid Phil cal Fridge, Calbridge, Rover, bangor.

1228
01:50:10.079 --> 01:50:10.279
Well.

1229
01:50:10.319 --> 01:50:10.680
I came.

1230
01:50:10.680 --> 01:50:10.840
Well.

1231
01:50:10.920 --> 01:50:17.840
Lastly, I do the mmm, what's the other one? Northern Ireland?

1232
01:50:18.319 --> 01:50:20.439
I do want to miss that one. That so always

1233
01:50:20.439 --> 01:50:26.439
a lot more in the year Bella Mina, Belfast, Cookstown,

1234
01:50:27.359 --> 01:50:36.640
dun Gannon, Londonderry, Newton Abbey, Newry, Omar, bally Money, bally Money.

1235
01:50:36.640 --> 01:50:40.920
That's a nice word, isn't it. But not because it's

1236
01:50:40.920 --> 01:50:47.359
got the word money and it just just bally Money.

1237
01:50:48.600 --> 01:50:55.279
Craig ivon bangor down Patrick that's another quite good. Maybe

1238
01:50:55.319 --> 01:50:57.319
it's just because of the names. It's got a name

1239
01:50:57.359 --> 01:51:09.399
in it on Patrick and you've got new Townhards. This

1240
01:51:09.640 --> 01:51:14.079
is the last twelve months. So what other places? Was thinking?

1241
01:51:14.399 --> 01:51:24.119
They go to Ireland? Leinster, Munster, Connacht, Ulster, Ulster. I

1242
01:51:24.119 --> 01:51:28.880
thought Ulster was northern Ireland. No, well I just showed

1243
01:51:28.880 --> 01:51:35.000
you what I know. I'm so out of touch with places.

1244
01:51:36.359 --> 01:51:46.920
Uh what about Sweden? Nor Venice just farted nor I

1245
01:51:46.960 --> 01:51:50.680
think I hope it's Vinny. No, I didn't feel anything,

1246
01:51:50.720 --> 01:51:53.359
So I'm just manning there so blindly out. I really

1247
01:51:53.359 --> 01:51:56.920
hope it is in. I wish i'd keep the window

1248
01:51:56.960 --> 01:52:05.520
open now, nor Bottom County, Stockholm County, vetra Gotterland County,

1249
01:52:06.279 --> 01:52:15.640
Ostroglotte Land County, Upsala, up Sala. That's very Viking up Sala,

1250
01:52:17.399 --> 01:52:18.000
isn't that?

1251
01:52:18.760 --> 01:52:19.000
Now?

1252
01:52:19.159 --> 01:52:30.479
I know this is Sweden? Upsala? Now I watched the Vikings,

1253
01:52:31.479 --> 01:52:34.640
and I realized, you know, so it's the wrong country.

1254
01:52:34.680 --> 01:52:38.880
But perhaps I can't remember. But Upsala isn't that where

1255
01:52:38.920 --> 01:52:45.880
some of the Vikings lived. I watched every episode of

1256
01:52:45.880 --> 01:52:49.279
the Vikings and there was about seven thousand different series,

1257
01:52:49.880 --> 01:52:51.800
you know, but of it its went on for ages

1258
01:52:53.520 --> 01:53:00.319
and I loved it very much. Upsala Farmlands. Let's have

1259
01:53:00.359 --> 01:53:02.119
a look at a click on Upsidelet's see if there's

1260
01:53:02.119 --> 01:53:10.000
any places that I remember. No, just upsalah ah. So

1261
01:53:10.079 --> 01:53:14.720
if you're in Sweden, I remember going to Sweden. It's

1262
01:53:14.760 --> 01:53:20.319
just on the airport on the way to somewhere, and

1263
01:53:22.359 --> 01:53:27.720
I just not surprised. But there's just everyone was blonde,

1264
01:53:28.560 --> 01:53:32.680
and you know, I see that on the news, newspapers

1265
01:53:32.720 --> 01:53:35.279
and TV shows and I kin't of just assume it's

1266
01:53:35.319 --> 01:53:43.000
a it's just a cliche. But I don't know. Obviously,

1267
01:53:43.039 --> 01:53:44.960
not everyone in Sweden is going to be blonde, but

1268
01:53:45.439 --> 01:53:50.119
it seems to be. There's a few people that are.

1269
01:53:54.000 --> 01:53:59.079
What about Belgium and it's like Belgium, you've got Brussels Capital, Flanders,

1270
01:54:00.119 --> 01:54:09.279
Walone wall oh cool so hallo taking off from Belgium

1271
01:54:09.680 --> 01:54:21.760
and India, Canada, Ireland, Sweden, Denmark's St of Good Denmark

1272
01:54:22.720 --> 01:54:31.039
Capital Region, Central Jetland, South Denmark, Zealand and North Denmark.

1273
01:54:33.279 --> 01:54:40.640
So fred Fredericksburg is the top place for the year.

1274
01:54:41.079 --> 01:54:54.760
Copenhagen More Municipal Valby from shoj Understead, Von Loos, Bellerup

1275
01:54:55.039 --> 01:55:10.079
Municipal Municipality, Glostrup moonicip Municipality. I can't even say it,

1276
01:55:10.119 --> 01:55:11.920
so thank you to everyone. I can't go for every

1277
01:55:11.960 --> 01:55:15.760
single country, but there's a lot of countries. It's like

1278
01:55:15.880 --> 01:55:20.760
I'm kind of covers everyone in the world, kind of

1279
01:55:21.880 --> 01:55:24.479
as far as not everyone, as in every single person,

1280
01:55:24.560 --> 01:55:32.840
but it's going to pretty much cover most cultures, most religions,

1281
01:55:33.840 --> 01:55:36.840
perhaps perhaps not. I mean it's I have no idea.

1282
01:55:39.119 --> 01:55:42.960
Jonathan asks what does a typical day's meals and beverages

1283
01:55:43.000 --> 01:55:49.359
consist of? It depends where you're going and what you're buying.

1284
01:55:50.640 --> 01:55:52.920
If I was when I was going to visit Uncle

1285
01:55:53.000 --> 01:55:59.520
sausages in hospital, I think it's about twenty quid for

1286
01:55:59.640 --> 01:56:06.880
a a coffee, maybe two coffees and a couple of sandwiches,

1287
01:56:08.079 --> 01:56:15.439
about twenty quid a day. It does depend where you're going,

1288
01:56:15.439 --> 01:56:18.119
because you know there's cheaper places you can go and

1289
01:56:18.159 --> 01:56:22.840
get something for Sometimes meal deals if you're out, you

1290
01:56:22.880 --> 01:56:26.000
can get like a meal deal for five pound where

1291
01:56:26.039 --> 01:56:31.119
you get drink sandwich and maybe pack it at Crisps

1292
01:56:32.880 --> 01:56:35.159
or a chocolate bar or something. You know, you get

1293
01:56:35.239 --> 01:56:45.000
enough for like a little meal thing beverages. I mean,

1294
01:56:45.079 --> 01:56:47.920
I only really just drink tea and water most of

1295
01:56:47.960 --> 01:56:52.600
the time. Occasionally I have fizzy drink, but it's not often,

1296
01:56:54.079 --> 01:56:58.640
so I don't know how much fizzy drinks cost the

1297
01:57:02.039 --> 01:57:04.279
I don't know how. It's weird really because I don't

1298
01:57:04.319 --> 01:57:08.840
because I don't go into pubs. I don't drink olcos,

1299
01:57:08.920 --> 01:57:10.720
so I don't. I don't know how. I'm not even

1300
01:57:11.239 --> 01:57:14.399
not even the faintest idea how much a pint of

1301
01:57:14.560 --> 01:57:21.079
largo would be. So if a pint larger cost cost

1302
01:57:21.960 --> 01:57:31.119
UK pint of lager four pounds sixty, the cost the

1303
01:57:31.119 --> 01:57:32.960
average cost of a pint lager in the UK is

1304
01:57:33.000 --> 01:57:38.239
for four sixty Ah, okay right, So it depends where

1305
01:57:38.279 --> 01:57:41.760
you are. According to this, it says London's five pounds

1306
01:57:41.760 --> 01:57:46.640
forty four for a pint and Wales is four twenty one,

1307
01:57:46.800 --> 01:57:50.439
so it's the cheapest place to get a pint of larger,

1308
01:57:51.000 --> 01:57:57.760
London's the most expensive, and Southeast for ninety four the

1309
01:57:57.840 --> 01:58:02.439
second most expensive. That's where I live. Northeast England four

1310
01:58:02.600 --> 01:58:07.159
fifty six. This is pounds slightly above the national average,

1311
01:58:08.600 --> 01:58:14.199
and then four ninety three in Southwest are also month

1312
01:58:14.239 --> 01:58:21.199
the highest prices. All let's have a look what's the

1313
01:58:22.279 --> 01:58:25.159
that's it's got a little chart here, So I have

1314
01:58:25.199 --> 01:58:30.720
a look at the chart. There a chart. Yeah, see what?

1315
01:58:31.000 --> 01:58:33.239
Oh go away, I don't want to be a paid member.

1316
01:58:34.760 --> 01:58:41.600
Go away right? So according to this Southwest five sixteen,

1317
01:58:43.079 --> 01:58:49.640
Southeast five twenty one, London five pound fifty nine, East Midlands,

1318
01:58:49.760 --> 01:58:52.880
Oh so nothing for Knowrlwedge then no, they don't buy

1319
01:58:52.960 --> 01:58:56.640
lager there East England, East Midlands four pounds seventy four,

1320
01:58:57.520 --> 01:59:02.359
four pounds seventy four West Midlands and also Wales Northwest

1321
01:59:02.479 --> 01:59:11.840
four pounds eighty seven, Northeast four pound fifty six. Actually

1322
01:59:11.840 --> 01:59:14.399
has realized the Northeast and the Northwest does also have

1323
01:59:14.479 --> 01:59:19.159
a Let's see, depends where you live Scotland four pounds

1324
01:59:19.159 --> 01:59:24.960
eighty seven. So it depends what you're eating, I mean

1325
01:59:25.000 --> 01:59:26.520
you can or what you're drinking. So if you can

1326
01:59:26.600 --> 01:59:30.880
drink alcohol, then you're looking at like five quid roughly

1327
01:59:32.159 --> 01:59:40.239
for a drink, And if you're if you get a

1328
01:59:40.319 --> 01:59:47.359
takeaway delivered, you're looking at about twenty pounds, you know, roughly.

1329
01:59:47.800 --> 01:59:50.199
It could be more. Depends what you're ordering, depends where

1330
01:59:50.199 --> 01:59:53.479
you're ordering it from, what time of the day, what

1331
01:59:53.560 --> 01:59:58.520
kind of delivery charges there is there is you know, yeah,

1332
01:59:58.560 --> 02:00:05.479
it really just depends on what you get. But then

1333
02:00:05.520 --> 02:00:10.159
you might be talking about me specifically. So I get

1334
02:00:10.199 --> 02:00:13.600
my everything I get is delivered to me. And I

1335
02:00:13.720 --> 02:00:19.640
just had a delivery this morning from eats what it

1336
02:00:19.760 --> 02:00:25.920
was called Uber Eats, and that cost me I think

1337
02:00:26.199 --> 02:00:31.920
like thirty four pounds something like that. And for that,

1338
02:00:32.079 --> 02:00:44.760
I got four milks. Oh okay, it's some bananas, some apples,

1339
02:00:46.720 --> 02:00:52.720
some pizzas. Those two little pizzas. I got a packet

1340
02:00:52.760 --> 02:00:55.479
of bags which you know, can store stuff in for

1341
02:00:55.520 --> 02:01:01.199
the freezer and stuff and the fridge. I got some

1342
02:01:01.319 --> 02:01:05.920
Jaffa cakes and another little packet of biscuits, some bread

1343
02:01:06.000 --> 02:01:15.600
rolls shebata And I think that's pretty much it. I'm

1344
02:01:15.640 --> 02:01:24.119
trying to think what else there was Boom boom cheese.

1345
02:01:24.279 --> 02:01:30.680
Got some cheese as well, some cheese slices, So you know,

1346
02:01:30.720 --> 02:01:34.239
you could buy stuff like I have. So I find this.

1347
02:01:34.439 --> 02:01:36.479
I have a cheese and tomato bread roll, which is

1348
02:01:36.479 --> 02:01:46.039
what I'm planning to earth for my lunch. Then a pound,

1349
02:01:46.279 --> 02:01:54.680
probably two pound, But then Vinnie has to he loves cheese,

1350
02:01:55.039 --> 02:01:59.479
so I can't have to share it with him. Where

1351
02:01:59.560 --> 02:02:03.159
is he He's not even under the table. I don't

1352
02:02:03.159 --> 02:02:08.039
know where he is. He's actually right under my chair,

1353
02:02:08.239 --> 02:02:12.239
like behind my chair. I didn't even know he was there.

1354
02:02:12.279 --> 02:02:15.840
I didn't know where he was. So yeah, it depends

1355
02:02:15.880 --> 02:02:18.920
really on what I'm eating before I get a takeaway

1356
02:02:20.760 --> 02:02:27.279
pretty much at least twenty pound, if not more. As

1357
02:02:27.319 --> 02:02:29.880
far as like a takeaway food, whether it's a pizza,

1358
02:02:29.960 --> 02:02:39.000
whether it's a roast dinner, whether it's yeah whatever, it

1359
02:02:39.039 --> 02:02:48.720
is really looking at roughly twenty But then I mean,

1360
02:02:49.079 --> 02:02:51.720
I guess most of my money really goes on food.

1361
02:02:52.880 --> 02:02:58.760
I mean there's priorities. You know, I got the bills,

1362
02:02:59.520 --> 02:03:06.079
so bill and food, and that's it. Really, that's the

1363
02:03:06.119 --> 02:03:08.720
two things I kind of prioritize on. And I include,

1364
02:03:08.960 --> 02:03:11.800
you know, we need's food as well in that I

1365
02:03:11.880 --> 02:03:15.479
get that delivered too, So yeah, that's kind of it.

1366
02:03:15.479 --> 02:03:17.960
That's really so I don't I guess I don't take

1367
02:03:18.039 --> 02:03:22.479
too much notice of how much things are I'm more

1368
02:03:22.520 --> 02:03:25.439
interested in that I've got enough to cover how much

1369
02:03:25.600 --> 02:03:30.399
things are, if that makes any sense. Because I've got

1370
02:03:30.439 --> 02:03:34.640
direct debits for all of my bills, I don't have

1371
02:03:34.680 --> 02:03:37.760
to pay anything like I have to pay it, but

1372
02:03:37.800 --> 02:03:39.960
I don't have to kind of go and do anything.

1373
02:03:40.199 --> 02:03:43.479
It just automatically goes out of my account. We know

1374
02:03:43.760 --> 02:03:49.840
how direct debits work. All right, Wow, is it Sunday today,

1375
02:03:50.560 --> 02:03:54.359
isn't it? I just seem to be very sarcastic towards myself.

1376
02:03:55.359 --> 02:03:59.720
I'm on a sarcastic Sunday, So yeah, Jonathan, that's kind

1377
02:03:59.720 --> 02:04:04.359
of it. Really, I just it depends what is my

1378
02:04:08.520 --> 02:04:11.600
You said typical days meals consist of? You didn't say cost,

1379
02:04:11.720 --> 02:04:17.479
did you. It's because I've been out half a night.

1380
02:04:17.479 --> 02:04:20.000
I'm not reading it properly. What does the typical days

1381
02:04:20.039 --> 02:04:23.640
meals and beverages consist of? Not cost? You didn't ask

1382
02:04:23.680 --> 02:04:25.359
me cost, But I'm telling you the price of stuff

1383
02:04:26.800 --> 02:04:39.600
I have in more recent years, be Jay eating, I

1384
02:04:39.720 --> 02:04:44.239
try and have something cooked and a sandwich and maybe

1385
02:04:44.279 --> 02:04:46.720
a couple of bowls of breakfast, cereal through the day

1386
02:04:48.800 --> 02:04:55.279
water juice, I've got it. If I don't have juice,

1387
02:04:55.319 --> 02:05:00.239
and I don't know water basically, and tea cuts tea

1388
02:05:00.279 --> 02:05:13.119
without sugar. Sometimes I have regular takeaways. Sometimes I'll go

1389
02:05:13.239 --> 02:05:16.000
without having a takeaway for a little while, but you know,

1390
02:05:16.039 --> 02:05:22.479
I do get. I haven't had one for over a

1391
02:05:22.520 --> 02:05:27.520
week now, which is a long time. But then I

1392
02:05:27.560 --> 02:05:29.439
haven't really been eating. I've been spend a lot of

1393
02:05:29.439 --> 02:05:32.960
time in bed, so I didn't really I couldn't face

1394
02:05:33.079 --> 02:05:39.279
kind of doing it. But yeah, I don't eat a

1395
02:05:39.359 --> 02:05:48.399
huge amount really, I've never been a big eater. I mean,

1396
02:05:48.439 --> 02:05:50.520
I'm because I'm a big eater, because I'm an eating

1397
02:05:50.560 --> 02:05:53.359
and I'm big, but I've never been a big consumer

1398
02:05:53.399 --> 02:06:00.279
of food other than when I am chocolate or Christen

1399
02:06:00.399 --> 02:06:03.279
asks any sign of new people moving in? I know

1400
02:06:03.399 --> 02:06:05.600
that you said there was a couple of empty places

1401
02:06:05.600 --> 02:06:12.640
in your block. Well it's weird because downstairs right the

1402
02:06:12.680 --> 02:06:16.399
flat downstairs where my friend used to live, and then

1403
02:06:16.399 --> 02:06:19.199
a lady moved in and she's moved out within a

1404
02:06:19.319 --> 02:06:24.920
year of moving in there, they're putting a new kitchen

1405
02:06:25.239 --> 02:06:29.279
downstairs because apparently they like to do it when there's

1406
02:06:29.279 --> 02:06:34.039
no one living there. I'd like a new kitchen, please,

1407
02:06:34.159 --> 02:06:38.640
can I? So they put a new kitchen in as

1408
02:06:38.720 --> 02:06:40.880
far as I know this, they're already started showing that

1409
02:06:40.920 --> 02:06:46.760
flat out to people. The flat opposite, which is Uncle's Sausages,

1410
02:06:48.439 --> 02:06:53.039
they came last week and I think it was last week.

1411
02:06:54.720 --> 02:06:58.520
They emptied his flat very quickly and they were checking

1412
02:06:58.520 --> 02:07:02.720
stuff out the window into a not a skip, but

1413
02:07:02.760 --> 02:07:06.920
it's like a van with a kind of big metal

1414
02:07:06.960 --> 02:07:10.680
cage on, like checking stuff in there out of his window,

1415
02:07:12.039 --> 02:07:15.560
which didn't sit well with me, to be honest. It

1416
02:07:15.680 --> 02:07:21.800
just seems a bit disrespectful. But hey, and the painters

1417
02:07:21.800 --> 02:07:24.680
have been in there. The painting's been downstairs, so I

1418
02:07:24.720 --> 02:07:27.319
think that one's nearly ready to go as well, because

1419
02:07:27.359 --> 02:07:29.239
all they had to do is just sort out two

1420
02:07:29.399 --> 02:07:34.119
rooms because both the kitchen and the bathroom were brand new.

1421
02:07:35.279 --> 02:07:39.800
The bathroom was literally being built or rebuilt when Uncle's

1422
02:07:39.800 --> 02:07:43.439
Sausages was in hospital. He never got to see it finished,

1423
02:07:44.760 --> 02:07:47.880
so there's probably less for them to do in there.

1424
02:07:51.279 --> 02:07:59.119
It's weird, really, so I don't know really what's going

1425
02:07:59.199 --> 02:08:01.880
to happen. There's been people coming in and looking around,

1426
02:08:03.199 --> 02:08:05.359
and I did see the lady from the council coming

1427
02:08:05.399 --> 02:08:08.600
in because she got the key off me and she

1428
02:08:08.760 --> 02:08:12.880
came in and she was she had her board on

1429
02:08:12.920 --> 02:08:17.159
her she was going into Gourd sausages flat. So it

1430
02:08:17.199 --> 02:08:20.680
looks like that's ready to go nearly. So they've really

1431
02:08:20.920 --> 02:08:22.640
pulled out all the stops to get them done as

1432
02:08:22.720 --> 02:08:26.960
quickly as possible, to let them out as quick as possible.

1433
02:08:29.760 --> 02:08:31.640
But when people do move in, I'll let you know.

1434
02:08:32.840 --> 02:08:35.279
But at the moment, still both the flats are still

1435
02:08:35.279 --> 02:08:41.319
empty that it looks like, I mean, what is it now, September.

1436
02:08:42.560 --> 02:08:46.760
I wouldn't be surprised if well, I'd say one hundred

1437
02:08:46.760 --> 02:08:53.800
percent they're both going to be full by Christmas. I

1438
02:08:53.800 --> 02:08:57.640
wouldn't be surprised if at least one of them isn't

1439
02:08:57.680 --> 02:09:03.119
occupied by the end of October, which is only well

1440
02:09:03.840 --> 02:09:07.680
six weeks away, so I wouldn't be surprised. It always

1441
02:09:07.720 --> 02:09:11.840
be surprised if both of them are occupied by like November.

1442
02:09:13.920 --> 02:09:16.079
It'd be lovely if it took six months or a year.

1443
02:09:16.880 --> 02:09:21.439
A little bit quiet, because you know, it's the thing is,

1444
02:09:21.479 --> 02:09:24.359
these doors they slam if you don't if you don't

1445
02:09:24.399 --> 02:09:26.880
close them quietly, they just slam on their own, which

1446
02:09:26.920 --> 02:09:30.600
is kind of part of the fire regulation safety thing.

1447
02:09:30.640 --> 02:09:33.760
You know, it's very noisy and it shakes the whole

1448
02:09:33.760 --> 02:09:40.960
building when they slam because they're heavy doors. So out

1449
02:09:41.000 --> 02:09:48.760
of the six flats, two are empty. So I'm going

1450
02:09:48.800 --> 02:09:51.640
to start at the top of the building. Uncle's sausages

1451
02:09:51.960 --> 02:09:56.800
close the door quietly. His next door neighbor closes the

1452
02:09:56.840 --> 02:10:02.439
door quietly. I close my door quietly. Below me closes

1453
02:10:03.880 --> 02:10:09.840
their door quietly. The one opposite lets their door slam continuously.

1454
02:10:10.399 --> 02:10:12.640
They don't like they're not aware of it. They just

1455
02:10:12.720 --> 02:10:15.279
let it slam, and it does shake. It makes Vinnie

1456
02:10:15.319 --> 02:10:19.640
bark and it shakes the building. The one next door

1457
02:10:19.760 --> 02:10:27.079
to that one used to let her door slam. So

1458
02:10:29.039 --> 02:10:32.079
I'm hoping that whoever moves in just doesn't it the

1459
02:10:32.079 --> 02:10:37.079
door slam, because then Vinnie's going to start, especially if

1460
02:10:37.079 --> 02:10:40.800
it's at night, he'll start barking. And if the person

1461
02:10:40.880 --> 02:10:44.520
lives in opposite me, let's say, door slam, it's just

1462
02:10:44.600 --> 02:10:49.359
going to be disruptive for me because it will literally

1463
02:10:49.399 --> 02:10:54.960
shake my flat. It's one of those things. The building's

1464
02:10:55.039 --> 02:10:59.600
not it's not like a flimsy building. It's not made

1465
02:10:59.600 --> 02:11:04.039
out hardboard, but it really you know that all the

1466
02:11:04.079 --> 02:11:10.800
flats are joined together, aren't they, And it just seems

1467
02:11:11.039 --> 02:11:17.520
and because everything echoes in the hallway, it would seem

1468
02:11:17.640 --> 02:11:20.960
natural that well, that someone wouldn't let the door slam.

1469
02:11:21.960 --> 02:11:24.760
I sometimes it's going to slam. My door slam sometimes,

1470
02:11:25.960 --> 02:11:27.760
you know, if I'm getting shopping in or something, and

1471
02:11:27.960 --> 02:11:32.359
sometimes it slams, but I don't I just continuously let

1472
02:11:32.399 --> 02:11:36.279
it slam. I'll try and stop it. But I once

1473
02:11:36.319 --> 02:11:37.880
I tried to stop it and I broke my heel,

1474
02:11:37.960 --> 02:11:43.760
So that wasn't so good. But other than that, because

1475
02:11:43.800 --> 02:11:45.760
it because it goes and you have to push it

1476
02:11:45.800 --> 02:11:47.920
to open it. So I was trying to stop it

1477
02:11:47.960 --> 02:11:51.640
from slamming, and it my heel got caught in between

1478
02:11:52.279 --> 02:11:54.600
the door and the doorfray in the bottom of the

1479
02:11:54.600 --> 02:12:02.640
door frame or I was limping around for about two

1480
02:12:02.680 --> 02:12:07.920
months after that was all painful. And so yeah, I'm

1481
02:12:07.960 --> 02:12:13.479
not sure, but it looks like soon. Maria asks, have

1482
02:12:13.560 --> 02:12:17.039
you ever fractured or broken any bones? Is so winn

1483
02:12:17.079 --> 02:12:21.960
and how thank you? Well? My favorite subject. It's not

1484
02:12:22.039 --> 02:12:29.439
really I have. I've probably broken more bones than I realized,

1485
02:12:29.520 --> 02:12:33.119
but I think all of us have potentially. I remember

1486
02:12:33.279 --> 02:12:38.079
an expert on toes well. I didn't speak to him personally,

1487
02:12:38.159 --> 02:12:40.479
but it was on the news or whatever. I think

1488
02:12:40.880 --> 02:12:44.880
this was during David Beckham pulled out the World Cup

1489
02:12:44.960 --> 02:12:49.119
or the European Cup because he had a broken toe

1490
02:12:49.479 --> 02:12:52.720
and people were mocking him. So, how can you pull

1491
02:12:52.760 --> 02:12:58.039
out such an important event with a little broken toe?

1492
02:12:58.479 --> 02:13:03.439
Oh you should toe hurting, David. Oh sorry, you're not

1493
02:13:03.439 --> 02:13:05.920
getting paid enough. Not a million pounds a weeks. Not

1494
02:13:06.039 --> 02:13:08.279
enough is it for you to just endure a little

1495
02:13:08.279 --> 02:13:14.079
bit of all the toe? And this expert was saying, actually.

1496
02:13:15.600 --> 02:13:16.199
Is acony.

1497
02:13:16.920 --> 02:13:19.199
It's to kick a ball around with a broken toe

1498
02:13:19.279 --> 02:13:21.920
is the most ridiculous thing ever. It's not something you

1499
02:13:21.960 --> 02:13:28.640
can do. It's And also they said that probably nearly

1500
02:13:28.680 --> 02:13:33.079
everybody's had a broken toe without even realizing. If you

1501
02:13:33.159 --> 02:13:36.159
stump your toe, quite often a little butter bone breaks

1502
02:13:38.159 --> 02:13:40.760
and we're in paying for weeks, but it gradually goes.

1503
02:13:41.399 --> 02:13:44.800
But it's just, you know, it's just one of those things.

1504
02:13:45.399 --> 02:13:54.920
So the first real bone I remember was I broke

1505
02:13:55.000 --> 02:13:59.960
my right hand punching a piece of frozen meat while

1506
02:14:00.119 --> 02:14:06.640
a box of frozen meat. And yeah, I had to

1507
02:14:06.680 --> 02:14:13.479
go went to hospital and I basically I pushed the bone.

1508
02:14:13.560 --> 02:14:16.840
It was the second knuckle in from my little knuckle

1509
02:14:16.880 --> 02:14:20.960
on the right hand. It compressed the bone right into itself,

1510
02:14:22.000 --> 02:14:26.199
so I don't have a knuckle on that hand. And

1511
02:14:27.680 --> 02:14:32.920
oh that was weird because I was twenty what was

1512
02:14:32.960 --> 02:14:39.199
I twenty four, twenty four? What was the twenty three,

1513
02:14:41.159 --> 02:14:47.760
twenty three, twenty four, something like that, And so I

1514
02:14:47.760 --> 02:14:54.960
had about five weeks off work unpaid, which was difficult,

1515
02:14:57.159 --> 02:14:58.960
and I had to learn because I couldn't do the

1516
02:14:59.079 --> 02:15:02.199
job because I I needed my hands to do the job,

1517
02:15:02.319 --> 02:15:08.800
do the manual work. And it was so weird having

1518
02:15:08.880 --> 02:15:12.119
to learn because there's certain things I needed my right

1519
02:15:12.159 --> 02:15:16.359
hand for because I was right handed, well pretty much

1520
02:15:16.359 --> 02:15:20.239
everything like writing in that but it's like toilet stuff.

1521
02:15:20.279 --> 02:15:22.880
I'm not going to it very difficult learning to do

1522
02:15:22.960 --> 02:15:27.439
stuff with my left hand. It just felt so weird.

1523
02:15:29.479 --> 02:15:33.279
It wasn't all bad, but you know, just generally. And

1524
02:15:33.439 --> 02:15:37.159
so that was the first time. The second time I

1525
02:15:37.239 --> 02:15:47.399
broke anything was I can't with you, I can go

1526
02:15:47.439 --> 02:15:53.600
through the bones. So I think two thousand and four

1527
02:15:53.840 --> 02:16:11.600
my rib when I was doing wing chun, and then I, oh, yeah,

1528
02:16:11.600 --> 02:16:13.479
I'm going to go. I can't go through the different years.

1529
02:16:13.479 --> 02:16:15.840
I can't remember, but I'll do it by body part

1530
02:16:15.960 --> 02:16:21.159
rather than the year I'm starting in my head. I

1531
02:16:21.239 --> 02:16:24.159
don't know what I've broken in my face, I couldn't

1532
02:16:24.159 --> 02:16:28.359
tell you. Maybe when I was very young, but not

1533
02:16:28.600 --> 02:16:34.239
that I can remember nothing in my shoulders, my arms.

1534
02:16:34.440 --> 02:16:37.879
I broke my left wrist when I first moved in there.

1535
02:16:37.920 --> 02:16:41.719
I fell out the bath, so I broke my left wrist.

1536
02:16:42.840 --> 02:16:47.920
I broke my right hand twice. So the second time

1537
02:16:48.079 --> 02:16:53.559
I punched the door, and this was about six years ago. Hey,

1538
02:16:54.479 --> 02:17:01.040
so I yeah, I broke my hand again. I've damage

1539
02:17:01.120 --> 02:17:04.840
my left hand numerous times, but I don't know about

1540
02:17:04.840 --> 02:17:07.680
whether it's broken or not. It might have been like

1541
02:17:07.760 --> 02:17:12.239
a little crack or something, you know, but not like proper.

1542
02:17:12.280 --> 02:17:18.200
Broke broke my rib again. So I've had my rib

1543
02:17:18.239 --> 02:17:23.200
broken twice, have my wrist broken once, had my right

1544
02:17:23.239 --> 02:17:33.200
hand broken twice, broke my toes a few different occasions,

1545
02:17:33.760 --> 02:17:38.079
had broken toes my big toe at least twice, the

1546
02:17:38.120 --> 02:17:44.440
top of my foot at least once. My heel, now

1547
02:17:44.600 --> 02:17:48.079
the heel, I didn't go and get anything sorted, but

1548
02:17:48.159 --> 02:17:50.920
I was hobbling around for two months, so I think

1549
02:17:50.959 --> 02:17:53.319
I broke something in my heel as well, but or

1550
02:17:53.440 --> 02:17:57.959
chipped the bone something like that. And then I fell

1551
02:17:58.000 --> 02:18:00.639
down the stairs A couple of years back, fractured my

1552
02:18:00.719 --> 02:18:04.840
back in two places. That was the first week that

1553
02:18:04.879 --> 02:18:09.079
I got Vinnie. And it was weird because it had snow,

1554
02:18:10.040 --> 02:18:14.760
really solid snow settled and everything. And I got Vinny

1555
02:18:14.840 --> 02:18:17.559
that week and we all week we was in the

1556
02:18:17.639 --> 02:18:21.079
snow and I was wearing my boots making sure I

1557
02:18:21.079 --> 02:18:24.000
didn't fall over. I slipped once, but it was in

1558
02:18:24.040 --> 02:18:27.040
the snow and in the fields. It didn't hurt because

1559
02:18:27.040 --> 02:18:29.040
it was in the snow. And he laughed at me,

1560
02:18:30.079 --> 02:18:31.760
and I said, don't laugh. The next time I'm going

1561
02:18:31.799 --> 02:18:35.200
to I'm going to land on you. He stopped laughing then.

1562
02:18:36.079 --> 02:18:40.799
And the last I think it was a Wednesday, maybe

1563
02:18:40.799 --> 02:18:46.440
it was a Thursday. It rained and everything melted away.

1564
02:18:46.879 --> 02:18:54.079
All the ice went, no snow, not a sight. You

1565
02:18:54.079 --> 02:18:56.959
couldn't see. It had even't been there, like it didn't exist.

1566
02:18:59.280 --> 02:19:05.319
And then Luke calls up. I think he might have

1567
02:19:05.559 --> 02:19:07.799
knocked on the door. He might have wrung me up,

1568
02:19:07.840 --> 02:19:09.559
I don't know. He said, I didn't want to bring

1569
02:19:09.639 --> 02:19:12.840
Vinnie down in the garden and play with LOGI. I said,

1570
02:19:12.879 --> 02:19:16.280
all right. This was like nine o'clock or something. He

1571
02:19:16.399 --> 02:19:18.319
was I think he was more excited about Vinnie than

1572
02:19:18.360 --> 02:19:23.559
I was, so Luke was downstairs at this point. I

1573
02:19:23.680 --> 02:19:26.639
let Vinnie out and he ran downstairs into the garden

1574
02:19:27.319 --> 02:19:33.079
to play with LOGI I come down. I got my

1575
02:19:33.280 --> 02:19:37.920
crocs on, but I did put my coat on because

1576
02:19:37.959 --> 02:19:43.600
it was cold, and Luke was standing at the bottom

1577
02:19:43.639 --> 02:19:46.319
of the stairs. I was just talking to him as

1578
02:19:46.360 --> 02:19:49.000
I was like getting ready to come down, and I

1579
02:19:49.040 --> 02:19:52.159
think I got down about two steps or three steps,

1580
02:19:53.319 --> 02:20:00.520
and I went and I bounced down the hole of

1581
02:20:00.559 --> 02:20:05.040
the staircase deady. It's not like it's concrete steps, it's

1582
02:20:05.079 --> 02:20:08.040
not like big, not loads of steps, but it was enough.

1583
02:20:09.120 --> 02:20:14.399
And Luke was laughing because he didn't not hurt myself.

1584
02:20:14.440 --> 02:20:17.239
He said, it was so funny to watch just you

1585
02:20:17.440 --> 02:20:20.440
bouncing off of each step and look on your face.

1586
02:20:21.600 --> 02:20:25.600
Because it happened so quick. I didn't really I didn't

1587
02:20:25.600 --> 02:20:28.600
really know what was going on. To be fair, I didn't.

1588
02:20:29.000 --> 02:20:31.399
I couldn't really process it because it was so quick.

1589
02:20:33.200 --> 02:20:35.159
One minute I was standing there, next minute I was

1590
02:20:35.200 --> 02:20:38.360
at the bottom of the stairs, having been on a

1591
02:20:38.440 --> 02:20:44.159
really really weird roller coaster. Well it wasn't a roller coaster.

1592
02:20:44.200 --> 02:20:45.559
It was falling down the stairs, but you know what

1593
02:20:45.600 --> 02:20:48.760
I mean. It was a kind of very strange experience.

1594
02:20:50.559 --> 02:21:00.760
So he's laughing, I'm not feeling great, and I mean

1595
02:21:01.120 --> 02:21:03.120
it ended up that I had a fracture back in

1596
02:21:03.159 --> 02:21:07.479
two places. So I mentioned, you know, I wasn't my

1597
02:21:07.559 --> 02:21:12.239
back wasn't feeling wonderful, and I couldn't get up. I

1598
02:21:12.239 --> 02:21:18.680
needed his help to get up, and he was He

1599
02:21:18.719 --> 02:21:21.479
said I needed to go to the hospital, and I said, no,

1600
02:21:21.559 --> 02:21:25.000
I'll be all right. But I couldn't sit down, I

1601
02:21:25.000 --> 02:21:26.959
couldn't stand up, I couldn't do anything. It was just

1602
02:21:28.559 --> 02:21:32.600
I knew something was broke, just for the simple fact

1603
02:21:32.600 --> 02:21:36.000
that well, I felt it. But at the same time

1604
02:21:36.079 --> 02:21:39.479
I thought, no, I don't. I can't face being in

1605
02:21:39.479 --> 02:21:44.600
a in the hospital for the next twelve hours thirty

1606
02:21:44.879 --> 02:21:46.799
I think it was thirteen and a half hours I

1607
02:21:46.840 --> 02:21:51.639
was in there. But he said, yeah, but what if

1608
02:21:51.639 --> 02:21:56.639
you got internal, something internal happened, you know, outside of

1609
02:21:58.399 --> 02:22:00.840
something else, you know, might say it might be serious.

1610
02:22:00.879 --> 02:22:04.479
So if you wanted to come with me, I said, no,

1611
02:22:04.680 --> 02:22:07.520
it's all right, I'll just get a taxi in. He

1612
02:22:07.600 --> 02:22:15.879
looked after Vinnie and yeah. The doctor even said, oh, no,

1613
02:22:16.120 --> 02:22:19.239
can't be fractured when he eventually sort of saw me.

1614
02:22:19.680 --> 02:22:21.799
So it can't be fractured. Because it was fractured, you'd

1615
02:22:21.799 --> 02:22:26.040
be in agony. I said that I'm what do you

1616
02:22:26.079 --> 02:22:28.360
think I'm in? He said, no, you won't be able

1617
02:22:28.360 --> 02:22:30.680
to You won't be able to stand up if you

1618
02:22:30.719 --> 02:22:32.319
had if you had a fracture in your back room

1619
02:22:32.360 --> 02:22:35.280
and be able to stand up. He said, I'm going

1620
02:22:35.319 --> 02:22:37.440
to give you an extra anyway with a cat scan,

1621
02:22:38.559 --> 02:22:40.200
and then he came back. He said, yeah, it's fractured

1622
02:22:40.200 --> 02:22:44.440
in two places. He said, I don't know how you

1623
02:22:44.440 --> 02:22:48.559
can stand up. I said, sitting down's worst, and standing

1624
02:22:48.639 --> 02:22:54.600
up it's hurts more than I sit down. I've just

1625
02:22:54.639 --> 02:22:57.239
spent the last twelve hours, twelve and a half hours

1626
02:22:57.280 --> 02:23:03.680
sitting down. Standing up was relief, but then it started

1627
02:23:03.760 --> 02:23:05.879
hurting the game and I was standing up, but it

1628
02:23:05.920 --> 02:23:08.799
was relief compared to sitting down for such a long time,

1629
02:23:09.879 --> 02:23:21.040
which oh so, yeah. So what I've got? I think

1630
02:23:22.559 --> 02:23:25.520
so my knuckles, no, guess I've got two hands to

1631
02:23:25.799 --> 02:23:33.760
my right hand twice, my wrist once, my ribs twice

1632
02:23:34.120 --> 02:23:41.680
two different times, and my foot the top of my

1633
02:23:41.719 --> 02:23:49.399
foot once and my big toe least twice. Yeah, and

1634
02:23:49.440 --> 02:23:51.760
the heel. I don't know, but that's the breaks I've

1635
02:23:51.760 --> 02:23:57.680
had a few little breaks along the way, but I

1636
02:23:57.719 --> 02:24:01.079
suppose the the scarier one would be when I fell

1637
02:24:01.079 --> 02:24:04.959
out the bath, to be honest, because I hurt my

1638
02:24:05.000 --> 02:24:07.799
shoulder and I couldn't I couldn't get up. I was

1639
02:24:07.840 --> 02:24:12.079
on my own and I was well, everything was out.

1640
02:24:12.079 --> 02:24:15.559
You know, I was naked, so it wasn't an ideal situation.

1641
02:24:20.879 --> 02:24:25.159
But when I fell down the stairs, but at least

1642
02:24:25.159 --> 02:24:26.319
I had a T shirt on the rest of me,

1643
02:24:26.399 --> 02:24:30.959
I was naked, and then I was when I was

1644
02:24:31.000 --> 02:24:35.079
at work. Yeah, pretty much was naked most places, most times.

1645
02:24:35.360 --> 02:24:41.079
It's weird, isn't it. Well, we weren't born naked. I mean,

1646
02:24:41.120 --> 02:24:43.479
it's not a bad thing. Is It's not an awful

1647
02:24:43.719 --> 02:24:48.799
state of undress? Really, is it? It's natural. It doesn't

1648
02:24:48.799 --> 02:24:53.120
hold up in court though, doesn't stand up in court. Wow.

1649
02:24:54.239 --> 02:24:59.200
So yeah, I've had a few, a few little knocks around,

1650
02:25:01.360 --> 02:25:04.239
but probably other than like falling out the bath, that

1651
02:25:04.360 --> 02:25:11.920
was not good. But the stairs one that was, Yeah,

1652
02:25:12.000 --> 02:25:14.399
that was probably the worst, the worst. I don't know,

1653
02:25:15.000 --> 02:25:19.159
none of them were nice, but that was you know,

1654
02:25:19.479 --> 02:25:22.879
sitting down, standing up whatever. It was just it took

1655
02:25:22.920 --> 02:25:29.920
a long time for that to calm itself down. Yeah,

1656
02:25:29.959 --> 02:25:31.239
that was weird. That was.

1657
02:25:35.520 --> 02:25:35.719
Yeah.

1658
02:25:35.840 --> 02:25:37.840
Since then, I've had a few problems with my upper back.

1659
02:25:38.639 --> 02:25:44.239
I don't know if it's to do with that, almost

1660
02:25:44.360 --> 02:25:46.399
like a misalignment or something.

1661
02:25:46.719 --> 02:25:47.200
I don't know.

1662
02:25:48.840 --> 02:25:56.559
I don't know. I don't know that Maria. So that's

1663
02:25:56.719 --> 02:26:03.200
I thank you for Maria, Christine, Jonathan, Reveal, Isabelle, and Hope.

1664
02:26:04.760 --> 02:26:06.680
Thank you very much. That's all the questions I do

1665
02:26:06.760 --> 02:26:11.680
believe I've answered in this here particular Q and A Friday,

1666
02:26:12.399 --> 02:26:17.440
and Vinnie knows straight away I'm bringing this to an end.

1667
02:26:17.639 --> 02:26:22.280
He always knows. How does he always know? I don't know.

1668
02:26:26.120 --> 02:26:30.239
So yeah, thank you for listening. Remember to be kind

1669
02:26:30.280 --> 02:26:36.600
to yourself, because you do deserve to be happy and

1670
02:26:36.639 --> 02:26:43.079
be gentle with yourself. He deserves to feel safe. Lots

1671
02:26:43.120 --> 02:27:24.319
of love. Bye. Relax in a more deep and meaningful way,

1672
02:27:26.799 --> 02:27:31.879
Maybe in a way that can not just allow you

1673
02:27:32.319 --> 02:27:42.360
to feel calmer now and throughout the time we spend

1674
02:27:42.440 --> 02:27:50.399
together here, not just relaxed at the end of the

1675
02:27:50.479 --> 02:27:55.840
recording when it's finished and you can enjoy that sense

1676
02:27:55.959 --> 02:28:12.600
of comfort and peace, but also I think it would

1677
02:28:12.600 --> 02:28:28.479
be nice to have those feelings of relaxation continue for

1678
02:28:28.639 --> 02:28:40.559
longer after the recording has ended, so that you can

1679
02:28:42.200 --> 02:28:52.840
still benefit from listening to my voice maybe in a

1680
02:28:52.879 --> 02:29:05.399
few hours time, perhaps tomorrow, and then by listening regularly,

1681
02:29:08.479 --> 02:29:13.120
especially if you find like some people do and myself

1682
02:29:13.159 --> 02:29:18.280
as well. Sometimes I find one particular recording that really

1683
02:29:19.959 --> 02:29:26.920
resonates with me, and I just listen to it over

1684
02:29:26.959 --> 02:29:39.719
and over again every morning, every evening. There was this

1685
02:29:39.799 --> 02:29:46.680
recording from We're going back to about nineteen ninety nine.

1686
02:29:47.000 --> 02:29:52.520
It wasn't hypnosis, but it was a guided visualizations. It

1687
02:29:52.600 --> 02:29:59.760
kind of was hypnosis, really, and I managed to find

1688
02:29:59.799 --> 02:30:03.920
it game and it still has the same effect on me.

1689
02:30:06.520 --> 02:30:16.239
And part of it was the person's voice relaxed me.

1690
02:30:20.120 --> 02:30:26.280
She just felt so peaceful, and I'd look forward to

1691
02:30:26.440 --> 02:30:32.879
listening to her in the morning and in the evening.

1692
02:30:39.280 --> 02:30:48.319
And I knew before even pressing the play button that

1693
02:30:48.399 --> 02:30:51.879
as soon as i'd done that pressed the play button.

1694
02:30:52.639 --> 02:31:03.559
This was in the days of CD play. As pressed

1695
02:31:03.600 --> 02:31:08.920
the play button, I fact, it might have even been

1696
02:31:08.959 --> 02:31:13.639
a tape recorder, I'd lie down on the bed and

1697
02:31:13.680 --> 02:31:32.159
then even without necessarily listening to her words because I

1698
02:31:32.239 --> 02:31:39.719
had them memorized. Really, it was as if my body

1699
02:31:41.639 --> 02:31:55.079
knew exactly what to do and the muscles just almost

1700
02:31:55.159 --> 02:32:15.559
went into automatic relaxa, and I remember my mind would

1701
02:32:15.639 --> 02:32:27.000
slow down. Now Now, I was listening to this recording

1702
02:32:30.360 --> 02:32:36.399
in the early days of learning hypnosis, and long before

1703
02:32:38.000 --> 02:32:46.040
I ever made any videos or audio recordings myself, because

1704
02:32:46.079 --> 02:32:49.159
I didn't start doing that till two thousand and six,

1705
02:32:56.040 --> 02:33:12.000
I knew, I knew how helpful I found being able

1706
02:33:12.040 --> 02:33:21.120
to just let go, to have that trust in the

1707
02:33:21.200 --> 02:33:31.600
person that I'm listening to, knowing that it's going to

1708
02:33:31.639 --> 02:33:42.440
be just as relaxing, if not more so. Each time

1709
02:33:42.719 --> 02:33:55.200
you hear my voice, you may feel the same. Some

1710
02:33:55.520 --> 02:34:08.360
people have been listening to me for over a decade,

1711
02:34:10.559 --> 02:34:15.399
maybe not solidly, obviously not twenty four hours a day,

1712
02:34:16.319 --> 02:34:31.079
but maybe people come back. Some people maybe listen every day.

1713
02:34:34.600 --> 02:34:40.559
There's something that I do which you may not realize

1714
02:34:42.959 --> 02:35:01.520
by listening, is when I record these recordings. Now, for example,

1715
02:35:06.079 --> 02:35:18.200
I also am affected by the words that I say.

1716
02:35:19.159 --> 02:35:28.479
So if I set you focus on your feet, notice

1717
02:35:28.559 --> 02:35:35.799
your feet relaxing, I will be focusing on my feet.

1718
02:35:40.680 --> 02:35:58.079
I will be noticing my feet relaxing. If I said,

1719
02:35:58.200 --> 02:36:05.879
focus on your hands, and maybe notice the difference between

1720
02:36:05.959 --> 02:36:16.879
each hand, Perhaps notice the air in the room, the

1721
02:36:16.920 --> 02:36:21.559
temperature of the room. On the backs of your hands,

1722
02:36:29.360 --> 02:36:33.239
you may start to notice what almost feels like a

1723
02:36:33.360 --> 02:36:41.799
very light breeze, even though there may not be any

1724
02:36:41.840 --> 02:36:51.440
type of breeze at all where you are right now.

1725
02:36:54.920 --> 02:37:05.559
And as you become aware of your hands, I'm also

1726
02:37:05.879 --> 02:37:34.040
aware of how relaxed my hands are feeling now and

1727
02:37:34.239 --> 02:37:41.159
when it comes to potentially drifting off to sleep, which

1728
02:37:41.239 --> 02:37:54.440
may be the reason you're listening, I also feel drowsy

1729
02:37:57.639 --> 02:38:09.399
when I make these recordings. I also notice my mind.

1730
02:38:10.559 --> 02:38:11.079
Drifting.

1731
02:38:19.000 --> 02:38:31.600
In fact, at times I've actually fallen asleep without even noticing,

1732
02:38:36.479 --> 02:38:45.559
and then I carry on talking. And it's only where

1733
02:38:45.920 --> 02:38:55.000
I listen back to do the editing. I hear snoring,

1734
02:38:56.920 --> 02:39:04.200
and I think, I don't remember snoring. I remember talking.

1735
02:39:06.840 --> 02:39:14.280
It's snoring was a pick turned up. That's why I

1736
02:39:14.319 --> 02:39:22.440
sound like when I snore. How I get read into

1737
02:39:24.159 --> 02:39:41.920
a whole experience. I don't know how you feel. How

1738
02:39:42.000 --> 02:39:52.200
relaxed do you feel in your feet, how relaxed you

1739
02:39:52.440 --> 02:40:13.680
feel in your hands. I have noticed more and more

1740
02:40:19.600 --> 02:40:32.319
that the more relaxed, deeper level of comfort you feel,

1741
02:40:35.959 --> 02:40:52.120
the easier your breathing becomes. It's almost like that additional

1742
02:40:55.280 --> 02:41:18.680
muscle relaxation. So this allows you debreve easier without necessarily

1743
02:41:21.479 --> 02:41:49.520
focusing on your breath, however, being able to notice the

1744
02:41:49.520 --> 02:42:19.479
ease in which you breathe so naturally, you breathe so

1745
02:42:19.760 --> 02:43:08.959
very easily and smoothly. Whenever I imagine my breathing improving. When

1746
02:43:08.959 --> 02:43:24.280
I've got my eyes closed, I tend to visualize a

1747
02:43:24.399 --> 02:43:41.000
beautiful field with trees and flowers producing all that life

1748
02:43:41.079 --> 02:44:16.719
giving oxygen. It feels nice too, if nothing else, just

1749
02:44:17.159 --> 02:44:51.200
taking some time away from everything, enjoying that feeling of

1750
02:44:55.159 --> 02:45:42.000
peace serenity with a joyful heart. Time seems to just

1751
02:45:43.840 --> 02:46:27.879
drip by so very slowly, relaxed, so deeply peaceful, completely

1752
02:46:33.760 --> 02:47:28.879
unattached to any thoughts whatsoever in this moment, completely free,

1753
02:47:36.200 --> 02:48:27.600
noticing that your mind has slowed down. Slowed down because

1754
02:48:27.760 --> 02:48:56.360
nothing really requires your attention, you can enjoy the physical

1755
02:48:56.680 --> 02:49:08.360
sensations of allowing the stress drip out of your body,

1756
02:49:14.840 --> 02:49:38.680
Dripping out of every part of your body and being

1757
02:49:39.000 --> 02:50:17.680
released from your brain. Clete your mind slowly but surely,

1758
02:50:24.520 --> 02:50:26.000
The muscles in.

1759
02:50:26.079 --> 02:51:18.680
Your legs relax ress so very deeply, rags so deeply,

1760
02:51:36.440 --> 02:51:46.719
and the feelings, the pleasant feelings in your arms and shoulders,

1761
02:52:04.520 --> 02:52:18.159
deepening each part of your body further and deeper.

1762
02:52:28.120 --> 02:52:50.040
And deeper. Noticine the feelings in the back of your neck,

1763
02:53:13.399 --> 02:53:52.600
feelings in your wrists, muscles, in front of your body.

1764
02:54:02.959 --> 02:54:47.079
I also feeling peaceful, deeping. There's a sense of peace

1765
02:54:51.600 --> 02:55:31.520
spreads through your very core. Even when you focus on

1766
02:55:31.559 --> 02:56:34.760
your mind. Her mind becomes a and slower deep relaxing,

1767
02:56:54.719 --> 02:58:06.479
a very slower his stomach day's Formini's stomach. Look back. Notice,

1768
02:58:11.479 --> 02:58:29.959
Notice how relaxed you now feel in the hole of

1769
02:58:30.079 --> 02:58:30.600
your back.

1770
02:58:55.879 --> 02:58:56.959
A spy.

1771
02:59:00.760 --> 02:59:05.440
From your brain all the way down the middle of

1772
02:59:05.520 --> 02:59:29.760
your back, sending and receiving millions of messages every day, deepcomfort,

1773
02:59:32.719 --> 03:00:49.360
increasing deeply relaxed, your knees, relax spreading those signals down

1774
03:00:49.520 --> 03:00:58.479
your spine or cord into air every part of your body,

1775
03:01:13.120 --> 03:02:01.399
your sins, and your calf missiles the outpers feelings of

1776
03:02:01.600 --> 03:02:18.840
peace and tranquility spreading through your body, tips of your toes,

1777
03:02:23.079 --> 03:02:34.600
to your eyes, your fingers, all the way till you'll

1778
03:02:34.680 --> 03:02:51.479
lower back and letting go reiating her.

1779
03:02:59.600 --> 03:03:00.040
M hm.

1780
03:03:19.159 --> 03:04:02.000
Pace drifting mind just won'tain away. Fay to let go,

1781
03:04:05.200 --> 03:05:11.319
let go completely, Lecker said. Tranquil your whole body, enjoy

1782
03:05:11.520 --> 03:07:36.120
a sense listening, girdven more ey enjoy the space, this

1783
03:07:36.799 --> 03:10:06.639
space of peace and safety. Say hey, letting God. Maybe

1784
03:10:06.879 --> 03:10:14.639
we can just focus on the different parts of your body,

1785
03:10:18.760 --> 03:11:28.200
just to notice your forehead and your eyes mutual so Louise,

1786
03:11:47.879 --> 03:13:08.360
noticing the sense of complete freedom, absolute freedom, dress day,

1787
03:13:20.680 --> 03:14:04.319
peace form, energy, pace, to breeze such ease.

1788
03:14:04.680 --> 03:14:04.920
Yeah.

1789
03:14:46.520 --> 03:15:19.120
Yes, you may have or may not have noticed your

1790
03:15:19.319 --> 03:16:20.760
mind drifting peaceful move ay even more deeply in the

1791
03:16:20.879 --> 03:17:57.799
direction of total blissful pace, blissful pace, terrest to to pace.

1792
03:18:28.760 --> 03:18:29.319
Com.

1793
03:18:40.920 --> 03:19:52.520
Let you go, peace of mind rax foty sir rex cirrax.

1794
03:20:17.239 --> 03:20:20.520
A body feels almost.

1795
03:20:21.559 --> 03:21:22.760
Invisible, so very fasted and paceful, so paceful, right, let her.

1796
03:21:38.920 --> 03:22:02.040
Surpassful, so fair, and you could start notice that you

1797
03:22:03.559 --> 03:22:14.840
are feeling more relaxed, even though I've not purposely focused

1798
03:22:15.280 --> 03:22:23.399
your mind upon that sense of physical comfort that is

1799
03:22:23.639 --> 03:22:32.879
growing within you throughout your body, and your mind starts

1800
03:22:32.959 --> 03:22:42.520
to slow down. And that could be almost in recognition

1801
03:22:43.079 --> 03:22:56.959
of I guess my speech not being particularly fast, and

1802
03:22:57.120 --> 03:23:08.000
things just generally feel calmer. Just by listening to my voice,

1803
03:23:11.079 --> 03:23:18.040
you give yourself an opportunity to take a break from

1804
03:23:18.079 --> 03:23:24.600
the day, take a break from your life as it is,

1805
03:23:28.040 --> 03:23:35.639
and to give yourself a rest, giving yourself permission to

1806
03:23:35.760 --> 03:23:41.000
take some time off, and to allow your body to

1807
03:23:41.159 --> 03:23:50.840
relax and allow your mind to slow down, which in

1808
03:23:51.000 --> 03:23:58.879
turn releases the tension any stresses that you had in

1809
03:23:59.000 --> 03:24:08.799
your body. It's almost as if the parts of your

1810
03:24:08.840 --> 03:24:20.879
body just open up, allowing the negativity out and at

1811
03:24:20.920 --> 03:24:29.159
the same time replacing that negativity with positive healing energy,

1812
03:24:32.280 --> 03:24:36.840
which then fills your body up and your mind to

1813
03:24:38.520 --> 03:24:56.920
also starts to appreciate those feelings of increasing confidence, an

1814
03:24:56.959 --> 03:25:14.040
almost uplifting feeling, positive healing, an energy that spreads through

1815
03:25:14.120 --> 03:25:24.799
your body like a wave of comfort. And all this

1816
03:25:25.159 --> 03:25:37.200
comes from just allowing yourself a few minutes, maybe half

1817
03:25:37.239 --> 03:25:41.079
an hour, however long you want it to be, to

1818
03:25:41.440 --> 03:25:43.200
just rest.

1819
03:25:48.319 --> 03:25:49.239
And allow.

1820
03:25:51.479 --> 03:26:01.440
Your mind and your body to almost reset itself to

1821
03:26:01.600 --> 03:26:17.760
the settings of comfort and relaxation, calmness, which allows more

1822
03:26:17.920 --> 03:26:31.280
room for feelings of pleasure and happiness to move around

1823
03:26:31.600 --> 03:26:39.799
your body and into your mind, almost as if your

1824
03:26:39.959 --> 03:26:50.479
mind and your body are sinking together, almost mirroring each

1825
03:26:50.719 --> 03:27:04.040
other with that growing positivity and calmness. And it feels nice,

1826
03:27:06.680 --> 03:27:12.559
really does feel nice to know that you are the

1827
03:27:12.719 --> 03:27:26.079
one that has allowed yourself to feel more comfort than

1828
03:27:26.200 --> 03:27:40.079
to experience more of this deep relaxation spreading throughout your body,

1829
03:27:47.079 --> 03:27:52.399
and as I focus on each part of your body,

1830
03:27:54.799 --> 03:28:06.840
you can notice that that part becomes even more relaxed

1831
03:28:08.840 --> 03:28:17.680
just by focusing on it. It becomes even more calm

1832
03:28:17.959 --> 03:28:28.680
and comfortable, just by focusing. And as I moved down

1833
03:28:28.920 --> 03:28:36.360
your body, starting at your head, the parts that you

1834
03:28:36.440 --> 03:28:46.399
have already focused on or continue to relax deeply and

1835
03:28:46.520 --> 03:28:52.600
those parts that we not yet focused on or just

1836
03:28:52.760 --> 03:29:05.040
automatically release any main intention in anticipation of even more

1837
03:29:05.760 --> 03:29:17.520
comfort about to come. Now, I'm going to start by

1838
03:29:17.639 --> 03:29:25.399
focusing on your forehead. Just being aware the feelings of

1839
03:29:25.479 --> 03:29:35.760
your forehead and any background sounds like mister Herbert the

1840
03:29:35.879 --> 03:29:41.200
pigeon can just allow you to feel even more relaxed.

1841
03:29:45.159 --> 03:29:51.239
Just means you're in the moment. This isn't this isn't

1842
03:29:51.280 --> 03:29:59.239
a sterile environment. This is the world I live in

1843
03:29:59.360 --> 03:30:11.680
the country's so there's lots of nature sounds around. So

1844
03:30:11.719 --> 03:30:16.879
as you focus on your forehead, just notice how it

1845
03:30:17.159 --> 03:30:27.040
becomes even more relaxed as you focus only on my

1846
03:30:27.319 --> 03:30:36.840
voice and that part of your body. Moving down to

1847
03:30:37.000 --> 03:30:49.920
your eyes, focusing on your eyes, noticing how your eyelids

1848
03:30:50.200 --> 03:30:57.200
feel so heavy yet so light at the same time,

1849
03:31:00.559 --> 03:31:11.239
and all the muscles around your eyes relaxing completely. Moving

1850
03:31:11.360 --> 03:31:18.520
your focus down to your mouth, your lips, your tongue,

1851
03:31:19.760 --> 03:31:27.680
your teeth, your gums, the hole of your mouth relaxing,

1852
03:31:31.200 --> 03:31:41.479
calm and loose as you focus now on your jaw,

1853
03:31:44.520 --> 03:31:49.600
not just the parts of your jawney, your mouth, your chin,

1854
03:31:50.879 --> 03:31:53.959
but all the way up the size of your face,

1855
03:31:55.159 --> 03:31:59.799
to your ears, the hole of your.

1856
03:31:59.760 --> 03:32:03.520
Cho feeding.

1857
03:32:07.280 --> 03:32:09.799
More relaxed.

1858
03:32:13.079 --> 03:32:13.959
And calm.

1859
03:32:22.159 --> 03:32:31.200
Focusing on your neck, the front of your neck and

1860
03:32:31.360 --> 03:32:44.360
your throat relaxing and loose and calm. The sides of

1861
03:32:44.479 --> 03:32:53.399
your neck, the right left side of your leck, relax

1862
03:32:53.920 --> 03:33:09.120
and loose and calm. And now the back of your neck,

1863
03:33:12.440 --> 03:33:22.440
focusing on the back of your neck, letting go of

1864
03:33:22.639 --> 03:33:29.520
any tension that may have been there before, and enjoying

1865
03:33:29.920 --> 03:33:42.799
that sense of increasing comfort and release. Then you can

1866
03:33:42.959 --> 03:33:54.079
experience in the back of your neck, moving down your

1867
03:33:54.200 --> 03:34:01.520
back and moving either side of your spine right from

1868
03:34:01.559 --> 03:34:06.920
the top of your back all the way down to

1869
03:34:07.040 --> 03:34:19.280
the bottom of your back, down to your lower back.

1870
03:34:24.360 --> 03:34:31.399
And as you move up and down your spine, you

1871
03:34:31.520 --> 03:34:38.639
can feel the muscles either side of your spine relaxing

1872
03:34:39.319 --> 03:34:52.719
even more. And as those muscles relax, that sense of

1873
03:34:52.959 --> 03:35:03.639
comfort starts to spread outwards from your s into both

1874
03:35:03.840 --> 03:35:11.440
sides of your back, the top of your back, the middle,

1875
03:35:11.559 --> 03:35:20.000
and your lower back. And as you scan gently and

1876
03:35:20.600 --> 03:35:27.559
slowly up and down your back, there's the muscles in

1877
03:35:27.680 --> 03:35:37.000
the top of your back relax and become looser. The

1878
03:35:37.120 --> 03:35:43.120
muscles in the middle of your back also seem to

1879
03:35:43.399 --> 03:35:52.559
just almost divide from each other, separating and almost melting,

1880
03:35:58.360 --> 03:36:04.319
And in your lower back there seems to be an

1881
03:36:04.399 --> 03:36:18.559
extra special feeling of comfort. The spreads into your hips.

1882
03:36:20.879 --> 03:36:28.719
Sit down your lower back, into your hips, into the

1883
03:36:28.920 --> 03:36:37.680
area where your cosix are, and into your buttocks, and

1884
03:36:37.760 --> 03:36:46.959
all those muscles that spread bring your lower back into

1885
03:36:47.040 --> 03:37:00.520
your hip area start to melt, start to really let go,

1886
03:37:07.159 --> 03:37:13.920
and you know about to focus on your shoulders. Your

1887
03:37:14.159 --> 03:37:24.799
back and your spy will continue to let go, continue

1888
03:37:25.639 --> 03:37:40.520
to relax so calmly, and as you focus on your shoulders,

1889
03:37:42.319 --> 03:38:08.040
you may notice they're already feeling really loose, already feeding calm.

1890
03:38:14.079 --> 03:38:15.040
And fear.

1891
03:38:19.360 --> 03:38:27.680
Those muscles then move from your neck into your shoulders

1892
03:38:34.239 --> 03:39:03.639
feel so soft and gentle, so smooth, and calm, and

1893
03:39:03.840 --> 03:39:16.680
the feeling in your shoulders seems to spread deep into

1894
03:39:16.760 --> 03:39:27.159
your shoulders, that sense of relaxation, not just traveling deeply

1895
03:39:27.559 --> 03:39:44.559
into your muscles, but also relaxing the bones and moving

1896
03:39:44.639 --> 03:39:52.920
all the way to underneath your arms, relaxing the whole

1897
03:39:53.120 --> 03:39:58.840
area between the tops of your shoulders and underneath your arms.

1898
03:40:02.920 --> 03:40:09.520
Healing. You feel so.

1899
03:40:11.479 --> 03:40:22.200
Relaxed and comfortable in your shoulders, which.

1900
03:40:22.120 --> 03:40:27.239
Sense that deep healing.

1901
03:40:30.200 --> 03:40:47.479
Message into your arms, and you may feel almost as

1902
03:40:47.520 --> 03:40:57.559
if your arms are not even there because they're so relaxed, so.

1903
03:40:59.120 --> 03:40:59.520
Deeply.

1904
03:41:00.079 --> 03:41:07.840
That's so.

1905
03:41:12.079 --> 03:41:28.520
So calm, so.

1906
03:41:42.920 --> 03:41:54.040
The fields spreading all way down your aunts to elbows,

1907
03:41:58.040 --> 03:42:27.440
included your helpers, circumforts, spreads are away, interists, your forearms,

1908
03:42:28.079 --> 03:42:54.879
nderists so heavy yet at the same time scilight and

1909
03:42:55.639 --> 03:43:21.719
gentle for accent.

1910
03:43:24.120 --> 03:43:25.120
Now on.

1911
03:43:27.799 --> 03:44:22.399
Your hands, my hands, peace in your hands, the sense of.

1912
03:44:25.879 --> 03:44:27.280
Real pace.

1913
03:44:39.079 --> 03:44:52.680
It just seems to feel so familiar with your hands,

1914
03:44:53.159 --> 03:44:55.479
relax deeply.

1915
03:45:05.079 --> 03:46:30.600
Its six it's you think.

1916
03:46:30.760 --> 03:46:31.760
It tips.

1917
03:47:00.159 --> 03:47:19.920
Your attention from your body. S counsle.

1918
03:47:30.159 --> 03:47:32.440
The man you focus.

1919
03:47:33.760 --> 03:47:35.040
To lights.

1920
03:48:54.040 --> 03:49:56.639
Mos you fives names, Sir, calf muscles just shads compas

1921
03:51:59.200 --> 03:52:57.399
eight sir, Peace of sircom say peaceful sircom serve peaceful

1922
03:53:01.040 --> 03:53:20.520
CYCLM so peace fall re sener.

1923
03:53:25.239 --> 03:53:27.040
Peace fall.

1924
03:53:30.319 --> 03:53:47.440
CCM and a deep relaxation, the spread chested story.

1925
03:53:51.879 --> 03:54:01.040
Re let you go.

1926
03:54:05.200 --> 03:54:05.840
Everything.

1927
03:54:17.120 --> 03:54:23.079
So I'm gonna start counting down now from twenty down

1928
03:54:23.159 --> 03:54:31.280
to one. You can imagine in a way it's like

1929
03:54:32.120 --> 03:54:38.559
just walking down some steps and each step or twenty steps,

1930
03:54:38.639 --> 03:54:49.959
and each step represents a level of comfort. Each step represents.

1931
03:54:51.719 --> 03:54:52.959
A deepening.

1932
03:54:54.479 --> 03:54:55.520
Of that comfort.

1933
03:55:02.159 --> 03:55:07.840
In the thirties, you walk down those steps that deeper

1934
03:55:08.239 --> 03:55:19.120
and more relaxed you feel. So starting with number twenty

1935
03:55:30.719 --> 03:56:17.399
twenty nineteenhhhhhhhhhhh.

1936
03:56:25.120 --> 03:57:05.319
Eight seventeen.

1937
03:57:50.840 --> 03:59:06.719
Sixteen us usus F.

1938
03:59:50.079 --> 04:01:58.000
Four four too well.

1939
04:03:18.280 --> 04:07:15.920
U nine eight S.

1940
04:08:53.520 --> 04:11:53.559
Six five four U.

1941
04:15:56.600 --> 04:15:56.639
No.

1942
04:16:01.399 --> 04:16:14.000
As you focus on your eyes, You're gonna count down

1943
04:16:14.440 --> 04:16:25.559
from ten down to one, focusing just on your eyes,

1944
04:16:29.319 --> 04:16:37.840
your eyelids, the muscles around your eyes, your eyes walls themselves,

1945
04:16:39.360 --> 04:16:56.360
our whole area that makes up your eye. And as

1946
04:16:56.479 --> 04:17:04.799
we count down from ten down to one, whilst focus

1947
04:17:04.959 --> 04:17:20.000
in on your eyes, you'll become twice is relaxed with

1948
04:17:20.360 --> 04:17:33.159
each number counting down that you may find the what

1949
04:17:33.440 --> 04:17:39.600
you want to do is just drift off to sleep.

1950
04:17:42.600 --> 04:17:49.200
And if that's what you want then, just allow yourself

1951
04:17:49.319 --> 04:18:03.600
to do that. Now, focus sitting on your eyes. You

1952
04:18:03.760 --> 04:18:14.040
got to begin counting down ten down to one right now,

1953
04:18:22.559 --> 04:24:44.159
ten nine, eight seven four.

1954
04:24:46.200 --> 04:27:20.600
Three US included one.

1955
04:27:26.959 --> 04:27:46.799
So count down ten to one, ten nine, eight seven

1956
04:27:48.879 --> 04:27:54.559
six five four.

1957
04:27:57.239 --> 04:28:00.479
Three to.

1958
04:28:03.319 --> 04:28:13.079
One. And maybe that was a bit too quick in

1959
04:28:13.239 --> 04:28:17.239
order to relax. Maybe it's a bit too fast for

1960
04:28:17.360 --> 04:28:27.159
you to notice the calming of your body, maybe even

1961
04:28:27.399 --> 04:28:30.719
a little bit of pressure there, like you're count it

1962
04:28:30.840 --> 04:28:34.079
down from ten to one. Would you expect me to do? Man,

1963
04:28:35.040 --> 04:28:38.719
expect me just to go with floppy just because you're

1964
04:28:38.799 --> 04:28:48.159
counted down. If you try it again, but this time,

1965
04:28:48.239 --> 04:28:54.239
I'll go a bit slower this time, and you focus

1966
04:28:54.639 --> 04:28:59.239
on the whole of your body before we focus on

1967
04:28:59.319 --> 04:29:09.680
your legs. Just notice how your body does start to

1968
04:29:10.200 --> 04:29:21.319
feel more relaxed with every number that I count down

1969
04:29:24.760 --> 04:31:05.559
ten nine at eight, seven, six, five, four three, And

1970
04:31:05.799 --> 04:31:11.959
just notice how how you feel generally, how your body feels.

1971
04:31:18.639 --> 04:31:26.920
It's not necessarily even about counting down from ten to one.

1972
04:31:29.879 --> 04:31:43.280
It's that space that you have, that space between being

1973
04:31:46.879 --> 04:31:59.200
active physically or mentally, just sitting or lying down, just

1974
04:31:59.399 --> 04:32:04.719
being there, not doing anything, not saying anything, nor the

1975
04:32:04.840 --> 04:32:11.040
needing to think about anything. So it opens up a space,

1976
04:32:12.040 --> 04:32:21.159
you know, a bit of a space, a gap. And

1977
04:32:21.280 --> 04:32:25.840
the more I came down from ten to one, the

1978
04:32:25.920 --> 04:32:33.920
bigger that gap becomes. So there's that gap of calmness,

1979
04:32:35.319 --> 04:32:50.959
of comfort, relaxation. It's a nice feeling, and it moves

1980
04:32:52.559 --> 04:33:02.120
those stresses or discomforts physically or emotionally moves dumb on

1981
04:33:02.280 --> 04:33:10.159
way allows you.

1982
04:33:12.919 --> 04:33:13.439
To just.

1983
04:33:16.400 --> 04:33:22.720
Slow down, someone to count the game from ten down

1984
04:33:22.799 --> 04:33:32.759
to one and notice that gap widening, the gap, And

1985
04:33:32.880 --> 04:33:37.319
as it widens, it's almost like that the stress and

1986
04:33:37.479 --> 04:33:55.040
attention falls into the gap and gives you that distance,

1987
04:33:57.080 --> 04:36:07.240
that space nine eight seven, six five three. How did

1988
04:36:07.319 --> 04:36:10.919
you body you feel.

1989
04:36:12.880 --> 04:36:13.040
Now?

1990
04:36:25.759 --> 04:36:37.720
Can you notice that? Do you feeling calm? Do you

1991
04:36:37.959 --> 04:37:08.159
feel relaxed? As we now focus on your legs, just

1992
04:37:08.319 --> 04:37:29.720
your legs. You're just gonna start with focusing on your thighs.

1993
04:37:44.520 --> 04:37:48.840
Of course, it's not the most exciting thing to be done,

1994
04:37:49.599 --> 04:37:55.959
because I'm sure like most of your body is not

1995
04:37:56.240 --> 04:38:08.639
not going on right now. Just focusing on the whole

1996
04:38:08.759 --> 04:38:15.119
of your thighs, the tops of your thighs, the side

1997
04:38:15.319 --> 04:38:21.720
of your fighs, the bottoms of your thighs, your outer

1998
04:38:21.919 --> 04:38:26.959
thighs and your inner thighs, basically the whole of your

1999
04:38:27.080 --> 04:38:29.599
thigh that leads into.

2000
04:38:29.479 --> 04:38:30.200
Your hip.

2001
04:38:34.000 --> 04:38:36.720
And it goes down to your.

2002
04:38:38.680 --> 04:38:39.279
Knee joint.

2003
04:38:44.520 --> 04:38:51.720
Now this is a big area. It's a very heavy area.

2004
04:38:52.240 --> 04:38:58.200
It's very strong, putting the strongest muscles in your body

2005
04:38:58.880 --> 04:38:59.799
or in your thighs.

2006
04:39:10.000 --> 04:39:10.880
But I don't think we.

2007
04:39:12.639 --> 04:39:25.599
Perhaps give enough attention to our thighs. Perhaps we don't

2008
04:39:27.000 --> 04:39:35.959
they acknowledge how important our thighs are to our lives,

2009
04:39:47.520 --> 04:39:56.919
how much they actually do for us all through our lives.

2010
04:40:04.080 --> 04:40:09.959
And it may seem sound really weird, but I think

2011
04:40:10.040 --> 04:40:16.919
that all of her body parts, especially her thighs, need

2012
04:40:17.119 --> 04:40:23.080
some TLC, a bit of love shown.

2013
04:40:23.799 --> 04:40:24.159
A bit of.

2014
04:40:30.720 --> 04:40:42.799
The acknowledgement, thank you, gratitude for what her thighs do

2015
04:40:43.040 --> 04:40:52.720
for us. And I know this may sound as strange.

2016
04:40:55.319 --> 04:40:58.599
Maybe think why am I sure? How should be out

2017
04:40:59.119 --> 04:41:07.840
in the garden huging a tree or something. It's hard

2018
04:41:07.919 --> 04:41:11.000
to set a microphone up on a tree, That's what

2019
04:41:11.040 --> 04:41:13.720
I don't simple, Or I would be outside hug in

2020
04:41:13.759 --> 04:41:17.240
a tree. I can't see the television from the tree.

2021
04:41:24.080 --> 04:41:28.200
You move down to your knees, you gain such an

2022
04:41:28.279 --> 04:41:37.680
important part. And I think we don't necessarily I want

2023
04:41:37.680 --> 04:41:45.119
to speak for myself here, I don't necessarily appreciate all

2024
04:41:45.200 --> 04:41:50.200
that my needs do for me until I have a

2025
04:41:50.279 --> 04:41:55.799
problem with my need. Occasionally, if I maybe I best

2026
04:41:55.799 --> 04:41:57.680
shit or it's.

2027
04:41:57.720 --> 04:42:04.240
Aching for some reason, it's then that I realize how

2028
04:42:04.439 --> 04:42:09.560
much it does. The benefit of being able to use

2029
04:42:10.040 --> 04:42:19.439
my legs without any kind of physical discomfort is a

2030
04:42:19.560 --> 04:42:28.119
beautiful thing that's possibly not appreciated until it's temporarily removed.

2031
04:42:29.279 --> 04:42:36.040
You know that's comfort. But as you focus on your.

2032
04:42:35.959 --> 04:42:43.880
Knees, regardless of how your needs feel, you can have

2033
04:42:44.040 --> 04:42:50.080
that sense of gratitude and love to your needs for

2034
04:42:50.319 --> 04:43:02.840
all that they do for you. You can still have

2035
04:43:03.000 --> 04:43:08.119
that attention on your thighs. Maybe notice how your thighs feel.

2036
04:43:10.279 --> 04:43:28.200
Maybe you've noticed that they are relaxing more deeply as

2037
04:43:28.279 --> 04:43:33.680
you focus now on the bottoms of your legs machines

2038
04:43:34.560 --> 04:43:41.040
and your calf bustles, the bones between your knees and

2039
04:43:41.159 --> 04:43:48.720
your feet incorporate. Of course, your ankles were so important.

2040
04:43:54.159 --> 04:43:58.840
Can anyone has had either there like the slightest spray

2041
04:43:58.959 --> 04:44:06.639
of an ankle knows how much we take our ankles

2042
04:44:06.759 --> 04:44:14.959
for granted. And it's kind of strange in a way.

2043
04:44:15.000 --> 04:44:20.599
When you think that, you know, logically our wrists are

2044
04:44:20.639 --> 04:44:24.720
a lot thinner than the rest of our arms, which

2045
04:44:24.880 --> 04:44:28.080
is okay, it doesn't I can't see any problem with

2046
04:44:28.119 --> 04:44:33.560
that if we're just picking stuff up by our ankles

2047
04:44:35.360 --> 04:44:45.279
so much thinner than the rest of our legs, and

2048
04:44:45.439 --> 04:44:49.919
from a physics perspective or logical even it doesn't really

2049
04:44:50.040 --> 04:44:57.240
make sense that all this weight would ultimately be resting

2050
04:44:58.279 --> 04:45:08.279
on your ankles then leading to your feet. That thin area,

2051
04:45:09.759 --> 04:45:19.400
thin bone. Yeah, it does so much great work. Supports us,

2052
04:45:19.479 --> 04:45:29.439
supports our body for a lifetime, helps us to balance,

2053
04:45:31.799 --> 04:45:44.759
helps you to get around and be mobile. And there's

2054
04:45:44.799 --> 04:45:52.680
the calf muscles. Of course, when I was younger, I

2055
04:45:52.720 --> 04:45:56.000
couldn't see the point in calf muscles. Didn't seem to

2056
04:45:56.119 --> 04:46:02.240
do anything. Okay, if a grab my tiptoes, then my

2057
04:46:02.400 --> 04:46:06.080
calf muscles get some work. But of course that's not

2058
04:46:06.279 --> 04:46:11.200
true calf muscles being used. Whenever we use that legs

2059
04:46:16.799 --> 04:46:24.720
and your shills there to protect, you'll go a legs

2060
04:46:29.040 --> 04:46:33.639
shaped in a way the most is a protector with

2061
04:46:33.759 --> 04:46:48.959
the bone leading of course to your ankles and your feet.

2062
04:46:53.759 --> 04:46:55.680
I'm not going to focus on your feet. I'm just

2063
04:46:55.759 --> 04:47:02.319
going to focus on the legs. I realize now that

2064
04:47:02.439 --> 04:47:07.439
I've mentioned your feet, probably said on them anyway, So

2065
04:47:07.560 --> 04:47:10.000
maybe I should focus on your feet a little bit.

2066
04:47:14.000 --> 04:47:18.400
You can have them in your awareness the same as

2067
04:47:18.479 --> 04:47:22.840
you have your thighs in your awareness. Even though we

2068
04:47:22.959 --> 04:47:28.880
haven't been focusing on your thighs a few minutes, when

2069
04:47:28.919 --> 04:47:39.880
you're focusing on your ankles, there's still that sensation of

2070
04:47:43.040 --> 04:47:55.840
comfort in your thighs, and there's that movement of energy

2071
04:47:57.919 --> 04:48:04.919
because the thighs hold lots of different sensations. Of course,

2072
04:48:05.000 --> 04:48:09.560
there's the muscles and the big strong muscles that we

2073
04:48:09.720 --> 04:48:23.200
have in our thighs. With the skin on the outside

2074
04:48:23.240 --> 04:48:28.119
of the thighs, as in the outside of all of

2075
04:48:28.200 --> 04:48:36.880
our body, can be very sensitive, sensitive to the touch,

2076
04:48:39.639 --> 04:48:52.959
sensitive to temperature, and inside your thighs the bones, there's

2077
04:48:54.040 --> 04:48:58.840
the muscle, there's the blood, vessels, the arch trees, to

2078
04:48:59.040 --> 04:49:08.720
all this stuff inside your thighs. I guess sometimes it'd

2079
04:49:08.759 --> 04:49:12.880
be nice if you can actually put your fingers inside

2080
04:49:12.959 --> 04:49:18.360
your thighs and a message, if you can message on

2081
04:49:18.479 --> 04:49:21.720
the outside, of course, and to be able to get

2082
04:49:21.919 --> 04:49:25.840
deep into the muscles, to be able to just massage

2083
04:49:26.840 --> 04:49:31.759
inside your thighs. Message in the bones and your legg

2084
04:49:33.919 --> 04:49:48.000
message with the things just gently healing thighs, you.

2085
04:49:48.040 --> 04:49:49.040
Can move it down.

2086
04:49:51.080 --> 04:49:56.119
Message and inside your knees some message and those bones

2087
04:49:57.360 --> 04:50:01.680
with healing fingertips spreading.

2088
04:50:01.279 --> 04:50:05.279
The heat energy deep the choice.

2089
04:50:12.520 --> 04:50:13.720
Of course to the back.

2090
04:50:15.479 --> 04:50:20.159
It be an inside crease where you is.

2091
04:50:21.840 --> 04:50:28.400
It's a very sensitive area that's very nice when stroking.

2092
04:50:29.799 --> 04:50:32.520
That might be because it's an area.

2093
04:50:32.319 --> 04:50:34.319
That's not really touched very often.

2094
04:50:36.439 --> 04:50:40.799
It's almost like a hidden part a crease.

2095
04:50:43.040 --> 04:50:43.240
Egg.

2096
04:50:43.400 --> 04:50:50.880
It's almost like a part that has a sensitivity that

2097
04:50:51.040 --> 04:51:10.080
look different. It is protected by your legs. Let you

2098
04:51:10.319 --> 04:51:13.439
put in your finger sentiment.

2099
04:51:13.119 --> 04:51:22.520
Creaseles full between the legs.

2100
04:51:23.319 --> 04:51:28.319
You just massage with your fingertips as your fingertips ben.

2101
04:51:28.319 --> 04:51:29.720
Be inside.

2102
04:51:30.759 --> 04:51:39.560
Massage in the muscle tissue you can pause, feel.

2103
04:51:39.439 --> 04:51:46.400
The pr fingertips.

2104
04:51:53.040 --> 04:51:54.479
And then should go down.

2105
04:51:57.159 --> 04:51:58.319
Take half muscles.

2106
04:51:58.720 --> 04:52:00.639
And that's a hard life to be able to say.

2107
04:52:02.759 --> 04:52:06.759
My pokative steam inside cars.

2108
04:52:08.040 --> 04:52:10.159
Massage every.

2109
04:52:11.319 --> 04:52:18.400
Simple tissue and possible here everything.

2110
04:52:23.919 --> 04:52:25.919
They have the same for a ships.

2111
04:52:29.119 --> 04:52:36.200
Massage generally striking the bones, generally striking them.

2112
04:52:37.639 --> 04:52:40.439
A loving way because.

2113
04:52:40.159 --> 04:52:46.279
They deserve to be treated. There's the precious bones that

2114
04:52:46.400 --> 04:52:51.240
they are. My legs are so precious as in all

2115
04:52:51.279 --> 04:52:57.159
the other parts of my body, more precious of any jewel.

2116
04:53:09.119 --> 04:53:12.520
Lease stop think about.

2117
04:53:15.720 --> 04:53:27.959
The legs and spain and change perspective myself.

2118
04:53:31.919 --> 04:53:40.639
See to start the idea of my legs should acuation.

2119
04:53:42.720 --> 04:53:50.520
Your eighes want to be outside your hands, in your eyes.

2120
04:53:52.520 --> 04:53:55.560
The message and the muscles.

2121
04:53:55.880 --> 04:54:01.040
And thess t there.

2122
04:54:03.759 --> 04:54:08.040
Tension just to show.

2123
04:54:09.680 --> 04:54:17.759
How much you care, how you legs, what you care for.

2124
04:54:18.840 --> 04:54:33.319
What your legs do, age your cas, your ankles, the

2125
04:54:33.560 --> 04:54:35.880
strength of your ankles.

2126
04:54:38.159 --> 04:54:41.000
Consideringly, How think they are.

2127
04:54:41.119 --> 04:54:50.240
Compared to the mystic legs, especially pies is so strong,

2128
04:54:51.799 --> 04:55:09.520
say flexible as amazing things maples are again because what

2129
04:55:09.720 --> 04:55:18.119
they do you supporting all that weight?

2130
04:55:20.119 --> 04:55:24.159
The God has said, how what way you are in

2131
04:55:24.520 --> 04:55:31.240
jo a stone still long weight pas in the laps.

2132
04:55:34.880 --> 04:55:36.919
Now I'm not having an a stand.

2133
04:55:38.560 --> 04:55:38.840
Don't w.

2134
04:55:42.840 --> 04:55:43.880
W course.

2135
04:55:45.360 --> 04:55:53.720
Supp body all the time they do give off a side,

2136
04:55:54.200 --> 04:55:55.080
don't sit down.

2137
04:55:57.439 --> 04:55:59.639
As my next.

2138
04:56:03.479 --> 04:56:45.520
Faith, the legs really amazing. Talking about the less speaking,

2139
04:56:46.080 --> 04:56:58.200
I spook pinture, I didn't say possibly everything said it's

2140
04:56:58.360 --> 04:57:21.919
true makes amazing. He makes dencern, not just respect. They

2141
04:57:22.000 --> 04:57:33.360
deserve to replace they deserve.

2142
04:57:33.680 --> 04:57:36.040
It takes some time out of fame?

2143
04:58:15.040 --> 04:58:15.720
Is the X.

2144
04:58:17.479 --> 04:59:01.040
Such a nice to cast ch