April 23, 2025

(ASMR) (no music) Whisper Thursday | LMBYTS #1337 | 24th April 2025

(ASMR) (no music) Whisper Thursday | LMBYTS #1337 | 24th April 2025
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Hello, and welcome to jasonnew Land dot com. My name's

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Jason new Land. Please only listen when you can safely

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close your eyes. This is I don't know what this is?

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What is this? I don't know. Yah, it's going to

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be that's weird. It's going to be a relaxation session.

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But the thing is, everything I do is kind of

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a relaxation session. I suppose I could do a body scan,

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perhaps just talk, just chat generally. I did think about

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maybe looking at the newspapers. Yeah, could be a pain

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relief session. I'm not sure. I think a relaxation session,

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just maybe a vague This is one of those vague

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recordings where no one really knows what it is, but

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do we care. I don't know. Just relaxation, morning relaxation.

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I suppose it could be evening relaxation. But there's no

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bad time to relax, is there? Really? I think because

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I've been focusing the last seven our eight years on

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to let me buy you to sleep recordings, I've got

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it in my mind a little bit that people would

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only listen to my recordings at night. However, when it

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comes to relaxing, which is pretty much ninety nine percent

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of everything, I do any time of the days a

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good time to relax. I listened to recordings in the afternoons.

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Sometimes occasionally in the morning, I might listen to a recording,

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and I personally quite enjoy listening to an audio book.

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I'm thinking maybe I should write I should do an

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audio book. What should I do an audiobook about? Do

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you think anyone would listen to an audiobook with my

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boring with my boring voice? Would anyone ever get past

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the chapter? H That's the thing, because if you're listening

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to an audio book or an audio recording with the

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soul intention to actually listen to it, like reading a book, listen, absorb,

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focus and all that stuff, then perhaps my voice is

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not correct for that particular adventure. You want to know

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about the Facebook group? Okay, so yeah, I've got a

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Facebook group called Jason Newland's Boring Group. It's on Facebook.

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I don't know what else to say about it. It's

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super groovy. Does that help? There are now two one

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hundred and seventeen members of the group. I've also see

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my YouTube channel. It's at Jason Newland and what's at

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YouTube dot com? But you know, at Jason Newland is

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the handle I mean that takes me back to the

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CB days, Citizen Band Radio. What's your handle? What's your handle?

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My handle is that chasing Newland. No, you can't give

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you a name. You have to have a handle. Okay,

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pink Piggy, Yeah, that's about. How can pink Piggy bit

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better than my own name? Because then we don't know

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who you are? But you do know who I am.

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I'm your next door neighbor. Yeah, but you know what

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I mean, not supposed to know who each other are.

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I can see you through the window. We're looking through

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my window. Well I was. I didn't mean to be

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looking for your window as an accident. How do you

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accidentally look through my window? I was trying to look

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for your sisters of But yesterday I had a really busy,

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busy podcast day. Yesterday busiest for a long time. I

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don't know why. It might just be one of those

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freaky days where it just gets busy for no apparent reason.

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The day before was quiet, so maybe that's what it was.

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I mean, really over Easter, it's been okay, Easter Day

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was busy. No, not Easter Day Saturday. No Easter Day, Yes,

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Easterday Sunday Easter Day was okay, I suppose technically Bank

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holiday Monday was okay, Tuesday was slow, then yesterday Wednesday

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was busy. So I say busy I had on Spreaker,

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I had four thousand, two hundred and eighty four total

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downloads or plays, so that was a bit more than normal.

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How many of those were on my website? So yesterday

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sources Tomato Barbecue, twenty four of those plays were on

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my website. Because you know my website Jasonnewland dot com.

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You can listen to all my recordings. Yeah, and that's

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exciting and yeah, super super groovy. So how many total

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downloads have I had since I've had Spreaker, since I've

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been using Spreaker back in two thoy eighteen. This is

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the total number of total downloads all together. But you

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know it's not my total downloads because I've used other things.

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But with Spreaker total downloads, it's like I'm trying to

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build it up to something that it isn't isn't it.

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I've had thirty two downloads. No, since two thousand and eighteen,

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I've had fifty million, one hundred and seventy three thousand,

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seven hundred and thirty eight total downloads, which is plays.

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That's what they mean when they say downloads plays. So

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fifteen million, one hundred and seventy three thousand, seven hundred

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and thirty eight, that's not bad, it's all right in it.

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It's all I suppose on SoundCloud. On SoundCloud, that's pretty

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busy yesterday as well, so on SoundCloud all together all time.

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So this is this SoundCloud one. So I've had a

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few different SoundCloud accounts over the years. These ones I've

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had since two thousand and I think it was October

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twenty twenty three, and this one I've had two million,

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four hundred and forty eight thousand, two hundred and ninety four,

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and the other one I've had about a million and something.

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I can check it out, I wonder if I have

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to do it might be on here? Is it on here? Yeah?

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Is Yeah, I've got it on the let's have a

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look profile insights. Okay, all time? Oh no, not quite million,

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but nearly so With the other one, Letting the Boy

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to Sleep one nine hundred and thirty five thousand and

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three plays, so it's like a total for their two

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to two thousand, two million, four hundred and forty eight thousand,

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three million. I'll try to work at hours, so thirty

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five nine thirty okay, So it's three million and three hundred,

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three million, three hundred roughly between the two. So that's fifteen, sixteen, seventeen,

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eighteen million, five hundred so since twenty eighteen, I've had

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eighteen over eighteen million downloads since twenty eighteen. But in reality,

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bearing in mind, I started this twelve years earlier. The

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whole podcast did in videos and stuff two thousand and six,

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so add on a few more million to that. I

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don't know how many so and well over twenty million,

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but maybe, yeah, I mean twelve years. I mentioned I

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had quite a few a few million downloads over that

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time because I kept swapping around, using different podcasts and

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different you know. I think I've used all of them

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at different times, just testing them out. Use one for

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a few months, you know, and then stop using it.

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I've had multiple, multiple, multiple or get multiple SoundCloud accounts

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over the last fifteen years. Probably, Yeah, that was Yeah,

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I'm just trying to think, kah no, just got how

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bad thinking it's not really my I don't know. I

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didn't never end into a sentence for that one. Quite

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a few. Anyway, I woke up about two o'clock this morning.

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I was laying kind of on my back but to

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my right side, and Vinnie was underneath my arm pit

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pretty much like cuddled right up to my my body,

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my upper body really cuddled into me, and I'm like,

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why what are you doing? He doesn't do that if

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I'm awake. It was just it was nice. I didn't

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want to move. It was nice. The bird he's just

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starting to bird birdie. The birds are starting to be birds,

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singing and stuff. You know, it's four forty nine am.

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It's still dark outside. I do I quite of like, yeah,

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I do like this time of year seeing things start

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up early. There's always one bird the starts because you know,

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you hear it when they all like start at the

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same time. It's always when it starts a little bit

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early and you hear all the others like shout, shut up,

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it's too early. We're not up yet, and it stops.

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It reminds me a little bit of when I was

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on retreat and this bloke was walking through the dormitories

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with a bell, like a hand bell thing ring what

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what like? The hunchbacking Notre Dame kind of the bill,

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the bill, and I was just like, why why are

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you doing that? It was a retreat, It was just

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a meditation retreat. How is that peaceful to be woken

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up by a bell? Really, really a loud bell. That's

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a weird thing about. Oh yeah, that makes a real dumbness.

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I don't necessarily mean that we you know, I don't know.

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Just have some some other way to wake up the

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people in time for meditation. I'm suppose blowing gently into

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their ear. Perhaps you can't do that for everyone because

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it takes time, but or just brushing a feather over

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the bottom of their feet, hoping that they'd wake up

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feeling nice. I don't know. There's a look different ways,

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isn't there? But not a bell. Never a bell. No,

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that's not a peaceful way to wake up. You go

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into the meditation room and you see people with the

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weirdest expressions, almost in shock. You know, it's like they

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were suddenly woken up by this bell. Next thing, they're

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in a meditation room being peaceful, and it's confusing. Their

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body is fine, but their face isn't. Like what the

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heck was that. Also, you'd hear a lot of snoring,

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a lot of snoring people would just snore. A lot

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of middle aged men there as well. And I think

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it's kind of comes with the territory a bit sometimes

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to just if you close your eyes, sit down and

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close your eyes, you may not off. I think it's

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funniest when it's the meditation teacher that's doing it. So

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the leader of the meditation when that person falls asleep

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and maybe they're leading through a body scan or maybe

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they're actually doing a focused meditation and they clearly fall asleep,

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and someone has to get their bell out, don't they

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and ring the bell to wake them up? Disturbing. It's

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not a relaxing meditation when everyone's ringing bells. Where would

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you even buy a bell? Oh, it's a serious question

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if you never thought about that, you know, the old

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fashioned bells with a hand or I was gonna say,

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what's it shaped like? But I suppose a bell shapes?

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That is the shape, isn't it's a bell shape. Bell

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is a weird word. And when you say it just

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doesn't sound right, does it? Bell? Bell, bell, bell, bell, bell, bell, bell, bell, bell, bell, bell,

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bell bell? Would you like a bell with that? This

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bell is tasty? I was wondering if you'd do. But

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I know I've been together for a while and I

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just wanted to let you know that I bell you.

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Would you bell me and make me the happiest lady

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in the planet. I got flowers once. Yeah, there's about

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two thousand and yeah, two thousand went on a date

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with someone to the Millennium Dome. That's when it used

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to be called the Lenium the Millennium Dome. It's now

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the O two five hundred million. They spent on that,

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and it was it was just a mark to mark

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the turn of the century, which seems like a nice

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thing to do. But it started to get flack in

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the press because they spent a long time building it,

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and they were saying, oh, it's costing so much. People.

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The publica now starting to get a little bit, a

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little bit frisky or angry or whatever about how much

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is being spent. And I would think to myself, they

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wouldn't if you didn't keep telling us, if you didn't

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keep putting it in the newspapers how much they're wasting.

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I wouldn't be thinking about it, would I know, thank you,

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and let's move on with our lives. The thing is,

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I went there because someone when it was built it

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was finished, somebody who was friends with somebody who went

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who was involved in a comedy club. He was a

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regular at the comedy club anyway, but he gave me

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some tickets to free comp tickets to go and see

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the Millennium Dome show. So it's I think a bank

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holiday on Monday, which meant it might have been easter

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this time of the year. And I thought, I don't really,

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I won't go. If it's on my own, I won't go.

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So I just asked a lady if she wouldn't like

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to go with me, and she said, who are you?

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I said, I'm Jason. She said okay, and why are

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you holding a bell? I said, no, it's just part

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of a it's a theme that I've been talking about

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my podcast. She said, okay, what's a podcast. I say,

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it's not really mad doesn't matter really, She said, well,

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I just asked you what it is. I'm the one

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who did this size if it matters or not, surely,

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I said no, What I mean is it's not really

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relevant to this story that I'm telling. And she said, well,

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am I part of the story. I said, yeah, So

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just doesn't that mean that I'm what I say is

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relevant and what I think is relevant. I said, yeah,

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but you're not real, not really? How can I not

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be real? Well? What I mean by that when you're

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not real is you existed but in a kind of

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a past format, and and I hope you still do exist,

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and you're happy and healthy and all that stuff, but

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you're not here, right. You know, this is kind of

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like a conversation with a memory. A conversation with a memory.

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That's the weirdest sentence I've heard all day. I said,

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stick around, you'll hear more, Okay, on, Then I said,

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I mean, I don't mean literally, you're going to hear more.

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I'm just you know, as I was saying, But you

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just said I'm going to hear more. I'm waiting tell

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me more. Uh what after we'd stop talking? No, No,

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I'm waiting to hear more. Can we just move on? No?

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I want to hear more. You say you're going to

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be saying some weird stuff. Just come on, it's just

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supposed to be a memory. I don't know why you're

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hassled me. As you brought me up. I've been a

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memory for twenty five years. I've been locked away. Now

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when free I went to this place, it was nice,

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all right. Millennium Dome now the O two Arena. Yeah,

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there's so much hassle, so much fuss.

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And it's been their hundred million. What they're going to do.

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It's just a big, empty, empty, big building and there's

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nothing in it. It's not worth it.

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Then it's like, come on, anyone, It wasn't It wouldn't

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be hard to realize that it was going to be

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a venue. They were going to make it into a really,

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especially when I went and visited this huge place, there

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was a there's no losing in a situation like that,

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or to spent five hundred million on something that's going

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to be around probably for the next what five hundred years,

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thousand years? You know, it's going to be around for

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hundreds of years probably at least it's maybe a fifty years,

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sixty years. I don't know how long stadiums last. There's

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houses in this yeah. Actually I'm just thinking maybe not

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thousands of years, but hundreds of years. I reckon. We

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have a bit of refurbishment every now and then. But

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I went along, I went along, I went along, and

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it was all right. It was very big. For some reason,

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it was focused on they were focused on the inside

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of a human body. I don't quite know why. I

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really don't know why. I don't I can't remember. But

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it was good. But it was huge. But at the

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same time, they weren't the space wasn't being used a

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lot of queues to see things and I suppose anything

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that I liked and it was very, very spectacular. Was

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this show at the beginning where these people were on

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these big long rope things doing acrobatics and stuff like that. Yeah,

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that was good. Also had my first mcflurry. Yeah, I

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had never had a mcflurry before. I had my very

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first mcflurry. Now I'm trying to think was it was

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it flakes? Was it my teasers or I think it

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was a flake mcflurry. No, it wasn't flake. I wonder

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what it was. Anyway, I liked it. I liked it

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a lot. It was nice. It was a nice day,

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actually sunny. It was a nice sunny day. And then

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went back to hers. I think that night I think

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just stayed over watched Nutting Hill on TV. There was

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I think I don't know if it was on TV

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or she had it on video, but I laughed. I

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didn't and watched it before, like, wow, this is funny.

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That was a really funny bit. I think it was.

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I think it was in a bus. It was a

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bathroom scene with I can't remember what happened. It was funny.

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It made me laugh, like laugh, laugh, you know, laugh laugh,

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not just ha ha, but it was kind of more

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like that, you know, a real genuine laugh. Yeah, this

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appears to be Thursdays. Let me bore you to sleep.

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I didn't know it's going to be. I don't think

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anybody knew it was going to be. How could we know.

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It's kind of strange because when I just get up

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in the morning, when I wake up in the morning,

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get out of bed, there's there's something. There's a different vibe,

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par from the fact that my voice is going, I

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have some water, I have some water. That's better, ooh

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ooh ooh. Yeah. I just it's a different It's not

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that I'm a different person when I wake up, but

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I just seemed to be a different version of what

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I'm like during the day. Maybe I don't know. I

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don't know what it is. I've not had any caffeine,

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so not eating anything since eleven hours ago. So yeah,

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I suppose there's there's a difference compared to what I'm

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like once I've had something to eat or add a

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cup of tea. H or maybe he had a conversation

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with a human or being outside with the vinsta. I

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suppose it could just be when I'm awake, because right

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now I don't necessitly fee though I'm awake, well though

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I am. Technically my eyes are closed. Not technically my

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eyes are closed, I mean technically full stop new sentence,

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my eyes are closed. I mean I don't know why, Yeah,

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they're closed. I forgot why I even mentioned that they

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were closed, because I was trying to be clever with

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the the vocabulary formatting and present presentation of the sentence

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and syntact verbally blah blah blah. Yeah, I'm feeling quite

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relaxed though, just sitting in his chair talking softly. Mm hmm.

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Don't I always talk softly? Though, I did think it

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would be quite interesting to make a shouty relaxation session,

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you know, just shouting whoops, that's common. Wabbly. That's the

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arm rest, the left one. It's weird because I've practically

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stripped all the material off the left arm rest. The

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right one is not so much. Just shows you that

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I'm in some ways left handed and I'm right handed.

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I do use my left hand quite a lot. I

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don't know if it's just I'm right handed. I've my

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right because I've been single for so long, oh you know,

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most of my life, I've pretty much been single. I've

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had girlfriends on and off. I think my right hand

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became a bit sacred, a little bit like Hindus and cows.

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It's my hand become like a cow. It's like sacred

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is to he looked after and not used for menial

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work like picking armrest. My right hand it's not used

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for that. My left hand, left hand can do that,

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mind you thinking of some of the things my right

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hand does do on a daily basis. And I'm not

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talking about anything weird, but what could be weird? I

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don't know some people's minds going to a weird place

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well winking. So I was thinking, Ah, this lady who

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took me while I took her, Well, we went together, really,

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I mean I had the tickets. Technically I suppose I

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took her, but didn't take her because we both knew

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where we were going. If anything, she probably led me there.

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I wasn't wearing a collar on a chain, and no

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minute that way going woof, woof, woof, wolf or move move,

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that would be weird. I mean, how many people some

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people do walk around with cats on a lead. But

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I had a couple of neighbors who did that, and

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some of the local people laughing at them. You see then,

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people with a cat on the need and I'd sort

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of point out to them. Yet but I walk around

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with Vinnie, not Vinnie andre who was my ferret on

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a lead, And they said, oh yeah, some guessing I'm

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probably the other person they laugh at as well. A

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lady the other day I haven't seen for a while,

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but she didn't see if I. Then I started seeing

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a bit more recently. I've been talking to her, Hello,

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are you right? And she's looking at me like I

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don't know you are, and Vinnie's getting all excited and

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oh what's his Name's Vinnie? Okay, So she's kind of

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got to know him a little bit over the last

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probably a couple of months, just a little bit. I

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don't see that often. I saw her again in the

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park the other day and she said, oh, how old

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is he? I said, just turned three, okay, and she's

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saying something like I don't know. I said, oh, I

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haven't seen you for a while. I said, what do

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you mean she didn't remember me? I said, I used

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to see you. Do you not remember me? I used

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to walk around with a ferret and she jumped up.

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While she didn't jump up, she wasn't on the floor,

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was carrying a little chair around with her. She sat

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down and said, jumped up on the chair a bit

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like Tom Cruise on Oprah, you know, super excited. She said,

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you mean Andre? Also, I remember Andre? What didn't remember

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me at all? But remember Andre because she used to

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see him in the every day because she had her dog.

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And she used to see me with Andre. And she

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used to say helo to him, as did quite a

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few people locally, but no one noticed me. It was

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him they noticed. And I've been walking past her for

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probably three years, two or two years, three years, two years,

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three years, I don't know, every now and then saying hello,

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and she looks at me like you like it's weird.

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I thought, I did. I didn't go around everyone's you know,

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sort of by the way, Andrea is not around anymore.

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And I didn't tell everyone, but it's it's strange. She's like, oh,

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you you're the weird ferrit man. I said, yeah, we

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wonder what that smell was. I said, don't. I don't

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talk about Andre like that. He's a fairy. He smelt nice.

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Who weren't talking about the ferry. I'm talking about you, okay? Rude?

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Yeah that is rude, isn't it? Is it rude? I

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don't even know anymore. What's rude? What's not rude? Who knows?

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Some things are? Oh yeah, and this is this lady.

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And we went this is a different lady. This is

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back to We didn't have a tickling contest. This is

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back in two thousand. So we went to Millennium Dome.

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And now this was a little bit weird, and it's

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probably a strange thing to get caught up on. But

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her hands were bigger than mine. And she held my

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hand and I looked down and I couldn't see my hand.

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I thought, I hope she doesn't crush it. It was

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a bit like you know those baseball mitons the catch

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that catched the ball. She had hands like that. Now

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I think I possibly exaggerated, and she said, normal hands.

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I'm sure she had normal hands, but for some reason,

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I just noticing the size of her hands. It's weird.

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I don't know why. I don't normally care about and

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stuff like that. I mean, yeah, it was weird. I

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was sitting on a tube and I'm tired, so she

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rocks me in her hand to go to sleep, like

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being in a canoe, lying down in the canoe her hand. No,

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it wasn't that big. I don't know, want to say that,

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like five canoes stuck together. No, it wasn't it. That's

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that's terrible. But yeah, she anyway, we went going back

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to her house. She's lovely, you know, yes, and we

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ended up being friends, but we weren't really compatable to

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be in a relationship. But we did end up being

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friends afterwards. But at one point I kind of like,

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I don't think this is going to work out. See yah,

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And she sent flowers. She sent me flowers. The only

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person in the world ever to send me flowers, as

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far as I remember, flowers, I'm looking at them thinking

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I'm supposed to do with these. Can't eat them, can't

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talk to them, I can't read them. What's what's the point.

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But yeah, other than now, it was lovely. I think

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there might have been daffodils or roses. No, probably roses, yeah, romantic.

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I bought roses in the past, not for a long time.

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I can't even you know, it's just it's just this,

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just if I can actually get the words out. Just

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as I was saying that I can't remember the last

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time I bought flowers, the fact is, I do remember

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the last time I went into a florist and bought flowers.

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I'm not sure what I was talking about there. I

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just had a quick look at my phone and there's

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a news article about a priest just got in trouble

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for saying that he thinks it's okay to baptized babies

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using gatorade. And I started thinking, Firstly, I don't care. Secondly,

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the baby probably prefer that. Secondly, wait a minute, I

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don't even know what gatorade is. We don't have gatorade

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in this country. What is it? Is? It? Is it?

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I'm sure, yeah, I think it's a drink, but I

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don't know. Gator aids like lemonade, but with a different flavor.

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I suppose Nope, we don't have it here, gatorade, numbits.

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I could just check it. I suppose gayt Aid Gatorade. Oh,

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it is available in this country. Gator I've never seen

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it ever in my life. Gatorade. That's weird. So it's

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a mixed energy drink. Is that what it is? Mixed

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fruit energy drink Gatorade. So I think this is one

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of those things that you can get, but it's from

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all there's ten flavors. Gatorade vailable in UK store. I'm

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just gonna have a little look. Gatorade Cool Blue, five

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hundred mile Tesco. It's a valuable on Tesco. I didn't

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know this is gonna be a new thing, isn't it.

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I've never I've heard of Gatorade on TV, your movies

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and stuff like that in America, but Gatorade. Nah Sainsbury's does.

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It doesn't say if it sells it. I thought if

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Tesco did, then all the others would as well. M

461
00:52:02.679 --> 00:52:16.840
I feel I want to test it out now. Gatorade. Well, today,

462
00:52:19.199 --> 00:52:24.000
so far I've had ninety three downloads. It's five twenty

463
00:52:24.119 --> 00:52:29.159
six so for the last five hours, five and a

464
00:52:29.159 --> 00:52:36.519
half hours, I've had ninety three downloads. It might not

465
00:52:36.559 --> 00:52:40.840
have uploaded, not updated yet. I'm hoping otherwise I want

466
00:52:40.840 --> 00:52:46.199
to go from one of the best days to wow

467
00:52:46.440 --> 00:52:50.320
ninety three. Yeah, I don't. I just don't think it's

468
00:52:50.719 --> 00:52:55.039
updated because it'd done this yesterday and then I had

469
00:52:55.119 --> 00:53:00.960
my breakfast and came back and it was one thousand

470
00:53:01.000 --> 00:53:10.440
and six hundred or something and hours before nine o'clock.

471
00:53:19.800 --> 00:53:25.000
So I've got these flowers. Yeah, it was nice. So

472
00:53:25.119 --> 00:53:28.719
I ended up calling her and we went out again.

473
00:53:28.840 --> 00:53:37.280
But I don't know so yeah, nicely, we didn't. I

474
00:53:37.320 --> 00:53:39.679
didn't go back to her place. We went out for

475
00:53:39.719 --> 00:53:42.920
the date, and I thought, oh, I don't think anything's

476
00:53:42.960 --> 00:53:45.920
going to happen. And then it didn't seem like a

477
00:53:47.199 --> 00:53:51.519
romantic thing. She didn't really have big hands. I'm just

478
00:53:51.599 --> 00:54:03.760
exaggerating massive hands. I mean, do you know when when

479
00:54:03.800 --> 00:54:06.079
it's sunny and you put your hand out to block

480
00:54:06.119 --> 00:54:10.400
the sun and it feels quite nice, and you go, oh,

481
00:54:11.239 --> 00:54:15.559
that's nice. It's not in your face anymore. Where should she?

482
00:54:15.840 --> 00:54:21.440
She did it, and the whole stadium went, ah, that's nice,

483
00:54:22.800 --> 00:54:28.599
Son's not in her face anymore. That's how big her

484
00:54:28.639 --> 00:54:32.440
hand was. And someone might say, yeah, but what do

485
00:54:32.440 --> 00:54:36.320
you mean, son, you're inside the stadium, you're outside as well,

486
00:54:37.480 --> 00:54:41.440
you know, there's not just inside the whole time. There's

487
00:54:41.480 --> 00:54:47.039
stuff outside. Come on, give me a break, give me

488
00:54:47.039 --> 00:54:53.119
a kick, kat I wanted to say that for years.

489
00:54:53.159 --> 00:54:56.079
I never said it. Now I said it. I feel

490
00:54:56.119 --> 00:55:00.760
a little bit. Yeah, it wasn't everything I hoped it

491
00:55:00.760 --> 00:55:10.679
would be. You need to wash my hair today. My

492
00:55:10.880 --> 00:55:22.719
right ear is making some weird noises like yeah, like that,

493
00:55:24.119 --> 00:55:29.880
I tell what it feels like. Remember that that fizzy

494
00:55:29.880 --> 00:55:33.880
stuff that you put on your tongue. I'm not not sure,

495
00:55:34.000 --> 00:55:41.119
but the one that sparkles kind of that. I don't

496
00:55:41.159 --> 00:55:44.280
know what it's cooled, but it's pretty cool. That's what

497
00:55:44.360 --> 00:55:46.440
If I've got like a very small version of that

498
00:55:46.480 --> 00:55:59.639
in my right ear. Yeah, yeah, that would generally make

499
00:55:59.679 --> 00:56:03.440
a room quiet, wouldn't it? Mentioning that you got water

500
00:56:03.480 --> 00:56:11.480
in your ear? Something going? God, that wasn't a good example.

501
00:56:11.880 --> 00:56:18.480
I'm just trying to think. You know, the sparkles. I

502
00:56:18.559 --> 00:56:20.800
know what I mean when I say it, but you

503
00:56:20.920 --> 00:56:23.199
get it's got a sound as well as a feel.

504
00:56:26.239 --> 00:56:28.159
That's what my right ear feels a little bit like

505
00:56:30.559 --> 00:56:35.159
it might just be balancing itself after being asleep, just

506
00:56:35.440 --> 00:56:42.239
you know, getting itself back ready for the day. Maybe

507
00:56:42.320 --> 00:56:50.960
still half asleep. Can't blame it. I mean, can one

508
00:56:51.039 --> 00:56:53.239
ear be fully asleep? Or can I only ever be

509
00:56:53.320 --> 00:57:01.880
half asleep? Because really it's kind of part of Did

510
00:57:01.920 --> 00:57:07.639
two ears make one ear always one ear half of

511
00:57:07.679 --> 00:57:20.039
the other ear or they're just completely separate entities. I'm

512
00:57:20.079 --> 00:57:23.280
not sure if I was waiting for an answer, but

513
00:57:24.880 --> 00:57:27.280
I think right now I'm going to go and get

514
00:57:27.320 --> 00:57:36.039
some breakfast. Breakfast, yeah, breakfast. So this has been a

515
00:57:36.039 --> 00:57:43.719
weird Let me boy to Sleep, Thursday edition. No title

516
00:57:43.800 --> 00:57:46.239
for this is I don't know what it would be

517
00:57:49.360 --> 00:58:07.519
talking about flowers. I suppose I've got no idea. Oh

518
00:58:07.599 --> 00:58:20.480
yeah I did. No, I've got Q and a Friday tomorrow. Yeah,

519
00:58:20.559 --> 00:58:27.760
so I'll do that tomorrow. I was a bit boring,

520
00:58:27.840 --> 00:58:30.440
was it. So I've got Q and a Friday tomorrow.

521
00:58:31.840 --> 00:58:36.320
I'll do that tomorrow. Yeah. But I thought there was

522
00:58:36.360 --> 00:58:37.840
going to be more coming out of my mouth, but

523
00:58:37.880 --> 00:58:47.239
it didn't come. Never mind, I might need the toilet

524
00:58:47.280 --> 00:58:50.159
as well. I'm not sure what I need more to eat,

525
00:58:50.679 --> 00:58:53.400
or I've had to put stuff in my body or

526
00:58:54.920 --> 00:58:57.840
we move stuff. I'm not sure. We'll find out any minute.

527
00:58:57.840 --> 00:59:01.719
I'm sure how any more times I can stay sure?

528
00:59:02.199 --> 00:59:09.519
Before I go No, that was it and ney One

529
00:59:10.880 --> 00:59:15.880
take care, Thanks for listening, and remember to be kind

530
00:59:15.920 --> 00:59:22.239
to yourself because you do deserve to be happy. Be

531
00:59:22.360 --> 00:59:32.239
gentle of yourself. You deserve to feel safe. Lots of love, bye,