April 24, 2025

(ASMR) (music) Whisper Thursday | LMBYTS #1337 | 24th April 2025

(ASMR) (music) Whisper Thursday | LMBYTS #1337 | 24th April 2025
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Hello, and welcome to jasonnew Land dot com. My name

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is Jason new Land. Please only listen when you can

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safely close your eyes. This is I don't know what

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this is. What is this? I don't know. M h,

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it's going to be that's weird, gonna It's going to

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be a relaxation session. But the thing is, everything I

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do is kind of a relaxation session. I suppose I

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could do a body scan, perhaps just talk, just chat generally.

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I did think about maybe looking at the newspapers. Yeah,

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could be a pain relief session. I'm not sure. I

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think a relaxation session just maybe a vague This is

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one of those vague recordings where no one really knows

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what it is, but do we care? I don't know.

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Just relaxation, morning relaxation. I suppose it could be evening relaxation.

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But there's no bad time to relax, is there? Really?

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I think because I've been focusing the last seven and

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our years on to let me buy you to sleep recordings,

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I've got it in my mind a little bit that

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people would only listen to my recordings at night. However,

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when it comes to relaxing, which is pretty much ninety

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nine percent of everything I do. Any time of the

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days a good time to relax. I listened to recordings

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in the afternoons, sometimes h occasionally in the morning, I

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might listen to a recording, and I personally quite enjoy

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listening to an audio book. I'm thinking maybe I should write,

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I should do an audio book. I should I do

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an audiobook about Do you think anyone would listen to

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an audiobook with my with my boring voice? Would anyone

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ever get past the chapter? That's the thing, because if

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you're listening to an audio book or an audio recording

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with the soul intention to actually listen to it, like

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reading a book, listen, absorb, focus and all that stuff,

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and perhaps my voice is not correct for that particular adventure.

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You want to know about the Facebook group? Okay, so yeah,

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I've got a Facebook group called Jason Newland's Boring Group.

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It's on Facebook. I don't know what else to say

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about it. It's super groovy. Does that help? There are

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now two one hundred and seventeen members of the group.

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I've also see my YouTube channel. It's at Jason Newland

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and what's at YouTube dot com. But you know, at

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Jason Newland is the handle. I mean that takes me

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back to the CB days, Citizen Band radio. What's your handle?

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What's your handle? My handle is that chasing Newland. No,

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you can't give you a name. You have to have

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a handle. Okay, pink Piggy, Yeah, that's about. How can

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pink Piggy bit better than my own name? Because then

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we don't know who you are? But you do know

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who I am. I'm your next door neighbor. Yeah, but

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you know what I mean, not supposed to know who

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each other are. I can see you through the window.

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We're looking through my window. Well I was. I didn't

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mean to be looking for your window as an accident.

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How do you accidentally look through my window? I was

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trying to look for your sisters of yesterday. I had

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a really busy, busy podcast day Yesterday, busiest for a

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long time. I don't know why. It might just be

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one of those freaky days where it just gets busy

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for no apparent reason. The day before was quiet, so

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maybe that's what it was. I mean, really over Easter,

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it's been okay. Easter Day was busy. No, not Easter

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Day Saturday. No Easter Day, Yes, Easterday Sunday Easter Day

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was okay, I suppose technically Bank Holiday Monday was okay,

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Tuesday was slow, then yesterday Wednesday was busy. So I

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say busy I had on Spreeker, I had four thousand,

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two hundred and eighty four total downloads or plays, so

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that was a bit more than normal. How many of

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those were on my website? So yesterday sources Tomato Barbecue,

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twenty four of those plays were on my website. Because

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you know my website Jasonnewland dot com. You can listen

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to all my recordings. Yeah, and it's exciting and yeah,

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super super groovy. So how many total downloads have I

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had since I've had Spreaker, since I've been using Spreaker

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back in two thy eighteen. This is the total number

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of total downloads all together. But you know it's not

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my total downloads because I've used other things. But with

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Spreaker total downloads, it's like I'm trying to build it

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up to something that it isn't isn't it. I've had

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thirty two downloads. No, so since two thousand and eighteen,

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I've had fifteen million, one hundred and seventy three thousand,

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seven hundred and thirty eight total downloads, which is plays.

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That's what they mean when they say downloads plays. So

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fifteen million, one hundred and seventy three thousand, seven hundred

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and thirty eight, that's not bad, it's all right in it.

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It's all I suppose on SoundCloud. On SoundCloud that was

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pretty busy yesterday as well, so on SoundCloud all together

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all time. So this is this SoundCloud one. So I've

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had a few different SoundCloud accounts over the years. These

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ones I've had since two thousand and I think it

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was October twenty twenty three, and this one I've had

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two million, four hundred and forty eight thousand, two hundred

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and ninety four, and the other one I've had about

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a million and something. I can check it out, I

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wonder if I have to, it might be on here?

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Is it on here? Yeah? Is Yeah, I've got it

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on the's a look profile insights. Okay, all time? Oh no,

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not quite million, but nearly so With the other one,

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letting the Boy to Sleep one nine hundred and thirty

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five thousand and three plays, So it's like a total

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for their two two two thousand, two million, four hundred

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and forty eight thousand, three million, I'll try to work

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at hours, so thirty five nine thirty, okay, So it's

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three million and three hundred, three million, three hundred roughly

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between it. So that's fifteen sixty seventeen eighteen million, five

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hundred So since twenty eighteen, I've had eighteen over eighteen

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million downloads since twenty eighteen. But in reality, bearing in mind,

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I started this twelve years earlier. The whole podcast did

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and videos and stuff two thousand and six, So add

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on a few more million to that. I don't know

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how many, so well over twenty million, but maybe, yeah,

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I mean twelve years. I mentioned I had quite a

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few a few million downloads over that time because I

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kept swapping around, using different podcasts, and you know, I

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think I've used all of them at different times, just

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testing them out. Use one for a few months, you know,

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and then stop using it. I've had multiple, multiple, multiple

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or get no, multiple SoundCloud accounts over the last fifteen years.

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Probably Yeah, that was Yeah, I'm just trying to think, yeah,

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just got how bad? Thinking it's not really my I

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didn't another and then into the sentence for that one,

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quite a few anyway. I woke up about two o'clock

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this morning. I was laying kind of on my back

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but to my right side, and Vinnie was underneath my

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arm pit pretty much. I cuddled right up to my

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my body, my upper body really cuddled into me m

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and I'm like, why what are you doing? Doesn't do

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that if I'm awake. It was just it was nice.

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I didn't want to move. It was nice. The birdies

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are starting to bird birdie. The birds are starting to

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be birds singing and stuff. You know, it's four forty

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nine am. It's still dark outside. I do I quite

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of like, yeah, I do like this time of year

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seeing things start up early. But there was one bird

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the starts, you know, you hear it when they all

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like start at the same time. It's always when it

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starts a little bit early and you hear all the

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others like, shout, shut up, it's too early. We're not

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up yet, and it stops. It reminds me a little

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bit of when I's on retreat and it's bloke was

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walking through the dormitories with a bell, like a hand

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bell thing ring what what like the hunchbacking Notre dame

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kind of the bill of the bill. And I was

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just like, why why are you doing that? It was

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a retreat, It was just a meditation retreat. How is

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that peaceful to be woken up by a bell? Really,

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really a loud bell. That's a weird thing about the whole. Yeah,

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it does. That make sure a real dumbness. I don't

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necessarily mean that we you know, I don't know. Just

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have some some other way to wake up the people

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in time for meditation. I'm suppose blowing gently into their ear.

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Perhaps you can't do that for everyone because it takes time,

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but or just brushing a feather over the bottom of

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their feet, hoping that they'd wake up feeling nice. I

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don't know. Look different ways, isn't there? But not a bell?

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Never a bell. No, it's not a peaceful way to

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wake up. If you go into the meditation room and

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you see people with the weirdest expressions, almost in your shock,

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you know, it's like they were suddenly woken up by

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this bell. Next thing, they're in a meditation room being peaceful,

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and it's confusing. Their body is fine, but their face isn't.

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Like the heck was that? Also, you'd hear a lot

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of snoring, A lot of snoring. People would just snore.

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A lot of middle aged men there as well, And

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I think it's kind of comes with the territory a

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bit sometimes to just if you close your eyes, sit

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down and close your eyes, you may not off. I

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think it's funniest when it's the meditation teacher that's doing it.

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So the leader of the meditation when that person falls

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asleep and maybe they're leading through a body scan or

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maybe they're actually doing a focused meditation and they clearly

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fall asleep and someone has to get their bell out

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and they ring the bell to wake them up. Disturbing.

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It's not a relaxing meditation when everyone's ringing bells. Where

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would you even buy a bell? Oh, it's a serious

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question if you never thought about that, you know, the

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old fashioned bells with a handle A I was gonna say,

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what's it shaped like? But I suppose a bell shapes

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that is the shape, isn't it's a bell shape. Bell

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is a weird word, and when you say it just

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doesn't sound right, does it? Bell? Bell, bell, bell, bell, bell, bell, bell, bell, bell, bell, bell, bell,

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bell bell? Would you like a bell with that? This

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bell is tasty? I was wondering if you're there, but

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I know I've been together for a while, and I

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just wanted to let you know that I bell you

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would you would you bell me and make me the

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happiest lady in the planet. I got flowers once. Yeah,

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there's about two thousand and yet two thousand went on

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a date with someone to the Millennium Dome. That's what

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it used to be called the Lennium, the Millennium Dome.

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It's now the O two five hundred million. They spent

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on that, and it was it was just a mark

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to mark the turn of the century, which seems like

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a nice thing to do. But it started to get

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flack in the press because they spent a long time

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building it, and they were saying, oh, it's costing so much.

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People the public are now starting to get a little bit,

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a little bit frisky or angry or whatever about how

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much is being spent. And I would think to myself, well,

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they wouldn't if you didn't keep telling us, if you

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didn't keep putting it in the newspapers how much they're wasting.

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I wouldn't be thinking about it, would I know, thank you,

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and let's move on with our lives. The thing is,

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I went there because someone when it was built. When

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it was finished, somebody who was friends with somebody who

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went who was involved in the comedy club. He was

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a regular at the comedy club anyway, but he gave

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me some tickets to free comp tickets to go and

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see the Millennium Dome show. So I think a bank

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holiday on Monday, which meant it might have been easter

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this time of the year, and I thought, I don't really,

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I won't go. If it's somnon, I won't go. So

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I just asked a lady if she would like to

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go with me, and she said, who are you? I said,

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I'm Jason. She said, okay, and why are you holding

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a bell? I said, no, it's just part of a

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it's a theme that I've been talking about my podcast.

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She said, okay, what's a podcast? I said, it's not

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really doesn't matter really. She said, well, I just asked

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you what it is. I'm the one who did this

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size if it matters or not, surely? I said no,

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what I mean is it's not really relevant to this

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story that I'm telling. And she said, well, am I

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part of the story. I said, yeah, So just doesn't

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that mean that I'm what I say is relevant and

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what I think is relevant. I said, yeah, but you're

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not real, not really. How can I not be real? Well?

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What I mean by that when you're not real is

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you existed, being a kind of a past format and

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and I hope you still do exist and you're happy

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and healthy and all that stuff, but you're not here, right.

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You know, this is kind of like a conversation with

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a memory. A conversation with a memory. That's the weirdest

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sentence I've heard all day. I said, stick around, you'll

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hear more, Okay, on, Then I said, I mean, I

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don't mean literally, you're going to hear more. I'm just

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you know, as I was saying, But you just said

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I'm going to hear more. I'm waiting tell me more.

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Uh what after you'd stop talking? No, No, I'm waiting

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to hear more. Can we just move on? No? I

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want to hear more. You say you're going to be

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saying some weird stuff. Just come on, it's just supposed

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to be a memory. I don't know why you're hassleding me.

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I'll not hassling me. You brought me up. I've been

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a memory for twenty five years. I've been locked away.

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Now when free I went to this place, it was nice.

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It was all right. Millennium Dome now the O two Arena. Yeah,

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there's so much hassle, so much fuss, and there's been

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dead one hundred million. What they're going to do. It's

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just a big, empty, empty, big building and there's nothing

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in it. It's not worth it. It's nearly then. It's like,

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come on, anyone, it wasn't It wouldn't be hard to

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realize that it was going to be a venue. They

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were going to make it into a really, especially when

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I went and visited this huge place, there was a

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there's no losing in a situation like that, or just

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spent five hundred million on something that's going to be

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around probably for the next what five hundred years, thousand years?

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You know, it's going to be around for hundreds of

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years probably at least it's maybe a fifty years, sixty years.

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I don't know how long stadiums last. There's houses in

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this yeah. Actually I'm just thinking maybe not thousands of years,

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but hundreds of years. I reckon. We have a bit

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of refurbishment every now and then. But I went along,

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I went along, I went along, and it was all right.

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It was very big. For some reason, it was focused

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on they were focused on the inside of the human body.

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I don't quite know why. I really don't know why.

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I don't I can't remember. But it was good. But

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it was huge. But at the same time, they weren't

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the space wasn't being used a lot of queues to

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see things and I supposely anything that I liked and

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it was very, very spectacular. Was this show at the

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beginning where these people were on these big long rope

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things doing acrobatics and stuff like that. Yeah, that was good. Also,

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I had my first mcflurry. Yeah, I never had a

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mcflurry before. I had my very first mcflurry. Now I'm

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trying to think was it was it flakes? Was it

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my teasers or I think it was a flake mcflurry. No,

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it wasn't flake. I wonder what it was. Anyway, I

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liked it. I liked it a lot. Nice. It was

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a nice day, actually sunny. It was a nice sunny day.

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And then went back to hers. I think that night

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I think just stayed over watched Nutting Hill on TV.

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It was I think, I don't know if it was

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on TV or she had it on video, but I laughed.

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I didn't and watched it before, like, wow, this is funny.

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There was a really funny bit I think it was.

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I think it was in a bus. It was a

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bathroom scene with I can't remember what happened. It was funny.

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It made me laugh, like laugh laugh, you know, laugh laugh,

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not just ha ha, but it was kind of more

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like that, you know, a real genuine laugh. Yeah, this

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appears to be Thursdays. Let me bore you to sleep.

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I didn't know it's going to be. I don't think

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anybody knew it was going to be. How could we know.

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It's kind of strange because when I just get up

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in the morning, when I wake up in the morning,

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get out of bed, there's there's something. There's a different vibe,

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part from the fact that my voice is going, I

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have some water, have swater, that's better. Yeah, I just

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it's a different It's not that I'm a different person

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when I wake up, but I just seemed to be

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a different version of what I'm like during the day.

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Maybe I don't know. I don't know what it is.

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I've not had any caffeine, so not eating anything since

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eleven hours ago, so yeah, I suppose there's there's a

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difference compared to what I'm like once I've had something

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to eat or add a cup of tea, or maybe

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you had a conversation with a human or being outside

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with the vinsta. I suppose it could just be when

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I'm awake, because right now I don't necessly feel this

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though I'm awake, well though I am. Technically my eyes

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are closed. Not technically my eyes are closed, I mean

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technically full stop new sentence, my eyes are closed. I

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mean I don't know why, Yeah, they're closed. I forgot

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why I even mentioned that they were closed, because I

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was trying to be clever with the the vocabulary, formatting

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and presentation of the sentence and syntact verbally blah blah blah. Yeah,

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I'm feeling quite relaxed though, just sitting in his chair,

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talking softly. Don't I always talk softly? Though, I did

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think it would be quite interesting to make a shouty

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relaxation session, you know, just shouted whoops. Well, that's common. Wabbly.

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That's the arm rest, the left one. It's weird because

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I've practically stripped all the material off the left arm rest.

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The right one is not so much. Just shows you

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that I'm in some ways the left handed and I'm

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right handed. I do use my left hand quite a lot.

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I don't know if it's just I'm right handed. I've

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my right because I've been single for so long, oh

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you know, most of my life I pretty much been single.

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I've had girlfriends on and off. I think my right

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hand became a bit sacred, a little bit like Hindus

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and cows. It's my hand become like a cow. It's

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like sacred, he looked after and not used for menial

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work like picking armrest. My right hand it's not used

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for that. My left hand, left hand can do that,

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mind you thinking of some of the things my right

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hand does do on a daily basis. And I'm not

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talking about anything weird, but what could be weird? I

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don't know. Some people's minds going to a weird place

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well winking. So I was thinking, Ah, this lady who

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took me while I took her, Well, we went together, really,

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but when I had the tickets, technically I suppose I

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took her, but didn't take her because we both knew

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where we were going. If anything, she probably led me there.

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I wasn't wearing a collar on a chain. I no

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minute that way going woof wolf, woof wolf? Or move

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move that would be weird. I mean, how many people

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some people do walk around with cats on a lead.

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But I had a couple of neighbors who did that,

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and some of the local people laughing at them. You see,

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then people with a cat on the need and I'd

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sort of pointed out to them. Yet but I walk

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around with Vinnie, not Vinnie Andre who was my ferret

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on a lead, And they said, oh yeah, some guests.

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I'm probably the other person they laugh at as well. Ye,

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lady the other day I haven't seen for a while,

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but I didn't see if I Then I started seeing

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a bit more recently. I've been talking to her, Hello,

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are you right? And she's looking at me like I

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don't know who you are, and Vinnie's getting all excited

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and what's his Name's Vinnie? Okay, So she's kind of

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got to know him a little bit over the last

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probably a couple of months, just a little bit. I

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don't see that often. I saw her again in the

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park the other day and she said, oh, how old

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is he? I said, just turned three? Okay, And she's

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saying something like I don't know. I said, oh, I

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haven't seen you for a while. I said, what do

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you mean she didn't remember me? I said, I used

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to see you. Do you not remember me? I used

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to walk around with a ferret and she jumped up.

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While she'd jump up, she wasn't on the floor, was

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carrying a little chair around with her. She sat down

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as he jumped up on the chair, a bit like

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Tom Cruise on Oprah, you know, super excited. She said,

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do you mean Andre? Also? I remember Andre? What? Didn't

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remember me at all? But remember Andre? Because she used

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to see him in me every day because she had

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her dog, and she used to see him with Andre.

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And she used to say hello to him, as did

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quite a few people locally. But no one noticed me.

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It was him they noticed. And I've been walking past

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her for probably three years, two or two years, three years,

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two years, three years, I don't know, every now and

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then saying hello, and she looks at me like you

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I weird? As I thought I did. I didn't go

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around everyone's you know, sort of by the way. Andre

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is not around anymore, and I didn't tell everyone. But

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it's it's strange. She's like, oh, you you're the weird

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ferrit man. I said, yeah, we wonder what that smell was.

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I said, don't I don't talk about Andre like that.

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He's a fairy. He smelt nice. We weren't talk about

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a ferry and talking about you, Okay, rude? Yeah that

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is rude, isn't it? Is it rude? I don't even

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know anymore. What's rude? What's not rude? Who knows? Some

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things are Oh yeah, and this is this lady. And

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we went this is a different lady. This is back

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to but didn't have a particling contest. This is back

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in two thousand. So we went to the Millennium Dome.

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And now this was a little bit weird, and it's

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probably a strange thing to get caught up on. But

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her hands were bigger than mine, and she held my

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hand and I looked down and I couldn't see my hand,

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and I thought, I hope she doesn't crush it. It

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was a bit like you know those baseball miton's the

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catch that catch the ball. She had hands like that.

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Now I think I possibly exaggerated, and she just said

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normal hands. I'm sure she had normal hands, But for

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some reason I just noticing the size of her hands.

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It's weird. I don't know why. I don't normally care

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about stuff like that. I mean, yeah, it was weird.

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I was sitting on a tube and I'm tired, so

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she rocks me in her hand to go to sleep,

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like being in a canoe, lying down in the canoe

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her hand. No, it wasn't that big. I don't know,

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want to say that, like the five canoes stuffed together. No,

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it wasn't that. That's that's terrible. But yeah, she anyway,

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we went going back to herse. She's lovely, you know, yes,

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and we ended up being friends, but we weren't really

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comparable to be in a relationship. But we did end

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up being friends afterwards. But at one point I kind

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of like, I don't think this is going to work out.

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See her and she sent flowers. You sent me flowers.

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The only person in the world ever to send me flowers,

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as far as I remember, flowers. I'm looking at them

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thinking what I'm supposed to do with these? Can't eat them,

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I can't talk to them, I can't read them. What's

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what's the point? But yeah, other than now, it was lovely.

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I think there might have been daffodils or roses. No,

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probably roses, yeah, romantic. I bought roses in the past,

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not for a long time. I can't even you know,

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it's just it's just this, just if I can actually

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get the words out. Just as I was saying that

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I can't remember the last time I bought flowers, the

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fact is, I do remember the last time I went

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into a florist and bought flowers. I'm not sure what

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I was talking about there. I just had a quick

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look at my phone and there's a news article about

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a priest just got in trouble for saying that he

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thinks it's okay to baptized babies using gatorade. And I

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started thinking, Firstly, I don't care. Secondly, the baby probably

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prefer that. Secondly, wait a minute, I don't even know

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what gatorade is. We don't have gatorade in this country.

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Where is it is it is? I'm sure, yeah, I

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think it's a drink, but I don't know. Gator aids

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like lemonade, but with a different flavor. I suppose nope,

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we don't have it here, gatorade, numbits. I could just

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check it. I suppose gay Aid Gatorade. Oh, it is

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available in this country. Gator I've never seen it ever

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in my life. Gatorade. That's weird. So it's a mixed

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energy drink. Is that what it is? Mixed fruit energy

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drink Gatorade. So I think this is one of those

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things that you can get, but it's from all there's

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ten flavors. Gatorade vailable in UK store. I'm just gonna

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have a little look. Gatorade Cool Blue, five hundred mile Tesco.

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It's a validble on Tesco. I didn't know this is

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gonna be a new thing, isn't it. I've never I've

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heard of Gatorade on TV, your movies and stuff like

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that in America. But Gatorade. Nah Sainsbury's does. It doesn't

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say if it sells it. I thought if Tesco did,

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then all of the others would as well. I feel

462
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I want to test it out now, Gatorade. Well, today,

463
00:52:19.199 --> 00:52:23.960
so far I've had ninety three downloads. It's five twenty

464
00:52:24.119 --> 00:52:29.119
six so for the last five hours, five and a

465
00:52:29.159 --> 00:52:36.480
half hours, I've had ninety three downloads. It might not

466
00:52:36.559 --> 00:52:40.840
have uploaded, not updated yet. I'm hoping otherwise. I want

467
00:52:40.840 --> 00:52:45.960
to go from one of the Best Days to Wow

468
00:52:46.440 --> 00:52:50.280
ninety three. Yeah, I don't. I just don't think it's

469
00:52:50.719 --> 00:52:54.960
updated because it'd done this yesterday and then I have

470
00:52:55.119 --> 00:53:00.320
my breakfast and came back and it was like one

471
00:53:00.480 --> 00:53:10.400
thousand and six hundred or something and hours before nine o'clock.

472
00:53:19.800 --> 00:53:25.000
So I've got these flowers. Yeah, it was nice. So

473
00:53:25.119 --> 00:53:28.719
I ended up calling her and we went out again.

474
00:53:28.840 --> 00:53:37.239
But I don't know, so yeah, nicely, we didn't. I

475
00:53:37.320 --> 00:53:39.679
didn't go back to her place. We went out for

476
00:53:39.719 --> 00:53:43.039
the date, and I thought, I don't think anything's going

477
00:53:43.079 --> 00:53:48.000
to happen, and then it didn't seem like a romantic thing.

478
00:53:49.960 --> 00:53:55.239
You didn't really have big hands. I'm just exaggerating massive hands.

479
00:54:00.239 --> 00:54:04.400
I mean, do you know when when it's sunny and

480
00:54:04.480 --> 00:54:07.360
you put your hand out to block the sun and

481
00:54:07.480 --> 00:54:11.800
it feels quite nice, and you go, oh, that's nice.

482
00:54:12.159 --> 00:54:16.320
It's not in your face anymore. Where she did it,

483
00:54:18.079 --> 00:54:23.239
and the whole stadium went, ah, that's nice, Son's not

484
00:54:23.280 --> 00:54:29.159
in her face anymore. That's how big I her hand was.

485
00:54:30.920 --> 00:54:32.960
And someone might say, yeah, but what do you mean, son,

486
00:54:33.000 --> 00:54:37.639
you're inside the stadium, you're outside as well. You know,

487
00:54:37.800 --> 00:54:42.440
there's not just inside the whole time there's stuff outside.

488
00:54:44.199 --> 00:54:47.559
Come on, give me a break, give me a kick, kat.

489
00:54:51.480 --> 00:54:53.920
I wanted to say that for years. I never said it.

490
00:54:55.079 --> 00:54:59.559
Now said it. I feel a little bit. Yeah, it

491
00:54:59.719 --> 00:55:06.039
wasn't everything I hoped it would be. I need to

492
00:55:06.199 --> 00:55:13.639
wash my hair today. My right ear is making some

493
00:55:13.719 --> 00:55:25.119
weird noises like like that. I tell what it feels like.

494
00:55:25.480 --> 00:55:31.320
Remember that that fizzy stuff that you put on your tongue.

495
00:55:31.599 --> 00:55:38.440
I'm not sure, but the one that sparkles kind of that.

496
00:55:40.840 --> 00:55:42.760
I don't know what it's cooled, but it's pretty cool.

497
00:55:44.000 --> 00:55:46.159
That's what if I've got like a very small version

498
00:55:46.199 --> 00:55:58.760
of that in my right ear, Yeah, yeah, that would

499
00:55:59.039 --> 00:56:02.920
generally make a room quiet, wouldn't it. Mentioning that you

500
00:56:03.000 --> 00:56:10.679
got a war your ear something going sad? That wasn't

501
00:56:10.719 --> 00:56:12.800
a good example. I'm just trying to think. You know,

502
00:56:12.920 --> 00:56:19.719
the sparkles. I know what I mean when I say it,

503
00:56:20.559 --> 00:56:22.679
but you get it's got a sound as well as

504
00:56:22.679 --> 00:56:27.760
a feel. That's what my right ear feels a little

505
00:56:27.800 --> 00:56:33.440
bit like. It might just be balancing itself after being asleep,

506
00:56:35.079 --> 00:56:39.559
just you know, getting itself back ready for the day,

507
00:56:42.000 --> 00:56:50.719
maybe still half asleep. Can't blame it, I mean, can

508
00:56:50.800 --> 00:56:53.119
one ear be fully asleep or can I only ever

509
00:56:53.159 --> 00:56:59.800
be half asleep? Because really it's kind of part of

510
00:57:01.719 --> 00:57:07.480
Did two ears make one ear as one ear half

511
00:57:07.559 --> 00:57:11.800
of the other ear or they're just completely separate entities.

512
00:57:19.840 --> 00:57:21.880
I'm not sure if I was waiting for an answer,

513
00:57:22.320 --> 00:57:27.000
but I think right now I'm going to go and

514
00:57:27.119 --> 00:57:35.840
get some breakfast. Breakfast, yeah, breakfast. So this has been

515
00:57:35.920 --> 00:57:41.000
a weird Let me boy to Sleep, Thursday edition. No

516
00:57:43.280 --> 00:57:46.039
title for this is I don't know what it would

517
00:57:46.079 --> 00:57:59.400
be talking about flowers. I suppose I've got no idea.

518
00:58:06.960 --> 00:58:13.079
Oh yeah I did. No, I've got Q and a

519
00:58:13.280 --> 00:58:27.159
Friday tomorrow. Yeah, so I'll do that tomorrow. I was

520
00:58:27.159 --> 00:58:28.840
a bit boring, wasn't it. So I've got Q and

521
00:58:28.880 --> 00:58:36.079
a Friday tomorrow. I'll do that tomorrow. Yeah. I thought

522
00:58:36.119 --> 00:58:37.679
there was going to be more coming out of my mouth,

523
00:58:37.760 --> 00:58:46.800
but it didn't come. Never mind, I might need the

524
00:58:46.880 --> 00:58:49.519
toilet as well. I'm not sure what I need more

525
00:58:49.639 --> 00:58:52.679
to eat, or I've had to put stuff in my

526
00:58:52.760 --> 00:58:57.199
body or we moved stuff. I'm not sure we'll find

527
00:58:57.239 --> 00:59:00.840
out any minute. I'm sure how any more times I

528
00:59:00.920 --> 00:59:07.840
can stay sure before I go? No? That was it,

529
00:59:08.719 --> 00:59:13.679
and never one. Take care thanks for listening, and remember

530
00:59:15.199 --> 00:59:18.639
to be kind to yourself because you do deserve to

531
00:59:18.719 --> 00:59:24.599
be happy. Be gentle of yourself. You deserve to feel safe.

532
00:59:26.559 --> 00:59:29.280
Lots of love, bye,