#746 Let me bore you to sleep - ARE YOU STUPIDSTITIOUS - Jason Newland (9th OCTOBER 2021)

Hello and welcome to jasonnewland.com. My name is Jason Newland and welcome. Please only listen when you can safely close your eyes. This is let me bore you to sleep.

I'm just testing out new intros. What do you think, hey? What do you think? Wasn't it glorious? Hello. So yeah, I'm sitting here.

I'm sitting here all alone. Watching boxing on my phone. No, I'm not.

It's on the telly. The thing is too small for my eyes. So yeah, I'm just watching a boxing.

It's on mute and I thought I'd just make a recording while it's on because boxing's on now but the real boxing's on tonight in the middle of the night in America. Tyson Fury and Gene Wilder are fighting. So that should be good.

The heavyweight title fight and I think that starts about one, I think, in the morning. So my plan is to watch this boxing until about 10 or whenever it finishes, half 10. It's now 8.31 and then I'm probably going to go to sleep for a couple of hours because I'm not used to being up all night anymore.

I haven't done that for months and months and months and months and months. So I will do that, wake up and stay up till probably five, watching a boxing and then I'll go to bed again. So I thought I'll make this recording now and it should be, I'll finish this before the headline is on tonight on, you know, on this show, this boxing show.

It's Liam Smith against Fowler. Now that, I'll finish this recording before that starts so that'll be good. I'll watch that with the volume up so I can hear what's being said by the commentary team.

Yes, should be alright. I like Liam Smith, he's a really good boxer. There's a whole family of them, boxers and the top one out of all of them is the brother.

He was a super middleweight and he was unbeaten. He won, held world titles, more than one world title. And then he got beaten by Canelo, I think last year or maybe earlier this year, I lose track.

And then he's become a light heavyweight and he knocked this man out last weekend, I think it was his first fight at light heavyweight. And honestly, the bloke was on the floor and his legs were twitching. It was not nice.

He really, really, the strength he's got now at light heavyweight because he's really tall. So he was always really, I mean, technically, you'd expect him to be a light heavyweight, not even heavyweight at that height. He could go up to heavyweight if he filled out.

But I can't imagine he's planning to do that. You never know, he might do light heavyweight, win a world title, go up to cruiserweight, win a world title and then maybe go to heavyweight and fight for a world title. Who knows? You never know.

It could happen, couldn't it? I'm not sure if I've got any messages. Messages, messages, messages, messages, messages. I don't think so.

No, nothing at all. No. Oh, no.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Now about nothing there. No, but no messages.

I did get a message from fibro nurse on Facebook and she sent me a message in September. Hello, how are you doing? Groovy, thanks.

I answered, right I'm doing pretty good she's answered I didn't ask her how she was but she decided to tell me okay fair enough I'm doing pretty good blessed can't complain and thanking God for the blessings have you heard the great news about me yet I lost interest in that conversation pretty quick just with that paragraph and then she sent me a message the next day are you there and I said I am then she sent me a message saying it is a FSG family support grant that gives out free money to help all people

young old poor retired disabled unemployed and all assistance of the states for them to maintain good standards of living have you heard from them I answered I'm not in USA yeah she replied yeah you've you free to claim is from federal government so either she's really dumb I'm thinking not I'm thinking she's been hacked that's what I'm thinking because it is a real person because she's been on my Facebook for years and years so it's not it can't be a her sending me these messages she must have been hacked by a scammer is it yeah

free to claim is from federal government even I just told her I wasn't from the USA you can't claim a you know I mean it's obvious it's more or less an empowerment this new program I got $90,000 that's a lie I'm guessing that's what makes me think that it's a scam I've talked about this before it got it delivered to me when I applied for the FSG program and don't have to pay it back did you know how how apply did you know how apply for it I'm also thinking because the way it's written this

isn't written by and someone that where English is their first language because it's the the grammar now it's pretty brilliant grammar for someone it doesn't whose language isn't English to start with I mean but they're missing out little bits it's kind of few clues there so this is in September I just ignore I ignored it like you should scams and stuff are you there again on Wednesday yes and on Thursday do you know how to apply for the grant money or should I show you the agent text number to apply block I blocked her him

or her whoever the scammer is right so this is where I do some research yeah I'm gonna do some research let's have a look and find out what rubbish this is so let me have a look what's it called family support grant there we go family support grant FSG program provides state cash grants to families of children with certified disabilities didn't mention that it's actually did the goal is to prevent or delay out-of-home placement of children with disabilities and promote family health and social well-being by providing access to family-centered services and supports how much oh

yeah okay scam there's just so put it in there and I click on to add some more and it says grant scam ah look at this type of scan government grant the scam is called home care and family support with fan food fund manager they contact you referencing someone else's account someone you're on Facebook with online director is mrs.

Beverly and Williamson what I can do I want to do is actually one way if I find out if something a scam is okay yeah you free to claim is from federal government okay scam we know so yeah it's a scam is a scam so there is such a feeling as a government grant what this is is a scam so people sometimes I try and look to see if there's the words of the same 90,000 $90,000 I mean I'm not you wouldn't get $90,000 who's gonna give you $90,000 you're not gonna get higher am I

am I am I wrong 90 now and I can't imagine the US government or any country giving a member of the public that amount of money as part of a grant no I might be wrong but it's a scam anyway that's a scam that person who hacked either the person himself or the person who hacked their account I'm hoping it's someone who hacked the account but I blocked the person anyway because they might not be using that account anymore they might not even be around anymore I don't know you know a lot of people I

imagine forget their password to Facebook or their email address even or you know just so they just start a new Facebook account I did once couldn't remember how to get back in so start a new one yes such just I'm not a big fan of scammers not a big fan of them not a big big big supporter of scummers let's forget it let's call it scumming because that's what they are scum scum dirty pathetic horrible scummy pieces that's what they are contacted me trying to get me to and they try and get you you know

greed try and tap into your greed and for the best with the best world in the world you know none of us like to think that we're greedy but we're all greedy you know when it comes to it we will have a level of greed if someone says oh here's some free money here's a million pounds or million dollars all you gotta do is click this link like most of us with a brain know that it's gonna be a scam but even though you know it's a scam wouldn't it be lovely if it wasn't when

someone sends it unless you got you get the emails I get from people saying oh I've got my my uncle died and he left 42 million US dollars in a bank in Nairobi and the only way I need to find someone to send it to would you help me out would you would you mind if I sent you the money into your bank because you just helped me like why I mean first of all you know 42 million dollars is a nice chunk of cash you know it's a lot of money why would you contact

a complete stranger in order to transfer such a huge amount of money you wouldn't would you you wouldn't like so randomly walk in the street and just say oh excuse me mate could you do us a favor and I need to transfer ten million dollars and yeah my uncle died of course yeah blah blah blah and I was wondering if you'd if I could put it into your account is that okay yeah okay fair oh the problem is it's gonna cost $6,000 to transfer it see if you can pay that $6,000 to start with and

then I'll give you 50% of the 46 million or whatever is that okay does that sound like a good idea to you yeah perfect um glorious Wow yeah hmm where do I sign hmm would you like to see my credit cards see what I do now well I don't get them actually I haven't had a scam phone call for absolutely ages I'm not on any list not in any like do not harass me list they just seem to have stopped these phone calls where they come through and say oh I can't even remember what it

is just scams so you know I used to just say stupid things to them I say oh it's okay um I'm just on the toilet at the moment doing a big steaming poo so carry on what you got to say and you know they're like oh I don't know what to do now this is weird and then once I had someone phone me up and straight away they said yeah with we're from this whatever company I said oh brilliant so okay I've got me card here so it's 473 721 5 9 3 4 7 6

expiry 4 for the second or 4 for 10 2010 right what what I said that's my card number or credit card number okay so it's 475 976 375 and they really threw them off because they didn't know what to do because they were phoning up to get my card number my credit card number to try and skim money out of me straight away I'm trying to give them a credit card number threw them off now I regret giving them the real number in hindsight maybe not the cleverest thing but you know the idea was impressive

to myself just don't give them the right number you dipstick yeah I'm not not big fan of scammers they really are I don't know not so the lowest of the low because there's a lower isn't there there's a lower on the totem pole total the heap of dung there's a lower there's a lower level of person clearly but I do wonder if they actually know that they're scammers whether they're just employed by a scammer to do a job and they think they're doing a legitimate job and they don't question it you'd think though wouldn't you

after maybe a few weeks of working in there how come we're still giving that we're trying to ask people to to give us money when we've already managed to get a hundred people to do it why are we still phoning people that's weird very strange another one is people send an email and say oh I've been watching you through fire your video camera on your laptop and I've been watching what you do and I've been watching what you watch when you do what you do and oh if you don't give me money I'm gonna send

the videos that I've made of you to all the contacts on your email address scam yet again another scam now there are some that aren't scams they generally are blackmailers Jimmy the celebrity a comedian got caught out and he was on a like a web a web chat webcam chat thing so he went to a private room online with a webcam model and he was on camera she was on camera he paid her for whatever and afterwards he got an email with images or maybe with the video saying if you didn't pay up they would

send messages to send that video to all of his online contacts so it can happen I mean you can get caught like that I'm quite lucky because even if I was in that situation you wouldn't see anything anyway so I wouldn't have to worry wonder where they come from these scummy scammers what do you reckon where do they come from where do you come from my darling or when you're alone in my head I don't know it's strange very strange don't you know I do wonder then I mean sometimes when I was doing the sales

telesales for especially for the mobile contracts mobile phone contracts back in 2001 and it's cold calling and it just seemed a bit dirty cold calling people it felt a bit dirty a bit a bit grubby a bit unhygienic a bit well I need to have another wipe you know just something grotty about calling someone up and trying to sell them something when they literally could be doing absolutely anything I spoke to people I phoned people up when they were at a funeral honestly some bloke said to me I'm at my brother's funeral can you call

you back in an hour it's true actually and he took the contract out because it was a free phone and then he said to me listen to this I thought that's at a funeral couldn't believe it anyway I what I do yeah he oh it's turn this boxing thing so I want to get one of them I want to get myself fit I've had enough not being fit I need to start working on my fitness again maybe on the exercise bike getting back and doing the weights maybe maybe baby maybe I'm just not gonna happen

maybe definitely not gonna happen maybe go for a run get up in the morning early in the morning and go for a run go for a run seriously I'm thinking about it now I don't know I'm thinking about it now if I could do it because last time I ran went for a jog I could I did about 45 minutes I hadn't run for years and I was still able to run for 45 minutes but that was about I don't know seven eight years ago so I don't know if where I am on you know

fitness wise with running but it might be worth trying to find out and you know when I used to go jogging I used to go running when I was a kid I'm part of my training for karate and that I didn't actually I used to really love going jogging on my own especially on the beach beautiful morning honestly there was for me there's almost nothing better than on a beautiful spring slash summer morning running down to the promenade from where I lived it's when I was a kid you know I was like 14 maybe I

varied in ages I mean I was always aged I was a different age every day but I did it throughout my childhood I used to go running even when I was eight years old I used to run I used to go running around the field yeah I used to like running used to be one of my favorite things because I was never I never never ran fast never ran fast I was very steady and when I had my appendix out when I was about 12 or 11 12 something like that the nurse said to me

oh and I said what she said it's so tiny I said shush she said no the scar I said oh okay she giggled I thought I wasn't really sure where I was where you know really you talking about the scar rude anyway she said to me you've got well she said to me no I'm not saying this to you I don't know about you but she said to me that I had a very very very slow pulse exceedingly slow much slower than average and I said why are you telling me that I only asked you

if I could read one of the magazines read a comic you know tell me about slow pulses and she said well what that means young Jason is that I could be a long-distance runner because my stamina would be really good like if my pulse is slow to start with then by jogging and running and stuff like that the pulse would go up but it wouldn't go up to the extent of the average person which meant I'd perhaps have more endurance I think those days are gone but that would explain why I'm such a slow person

my natural speed is neutral really I'm kind of that I move forward very slowly very very slowly I don't rush around when I do rush around I find it feels uncomfortable I find it's stress-inducing rushing around and quite often I'll end up banging into things so to me to me I think moving slowly methodically is my way of doing things my natural way of doing things and that would be I guess partly connected to having a slow pulse yeah never told you that you didn't know that did you every day you learn something slightly new

about me even though a lot of what I say is just lies it's all lies what have you got against Catholic nuns Jason here's a question I have well you know what if any business any business the biggest businesses in the world had done what the Catholic Church has done they would have been closed so the Catholic Church needs to be closed that's that's the bottom line they've done too much damage over the years and what do you mean too much damage well just Google it blimey Google children's homes you know I mean ain't that

complicated just put in the Catholics it's ridiculous honestly it's just and they're still going it's still allowed to practice they should be banned should be banned no not even a country would get away with that I mean that's human rights gone absolutely crazy it's but then if you look the Mafia I mean going by the movies and stuff was Catholics in a always good old boys that are murderers but then they go to church at the weekend on a Sunday it's like you're not you know what kind of religion is that where you can just

do whatever you want but if you go go somewhere once a week then all your sins are forgiven good that's a good boy you're good again as long as you pay us money so yeah I'm just thinking any business any company even a country would almost be avoided would have sanctions against it if a country had damaged and done what they've done to the kids to that many children around the world hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of thousands if not millions of children around the world have been by the Catholic Church over the last what

100 years just say for example 50 years I mean that that's that's a reason to go to war I mean imagine it's just a Wow amazing so yeah I'm just saying drop a bomb on the on I'm not saying drop a nuclear bomb on on the Pope obviously I'm not saying that because that'd be wrong because he's lovely but would you let him babysit your children ask yourself that that's wrong you can't say that yeah I can't say anything I want I'm very lucky that way now my nan was a devout Catholic and you know

I was always quiet I never said nothing but I lived I knew Catholicism more than she did I lived with nuns for years I saw a side that she never saw that she couldn't even if she knew about it she it would have affected her badly she would have I like to think that her brain was capable of choosing choosing some logic and choosing right from wrong or right over a belief system that she was kind of born into but some people can't can they they can't go beyond like no this is what I understand

this is what I've been taught I do I refuse to learn I'm not gonna learn anything new no no no no no I'm not gonna learn anything new this is all I need to know it's in a book you know I don't need to learn anything new this is all I need what about some facts no no no no the thing is weird with religion is they do so much good you know I can see both sides they do so much good even the just the it's amazing you know most of the the places like

you know that feed the homeless tend to be churches soup kitchens tend to be run by churches and helping people abroad generally run by churches or you know religious groups usually Catholic or Christians it tends to be I think the Red Cross are they religious I mean I I'm dry applied for so for a place and I wouldn't even consider me because I wasn't a Christian I did I said I'd like to volunteer here are you a Christian what the hell's that got to do with anything what gotta be a Christian to care about people

you say I said listen I want to break it to you and this is gonna come as a shock to you so I said to this bloke I said listen you might not be able to comprehend this but I actually was born with the capacity to want to help people without reward without going to heaven when I die I don't need that reward I don't need that I wanna do well I don't need you know didn't need I don't need to be told what to do I'm able to this is gonna blow your mind dear

I'm able to think for myself mind-blowing stuff absolutely but surely you have to read a book to know what to think for yourself don't you no no I don't but you but how would you know what's right and what's wrong unless you get tortured by well I think it's just a human thing kind of yeah we get after we taught to maybe be a bit more sharing and a bit more kinder because the natural instinct sometimes is selfishness and just to take what you want as a kid that's not all there is to a child

children can be the most kindest little things in the world and I'm talking about even too young to even understand the concept of religion or anything like that the TV's just gone off do you see a little kid like a really really young kid can't even talk yet but they share their sweets they've not been taught to do that they just automatically want to share and they're handing you a sweet with their sticky dirty fingers and the last thing you want is to put anything in your mouth that's been in their hands because they're filthy

horrible sticky forgetting that though it's really kind there's that kindness you have to pretend to eat it like you do an invisible cup of tea and biscuits you know when you're playing with a kid oh this is lovely prefer if actually was real tea though to be fair real biscuits I mean the kitchens over there mate get a stool you can reach the kettle it's not that difficult you're six years old now and you're playing like tea tea pies and stuff why don't you just make a cup of tea get a biscuit in and we'll

eat and we'll have a civilized conversation what's all this pretend out a little plastic cup that's lovely oh lovely no you're just being you're very immature get a real cup don't make a real cup of tea honestly it's just boiling water you're very safe at four go on you don't I'm not a parent by the way that might surprise you I couldn't I had a couple of goddaughters although I weren't allowed to be their godparent officially because I wasn't a Christian I was a Buddhist and according to their mother that meant that I was going

to hell and being a Buddhist was like being a witch I did hypnosis which is witchcraft so she was dumb as anything I mean you couldn't think of any that's to me that's just you can't say they're dumb it's just a belief system okay I believe that bananas if I put a frozen banana up my bum I will then be able to walk around curing cancer fair enough I'll be able to walk on water walk into traffic without getting hit by cars walk along the motorway because I've got a frozen banana up my bum that's

my belief can't call me stupid can't section me can't put me in a psychiatric ward because that's my belief it's not an illness it's a belief no I think that's my belief system that's what I believe I think that's bit as an excuse to being overdone now it's not valid anymore I think that's guess gone because basically you can have a belief about anything the most absurd stupid things that if you take it out of context you'd think that person needs help they need help or they believe a fairy story they believe it's true it's

clearly a story and then when you find out the the this text which people this book or whatever the people decide to live their life by wasn't actually written anytime near when it was supposed to be written it was written by different people who weren't even there yeah in Buddhism hundreds of years later so everything was just passed on word by word word of mouth word of mouth mouth of word what's it called word of mouth so for example when when was so now in a few fragments survive in the second century but the earliest

complete New Testament the Codex Sinaitic in Greek written probably in Egypt now in the British Library dates from the late 4th century so how many years so let's have a look this is interesting I'll go away I hate the internet these days constantly pop-ups coming up we're gonna we're gonna follow you all around the internet and share all the information everyone is that okay yeah I don't care just get off so I can read what I'm trying to okay the four Gospels of New Testament were written almost a century after Jesus's death a century ladies

and gentlemen that's a hundred years 700 years in dog's lives a New Testament a period of 40 years separate the death of Jesus from the writing of the first gospel so 40 years before they even started okay it's not gonna be correct is it it's not gonna be it's not gonna be factually correct it's impossible if nothing was written down nothing no one even started so therefore I think you know if it's it's been proven scientifically that human beings memories deteriorate not just like deteriorate as in they don't remember things you know as much as

they used to memories start to move together as we get older memories that we have almost like formed get into each other's bubbles and we don't remember things how they were so I mean 40 years of course there is definitely possible that people were still alive that were around during Jesus's life you know 40 years you know someone could have seen him when they were in their 30s and in their 70s decided to write a book about it decided to you know talk about so yeah there's gonna be people potentially mind you in those days

not many people to live to be old but there's a good chance there's some people still alive who met Jesus at that time when they were writing about him are you gonna be talking about Jesus all the time now Jason is this to let me bore you to sleep talking about Jesus podcast no it's not it's not well you keep talking about Jesus I mean I don't know why this is almost like you've got some kind of weird brain disorder that you can't stop talking about Jesus what don't you leave him alone you know what

Jesus among my most favorite people so I'm not nothing against I absolutely love the story of Jesus I do above any other story above any any other anything in Buddhism after just story of Jesus I didn't like the ending I didn't like him dying and stuff but there is something beautiful about him the essence the energy was phenomenal and I'm not I'm not religious person really even for Buddhist perspective I don't class Buddhism as a religion I've got no respect for religion I think religion is just anything with superstitions and stuff like that it's just

silly but parts of it are amazing the the philosophy that's what I'm interested in the philosophy the the the wise words the you know some of the parables you get or you get the same kind of thing I imagine in all religion and it starts I'm starting to get interested in religion from that aspect okay let's see what the let's see what the the the Jewish book I forget what it's called now let's you know no let's see what the Sikhs I've got to say what they've got in their books and you just got to

go through so much mush of like old style talking and writing and and just to get through to the night some of the stuff that's being said that's useful moving away from the hate what I find is amazing how people can be so kind and so loving and you know sort of let's say Christians as an example so lovely they do anything for you until they find out you're gay oh who saw that coming that actually it's like Elvis Presley you're the devil in disguise you look like a Christian look like a Christian walk like

a Christian like like a Christian talk like a Christian but when I told you I was gay you're the devil in disguise oh yeah I've seen that in action it blows my mind how it's weird it's weird I actually this is true on a late-night radio program this bloke phoned up no talking about religion and and this bloke came on he said and they were talking about the coronavirus yeah and about being unwell and stuff and the bloke came on it was a bit of a bad line it was a bit fuzzy line and he

said to the presenter he said oh my name's him man or whatever and I'm sick I'm sick I'm a Sikh and the presenter said I'm sorry to hear that I hope you get better soon and this bloke exploded all over the radio he was so angry how dare you I said I'm a Sikh not sick and the broadcaster the DJ radio bloke genuinely didn't hear he didn't realize that he'd misheard it he because they were talking about illness and it was so funny to listen to there's something quite hilarious about hearing angry people get angry

especially over their opinions and their beliefs because basically they're having tantrums they're little children they just turn into little children who have this belief and it's no different from believing in a tooth fairy or other things that you know the chocolate bunny whatever it's just beliefs it's just it's the same it's no different it's just stuff that they believe I still believe in certain things that it's up here to believe in UFOs or they believe in ghosts the same stuff but we're allowed to laugh at them it's perfectly acceptable to laugh at someone that believes

in ghosts or someone believes in UFOs or someone believes in a Bigfoot or someone that believes in conspiracy theories it's absolutely fine to mock them and to laugh at them maybe not to their face but it's yeah it's acceptable to laugh at people so it's okay to believe laugh at certain beliefs but other beliefs almost like nope that's that's wrong you can't yeah we can you can of course we can laugh at you you can laugh at me you can laugh at my beliefs of course you can I believe that a lot of that stuff

is absolute rubbish and it's silly and people that believe it just little children with with using not using their brains sometimes the thing is I don't believe that because I don't care and what's what about we don't you worry about what happens when you die no why would I why would anybody why would anyone care what happens once they've gone what possible interest could anyone have in that no no why would you care honestly I'm not the weird one trust me if you're worried about what's gonna happen when you die after you not when you

die but afterwards then perhaps you need to question yourself because what is the point in that honestly what is the point why would you get insurance to give someone else money when you die what does it matter what happens once you're gone oh but I've got children and a wife or a husband and there's a mortgage and so it's not gonna affect you when you're gone is it no but I'll see them again in the future when they die and we'll all meet under the rainbow bridge no well I mean maybe I'd have a different

attitude if I had kids but I don't have kids so I mean I probably try and look after them let me think let me think while I'm alive and if you're gonna give your kids money give it to one of a live especially if you've got money in the bank don't wait until you're dead for them to benefit from your money give it give it maybe not give them as much but give them a bunch of cash now if you've got if you if you're wealthy and you've got loads of money in the bank give

your kids a big bunch of cash now and you can enjoy watching them waste it yeah just enjoy just let them do it while you're alive because I personally I've never inherited anything and I'm never gonna likely to either but you know I don't want to I don't want to gain from someone's death to me that just it taints it you know if I suddenly saw oh god you've got a hundred grand but someone has to pass away in order for me to have that money no well yeah I'd still take it but I thought

no I'd rather then give me that money and watch me spend it on absolute rubbish then get it when they're gone because then I can enjoy seeing their discomfort now I can enjoy seeing them get angry I gave you that money to set up a new life and you could and you're wasting it oh why'd you keep buying sheds through your bedroom and then breaking them up and getting rid of them and then buying another shed again for your bedroom that's not why I gave you that inheritance I'm not responsible for your reasoning I don't

even take responsibility for my own actions as I'm not gonna take responsibility for yours oh Jason do you mean all this stuff you say I mean I'm not sure how I feel about it I don't mean anything or you don't care it's just words means nothing it means nothing to me I find it's funny people with such strong beliefs can't be around them don't like being around people with strong beliefs oh I believe this and I can't I can't budge from my belief I mean that's maybe it's just being human but I don't have that

part of me I really don't believe much don't have any much strong opinions or beliefs and any opinion I spout out it's not really a strong opinion it's just I don't care enough about anything for it to be a strong opinion there's a few things obviously like these I don't think that anyone should do but ultimately who am I to tell other people what to do I don't even listen to myself I don't tell myself what to do no I don't so yeah I think it'd be interesting I'm gonna start my own religion I think

a religion where you don't have to believe anything a religion where you can be free you literally can be free no guilt no shame no hatred against anyone else really no really you know no hatred against someone because you've got a different belief system to you or different color skin or sexuality all that stuff gone like just you're free you're free to believe what you want to believe but the teachings would be your belief system is unimportant it's just a belief system means nothing just means the stronger the belief system is the probably the less

intelligent the person is because if you're intelligent you're able to break through that and realize that life isn't quite that you know if you choose to get yourself stuck into this like no but that's how things should be I can't comprehend anything different from my own personal belief system although it's not my personal belief system because I've been taught it and now I've taken it on with every essence of my ability and I shall not change anyone and I would fight forever in order to have to keep this opinion because I don't have a brain

yeah I'd say it's not all opinions it's I think my aim in life is to reduce myself reduce myself to to reduce as many fixed beliefs and opinions as possible from my mind and there's loads to go there's loads to go but I want them out I want them gone because none of them belong to me they've all been passed on indoctrinated into me from others so I want them out I don't want them in there and I think that's possibly the only way to be free is to let go completely let go and just

not not think about it's so many things that we worry about this got nothing to do with us even what about what's going on in that country over there that's for that country to deal with you know they've got their own government they've got their own prisons own police force own army I think they can probably look after and you know deal with that don't need our intervention perhaps just an idea no but they don't do things away we want things to be done and we we don't do things away that they want things to

be done it works both ways you know oh you make me so angry I just can't you just agree with me well say something sensible maybe I will oh you talk down to me like that you bastard you have no idea who you're talking to no one does no one knows who they're talking to not really so I think it's for me if I can get rid of as many of these limiting beliefs and opinions or at the very least loosen them loosen them to the point where I really don't care what other people believe

believe what you want argue we want um I won't argue with anyone about anything because what they have to say is of no interest to me I listen sometimes but it's just their opinions against my opinions and opinions don't really mean anything it's just an opinion but it's my belief system and my belief system is important to me okay well good for you if you need if you can't think for yourself and you need to be told how to live then yeah I suppose it's good for some people it's really good religions saved so many

lives especially alcoholics drug addicts people in prison found religion and transformed their lives in a hugely positive way probably filled them with bigotry along the way but it saved their lives and they're perhaps much nicer people than they would have been providing you don't argue with them against their religion and their belief system they're nice people providing you don't argue against what they believe and try to put your own belief system on there you know they're they're nice provide you don't argue with them about what they see what I'm going with that she's so nice

so nice but don't mention refugees she's a lovely lady lovely lady do anything for anyone she cleans the church every every every afternoon she cleans the church she changes the altar puts the candles in there been doing it for 35 years and does anything for everyone anyone honestly she'll do anything for you but don't mention don't mention the refugees and she don't yeah it's not something not a subject you want to get on to and maybe not gay people either maybe single-sex marriage that that don't go down well with her no but she's lovely she'll

do anything for you she's at church every day she goes to faith she's raised loads of money for charity and helps anybody but yeah not a big fan of abortions maybe you know maybe contraception oh you don't want to get her angry you don't but she's a lovely lady does anything for anyone she'll go to the end of the earth for you provide you what you know provided you're white and it's from the same religion of course if you're from a different religion oh no what you don't go to the same church oh no no

that's that she won't like you then but other than that she lovely person do anything for anyone lovely person very kind yeah very kind unless you disagree with her oh you don't want to disagree with her but apart from that she's lovely very kind do anything for anyone oh yeah it's easy to pretend to be nice that's why I don't bother I don't like easy things I should do anything for anyone anyone I'm gonna go I'm gonna go darlings see you later