#564 Let me bore you to sleep

Hello and welcome to jasonnewland.com. My name is Jason Newland and please only listen to this when you can hmm safely close your eyes yes what is this oh yes this is let me bore you to sleep yes yeah hello hello so so today is Saturday the 19th of December 2020. It's 11.04 in the evening and uh one two three four five six. Six days and it's Christmas.

When did adults start talking like little children? Here's my question. I'm an adult and I've got one two three four five six six sleeps six sleeps leaps to to Christmas six leaps. I'm an adult and uh I'm moving into my forever home my forever home.

Come on be adults. It's a house my forever home. There is no such thing as a forever home.

You don't find out if it's a forever home. Well first of all forever but you don't find out if you're going to live in the same place for the rest of your life until the end of your life. You just don't know do you? Oh that's cheerful.

That's a nice cheerful start. Thanks Jason. Yeah thanks.

If you ever fall in love with a stranger try not to let them do those things. What is I've got a couple of um here's something to watch out for. Scams.

If you get any emails from Yodel or uh like a delivery company DHL things like that. I get a lot of those. They're scams.

This is one from Yodel. Your order has been delivered right you'll deliver. Oh actually no that's that's a real that's a real email.

Forget that one. Um oh dear uh um I don't know. No but I got one from DHL the other day.

Where they ask you to put in your details. I can't find it. Now I'm looking for it.

I can't find it can I? Ain't it always the way. Always the way. So the fleas have gone which is good.

I said it though. I just I I can't oh I'm losing track of who I speak to. Mary I think.

Mary. I said that I was. Hello anyway.

Hi Mary. Well let's let's have a look at the message. So I can say hello and read it out.

Where is it? Where are you you little monkey? You're there somewhere on my computer. There you are. Found you.

So Mary wanted to know what my address was. Decided to send me a gift or Christmas card and stuff. I said oh I haven't got back to her because I hadn't been very well.

Sorry you haven't been well. Hi. No worries.

Sorry you haven't been well. You sounded good on your podcasts though. You did say you had itchy feet.

Yeah the itchy feet wasn't. I don't know if that was a joke. The itchy feet wasn't about feeling unwell.

I was talking about itchy feet as in wanting to move. It's a term we have in England where if you itchy feet just basically mean well it can mean itchy feet. Obviously you don't go to a doctor and say I've got itchy feet doctor.

And he says well you need to go down to the estate agents haven't you. If you need to find somewhere else to move. Got any ideas in your mind where you'd like to go to or are you going to stay in the area.

No that would actually be because you had itchy feet. Doctor I've got athlete's foot. I don't know what causes itchy feet.

I suppose lots of different things could cause an itchy foot. Yeah I mean stinging nettles. After the stinging nettle bit or sunburn or stuff like that couldn't it.

If you get sunburn on your feet it's not a good place to get it. There's worse but it's not the best place because we need to have stuff on our feet don't we. Like if you're out and about and need socks and shoes and stuff.

But the itchy feet in this scenario was me going on about wanting to move. I suppose really it means a bit of irritability to want to move or to go somewhere else. I'll go into that in a minute.

I think lockdown is maybe contributing as well as we're all becoming a little stir crazy. The vaccine is just the best news. And we're actually at the airport heading to our daughter's wedding.

We're allowed to travel because it's a wedding and we can't wait to see her. So I hope you have a brilliant wedding Mary and it's you know it's got to be lovely. You know you've got something to look forward to and it's your daughter's wedding and it's a beautiful thing and that weddings are lovely.

I've never been to a wedding where it was anyone that I particularly liked but that sounds wrong. Now what I mean is like not a family. That sounds wrong as well because I went to my sisters and my brothers.

Now then that was but okay yeah I've been to weddings that I really like the people. But not like I haven't been to my son or daughter's wedding. That's that's what I meant.

Not someone that I'd squirt not squirted out and you know reproduced. I'd not you know sort of my own genetic pus who created this this uh genetic pus um you know the I didn't create. Yeah reproduced because there's something in that you know I've not done it.

Although I don't know I think I might have well I have done it but you know not you know that kind of details but I've I've there might be a baby out there or not a baby now it'd be an adult and if there is you know uh I don't know I'm not that hard to find am I and so it'd be interesting.

I've mentioned this before there was a lady called Michelle I think her name was Michelle and from up north in Manchester Winchester now if I was ever to sort of really really believe there's a possibility then that would be this is one of the situations so if there is a girl out there I hope you don't look like me or a boy even I hope you don't look like me um I really like your mum that's all I'm saying so good uh good for you so anyway so yeah I've never had a I've never gone

to my child's wedding that's what I was trying to say um then all I had to come up with genetic pus I'll have to wait till I'm back before I can send you cards sorry hope you and Andre have a lovely Christmas and so thank you very very much hope you'll have a brilliant Christmas Mary and your um the wedding goes beautiful beautifully which I'm sure it will uh what other messages do I oh um let's have a look you can send me a message directly on my website if you was to choose to do

so but I have a bit of problem getting hold of the inboxes on my phone for Facebook I can do it on my iPad but not on my phone and that's due is there's a reason for it basically when I click on the inbox it says oh one just comes up completely blank for some reason come on man what are you doing what are you doing no no the page you requested cannot be displayed at the moment it may be temporarily unavailable the link you clicked on many may be broken or expired or you may

not have permission to view this page should have permission as it's mine oh wow um so what I did is I posted a new cover on Facebook and it's basically it's like a Merry Christmas I can't have a cough I was sneezing earlier I'm ever so excited uh so I posted a new Facebook cover and also put it on my website and on my Twitter as well it's just like it's a big Merry Christmas jace newland.com underneath but it's basically jace big uh father Christmas or Santa Claus uh card and to the side of it

it's got like the stats for the everyone's excited I say the word stats uh so I've got one million six hundred and thirty seven thousand three hundred and forty three downloads in 2020 so I counted them all and then thanks for listening it's just not it's a nice little thing you know it's like a little Christmas card really um but just to say thank you for listening to everyone that listens as well as letting you

know that it's been a successful year I mean I know the year's not over yet but it's what we've got two weeks left so what I'll do is I'll probably just update the stats when I say happy new year I'll update the stats to add another I don't know 672 000 or whatever it is just add another however many so I added them all up for the year so one million six hundred and thirty seven thousand three hundred and forty three so yeah please for that so I've had a few messages or comments um all

comments uh so on the different pages so on my let me boy to sleep Facebook page I've got a comment it says uh from this is from Sarah hi Sarah um you have totally impacted on my sleep time all those nights tossing and turning with thoughts spinning around my head then I discovered you about 18 months ago ish now when I wake up with those thoughts spinning and hubby in bed next to me snoring I stick in my earpods and you think you should hear my snoring I tell you my snoring one day right just

just for the fun of it I'm going to release a recording of me snoring because I've made some recordings over the years and I've done some where I've snored and I've fallen asleep and I uh did some recently and like just heard I edit out the snoring part but it's really it's like oh it's really bad really bad um that's why and it's I remember I dated this lady um we got on really well in person before we went out and we got on really well and we were talking like every night so we went

out we knew each we knew each other for years and hadn't seen each other for a long time and then we saw each other like oh here's my number here's your number here's my number and then we we called each other and then she arranged to go out and then she cancelled and I pretended I didn't care and then she called out of the blue and said yeah let's you want to meet for coffee so we did we weren't met for coffee it wasn't a date it was just friends meeting up had coffee I think

we didn't have coffee we had drinks in a pub and then we went to a restaurant and had a really nice time but one of the things she mentioned was how much he hated snoring and people that snore so part of me was thinking I really like her she's really beautiful and you know all the different things but there's also this this little reality a little birdie on my ear a little penguin whispering and saying she don't like snoring Jason you're a snorer oh you snore don't you I was like yeah I know so I

thought well you know maybe the best I'm going to get here is at least I don't know maybe get to the point when she finds out that I snore and maybe that's the end of the end of the whole thing but at least in order for her to get to the point of knowing that I snore means that it I don't know just I could have just been honest and said I'll snore but that would have been pretty much the end I think before it started as it happened it was the end before it started

anyway because it's weird we got really well so we had that night out I went home spoke to her on the phone pretty much every day for about four days because I think we went out on a something like the Wednesday or Tuesday or something so I speak to her Thursday, Friday, Saturday night and arranged to see her Sunday late half late morning and even to the point where she's like phone text me where are you where are you I said and I was buying her flowers you know it's been all romantic took them around

there and she didn't want to see me yeah she just like after that uh that afternoon she didn't want to see me again so she didn't get even get to hear that I snored but she did touch my ears so I don't know if she had some kind of psychic ability reading ability whereby touching your ears she could find out whether or not we were compatible I don't know what she expected me to do with my ears but she clearly didn't wasn't impressed by my ears and I did empty them before I left my house

make sure there wasn't no wax in there emptied me is and drained them and I just don't know it's weird because I went around there she lived in the smallest flat I've ever seen in my life the cooker was on the end of bed in the bathroom the toilet was on the other pillow the other side of the pillow it was like really really tiny little flat I mean seriously you could fry an egg and have a poo at the same time it was that kind of not that you'd want to why would you want

to fry an egg and drop an egg but it's make room for the egg it's but it's it was really tiny it's not really relevant to the story anyway I went to she she cooked I really liked her yeah but she's very serious she's very serious but she wasn't like that on the phone so she was actually very different in person than she was on the phone and she's also really different in person than she was the last time I met her in person it's hard really I mean we were talking on the phone about

having kids seriously about you know settling down and talking about all kind maybe not um it wasn't like oh we hadn't signed a contract that we were going to have babies together but there was that whole thing of uh what do you want do you want kids and you mean all that stuff I just I went along with everything just with a hope of a result but no I I yeah she was lovely I thought yeah I have kids why not um and she I don't know what it was I mean we kissed we kissed

went for a little walk and I mean you had a kiss and then we went out I said let's go to the cinema let's do something let's actually do something you know let's have a date like 20 years ago I would have just I wasn't that bothered about going out and doing stuff you know you know I thought it'd be nice let's just go for a go to the cinema so we went to town where she lived in town and so it wasn't far to walk and the cinema would already there was nothing on it

was already kind of started so we'd have to wait about an hour and a half so we thought oh no she needed there was nothing open it was Sunday afternoon it's like really quiet she said that she needed to get some light bulbs which to be fair who who who hearing that doesn't feel romantic I mean I just the light bulbs I thought this is going really well you know if you if the person you're with just there's a that they need to get some light bulbs um then be assured that things are going particularly

well yeah right and uh so we went down to this shop which sells like electrical goods shop down the hill went in there she went to look for some light bulbs I couldn't have been less interested in light bulbs I'm still not that interested in them now if I'm honest it's not a subject that really gets me juiced so I thought I'll have a look at some electrical stuff computer stuff recordings that you know just have a little browse around and after I stopped browsing um what did I do I think oh before that we

went into the the uh blockbusters and rented karate kit like the new one that Jackie Chan is Mr Kawagi Kawagula and so in this electric shop I walk out and start to walk home I forgot about her and I don't think it went down really well oh so I heard this voice like hello in fact I'm not sure if she phoned me she might have caught actually phoned me because I was so far away where are you it's like oh damn oops forgot all about her see I was I'm so used to being on my

own doing my own thing which I prefer or I'm just used to it I mean so I'm filming a shop browsing looking around stuff then when I finished I just I leave the shop and I just go where I'm going I forgot I was with someone I forgot I was with her and she didn't seem to recover from that somehow it was almost like she wasn't happy with that it took it personally when it wasn't a personal thing it's just I I've forgotten I was out with her it was that bad I don't know it's

I just I just I just went on to automatic because well let's face it I was on a date does not include buying light bulbs or you know looking shopping for light bulbs that's not a date that's uh I think that's what they call domestic bliss that's something that couples do when they're deeply in love and they're maybe living together and you know it's something that they look forward to doing together isn't it you know so what you're doing this weekend I'm going going shopping for light bulbs with me with my partner I can't wait

it's almost like a like a romantic outing and a holiday all in one oh so yeah I think the the shopping for light bulbs put my brain into automatic pointless mode so I got you know that's that's kind of what happened and I did I said I'm sorry I'm sorry I've I've I've made an apology I said like I'm sorry I've I've I forgot all about you again probably wasn't the best thing to say but it was true it wasn't I didn't forget I didn't forget about that she existed I just forgot that she was

in the shop with me and I said sorry I thought it was funny but she just didn't seem to find it very funny so we went back to hers so she hasn't dumped me at this point which was pretty good I guess on reflection we needed alcohol that but we didn't get any so she we went back to her place obviously she had to go in first and go up the stairs because we couldn't both fit in the house at the same time it's so tiny and so I just stood outside looked through the window

while she was sitting on the sofa and we watched a bit of the karate kid and I was I had a there's a thing that men get okay uh you might not have heard of it but it's it's a it's a it's a real thing and it's basically the yeah it's it's a it's it's a thing anyway so I I was sitting there for quite a while we were talking for a while and then we then we watched the karate kid I had a thing called BB and it's it's it's blue balls and I was

very very very uncomfortable and I couldn't really focus on talking and so sitting on this settee not very close I don't think she didn't like me anymore I don't think which might be understandable I don't know but she so I'm on this but I was still attracted to her and what parts of me were and I yeah I was very physically uncomfortable and then she started playing with my ear like with my left ear started touching it which I'm fine you can tell I'm I'm very open with human contact I'm quite fine you know I

suppose in my mind I was thinking maybe she'll work her way down I don't know um she's starting in my ear you know who knows where this is gonna go but she she started and stopped at my ear so I don't know if she was reading and it might be some kind of Vulcan you know Mr.

Spock technique you know she touched my ear and she could read my mind well if she could read my mind she would have I don't know who knows who knows but she would have known that my intentions were very uh actually wait a minute I was gonna say honorable realist the normal realistic unrealistic yeah optimistic maybe yeah no oh but she was nice it's just the weird thing about it is we got on really well on the phone the night before literally the night before and we were very quite intimate in a way not not

um not like erotic but just intimate as in the conversations and the subjects that we were focusing on within our conversation so I felt close to her but then when I was sitting next to her I couldn't have felt less close to a human being it's almost like she wasn't even there or I wasn't there or there was something separating us now my body didn't care my body was definitely aware of her but my mind I was very kind of oh I don't know what's going on here she doesn't seem to like me anymore so

I forgave her for just giving me soup and a couple of slices of bread for dinner you know I forgave her that soup is a drink it's not it's not a meal at best it's a starter a little snack not a meal anyway I'm sticking to that did not get imagine going to a restaurant and having soup yeah and a couple of bits of bread and they say oh would you like your bill sir excuse me nah my bill it's like no we haven't actually had a dinner yet so what happened oh yeah how am

I talking about her for anyway anyway I forget her name and she didn't reply I left because it was quite awkward and I didn't get to see the whole of the of the karate kid I think she might have asked me to leave but in a kind of vague all I got to get on now I've got um a rubbish to wash or I don't know whatever she said I've got beetroot to cut so I'm you know I'm like okay fair enough and then I left now I can't remember if I gave her a kiss

as I left I'm imagining I didn't but I'm sure she said yeah we'll we'll see each other next week but then I phoned her and I texted her and she got no reply back so I did something as like bear in mind I still liked her and I thought she was my friend anyway I I bought her a little gift and I left it on a front doorstep for her so I thought I might get her flowers but uh but I didn't know I can't remember what it was some some just it's only just a

little little gift and it was I left it on a doorstep and uh she sent me a text having a go at me oh wow okay don't think we should see each other anymore yeah I don't it seemed a bit premature to end something that hasn't even started really but well you can't break up with me we're not together it's this not happened really but it was weird it's just really strange little adventure of nothing but I think she said something about like she hadn't had a boyfriend for a long time and she'd been in

therapy for like 10 years or something and so I'm it's anyone's guess but the weird thing about it is even if she had liked me she'd have found out that I snore really loudly that's the whole point of this story why have I gone so deep into detail I snore that was the point boom boom that's done so Sarah was saying um all those nights tossing and turning we fought spinning and um okay so those hubby next snoring I stick in my earpods boom back to the world of nod but if that doesn't happen I

still have your voice pushing out all the spinning thoughts well that's good um Sarah thank you it's I kind of discovered some of those things as the years have gone by doing this podcast the let me boy to sleep podcast and that's more because people have told me like yourself you've took the time to sort of say to give me a little bit of information about how uh useful or why it's useful and the the overactive mind at night is is very common much more common than I realized and it's it's these recordings seem to

be useful for that and also I've learned from that from what I've learned I've learned from what I've learned I have and I incorporate in my sleep hypnosis recordings very much the the idea that the mind slows down as the body relaxes and you know the drifting away part but definitely focusing on slowing the mind slowing the thoughts and there is a little technique that you could do whoever's listening is when you're going to sleep if there's something that's really kind of repeating itself a little bit a little bit like gasping it like a brain

fart I guess and they keep repeating you could write it down on a piece of paper or in a book I suppose on the wall with chalk I don't know but then you can close your eyes and you haven't got to think about it so so my voice pushes all the spinning thoughts out never stop doing what you do and a happy and healthy Christmas to you and Andre thank you Sarah that's really really lovely message I do appreciate that very kind of you I've had a couple of messages on my general Facebook page underneath

the same Christmas card thing Karen says your ball me to sleep sessions have helped me get through this year thanks and have a great Christmas and New Year thank you Karen I really appreciate your message and it's groovy in fact I better reply there thank you and I've got another message from Debbie says and thanks so much for boring me to sleep every night Merry Christmas to you Jason so thank you oh so that's nice and it's nice to get a little bit of just it's nice to get nice messages you know I mean yeah

it's quite nice it's nice yeah oh yeah it's so nice and groovy so what happened this one have I got any messages there let's have a look we'll have a look hmm oh nothing on that one a couple of loves that's nice so yeah that's that's all the messages I've got so tired sometimes I get tired and other times I don't it depends so yeah it's I've had stranger I've had some strange dates over the years I remember once yeah when I was working in a in a club I was working in the office and

I had a I used to take orders take the the bookings and sometimes I'd get on really well with a person on the phone and I'd say well I'll be there when you get there check me out you know check me out that sounds weird doesn't it but I'll be there you know and I think that put them at ease a little bit because they're dealing with someone they know who's going to be there and especially if it's like a big booking and there's a lot of money involved so like yeah it's fine just come

along and it's all sorted you you're dealing with me I'll take your money when you get here and that way you've dealt with one person and it's just a bit easier in a way and I remember there was this I met a lot of people that way but there was one person and she decided she liked me and she said oh I want to come and see you I said what she said see you I said I'm gonna come and see you you're gonna come and see me I said your bookings are not for three

weeks she said no I want to see you tonight I said all right then you come come to the club and we can have have dinner if you want with the club it's a Thursday night so she did she came down and see we got on a well on the phone you got on all right on the phone in person not at all in person not at all did not like each other particularly but she was not giving up she decided she was gonna have a good night anyway and stayed the night not with me

at the club I mean and so she was getting a free meal mind you so was I but I was schmoozing I was schmoozing for business but man mind you I might have actually bought a dinner to be fair I might have bought a dinner so I bought a dinner let's pretend and we had drinks so we were drinking and I for the very first after probably five minutes I realized I didn't want to spend any time with her and I believe she probably felt the same way but she was didn't care and I just

found her annoying but I think she found me annoying as well it's one of those weird things but she didn't care she was quite happy to waste a night talking to me just for the sake of it I think her attitude was well I've come here she only worked around the corner I think I'll come here so I'm staying here okay and she's all the way she's telling me oh you fancy me you do you fancy no not really I mean she was lovely but I just personality wise I just didn't it didn't click you

know I mean it's just one of the good things I think about being a DJ and when I was had I was kind of in my prime in a way physically and stuff I got to the point where I didn't I didn't have to put up with any how was it right I didn't if I didn't like the person then I didn't bother with them you know it's yeah before that I've kind of perhaps I don't know I'm not always not uh I've dated people that didn't perhaps get on so well with but perhaps I

wanted a girlfriend or I wanted to the benefits of I don't know intimacy or whatever I don't know but I got you know when I was a DJ I got to the point where I really didn't I just wanted to I wanted someone for that was nice I wanted to be with someone that was nice to talk to enjoyable to talk to funny and as well as anything else just someone nice so I started to get in I don't know if fussy is the right word but just a little bit more picky or less desperate

maybe less desperate um yes I remember once there was this this another one I got really well on the phone she turned up at the club and started moaning saying this isn't this isn't right like the amount of money she had to pay this isn't correct uh asked Jason I spoke to him on the phone and he said this isn't what he told me and I I've I had all the information in front of me plus I'm Jason and she was lying to me about me which just felt very weird like telling me stuff that

I'd said to her which I hadn't some of it may well have been miscommunication which can happen sometimes and it's like okay fair enough but I she was being really proper shirty about it and quite um very rude so and I let her go on and on and on for about five minutes you know and every now and then get Jason get Jason he knows all about it and after about five minutes I said I am Jason I'm the one you spoke to and her face changed her whole demeanor changed and she apologized which is

weird it's like straight away apologized to me so later on I'm in the DJ booth and she's she comes up to me trying to flirt with me and I just shut her down said no thanks to a dance meet no because I didn't like her after that see I liked her on the phone because she was and she was a really you know pretty lady physically but when I see her go into one like that and it was the first time I'd met her in person she was horrible really horrible and I remember I was

walking through the DJ booth she's trying to grab me to dance and I said no no thanks she said you want this I mean she said to me you want this you do I said yeah sure and I just walked away laughing if she got really upset it's like well I didn't want any part of her because she was just unfriendly you know just oh and it's then that I realized two things I learned at the time and afterwards at the time I realized that I didn't want a superficial relationship with someone I wanted to

be with someone because I really enjoyed their company and I cared about them not just because of you know candy floss and sunshine let's let's call it candy floss and sunshine it's just not just that but because of how we got on not just the candy floss and sunshine that we could do but what the hell am I on about and then later on 20 years later I realize that I should have just ignored her personality because it's been so long so I've even felt the touch of a woman's toe now digging into my calf

muscle in bed you know those days this is oh it's been a while actually she's using my toenails remember I had a date with someone and the first date I forgot to cut my toenails I didn't know my feet were going to come off I didn't know she's going to want to take my socks off and all that was about and so she cut my toenails for me which is nice I mean it was in some ways gross for her possibly but you know she was nice that she did it I thought okay I don't

know if she did it on purpose but she cut one so that the nail was sticking aiming directly into the next toe and I walked home by the time I got home my foot was drenched because it had been digging into it it was like oh so painful so I don't know if that was her getting her own back for well I didn't make her cut my toenails you can't how can you make someone do that that's that's the opposite to a good date isn't it that's the opposite to romance I think she's the only

person ever cut my toenails maybe she wanted me to to wash her hair once and I was watching EastEnders and she called me in she was in the bath and I said yeah what I was watching EastEnders she called me and I said what do you want she said will you wash my hair I said what will you wash my hair I said what you can't wash your own hair have you got to 28 without being able to wash your own hair it's like I think the romance was gone by then and it's weird because

as I think back I'd rather watch television than spend time with a naked lady in a bath how weird that's ridiculous isn't it like priorities and this was at the beginning of the relationship this is quite early on a long time ago by the way like 15 years ago but it's like oh she wanted me to wash her hair I don't want to wash her hair I'm busy I'm watching EastEnders I'm watching telly can't it wait so yeah I don't know maybe I'm starting to realize maybe I wasn't a very good boyfriend it's just dawned

on me maybe that's why I'm single now there's lots of reasons there's lots of reasons but occasionally occasionally occasionally I get that feeling again and it feels quite nice again and my stomach is rumbling again again did you not know did you not know did you never know it's true it's it's so true Instagram I had a message on Instagram three people started following me on Instagram started following you I'm sure I had a sure I had a message on Instagram I don't know that's done every time I go to Instagram I see a if

if if do you know if if oh that's weird post unavailable so some people have mentioned me mentioned in their story but it's gone someone eeb this is blimey this is over a year and a half ago february 2019 hi your podcast on Spotify is absolutely amazing I struggled to get to sleep every night but within minutes minutes listening to your playlist gets me to sleep within a matter of minutes wow cool that's she says I say I've just seen your message so it's been a year and a half to apply thanks for your kind

words and she said that's absolutely fine still go this day sends me socks on so she's it was nice nice to get a message and I joined up to spot if no uh whatever this is Instagram but I just never never go on there I got uh another one from Gerda uh this is again this is July hi just want to say that I just love your podcasts on Spotify I sleep much better now haven't slept like this for months and I've started to see the dreams again thank you so I again I sort of

apologize saying it's sorry it took so long to get back to you by the way if that's your real picture on your profile could you please meet no it didn't I didn't say that so it's I like the getting those messages it's nice it's a nice feeling yeah so what I'm gonna do now is I'm gonna go into the kitchen I'm gonna get some tea cakes I have a couple of tea cakes so I'm gonna do and I'm going to watch the boxing at 1am and then the the main fight starts at three and it's

Canelo against uh Callum Smith so I'm been looking forward to this fight for a while not for that long because it's only only was announced not very very long ago but it'll be good so I'll watch that and then I'll head to bed I guess yeah so that's it for me so thank you for listening thank you very much remember remember to be kind to yourself because you deserve to be happy and I'm just looking at the screen and I'm wondering if there's any background sound on this if there is then whoops that's all I

can say is whoops so take care of yourselves and I shall speak to you very soon and lots of love bye bye bye that's a bit weird I don't normally blow kisses do I see you later bye bye ta-ra for now ta-ra