#559 Let me bore you to sleep

Hello and welcome to Jason Newland dot com. My name is Jason Newland and this is let me bore you to sleep. Please only listen when you can safely close your eyes and before I continue I'd like to say an extra big shout out to Molly.

Hi Molly. I was going to shout out Molly then, Molly, Molly, but it's probably not that relaxing isn't it, shouting out stuff. I really like the sleep sessions apart from when he shouts.

So, last night my neighbour knocked on my door and he said, I need to ask you a favour but I've also got something to give to you as well. He sounds nothing like that, I don't know. He's like, I have a favour to ask you and I also have a gift, I have a gift.

So I said, ah ok. And he wanted to, he needed some washing tablets for his washing machine to wash some clothes in his washing machine. And I said, yeah right, alright then.

So I walked into the kitchen with him, I led the way, although he does know where the kitchen is and my flat isn't that big that you'd get lost unless, maybe a fly would, a fly that's not been here before. Even a fly that's been here for more than an hour would be able to find their way around I imagine. An elephant wouldn't get lost but it'd struggle to get from room to room.

Anyway, and he said, I've got something for you if you want it and I said, I always want it, depends what it is I suppose, but yeah I'm happy to consider it, and he said, would you like my sofa, my reclining sofa? And I said, no, no! And I grabbed back the washing powder tablets and I screamed, get out of my house, get out of my pub! And, he turned into flour and the wind blew him away, no, I said, really, he said, yeah. And I said, which one, because he's got two, he's got one with three seats and one with two seats.

Now, the one with three seats, I don't think it'd fit in here because of the arrangement of the outlay of the flooring plan of this particular residential abode.

And it wasn't a three seater anyway, it was a two seater and I said, I want the three seater now, I want the one that you don't want to give me, and he said, why are you always so awkward? And I said, I'm not always awkward, but I do try to be, if at all possible. And he said, well, I'm keeping the three seater, I said, well in that case you're going to be keeping the two seater, because I will only accept the three seater, I want what you want. He said, what, world peace, I said, no, I don't want that, I want your three seater reclining settee, and he said, no, I said, well, okay, I'll take the two seater then.

And I was thinking, hmm, the problem with having furniture in this flat of mine is it'll start to look more like a flat, it'll start to look more like a home, start to be potentially more inviting for visitors to want to sit down and stay for more than an hour, and I don't want that. So, I don't want people getting too comfortable, you know, not that I have lots of visitors.

But on the other hand, if I ever actually have a female visitor, the last female visitor was November last year, if I have another one, I hope to one day, I've now got a sofa, because I've got this two seater sofa recliner, and now I can cuddle, and that's what I'm thinking, like, oh, I've now got to the age where cuddling is the thing I'm thinking about, that's what, that's my first thought, well, after eating.

I don't know, do I need to find someone that I don't have to hold in my farts with? Was that just a first date thing? I don't know. Anyway, I, so he said, he said, yeah, you can have the double seater. I said, well, how's it going to get up? How am I going to get it up? He said, you have problems getting it up, do you? I said, oi, let's stay focused on the settee, because, you know, I've got people listening to this that may get offended at that kind of innuendo.

And I don't want people to get offended. This is supposed to be a family friendly affair. He said, there's no such thing as a family friendly affair.

Affairs rip families apart. I said, no, that's not what I mean. What have you got to take things so literally? You were going to say seriously, weren't you? And then changed it to literally.

Yep, I was. So I went downstairs to have a look at the settee. I said, is it comfortable? He said, you've sat in it loads of times.

I said, I know, but I didn't take much notice. He said, what do you mean you didn't take much notice? You sat in it, you sat in it for hours and hours on end, and you took no notice. Not really, no.

You know, I'm never, I don't get comfortable in other people's houses or homes. I only get comfortable in my own. It's not that I'm uncomfortable in other places.

It's just this is my space, mine and Andre's. And this is where I can relax. I mean, I can relax in other places as well.

I should add that considering I'm Mr. Relaxation, Mr. Sleepy, Mr. Relaxation. But it's nice to have my own space. Other than, you know, just a little room, which is what I would normally have had over the last 30 odd years.

And he said, I just want to know if you want the thing or not. I wasn't, I wasn't interested in a history lesson. I said, why, why just, what's with the hostility? He said, trust me, if I was being hostile, you'd know about it.

You know, so I said, well, how are we going to get it upstairs? He said, don't worry, it comes apart. Oh, okay. Didn't know that.

So I'll go downstairs, have a look at it. And it's a black leather recliner, two seats, sofa, and each seat reclined separately with a knob at the side of, you know, either each side. So if I put my right hand down and I can, I can feel the knob.

And if I pull it, pull the lever, and then it releases the the leg section, I guess it's called, and also allows me to push back. Now, this would have been expensive when it was first purchased. My friend got it second hand.

He got it from a friend probably four years ago or three years ago. Now it's a, it's really heavy. You know, it's not, it's, it's really, really heavy.

It's kind of like a lazy boy, but a lazy couch, in a sense. And it's, it is comfortable, but it's getting used to it because it's a different, do you know what I mean? It's, it's, it would be like, in a way, I'm not comparing this to eating caviar, because I've never eaten caviar, and I don't imagine I ever will, but eating in a nice restaurant and, but I'm used to kebabs, you know, it's kind of a, it's a different feeling. And because my lower back is problematic, there's, there's always a little bit of, when it comes to relaxing, you know, my lower back, I can feel it.

Now I can relax enough, so it's not an issue. But I'm aware of it, as opposed to a few years ago, when I wouldn't have even noticed it, you know, I'd have just been, a few years ago, I'd have been drinking. And I think drinking eliminates physical feelings, sometimes, but I never used to drink too much.

Anyway, I had that recliner before, didn't I, from, and that was bought for me, for one of my fans. Is it egotistical to use the word fans? Because a while ago, a couple of years ago, I, I said that somebody wasn't one of my fans. I didn't mean it in a, what I meant is they're my friend, you know.

And this person said, no, I'm not, not that I'm not your friend, but I am a fan. And just, I don't know, just, it seems almost, I suppose I have trouble accepting that I'm a superstar. It just really, it's, it's, it's, it's, yeah, it's a hard one to sort of absorb sometimes, think that, wow, to be this famous.

Yeah, nobody knows me and I have no money, to be this damn famous. Anyway, but I got a chair bought for me, from someone that lived in America, and it was a reclining chair. And it was the first reclining chair that I'd ever owned.

But I did have a reclining chair in a caravan I rented once, I lived in for a little while. And this was another big, heavy, it was more like a reclining chair for elderly people, or maybe not elderly people, but it was a reclining chair. Someone with physical limitations, would that be the right word? So to, you know, it was something that wouldn't look out of place in a residential home or a home for elderly people.

And I really liked it because it was super comfy. And this is back in 2000, 2002. So quite a while ago.

And I realised then that I like caravans. And I think I could see myself being fairly happy living in a caravan, but a nice one, like a proper home. You know, one of those big ones with lounge, kitchen, bedrooms, bathroom, not something that would cost quite a lot of money to buy.

That would be something that I would, I could live in, but not just a caravan that you'd go on holiday with. That's fine for a weekend or a week holiday. But I wouldn't want to live in something like that.

Because all you can really do is sleep. Which I suppose that suits my lifestyle quite well, but I didn't want to live like that. But I would do, I can adapt, I'm very adaptable when it comes to living and sleeping and stuff.

I've moved around a lot, a lot. And I think I might be getting itchy feet. I mean, that could just be the fleas.

But I think that I'm starting to have fantasies about travelling, proper travelling, not moving to a different part of the country, which is kind of as much travel as I would do. Although I moved around a lot, I didn't move great distances. At times I did, but generally not.

And I've been thinking about, well, if I did stay in England, there's a couple of places that I'd like to live. And one would be Torquay. Another place would possibly be Wales.

Wales is a beautiful, beautiful country. The beaches and it's just, it's a lush area, using the correct term of the word lush, very lush. I think of lush and I think like watery, full of, full of life and a fertilisation.

You know, the land I'm talking about, not the people. The fertile land. Does that make sense? It's what I kind of like, the rainforest.

Well, you know, somewhere like that, where the, actually volcanoes are the best. Volcanoes are the most fertile land, aren't they? So the lava of a volcano is pretty much what has created every country on the planet, every continent, just a volcano, a volcanic eruption from the sea. I mean, basically, you can get, you could get, it's so fertile, you could get, if you laid down a sunbathe, you could end up getting the grass pregnant, but it's that fertile, the soil.

It really is the most fertile soil ever. Apart from our mines, which is very fertile as well. I don't think of the word fertile when I think of myself.

So I just want to look in the mirror. It's, it's, it's an F word, but it's not fertile. Fat, farty, but not fertile.

So I quite like to maybe stay in somewhere, somewhere scenically, visually beautiful. And I know that everywhere can be beautiful. You know, people that, here's weird, you know, when I used to visit, I used to have a friend in Nottingham.

And I remember traveling, got the train to Newark train station. Was it Newark North? I forget. And then I got a taxi to Ollerton, where my friend used to live.

And we used to pass these, to me, what looked like little hills. And I just thought, I love the hills. When I got to his place, I love the hills.

And he said, no, that's scrag, there's scrag pits or something like that. I said, what? There's scrag heaps. I might have the word wrong, but I think he said like scrag heaps.

And I said, what are you talking about? They're lovely. And he said, no, they're not lovely. And he explained, it's basically just the innards of the mines, like the, the, the dirt or the, the throwaway stuff from the mines that they couldn't use.

Slag heaps, might be slag heaps. And I was like, yeah, but it's lovely. It, there are little hills surrounding everywhere.

To him, it was rubbish. Like literally, it was just dirt and rubbish. But to me, it was like, oh, it was lovely.

I suppose, you know, it's, it's all down to what we like, isn't it? Um, see, I like the sea. I like being beside the seaside. But I don't want to go into the sea.

Neither on a boat, nor with me wellies on, or even, well, yeah, definitely not swimming. I'm not a sea person. But I love the sea.

I think, you know, I like, I like being on ships. So I've gone, I've been on a few ships over the years, crossing the Channel, between England and France, between England and Belgium, I think twice. And between England and Ireland, I don't know, twice there and back.

And also between England and Amsterdam, once there and back. And also between England and the Isle of Man, once there and back. So how many is that? How many says France, Belgium? What was the other one? Isle of Man and Amsterdam.

So I don't think the Isle of Man is classed as another country. It's an island, isn't it? Off of, it's an isle. But then, we're just a little island.

I wonder if the rest of the world realises how little we are. And we've got a lot of people living there, considering how little we are. Yeah, we have got a lot of people.

And the weird thing about it, okay, you know, some people like to say, oh, we've overpopulated. And admittedly, I haven't been to every town and city in the UK of England. However, you never, well, in my experience, you're never far away from a bit of open space where you can be on your own.

Or maybe a couple of other people walk in their dogs or stuff. We're not just squashed together, back to back, standing up. Just, you know, like, standing on a train, where there's no, the seats are all taken up.

It's not like that in the streets. Well, maybe it is in some places. I don't know.

It can be a little bit like that on the lead up to Christmas. Everyone's sort of squashed together. You know, trying to get their Christmas presents.

I imagine this year, it's going to be even more squashy. Because it's, you know, having a month, the month lockdown meant that the generalize here, I do want to generalize but um, you know, those that are not organized, and like to organize their Christmas, or don't like to leave it to the last minute, would be doing their shopping in November, maybe earlier, but at least November. So then to have to wait until December to go clothes shopping or a gift shopping, stuff like that, in gift shops.

I have this theory, it's not really a theory, it's probably just a pretty just obvious, but it might not be I don't know. I reckon this December, that we're in now because it's now the I don't know what day is the 10th December, the it's going to be the busiest December on record for retail. Both online and you know, shops, which is generally the biggest December.

Because of the, because of people not been able to get hold of stuff that they wanted in November, maybe. I mean, just just a little bit higher, wasn't it? Just just things like be manly Jason talking with deep pretend deep voice. I know someone that talks with a deep voice is pretend, but they've been doing it so long, they now just naturally sound like that.

But you can see that they constricting their vocal cords. Because they must have heard somewhere that men with deep voices are more attractive and more able to get their own way more authoritative, more demanding, more manipulative than people with a higher pitched voice, such as me. Of course, I might be just making that stuff up.

So yeah, I reckon it's going to be a busy, busy month. And I'm not going into town at all. This month, I cancelled my delivery on Wednesday.

Because I didn't, I had too many bills to pay. So I paid the bills rather than getting a delivery. I've got a delivery booked for next week.

And then I got another delivery booked for the weekend before Christmas. So it's a few days, three or four days after the delivery I get. So it just means that I'll have enough hopefully to get me through between then and the beginning of the year.

Plus, I quite like the idea of maybe treating myself to a few Christmassy foodie type things, you know, maybe some frozen cakes or frozen bits and bobs that I can eat and maybe some other things I can just nibble on. I need something to nibble on. Yeah.

You know, sometimes I can, I can just go into the cupboard or into the refrigerator and just pull something out and eat it. Sometimes I just want to stick things in my mouth without thinking about it, without having to sort of prepare the food and turn the oven on and turn the hob on or turn the microwave on. And so sometimes I am too impatient even for a microwave.

I don't like waiting. I don't. Other places are thinking I'd like to travel.

Hello Andre. What are you doing? Did you hear that? I don't know if the microphone picked up that lovely fruity sound Andre just produced. Oh dear.

I'm surprised he did that because he's I don't think he's been eating enough of the dry food. There's something, I've been giving him two packs of wet food a day, one in the morning and one in the evening. But he seems to want them, you know, he sort of demands, he lets me know he wants them.

But I'm thinking maybe I need to just give him one pack. If he's not eating the dry food as well because he needs to eat the dry food because that's what gives his, um, well it's more, you know, it's good for his teeth because it scrapes his teeth. Also it's good for his digestive system and makes the stools nice and hard, which is very, very important.

Well not hard, but you know, nice texture. Can we just move on? It's like a Mr. Whippy. Um, so I should explain that Mr. Whippy, it's not some kind of bondage thing.

It's in England. It's a ice cream van company, Mr. Whippy. And the way they you know, when you've got the ice cream cone and they move it around so that the, the ice cream moves, you know, sort of almost makes a round.

Um, I had to, uh, yeah, sort of makes a circle. Well, that's what his poos are like. They sort of naturally, he's got a little Mr. Whippy bum.

It just happens. It's a natural thing. But let's, let's move on.

So I'm thinking about, and I'm not talking about now, cause you know, I have, I have, uh, commitments here. But in the future, I'm thinking about maybe traveling and all going well, all being well. If I'm able to, or when I'm able to earn a living from doing this, it will no longer matter where I live.

I can travel. And I talked about this a little bit in the past, but I can travel and make the recordings wherever I am. As long as I can find somewhere that is relatively peaceful, then I can make a recording.

And, you know, providing I've got internet, I can upload them. So, yeah, that, that really appeals to me because it means I'll be learning new things. I'll be experiencing new things.

My mind will be opening up to new ideas and, you know, I imagine it would be pretty good as a simulation, a stimulation for my brain, for creativity. I'll also have something to talk about in a sense of making these recordings, because you can imagine at the moment, I just talk about nothing. And I know that, you know, it's supposed to be boring.

So when I talk about nothing, it kind of fits the bill in, you know, from a literal point of view. If I was, for example, in Thailand, Toyland, I'd like to go to Toyland, but Thailand. So if I was in Thailand, and I want to be in, as far away from the sea as possible.

So if I went to Thailand, I could then talk about my experiences living there. I want to say living, you know, I'd always come back here, but maybe would stay there for a period of time, depending on my financial financial ability, I guess, you know, depending, because, you know, I've seen some videos on YouTube. And I've seen like travel videos where people have gone to Thailand for six months, and have stayed in really, really nice, not so much hotels, but apartments that are rented, you know, like a hotel apartment kind of thing.

And they're lovely, and they're paying way, way less than I would pay to live in this country. I'm just not sure if I could get used to eating rats on sticks. So that would be something I'd need to sort of, but according, I would, I'd want to go somewhere where there is tourism, maybe not too much tourism, but somewhere where they have cafes and bars that were catered for English people.

So I could get myself some English food, I guess, you know, burgers and chips and a roast dinner and stuff like that. As opposed to a rat on a stick. I know that's not all they eat.

And they also, you know, I mean, it's weird, it's, it sounds like I'm being rude. If I actually read out a list of things that perhaps people in Thailand eat, it could sound rude and I don't want to because I'd like to go there one day. However, however, let me just check.

Thailand's favorite food. Food. Okay.

Exactly. So it's not, it's not all a, I think, right, those things like a rat on a stick is actually a delicacy. It's like they're little snacks that you can have.

You can buy them on the roadside and things like that. So it's a bit like going to a petrol station and getting yourself a KitKat or a Mars bar. It's, except it's a rat on a stick.

So here's the seven most popular Thai foods. Now, I don't know if this is Thai foods in Thai restaurants around the world or and whether it's, let's have a look. Okay.

Giao Tu, noodle soup. Tom Yum, Tom Yum Goong, spicy shrimp soup. Ah, that looks nice actually.

I know the other one does not the spice. I don't, don't do shrimps. Tom Kha Gai, chicken in coconut soup.

That looks nice as well. Som Tam, spicy green papaya salad. Yeah, that looks nice.

Yam Pla Duc Phu, fried catfish with green mango salad. Oh, there's no picture for that one. Lab, labia, larb, L A A B, spicy salad.

Yeah, I don't know about spices. I'm not a big spicy person. And you got Pad Pak Tong, stir fried pumpkin, pumpkin.

Wow. Pad Thai, Thai style fried noodles. Oh, that looks lovely.

I just realized, I think I might be hungry. Pad See Oo, thick noodle dish. Pak Boong, morning glory.

Cow Pad, fried rice. See, these pictures are very neat. They're very, oh, look at this.

Pad Krapu, Pad Krapow, served with an egg. So it's fried rice and some stuff. Oh, this looks nice.

A fried egg on there. Panang, Thai curry. Gong Ku Wan, green curry.

Khao Soi, creamy coconut curry noodle soup. Oh, that looks nice. Does it? Looks like a, it looks very much like a burst pussy spot.

You know, a big long line of, anyway. Gay Todd, fried chicken. Pad Pak, fried vegetables.

Kai Med Ma Muang, chicken with cashew nuts. I imagine that would be nice. Kai Jewel, Thai omelette.

I like an omelette. I do. I do really like an omelette.

Wow. I'll tell you what it is, right. And it's not very helpful, I think, for maybe lay people like myself, is when I see a documentary on, let's say Thailand, because that's what we're talking about.

They like the sensationalism, don't they? The sensationalism of showing some of the horrible things or some of the things that they eat that the Western world would not be particularly particularly tempted to eat. Like a rat on a stick, or other things. The maggots, make a maggot salad or whatever, you know, just just general stuff.

When the reality is probably that maybe the only people that would eat that stuff is those that perhaps can't afford to eat nice stuff. So it's more poverty thing than a like a national dish. But I might be wrong.

I don't know. Oh dear. So I quite like the idea of going to Thailand.

Probably on my own. But, you know, it didn't have to be. And I just, I guess if I lived there for six months or something, I'd get to know the locals.

So I get to know a few people, some of the bars and get to get to know people say hi. And it's a whatever they say, I guess I don't know what it is that I can't predict that can I really that way of knowing. So that might be okay.

One of the places that I quite like to go to, I'd like to visit Australia. I'd like to visit New Zealand. I'd like to be watching America.

I'd like to visit Canada. European countries. Norway, I'd like to visit Norway.

And wherever the the blonde lady from ABBA, wherever she was from, I'd like to visit there. And I don't know, I think, and I know, I realise that this is quite a typical Western attitude. And I don't care either.

I kind of would prefer to go to a place where there's not a lot of people. I'd like to go somewhere where people speak English so that I can communicate. Because I'm not prepared to learn another language just just for a holiday or for, you know, a short visit.

If I was moving somewhere to live. So if I was going to go and live in France, for example, then I would, I would go all out to learn French. Because that's the only way really to to integrate into the society of France.

And to be able to communicate really. But I'm not planning on moving to France. But in some ways it's not far enough away.

However strange that might sound. I mean, I can get to France quicker than I can get to the other side of the country. It's only like a, it's a hop and a skip across the ocean.

It's not, you know, it's not a big distance. I think you can fly in about an hour. Well, I can't fly.

I don't know how to fly. But, you know, if you could fly, as the crow flies, why is it always a crow? What about a seagull? What about a chaffinch? What about a pedigree falcon? A pigeon? Andre, shut up. Andre, I love you, Andre, shut up.

So yeah, I quite like, I think there's a few reasons for Thailand. And of course, the language is a barrier, but hopefully, because they're used to having the Western humans visit. So I'm thinking it might be a bit more, I might be able to get away with not speaking the language.

Maybe picking up a few words here and there. But also the weather. I've never ever lived anywhere or even stayed anywhere for any amount of time, where it's been nice weather consistently.

I mean, temperature wise. Of course, you know, everywhere has rain. I don't know if Thailand has a rainy season, but I know India does.

And some other places in the world have rainy seasons. America has hurricane season. In England, we just have grumpy season.

That lasts for 12 months, every year. Yes, it does. I, what was I going to say? Yeah, I think Thailand would be quite nice.

Australia, America, mind you, Thailand is near Australia, isn't it? So I could kind of do skip over and go to Australia maybe. But I don't know if I'm particularly interested in sightseeing. But I might be.

You know, from a sense of having something to talk about, because let's face it, if someone coming back from a trip, you know, if they've been backpacking or whatever, listening to them talking about their journey can be quite boring, especially when you're jealous that they got to do it. But it can be like, oh, I suppose there are some storytellers that can, you know, make the story really exciting. So you're sitting on the edge of your chair, wondering what meal they had next, or what toilet they used, you know, so I guess some people can do that.

But so for me, it would be ideal for this podcast, the Let Me Bore You To Sleep podcast, because I could be in, let's say in Thailand and talk about the weather and maybe talk about how I rented a motorbike and and how I had my hair cut. You know, things, you know, things that are obviously really exciting. But I probably be able to talk about it and make it sound quite boring.

So yeah, I think doing that, America's another place like, oh, yeah, quite like the idea of going to America and traveling around to each place. Literally traveling around to each, not necessarily state, but like towns and staying in a hotel and move into a next one. And then the next one and just seeing stuff and talking about it on the podcast.

You know, you're talking about the ice machine, where's the ice machine? I thought all motels had ice machines. This one doesn't. And yeah, just as an example of something that I might say in that situation, I don't know.

So I've got this chair, this is sofa reclining. And it's all right, actually, it's a bit warm. It's a bit warm.

I mean, I would say it's probably a good five, six years old, if not longer. Because of the, the cushions that I'm sitting on are worn around the sides. But for now, it's just really good to have a settee to have a to the ability to because it's comfortable.

I'm sitting here now. I've not reclined. I'm sitting on the back of the chair.

Normally in it, I can rest my head back. And it's comfortable. If I recline it, it's comfortable as well.

It's different, different kind of comfort. And yeah, I just noticed I've been sitting in there for the duration of this recording, which is about an hour. And yeah, it's comfortable just sitting in it like this.

Doesn't have to be reclined all the time. Yes, this is quite it's quite good. Yeah, it's quite good.

And then there's a chair next to me. And I've got a few bits on there. I've got a phone and remote controls.

And yeah, hopefully no one want to sit on there. It's weird is that is I don't know if it's I don't like I don't enjoy having someone sitting next to me. It's different if it's like a girlfriend, you know, for example, that's occasionally that's not so bad, but not so bad is initially I guess it's quite nice thing.

I don't know. But I like my space. And I like to be able to look at the person I'm talking to.

And I can't do that if they're sitting next to me. I'm not going to keep turning my head. I refuse to do that.

Which means I'll be talking to them whilst watching television. But looking ahead and not looking at them. Which almost seems a little bit rude at times.

I don't know. I prefer when the person's the other side of the room. Kind of directed at me, or they could be facing the television.

Because, you know, maybe we're watching boxing or something. But then I can kind of turn my head a little bit. But then if I'm watching boxing, I don't really want to talk to them.

I want to watch the boxing. And that didn't happen that last weekend. I was watching a boxing with my friend.

And we talked all the way through the main fight. We talked all the way through. Completely pointless.

So it won't happen this weekend. There's boxing on the game on Saturday. And Friday as well actually.

But Saturday's heavyweight title fight. And I will not be talking to anybody. I will be watching the fight.

But I like to listen to the interviews before and after the fight. And listen to the commentary. And actually pull the commentary apart sometimes.

But I like to focus on what I'm doing. And especially if it's a fight with a boxer that I really like. And I'm a fan of.

Which is, in this case, Anthony Joshua is fighting. And I'm a fan of his. The man he's fighting, Pulev, is, although I'm not a fan of his, I have seen his work in the past.

And he is pretty amazing. He's an old one. I think he's nearly 40 in boxing terms.

That's fairly old. But he's also, he's got the goods to, to pull a, I guess it would be, when he pull a muscle actually. But he could pull a, a shock.

But I don't think so. I don't think so. But it should be good.

Should be a nice night. And there's some boxing next week as well. So it's not the last fight of the year.

Because there's some the following weekend. And then that's it, I think, until January or February. Yeah.

So that's it really. I don't think there's anything else to say. I think I might have had a message from somebody.

But I don't know where or who. Have I had any messages? Hmm. I don't seem to have had any.

Let me just have a look. So I might have done, but not realized that I have inbox. Okay.

The page requested can't be displayed. Fair enough. Inbox.

So that cannot be displayed either. So, how weird. So the last one, inbox, that cannot be displayed.

So apparently I might not have permission to view it. What view my own inbox. That's very strange.

I don't, I didn't, didn't understand. I told you I've seen something here. There was a picture of Ali Sherlock with her fan page.

And I looked at it. This is a picture of her. And then, and then I moved off because I was looking at something else.

And I came back to the same picture. And I thought, oh wow, her arms look like mine. And I realized it was a picture of me.

Yeah. I thought I'd share that with you. You didn't really have the, I didn't feel hugely committed to the whole story.

When I first started to tell you the story about the picture and the mistaken identity, perhaps I should have put more effort in. Put a bit more energy into the telling of the story. Maybe that would have been, it would have made me more enigmatic and accessible.

Perhaps. Anyway, I'm going to take off now. So thank you very much for listening.

Please remember to be kind to yourself because you deserve to be happy. Lots of love. Bye.